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rinbowaman · 4 months

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Baby Fever

Warnings: breeding kink, rough smut implied, smut-ish stuff, some minor choking, smut talk (breeding smut talk...if yk...yk). MDNI this is only for the grownups (18+).

Authors note: this drabble is canon to the HHP storyline > : ) I had this in mind for a few days and wanted to quickly draft it for yall to hold you guys off until the treat comes out this weekend 😉

What a gorgeous morning it was; the sun beaming brightly and the fresh, crisp Spring air filled with the chirping of birds, and the newborn flowers blooming in greeting. You woke up alone, figuring Heeseung was downstairs in the kitchen, considering the minor commotion you overheard from the bedroom. You got up and figured that on the first day of Spring, what better way to greet your lover than to wear the dress that he absolutely loved seeing you in. It was a purple mini floral, rather form fitting despite the subtle empire waist line, which gently showed a hint of your curves. The front had a stringed, lace front that tied the scoop neck line together, cradling your breasts and proposing the faint curves of your cleavage. It was both sexy, and pretty, especially when paired with sheer, black, thigh-high stockings, edged with a beautifully elegant damask pattern that subtly hid beneath the hem of your short dress. Your hair was left freely down, since that was the way he always preferred you wore it. He loved your hair.

Every single night, he would run his fingers through your strands, rubbing them together to savor the silkiness of the texture. He never cared to use a brush because it took away the pleasure of feeling that softness of your locks. The way he would drape the length of your strands over his knuckles and rub it against his cheek, inhaling the floral scent of your shampoo, which always ended with him leaning in to suck on the back of your neck. If anyone should think that his behavior with your hair is absurd, you wonder what they would think when he looks into your eyes, or take his time to feel your skin...guess that will be saved for another story.

After conducting your morning hygiene, you walk down the stairs. Gripping on the ball tip of the large banister, you playfully swung your way around to face the open view of the kitchen and dining area, immediately making eye contact with Heeseung.

He smiles as he stands on the opposite end of the large kitchen island, with his palms plastered on the surface top and leaned over just slightly over a mug, more than likely containing his favorite coffee drink. He was dressed all in black, a black fitted tee, lightly tucked in black fashionable fitted cargo pants, with a black hat. The lines located at the corner of his lips was all that the bill of his headpiece would allow you to see as he smirks upon seeing you enter the kitchen.

"Oh, y/n! It's so good to see you."

Shocked by the voice from the side, you turn to view over shoulder and saw Steve, one of the frat tenants that lived with Heeseung and the other roommates.

"Hi Steve. When did you come back from vacation?" you ask with a delicate smile as you greet him, when a young woman appears from behind him with a small bundle locked in her arms. "I got back last night, it was so late and I didn't want to wake anyone so I stayed at a hotel. But, let me introduce my sister, she just had a baby two months ago and was in town so I decided to bring her over to meet everyone."

You smile gleefully as you greeted Steve's sister. "Oh nice to meet you." you delicately spoke as she does the same. "It's nice to meet you, your y/n, right? Steve was just introducing me to Ethan and mentioned you, it's so good to meet you."

Your peripherals caught on to Heeseung remaining stagnant in his stance, eyeballing you, Steve, and his sister, Lauren. He takes a sip out of his cup, his eyes never breaking away from you.

"How far along in college are you?" Lauren asks, in which you respond sweetly as you both continue talking about college life. Heeseung remained as he always did when around other people, a bit standoffish and quiet, glaring over and keeping an eye on you. At least he was being a bit more pleasant since he knew Steve, being roommates under the same roof for years now. It was typical, everyone, including the frat tenants, all knew that Heeseung "Ethan" became a walking malice since he began dating you, and it was evident that he cared for no one or anything other than you...you wonder what they would think if they ever knew that there indeed, was an "Ethan" entity that was more than just an english version of his birth name.

"Would you like to hold the baby?" Lauren gains your attention back as she presents her bundle of joy. "Oh...um sure." Cradling the small child, you held him tightly as you cupped him against your bosom. "Wow, you're so good with him." she remarks surprisingly as she straightens her dress and heads to the bathroom to freshen up.

That was to be expected. With all the time spent babysitting for your neighbors while in high school, you were quite used to holding and handling a newborn baby. You sat down on the dining chair and laid the baby against your chest, gently patting and rubbing his back, all the while he drifted off with his head nestled against the crevice of your cleavage.

"Looks like you're ready to be a mom." Steve joked aloud, meanwhile Heeseung kept sipping on his coffee, occasionally eyeing you from the corner of his sharp gaze.

"Noooo." you chuckled out. "I used to babysit for my neighbors, they had a baby that I would look after often." You explained, keeping eye contact on the baby's soft head as you gently palmed the back of it, rubbing the tip of your nose against it.

After some time went by, Steve and Lauren departed to spend a day in the old town, leaving you and Heeseung alone in the frat house. With all the other tenants away to enjoy the ongoing Spring festivals, the house was completely empty, and would be that way for the entire day.

"Can we go out for a walk?" you ask as Steve and Lauren walked out the door. Heeseung gently sets down his cup and issues a subtle nod. "Okay, I'm going to get my phone." you smiled out as you walked up the stairs, with him slowly following close by. Guess he needed to get something from upstairs as well.

He opens the door for you, a traditional habit, and allows you to walk in first. Halfway in the room, you barely caught your breath as you felt a sudden shift in motion with a firm lock around your waist. Nearly levitating you from off the ground, Heeseung swooped, and flung you on his bed, following suit and hovering over your body as you turn to face him. You stutter out a gasp from shock as your hair lays in a massive spread, with a few delicate strands across your face. There, you were met face to face with the devil.

His eyes dark, and his smirk was devious, but you could tell by the minor shine in his iris, he didn't swap over to his other side. The bill of his hat kept the shadow to grace over his face as he stares down. With one hand gripping your shoulder, the other reaches up and starts to pull the string tie at the front of your dress. He pulls, dreadfully slow as you feel the flap of your scoop neckline coming undone; one by one, he pulls each string until the opening was completely loosened. Your nipples peek from beneath the expanded laced string as your dress holds its remaining form. The hem was rolled slightly up from the swing of his strength when he threw you on the bed, exposing those thigh high stockings in full. Chuckling deeply, he pulls the last string on your dress as he spoke out in a shallow tone. "Does my girl want to be a mommy?"

You shook your head subtly. You were just being helpful, there was no way you thought about having children, besides, it was far too early considering you were still in your first year of college, not to mention you were still on birth control.

"N-no..."

"Mm...I think you do." he responds in an antagonizing manner and gently shifts the pieces of hair away from your face. He props himself steady with his palm plastered on your collarbone, and raising his body to rests on his knee caps. There, he takes advantage of your already spread thighs, and reaches in under your dress to scoot your lace panties off to the side. Once you were completely exposed to the cool air, he reaches in and with flickering fingertips, he tickles the sensitive flesh in between your plush folds. You gasp and moan out soft giggles, as did he. With a dark chuckle and biting down his lip, he remains propped to display the full sight of his abdominal region, where you admired the view of his hand reaching down, gently unzipping his black trousers, and his strong veiny hands fishing out the massive and swollen muscle that caused you to gasp at the mere sight of it. You reached up, grabbing onto his forearm as he remained on your collarbone, feeling his thumb swiping over the contours of the bone. Anticipating for what he was going to do, you felt yourself riddling with a burning sense of desire and passion.

You watched as the girth of his shaft and the bulbous tip disappear under the material of your dress as he leans in, and feeds it through, piercing your fleshy barrier until it finally makes its way in. He buries his face into the crook of your neck and speaks against your skin, "no more taking birth control."

"Uh...uh huh...."

"I wanna hear you say it."

"I-I'll get....get off it..."

"Let me take care of you....let me fuck you."

"Mm...mmhmm..."

He raises his form and once more, he props himself up by the extension of his forearm and palm planted beside your head on the bedspread. With his strong hand, he raises it as the tips of his fingers drag along your skin. Gently, with his fingers gracefully wrapping around your throat, he gives a faint squeeze, just enough to make you gasp a separate moan. With a dark and devilishly handsome smile, he gleams under the shadow of his hat; there it was...that eerie and rather handsome smile of malice and passion formulates on that face of his.

"Ready?"

You nod somewhat hesitantly. Bracing for intense pleasure, you knew all too well what was about to come, especially when feeling the throbbing sense of his tip as it barely lies inside you. "Y-yes...yes daddy..." you whispered, grabbing hold of his wrist as you prepare for a momentum that is unlike anything this world could replicate.

"Yeah?...come here, let’s do this, mommy."

> : )

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bouncybongfairy · 6 months

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Literally love you, hope you're taking requests! Could you do the bayverse boys with a goth stoner?

Smoke Sesh

TMNT x Fem Goth Stoner Reader

Summary: After ditching class for a smoke break, you're approached by two men with bad intentions. The TMNTs help you escape the alleyway you're cornered in, you guys have a smoke sesh in their van.

Word Count: 1.0k+

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It was second period and the monotone voice of your English teacher was putting everyone to sleep. Even the teacher wasn’t into it, just reading aloud from the book while sitting at her desk. Not even bothering to look up as she did so. You picked up your bag before quietly walking out of the classroom. As long as you were quiet, the teacher didn’t care or notice if anyone left. There were a couple of security guards that you had to pass, you would feed them an excuse about going to the nurse’s office and usually, they bought it. As you walk past the front gates of your school, you pull your black cardigan closer to your body. You didn’t realize it was so cold outside, your nose was becoming sensitive and runny. Stopping in a narrow alleyway between two apartment buildings, you rummage through your bag.

Your older sister woke up late for work this morning and was only able to take a couple of puffs out of the blunt she rolled before leaving. You took advantage of this and hastily threw it in your bag before leaving. Luckily it wasn’t bent or damaged to the point of being unsmokeable. After you finally find the lighter you put it into your blunt and take the first drag. It was like you could feel the weed pushing the anxiety out of your body. The rain was getting heavy but it didn’t bother you one bit. Not only were you being kept dry from a fire escape above you, on colder days, but your make-up also lasted much longer because it wasn’t exposed to extreme heat. You were wearing a long black maxi skirt and a thin long-sleeve, both in black; along with black riot boots. Not being able to resist, you take a couple of pictures.

“I bet those pictures came real nice,” a voice growled from the left of you. You jumped and whipped your body to see who spoke. Feeling your heart drop into your stomach, you slowly start to back up; trying to gain as much space between each other.

“Oh, my dad is actually about to pick me up, I have to go,” you lied as you began to walk away, you were walking backward because you were scared to turn your back to him.

“So soon, I’m sure you can be a little late,” the creep said, starting to charge you. As he did so you turned but were stopped by a truck that broke directly in front of you.

“Get in,” one of the passengers said as the sliding door rolled open. You didn’t even look at who was in the vehicle, you were so desperate to get out of the current situation that you didn’t think twice. You took a deep breath and tried to calm yourself down but it was hard considering the severity of what could have happened. After a few moments and tears, you looked up and realized who was in your company. When you saw the turtles you passed out momentarily. When you came to, one of them was fanning you. You immediately sat up but Donnie asked you to calm down.

“Woah woah, don’t sit up too fast. You had a vasovagal response which means you lost consciousness due to a lack of blood flow to the brain. You are totally okay though and your vitals are normal. Did anything happen in the alleyway that might cause you to need medical attention?” Donnie said, lifting his goggles up so you could see his eyes.

“No, I’m just shaken up a bit,” you said, sitting up on a seat in the back of the van.

“I’m sure, glad everything turned out okay,” Donnie said.

“Yeah because you’re way too hot to die,” Mikey said, plopping down next to you.

“Mike! Sorry, he has impulse control issues,” Raph said as he drove.

“Dude! Don’t say that in front of my new hot, spooky, witch girlfriend,” he whispered, blocking your view of his mouth in an attempt to stop you from seeing what he said.

“Is it okay if I smoke in here,” you asked? The van got quiet, the boys looking around at each other without saying anything.

“I don’t know if that’s such a good idea,” Leo said.

“I don’t know, she just went through a traumatic thing. If she’s used to smoking then maybe she needs it to help her calm down, you know?” Mikey said.

“What about contact high?” Raph asked.

“Technically the effects would not be significant unless she was blowing the smoke directly in your face or the car filled with a dense enough smoke,” Donnie explained.

“So is that a yes?” you asked, putting the blunt into your mouth and waiting for a response before lighting it.

After nobody disagreed you lit it again and took a drag, you laughed when you noticed that they were all looking at you. They looked away for a second but it didn’t take long before all their eyes were on you again. At this point Raph parked the van and opened the windows. You were making subtle conversation, asking them if they ever smoked before. As expected, they all haven’t and were surprised when you offered them the blunt. Mikey went to grab it without hesitation and Leo stopped him. After a little persuasion, Mikey grabbed it and took a drag. The blunt in your hand was still pretty big but in his hand it looked like a tiny little twig. He immediately started coughing which made his brothers look around in a worried way. The effects were immediate and he started laughing and joking more than usual if that’s possible. This hummored his brothers, lightening the mood of the situation.

“I just want to thank you guys again for saving me from that situation,” you said again, putting out the roach.

“No worries girl, I'd always be there for my goth girlfriend,” Mikey said, wrapping his arm around you.

“I appreciated that,” you joked back, giving him a kiss on his cheek; leaving a black lipstick mark.

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violetszone · 1 year

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Midsummer

Pierre Gasly x fem!reader

From this request

Summary: You went to your family with Pierre to celebrate the Midsummer.You made a Midsummer tradition at night, thanks to this tradition, you were able to see the person you will marry in the future in your dream.Your boyfriend Pierre.

A/n: not edited writing. To my only friend here @marigoldgasly I hope you like it babe love you 🤍

Midsummer was important to you and your family it was a tradition you loved.So this year you wanted to be at home with your family at Midsummer time, of course, since Pierre is a very thoughtful boyfriend and knows how much you missed your family while you are away, as soon as you mentioned this, he arranged plane tickets for you both on those dates.

You were very excited, this wasn't the first time Pierre had come to your family with you, but you were still very excited.When you got home and hugged your mother, you were very happy. Pierre understood it the moment he saw the sparkle in your eyes.Even if you were road tired, today was Midsummer, you couldn't stop.

With the help of your family, you set up a very nice picnic outside while your parents were preparing the meal, you,your sister and Pierre started to prepare flower crowns, of course, since this was Pierre's first time, it was very difficult without your help, you thanked him for doing his best and gave him a kiss.

When the food was ready, you gave flower crowns to everyone and you started to have a nice picnic together, your nieces and sister danced for a while, you all had a great time, you celebrated the arrival of summer in the most beautiful way.But you were even more excited when it was evening and you came back home.

You secretly put seven different flowers under your pillow When Pierre came to the room, everything seemed normal. You were both very tired. You started to sleep as soon as you went to bed and put your head on the pillow.When you woke up in the morning, you got out of bed smiling and you were smiling involuntarily, Pierre wasn't in the room, you thought he was downstairs helping your parents.

