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lilacwineandthesinkingsun · 2 years

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oh i have an angst request that is on my mind for a while, so what about steve rogers went back to the past to be with peggy leaving his fiance, reader behind. bucky and sam were pissed about it and Reader decided to move away to another state or country so she could stop remembering the times that she has with steve.

I'll just repost one from my old blog which i stopped cause of the haters. :) with a bonus of a little loki x reader villain moment and a sprinkle more of angst.

If I can't have love..

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

You were happily married with Steve for years now. You were a part of the team as an assassin, but he refused to let you go with them this mission. Time travelling was an unknown territory, and he was afraid you’d both be lost.

-STEVE FUCKING ROGERS what the fuck you mean i cant go?

-YOU CANT AND IT IS FINAL (Y/N)… - he shouted at you frustrated, punching a hole in the wall that made the whole team look at you two, as you just walked out slowly without flinching, giving a death stare to him, before shutting the door harsly.

You went out for a run. Soon enough Natasha was running along with you. You didn’t look at her, nor said a thing, just ran a bit faster, which of course she matched easily.

-You know he’s just afraid he’d lose you.

-Yea and i’m not afraid of losing him huh? - you said rolling your eyes, sprinting now. Anything to let them leave you alone.

This was the day. You were sitting out on a bench near the compound. This morning when Steve left your shared bedroom, he kissed you softly, said he’ll be back before you’d even wake up, and that he’ll love you forever no matter what. He then kissed your wedding band, and left.

You saw the flashing lights, so you stood up, and walked inside.

One by one everyone came back.. Everyone except Steve.

Bucky looked at you, tears in his eyes. He walked up to you, put a wedding band in your hand and ran out.

-Wait.. this… this is Steve’s… Nat.. Nat what the fuck happened over there?

-I don’t know… I was in a different timeline.. Bucky was there, maybe he knows..

-Fuck… - you ran after him, tears streaming down your face.

-BUCKY BUCKY.. please.. please tell me… I have the right to know… what happened? -You pleaded at his door, the rest of them behind you in the living room area.

The door slowly opened, his eyes were bloodshot, he had been crying. You were expecting the worst. But you did not expect what you heard when you all sat down in the living room.

-I… I don’t know how to tell this nicely.. so i’ll just tell the facts. We were progressing with the mission, it was going well.. Then he saw Peggy… I tried to get him not to walk up to her. I know he missed her, but it could fuck up the present greatly. He said he wanted one last dance… Then when it was time he gave me his wedding band, and to say how sorry he is. And he… he fucking stayed in the past…

-He… He left me… for someone in the past.. We spent a decade together, happily married.. Then he just left like that..

-Doll… he’ll be back, he can come back..

-The fuck he will.. He chose someone 60 years back in the past over his own fucking wife.. I’m nothing to him, just a fucking stand in…- you went for the door, turning back just to say with a poker face - expect my letter of resignation by the end of the day.- then you left without another word.

Nobody dared to follow you. You were too heartbroken for calm ehaded conversations right now. They wanted to gave you a few days to calm down, then talk to you out of leaving the team. Only when they went to the house you and Steve bought, they found traces of heavy drinking, picture frames broken, pictures burned, torn up, clothes scattered around, but only Steve’s.. Everything in the house that was yours was gone, including you. They knew that as a trained assasin you could hide, and wipe your complete existence, so they knew it was pointless to search for you. If you wanted noone to find you, noone could. They cleaned the house, put Steve’s stuff back in place, and his wedding band in the middle of the coffeetable with a burned picture which now only had him and his smile. Bucky couldn’t bear to stay any longer, as he didn’t just lose Steve that day, he lost you, and he couldn’t even imagine what you’ve felt. If he felt betrayed, what about you? Steve throw a happy marriage out the window for somebody who probably wasn’t the ONE, every signs, all those years with you just showed how you were that. But now it was too late. He hoped wherever you went, you’ll find peace and happiness. Or something pretty close to it. Little did they know.. You met Loki at a bar, he was bitter, the kind guy long gone. He seeked revenge, just as much as you. In your brain Steve’s betrayal transfered into the team’s betrayal. They sent him back, not letting you go, if you could be angry with Steve, you might as well be mad ont he team. It was their fault now. If there wasn’t a stupid mission to bring back half the population, then you’d still have Steve.

