#fuck yeah im so ready

[gunsatthaphan]

The Next Prince 🤴🏻 - coming soon

#the next prince #the next prince the series #zeenunew #zee pruk #nunew chawarin #jimmy karn #mandee #domundi #UHM HELLO #i wasnt planning on watching this tbh didnt feel the first trailer but THIS????? im shooketh #the visuals?????? #the costumes???? #excuse me #stunning #are you seeing this @the academy lmao #also JIMMY???? #MY BOY???? #i had no idea hes back???? #did i miss something #i thought hes retired lol #so happy to see him again though #also this plot is the perfect fit for them like theres no one who would be more perfect for this type of setting #but omg yeah sign me the fuck up for this #im ready

[andi-o-geyser]

I hear your “I’m so excited for tlovm season 2! It’s going to be so fun!” and I raise you “The central theme of this season is bone-deep crushing guilt and grief”

#to be clear this is NOT at all a complaint #im so ready for the emotional damage that's going to ensue aaaAAA #how will they adapt certain moments that completely altered my brian chemistry? will they make me cry just like they did in the campaign? #who fucking knows!! we’re living la vida loca in a world where nothing bad ever happens before season 2 drops #but i watched the cast interviews and everyone is like ‘haha yeah my character’s main conflict is the bone deep guilt they grapple with!’ #and i’m just sitting here like 👁️👄👁️ #for a moment i gaslit myself into thinking this season was just percahlia and grog and craven edge sitcom and zahra and kash smh #critical role #tlovm #the legend of vox machina #tlovm season 2 #tlovm s2 #lovm #legend of vox machina #vox machina #andis thought geyser

[lover-of-mine]

I know it isn't fair...

#911 #buddie #911edit #buddieedit #911 on fox #911 fox #911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #my edit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #usercam #flashing tw #sometimes i have an idea #but since im making the gifs one by one i don't get the full effect of what I'm doing until I'm here #and they are in order and ready to post #and im like damn #anyway #i made this as photo edits #but ive been playing with animating the text too #and i thought this idea would be perfect for me to try it out #i will be hearing from my own lawyer because i wanna sue myself lol #what the fuck is going on my brain lol #but you get it right? its a promise they couldn't keep #and the scenes mirror each other #yeah im gonna go now this gonna go nowhere anyway so who cares #911verse

[tradetobest]

i lived by one republic | 1 2 3 4 5

"Yeah, with every broken bone I swear I lived"

#poetry posts #jack eichel #vegas golden knights #yeah im back on my shit #when i was getting this ready to post cam informed me they sang this in the last ep ever of glee #which makes it so much fucking funnier #for anyone reading this that last pic of jack as a sabre is from like his second?? last game w them #or somethign like that #close to the end yk

[jrueships]

https://twitter.com/danfetes/status/1712166167572361344

josh says people saying stuff about stef ticks him off 😭 that's the meanest he'll ever get off the field 😭

that was kinda... 😏😏😏

and i definitely know stef feels the same... 😏

" tired of hearing all this nonsense... lot of guys in this league that have that same fire that don't get talked about, but--"

" frankly that kind of ticks me off when people wanna say stuff about him, but... we'll keep that all internal here 🙂🙃🫥."

