#fuck!!!!!

[basket-of-loquats]

oh crowley, nothing lasts forever.

no. no, i suppose it doesn't.

[Image ID: a digital sketch of the Crowley and Aziraphale kiss from Good Omen Season 2 Episode 6. End ID.]

#good omens #gomens #ineffable husbands #gomens 2 #good omens s2 #good omens 2 #im literally shaking lmao #idk what to do with myself #ik this is trash but i had to do something #i just #wow #fuck!!!!! #crowley #aziraphale #good omens fanart #*loqdraws #go #go2 #go2 spoilers #gomens spoilers #gomens 2 spoilers #good omens spoilers #i want to tag this with all the spoiler warnings possible sorry if ive missed any #crowley x aziraphale #crowley/aziraphale

[likethewizardyk]

autism swag?!?!?!?!!1!1!1!!1/?

#yes this is the nike ad #i’m never finishing this #he’s stuck with the worlds messiest line art whoopsies #fuck!!!!! #wizardart #fnaf sb #fnaf dca #fnaf daycare attendant #sun fnaf

[invisiblecities1972]

they ruined my life

#FUCK!!!!! #the locked tomb #nona the ninth #nona the ninth spoilers #ntn spoilers #nona spoilers

[criscura]

please take this i cannot BELIEVE what we've gotten over the last few chapters oh my fucking goooSSSHH

#one punch man #one punch #opm #genos #saitama #genosai #saigenos #precious robot baby #egg on legs #i mean THAT'S WHAT FUCKING HAPPENED #THAT'S IT #GEEZZZEE #FUCK!!!!! #HIS MOST PRECIOUS PERSON!!!! #AAAAAAAAAAA

[oliver-queen-apologist]

today in “panels that i will be thinking about until the end of time”:

the brave and the bold vol 3 #8

#wally west #linda park #fuck!!!!!

[burninblood]

GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS BUCKYNAT BUCKYNAT BUCKYNAT!!!

Wakeup!!!! SOUND THE ALARMS!!!!

BUCKYNAT NATION WAKE UP!!!!!

#buckynat #comics #FUCK I WAS EXPECTING NOTHING AND...!!!! #fuck!!!!! #winterwidow #thunderbolts 2023 #OMG

[quarks-pussy]

So I know we here at Startrekfandom love that "came back wrong but from the pov of the wrong" thing and apply it to many different characters and canon situations and I am far from trying to complain about it (I'm "came out wrong" trope myself so I was always gonna obsess over it) but having recently watched a very important episode (you'll know which one) for the first time I think there's a character who hits both tropes mentioned but llike, intertwined, opposite and subverted, and whom I wanna talk about.

Julian Bashir.

From his parents' pov he's "came out wrong but we got him help and he came back better" while from his own pov it's "came out 'insufficient', was destroyed for it, came back wrong and only later slowly came to terms with his new self tho never the process (justifiably so)" and it's heartbreaking because in a way, he's right! Jules Bashir died! His parents had an intellectually disabled child and decided to eugenics him! Julian is not the person he used to be and while I do love the person he is now, that doesn't bring back who he was! Part of me wishes we could've gotten to see Jules at least once and part of me hopes we never do because my heart would shatter.

This isn't a good comparison but nonetheless one I can't help drawing: it's giving similar vibes to anti-vaxxers. "I'd rather risk having a child who is dead than one who's autistic". Obviously this doesn't map over since Julian is still autistic and the procedure his parents subjected him to specifically targeted his intellectual disability and if any folks with id wanna comment on this I definitely recommend you listen to them over me, but it's a similarity I, as an autistic who has encountered anti-vaxxers again and again, can't help but point out. "Give me a normal child or give them death."

This may have been written about already but there needs to be stories about teenage Julian (after finding out and rediscovering who he was) practicing some good ol' recognition of the self through media. I need to hear about how he would encounter a story about someone who came back wrong (I'm gonna assume there's plenty of "wrong" pov stories floating around by the 24th century) and absolutely weep. I need to see Julian mourning Jules, taking years and years to process his feelings, experiencing guilt about how he, the imposter, didn't deserve to live Jules' life.

Came back wrong from the returned's pov but it wasn't an accident. It was done to you deliberately by the people who claim to love you. And now you are here, piloting the corpse of your predecessor.