You changed and went downstairs excitedly, when your mother saw you coming down the stairs, she looked in that direction.you smile and nod positively to your mother, and your mother smiles and opens her arms for a hug.Pierre watched you with a smile, though he didn't understand, "What exactly is going on, baby, you seem a little happy today"

You shrugged and put one of the grapes your mother handed you in your mouth, took the plates from the table and left the kitchen.Your mother turned to Pierre and began to explain."Midsummer night, single women put 7 different flowers under their pillows to see the person they will marry in the future, although some say it's a superstition, usually all singles do it"

Pierre thought for a while, your mother was watching him, then suddenly there was a light on Pierre's face and he turned to your mother with a smile "Y/N did this at night and saw me in her dream, that's why she's so happy" your mother said smart boy and patted Pierre's shoulder.Pierre thanked your mother and quickly went out to your side.

You were lining up the plates, talking to your father who was sitting outside.When Pierre came running to you, you looked at him questioningly, he pulled you to himself and hugged you tightly.You wrapped your arms around his neck and hugged back "what happened" He broke the hug and looked into your eyes "I love you" You smiled and nodded "I love you too"

In this Midsummer, you had a lot of fun with your family and you saw that you were going to marry your beloved in the future. You were both happy and excited on your way home with Pierre, after all, there was a wedding to be planned in the future.

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etherealdiva · 2 years

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Astro Observations: Part 7

✨It’s best to not date during mercury retrograde. You can do whatever you want but by actual experience ESPECIALLY if the person you’re dating is a mercury rx native. Once it goes direct, they’ll directly leave also. Doesn’t have to be true for everyone but it def was true for me. Just wait until after the period over. My advice. Frankly, don’t date all. Lmao. Kidding!

✨Also please please please try and avoid accepting a new job offer during mercury rx and REVIEW the paperwork! During a rx in 2020 I was working as a temp and then they wanted to hire me full time. I was hesitant to sign anything but I did anyways (also idk why I even agree to the pay when it wasn’t that great :/ ) but I did and then a month later I got laid off. Also it was the year of the pandemic but still.

✨A way to look/learn at aspects: my little cheat sheet

✨Air/fire- sextile (Leo sextile gemini)

✨Water/earth- sextile (Taurus sextile cancer)

✨Same element- trine (Aries trine Leo)

✨Same modality/different sign- square (moon in Leo square moon in Taurus- they’re both fixed signs but not the same signs- they’re in the same group)

✨Sister/opposite signs- opposition (Pisces opposition Virgo) also count 6 months ahead from the current month to get the opposite sign.

January is Aquarius and 6 months later is July which is Leo season.

February- Pisces + 6 = August Virgo

March- Aries + 6 = September Libra

✨Same sign- conjunct (Aries conjunct Aries)

✨When reading a chart, for Psychological use then use placidus system. You will understand why a person acts the way they are.

✨For predictive skills then use whole sign and sidereal astrology I believe is much more accurate for events. Just my thought.

✨Are you a morning or night person? I always thought I was a night person since I’m a Pisces and I find myself overthinking late at night. But i also always fall asleep lmao. Anyways to figure it out 👇🏽

I have a day chart (sun through houses 7-12 is day chart and sun through houses 1-6 is a night chart) And I find myself actually an early bird. Doesn’t matter what time I sleep, I HAVE to be awake in the morning lol. I absolutely love the sun and the day time. I’m also a Leo moon in the 1st🤔 which is below the horizon

My sis is a sag sun in the 4th and she has trouble sleeping and absolutely loves sleeping in and hates waking up early. Her moon is in Aries in the 8th which is above the horizon. So it’s the opposite side for us both.

My best friend has her sun in the 11th (so she’s a day baby) and her moon in the 10th. It’s above the horizon and she will sleep all day but stay up all night. She’s a Taurus moon also so she does take a lot of naps lol.

A guy I dated has his sun in the 9th (he’s a day baby) and his moon is in the 12th and he also can stay up late! Or basically he’s active at night! We went on a date and then he came home, took a nap and then woke up at like midnight and worked for 3 hours!

For this, Focus on your moon placement since it’s a luminary!

✨Moon houses 1-6: below horizon and you are active in the morning

✨Moon houses 7-12: above horizon and you are active at night

✨The sign & planet that’s in your 5th house indicates what you buy that brings you pleasure or something you enjoy! Or in general what makes you happy/brings you pleasure.

If there’s no planets in there, look at the ruling planet.

Example: Sagittarius and Jupiter is in the 12th house (a Pisces house)

You would buy anything that has to do with spirituality and learning. Maybe esoteric books, counseling sessions with a spiritual mentor/coach, life coach, astrologer and/or tarot reading. Trips! Especially to foreign lands. Maybe always taking courses!

✨Aries/Mars: video games, sports and sports events, working out, a personal trainer, theme parks (like six flags), ziplining, things that you give you an adrenaline rush, sky diving

✨Taurus/Venus: fine wine and dining, satin sheets, candles, music, instruments, treating yourself to nice restaurants, spas, woodwork

✨Gemini/Mercury: journals, anything to do with your hands, books, trivia games, getaway trips, your car, spoiling your sibs

✨Cáncer/Moon: your home, redecorating, food, spoiling your mom, your kids, music, home made items, diy stuff

✨Leo/sun: concerts, anything that makes you look good, a makeover, your hair, camera, ring light, anything to invest in your performance (YT, tik tok etc)

✨Virgo/ Mercury: your pets, health, personal trainer, nutritionist, your meals, books, holistic healing

✨Libra/Venus: facials, spa days, art, spoiling your significant other, dating coach/advice, aesthetic items, dessert

✨Scorpio/Pluto: spell work, witchcraft, tarot reading, anything that changes your appearance, candles, shopping in general

✨Sagittarius/Jupiter: life coach, foreign trips, courses, school, self help books, experiences, going out drinking with friends, traveling anywhere, fun adventures

✨Capricorn/Saturn: designer brand, business items, anything that invests in your business, stocks, spoiling others with gifts instead of telling them you actually love them lmao (jk!)

✨Aquarius/Uranus: technology, computers, games, sci fi movies, volunteering, spoiling your friends, comic books, astrology readings

✨Pisces/Neptune: candles, crystals, tarot readings, substances (such as drinking), tattoos, psychic readings, music

#astrology #astrology notes #astrology tumblr #zodiac #astro community #astrology101 #astrology observations #astrologer #synastry #astro #zodiac signs #astro notes #natal astrology #astro observations #astro natal #astrology indications #vedic astrology

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alcinas-big-ass-simp · 1 year

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Can you do cassandra having a bad day and her female s/o spoils her with affection, like cassandra laying her head on her s/o lap while her hair is being played with and getting her s/o to hum to her and gives her kisses and just anything fluffy and cute

~ Comforting Cassandra after she has a bad day | Female Reader ~

Note: Cassandra need someone who's going to spoil her with affection on god frfr- but this is really cute request so I'm obviously going to do it djjdjd and I want to kill myself because halfway through it didn't save my progress and I had to start all over again-

• Omg, Cassandra has not had a bad bad day like this in years-

• Everything all day has went wrong for her, She didn't even think it was possible to have such a bad day like this! She is sure this is the universe getting back at her for eating people and shit- She was even thinking of those stupid fairy tales of witches putting spells on people to have a terrible day or some shit like that-

• The first thing that went wrong in her day was she woke up late, her and her sisters have to be up at 7 Am for breakfast and for some stupid reason she overslept! She was in such a deep sleep that her sisters were not able to wake her up, so then her mom had to get her up and BOY that did not go well at all so she already started off her morning shity as fuck.

• Second thing was when she was in the dungeon and she accidentally cut her hand pretty badly as she was torturing a maid, the stupid maid was fighting back when she had her sickle, the maid moved a little bit and her sickle cut her hand on accident when she was trying to swipe at the maid and by the black god that made her much more fucking furious!-

• Nearing the end of the her day, she was in the armory making a upgrade for her sickle that she thought be badass as hell! Halfway through the process of making the upgrade it broke on her... It fucking broke halfway through the process of her making it. That was the final straw!! Fuck this day and FUCK THIS UPGRADE—

• She just instantly threw all the stuff she was working with on the fucking floor, she didn't care if she had to clean it later!! she was just so sick of today, she instantly angrily marched to her room making sure that her feet made loud booms every step of the way to tell everyone to back the hell off and then when she got to her room, she quickly opens the door ready to sleep away this God awful day but what she sees next is a unexpected sight but a pleasant one-

• You were quietly and peacefully sitting on her bed reading a book that Daniela got you a couple days ago that you finally just got around to reading, at this moment your girlfriend was quite confused about why you are sitting on her bed, her nest? Did you need to tell her something? Did someone bother you?? Does she need to kill someone?!-

• From hearing the door open you look upwards to see your beautiful girlfriend but something looks very off about her at this moment.. Her back was slouched forward and it looks like she has dark circles under her eyes, from seeing this sight your heart instantly breaks knowing that she probably had a terrible god awful day..

• You make sure to speak in a quiet and soft voice to try and maybe calm her down a little bit. You put your book down on her nightstand before you speak, “Hey Cass,, would you perhaps like to cuddle with me?” You say knowing that she loves cuddling with you, instantly at your words she scrambles to the bed like a cat that was getting catnip. She hops onto her side of the bed and instantly puts her arm around you and pulls you to her side, making sure you are nice and close to her so close in fact that she can feel your heartbeat

• With her by your side now you lean up a little bit to give her a bunch of kisses on her cheek knowing how much she loves kisses, at this display of your loving affection she instantly blushes and gets a goofy grin on her face obviously loving the attention you're giving her. She chuckles and leans down to give you a quick kiss on your cheek before speaking, “Hey Babe,, could you,,, like hum me a song as I lay my head on your lap?” Cassandra almost wanted to sucker punch her own face for saying it like that-

• But before she could correct her sentence or anything like that you quickly respond “Yes!” At your excitement Cassandra blushes a little bit but quickly lays her head on your lap and gets comfortable, obviously very happy that she gets to have her head on your luscious thighs— THAT'S NOT THE POINT—

• At this you can't help but chuckle at her cuteness, you just sit there and watch her a little bit as she snuggles into your thighs and letting out deep calm breaths obviously already forgetting about her terrible day. After a little bit of staring you begin to hum a song called “I Don't Want to Set the World on Fire” At your humming Cassandra seem to relax even more, letting her tension muscles relax, finally at peace within your presence

• As you reach the main chorus of the song you decide to sing it for her, “I don't want to set the world on fire, I just want to start a flame in your heart~” As you sing that part you run your fingers through her black luscious hair, at your fingers running through her hair and your singing, she began to purr out loud happily content.

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I really hope you guys liked this!!!!- Cuz like I had to redo it cuz it didn't save- ;-;

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loveandmurders · 2 years

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I fucking love your Ambrose sister Hc<33

but I’m in the mood for something sad because I’ve been down a bit

Bo Sinclair who had a horrible, atrocious, fight with his sister to a point he said “I Wish you Were Never Born”

And the reader just leaves the house crying and doesn’t return for weeks and everyone in the Ambrose house is worried because she isn’t home. Then some fluff in the end<33

I had i fight like this with my own brother I didn’t come back home for 2 months, but now we’re all good <3

If you feel uncomfortable doing this request ignore it!!

Love ur content sm have a great day 🫶🏽🫶🏽💕

Hello love, I'm really happy you are enjoying this AU <3 I also hope you'll feel better soon <3 Honestly I got carried away with that request because it was something I already wanted to write (thank you for having given me the right excuse to do so). So it'll be in 2 parts, and the fluff will only be at the end of the second part.

I really hope you'll enjoy this very angsty writing <3

And if you want to check more of this AU or my other fics, my masterlist is here. To understand better this fic, you should go check the Sinclair sister headcanons!

I WISH I WAS BETTER FOR YOU (Part I)

Warnings: Bo being really angry and toxic to Vincent and you, pure angst, some strong words, morally grey reader.

You knew it wasn’t going to be a very nice day when you woke up and Bo and Vincent were already arguing in the kitchen. Bo would usually calm down once you would sit down at the table to take your own breakfast, but he didn’t even acknowledge you this morning. You didn’t try to understand what was going on; you could tell Bo was just feeling a lot worse than usual and therefore he needed to let go of his anger in a way or another. You were used to him bursting in anger like that, but it wasn’t that often that he would yell and be so mad for such a long period of time. In the end, you barely ate and quickly did the dishes before disappearing. It wasn’t nice to leave Vincent alone with Bo, you knew it, but there wasn’t much you could do and the situation was upsetting you. You hoped there would be some tourists today so he could hurt them instead of screaming at his own siblings. The only proof he loved his family was that it never ended in physical abuse, but the insults and all were already too much. You didn’t want to believe he was toxic, even though you knew he was. At the same time, it wasn’t like your brothers had the healthiest way to earn money and you couldn’t even pretend to be disgusted: you didn’t care about the tourists they killed. You just wanted your family to be happy and Bo to feel better.

You couldn’t believe that a few nights ago, when it was only Vincent and you in his basement, you had been talking about living all the time at Ambrose. You had found a new job, not so far from there so it would be alright to do the travel everyday. Vincent had been quite excited about the idea and he had tried very hard to convince you to let go of your flat and to live with them. He was certain things would be so much better that way. He added that you were spending all your weekends there anyways, and most of your evenings. You could always go to your friends' houses if you needed to stay out of town for work or a party. There were also a lot of hotels around. And if something happened with Bo, you could always take possession of one of the abandoned houses lying around Ambrose. Vincent even promised you he would remove the wax statues that might be in the house you picked, so it wouldn’t creep you out. You noticed that if Vincent wasn’t as direct as Bo, the man was also craving to have his whole family under the same roof. You wondered if it was because he thought things would be easier with Bo or if it was because he also was a family man (to a lesser extent than Bo). Anyways you were slowly thinking it might be a good idea to move back in.

The night before you even decided to announce this news the next morning, and Vincent had felt he had been very close to convincing you. But the ambiance and yelling changed your mind right away. And when Vincent saw you leaving the kitchen without a word, he knew it. He silently cursed Bo for having fucked this up. They had been so close to having their favourite baby sister home with them. They could have hoped to have Lester a lot more often there as well. But Bo was too full of rage to notice anything else today. His chest was heavy. He couldn’t really tell what was wrong, maybe too many things, he just felt very bad and he couldn’t quiet down his anger. It was a vicious circle: the angrier he was, the worst he felt, and the angrier he was getting. Plus, his siblings were family, so he didn’t think either of you would turn your back to him, no matter what he could do to you. He was wrong.

You had been very quiet today and when Vincent came to you in order to know if you were still up to stick around, even if he already knew the answer, you simply shook your head. It really saddened him; he understood, of course he did, but he needed you around. He hugged you before leaving to go to work. He didn’t want to make you feel guilty so he promised himself he wouldn’t say anything anymore about it. He just hoped you would change your mind soon again. At the same time, you were indeed quite upset with yourself but you didn’t want to live like that. You even sent a little message to let Lester know that today wasn’t a good day and that it would be a good idea if he could find some tourists to send to Ambrose. Lester instantly replied he was going to do his best and that if you wanted he could come get you and drive you back to your flat.