Loki just came back into your life the right time. He wanted his revenge, you wanted yours. You both were deadly. You both knew secrets, and that made you the biggest threat ever. Good thing they didn’t know you were about to give them the first blow.

A few weeks later suddenly all systems shut down. The elecricity gone. Without FRIDAY they couldn’t leave their rooms. You just wanted them to be on alert. That made it more fun. Loki stole the tesseracht, you just smashed shit, and left a little note: GUESS WHO’S BACK. Without FRIDAY they didn’t have any camerafootage either so they didn’t know who was it. Of course the missing Tesseracht made them think it was Loki.

-Yea, but with whom? Last i remember Loki was stupid for tech.. He couldn’t have shut everything down without the codes, without knowing what he does. Nothing is busted in the server rooms either. This can’t be him alone. -Said Tony. – do any of you know of anyone who’s this good with tech and we didn’t put them behind bars yet?

-Well, there was that guy, he just got out of prison. Maybe it’s him? – asked Sam.

-No, he stopped, we kept an eye on him, also he didn’t know any of the codes, you’d need to have some kind of clearance to acces these stuff… And that is something only this team had. And unless someone is helping Loki, and pranking us from this room, then i don’t know who could be.. – said Nat.

You and Loki laughed and clinked your glasses of whiskey. You now had power, you knew their weaknesses. You literally defeated every one of them in combat. There was no way they’d defeat you. Drunk from the power and the whiskey, you turned to straddle Loki’s legs, putting your hand around his neck, as you both smirked at eachother, while you took the cigarette from his mouth, taking a drag yourself. His hands went to your hips, caressing upwards from your thighs.

-I didn’t know there was this bad girl under that perfect little housewife… - he said smirking, raising an eyebrow.

-Oh there was.. It just took a little betrayal.. I take you like it though.. – you said winking, as you grind down on his erection through both your clothes, as his fingers held your hips so thight, you were sure it would leave marks. -Fuck yea i like it. – he said, before pulling you in for a kiss. You didn’t like him in the slightest, but the broken heart, and the shared bloodlust did something to both of you. He teleported you with him using the tesseracht, straight into your shared secret spot not even far from the compound. It was a small shed in the middle of a forest. You were still straddling him, and he was trying to remove your tactical gear. Caressing your hot skin as if it was the most beautiful thing he ever saw or touched.

-I was waiting for this for so long.. You’re so beautiful (Y/n).. He was a dick to ever think anyone could be better than this. – he said and you moaned at the praise.. He felt your juices seeping through his pants.. -Hmmm… you have a praise kink doll?

-oh shut up Loki.. touch me already… - you said as you removed the last pieces of clothing from yourself..

He smirked then turned you both around, so he was between your legs, pinning your arms above your head with one hand.

-Let me test my theory… - he said as his free hand travelled down south stopping just above your mound. -Want me to fuck you like the good girl you are? That smart, sexy, dangerous girl i saw today the first time and fell even more in love with? – you moaned at his praises, goosebumps rising on your skin, as you bucked your hips to his hand, needed all the friction you could get.

-Damn so wet for me already… -he whispered against your neck, as he planted kisses under oyur ear, over your collarbones, as his fingers gathered your slick to draw lazy circles around your clit, earning breathy moans from you.

-Loki.. please.. need you.. please..

-mmm i love when you beg baby.. Your wish is my command..- he stated as he dipped two fingers into you, trying to prepare you…When you were ready, and incredibely on edge, he took his fingers, making you whimper at the loss of contract. He smirked at you and took his slick covered fingers to his mouth licking your juices, while slapping your overly sensitive pussy with his member.

- How badly you want it darling? –he asked lining himself up to your etrance, but not pushing in. You just rolled your hips trying to get him to enter.

-Words.. – he smirked, and when you opened your mouth to talk, he slowly pushed in. The words died on your tongue, only a moan coming out. When you got used to his size, he started to thrust into you roughly, you were sure his hands gonna leave marks on you, as well as his mouth on your collarbones. You were close, but you kept it back, you needed to be told that you can cum. You were a good girl after all. He sensed your walls clenching around him as he neared his own release.

-God, if you’ll squeeze me like that i won’t last long… Such a good girl, taking me so well… - that had you trembling under him.

-Please.. pleasee.. i need to.. i need to.. – you tried to say, buti t was just a whimpering, moaning mess..