Jules Bashir is dead. Long live Julian Bashir.

#i've called julian jules before simply as a normal nickname but i don't think i ever will again. not after this #and knowing that if it had been possible i would have probably gone the way jules did. knowing that at his age i would have gone willingly. #fuck dude i am literally actually crying literal tears irl right now this is not a joke #fuck!!!!! #julian bashir #jules bashir #doctor bashir i presume #came back wrong #star trek deep space nine #HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD!! HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD AND THEY KILLED HIM!!!! #i cannot stop crying i am literally crying and like not even just a little #i cannot... poor julian how the FUCK do you ever come to terms with something like that #and like... julian remembers. he has most if not all of jules' memories and also knows he was murdered simply for not being julian #like how did he cope #(im about to go off on a tangent that will contain censored names for the sake of not clogging those tags if you dont know who i mean hmu) #like this is literally the thing that fucked up j*ran so bad he went on a murder spree isn't it #he remembers the one who came before who was killed. very different circumstances of course esp since tr*ll are expected to replace one ano #another but he remembers this person he remembers BEING this person who was young and simply enjoying life and who died a sudden death and #he remembers the experience of that death as well and how it lead to his own creation. it's not remotely similar ofc but considering that #the only time we see t*rias in alpha canon is in julian's body... i need to lie down for a moment. #and jor*n couldn't cope! he couldn't! it was far too much and the weird thing is right now in this moment i GET it y'know?? like that's #so horrific. and i haven't watched any jo*an episode besides facets yet but do you think. do you think j*dzia told julian about all this an #he nodded along and kept composure and then when he was alone he broke down crying? like julian you're doing SO well ily you're coping and #you shouldn't have to obviously but you do nonetheless!! do you think julian still has something from jules? like i've heard there's a tedd #but i mean jules prolly didn't keep a diary he was a six year old with an intellectual disability it's pretty unlikely he could write but #does julian have drawings made by jules? i'd like to think so but honestly his parents probably threw them out. like they also moved so #sorry i'm just. many thoughts head full. ive stopped crying now but who knows for how long. also i'll have to tag this with my original tag #maybe i should've picked something less silly for when i make serious posts but like what am i gonna change my url as well? don't think so #original posts fresh from quark's pussy #and thats the tag limit folks it's been fun. i had to delete two other tags but my god. anyway. thinking about jules bashir forever & cryin

[rodismancave]

Fuck . FUCKFUCKFUCK fuck

#FUCK!!!!!

[macabrecravings]

i love drawing smudged makeup. i love mascara stains and runny contour….. i love drawing bruises and bloody noses and wounds and scars. i love when my characters look totally fucked. Ohmygod.

#FUCK!!!!! #sorry i’m drawing and the demons possessed me #i had to let them out #.txt

[firefox-official]

that wasnt even a mischaracterization what am i talking about

kind of nailed it except the peace sign i feel like im crasser than that

#wowww thank you so much it rocks #FUCK!!!!!

[themoonchildwhofell]

For every one who loves some slowburn and angst, I wanna recommend this fucking bau!reader x Spencer Reid fic from AO3. I was ugly crying after. I had to take a five minute rest after finishing the first chapter. So beautifully written and so so painful. Cried a lot. 1000/10. ALSO!!! Listen to Staying - Lizzy McAlpine while reading because she's a genius and the song, I fear, is made for this fic.

love comes in moments. (7802 words) by Soukitas Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Criminal Minds (US TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Spencer Reid/You, Spencer Reid/Reader Characters: Spencer Reid, Aaron Hotchner, Jason Gideon, David Rossi, Penelope Garcia, Jennifer "JJ" Jareau, Derek Morgan (Criminal Minds), Emily Prentiss Additional Tags: Angst, Angst with no happy ending, mentions of drug consumption, Mentions of characters death, spoilers for seasons 1 to 15, Behavioral Analysis Unit (Criminal Minds), POV Spencer Reid, Spencer POV, Slow Burn Summary: After 15 years of knowing you, Spencer writes a memoir of the moments you went through together.

#spencer reid x reader #spencer reid #cm #criminal minds #i need a fucking minute okay? #heart broken in a million pieces but so so beautiful #i need a shot of tequilla rn #FUCK!!!!!