this is allen at his boiling point omg 😭😭 held back by pr

#reporter: we talked to josh and we asked him a question about y- #stef smirks in Yeah. I Bet You Did. Bitch.😎 we're a two packaged deal. inseparable 😎 (insufferable) im his right hand man. his silly rab- #the sassy pose and the fond smile. theyre so untouchable dramatic ass top of the foodchain powercouple it's Unreal. #WHERE IS THE RPF!?!??!?!???? #josh and allen sooooo fucked after this #fucked HARRRRD bro fucked HARD #and they were both soo ready for it like you cant tell me they didnt fuck nasty after this HELLO #we cant always bet on them winning but the fuck nasty is surely guranteed #diggs had the bed all set up with romantic candlelight and roses and josh hurdled over all that shit just to hold him in his arms #josh caught on fire a little bit but diggs patted the flames down before he could notice #all the snow piled up around their home in buffalo could not muffle the 'youre my qb.. ure my qb' pants& moans which shake those very walls #josh '🙃🙃' the hell outta this interview #he said YOU may not understand diggs horrors but **I** DO!!@@! **I** UNDERSTAND. I GET THEM. #the frustration of seeing everyone hate on his husband when he knows all of that pales in how much stef hates himself #AND THAT MAKES JOSHS LITTLE STUNNED FACE ALL THE MORE SAD LIKE. HES SO HURT FOR STEF. #AND HE JUST KNOWS. he KNOWS the public is gonna spin this horribly. make stef the diva they always degrade him as #josh has CONSTANTLY with like a bear pacing around the cracked glass enclosure barely disguised rage #defended stef from misinterpretation and disdained the diva drama so vehemently #so everytime josh messes up or stef messes up or they lose all josh is thinking and feeling is 'im fucking this up for him even more #i dont care if theyre gonna be mad at me. diggs is hurting. somehow some way. diggs is gonna get Hurt. #and i cant do anything but talk. and i cant even do that well. #it's all my fault i cant do anything im so stupid im so stupid' #saint bernard song 1 hour #that single wide eyed stare he gives his wr bcs all he can do is stare as stef's pain surges #it's not fear of stef as the media tries to portray for qbwr tension. it's fear For stef. #he knows theres hurt. and he knows theres gonna be even more hurting. and. the nail. he knows he cant do anything to help it from stopping #'why couldnt i throw better. i need to just run it to lessen the chances. i need to do something. i need to be better. i have to be better' #meanwhile diggs could care less abt what everyone else thinks about him. he just cares abt how josh thinks. about josh #stef wants to perform well so josh can actually feel well. be able to express anything he wants without worry or treading #diggs/allen

[hella1975]

just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong

#ONE MORE EXAM. WE CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE DONE IN LITERALLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS NOW #AND THEN THE NEXT EXAM SEASON ISNT UNTIL MAY. COME ON GIRL #we have such a fun plan for tomorrow though bc the consensus has just been 'we need to get fucking mangled after this exam' #like i havent been out-out in WEEKS the closest i came was the end of december for a hometown house party of all things #i didnt even go out for nye. let's all take a moment and consider the implications for someone like me NOT GOING OUT ON NYE #so i am OVERDUE a good night out and then on top of that ive had exams be SO fr #and also this is the first year where my main friendship group (i.e not my housemates but my actual social circle) #are ALL econ students like there's about five of us and we all do econ and yeah two of them ive been mates with since first year #(the girl is my best mate at uni and is always who im on about if i talk about a 'girl on my course' and the lad is the one i lived with #in first year and have kind of got a thing with now?) BUT THE OTHERS ARE NEW ADDITIONS AND THAT'S SO FUN #so we're ALL gonna tip out of that exam and then me and her are gonna go back to mine to get ready bc am i fuck doing make-up #before that exam. the STATES i have shown up in these past few days i think the invigilators are worried about me #and then we're meeting the lads at the pub and starting there and THEN going spoons bc it's me and the girl's tradition #(calling her just 'the girl' is so funny. woman 🫵) after exams to buy each other mystery shots at spoons and we HAVE to drink them #and then one of the lads really wants to go to a karaoke bar for some reason?? so that might be in my future #AND THEN we're going clubbing. im so ready. take me home vodka shots. the end is near please please please #hella goes to uni

[iindigoeyed]

do you think-- after that talk adrien had with his alternate self-- that someday adrien finds out about his father being hawkmoth, and then he finds out that betterfly was gabriel too, and he realizes that there are worlds out there where his father was a better person, treated adrien like a son and not a puppet, where he CARED to put in an effort and not be an abusive neglectful bastard, where he was happy instead of mourning and losing himself and becoming mad with power trying to bring back emilie, a world where his father is ALIVE… and adrien just fucking cries because his father could have changed, could have been a good person- but adrien just wasn't worth changing for, because gabriel was always going to choose his dead wife over his living breathing son, the object he created and threw away when it was no longer of any worth to him. or just me

#Yeah i'm giving adrien my trauma. So what #anyway. does anyone wanna talk about it #ml #adrien agreste #ml paris #ml spoilers #indiposts #god. thats got me fucked up. #any reveal of hawkmoth as gabriel is going to utterly DESTROY adrien and im not ready for it #it's gonna happen. but im not prepared. #adrien baby we're gonna get you therapy fr #adrien