-Don’t worry honey.. i’ll keep you safe.. cum for me… cum around my cock.. – he said, and you did just that.. When he pulled out after some time, you whimpered again. He caressed your skin, leaving goosebumps in his wake.. He got up to fetch a washcloth to clean you up, but by the time he got back tot he room, you were asleep. Like an angel he thought.

-How could that bastard ever let you go.. – he whispered before joining you, pulling you close to his chest.

The next morning the bed beside you were empty. You were sad, but somehow okay with it. You knew Loki was a player, and you were just partners in crime, not a couple. It was okay that he left you. You thought… Until the front door opened, and he entered with a boquet of hydragenea, and fresh coffee.

-You didn’t have to… - you said shyly.

-I wanted to.. I might be the big and evil Loki, and just your companion in taking revenge… But that doesn’t mean i can’t spoil you.. – he said with the most charming smile, you didn’t know he was capable of.-In the meantime, what do you say we play with them a bit more?-Oh i like the idea… maybe we could get a few bad guys out of the cells… allies you may say… - you smirked at him wickedly. And he would be damned not to comply. It was an easy task, yet it would fuck with the avengers greatly.

You both got ready, and teleported into the cells. You shut down everything again, and started to free some of the worst criminals. On your way out someone shouted at you..

-Doll?

It was Bucky, you smiled at him, wicked, almost as if wasn’t even you, then you launched at him.

-Im not gonna hurt you doll.. Stop this.. Why do you help him?

-Oh Bucks.. he’s helping me.. You all at fault, you let him go, you didn’t drag him back.. And well.. turns out i’m bad at betrayals, but oh so good at revenge..- you said as you kept attacking him.

-Noone betrayed you angel, only Steve.. – Sam flew in, and tried to get you, but of yourse couldnt.

-Loks.. now. – you said, then Loki teleported you, and the criminals out of there, back to your secret base.

-Fuck.. – Said Sam and Bucky in unison.

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The same time, the power got back, and the teleport flashed. Steve laid in it. Nat ran up to him.

-Hey big guy.. what the fuck took you so long?

-I saw Peggy.. It all came back..

-Then why didnt you stay?

-I.. She wasn’t the one… (Y/n) is..

-Well good morning prince charming.. She just attacked the compound with Loki… seeking revenge on US because you though fucking PEGGY when your WIFE IS WAITING FOR YOU HERE IS A FUCKING GOOD IDEA.- Bucky shouted at him, as he took his collar, and pushed him up a wall.

-What are you talking about Bucky? – asked Nat.

-Oh yea, good news, (Y/n) was the one shutting down everything, Loki has the tesseracht, and they just took 5 of the most dangerous criminals with them.. god knows where.. Loki wants revenge that we knew of.. But now (Y/n) wants revenge because we didn’t let her come, and we didn’t fucking dragged you back… And you know what Steve? I understand her. You left her after a decade, and after being married for someone you spent a month with in the fucking 40’s. Do you fucking understand how that would feel? How did i feel when i lost my best friend and i had to gave his wedding band back to his wife back home, breaking your heart beyond being able to be put together again?How bad it felt when i saw your fucking house trashed and completely without any sign of her ever being there? – he shouted at him, crying, before letting him go, sinking tot he floor, as Bucky ran out god knows where.

Steve just hide his face in his hands.

-Get up big guy, you’ll save your marriage if you can, but first we need to get back those criminals and the fcking tesseracht. Do you know of any secret sports we don’t know of?

-I have a few ideas ..

Then the search for you started

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After two weeks there was only one abandoned base they didn’t check. When they arrived, you and Loki teleported out tot he field before them, bringing the criminals with you. You were surprised to see Steve there, but it just fed to your anger.. Smirking at them you asked.

-Awww you came out to play? – you asked as you played with your knives in your hand.

-Why are you doing this honey? -Steve asked, but you only laughed and sent the wedding band from your finger as well as the one he proposed with straight to his palms with help of the tesseracht.

-So, dearie.. how did Peggy feel? Did you fuck her good? Where did you left her?

-Jesus (Y/n).. I know i fucked up but the team had nothing to do with it. Just give back the tesseracht, send back the criminals, and fight me then..