You really didn’t think you would have to ask him that; you wanted to be strong for your brothers. You knew that leaving would make things even worse with Bo, but in the end, he really hadn’t given you the choice…

Lester hadn’t found any tourists that day and Bo was really on edge. Vincent and you were trying your best to stay away from him. You were on the couch of the living room, reading and minding your own business. You jumped when the front door violently opened. Bo was in the room in no time, clearly bored and still very upset. He needed someone to abuse or he would go crazier. You weren’t used to him being abusive with you though, so you weren’t afraid of him.

“What’s wrong Bo?” you finally asked because you couldn’t bear the situation any longer. He sent you a dirty look, which was rare. He was always softer when it was about you, because you were his baby sister. But today he wasn’t in a good enough mood to remember to be kinder with you.

“Don’t know, maybe havin’ a lazy stupid sister who ain’t helpin’ with anythin’ in the house” he snapped and you frowned. You would never let him talk to you like that.

“What did ya say?” you asked as you put your book down and stood up. “I cleaned up ‘round! Plus it’s the weekend, if I wanted I could be away from here.”

“Oh thank ya my lady for honourin’ us of your presence” he replied with a tone full of mockery and anger.

“I can fuckin’ leave if that’s what ya want!” you exclaimed

“Don’t give a fuck of what ya’re doin’! Ya’re useless bitch, always has been anyways” he continued.

“Oh yeah? Well sorry for botherin’ ya then!” you were getting angrier as well because his words were hurting you more than you wanted to admit it. It was slicing deep into your heart and own insecurities. You were trying to believe he wasn’t thinking any of what he said. You knew Bo could throw things at your face and barely remembered what he said once he was calming down. Or maybe he did remember and acted as if it was nothing, because he didn’t truly mean it and he had no idea what to do to make things better or to apologise. Either way you knew it would be better once he would feel better. And hopefully it would be sooner rather than later.

“Ya’re a fuckin’ burden, ya know that? Ain’t aroun’ when ya’re needed, ain’t doin’ nothin’ when ya’re finally here. Don’t even know why ‘m tryin’ to get ya here when ya’re not. Would live better without ya!” he wasn’t yelling anymore, his voice was oddly calm while helding pure rage and hatred into it. He never talked to you that way before and it sobered you up from your own anger. You wanted to beg Bo to stop saying that kind of thing. You loved your brothers more than anything, and they were the only people truly able to hurt you. You stayed silent for a few instants, which was never happening when you were arguing with Bo. Usually, the whole house could hear the two of you and you would only stop by storming away from each other. But it was different, you were standing in front of him, tears in the eyes, your heart aching like never before. What would you do if the only people you truly loved didn’t want you anymore ?

“Is that really what ya think of me?” you asked him and you truly hoped he would calm down, and hugged you and told you that of course not, that he didn’t know why he said this when he loved you so much…

But he didn’t.

“Wish ya were never fuckin’ born” he replied just at the moment of the basement door was cracking open. Vincent had been surprised by how quiet your argument with Bo had become so he was checking on the two of you. He heard his twin’s last words and it broke his heart. It broke it even more when he heard you started to cry. You ran away from Bo, ashamed to cry in front of him, and feeling pathetic and weak. You slammed the front door behind you as you continued to run away from the house now. You grabbed your phone and you dialled Lester’s number. You needed to be away from Ambrose.

Hey, darl, what’s up? Even hearing Lester’s voice didn’t bring you as much comfort as usual. You were a mess. You were trying very hard to not fully collapse here; you needed to be alone in your flat to cry to your heart's content and then to calm down.

“Come get me, please” you pleaded through a shaky voice.

What’s goin’ on? Lester asked, panicking as he could hear how terrible you were feeling. You heard his truck going faster.

“Just Bo bein’ an asshole” you replied as you sent a glance toward the house. Bo didn’t make you cry a lot in your life, but the few times it happened he was instantly softening up and trying his best to make it up to you. Usually, he couldn’t stand the idea of hurting you… This time, he didn’t even run after you. Maybe he was truly believing his words. Maybe you were a burden to him and he was fed up with seeing you around because you were useless. Maybe he didn’t love you anymore. You didn’t bring him any kind of happiness anymore. You were glad you hadn’t given your flat back, it was the only good thing in this whole story.

‘M sure he’ll come get ya in a few seconds, Lester replied, he knew how much Bo was adoring you.

“He won’t. Told me he wished I never existed ya know.” you told him and your voice broke then. Lester stayed silent because he couldn’t believe Bo would say something like that to you. To him or to Vincent, alright, but to you… You were off limits.

On my way, darl, almost there. He finally said and you whispered a thank you before hanging up.

You waited five minutes, alone. You sent another glance at the house and you saw Vincent and Bo arguing in the living room. It was getting pretty violent, but you didn’t care. You were aching way too much to come back and stop them. You were so relieved when Lester arrived and he jumped off his truck to rush to you. He tightly hugged you and gently rocked you as you cried into his chest. After a little while, he guided you to his truck and helped you climb into it. He was quick to leave Ambrose, his heart aching for you. You were softly sniffing, your eyes on your lap. You couldn’t remember having felt so bad your whole life… because usually, when something was wrong, your brothers were there for you.

“I’ll never come back” you whispered and Lester sent you a worried look.

“Don’t say that, darl.” he whispered back as he placed a hand on your shoulder and gently stroked your skin. “Bo ain’t knowin’ what he’s sayin’. He’s gonna call ya in the middle of the night, beggin’ ya to come back home, like he always does.” he told you and you softly nodded, hoping Lester would be right.

The thing was that Bo didn’t call you.

You hadn’t been able to sleep that night, staring at your phone with a heavy heart painfully beating inside your chest. Your stomach was a knot and your throat as well. You needed this call more than anything; it was as if your life was depending on it. You needed Bo to ask you to come back home, because if he didn’t, you wouldn’t. And it was breaking you even more to think you wouldn't have a home anymore then. Your flat wasn’t your home, it was just an easy place to go to work and to see friends, that was all. Your life was in Ambrose, by your brothers’ sides. But if they didn’t want you anymore, what would be left of you? You would just be pretending to live, when your soul and heart would be so far away from you. You needed Bo to tell you he still loved you. You weren’t sure you would be able to forgive him, but at least it meant you could come back home, at least to see Vincent.

You finally fell asleep and when you opened your eyes, at 8 o’clock, you had no missing call. You cried even more. Your whole body was bursting in sadness and despair. What were you going to do now? You continued to cry for hours, until you felt empty and that there were no tears left inside of you. You cuddled in your bed and you tried to calm down. Bo was a big part of your life, but if he didn't want you anymore, you could only obey. You could still easily see Lester, but Vincent…

As you thought about the masked twin, you received a message from him.

Sorry for yesterday… I should have been there for you, I should have kept Bo away from you. I promise you it won’t happen again. Bo is calmer today. He asked me how you were doing. I think he feels quite guilty about what happened. Can you come back home today?

You had no idea how many times you read that message over and over again. You knew Vincent could be very manipulative, maybe even more than Bo. You weren’t certain if he was only saying those things so you would come back home, or if Bo truly felt “guilty” about it. But it wasn’t enough for you. You wanted him to be sorry, you wanted him to tell you he loved you, you wanted him to tell you he didn’t mean what he said. He hurt you like he never did before. He didn’t call you. And now it was Vincent who was trying to put the pieces back together?

No. You were heartbroken and hurt and homesick already, but you couldn’t come back and pretend that nothing happened. You needed Bo to do something about it and to make you feel better.

Bo made it pretty clear he didn’t want me at Ambrose, have a good day Vincent.

You never sent such a harsh message to your brothers before but you also had traumas, just like Bo, and yet, you would never hurt them like Bo hurt you. You loved them, and Bo didn’t love you. Vincent didn’t answer you, probably at loss and silently wondering what he could do to make things back to normal.

But there was nothing he could do, and he knew it.

PART II

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In The Morning

Chapter 5

Professor!Snape x Female Student Reader

Summary: What happens when Snape falls in love with a 7th year student at hogwarts just 8 years after the death of his first love. What will happen when she discovers the darkest sides of him and brings up trauma from her own past. Will she stay with him despite what she learns? Reader is of age.

Warnings: she/her pronouns. Mentions of eating, torture and murder

Age 13+

Word count: 1,600

Tag list: Open 🖤

Authors note: thank you to those of you who have waited years for this chapter, and welcome to those of you who are new.

For the sake of the story line Sinistra is not the Astronomy professor.

It was now the end of spring break and y/n found her self dreading the start of class after her blissful week in Severus is arms. There was no other place she ever wanted to be, she could have died and she would have been content as long as her death was in his arms. One week of just him, never having to leave his arms. She learned everything about him, his child hood. As she laid in his arms he caressed her gently and told her stories of his child hood. His talented mother and muggle father. She told him of her childhood. How it was growing up in manor. The disappearance of her sister Eloise. He held her every night into the day. The night terrors continued through the break, they were tolerable in Severus is arms. She woke up one night screaming and crying.

“I remember when Eloise left, she left a note on my bed. Dear sister, I love you but I must go, I hope you can find in your heart to forgive me, love Eloise.”

“I’m so sorry my dear.”

“That’s the issue though Sev, I don’t think she left. They did something to her. She has to be kept on the grounds someplace. She would have never left such a generic note. Love Eloise. Thats just not like her.”

“Where would they keep her.”

“The grounds are so large, deep underground. All the underground passages are connected, so large.”

“I believe I remember seeing them. How far do they go?”

“Far, all the way to grounds keeper’s shack. It’s the length of the house and then some. It’s all concrete, she would freeze to death down there.”

“Are you sure she could have just escaped.”

“Id love to believe that, but I know it in my heart, shes not safe. And it doesn’t help that I’m such a coward. I can’t go back Severus, I’ll be forced to marry, or worse.”

“You’re not a coward, you endured so much at that house.”

That was over now, it was a new week, back to courses, first class of the morning, potions. She put on her necklace from Severus and didn’t tuck it under her shirt she wore it out and proud. The man who loves her gave this to her and she loves him to. While they haven’t said it out loud to each other she knows deep inside that he loves her. As she entered the potions room and helped gather supplies for that mornings lesson as she always did Severus appeared behind her. He leaned down, lips to her ear,” are you sure you should be wearing that for everyone to see.”

“Yes, I’m certain.”

“You’re not worried about what people will say, question. Where you got it from.”

“Family heirloom.”

“Hmm.” The vibrations of his ‘hmm’ on her neck tickled, his lips kissed and nipped. His tongue soothed. She was ready for him to take her right then and there and that room but nonetheless, he adjusted her shirt for her and they went into the potions class room, she took her seat and others began to enter, Edith took her seat next to. “Nice hickey you have going on.”

“What?” Y/n questioned.

“Your hickey, it’s like you had a leach on your neck.”

“Oh my bad.”

“So who is the lucky lad you shagged over break.”

“Oh nobody. Just a strange reaction to something.”

“Oh alright, I suppose. Touch yourself to Snape plenty?”

“Ms. Y/l/n, Ms.Carrington am I interrupting something important.?” He said

“No, sorry professor.” Y/n replied quickly

“Professors pet.” Edith mumbled.

Class went on as usual. Y/n stayed behind and waited for the first years to arrive in class. She sat and watched as Severus made two first years leave the class crying.

“You’re so harsh on them.”

“I don’t see how, I shouldn’t have stuffer do to there idiocracy. You were so bright as a first year.”

“Yes because my parents wanted to make sure I wasn’t a reflection of their failures the way they saw Eloise.”

“I suppose so.”

She sat in his lap at his desk and ran her fingers through his hair, she loved his long black hair so much.

“I have something to tell you,”Severus began, “we won’t be able to meet in my quarters before dinner. I have things to discuss with Dumbledore.”

“Oh okay, I understand.” She responded, her hand now gently on his chest.

“I promise I rather be with you than that old fool.” She gently kissed his lips and said, “I know, I trust you.”

She carried on her day, lunch with Severus, herbology, defense against the dark arts, she studied for her OWLS with Edith and a few other girls in her sleeping quarters and walked with them to the great hall for dinner. She couldn’t take her eyes off Severus, scowling at Dumbledore the whole meal. Something’s happened and she knows it. She doesn’t even finish her meal and she’s off to Severus is living quarters, Edith is yelling for her and she doesn’t flinch, simply carries on. Once she enters it’s not long that Severus arrives as well.

“Tell me the truth Severus, what happened in your meeting with headmaster. I’m not an idiot, you were sat there scowling at him and not touching your meal.”

“I told him.”

“You told him what.”

“That I love you.”

“That’s lovely, you told him before you’ve told me.”

“Y/n-“

“Why would you do such a thing. You could have gotten your self fired. or worse sent to azkaban.”

“you have nothing to worry about, no such thing will happen, there are no laws in place about teachers and students and besides your of age.”

“I dont understand though Severus, why.”

“I wanted to learn more about your father. I never learned much of him even though I was in his home nearly once a week for meetings. Other than the fact that he has two daughters and a wife.”

“We have two house elves. My mother and father are both the last living relatives of their respective bloodlines. Besides Eloise, Lucy and I. So what else did you learn by visiting the headmaster.”

“I learned that Eloise is not your full sister. That your father killed his first wife.”

“I know. That’s why he has no problem marrying me off to someone who killed his own wife as well. My father is 15 years older than my mother. She was 16 when her father arranged for her marriage. Frankly they are match made in hell. They’re both just as cold and thats why my mother never cared to protect Eloise from my father. She always used to say that it was Eloise is mums fault that she got her self killed.”

“I swore to my self the first day you cried in my arms I would protect you till the day I die.”

“Severus, you simply can’t, believe me, i wish it was that simple.”

“Move in with me, if you’re with me at all times I can at least try.”

“Oh Severus, of course I will, but hold on we’re not finished discussing what happened between you and Dumbledore.”

“I had to find some way to protect you, after the school year, after the summer. I cant leave you alone at home unprotected. So I went to Dumbledore. He remembers your father from when he attended Hogwarts. Your father has begun training Lucy.”

“No, he couldn’t be, she’s only 9.”

“Now that you’re not returning home he needs to prepare her for the return of the dark lord.”

“Severus I have to do something, I have to protect her.”

“We will figure something out, together. For now you will stay here at Hogwarts where you are safe.”

“Why else did you tell Dumbledore about us?”

“He’s prepared to offer you a job, you will no longer be my assistant, the astronomy professor wishes to retire, you will take over for her in the next school year, but you must study under her from now on in preparation for the fall.”

“Severus, thank you.”

“Of course, I love you.”

“I love you too.” But she didn’t know how much Severus truly loved her, he would die for her if thats what it took to protect her. For now he knew she could go no where near y/l/n manor, who knows what torture they would inflict upon her.

~Severus’ meeting with Dumbledore ~

“Albus.” Severus began, as he entered Dumbledore office.

