#fuck Christmas

[sincerlycas]

fuck christmas and y’all ugly ass christmas trees and yall bum ass presents and fuck them bum ass kids !

#fuck christmas #black writers #black tumblr #sincerlycastalks #rantty #sick n tired #fuck that nigga #why yall popping fireworks on christmas tf-

[benthesoldiersjeanshorts]

#dank memes #memes #lol memes #meme #stolen memes #fuck christmas

[another-omen]

Me at the people who think doing Christmas shit before Halloween has even passed is a good thing:

(help me Hobby Lobby is so infected with glitter and that cinnamon smell that is basically instant headache spell I just want to look at the art supplies)

#sanguine thoughts #plagueblogging #plagueposting #plague doctor #shitpost #fuck christmas

[p0ly3sterch1cken]

i propose that we continue to celebrate halloween until the first of december to delay the mariah carrey thawers

#halloween #happy halloweeeeeeen #halloween is the best #fuck you christmas #i hate santa he never got me the 32oz jar of nutella #fuck christmas

[kaykay8776]

As someone who firmly believes Halloween is far superior to Christmas

I fucking love tumblr for this😭❤️

#Halloween #fuck Christmas

[redrobin-detective]

I hate the commercialization of Christmas centered around present giving, that I am socially forced to buy things for both people I love and people I want to choke on a starburst. I hate the forced, fake cheer around as people pretend they’re being good and charitable by buying overly priced junk just to tick off a box on their to do list. I hate that most of the time, people are too stressed by having to buy so many people gifts that often they just buy whatever just to have something to wrap which the receiver doesn’t even want resulting in a circle jerk of stress for everyone involved with no net gain.

#christmas wank #anti christmas #christmas hate #i hate the holidays so much #i got the last of my presents yesterday and like the palpable Relief I felt #like I've been lowkey stressing since october about gifts #i hate that I have to buy my mother (who I'm one step above despising) a gift or else she throws a fit #I hate that I find fun gifts for my friends throughout the year but feel obligated to wait for a stupid manufactured holiday #I hate that in addition to buying presents i have to coordinate getting them wrapped and sent so they arrive on time #it just sucks! I hate it! #every year I tell my family 'can we just fucking skip presents this year??' #and every year my mom is like 'Im gonna buy you the best present you're gonna love forever' #and proceeds to buy the lamest most unlike me thing ever that I hide away immeaditely #i want to hibernate to january #fuck christmas #(and yet I am Winning at presents they're all super attuned to what people want) #(I hate the culture of present buying but I think Im good at it)

[babyinvasion]

#adam lanza #merry krampus #fuck christmas

[shockwaves-tits]

I forgot that there is sm like halloween

#fuck christmas #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #unpause rise of the tmnt #myart #rottmnt raph #rottmnt mikey #yes raph is a princess and yes he is allowed to swear #don't think That I will stop with angts bc oh boy...I have Plans

[sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler]

the holidays are always really fucking weird, i dont like many of them but specifically December is just- ew

Anyway ill just thro my mini pitty party real quick:

These song explains how I feel about christmas time *perfectly*

Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas by mother mother (christmas playlist)

From heres basically a trauma dump about being in the hospital, but i typically talk about this in a tone more like "oh yea! i nearly died lmao"

When i was like, just turning 6 I had 💫pneumonia💫 & needed to go to the 💫hospital💫. So I spent like, 12/11-31/15 in the hospital. along the way i had these treats happen (not really in order, 💜=story from family member, ❤=i actually remember this)

💜being diagnosed by my sisters 16 yo boyfriend by looking at my gums, whereas medical staff took 4 days

❤Some mcdonalds, cool auntys banana bread, jello & making popin cookin sets w/ my older sister

💜a 5 day medically induced coma

lung surgery therefor cool fuckin scars on my back (WHICH I CANT FUCKING SHOW ANYONE CAUSE I WAS CURSED W/ TITS AND 2/3 ARE UNDER MY BRA)

💜waking up from said coma periodically only to say "im scared" w/ my mom trying to comfort me but i had ear shit going on

💜Finnaly actually woke up, yelled "IM DEAD", which is reportadly the scariest shit my dad has ever heard, my mom asks if i hurt, i say yes, she like "ur not dead honey" again i was 6 & in & out of a coma 😂 (idk why but I've always found that story funny)

💜my parents being thretened w/ truancy by my dumbass school

❤Christmas, I had *2* mini christmas trees in my hospital room 💅 1 was cool but my cool uncle & aunty got me a pink 1 which I still have to this day as a lamp

💜only trusting 1 of my doctors cause he looked like my grandfather who'd been deceased for 2years at that point

❤💜going on walks around the kids floor in a wheelchair & stealing a little gingerbread beanie baby ornament but they didnt care so they just let me keep it & i still have it somehwere.