-Oh Stevie, Stevie… You know… i’ll happily gut you any day for betraying me and everything we believed in…… after you saw every single one of your teammates die in front of you, everyone that mattered breath their last breath out.. But then who will play with me..

-Why? Why do you do this?

-If i can’t have love, I’ll have power.

#from old blog #clementinesjourney #loki x reader #steve rogers x reader #steve rogers #captain america #requested #request

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journalsandshit · 6 months

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08/06/2023 - letter

jack,

i feel like i got completely set up for failure this summer.

last summer, i had a very reliable, very consistent schedule. i woke up, went to sac camp, came home, took a shower, and, by 11 or 12, i was with you. we did that every single day. i can probably count on one hand the days that i didnt see you last summer. even on the days that were horrible bc of meghan, i had a not awful time bc i was with you. that was, by far, the best summer of my entire life

this school year fucking sucked for me, you know that. the second semester was extra bad, and it just kept getting worse and worse as the year kept going, but i held on because i knew that summer was coming and i wouldnt have to worry about school, or your girlfriends, or drama anymore. i knew that if i could just make it to summer that i would get to spend every day with you again and i could finally feel safe and happy

i was wrong

as soon as summer started you started ignoring me. you barely talked to me when i was away on my road trip and when i was at my orientation. i thought that when i came back from my trips youd want to see me but both times it took a couple of days for you to ask to see me. and when you did see me, it was off. you werent acting the same, it was somehow even worse than it had been during school.

you never wanted to hang out with me. we only ever saw each other for scheduled things (pride, fob), and you were weird the whole time. at fall out boy you spent a fuck ton of time texting your girlfriend and these knew friends you had made, and i had no idea how horrible that would become.

after the fall out boy concert i didnt see you for ten days. you literally just didnt text me or call me for ten fucking days and i spent all of that just fucking crying on the floor. then there was that whole thing with me being "too inconvenient" to see without my car. and when you did finally see me again it was just you showing up at my house with no warning and sleeping for like five hours.

you just keep going to shows and seeing these people who literally shouldnt matter. these people mean fucking nothing and i feel like i deserve so much better.

all summer youve been treating me like im just some time filler that doesnt matter, seeing me for a couple hours here and there and then not for days or weeks at a time. you only want to see me when you have nothing else going on but you always have other things going on and then you keep talking about all the things that you say we need to do and youre upset that we arent doing them but you never see me so its your fucking fault.

i know you want to "make memories" and shit but you literally are moving an hour and a half away and you can come home whenever you want to. youre already planning to come home for concerts and shit with these people all the time. I AM MOVING ALMOST TWO TOUDAND MILES AWAY. IT TAKES A PLANE TICKET TO GET ME TO YOU. SHOULDNT YOU KIND OF WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH ME BEFORE YOU CANT??

it feels selfish but i feel like you should be spending like.. every single fucking day with me before you cant anymore. but instead youre fucking around with all these other people and canceling our plans and ignoring me for days at a time and i dont know why youre doing this but its not fucking fair and i hate it and it hurts

i might come back and edit this later bc i just cant rn im so mad

#08/06/2023 #from old blog #letter #jack

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bratfiction · 15 days

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-> repost from my old blog cause i’ve been DILF crazy lately.

DILF!SIMON ???

truly an old, grumpy bastard. kidding. he’s a dilf without even being a dilf— which is so fucking frustrating because it forces you to imagine actually having his kids and watching him walk around with a chunky baby to bounce on his big, ink covered arm. he always tells you that all you have to do is say the word, and he’d be happy to oblige. to give you a happy baby and make up the warm, bubbly home he never had growing up. he’d put a pretty ring on your finger, too. everything and anything despite your age gap.

and god… is he making sure you fall right into his trap. he’s even at it early in the morning, lounging in the living room with nothing but his briefs on, thick thighs spread and just waiting for you to sit your soft warmth right on top of them. above the elastic waistband digging into his carved hips are those solid abs that reside under the bit of pudge he does have. your eyes trail all the way up, to his beefed up pecs and bulky scarred biceps, while he reads the morning paper and has a mug of tea without a care in the world.

“simon,” you don’t mean to say his name, honestly. it slips out with ease as it tends to, because you cant seem to wrap your head around how this metaphorical and literal mountain of a man is yours. it escapes you on instinct as your feet carry you to him, shuffling in your slippers until your knees bump into his own.

you’re falling into his lap with a kind of desperation that is so familiar to him. he knows— he always does. so a calloused hand squeezes your thigh while you press yourself into him and already begin placing kisses along the underside of his stubbly jaw. his adam’s apple bobs as he speaks.