“How can I help you severus?”

“It’s Y/f/n.”

“Ah yes, her family is sending for her to be retrieved directly from the school the last day of term.”

“We need to protect her.”

“Severus.”

“Albus, they will kill her. I can’t loose her the way I lost Lilly.”

“Severus I warned you to be careful.”

“They will kill her, she doesn’t know it yet but they’ve killed her older sister Eloise.”

“I know, it’s a shame what happened to that poor girl. Does y/n know?”

“No she does not, and no one shall tell her. She has night terrors from what she witnessed in that house.”

“Severus.”

“Please, keep her safe.”

“It appears you are capable of doing that on your own.”

“She’s coming back with me to Hogwarts in the next school year then.”

“She’ll no longer be a student Severus. She can’t return.”

“Offer her a position here.”

“I suppose i could offer her the astronomy position, but she would need to study under professor Alveston and not you Severus.”

“That’s fine, I’ll discuss it with her. I’m certain she will accept.”

“In that case she begins in the morning, no time to waste I suppose.”

“No, I suppose not.”

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Second Chances (Johnny Lawrence x F!Reader)

Requested ages ago by @awesomemikaus: a request from johhny. where is he talking to miguel about life, girls and when he asks him if he loves someone, someone special, johhny answers yes, he fell in love with the reader since high school, they got married but then everything went wrong, bc johhny is johhny Maybe she was cheated on by Robby's mom. I know you have made a request where the reader is larusso, but I would like the reader to be too, just because I love drama, angsty. and they meet again at the scene where johhny goes to daniel's house. thank you

Author's Note: I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK A WHILE BUT I FINALLY MANAGED TO FINISH IT AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY!!!!!! I also went with a different direction to this story, I made reader Amanda's sister XD

Warnings: infidelity, mention of drinking, Johnny giving Miguel a beer, past drunk Johnny, language

Main Master List Cobra Kai Master List

Word Count: 1.4k

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“Hey Sensei?” Miguel walks into the small office of the dojo where Johnny sits, popping open a Coors Banquet. “Can I talk to you?” Johnny takes a swig before swallowing his sip and moving to the front of his desk, propping himself on the edge.

“Yeah, of course. What’s wrong, Diaz?”

“So you know the girl I’ve been talking to?” Johnny nods his head, “well, I want to ask her out, but I don’t know what she’d say, let alone what to say if she rejects me,” Miguel slumps in the old office chair as Johnny walks to his fridge, pulling out a beer for Miguel, who looks at it in question.

“Don’t be a pussy. Drink,” Johnny orders, bringing his own drink to his lips. “Listen, Diaz, don’t let a girl slip away because you weren’t manly enough. With babes, you’ve got to show dominance and assertiveness, because if you don’t, they don’t pay attention to you,” he states as Miguel waits for him to continue. “Don’t cheat too. Chicks hate that.”

“Well yeah…” Miguel hesitates, looking at the bottle before taking a sip and grimacing at the taste. “Everyone hates cheating,” Johnny raises his bottle in agreement.

“If you do cheat, some girls beat your ass so badly and then leave you in a ditch,” Miguel spits out his drink in shock.

“Sensei?” Johnny chuckles.

“I was dating a girl before, married her somehow, and we were happy, but a drunken one night stand ended our whole relationship.” “What happened?”

“I slept with someone else, she found out, dented my car and kicked me out on my ass. I was so piss drunk that I couldn’t do anything. Woke up the next morning and everything was gone. She was gone.” Johnny’s face falls slightly as he thinks back to all the times you and him were together.

After he lost the All Valley Tournament to Daniel and had lost Ali to Daniel, no one had really wanted to go out with him, let alone hang with him. He found himself lost and lonely, until you showed up. Through the summer of his senior year and into his college years, you and him formed a relationship, eventually starting to date his sophomore year of college. Although he dropped out of college, you continued on with your education and it wasn’t until your graduation where he dropped to his knee and asked you to be his.

Of course you were questioning his proposal. You loved Johnny, you really did but what could he offer you that somebody better couldn’t? However, the love outweighed the needs and so you and him got married and it was nice for a while, except when you would come home from late nights only to find him passed out with a beer in his hands. It didn’t take you long to find out that he was messing around with a new girl, Shannon and ended up getting her pregnant, so with what little dignity you have left, you threw his ass out and moved states and he hasn’t heard from you since. “Sensei,” Miguel’s voice snaps Johnny out of his thoughts as he looks over the teen. “Are you ok?” Johnny tosses the empty bottle of beer in the trash and picks up his coat before heading out the door.

“Yeah, I’m fine. Class is dismissed today. I have some business to take up with LaRusso. You alright gettin’ home by yourself?” Miguel nods as he follows Johnny out of the dojo, the latter locking the door behind him. “Good, because some assholes last night torched my car and I’m gonna get payback.”

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Commotion outside your window stirs you from a nap. Stretching out your limbs, you look over to the clock and note that it’s almost dinner time and judging by the smell wafting through the house, Amanda is cooking something good, however, it’s not the food that has your attention. It’s Daniel and Amanda’s yelling followed by another person. “What’s going on?” You ask out loud to nobody as you slip out of the bed and fix yourself before making your way down the stairs, trying to see who’s causing all the commotion. Amanda and Daniel are standing in the doorway, their frames blocking the intruder’s but you did manage to get a glimpse of moppy blonde hair.

Spotting Anthony, you quickly pull the younger LaRusso to the side. “What the hell is going on out there?” Anthony doesn’t bother looking up from his gameboy to meet your gaze.

“I don’t know. Some douchebag out there is saying Uncle Louie burnt his car. He’s trynna get dad to fight him.”

“Fight him?”

“Some bullshit about karate.”

“Watch your language young man,” you pinch his arm but let him go, trying to see who’s causing the trouble, however deep down you feel like you know who it is. Rounding the corner, your heart drops as your stomach lurches forward. In the courtyard stands no other than the man who broke your heart all those years ago.

“How about we resolve this over dinner?” Amanda suggests, the three unaware of your presence.

“I could eat.” “No!” You shout out before you could really think about what you’re saying, alerting the trio to your presence. “He’s not allowed to eat here.”

Johnny squints against the sun trying to make out the silhouette, but your voice is unmistakable. “(Y/N)?” Amanda and Daniel look at each other before looking between you and Johnny.

“You two know each other?”

“Wish I didn’t.”

“That was harsh,” Johnny snides back, stepping into the house as Daniel eyes Johnny warily and Amanda eyes you.

“Ok what the hell is going on here?” Amanda questions as you let out a sigh, trying to relax your body.

“Johnny and I were marri”

“Are married.”

“Were married until he cheated on me.” Johnny hangs his head in shame as you struggle to push back the tears that are resurfacing.

“Look I know I made a mistake, but you didn’t have to damage my car and then literally kick me out,” Johnny steps toward you as Amanda pulls Daniel to her side, not wanting either of them to get into the argument.

“That’s all you care about? The fact that I kicked you out and damaged your car?”

“Yeah! It was my ride!” Johnny yells back, extending his arms as you put up a stone wall around your heart because despite you being angry at him for cheating on you, you still love him more than you would care to admit.

“Why don’t you stop bitchin’ and let’s eat,” Anthony comments, earning a slap at the back of his head from Daniel while you roll your eyes as Johnny stares at the kid.

“Asshole sure has a mouth for a 5 year old.”

“I’m not five!”

“Ok look, everyone just calm down, (Y/N), would it be ok if Johnny joined for dinner?” Johnny fiddles with his fingers in anxiousness as he waits for your response. He won’t tell anybody but the prospect of having a conversation with you after all those years excites him. He knows he fucked up and even though he’s glad he has Robby - despite the kid wanting nothing to do with him - he regrets every other moment he spent with Shannon.

“Whatever,” you reluctantly agree as you take a seat at the table, Johnny sitting the opposite of you. “Don’t think I’m over what happened.”

“I wouldn’t expect you to. I would, however, like it if you could maybe give me a chance to explain?” His blue eyes silently beg you as you twirl the knife between your fingers. Finding love after what happened hadn’t been easy and despite his tendencies you do love him.

“Can we discuss it after this? In private?” Johnny looks at Daniel who clenches his jaw, irritated that his former enemy is in his house, having dinner with his family and is married to his sister in law while Amanda sets down the plates of food.

“Yeah. That sounds good.”

“Now that that’s settled, how about we eat?” Amanda breaks the awkward tension as you give her a small smile, picking up your fork and eyeing Johnny, who meets your gaze.

“Yeah, sounds good to me,” you comment with a smile as Johnny smiles back and you think to yourself, maybe this time will be different.

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yellow-faerie · 11 months

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Prompt List 5

I have made another prompt list! As always, feel free to reblog for your own use, and please send in prompts for any of the fandoms I write for!

"Don't try it. Don't you dare."

"Does this shirt look OK?"

"No-one here compares to you."

"If you were performing on the roadside, I would take money away from you."

"If you keep looking at me like that, I might have to kiss you."

"Was that a threat? Were you threatening me?"

"No! It's my wedding day, you're not allowed to die on my wedding day!"

"Isn't it funny? [He/She/They] actually made me feel loved."

"Well, it seems like you misunderstood."

"Did you know? Did you?"

"Take it, I don't need it anymore."

"This world sometimes feels like it's slowly dragging me down, but when I'm with you..."

"You let me cry. I don't think I've ever had that before."

"You're ridiculous; you know that, right?"

"Let's go get ice cream and take a walk through the park - pretend we're a proper sappy couple, like the ones you see in movies."

"You are my home and my heart and there is no-one else I would rather have at my side."

"That is not safe, please tell me you didn't do that."

"First of all, we're not dead, so jot that down."

"I'm pathetically in love with my best friend and I don't know what to do about it."

"That is...a really big spider. Hey, [name], come and deal with this spider!"

"Sometimes I wonder if maybe everyone would be happier if I'd never been born."

"Oh please be alive, please be alive, please - oh thank fuck."

"Oh no. I'm fucked."

"Regretting coming to work yet?"

"Look - and I mean this in the nicest way - but you look like shit. Get back into bed and I'll bring you something warm to drink."

"If that film is still on the TV, I'm going to kill you."

"Come here. Let me do your hair."

"[He/She/They] are literally the most perfect person on this planet. So no, I will not be asking them out."

"You have no idea how much I want to deck you right now."

"How are you feeling?"

"I'm fine, stop worrying so - ow, ow, ow! OK, yeah, maybe I need a little help."

"Stop right there!"

"How do you feel about discussing the divorce over a nice, candlelit dinner?"

"Come on, there's a family barbecue, we can't be late!"

"You know something? There's nothing that beats the feeling of waking up next to you each morning."

"You're the best [brother/sister/sibling] I could have ever asked for."

"Remember when our parents used to do that?"

"I want you to walk me down the aisle. Not anybody else."

"You don't get to tell me what to do. Not anymore."

"Kiss me. Kiss me until I forget my name."

"How many times have I died already?"

"Time travel? Really?"

"Take one look at me and decide for yourself whether I believe you."

"I woke up this morning and forgot you were dead."

"[My parents] are arguing again. Can I stay with you tonight?"

"Autumn's nearly over. You ready?"

"Come on, you need to pack. Quietly. We're running away."

"I missed you. Why did you leave?"

"Of course I didn't forget you. How could I ever forget you?"

"Love me. Please, please, love me."

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Rather Die Chapter 21

Masterlist

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Christmas Morning

Victoria woke up to the smell of breakfast being made in the kitchen. Austin & Evelyn are currently frying up ham & making eggs. Evelyn seems to really be getting along with Austin, which makes Vic happy since that is the grandmother to Violet.

"Good morning, Vic." Austin smiles. "Merry Christmas."

"Good morning, Merry Christmas." she smiles back.

Austin walks up to her & talks quietly, "I was thinking we could tell everyone the baby's name during breakfast."

"Yeah, definitely." Victoria agrees happily.

"Merry Christmas, sweetheart!" Evelyn says coming behind Vic to give her a hug.

"Merry Christmas, mom!" she smiles. "Breakfast looks amazing. I had no idea you planning to do all this."

"Austin asked me last night if I'd help him. He wanted to surprise you."

"Oh?" she raises an eyebrow at Austin. "Did you now?"

"I did." Austin smiles & blushes a bit.

"That's really sweet of you, Aus."

"You deserve it, Vic. You did so much yesterday. You deserve to just rest and chill out today."

"Thank you. I appreciate it." Vic smiles again.

Once breakfast was ready, everyone sat down at the table to eat.

Austin speaks up, "So um, I have some news. Julie & I have made it official! We are now boyfriend & girlfriend. I asked her this morning with the necklace I got for her with my birthstone."

Every one was congratulating them & seemed genuinely happy except for Victoria.

She put on a fake smile as her heart sank when she heard the news, even though she saw it coming any day now.

"Vic & I also have some news..." Austin says, getting Victoria's attention, dragging her away from her thoughts. "Vic, wanna share the news?"

"So, we have decided on a name for baby girl. Her name is Violet Lorraine."

Austin's sister Ashley immediately started tearing up at hearing her middle name.

"Austin, is Lorraine after mom?" Ashley asks.

"Yeah, it is." Austin smiles.

"That's so beautiful, Austin. I love it." she says. "Mom would love it."

"Thank you." Austin starts to get teary eyed himself.

David speaks up, "Your mom would be so proud & so honored, son."

"Thanks dad." Austin replies.

After breakfast, everyone gathered in the living room to open presents as Home Alone played in the background.

Lots of gifts being exchanged, a lot from Austin as he loves to give & tends to over buy.

Vic opens her first gift from him which is a gift certificate to a local spa.

"Oooo this is so nice, Aus. Thank you."

"You're welcome." he replies. "This place has special messages for pregnant women, and you're always complaining about being sore so it should help. There should be enough on there for a facial & to get your nails done too."

"That sounds so amazing. I will be booking an appointment ASAP."

Mila opened up a gift from Austin next which was a gift certificate to the same spa.

"Ooo Vic! Girls day!" Mila says showing Vic the gift certificate.

"Ooo yes, definitely!" Victoria replies.

As they continue opening gifts, Austin & Ashley both open a gift from Victoria. She had gotten a drawing commissioned of them & with their mom. The siblings both started tearing up.

"Wow...this is um...beautiful." Austin says speechless. "Where did you even get this picture?"

"Your dad may have helped me with that." Vic looks over to David who is looking at her.

"This is so sweet. Thank you so much, Victoria." Ashley says getting up from her seat to give Vic a hug.

"You're very welcome." Vic replies, hugging back.

"Thanks, Vic. This means a lot." Austin says.

"You're so welcome, Aus. I'm glad you love it."

They continued opening presents until everything was unwrapped.

They also went through their stockings which was full of their favorite candies, travel size items, lottery scratch offs, little random things that they'd like, for example, Austin got guitar picks since he plays guitar. There was also beauty items for the women.

After a while, Austin's family said their goodbyes & headed home. Austin said his 'see you later's' before leaving to go to Juliette's parents house.

