#fuck online classes

[clingyduoapologist]

I fucking hate online classes so much like if you put me in a fucking classroom I will thrive I will eat up every lecture make me learn shit in front of a computer and I will start malding go feral I will rip my hair out

#CAN WE FORREAL ACTUALLY BAN THAT SHIT I AM LIKE GENUINELY SERIOUS #like the degree to which I have enjoyed school has been so fucking hampered by the existence of online classes #if you don’t have the recourses to teach a class in person DONT FUCKING TEACH THE CLASS MAYBE???? #KILL YOURSELF

[gregemann]

The Wrestlers

#FIGURE ART it’s figure art that is also ship art i don’t wanna hear it #i like drawing bodies ok figure classes fucked me up forever on what’s acceptable to post online #ive seen and drawn so many naked people in a studious setting it hurts

[blueskittlesart]

profs will set the due date for the final as april 24 and then STILL NOT HAVE THE FUCKING ASSIGNMENT UP TO SUBMIT THE PAPER BY 11PM ON APRIL TWENTY FUCKING THIRD

#ALEC. BESTIE. PLEASE. I AM BARELY PASSING YOUR CLASS AS IT IS I NEED YOU TO WORK WITH ME HERE #i feel the need to explain the level of bullshit that has been going on with this particular final actually because holy shit. #he first told us about it about 3 weeks ago which. fine. but all he said was 'you will have to pick a topic and write a paper' #like nothing about what the topic should relate to how the paper should be organized word count etc. literally nothing #radio silence for 2 weeks. we all forgot about it. then out of the blue 'btw your papers are due in a week lol!' #so we all scramble to figure out what the hell the assignment actually is #come to find out he never actually posted the assignment brief on canvas as an assignment. the only way we can access it is via a pdf #linked in ANOTHER UNRELATED ASSIGNMENT. #the project brief in question describes several in-class activities we straight up have not done. #no one actually knows if it's really due tomorrow or next week because he keeps pushing shit back and DOESNT ANSWER EMAILS #but the date on the syllabus is the 24th. and there is still nowhere online where we can submit our papers at all. #jesus fucking christ in heaven #personal #he is going to be getting a. shall we say INTERESTING professor review from me. lmao

[komashkathesilly]

have a cat

#im kinda fucked cause profs wanted a pack of 10 sketches like this for 8 mins max each #of ppl n pets last week #while we r studying in an online format🚶 like man i havent left house for 3 months n havent seen more than 2 ppl n 2 cats #n i thought ok. ill do it somehow whatever. didnt actually. n then the day of deadline #bro said he wants 40 sketches #i have now. 3 ☜☆☞ #but also we have a week left of online classes n then well have to umm go to the uni. n itll kill me. yeah🚶 #komashkart #n the rest of those sketches end up ugly as fuck or too detailed for the assignment. ripping the hair out of my bald head gritting teeth

[midnighttraindemo]

FUCKED UP + PHOTOCOPIED: Instant Art Of The Punk Rock Movement

published 1999, this 3rd printing pub. 2002

#found this at my local record store for $55NZD !!!! quite a steal compared to prices online and it's sooooo fucking cool i'm obsessed #been using it as a reference text for my graphic design class so the investment is paying off 🙏 #punk #punk rock #punk art #punk posters #dead kennedys #kraut #black flag #sonic youth #jello biafra #the germs #winston smith #the mad #stimulators #the dictators #the misfits #misfits #mabuhay gardens #70s #80s

[kowabungadoodles]

dumping some thoughts in the tags

#I've been TRYING hard okay #I've been trying to buy better clothes from smaller shops #but when they arrive it turns out they're cheap polyester drop ship crap #I've been trying to get more involved in the queer community and be more of a person #but the online zoom meetings were uncomfortable #the discord transmasc voice class went badly because I didn't understand how to use the bot #I booked a queer film night for me and my partner but it turned out to be creepy and churchy so we dropped out #I've signed up to steward pride we'll see how that goes #I went to a protest but it rained a lot so I only stayed for half #I've been trying to use amazon less but every time I go around my small local stores they don't have any of the stuff I'm looking for #I'm trying to be more myself and be more brave but my binders don't fit and I can't use a sewing machine #and every time I speak to a stranger or a colleague my voice goes up #I'm trying to work out more and eat less but I'm so tired #I'm trying to boycott and buy slave-free and say no to Ai and to genocide and to tiktok and disney and nestle and spotify #Telling myself I have food at home and to stop scrolling reddit and got get more sleep and to call my friends #All this therapy all these good choices all this work and so little to show for it some days #I am going back to fucking bed

