#from everything

[liyazaki]

it just hit me that I’m going to have to willingly poison myself soon in order to get my body to maybe (maybe) stop killing itself. autoimmune diseases are a sick fucking joke-

#p0!son = chemo/injections #i keep telling myself it could be worse but fucking hell #can i just- be excused #from everything #lupus #autoimmune #chronic illness #personal

[5footfuckoff]

I’m tired. Are you tired?

#so tired #of everything #from everything #personal #that’s my face #yikes

[lovedeluxe92]

yeah my phones gonna be on DND till fucking sunday idec i need a break lmao

#from everything

[loulooser]

I need to watch a comfort movie in bed right now

#either that or just magically fix all of my problems #I need a day off #from everything #and a hug?

[heteromerous-rhyming]

post episode (and post lunch) thoughts:

thematically i appreciate this episode - ultimately i think that what this episode made clear to me was that this season was not about the trio (annabeth, grover, percy) but about percy's family (a different trio: sally, poseidon, percy). i think that if you separate show sally from book sally (and accepted that they toned gabe down, shifting that narrative 90 degrees to the left) and you just take the show as it is (with little to no relation to the books) what you're left with is a show that isn't actually about the quest, but a show about family dynamics in which sally and percy trade off on being the focus character.

in that sense, thematically, this episode did everything it needed to do - it made poseidon's parenting story line full circle, it wrapped up sally's faith in poseidon, it ended with percy finally seeing the lengths to which poseidon would go for him. that was the core of this show. and in that regard, if we make this about sally and poseidon and percy, this show makes thematic coherence.

but.

the show isn't supposed to be about that? as an adaptation from the book, the focus should be on the quest. right? the focus should be on percy's relationship with annabeth and grover right? the focus should be on percy and luke and the realities of being a child of the gods, that the gods forget unless convenient to them. right? right?

i feel like i'm going insane - surely?? that's what was promised? episode eight once again cuts out annabeth and grover. the emotional climax of the story is not from luke's betrayal. it is from poseidon shielding his son from zeus.

it's really hard to say, because i loved the moments with luke that we were given (except for whatever weird shit is going on with backbiter like what?? xin mo what are YOU doing in camp half blood [edit: forgot backbiter literally is xin mo in the book]), but the story ended after percy returned to montauk and was embraced by sally. that was, thematically, the end of the episode. i hate to say it but the rest of the episode felt like an epilogue. like it could have been cut??? and that baffles me.

i saw a post the other day about the choice to cut down on the time percy spends at camp half blood (please if anyone knows the post/who made it message me, i lost it somehow) and how it affects the story as a whole and it's so true. that change was really revealing in the end, because this isn't about percy's journey ultimately. it's about what percy represents - and what he represents is his two parents and how they influenced/raised him. so anything that isn't that is filled with significantly less emotional weight.

#like the parenting themes? #objectively had the best and most coherent throughline #like when i saw poseidon stop the bolt from killing percy #that hit #it hit really hard #and this is DESPITE my disdain for how they handled poseidon #but from the beginning #from the flashbacks #from everything #this has been a family story #but it wasn't the family that i expected #it wasn't about the kids #it wasn't about camp #it wasn't about luke and annabeth and thalia #it was about sally and poseidon #and their son percy #and i guess i'm just mourning the coming of age that we could have gotten #i'm mourning the relationship that the trio of annabeth percy and prover could have built #trust your actors please #they can and will deliver #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo tv show #pjo show crit #spoilers #pjo spoilers #.

[rosalind-hawkins]

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#wrote a big rant post but i will probably just delete and keep bottling things up #might disappear for awhile #from everything #i have a chapter that's almost ready to post but i'm sure nobody will even #sigh #one of these days i will learn to shut up

[the-arcade-doctor]

who am i even crying out to anymore?

#vent post #i feel so distant #from everything

[virgilvandijkswifey]

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#I’ve been so MIA #on everything #from everything #its actually been such a relief #Trying to get back into the swing of life yall

[littlelasagne]

Hello! I hope you are doing great. Do you have an approximate date for next chapter of BMO? Please please please please (trying not to sound desperate) Thank you for your hard work <3

Hi anon,

You caught me on a good day - after months of hard work and exhausting myself, I've finally been promoted at work woop woop! WOO. (More money but the stress never ends and I'm so close to burning out lol sob.)

I don't want to promise even an approximate date for the next BMO chapter, because then it's just disappointing for everyone, including myself, when I don't meet it. I know there are people waiting, so if you are, thanks for supporting. I still get the occasional comment on AO3 that brightens my day 🌻 and helps get the motivation flowing.

I'm currently writing something Levihan for Valentine's day, so please check that out when I upload it if you're interested in non-BMO levihan from me!! If you're not interested then, byeeeee 🤣

#i just need a break #from everything #writing happy gave my brain an actual holiday #and writing this new oneshot is too #levihan is my escapsim imma be honest #bmo is very taxing as theres so much to think abouy #asks

[f1-stuff]

Now I'm sad because I won't see Charlos interactions for months 😢.

I knoww 😭 I think they’re actually testing pirelli’s tyres next week, so that’s at least one more thing before an official break.

But yeah…I’m pretty bummed ngl haha

#they need a break so bad tho #from everything #but this is my first year of ‘covering’ all the race content so I’m definitely gonna feel…adrift #so I’m gonna have to find inspo to write for sure #and I’ll probably go back and gif older things lol #anon #ask

[softlymaximoff]

What if I just deactivated

#haha #from everything #ahah #I actually wish I was joking about considering it #I just wanna slowly just…disappear… #it can’t be that hard right? #-it’s been done before I can probably do it again tbfh-

[selamat-linting]

our mutual friend : oh yknow R's different now. not as fiery, if you get what im saying. haha he even said he died back then.

me, with my signature weird girl voice : its okay. i've died too once. i know the feeling

#posts that are comprehensible only to me #but like context wise #im trying to convey sympathy/empathy? #like this guy just recovered from the kind of alcoholism that put you in the hospital #he lost a lot of things #and unfortunately most of us check up on him when its too late #like i get it if he needs a very long break #from everything #my *death* triggered me into being more active instead of passive but even that took months of recuperating

[lush3-1]

actually i am free

#from everything #and i love it

[yousaytomato]

It's actually kind of uniquely awful, to have horrible medical anxiety, and to make the terrifying decision for the first time since you were a young child, that you're sick enough to need help, only to find out that there's actually no help available laugh out loud

#woes of emily #still not convinced im not potentially very ill #but. phoning them made me want to die today and got me nowhere #so i guess i have no choice but to get better #and. obviously I'm not actually mad at one person #i don't actually blame anyone but myself really but #damn idk #I've been sick a lot this year #and everytime I've felt so stupid for not arranging to see a doctor #and the fact that i tried to do that today even #is really a testament to how bad it is #onky to feel even more lost and alone and stupid. when literally they were not able to help at all #i just got myself worked up and produced zero outcome #if it's worse in the morning i guess i go to the walk in centre but that's even more scary #and also 3+ miles away #and i just. i need a break #from everything #idk #idk if I'm depressed or just getting regular illness blues

[februaryfridays]

#not okay #i need a break #from everything

[ohlookitsthearkhamknight]

I wonder if crankthatfrank had listened to foundations yet. I hope he has. I need to know for my sanity.

#honestly hope hes doing good #went to see if he had #and he disappeared #from everything #found out he left #i truely wonder how he is #hopefully he likes the new song #crankthatfrank #mcr #my chemical romance #the foundations of decay