“ready t’ take me up on that offer?”

#⌨️.kit's writing #old blog was khonig teehee.#anyway #recycling things from the vault because i’m both too busy and lazy to write #***#simon riley x you #simon riley x reader #simon riley smut #simon ghost riley x you #simon ghost riley x reader #simon ghost riley smut #call of duty x you #call of duty x reader #call of duty smut

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poems-for-the-sick · 1 year

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you took things from me.

you took my hold on the concept of

“it’s okay to say no

if you don’t want to do something”

you took my knowledge of the idea of

“it is okay to feel upset

or angry

or sad

or anything except happiness.”

you took my grasp on the notion of

“it’s okay to mess up sometimes,

it’s okay to take the blame

if you’ve done something wrong.”

you took these things

and threw them into the middle of a fire so big,

so hot,

that i would have died as i saved them.

— i tried until my flesh turned black

#old #from old blog #poetry #poem #my poetry #my poem #my poems #poems #abuse tw #tw abuse #porridginal #original poem #original poems #original poetry #my writing #my art #original content #writing #suck on this bullshit

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personishfive · 1 month

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in which dialogue is exchanged

#p5 spoilers #goro akechi #joker p5 #akira kurusu #persona 5 #my art #comics #this one marks a change. that change is i have switched to clip studio paint because it was on sale #glad i could keep this blog's aesthetic lol. every art program should let u disable anti aliasing methinks #this ones based on an old old sketchbook comic. well like half of my comics are based on sketchbook comics. i still have material to work w #from those. lol #long time no comic in my defense i am as overwhelmed with life as ever. but you already know that. love u guys<3

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hot-diggity-shit · 12 days

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homestucks get ur strife specibus

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teenythings · 4 months

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cozy stuff !!!! nem nem nem 🥹

#sfw age dreamer #sfw age regression #sfw interaction only #sfw agere #sfw regression #safe agere #agere #age regression #age regressor #age dreaming #reposting stuff from my old blog :[[[[#teeny things #moodboard

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crimsonvamps · 2 months

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GLOOMY!!!

#gloomy bear #old art #mspaint #gloomy #gloomy bear fanart #mspaint fanart #myart #from old blog

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pinkruntz · 2 months

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thatsnotahoodjason · 1 year

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imagine tim drake passing his english lit classes purely because of his stalkerish obsession with jason todd leading to him hacking into jason's laptop and reading all his old lit essays and book blog

#dick: you got an A in english lit? i thought you hated that subject. how'd you manage that?#tim: i had a really good tutor #jason finding out years and years later when he remembers his old blogs and logs back into it to find spams of comments from tim #like 'i got an A in my macbeth paper cause of you!!' 'youre the smartest person ik' 'i got another A' 'i wish you could actually teach me'#and jason freezes like.. why tf did tim find my blog 5 years ago and use it like a tutor #dc #tim drake #jason todd #batfamily #batman #robins

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sketchy-tour · 4 months

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OH WHATS THIS??? A MAN I HAVENT DRAWN IN, LIKE, A YEAR???

Yea remember when I originally was a sun and moon artist for two seconds? Legit popped into the fandom and then disappeared. Lmao

Anyway drew this on a magma with pals! Was kinda relaxing to doodle this dork again! Oh man I...really need to actually watch Help Wanted 2! Hadn't gotten a chance to!

#fnaf sun #fnaf security breach fanart #fnaf #the daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf daycare attendant #sundrop #my art #sketches #Sorry to jumpscare all my WH followers!!! lmao #Though I'm so sure most WH enjoyers at least know sun and moon in passing #ITS FIIIIIINE #also like holy damn Sun looks so different from how I USED to draw him #though again it was on magma so like. My style tends to change depending on brushes and programs #oh it was kinda nice to draw sun again. Woulda drawn moon too but I lost steam #waving at my old loves even though it was literally only a year ago #hello old hyperfixation. how ya been?#I still follow so many sun and moon blogs.#I love seeing the two still pop up on my feed