[iamunabletothinkofablogname]

tw vent (mostly in tags)

Ah yes, the violent thoughts of revenge are back

#I straight up missed most of first period cause i was stuck daydreaming about killing him #My life was over before it began #he's the fucking reason i had to live in poverty instead of having a good happy childhood or some shit #theres so many things people take for granted #even middle class #i could have never been homeless (I am still greatful that this year i have a place to stay) #even then the place im at #they said we had to stay there for less than 6 months #6 fucking months #im feeling stressed the fuck out #but i really want to be optomistic #i want to be happy #but its getting hard as shit #especially knowing all the things i've missed out on #i dont want to overshare everything #especially online #but #im going to find him #and i swear on my life im going to kill him #and if i cant to that #i will ruin his life #i will publish his name #i will tell everyone everything about him #i will mention every fucking thing #he's hired a fucking investigor once on me and my fam #so it shouldnt be hard to do the same to him #so far i know his fb #and linkdin profile #and that was just me googling his name #i also know what university he goes in

[amygdalae]

what if i skipped my zoom class today.

#my friend is skipping it to take their car for an oil change and its making me want to skip too #i wanna do it so baaad but i already missed class last week cuz i was sick (its a weekly class that switches between in person and online) #i need to stop self sabotaging...........im so tired all the time and i dont enjoy anything and i dont wanna hafta be on camera #oh also its a 3 hour class. i cannot fucking stand being on camera that long. and my prof doesnt let u turn your camera off

[loving-jack-kelly]

ALSO javid au where jack knew davey in high school but was in his edgy loner phase so davey has no idea who jack was except that when jack becomes a famous singer-songwriter davey is like hey I think we went to high school together. hey why do his all pining songs AND his coming to terms with bisexuality anthem sound suspiciously like they're describing me in high school

#jack throwing himself mournfully over his green room couch: if only I had had the courage to tell him when I knew him. alas #davey hearing the song on the radio at his retail job: hey now. what the fuck. #the theories online are insane like. who is jack kelly writing about is it x famous actress or y famous chef he was spotted with downtown #no. it was the smart guy in his freshman year math class who never had another class with him #but was always laughing. always seemed so happy. had a family like jack wanted. was kind to everyone. #davey typing out a twitter dm and deleting it like ten times that says: hey this might be weird but. are you writing about me?

[awetistic-things]

apparently i’m the top student in my entire grade at my school and i literally spent 3/4 quarters in a depressive episode, didn’t cheat at all (i fucking should’ve), and waited until the last few days to turn in months of work because of my executive dysfunction—how the fuck did this happen??

#has there been a mistake #i mean #i do finish off every semester with an a+ in every class #but the time between?? fuck #school #high school #online school #executive dysfunction #autism #autistic #actually autistic #asd #autism spectrum disorder #on the spectrum #bipolar #bipolar disorder

[todayisafridaynight]

i HAVE to keep the daigo plush locked away lest i squeeze it every five minutes to alleviate the cuteness aggression i feel whenever i see it

#snap chats #being without my computer charger has been maddening #that makes me sound terminally online and its because i am. its also cause all i ever wanna do is draw :(( #AND I ESP WANNA WORK ON MY COMMS NOOOOO FUCK #i mean i was at least able to read through yakuza’s bias vol 2… so theres that… #MY SCHOOL STORE DIDNT HAVE LAPTOP CHARGERS i had to order one… hopefully it gets here Overnight like i asked….. if not ill kill #anyway. daigo plushie so cute :(((((((((((((((( #mine cute too but theres just something especially squeezeable about daigo #alas.. thats what the aoki plush’ll be for. my personal stress toy ☠️☠️☠️☠️ #lowkey i wish i also got ichi but then i remenbee they made him pale as all hell and Yeah Im Not Putting Money To That #THE SMALLEST BIT OF A TAN I BEG YOU RGG WHY IS HE SO PALE IT DONT LOOK RIIIIGHT :(((( #anyway.. i have my last class in half an hour… lemme drink this tea… #also Lowkey obsessed with my outfit today.. its that butterfly shirt + gold accessories since theyre monarch butterflies #tho Lowkey 2x the black and yellow remind me of the watase blokes from gaiden…… wack….. #ok bye its tea time #help one of my roommates just came home and she just announces like. ‘man those edibles were. OUGH’ #calling my dad to pick me up nooo im a lame straight edge dont talk about drugs around me ill scream and cry LMAO #ok im done byebye lemme drink this good god

[hamartia-grander]