[thevampirearchive]

There’s something I've been meaning to say but I haven't had the words till now. There is something that deeply upsets me about witnessing stories where villains, who are literal killers, fall in love and somehow become good or act outside of what is expected from them. I love love, love is beautfiul, it is powerful and it can truly change a lot. But to sit, and write a killer suddenly go "actually, this one can stay because I am in love for the first time" is such a weird concept to me. Is this happening because as a sociaty we're trying to convince ourselves that deeply disturbed people can be cured by the power of love? That if they just find the right person, they would stop the masacer? or at least no longer feel the need to kill how they were or at least let their person live? And I am not mad at the love, I do belive anyone can fall deeply in love, but my issue is with how it ends. I want to witness the unthinkable — I want to see is exactly what we expect but hoped won't happen, happening. A gut wrenching truth that stays true to who we have been witnessing, despite the "I can change them" dance. And perhaps people hate this idea because they want to belive that anyone can change if only they meet the right one, or that we can change the monsters in our lives with affection, but trust most likly is that they cannot be changed. And I can understand that to some this is then seen as an illusion. "oh then this was never true love", why can the two not exist? Do we not hurt those we love? Maybe not kill them, but someone elses hurt could feel like a small death to me, and vice versa.

Examples, so that you are not confused as to what I am reffering too;

Killing Eve; I stopped watching when Villanelle was shown shooting Eve. It felt true to her character, even if it hurt. She is a killer, we knew that and so did Eve. Regardless of her love, that was what was always going to happen so why were we given additional seaons of this fanatsy of a declawed Villanelle?

Hannibal; It should have ended with the death of Will, and possibly Hannibal consuming him. Didn't Hannibal say that the consumption of Will would somehow join them in a deeper way?Something so disturbing that only could make sense to a serial killing-cannibal. And I would have watched with wide eyes, and gone to sleep staring at the ceiling.

Interveiw With The Vampire; Louis' death in the hand of a Lestat would have made sense, and despite his dramatics, Lestat would have not committed suicide but instead burried himself in deep regret untill he was too numb to his own feelings that he could return to the world of the living. He would have never forgotten Louis, nor what he did, but he would have moved on beause Lestat is not a good person. He's deeply disturbed and Louis knew this. I don't even aknoclege that beatdown episode because Lestat may be a killer, but he's a drama queen first and formost. Louis' death would have been poetic, beautiful and grusom like a greek tragedy without an audiance.

Bonus - Twilight; I could not end without adding my own favorite, and despite this path never being teased to the audiance the same way the other's were, I would have loved the book simply ending because Edward did as he said he would - drained Bella like a Caprisun on a hot summer day. Because what is love agaisnt animalistic urgase (I understand why it is much hotter that he is simply so retsrained and devoted that he resists her, but I'd pay good money for an AU)

At the end of it all, I think want I want is for sociaty to get over the idea that a good woman, love or any form of kindness can change who some people are. Love can do many things - look at crimes of passion! And to some extend I belive that these villain's love were true, possibly not the way we imagine them - which is less so "I love you too" and more so, "wow, finally someone I can manipulate and obsess over. Someone who I can mold, someone who is alone in the world like me" only to realize that is not true.

So why do we make love into what it isnt? Even when the scene is set for us to be shown the truth, writers and the audiance always make the plot lean towards whatever fits so that we can have that "happy ending".

Honorable mentions;

God should have killed Lucifer, I know the bible and christianity is not technically fiction for all, but the idea that he is forgivin but lets the biggest meanness HE CREATED terrorize everybody is evil. Take him out or let somebody else do it homie.