About a couple hours after Austin had left, he had texted Mila saying he forgot one of Vic's gifts in his closet and asked for her to give it to Vic just incase he didn't see her when he got home.

Mila grabbed a little velvet box out of one Austin's drawers in his closet & went back out to the living room where everyone was now watching The Santa Claus.

"Vic, Austin asked for me to grab this from his room for you. He wanted to make sure you had it today just incase you're in bed by the time he gets home." Mila says as she hands her the box.

Vic takes it from her, confused as to what it could be.

"Oh my gosh...he remembered..." Vic says shocked as she sees what's in the box.

"What is it, sweetie?" Evelyn asks.

"It was months ago. Austin & I had some time to kill before our doctors appointment. We had walked down to Starbucks to get something to drink, and on our way back we walked passed this antique store that had this Tiffany's pearl necklace and earring set in window on display & it was the exact set that-

"Your dad had gotten you for your fifteenth birthday before he passed, and you had lost it in the move..." Evelyn says cutting her off.

"Yes." Victoria says on the verge of tears. "We were running out of time to stop in there, and then completely forgot to go in afterwards because we were too distracted from seeing Violet on the ultrasound. Whenever we would be over there after that, the store was closed. But I guess he managed to go on his own to get it for me. I can't believe he remembered it, and how much I wanted it." she wipes away tears that are streaming down her cheeks.

Victoria feels herself adding on more love for Austin to the love she already has that she continues to try and suppress.

"That is the sweetest thing." Evelyn says. "He really loves you, huh?"

"What?" Vic asks getting caught off guard. "Noo. It's not like that, mom. He just loves me in a friend & the mother of his child kinda way."

"But this was months ago, right? He probably got it before he met Julie." Mila says.

"Juliette." Victoria corrects her.

"Whatever. He definitely did love you to do that."

"Emphasis on the 'did'. He's with Juliette now. It's not like that now."

"Honestly, you didn't hear this from me but, I think it's always like that with him now. I don't think this man will ever stop loving you in that romantic way." Mila says.

"You think?"

"Mhm. I just feel it."

"I hope you're wrong, Mila. I don't think it'll ever happen for us."

"Don't be so sure." Mila raises an eyebrow with a smirk. "I'm rarely wrong about these things. Also got the thought, what if Eliana stole your necklace from you? The one you lost?"

"You know what, she totally could have. I did catch her rummaging through my jewelry box once. She claimed she was looking for something I borrowed from her, which I never did. A pair of earrings were missing after that and she played it off like she hadn't seen them. That bitch." Vic says.

"Yeah, she probably did then." Mila replies.

Evelyn says, "It's sad how horrible of a person she turned out to be. But honestly not surprised. Her parents were always so snooty to us whenever they visited New Zealand."

"Her mom especially." Victoria adds.

Some time has passed. Everyone has gone to bed for the night except for Victoria. She waited up for Austin.

He finally walked through the door a little after 11pm.

"Hey, Vic. You're still up?" Austin asks, seeing her from the kitchen as he puts food away in the fridge he was sent home with from Juliette's mom.

"Yeah. I was waiting for you actually." she replies as she stuffs Sour Patch Watermelons into her mouth. AKA, her current pregnancy craving.

"Oh, you were?" he walks into the living room and sits down next to her on the couch.

"Yeah. I wanted to thank you in person for the necklace set, so thank you, Austin. You really didn't have to do that. It must have cost you a fortune."

"Oh, you're welcome. It's nothing."

"It's not nothing, Aus. It's everything. It's absolutely perfect & something I don't deserve."

"What do you mean you don't deserve it? You absolutely do." he grabs her hand in reassurance.

"I don't deserve it. Not after the way I treated you."

"I don't care about that anymore. You absolutely deserve it. After the shit I put you through, the shit Eliana put you through. The way you wanted this so bad because it was something your dad had gotten you that you lost. You need this."

"You're one of the sweetest people I have ever met, you know that?" Vic says starting to sob. "I'm sorry I ever treated you like you weren't."

"It's okay. I'm sorry for the way I treated you. That was something you didn't deserve."

"It's fine. You still piss me off and annoy me sometimes though." she chuckles.

"I can say the same about you, Vic." Austin laughs.

"How was meeting her parents?" she asked.

"It was good. They were really nice. Her dad was kinda scary & weary of me at first but he warmed up to me."

"That's good."

"Yeah. They got me a gift card to Barnes & Noble." he chuckles. "They figured I'd like it since I obviously shop there."

"Right, because you met Juliette there."

"Yeah." he laughs, stealing a piece of candy from her.

"Hey! Those are mine!" she snatches the bag out of her lap. "See, you're being annoying."

"What? You can't give up just one? It's Christmas!"

"No, I need these things to survive right now."

"You're so dramatic."

"I am an actress." she jokes.

"Oh speaking of, I don't remember if I told you. My publicist is already working with yours on getting us interviews for the movie. The trailer drops next week and then the movie is dropping in April."

"April?" she raises an eyebrow. "When in April?"

"Late April I think, but the premier is early April."

"And I'm due the 16th. Great. I hope we'll be able to make it to the premier."

"I'm sure it'll be fine. If we miss it, then oh well."

"I'd rather not, you know? It's my first movie."

"I know, I know. But whatever happens, it'll all work out."

"I know." she sighs.

"We should get to bed. It's been a long day."

"We should. Help me get up?"

"Of course."

Austin gets up and grabs onto her hands and pulls her up.

"Thank you. I'm only 5 months and it's already hard for me to get up sometimes."

"Well, the depth of the couch doesn't help."

"It really doesn't. And hey, thanks again." she smiles.

"You're very welcome." he pulls her into a big hug.

When he breaks away, he drops down to her belly and gives it a kiss. "Goodnight, Violet."

He stands back up, "Goodnight, Vic." he says, looking into her eyes with a quick glance at her lips.

"Goodnight, Aus." she notices the glance at his lips and holds herself back from kissing him.

They turn everything off and head to their bedrooms.

They shut their doors behind them & lean their backs against them, sighing.

Austin thinks, "No. You're in love with Julie, not Vic."

Victoria thinks, "Girl no. We're not doing this again. You are in love with Ash, not Aus."

They take a deep breath, tell themselves everything is fine, and head off to bed.

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gooneygull · 7 months

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I do not know how to grieve.

I knew this the day I stared at my great aunt’s corpse. She looked asleep, as most corpses do, and I acknowledged her death with the same mundanity of the newspaper being tossed into the recycling bin or my dad turning the TV off. I knew what death meant; there was no confusion to me. It was just a simple fact: everyone dies, just like how my hot chocolate gets cold if I leave it on the dining room table for too long.

I took a white rose from her bouquet to bring back to my family, sitting solemnly in the front row. My grandmother was aghast and grabbed me, demanding that I put the rose back. She bemoaned curses and hauntings, and I couldn’t understand why that was so bad. After all, didn’t she want her aunt to stay with us? My dad, as amused as ever, gently took the rose from my hand. He led me back up to the coffin, and we placed it on her chest, on top of the rosary forever clutched in her hands.

Later, I asked him why it was so bad if my aunt stayed and haunted us forever. My dad had laughed loudly, and said that death would change you. The people you love aren't meant to stay with you forever, and people – despite all their words about evolving and acceptance – want things, people, to remain unchanged. I remember nodding despite my confusion, and him giving me a knowing look. He referenced The Walking Dead and told me that when he died, I should stuff his corpse like he was a taxidermy deer and place him in the corner of our bedroom. He will remain unchanged, standing in the corner of the room, and that will be his last kindness to us. I rolled my eyes, and the conversation ended. There were no more talks of taxidermized fathers or ghoulish aunts taking up space in our home.

When my dad died, I remember feeling nothing. In retrospect, I was far more distressed at the sight of him in the hospital bed, alive but unresponsive. I had tried to wake him up, like I did every time he decided to nap in the most inconvenient places (specifically the nice spot on the couch that got the most sunlight in the afternoon), but I couldn’t rouse him from this type of sleep. I tried regardless. He died a few hours later, without any of us by his side.

I was playing Minecraft when I learned of his death. My mother came out into the living room, haggard, and confirmed my assumptions. I paused my game, let myself be held, and allowed my mother and sister to cry. I didn't feel like crying then, and after a couple hours, I returned to my game. I fed my wolves and cats, and went back to collecting wood to build my house.

I attended his wake in my favorite yoga pants and old blue shirt. I didn't own a black formal outfit and didn't really understand why I would need one. After all, my dad was lying dead in his sky-blue coffin in a t-shirt in the most atrocious shade of neon yellow I had ever seen. I cited this to my grandmother, who spoke briskly about respecting my elders, and left me feeling more confused. My dad hated neutral and dark colors, I was simply dressing to his preferences. Wasn’t that showing my respect to him?

My mother took us every day to the wake, and I would amuse myself by memorizing his face and wrinkles. It was fascinating to see where my dad ended and where the corpse began. His veins were too prominent, his skin too transparent, and he usually snored when he slept like this. I placed a hand on him, and immediately recoiled. I thought back to his comments about wanting to be taxidermied upon his death, and believed for a second that my mother went through with his wishes. Its chest was too solid, and its skin was too cold. This was not the man I slept on top of every afternoon, or the one who woke up early every morning to cuddle me before we had to get ready for school. I didn't look at the corpse for the rest of the wake.

I remember distracting myself by playing the piano, located to the left of the casket. The piano was situated to face the coffin, but thankfully, it was too tall for me to see over. I didn't know what I was playing, but there was a need to break the somber silence. I played major chords, which were reminiscent of his pop songs that he loudly sang every morning. I stayed there, hitting the keys with a numbness I couldn’t describe.

My cousins pulled me away shortly after their arrival, and I busied myself with hugs and condolences and Kingdom Hearts. I sat to the right of the damned open casket and was just able to make out the top of his bandana. I fought the urge to snatch it from the corpse and place it back in his drawers where it belonged.

When they closed the coffin, I felt my heart wrench. For the first time, I was struck with an unbelievable feeling of dread and pain. I wanted to scream and cry, and to fight off every priest with their stupid ringing incense and calm voices. I wanted to shake my dad awake, to tell him this was a horrible prank, and that I was sorry for giving him a hard time about kissing him goodbye earlier that week. I wanted to call him dramatic for this frankly extreme reaction to me complaining about how affectionate he was, that I wouldn’t interrupt his naps anymore, that I'd never laugh at his middle name again if he would just wake up. In the span of a few seconds, the coffin clicked shut, and every piece of me shattered at once.

My mother said that I should have said my goodbyes before they closed the coffin.

Click.

I should have said "I love you" before I shut his car door that morning.

My dad died on a Saturday, and it was just that. I didn’t grieve, not like how others might’ve grieved, and I moved on without him. I missed him though, I missed him horribly, but I felt no sadness in the way my family described theirs. I pretended not to notice the stares and whispers, and refused to put effort into deciphering any of them. If anyone asked, I missed the consistency and the routine. I did not grieve.

It boiled over on a Tuesday, nearly three years later. The breakfast and dinners my mother prepared didn't taste the same. She burned the eggs and bread that my dad would always make perfectly. She refused to put Vienna sausages and hard-boiled eggs in my chocolate oatmeal because she thought it was gross. There was no breakfast for dinner, no adobo or sinigang waiting for me after my mid-afternoon nap. In my frustrations, I left the dining room table, went to the bathroom, and sat on the sink, just like how I used to when my dad and I were getting ready for bed.

The only thing keeping me company now is the hum of the fluorescent lights and the shaky rumble of the overhead fan.

I don’t remember anything other than the waves of dread, the rage at the unfairness, and the feeling of loneliness. Every memory rushed forth at once, and in clear, horrible detail, I watched my dad die again in front of my eyes.

I left the bathroom silently, and grabbed his jacket, and wished it still carried the smell of his cologne. I cried into the ugly stuffed turtle he gave me and wished that it was me that died, or my mother, or anyone other than him that had to go.

Grief made its home in my ribs, bashing against my heart and lungs, attempting to shatter what remained of me into smaller and smaller pieces. I fell into a restless sleep, wishing more than anything that these past few years were nothing more than a bad dream. I wished I was just sleeping in the back of his red truck, being soothed by the sound of his singing as he drove us down the highway near the Pacific Ocean. Any time now, I would wake up to him picking me up to carry me back to our home that overlooked the sea.

There will come a day when I will be older than he will ever be. I stood on his grave, taller than him now, and felt grief curling against my bones once more. I stared at his gravestone, with eyes like his, and wondered if he had to feel this grief too when his brother, my namesake, died far too soon.

I offered a quiet hello, and wrinkled my nose at the amount of goose feces littering his grave. He once complained about all the crap we had laying around the bed, and if I was in a brighter mood, I might’ve cracked a joke about him being a hypocrite.

I don’t know how to grieve, and I don’t know how to cope with it.

But as I’m staring at my dad’s grave, over ten years later, I’m beginning to think I’m starting to learn.

I’m starting to learn.

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ladylovesloki · 1 year

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Something Real: Chapter Fifteen

Pairings: Loki X Reader

Warnings: Language

Summary: The day after.

A/N: My goodness. This holiday season was wild. I hope everyone had a great time celebrating their holidays and Happy Festivus for the rest of us 😉

I hope you guys are still into this story because I still love writing about this little family 💚

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It felt like you were sleeping for a week when you woke up the morning after Maza took you. You assume Loki was responsible for the way you feel, most likely using magic to make sure you had a dreamless sleep. The thoughtfulness making your eyes water. You look over to the other side of the bed and see Loki sound asleep, you take your hand and brush it through his hair. He moans from the sensation of your hand massaging his head and opens his eyes, the light hitting them just right and making them the most beautiful shade of green you have ever seen.

He smiles, “hi.”

You smile back, “hi.”

“How long have you been awake? My magic must be more depleted than I thought.”, he takes your face in his hands and inspects you.

“Not long, I’m sorry I woke you.”

He shakes his head, “hush.”

Tears start to roll down your face, “hey…are you alright? Are you in pain?”, he asks urgently.

You shake your head, “no I’m just..”, you can’t even put words together you just continue to cry.

“Shh..”, Loki leans down and gives you a sweet kiss and pulls you into his arms. “I’m here darling, she can’t hurt you as long as you are in my arms.”

“Don’t let me go please Loki, I’m so sorry..”, you sob into his chest.

“Sorry? Darling what do you have to be sorry for? If not for me this woman wouldn’t even know who you were. This is all my fault, I was careless. I was just so happy with you and the boys, I should’ve been more vigilant.”

You pull away from him “No, this is Maza’s fault. I’m tired of wasting time Loki, we almost wasted another chance for our family to be together. No more.”

He shakes his head, “no more. I love you y/n.”

“I love you too.”, you give him another kiss that quickly turns into a more passionate one.

Knock Knock Knock

You break apart to answer the quiet knock, “come in.”

Thor peaks his head in the door, “good morning, the children are awake and asking for you. Narfi can sense you have both awoken.”

You nod, “ok, we’ll be right out. Thank you Thor.”

