#fuck I can't really blame anybody of course I cant but I cant take the crying when this was fucking preventable

[goldenguillotines]

Elyzia:

AA: ♡♡♡ His lips haven't gone anywhere I didn't want them to go! He's been very respectful towards my boundaries! ♡♡♡ AA: ♡♡♡ Not that it matters all that much, since you don't seem to understand what him and I are, or what I want you and me to be... ♡♡♡

They growl a little.

AA: ♡♡♡ It's almost ridiculous how you make fun of me and blame me for not knowing much about desire, but I'm trying to learn and grow, whereas I don't see you attempting to learn what love means... ♡♡♡

Lyz was a storm of emotions. Anger, hurt, disappointment, fear... they weren't even sure how to handle all of that right now.

AA: ♡♡♡ Nobody is taking me away from you! ♡♡♡ AA: ♡♡♡ I don't belong to you, Milo! ♡♡♡

AA: ♡♡♡ As many times as I threw myself at you, you shoved me away from you as far as possible! ♡♡♡ AA: ♡♡♡ You can't just pretend that I belong to you, when you refused to accept my companionship and my love for you so many times!!! ♡♡♡

AA: ♡♡♡ Do you even care about me? ♡♡♡ AA: ♡♡♡ Do you even want me in any kind of way? ♡♡♡ AA: ♡♡♡ Or do you just don't want anybody else to have me in any kind of way? ♡♡♡

AA: ♡♡♡ Or is it even worse than that? ♡♡♡ AA: ♡♡♡ Are you trying to protect me? ♡♡♡ AA: ♡♡♡ Are you trying to coddle me?! ♡♡♡

AA: ♡♡♡ What the heck are your intentions?! Tell me! ♡♡♡

"☆So I was right? He's been putting his hands and mouth on you? So thats it?☆"

"☆I see now. Fine. Fucking fine. You want me to be honest? I'll be fucking honest.☆"

"☆You have to be daft- You run around playing this ignorant act. You're new to all these feelings and of course I want you to be safe, I WANT you to experience this all for your fucking self. You seem to want to be hand held by me the entire way through. I had.. my reservations. Because..☆"

->He's actually trembling... he's that worked up about it.

"☆Because you're actually able to feel both of those. I fucking cant and it absolutely... drives me up the damn wall. How am I supposed to learn something that has shown me nothing but fucking grief!?☆"

"☆You don't know SHIT about me.☆"

"☆And that very fucking fact is why *I* push you so far back, because all I know? You'll do the same fucking thing that has happened before.☆"

->Things are really.. heating up it seems.. Metaphorically and literally.. Smoke is now coming from their mouth.. and seems.. any light is being swallowed up by it

"☆I care enough to want to keep someone who's a notorious heartbreaker away from you, because he only wants to be with you for some cheap fucking hook up and call it a damn DAY.☆"

"☆I care enough that I don't WANT you to lose your claim in fucking Elysium! Do you not even think of the consequences for a mere moment or are you simply chasing a fleeting feeling?☆"

"☆I care enough to not want to absolutely drag you down to my level and ruin you.☆"

"☆I don't even know WHY I feel like this and you expect me to just. Figure this out!? Like this is some normal occurrence?☆"

"☆And if I do? Suddenly placate your want? Then what? You'll see me as your enemy again? Be unsatisfied? Kill me? Repeat what has been done before!?☆"

->His voice wavers.. The intensity from them.. is.. off the scale.. there is hurt behind these words.. and there is no satisfaction to be had.There is nothing to be won.

"☆Are you satisfied now?☆"

#Milo #ic #ask #long #THUMBS UP EMOJI AND I COLLAPSE #hahaha he should be the bleeding he-//DIES