💜my mom met a lady who had a son who was a few months old & they didnt expect to live past a couple weeks but he *did* (more on that later)

💜had food in the cafeteria and i proceeded to rub the pizza i got *into my hair*. My response? "Its just cheese" my family and I quote that to this day lmao.

💜being reverted to a toddler for a good minute (someone asked my age i said i was 3, i was not) & needing to relearn walking, talking, the little bit of reading i knew & getting into a shower w/out being scared of being pulled down the drain

❤said dude who asked my age worked at the hospital cafeteria & we visited him after most of my appointments. miss u uncle (that was what he went by), wish u well. Dont know where he since covid cause the part of the building cafeteria was in was torn down.

❤and after all that later and i got releaced on new years eve :>

results:

From there forward i had a 20-30minute nebulizer to do every 4 hours (which my parents had to wake up at like 2am for a half hour for), 2 twice daily inhailers, 2 nasil sprays, "the tire" (tastes like shit and makes me feel anxious) (that isnt even all of it my mom counted 8 meds at one point) and i slowly dropped them year by year till they had me down to just rescue inhailer as needed & if my lungs r really shit for a min i go on the tire. (Tire=prednisolone but what 6 year old is remembering that name lol)

specialist appointments every week, then 2 weeks, then every month, 3 months, 6 months, now im at checkup every year and check in as needed

"Look whos inside again" by bo burnham is my life in a nutshell

To this day the smell of a consentrated area of hand sanatizer just has me stop in my tracks lol.

seeing a picture of tiny me on my parents facebook feed yearly of me unconscious in a hospital bed w/ tubes in mah face

couple of close friend i met post hospital (keep in mind i was like 7) didn't believe me so i ran around the playground cursing them the fuck out (never did get in trouble for that 😂) ((I still talk to 1 of them shes cool))

Idk where to put this but about that kid I was talking about before, I found out last year around this time he had just died- of 💫pneumonia💫. yea that fucked me up for a good minute, he was around 6 too which didn't help, I never even met the kid and I still had a weird form of survivors guilt.

Anyway have a merry fucking christmas i really dont get this holiday lol, treat yourself kindly, feel free to be the grinch you are and explain in detail why u hate the holidays u arent alone lol

#tw hospital #cw hospital #health #hospital #medicine #tw medication #tw medical #asthma #Asthmatic #Im a grinch #the grinch #fuck christmas #xmas #christmas #holidays #merry fucking christmas #good afternoon #vent #personal vent #tw vent #trauma dump #vent post

[complete-clownery]

Fuck me im never going to stop hating Christmas I fucking cant get gifts for anyone for this occasion só for me Christmas = constant guilt and anxiety

#clowning ∆ #fuck christmas

[sincerlycas]

mb y’all for the mistake it’s fuck Christmas again and that’s my final answer.

#black writers #black tumblr #sincerlycastalks #rantty #I’m not bipolar #fuck christmas #but love Christmas #I’m so sick #bunch of liars #hungry #tired #sick n tired

[itsdetachable]

I need Christmas to be fucking over

Cannot WAIT for December 25th the best thing abt being Polish and celebrating on Christmas Eve is that Christmas ends sooner

#fuck christmas #no holiday should be so stressful

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

Christmas Christmas Christmas, what if I just blow my fucking brains out

#make it fucking stop #can’t people talk about anything else #ffs #tired #exhausted #deppressed #passively suicidal #numb #mentally tired #deppresing thoughts #fuck christmas #fuck the holidays

[romanoffsbish]

The Wizard of Oz, 🌈❤️

#love is love #yassification #happy holidays #fuck christmas

[thebroken--soul]

One day, I will be at my own place, eating a pizza on Christmas Day and giving no shit about anyone.

#I can’t wait for that day #fuck christmas #christmas

[saints87]

Eric Idle - F**K Christmas (Official Lyric Video)

#eric idle #fuck christmas #youtube #monty python