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journalsandshit · 6 months

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08/06/2023 - letter

dear jack,

i dont think you realize how awful it was for me when meghan was shoved back into our lives. i know what you didnt like it by any means, but youre weak and let yourself get pushed around so youre the only one to blame for how you were treated. i, on the other hand, absolutely did not deserve that, and there was nothing i could do to fix it. you could have fixed it, but you didnt, so ig thats another point in the you dont actually give a shit about me column.

it was super sudden, there was no way that either of us could have seen this coming, but it did, and it sucked.

your stupid girlfriend, little miss "two chances and then youre done" is, believe it or not, even weaker than you are, so ig i shouldnt have been surprised when she decided she wanted to be best friends with meghan again, but i was.

all of the sudden, she was hanging out with her after school (and forcing you to do the same despite your loud protest), and being there in the morning and in the hallways and taking you away at lunch.

it hurt how quickly you let this happen. you didnt seem to give a shit when you canceled our plans to hang out with this bitch who, not two weeks later, you had been complaining about ruining your life. you would call me and expect me to praise you for walking away from their porn book clubs because it was new for you to stand up for yourself i guess?? and the worst part is, i would praise you, because i was stupid and confused and scared of what was going on and i just wanted to talk to you.

it really hurt when you didnt give a shit when i stopped sitting with you in the mornings because she was always there. i had to sit outside or ms harris' classroom for half an hour day after day because you couldnt grow a fucking pair and tell her and your girlfriend to fuck off.

what hurt the most was when you started leaving me at lunch. you and carolina would just come and get food and then leave every single fucking day. you didnt give a shit if there was someone there for me to sit with, you never even asked if it was okay. you just left me there alone over and over again and i couldnt say anything because, again, i was so afraid to lose you even more than i already had. the lunches were what made me feel the most alone. you fucking laughed about it. you joked about how i was alone and how sad that was and how i was gonna cry about it, but guess what? i did. i did cry about it all the fucking time.

the worst day was that time when you didnt even bother to text me that you werent coming to the cafeteria. you know how afraid i am of losing you and how i am entirely convinced that you dont care about me. it took everything i had to not just cry in the middle of the fucking lunch room because i sat there and waited for you for twenty minutes before maddie saw and came over and asked where you were. you didnt even come to see me after, and i didnt have the strength to text and ask where you were because I AM AFRAID OF DRIVING YOU AWAY. i finally got to talk to you after fifth period and you literally had no idea that what you did was wrong. you said you had ink on your hands so you couldnt text me but im not a fucking idiot, that was just a plain fucking lie. you could have had your girlfriend text me about where you were if you really thought you couldnt, or, better fucking yet, you could have texted me your damn self the second you finished working because you ate lunch that day and i know you didnt have your hands full of printer when you did that. you could have texted me after lunch when you were going to precal, you could have texted me during precal, you could have come to see me at any fucking point but you didnt so i just waited and waited for you to prove me wrong and show me you cared about me. that day was when i realized for good that i really am just some person that doesnt matter to you. i was heartbroken and convinced that you had finally decided that you didnt want to put up with knowing me anymore. i truly believed that you were just never going to speak to me again, and you knew that, but you couldnt even be bothered to tell me why you had fucking ignored me for hours even though i was texting you over and over again hoping so hard for an answer.

that kind of shit kept going for a long time. every day i was ignored and then called on when you needed me. you ignored my pleading to just get rid of her for weeks, if not months, and then, when you two fucking morons decided that it was finally time to be done, you acted like i should be proud of you for deciding to do the thing id been telling you to do the whole time. AND I WAS. I WAS FUCKING PROUD OF YOU. AND I TOLD YOU THAT. i was such a fucking idiot that i was actually proud of you for doing the obvious thing after you had willfully and knowingly been hurting me for what felt like eternity.

and then you had the audacity to be mad at me when i didnt believe that you were really done with her. you were genuinely pissed off that i thought you would end up going to prom with her when, considering the past WHOLE FUCKING YEAR, you were gonna.

i just wish you had, on one single opportunity, shown me that you actually cared about how i felt, but you didnt, so now i dont know how im supposed to feel about you and about how you feel about me.

i wish you gave enough of a fuck to just listen to me about these things but you dont and i always end up being the most hurt, even though im the least to blame for the situation, which isnt fucking fair and i wish you would try to fix it but you dont and you never do.

#08/06/2023 #from old blog #letter #jack #meghan #carolina

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