[fallouttboy]

jimages for your viewing pleasure

#MY SHOW #FOB #FUCK!!!!! #fobaustin #2ourdust #mine

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

NOT THE TIME SPOTIFY!!!

#FUCK!!!!! #I SWEAR TO GOD NOT RIGHT NOW SPOTIFY #NOT THE TIME #chenford #tim x lucy

[risingblackmoon]

Thinking about. The daycare attendant running on all fours. THEY DO THIS IN CANON AND IT HAS CONSUMED MY BRAIN. THERE'S OTHER SILLY MOVEMENTS THEY'D DO THAT I'VE ACTED OUT IN REAL LIFE THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE BUT I KNOW THEY DO THOSE TOO. TWISTING AND TURNING THEIR BODY- IT'S NOT JUST MOON BEING CREEPY THEY ARE JUST LIKE THAT. MOON IN GAME JUST ACTIVELY DECIDES TO MAKE THEM LOOK MORE SINISTER BC THEY ARE BEING!!! BATSHIT!!! I WONDER WHAT THE WHIPLASH IS LIKE. THEY GO FROM BEING ON ALL FOURS TO SUDDENLY STANDING UP TALL AND BEING RELATIVELY COMPOSED??? TALKING TO A PARENT LIKE NOTHING JUST HAPPENED?? CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT. SILLY JESTER GOOFY GUY SCAMPERING AROUND LIKE A FERAL DOG GOING "IM GONNA GETCHA!!! OOOO IM GONNA GETCHA!!" TO STANDING TALL AND CALMLY GOING "Oh, Sammy was great today!!! They were so well behaved!!" IN THE SPAN OF 10 SECONDS?? OR LESS?? My brain structure is being altered by two silly childcare jesters I can't draw properly because I CANT DRAW CIRCLES OR HANDS!!! OR RAYS!!! OOHH I AM GOING TO EXPLODE THINGS WITH MY M I N D

#I WANT TO BE GOOFY AND SILLY LIKE THEM SOOO BAD #FUCK!!!!! #silly stuff #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #sundrop fnaf #moondrop fnaf

[sapphic-woes]

Karlach and Astarion literally cannot have a happy ending if they... actually do good and stay true to themselves. Wtf.

#im. a bit annoyed #like karlach? probs gonna fight in avernus for the rest of her life JUST to be free #Astarion? he'll live in isolation in the shadows and always in fear because he is ALWAYS afraid #all because karlach wanted to save the fucking world and Astarion thought killing 7000 victims was a bit too much; even for him #like????????????? #cmon shadowheart choosing the truth can literally reunit her family???!!! #wyll can reconcile with his dad and be a duke??? (presumably) #gale i dont even know. ig mystra got infonite weave so unless she literally decides to kill him hes good #and lazeal will carry Orpheus' legacy and revolt against vlaakith like a BALLER #but ASTARION AND KARLACH LITERALLY GAIN NOTHING IN COMPARISON????? THEY ARE BACK TO SUFFERING???? #FUCK!!!!! #oh #bg3 spoilers

[mercury-prince]

Thinking about how Sisko makes a deal with the prophets in Sacrifice of Angels, begging them for a miracle, trying desperately to convince them that it's worth saving Bajor and the Alpha Quadrant from the Dominion. And the prophets seem to change their plans for him: 'a punishment must be exacted', 'The Sisko is of Bajor, but he will find no rest there.' Though they did as he asked, and destroyed the dominion troops in the wormhole, they later make him sacrifice himself and took him away from all that he loves and wants, including his dream home on Bajor. Regardless of what good it must have done for the rest of the universe to lock away the Pah-Wraiths, the prophets are more than happy to use Sisko - and the rest of the universe - as chess pieces in their own game. Did they think it was hubris for Sisko to demand a change to his destiny? Was it Sisko's punishment to make him like a prophet, timeless and non-corporeal? And did they think this was a suitably unbearable punishment, because of how he described grief as 'non-linear?'

#FUCK!!!!! #again with the jesus imagery. its got that 'father why have u forsaken me' realness #imagine avery brooks doing the whYYYYYYYYYYYYY should iiii diiiiiiiieeeee song from jesus christ superstar #ds9 #benjamin sisko #this is probably nothing #its just such a mindfuck to imagine living in a universe where the gods dont give a single shit about you #like it feels safer to live without gods at all