My professor took off a point from one of my scripts because I labelled a character as Nonbinary, and he claims I should've left the gender description blank because "it's not necessary for this character", as if "nonbinary" is a placeholder for "I don't care what gender" I am actually going to tear him to shreds

#This is hands down the worst professor I've ever had in my life this is the guy I've ranted about before who is so fucking pretentious #And treats us like we're all inherently going to fail at scriptwriting/film in general as if he's the all knowing being on that #Like oh I'm sorry how many scripts of yours have been produced? Oh what's that? NONE? Interesting #And he's old so he's also one of those “I know absolutely everything and you all know nothing and there's nothing more I have to learn” #Can't wait to be rid of him dear lord #Dreading my workshop with him so bad thank God this is an online class bc if I had to see him every week in person I'd kill him #Film #Film shit

[raindrvq]

im going back in time to stop myself from signing up for ap precalc bc this class is gonna be the death of me

or maybe just go back in time to stop my school from changing normal precalc to an ap class

#like i love the class bc honestly the classwork isnt horrible i can understand most of it #and i love my teacher n the ppl in that class #but when i have to open ap classroom.... kill me right then n there #i cannot #i do not understand any of this shit. n i actually cannot focus on it at all for some reason???? idk ig i just dont like online work #i need to focus on my hw rn instead of being tumblr but 🧍‍♂️i have gov hw too rahhhhhhh fuck me #cam says stuff

[straydogsys]

....... In the politest possible way why would you want to ID as a stalker or have that as a part of your identity at all???

#whispers #i wouldnt class myself as a 'severe' stalking victime #becuse its all happened online and has never been irl (that im aware of) #but. the online stalking fucked me up so badly and made me deeply suicidal and fucking terrified of everyone #and irl stalking is even worse so i just. Why would you willing identify that way? #stalking tw

[yurinullification]

.

#i love all of you #so fucking much #but god this blog feels lonely sometimes. and like i know it's my fault but that doesn't exactly make it better #my dilemma is that i need to talk with people #just. be in contact #in order to function #but actually talking with people is extremely stressful no matter what i do #and i just feel bad for all the people that have talked with me #only for me to end up completely ghosting them #but i don't know how to change and it feels like it's slowly corroding me from the inside #i had friends in primary school. kinda #barely #then i entered high school #first year pre pandemic i had a group that for whatever reason latched onto me as one of them? #but then we moved to online classes #and when that stopped and we all came back i was completely alone again #then i moved to a school focusing on autistics in 2nd and it was like 5 people in my class #none of us ever talked to each other #i just wish I'd had literally any real friends over the past 4 years so I'd actually know how to act. and get used to people #maybe i should just accept that I'll never be able to interact normally with people #even other people w autism clearly #and try to live with that? #but I'm gonna be honest i don't know if i can #so what the hell do i even do #i don't want to be coddled #i don't want to be pitied #i don't want to reach out #which leaves rotting as the only option

[solarisposting]

my sister, my parents, my friends tell me I was cheated, having to do all but my first semester of grad school during covid, and that I graduated supposedly more employable into the clusterfuck of may 2021. usually I feel resigned to it at much as anyone else does to the first few years of the pandemic. it sucked and everyone was numb.

but sometimes, like when I see happy pictures of friends and family who got their masters and phds pre-pandemic, carrying diploma covers and in the ugly robes with their most loved surrounding them in celebration, I do feel pretty fucking bitter. it does make me feel cheated that my sister and I were first generation college students, graduate students, and my sister an entire fucking doctor of her field, and we didn't get to have our families or anyone celebrate at our schools. nobody traveled out to Iowa because I told them not to, and I didn't go to my own graduation when that kind of ritual means a lot to me, and I didn't buy or rent robes or a cap or a tassel, and I didn't walk anywhere or commemorate the day. what I did was post to my instagram story once I submitted my final project, and I bought a departmental cardigan, and as a member of the LIS student org exec board, I drove all over the county delivering cardigans to others. my family and friends and J were still proud, and I was happy with myself, but yes! yes I did get cheated!

#this is so fucking entitled and whiny and i realize that. oh boohoo you didn't get a graduation ceremony #i don't even have an excuse i just hate that grad school was nearly all fucking online and i moved to fucking IOWA for online classes #and i'm still here a failure to launch and i didn't even get to see me family to feel proud and hopeful after two grueling hell years #and i didn't get to go with my family to see my goddamn brilliant sister walk across the stage after her own hellish last few years ofschoo #i wish i didn't feel so mad about this on the rare occasions i actually think about it #ann with an ie