“Of course sister, I’m glad to see you well.”, he closes the door to leave you both to get ready. You look up at Loki who is staring at you, “what?”

“I’m just so relieved to have you in my arms again. I was terrified when we couldn’t find you and then when we found you…I’m afraid it’s an image that won’t soon leave my mind.”, he admits softly and looks away from you almost like he was embarrassed for his feelings.

You palm his cheek and direct his gaze back to you, “I’m home safe and sound with my boys. Thanks to you and our family, now…lets go and see our babies and have a nice family day…together..”

Loki nods, gives you another quick kiss and you both get out of bed. After you’re ready to face the day you both go to the living room where the kids and Thor are waiting for you both. As soon as they see you arrive hand in hand they both shoot up from the couch and run into your arms. You kneel down and scoop them both in your arms, “my boys…”, you separate yourself from them to get a good look at them both. “I’m so sorry this happened…are you both ok?”

They nod, “we were so scared mommy…”, Vali admitted.

Narfi nods along with him, “we thought we were never going to see you again…you felt so scared.”, you can see tears start to fill both of their eyes. You bring them in for another tight hug.

Loki kneels down and puts a hand on your back, “let’s all sit down, momma is still recovering from her ordeal.”

They all move to sit, you see Thor try to discreetly wipe tears he cried from witnessing your sweet family moment away from his face. You give him a knowing smile and he rolls his eyes.

“Ok boys so I won’t lie to you…what happened yesterday was very scary, for all of us.”, you start.

“What happened mommy? Why did that lady take you?”, Vali asks.

Loki decides to chime in, “a woman who used to work in the palace in Asgard was…ill..she had this idea that her and I…”, he was struggling to explain this situation to his young children.

You decide to save him, “a bad lady fell in love with your dad hundreds of years ago and became so jealous of this wonderful life we have with him, she wanted to steal me away so she can have it all for herself.”

The boys take sharp inhales, “is that what you were trying to figure out with mommy when you were gonna leave?”, Narfi asks.

Loki nods, “yes, the bad lady, Maza, she made up a story about me and used very old, powerful magic to cover up her lies so I couldn’t sense her falsehood. She attempted to separate your mother and I to try and break apart our family…but thanks to you both, Uncle Thor, your Aunts Val and Sylvie we were able to stop her before she can take your mother away from us.”

Narfi throws himself at his mother, hugging her tightly, “I felt how scared you were mommy…”

You close your eyes and hug him back, “I know baby, I’m so sorry you felt all of that. But like daddy said if it weren’t for all of you I don’t know if daddy would’ve found me in time. I know sometimes this ability you have is scary and a lot for such a young boy, but you saved my life baby. I’m so proud of you.”

Loki wraps his arm around his family on the couch, “Vali, your strength and your faith in your brother and the bond you share with him helped us find your mother. I’m so proud of the both of you.”

“What about the bad lady daddy? Will she come back?”, Narfi asks in a small voice.

“I don’t know Narfi, but now that we know the truth, we can protect your mother to make sure this never happens again. In the meantime Aunt Val has all of New Asgard on alert, she won’t come near this family again.”, Loki reassures his family.

“Does that mean you’re not leaving daddy?”, Vali asks.

Loki looks to you and you give him a smile, he looks back at the boys, “no boys, I’m not going anywhere. I promise. Nothing can take me away from all of you.”. Loki keeps his family wrapped in his embrace, tightening his grip ever so slightly.

Thor stands, “I’m going to check on Val and what the guard situation looks like. I will assist in capturing this woman, I know we will all rest easier once she has been apprehended.”

Loki nods at Thor, stands and walks over to his brother and brings him into a hug, “thank you brother, again you have come to the aid of my family. Without all of you…”

“Hush brother, we will not speak of what could have been. Hold your family close, love your lady. Stop wasting time. That’s how you can thank me.”, Thor whispers in his ear for him alone.

Loki nods and separates from Thor who looks over at the kids still seated next to their mother, “come boys, give me a hug.”

They both get up and jump into their uncle’s arms, “I’m proud of you boys, protect the house while I’m gone, yes?”

They both nod enthusiastically and as soon as they detach from their uncle they run back to you on the couch. You go to stand to also say your goodbyes but Thor motioned for you to stay sitting, “do not strain yourself sister, I need you well to help me keep after my hedonistic brother.”

“Hey!”, Loki barks from behind his brother.

You giggle at the brothers, “thank you again Thor, get some rest yourself.”

He nods, “I will rest when Maza is inside a cell. I will be back soon. Rest”. Thor leans down and gives you a kiss on the forehead. He nods to his brother and walks out the living room to leave out the front door.

Narfi and Vali are now sitting on opposite sides of you on the couch, both had their arms wrapped around your waste while your arms are wrapped around their shoulders. You lean down and kiss the top of both of their heads, “you guys hungry?”.

You can feel them both nod. Loki looks at you and you give him a soft smile, you both know that you don’t have the energy to stand let alone cook a meal for the family. So, Loki holds his hands out to the coffee table in front of him and conjures a big breakfast feast. Plates of eggs, bacon, sausage and of course…pancakes. A big pitcher of orange juice also appears on the table which the boys enjoyed but was sure to hand you a cup of coffee. You give him a bigger smile and the look in your eyes gives him all of the thanks that he needs.

“Alright boys, eat up. You’re still going to feel slightly fatigued after the last few days, you used a lot of your power.”

“It looks so good daddy! Thank you!”, Vali’s says excitedly, his appetite kicking in. He gently removes himself from your hold and goes to make his plate. Narfi thanks his dad as well and moves to also make his own plate.

“You’re welcome.”, he smiles fondly at his children for a moment and then he makes a plate, handing it to you. “My love, you must eat.”

You nod, “thank you baby.”

Loki leans down and gives you a sweet quick kiss as he passes you the plate he made for you. He makes his own and takes a seat next to you, the boys were sitting on the floor using the coffee table to lean on. Loki had cleared away the extra food and conjured some seat pillows for the boys to sit on the floor comfortably while they ate. You normally wouldn’t condone eating in the living room like this but you were just so happy to be back with your family you didn’t care. Also, Loki can use his magic to clean up any mess the boys might create.

Once everyone finished, Loki used his magic to clear everyone’s plates. He looked at his family who have all taken seats on the couch and all looked ready for another round of sleep. “Boys, why don’t you go to your rooms and take a nap. You’re both still feeling the effects of your magic from the last few days. You both need more rest.”

No energy to fight they both nods their heads, give you hugs and kisses and go to their rooms to take some well deserved rest. When the doors to their rooms had closed you look over to Loki who was looking at you, “you must be exhausted too. You need your own rest, between using your magic, protecting the boys, saving me…it’s been a lot Loki.”

He released an exhale, “yes I will admit I do feel my magic is not at it’s full capacity. How are you feeling?”

“I’m ok, definitely tired but I just want…”

“What darling, whatever it is I will do anything to make it so. Anything for you.”

“You..”, you say quietly.

“Me? You wish for us to rest together? Let us go to our chambers and…”

You shake your head slightly, “I want you….”

“Darling? You need to rest.”, Loki cautions.

“I know and I will, I just want to be as close to you as possible…please?”

Loki swallows and nods, he rises from the couch and picks you up. He walks with you in his arms to your bedroom and Loki gently places you on the bed. You slide up the bed so your head was resting on your pillow, Loki gets on the bed and moves to hover on top of you. “Y/n…you need rest. We should not….”

You interrupt him by leaning up to kiss him, “Loki. Shut up.”. You continue to kiss him and he finally rests his body against yours. He breaks the kiss from your lips and starts to kiss down your body. He rises up, sits on his heals and closes his eyes. You reach our hands up and rest them on his now heaving chest, “you ok?”

“Yes. I’m just making sure the boys are in a deep sleep and they stay that way for a little while.”, he opens his eyes and he stares at you so intensely. “I love you y/n.”.

You smile at him, “I love you too Loki.”

He leans down and kisses you again, he removes his shirt and continues to pepper your body with kisses. He lifts up the bottom of your shirt and you lean up slightly and help him take it off, he kisses you while you’re sitting up for that moment and then releases you to lay back down. He kisses your chest and when he gets to kissing in between your breasts he stops and you can feel him shake slightly. You brush your hand through his hair, “hey…you ok?”

He lifts his head up to look at you and you see tears fall down his face, “I’m sorry…I…don’t…I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”. Loki immediately breaks down in tears sobbing, it was like all of the emotions he was feeling during your kidnapping all came down at once. His fear of losing you, the children’s fear, all of this unpleasantness and heartache weighing down on him.

“Hey..it’s ok..come here…”, you move so you can cradle him in your arms as he cried. You let him continue his cry until he had no more tears left and his body finally stopped shaking. “I’m here. Like you said this morning, I am home safe with you and our boys.”. You can feel him nods his head as he collects himself.

“Forgive me…I don’t know what came over me.”, he looks at you with a bit of embarrassment.

“Hush..you don’t have to apologize…I’m sorry I didn’t even think about what this has done to you. I was so focused on the boys being ok, I should’ve been just as concerned and focused about you.”

He closes his eyes and more tears fall, “I have ruined the moment haven’t I?”

You shake your head, “no baby, this is perfect. Come lay with me.”

You both adjust on the bed so Loki is laying against the headboard with you on his chest. You close your eyes and inhale deeply, soaking in his presence. It was only a few days of separation between you two but you missed being with him like this. You can feel your body start to get heavier as you start falling asleep. You chance a look at Loki and find he has already lost the battle to his exhaustion, his eyes are closed and his soft breathing indicate he is asleep. You snuggle back into his chest and close your eyes, you yourself giving in to the exhaustion.

A few hours later Loki’s phone goes off. He reaches for it on his night stand, “it’s Thor. He, Val and Sylvie will be here shortly. Apparently they have news.”

“Mmm..maybe they caught her already?”, you say sleepily.

“That would be ideal indeed. Would you like to stay in bed a little while longer? They would understand, I can deal with the oaf.”

“No, I want to know what this news is. Plus we should get the kids up or they’ll be up all night.”

Loki nods and instead of going to freshen up in the bathroom Loki decided to use his magic to freshen the both of you up. You look to him and he shrugs and smiles, “I feel at full strength and… I do not wish to be apart from you..”

You walk to him and place your hand on his cheek, “you’re not gonna watch me poop.”

He rolls his eyes, “let’s go and get the actual children up darling.”

He looks at his phone and informs Thor that they were awake and rested up enough for them to come to the house.

Meanwhile you knock on Vali’s door first, you open it after no response and see him asleep in his bed. You walk over and sit next to him and start to run your hand through his dark hair, just like you used to do when they were babies. He starts to wake and when he opens his eyes to see you he smiles, “hey mom…you ok?”

You smile at his sweetness, “yea baby I’m fine, you?”

He nods, “I’m ok…dad’s still here right?”, he asks worriedly.

“Of course he is baby, he’s talking to your uncle. He’s gonna come by with your aunts in a little while, you and your brother have to wake up.”

“Ok.”, he gets up out of bed and he walks into his bathroom. You get up from his bed and go to the door next door. The door was already cracked and when you peak your head in you see Loki sitting on the bed with Narfi in his arms. He was running his hand through Narfi’s hair just like you were with Vali’s, you open the door a little wider to make your presence known. “He ok?”

Loki nods, “yes he seems to be a little less drained but he is still fatigued. His ability took a lot out of him and he is still young yet.”

“Should we let him sleep a little more?”

Loki shakes his head, “no, I transferred some of my magical energy to help him rejuvenate a little faster. He should be fine soon. Thor and company will be here shortly.”

“Ok, I’ll get dinner started.” You close the door and make your way to the kitchen. You went to take out your cookware but out of nowhere Loki’s hand lays on top of yours stopping you from opening your cabinet.

“Darling, you shouldn’t be doing too much just yet. Let me take care of providing for the family tonight.”

“I feel fine really, I just want some normalcy…”

“Alright, but if you start to feel tired you tell me immediately and I will finish what you started. Promise me.”

“I promise.”, you go up on your tippy toes and give him a sweet kiss. He removes his hand from yours on the cabinet and you continue to get out everything you need to cook. Loki moves to sit down on one of the bar stools to watch you work but there was a knock at the door.

Your eyes go wide with a moment of fear and then you remembered Thor, Val and Sylvie would be coming over.

Loki notices your momentary fright, “it’s alright darling, it’s the oaf. I’ll see to them.”

He leaves the kitchen and you can hear him open the door and greet his brother, variant and King. “Brother, Sylvie, Val…you said you have news?”, he opens the door wide and shows them to the kitchen to have a seat in there while you cook so you can hear everything.

They all walk in and see you working in the kitchen, “hey guys!”

“Sister..you look well.”, Thor walks over to you and gives you a kiss on the cheek.

You smile, “have a seat everyone I’ll have dinner done soon.”

“The boys?”, Sylvie asks.

“In their rooms, Vali should be along shortly but Narfi might need a little more time.”, Loki informs her.

Thor nods, “he used much of his ability yesterday it is no surprise he is still in need of rest… Are you making meatloaf?”

“Thor. The news?”, Loki interrupts before Thor’s stomach takes over his train of thought.

Val sits up tall, “there has been no sign of Maza. It is as though she has disappeared. She has not returned to her house or her job. I had guards stationed at the front gates all night and they didn’t report anyone leaving.”

“She had my mother’s spell books for who knows how long. She is more than likely capable of much more than just a disappearing act. No, she’s just licking her wounds right now. Laying low to come up with another plan.”

“Maybe she’ll just get the hint and fuck off.”, Sylvie chimes in.

“And when have things ever been that simple for us?”, Loki asks her with some snark.

Sylvie smiles, looks at the table and nods.

“So what? We try and live our lives like we don’t have a psychopath out there waiting for the right moment to kill me?”, you ask.

“We guard you and your children as much as possible with as little disruption to your lives as possible and Loki keeps you close until this is resolved.”

“What about the kid’s school? My job?”

“I have no problem continuing the children’s schooling from home until Maza is caught.”, Loki volunteers happily.

“No, they need to be around their friends at school. Socialization is important at this age, we can’t completely uproot their lives.”, you argue.

“We can have guards stationed at the school.”, Val suggests. “As far as your job…”

“I can go to work with you.”, Loki interrupts and smiles.

“Ha..no.”

His face falls as Thor looks like he’s going to burst into laughter, “why not?”.

“Loki, you would get ridiculously bored and what happens when you get bored?…”

He looks to the floor, then to you, then back to the floor, “…mischief…”

“That’s right…mischief…and I can’t have you wreaking havoc at a hospital.”

“I would behave for you darling, I would not do anything to jeopardize your position at the hospital. I know how much you love it. I just do not wish to leave you unprotected and Maza took you from that exact place. What she has learned from mother’s books…she is very dangerous and I fear she will not stop until…”

“Until I’m dead…”, you say darkly.

“She won’t even get close enough to you to try.”, Loki says seriously, walks over to you and takes you in his arms.

“And what if she does?”, you ask.

“We need to level the playing field. And I have just what you need.”

Everyone turns to the new voice.