#thoughts #twilight #hannibal #killing eve #interview with the vampire #vc #horror #thriller #Not to mention I don't belive a lot of these characters love their love interest instead its as I said obsession / Lonliness / Control / Co #consumption* gluttony #envy and the love interest love being the center of their univers or at least a patr of their world #not for a second would bella have been intrigued if edward just left her alone lmao yes he's hot to her but thats it #second she finds out hes a vampire her eyes get big and she's ready to die just to join! Its all giving cult! #Hannibal was ready to take will as a apprentece at the end with the way Will was going full force #Louis finally was the deep dakr monster that hid underneith it all - rage he couldnt unleash but now as he is a vampire its a free for all #but see how will hates it? how louis recognizes that he is not truly evil just has urges to act in evil ways? #bella is unhinge so like I cannot defend my first born lesbian daughter that was her thru and thru lmao she was tehre for strap (edward) an #anti anging (vampireism) if id written it she woul dhave said fuck them kids and simply terminated lmao had carlile change her and live her #best life with alice purr #jasper being a racist is also on par lmao ppl always mention it and im like yeah bestie they are ancient vampires id be suspsicious if one- #wanst a KKK member and they were all white lmao #its not funny haha but imma still laugh

[dalloneveryday]

day 193??

#i dont wanna check if thats the right day #i jsut walked 12000 steps im ready to fucking die #anyway i thiught. silhouettte photo because Eclsipse #dallon weekes #idkhow #happy eclipse dag guysy :) <3 #i didnt see it because im canadian and my school didnt want me to so yeah #i saw a livestream at least 😔

[stardustvanfleet]

thinking about these two most beautiful boys in the whole wide world as i head to bed. i love my twinnies and i love all of u!!!!

#accepting my fate as straddling the line between jake lane and twin lane ❤️ #because josh has had me actually so fucked up for weeks now. i cannot keep ignoring this. i love you joshy baby i love you i love you #anyway…. it was a loooooong ass night at my restaurant job tonight. bitches would just not leave and let us close #i was so damn tired and Ready To Leave LMFAO #also the cabernet we have is called josh and people would not stop ordering it tonight. #like. the number of times i had to go to the bar like IM WAITING FOR A JOSH? like. uhhhhhh. yeah i sure fucking am #also kinda drunk and wishing i had a kiszka twin on either side of me!!!! oops!!!! #anyway i love y’all sm <3 goodnight #li speaks #jake #josh

[xxcherrycherixx]

Blondie walking into the room to see cupid lounging completely naked on her bed scrolling through hextagram:

Cupid noticing her and moving to wave, her boobs now fully on display: blondie! You’re back early :D whats with that look?

Blondie:

Blondie: dexter would have never survived dating you.

Cupid: what

#ever after high #blondie lockes #c.a cupid #dexter absolutely dodged a bullet he would have been a wreck #‘cmon dex! i want another round ;) ‘ #dexter crying ‘i cant- i physically cant go anymore- its been TWO HOURS cupid i cant go again 😭’ #‘thats fine!’ dexter has hope at cupids words ‘really? youre fine with it’ #cupid nods excitedly ‘yeah! its totally fine! we can just switch positions so im fucking you instead! so you dont have to get it up :D’ #‘wait what- what do you mean- oh. oh thats a dick.’ #dexter frowns as he notices something ‘why does everyone including my gf have a bigger dick than me?’ #dexter could not handle any of cupids constant nakedness or lust #meanwhile blondie is a total freak who is honestly a lil disappointed if cupid isnt naked and ready to go the moment she comes home #lets put it this way: #if dexter walked in tge bedroom to see cupid with even just basic bondage- he would be out of there. #if blondie walked in the room to see cupid as a literal bear with a dick- she would be undressing already. #im sorry i slipped in a bear cupid sex joke #silvers posts just reminded me of it so i have it on the mind 😭 #DAMN YOU BEAR CUPID

[merwynsartblog]

Was supposed to do a king dedede study since im trying to draw him better but i doodled this for @oddpizza instead bc i can

Margarita and Cj would be good friends i like to think..

#legit i think they be like..very close tbh.. #i just realized i forgot margarita face scar in the bottom doodle fuck #welp what can ya do- lol #anyways yeah i think they be pretty close they are both very friendly- margarita is already used to alot of energy by anton so if cj was a- #-burst of energy type of person Margarita would be already be ready for it- #i fucking love cj's face in the top left doodle like omfg :0 #hehe anyways enough rambling im gonna go try to improve stuff on my art #pizza tower oc #pizza tower #margarita the pizza boy

[popstart]

Its hilariously in character how little gwen shows up in this show but it sucks because shes like 80% of the redeeming qualities of it