A large smile spreads on Thor’s face.

“Sif!”

To be continued…

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sotwk · 4 months

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Hi, Anon who asked about Celebrian here! Thank you for your great answer.

I just loved loved loved your HCs so much it made me sob, fr my 3-year-old sister offered me chocolate because she saw me crying (no I’m not that young we are just like elves: born one generation apart from each other).

Toddlers cuteness and generosity aside, I love that the two women have a sisterhood-type of friendship, me and my best friend are just the same, although not related at all but in Tolkien everyone is basically related to one another and we like it that way. (“Confusingly complex family tree” As you rightly said)

Also I do love your depiction of young!Legolas because he reminds me of my little sister and it’s such a joy to have her around and that is true for him too.

Not relevant to the topic discussed, the idea of Thranduil being jealous of poor Lindir is hilarious, and it absolutely MAKE SENSE. There is a reason he became a fan favorite over the years so I absolutely want to see how that will play out and maybe what his reaction to the knowledge that a prince, a Sindar of Doriath, thinks of him as competition. Hilarious but also true, i dare say.

One last thing: If I remember correctly, but feel free to correct me if I’m wrong, Maereth has/had a brother or a sister? Im not so sure of this, I think in The Crown you mention a nephew of the elvenqueen. But I didn’t see them mentioned when you posted about her genealogy. Im probably misremembering or it’s something I made up based on your HCs.

Now I stop ranting. Have a nice weekend! Byeee <3

my 3-year-old sister offered me chocolate because she saw me crying

I'm sorry for the tears, but I hope it was a cathartic cry! *hug* I'm glad the friendship between the two Elf-Queens (Celebrian is a Queen in my mind, titles be damned!) moved you so much.

Toddlers are so amazingly compassionate! My husband woke with lower back aches this morning and our 4-year-old seriously tried to give him a massage. XD You and your little sister sound very sweet!

the idea of Thranduil being jealous of poor Lindir is hilarious, and it absolutely MAKE SENSE.

I have such a soft spot for Lindir! He's just that shy, slightly awkward and nerdy guy who might get overlooked for being quiet, but he's actually a hottie who's unaware of his own sex-appeal. So yeah. Even though he and Maereth's friendship stays entirely platonic, stew on that for a while, Thranduil.

Maereth has/had a brother or a sister? Im not so sure of this, I think in The Crown you mention a nephew of the elvenqueen.

I'm gonna give you a virtual trophy for being the first one to notice this and bring it up with me! I've been dropping mentions of Maereth's nephew/the Thranduilions' cousin in multiple hc posts and fics now! Here are just a few of those sources:

The Crown

Greenleaf's Day Out, Chapter 5

Yuletide in the Elvenking's Realm, Day 5: Five Golden Rings

SotWK OC: Olondir, Master Craftsman of the Woodland Realm

Lord Olondir (oc) is the son and only child of Maereth's brother, Calinondo (oc). Although he died fighting in the War of the Last Alliance, Calinondo is a significant character in the SotWK AU because he became heir to the knowledge and craft of the great Celebrimbor, his uncle and mentor. (Remember that Maereth's grandfather is Maglor, which makes Maereth's mother and Celebrimbor first cousins--they were very close with each other.)

Calinondo passed on everything he knew to his son, so that by the Third Age, Olondir was named the Master Craftsman of the Woodland Realm. Apart from helping craft the Elvenking's famous crown, he was responsible for other creations such as the faemir/calarsil mentioned in "Greenleaf's Day Out". Most of the armour and weaponry used by Mirkwood's soldiers in the Third Age, as you see in BotFA, was also designed by him (alongside Mirion, who was a Master Bladesmith). These Noldorin craftsmen were responsible for upgrading the inferior armour and weapons that contributed to the Silvans' defeat at the War of the Last Alliance. In essence, the fact that Noldorin craftsmanship lived on in Thranduil's family helped Mirkwood survive Sauron's onslaughts.

Because I've been sharing fancasts right and left, here is my fancast for Olondir, nephew of the Elvenqueen: Jake Gyllenhaal.

Olondir is the the only Elf in the Woodland Realm who can grow a beard in his Second Cycle. Remember whom else he descended directly from? Mahtan, the great smith of Valinor and father of Nerdanel! Olondir keeps his beard to honor that part of his heritage, which he is most proud of.

Side note: I have a creator's crush on Olondir. He's almost like a 6th Thranduilion Prince, and his character is quite sexy. He's got the Fëanorean edge to him. Although he's not super developed in my head yet, I would love to write more about him someday! XD

By the way, Maereth actually had three older brothers; her two eldest brothers were twins: Surlírë and Vëalírë, but they died in the War of Wrath alongside their father Eärondir, so sadly Maereth barely knew them. But boys and twins ran strong in their family, just as in Fëanor's.

Anywaaaaay, thank YOU for letting me ramble on this long again! XD I love you so much for geeking out about my OCs with me, Anon! I'm gonna have to write this down in a proper and more thorough post later on, but it felt really good to share this much!

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chrisevansdaughter · 2 years

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Disney With a Twist

a/n hi, i hope you enjoy this story. I have done research beforehand and would just like to stress that every experience with any of the medical conditions linked to this story is different for everyone, some for me from personal experience :)

Anyways i can take requests and once again i hope you enjoy!

Summary: the reader suffers from seizures and has a form of autism where they get overwhelmed on a cast trip to Disney.

Warnings: Mentions of Seizures, Anxiety & Medication

Y/n's POV

For as long as I can remember seizures have been apart of my everyday life and don't get me wrong I wouldn't change half of the things I've experienced for the world like the incredible bond I have with Chris my brother and living with him, meeting his cast mates and being invited almost everywhere with them and always being involved but having seizures are something not many people other than family and the cast know about. The stress makes it a possibility for a massive seizure or multiple to happen which is draining as hell!

Add a new place, and being overwhelmed to the mix and it doesn't really end well.

Chris's POV

So I've been asked by the cast to invite y/n on a cast trip since we have a break from filming and we decided on Disney, because why not. Disney is Disney! And it's amazing that they include her in so much she's literally everyone's little sister and it's amazing how they deal with her by helping her out with anything from being overwhelmed and calming her down to helping with seizures making sure she's safe.

I went to go find y/n to ask her if she's down to come for the 2 weeks we're planning to go. With of course making sure Seb is coming too because when I first introduced y/n to the cast she instantly gravitated towards Seb because of how calm and good he is with her, they're honestly two peas in a pod. Essentially he's another big brother for her in my eyes and I'm great full for that to be honest.

Y/n was in the living room of my house because she comes with me every once in a while to LA from Boston whilst I'm filming because it breaks it up and she just loves spending time with everyone.

"Hey sweetheart, you okay?" I asked her

"Yeah I'm good Chrissie." Y/n replied

"So, bug I've got a question for you. Would you like to come to Disney for 2 weeks with me and the cast for a break?"

"I guess so as long as Seb is going. Then I can stay with you two just in case anything happens." Y/n said

I knew she was hesitant because of the anxiety she has going to new places since she has the seizures and the autism that doesn't help when she gets overwhelmed easily with new places. Over time she's gotten better going to new places as long as she's comfortable with the people she's with hence why I had to check if Seb was going.

"Bubs, he is going so we'll be fine I promise you, and if you get overwhelmed or have a seizure you'll be okay." I reassured her

" I would love to come to Disney then!" She said getting really excited and stimming with my hands whilst we're sat on the couch watching tv with dodge looking out for her.

I laughed at her cute reaction to wanting to come with us it really does make me think that I've got such an amazing sibling.

****TIME SKIP****

Y/n's POV:

We got in to The park where our hotel was yesterday after travelling almost all day and let me tell you it was extremely exhausting! It made me a little bit anxious to put it nicely I had to have Chris and Seb talk me down from a panic attack since I don't do really well with travelling to new places.

It was 7am Chris's alarm went off whilst I was trying to sleep and trying is the key word here as I was awake most of the night because my brain just couldn't go to sleep since I was anxious of the new place that we were in; that's just another downside of the autism which I dislike a lot.

Chris woke up and did his daily thing of coming to give me cuddles and say good morning to me since this has been our thing since we were kids

"Good morning bug, did you sleep okay?" He said with sleep still ever so evidently in his voice

"Not really, my brain wouldn't shut off." I sigh being honest with him

"Oh sweetheart, I'm sorry, it's okay. You're safe and we're going to have an amazing time here." He said whilst bringing me in to a hug to help me ground myself

Chris's POV

Y/n and I started to get ready for our day in the park after our morning cuddle which it seemed she needed after the night she had of not sleeping after being so anxious about being here. It pulls on my heart strings to watch and listen to her say she didn't sleep because of this but it's a regular thing for me to experience with her, more than I'd like if I'm honest.

Whilst she was getting dressed and ready. I was getting her "go" bag ready as I like to call it that had everything she'd need for the day in the park like emergency meds, ear defenders, sensory toys and one of my hoodies on top of everything else because she's always said my scent comforts her which will help with a day that is bound to be overwhelming for her and cause a seizure or 2 but hopefully that doesn't happen.

Once I'd finished getting everything we needed for the day y/n was just sat on the bed looking like she was staring out the window but she was staring at the wall so I tried to grab her attention by calling her name but she didn't react.

An absent seizure.

The one thing I was hoping that she wouldn't have today since one absent seizure usually meant a string of the was coming which I wouldn't put past her since the day she had travelling here..

"Y/n, hey sweetheart are you okay?" I said kneeling in front of her with my hands on her shoulders to try and bring her back to reality.

"Hmm?" Y/n said once she was back

"I asked if you were okay bug, you just had a seizure but you're okay and we're going to meet everyone now if you're okay." I said helping her up

" I'm okay." She sighed getting ready to leave

I could already tell even with that small seizure it's already taken it out of her, it always does hopefully seeing this we'll have a chill day with everyone will help relax her..

****TIME SKIP****

Y/n's POV

After my little seizure this morning we had met up with everyone and finally made our way in to the park, I was with Seb and Chris staying really close to them since it was already overwhelming me with how busy it was and I think everyone noticed.

Since I was stimming quite a lot by a making noises like clicking and moving my neck,it's something I do which is a trait that come along with autism to just either help relax me or just get my point across in my own way; it's a normal thing for me and everyone spots it, usually it helps be before I get too overwhelmed.

I was okay though so we went on a couple of rides and it was great but I could feel myself 'spacing out' again or that's what I like to say when I feel like I'm about to have an absent.

Seb's POV

Y/n, Chris and I had just come off space mountain and was waiting for everyone else where we were meeting everyone since Chris, Y/n and I wanted to go on space mountain and no one else did. Whilst we were waiting for all of them to come back I noticed y/n 'spaced out' after stimming quite a lot and Chris had already told me about this morning so it was another seizure which is so annoying because they happen more often than any of us would like.

"Hey Chris, she's having another seizure." I said getting his attention whilst he was looking around for Scar and the rest of the group.

"Oh sweetheart." He said clearly you could tell it was pulling on his heart since his bond with was so special with her.

She came round pretty quick but didn't want to talk and when that happens we knows she extremely overwhelmed and at risk for a cluster of seizures or that mixed with a panic attack. As she was whining and close to crying from being uncomfortable so she either needed pressure from a hug or a safe space to decompress in her own way.

Red flag number 1

So we made our way over to the calm room that was in the medical area of the park after texting the group that we were going for a break.

Chris's POV

We made it to the calm room in the medical area of the park to let y/n decompress and relax to help her feel less overwhelmed by everything. I thought it would be a good idea to give her some meds to help her relax and try to prevent any further seizures or a panic attacks happening today because I wanted her to enjoy her time here more than having to worry about everything she'd had been for the time we'd already been here for.

"Bug, I'm gonna give some you some of you're meds with food so you can relax a bit and hopefully not have anymore seizures okay." I said whilst I was getting them ready with a drink too since she was cuddling Seb by one of the bubble tubes whilst being rocked for sensory output in the calm room.

She just nodded and that's red flag number 2 which tells us she's extremely anxious and she doesn't know how to put it across in words, which was okay with us. I think Seb gather this pretty quickly as she wanted pressure.

After a good hour, one small seizure and a panic attack later we were meeting the group for food to finally finishing the day off with the fireworks.

We all decided on little Italy for dinner since everyone would had something they would eat and I could guarantee that y/n would eat too.

****TIME SKIP****

Y/n's POV

After dinner we walked as a group to the castle where we could go and watch the fireworks. I decided to cling to Seb and my brother more than usual whilst wearing Chris's hoodie for comfort and my ear defenders so I didn't get anxious bring near loads of people whilst watching the fireworks.

Honestly my favourite bit of Disney is the fireworks I love so much and I think Chris and Seb could clearly see that with me bouncing on my feet going from my heel to my toe stimming whilst stood watching. I think it gave it away that I was smiling like a mad person too.

"You having fun pipsqueak." Seb asked whilst laughing at me for how excited I was. Pipsqueak was always my nickname from Seb since I met him as there is a considerable height difference between me and him of me being 5'2 and him being 6'0 like Chris.

"Ya I am" I said finally comfortable enough to speak again.

Seb's POV

Once again whilst we were all watching the fireworks I occasionally looked over at y/n and saw another one of her red flags so number 3 for a cluster of seizures which is where she'll involuntarily hold her breath without realising it, which is terrifying to be honest as it it makes her pass out most of the time; and I seriously do hate it that she can't just enjoy something without having to worry about a seizure or being overwhelmed to the point she can't speak or has a panic attack because of it.

It seemed Chris noticed what I did so we a mental conversation that it was properly best to go back to the hotel before the escalated. I stood by y/n whilst Chris went to say we were going back to the hotel just in case and that we would let them know what happens if not that we'll see them tomorrow.

"Hey y/n honey we're going back to the hotel, I know you don't want us to cut this short but we need to go back to the hotel just in case you feel a big seizure come on, okay." I said whilst hugging her reassuring her she was okay because I could tell she wasn't herself and almost 'not there' which was red flag number 4

****Time SKIP****

Y/n's POV

We had got back to the hotel about 20 minutes ago and we were just relaxing the boys were on their phones whilst I was laying on the bed watching the fireworks that I could see out the window drained from today's activities; whilst still in Chris's hoodie with my weighted blanket for extra pressure.

I started to feel numb and fuzzy which is something I hate because I know what comes next.

A seizure.

I mentally sigh it's the one thing I didn't want to happen because I am always drained and achy after.

So I got Chris and Seb's attention to warn them and so I knew that I was okay.

"Chrissie." I said just above a whisper

Chris's POV

I was sat on my phone with y/n laying on the bed watching the fireworks though the window with her blanket whilst me and Seb were sat on the couch in the room and y/n got my attention even though I swear she was so quite I almost missed what she said.

"Chrissie." I heard just above a whisper

"Hey bug you okay?" I asked her having an inkling of what might happen soon

"No I feel- I" she tried to get out so I asked her what I thought she was trying to say

And that just a small thing of many that happens before a seizure, it a noticeable one where she either slurs her speech or stutters on her words struggling to make sentences.

"Sweetheart do you feel like you're going to have seizure?" I ask with me saying that it gets Sebastian's attention

"Mmmhmm" I hear whilst she starts to cry because she hates feeling them coming and it breaks my heart seeing her like that

"It's okay bug" I tell her "just let it happen, me and Seb are here. You're safe." I say reassuring her and after that she started to seize on the bed.

So I got Seb to time it whilst I got the blanket off her and anything on the way of her that would injure her, making sure to turn her into the recovery position to let it run it's course whilst stroking her head out of her face telling her she's okay.

After about two minutes she had stopped completely but her eyes were still rolling so I knew it wasn't over yet.

A minute later she came round quite confused "y/n your alright, bug you just had a seizure." I say reassuring her "You're in the hotel room with me and Seb."

Even though she had come round she had another absent seizure just staring at me, then as we thought that she had finally got a break for the first time today she started seizing again on the bed with Seb timing again. It lasted for 3 minutes and it took her another 5 to come round after all of that she just wanted to sleep and to be honest I didn't blame her neither did Seb, because we both knew she was tired and achy since it took so much out of her.

But for the day she's had I couldn't be more proud of her because even though she's had 6 seizures and a panic attack she enjoyed herself even though she was overwhelmed. After all that Seb said goodnight to us and went back to his room,

Y/n just wanted 'Chrissie cuddles' as she called them, she always has since she was little like how I call her 'bug'. So I didn't mind.

In true Evans style we fell asleep to the little mermaid after we both only watching a little bit of it, y/n faster than me because i’d given her rescue meds just to hopefully halt anymore activity for the night.

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Chapter 2

When Anne woke up that morning she couldn't help but scream as soon as her brother informed her of everything and who was in the house staying as a guest. —WHAT! - she shouted so loudly that it was heard perfectly in the dining room where Elizabeth, William and Captain Salazar were having breakfast. —I thought you were dying to see him," said Henry in a mocking tone, "Just tell me one thing, did you fall in love with him when he was a ghost or was it later? - It was amazing how easily Henry could put her in a bad mood. —What do you care about? -she shouted again. Elizabeth looked up in embarrassment —I am very sorry for my children's behavior," she said, apologizing- "Henry, my son, likes to tease his sister. —Don't worry, Mrs. Turner," to tell the truth, he didn't mind Annie's shouting, it was nice to hear her again and he was anxious to see her and talk to her. —Henry Turner Swann, you're an idiot! - he shouted again, leaning out of his bedroom door. —We're all having breakfast now," Henry exclaimed as Annie just made a mocking gesture in imitation of her brother. The maids helped Annie into a beautiful dress of her own choosing, blue with silver embroidery. She took a deep breath and went downstairs to the dining room. As she listened as her mother and the governor spoke to Captain Salazar. —I don't think you'll be bored in Port Royal, Captain," said Elizabeth. —I think he'll be quite busy," said the Governor, "There's never a stubborn pirate who dares to land in Port Royal. —And it is precisely for that reason that…" Armando stood up quickly as soon as he saw Annie enter the doorway and greet everyone. Their gazes met- Good morning, Miss Turner. -Armando," said Annie in a whisper and without being able to contain herself she rushed up to him and hugged him without caring that everyone was looking at him in surprise. When Armando felt Annie's arms around his back, he let himself be carried away by his feelings and hugged her back while he kissed her forehead - I missed you! - she confessed happily. —Annie Elizabeth Turner, what's going on here? - asked her mother, annoyed and confused. —Mother…" Annie moved a little away from the captain. —Mrs. Turner, please excuse my boldness, but this is not the first time Annie and I have met. —How do you know each other already? —Yes, mother. Armando… I mean Captain Salazar," she quickly corrected herself, "saved my life on one occasion. Armando smiled at the memory of that moment she was talking about.

~¤~

Henry and Annie, disguised as a man, had boarded an English ship with the intention of searching for Captain Jack Sparrow to help them find Poseidon's trident and thus break their father's curse. Annie did not hesitate at any moment to undertake that adventure with her brother, even though she had very little hope of finding Jack Sparrow. The English ship they were on was in pursuit of a pirate ship. Henry stuck his hand out of a hole in the ship, peering through a broken mirror he held in his hands.

—faster useless, pathetic rats, pump out the kettle and stock up on provisions.

Anne watched her brother peering out with the mirror.

—Henry, come back here...You don't want us to get kicked off another ship," said Anne trying to sound a little masculine.

—It's a corvette...maybe stolen by the pirate Bullet." Suddenly she watched as Henry, her brother, addressed the officer.

—I told you not to leave your post, boy.

— I need to speak to the captain," Henry pushed the officer and hurried upstairs.

—Damn it! - whispered Annie, abandoning her post and going after her brother.

—No, don't! - shouted Henry. Anne watched him without a clear understanding of what it was that had him that way-Don't do it!

—You will not address the captain, boy.

—Sir, read your letters...I think they lead us into the devil's triangle," Henry warned.

—¿Do you hear this man? This rookie believes in an old sea myth.

Some of the officers smiled mockingly.

—Sir," Anne spoke up, —I think you would do well to listen to my brother. He has spent his whole life studying every myth of the sea. He knows every legend and curse of the sea. And he knows that every ship that enters the Devil's Triangle doesn't necessarily leave.

—Don't worry, sir," exclaimed the officer, —they are clearly disturbed.

—Sir, believe in what we tell you and change course. - said Henry

—¿How dare you?, you dare to give me orders? - exclaimed the captain in annoyance.

—Arrest them," shouted the lieutenant in command. Henry pushed some officers trying to get to the helm, while Annie pushed the officer and taking his sword from him began to fight with some officers, but before they could get very far her brother was stopped as well as her. The officer tore his sleeves -this is treason- and took them both to the area where the cells were located.

—This was their last chance- they were both thrown into the same cell—if it were up to me I would be hanging from the mast— he told them closing the cell— ¡On deck! - At the moment she and her brother fell face first to the floor the papyrus with the "Jack Sparrow wanted" pictures were scattered on the floor and the man in the cell next to theirs picked up one of the papyrus.

-Jack Sparrow... is dead. He lies in an unmarked grave in St. Martin's- Anne and Henry stared at each other for a couple of seconds, but were distracted as soon as they realized that the light suddenly disappeared. The boat creaked completely and Annie looked out the small window to the outside, but there was no sound except for the birds.—

—This is bad, isn't it? - Anne whispered to her brother, but Henry didn't answer and looked up as if he wanted to hear something that even she didn't understand. And seconds later the sound of the cannons began to be heard again. Annie thought they were still fighting the pirates. Henry looked out the window, but could see nothing, and Annie looked up to hear people shouting and the sound of swords clashing against each other. ¿Has someone boarded the ship? That was perfectly clear, but ¿who were the officers fighting? Another shout after another was heard and Annie noticed how a thick, red liquid seeped through the boards and began to fall slowly. Anne reached out her arm catching a few drops in her hand and, when she realized it was blood, she was so startled that she fell backwards causing a metal bucket to clank.

The sound of approaching footsteps began to be heard and the shadow of someone descending was glimpsed from the top of the stairs. The figure of a man was slowly approaching and the man next to his cell began to groan in fear. The man slowly approached and as Anne got up from the floor she watched in amazement as the other ghosts appeared before their eyes. The man walking slightly hunched over with a cane slowly approached through the bars of the cell causing Henry and Anne to take a step back. The man poked at one of the papyrus that read "Jack Sparrow."

—Jack Sparrow, — the man in the next cell began to moan in fear more and more - Shhh- whispered the mysterious man and one of his men approached him and buried his sword mercilessly. Anne watched as one of the ghosts gazed at her— Do you know this pirate? - asked the man approaching Henry.

—In name only," Henry replied with some trepidation.

—And will you look for it? - the man asked again. Henry watched as the other ghosts approached in a menacing tone and his breathing quickened.

—¿Is that a yes?

—Yes," Henry replied, completely terrified. Anne dared not move an inch, for they seemed oblivious to his presence so far.

—For many years the triangle has cursed us, condemning us to this hell on earth. The key to escape is Jack Sparrow... and that compass he holds. —Henry was frightened and tried to take another step backward. —No, don't be afraid of me, boy... i always leave one man alive to tell the tale. fetch Sparrow for me...and take him a message from Captain Salazar..... Salazar. Tell him I'll see the light of day again. And on that day...the dead—Anne swallowed hard as she saw a black liquid come out of Captain Salazar's mouth-Death will go straight for him. ¿Will you tell him? ¿Please?

—Yes

—I'd like to tell him in person, but dead men tell no tales." Salazar looked at the boy beside Henry and tapping his staff, one of the ghosts approached Annie's side, drawing his sword.

—¡No, no, no, no! Not my sister, please," Henry hastened to say.

—¡Get your filthy hands off me! - said Anne trying to get away, drawing the attention of Salazar who approached her. He watched her closely and one of the ghosts pulled the ribbon that held her hair in a kind of ponytail. They all watched her as her hair slowly cascaded down— ¿does my voice not convince you?

—¿A woman? - whispered one of the ghosts as if it was impossible what they were seeing.

—Well, if that doesn't convince you this will,— Annie unbuttoned her linen shirt and pulled it down in an annoying way showing Salazar her breasts over her shirt, —You see I am a woman," Salazar looked at Lesaro and he stepped back.

—As I said, always leave a man alive to tell the tale," he signaled Lesaro, —take her away.

—¡No, No! ANNIE! - shouted Henry watching as one of the ghosts broke the cell door and then grabbed her by the shoulder and disappeared with her up the stairs.

—If I were you I would hurry to deliver that message if you want to see her alive again! - exclaimed Salazar, turning around and then disappearing before Henry's eyes. One of the crew took Henry to the deck, —I hope you can swim," he exclaimed before throwing him into the water so he could climb out of the triangle. Henry climbed onto a rather large piece of wood and began to swim as best he could out of the devil's triangle. He knew his sister had been captured by Salazar and if he wanted to see her alive again he had better deliver that message. Anne ran towards the bow of the Silent Mary, but saw no sign of her brother.

—Henry! -Annie shouted so loudly that all that could be heard was the echo of her voice booming and fading off into the distance. When Annie turned around she found herself facing Salazar who was looking at her in a curious way. A hundred years in that place and every time he killed a man in all of them he always observed the same thing; fear, horror and supplication, but when he looked that girl directly in the eyes all he saw reflected in her was bravery, insolence and impudence, but ¿why had he taken her aboard the Silent Mary?

—If I die in this cursed place... I'll be sure to haunt and torment you for all eternity,— Annie reported, crossing her arms in annoyance.

—Don't you find this place tormenting enough? -Annie looked at him insolently.

—"It doesn't scare me," said Annie looking directly into his copper-gray eyes.

—¿Shall we change that? - he exclaimed in a threatening tone coming closer, making Annie start to back up until she hit the wood of the bow. And she would have fallen if he hadn't held her up in time. - Now sit down and let's wait for your brother to deliver that message, shall we? - Anne stared at him for a few brief seconds, why was she so curious to know more about the man in front of her?

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Armando looked at Annie for a few seconds and then said.

—Mrs. Turner, I think it was the opposite and she saved me.

—¿It was on the trip you and your brother took a year ago, wasn't it? - Elizabeth asked curiously. Anne had preferred to keep certain things to herself and hadn't told her mother about her adventure on the high seas, well, not all of it and it was better that way.

—Miss Turner, ¿would you mind showing Captain Salazar a bit of Port Royal? I have some things to do and I wouldn't want to delay the captain too much.

—It would be a pleasure to help you, Mr. Governor," replied Annie, smiling and then looking at the captain, —Would you mind if we started right away?

-Honey, you haven't had breakfast," exclaimed Elizabeth.

-Don't worry, mother," she poured herself some chinese juice.

—¿is that all right? - Elizabeth handed him a slice of bread -Mom,— she exclaimed complaining.

— It's either that or you don't go out," Armando looked at her trying to hide his smile as he placed his hand behind his back in a very elegant posture. Annie ate half of the slice of bread and left the rest on the table

— See you later mother, are you coming Captain Salazar? - said Annie waiting for him.

—Mrs. Turner, Mr. Turner, have a nice day and thank you for breakfast. -Armando exclaimed saying goodbye to everyone and then leaving the dining room together. As they left the house, Armando felt a little more comfortable not feeling watched in a meticulous way by Annie's parents.

—¿Do you want to see the fort first? I think that's where you'll spend the most time,— said Annie, starting to walk by his side. Armando stared at her without answering, contemplating her features as she chatted and smiled.

—You can show me the fort first," Annie nodded, —And I guess we'll have to leave the rest for later. I need to meet with my crew and the other officers.

—The fort is the pride of Port Royal,— said Annie, talking a little about Port Royal and the surrounding area. As soon as they arrived at the fort Annie showed him around the fort, the jail, where there were pirates ready to be executed. Annie finished showing him around the fort after walking around a few times.

—Captain- Lesaro approached greeting Annie in a cordial way— Miss Turner it's a pleasure to see you again.

—It is a pleasure to see you again, Lesaro," Annie greeted in a respectful manner. Some of the officers began to stare at Annie and whisper things among themselves like "olé, hombre, pero que hermosura" Armando began to notice how some of the officers began to pass back and forth trying to get Annie's attention. And for the first time in a long time Armando began to feel jealous, jealous of how they were watching her and imagined what they were thinking.

—Miss Turner... Thank you very much for showing me the fort, but I have to do some things.

—I thought you wanted to..." but Armando was so jealous that he interrupted her again.

—If I need anything else I'll let the governor know- Annie watched him a little annoyed by the rough way he was treating her- ¿could you leave?

—Of course- Annie observed Lesaro who was watching the captain quietly— it is evident that some things never change- said Annie turning away completely annoyed without realizing what was going on.

—Don't say...- he couldn't finish speaking when he heard one of the officers say in Spanish "Olé, señorita"- ¡Javier to his post at once! - he shouted angrily

—Yes, Captain," answered Javier.

—I know you said not a single word, but the young lady is not to blame for arousing the interest of others," said Lesaro as he watched Annie leave in annoyance. Armando watched Annie and then sighed deeply knowing that he would have to apologize to her later because she was not to blame for what had happened.

—Just watch how they look at her... I can't imagine what they're thinking or I think they are.

—¿Can I speak frankly? - Lesaro said.

-—Go ahead.

—¿Do you remember the first time you met Annie? - Armando nodded, —¿Why did you take her aboard the Silent Mary?

—I assure you it wasn't for love at the time...I was so filled with anger at Sparrow that it was all I cared about.

—¿And now? - Armando smiled- ¿Wouldn't you like a performance like that again?

—I would love it- -He admitted

—So that's what attracts you to her... her way of being and her indomitable character.

—And her innocence, her kindness and ....- Armando closed his eyes and then rubbed his forehead lightly— let's get back to work.

Lesaro laughed as soon as Armando tried to change the subject. He knew that his friend and captain of the Silent Mary was completely in love with Annie Turner, even if he didn't want to confess it so far.

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