#fucked uuppppppp #any time she says literally anything im like Yeah. yk. like Yeah. #total drama #total dramarama #td gwen #im actually lying when i say gwen is the only good part im just not ready to actually commit to saying i Like dramarama #the little character interaction bites though. someone sedate me theyre so fun to watch #clips and screenshots

[p-s-yokubo]

SANDMAN SET IS REAL ITS HAPPENING ITS REAL SANDMAN MINIFIG IS REAL AND HAPPENING I HOPE THIS IS NOT MISINFORMATION BC HOLY SHIT IM SO HAPPY IM SO FUCKING HAPPY LETS FUCKING GO BOYS SANDMANNNNNNNNNNN

#lego dreamzzz #the sandman dreamzzz #THIS JUST IN THE WORLDS BIGGEST SANDMAN FAN COULD NOT BE HAPPIER #IM SO READY TO DROP LIKE 100 DOLLARS ON IT FUCK YEAH BABY

[pepprs]

ok. moving out update. today i:

talked to my beloved ex supervisor / mentor (<- SCARY!!!!!) to ask her about her experiences living by herself esp as a short woman (which is not a big deal except for how it is + how my parents think it is) and get her advice abt how to navigate that experience psychologically and practically. i asked her if we could talk abt this very impulsively on thursday after not having the courage to do it for almost a year btw (<- BRAVE!!!!!!!!) and i was still too scared / embarrassed to ask her some stuff abt safety / self defense lol but it mostly went really well!

started making a budget and determined that a) i may be getting overpaid somehow (😳) b) i may be getting double or even triple charged for my health and life insurance (😒) so now i need to call hr on monday and figure all of that out. and also c) i suck at math but we knew that. but i forced myself to figure out what i did wrong so that’s an achievement

made my first ever student loan payment 😀🔫

booked a tour of one apartment and attempted to book a tour of another (the same place i was looking at in may) but their website was glitching out and then they didn’t answer when i called to schedule it over the phone which. hm. 😒 but yeah the tour(s) will happen mid week next week and im going to ride the shuttle to the apartment complex(es) and back to campus to see what that’s like too!

posted on local subr*ddit asking for recommendations for those two apartments + other places in the area. haven’t gotten anything back bc i just made the post but 😎👍

read a bunch of old journal entries from 2021 to remind myself of what it was like to move onto campus and how i pushed through my family’s hurt and disapproval to live the way i needed to. haven’t finished reading it all yet but i will tomorrow (while also doing my stupid homework 🙄)

#purrs #i really hope im not being overpaid lol. because if i am being overpaid that means i can’t afford to move out 😍 but my paystubs #are saying thats how much im making every week and it is… significantly more then im supposed to be making which is absolutely not a bad #thing i just don’t understand why it’s happening + want to make sure it’s supposed to be happening so that i don’t depend on an error that #would devastate me when remedied yk. but yeah. also i haven’t factored car stuff into any of this yet sooooo erm. we’ll see what happens #anyways uhm this is kind of crazy like. i am really making a concerted effort to try to move out. SOON. and my family doesn’t know. #chuckles im in danger but also….. tess pepprs epic girlboss redemption arc i think. i am doing big scary things and i can do them. fuck yeah #like. i don’t have to live like this anymore. i can change it TODAY. i have that power. i have done my time. i’m ready to fly and no one can #stop me. i will not be held back anymore. i’m going to live the life of my wildest dreams and i’m on the brink of beginning it.

[lonely--seeker]

For all the shit Twitter was talking about Hazbin hotel... I was not ready for chapter 4

#I mean yeah that shit is triggering as fuck okay #i was expecting them to handle it worse? maybe as just another edgy topic to talk about? or simply not as important #i have a weird mix. but sitting through it didn't felt mocking or I don't know I don't have the words #all i can say is that i oddly feel better after watching it #why did they make Hazbin Hotel like that i was ready for not giving a shit about it #so it's not cringy edgy demons or whatever it's about fucked up people but people nonetheless? hmm #i hate twitter i genuinely hate twitter discourse. what a whole new kind of hellhole. #and not to dismiss the valid points of criticism they migh have against the show. #but the site is just full of things that deal me mental and emotional damage #i was feeling bothered by angel dust and I knew that was exactly what the point was but STILL fuuuuck i did not expect them to land that hit #despite it all #im blabbering #so sorryyy