#fucking hell kaz

[six-of-cringe]

Tumblr blog six-of-cringe take iceberg

#the top is stuff i dont shut up about. the bottom is for secret thoughts that have not seen the light of day #you dont even know about my soc moral ocd diagnoses. you dont even know the matthias autism #i barely even know the matthias autism the take is half buried in the sands of my vast mindscape #listen that straightforwardness can't ALL be cultural right? like. “you can't cry in a corner this room has no corners” #he's so fucking real #anyway i need to post about some of these more they need to come up a couple levels in the iceberg #hell i need to post about the top layer more. the spectral bfwp is a phantom that constantly haunts my blog and never appears #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #matthias helvar #nina zenik #six of crows #soc #six of crows memes #soc shitpost #soc headcanon #bfwp

[miabrown007]

going crazy about kaz brekker hours

#HE'S JUST *screams into a pillow* #Inej wants him to be better she NEEDS him to be better and shed his armour and be emotionall vulnerable and honest to her #and every time he tries it life delivers a right hook into his solar plexus and knocks him to hell and back #and time and time again he is made to come to the incorrect conclusion that being vulnerable and soft and caring about anyone ever #is a mistake and a weakness that he isn't allowed that he doesn't deserve #and his only way of getting what he wants and keeping the people he loves safe is if he becomes something that can't love them #like life just continues to punish him for having any kind of feelings #and he can only love them if he kills the part of himself that loves them. like COME ON MAN #i'm literally unwell about this kid (KID HE'S FUCKING 17 LET HIM LIVE) #someone sedate me (well actually don't i need to start reading CK tonight) #Kaz I Am Ruin And Ruination Brekker #and it's so tragic because he has come such a long way during SoC and when Inej asks him to be hers you know he can't do it. he would like #to but he's unable of it like his walls are still built up so high. #and it's fair of her to ask because she needs that and keeping her always at arms length is not viable of Kaz but also that's all he can #currently give her. that's his all and it's not enough and my heart is breaking for them ohmygod #they make me think so much of felonies love square I'LL EAT GLASS #okay. anyway. finished six of crows. i'm normal about them. #mia's reading

[the-girl-in-the-high-castle]

Looks like our baby Elliot has been cast as baby Kaz.

I love Kaz and I love that he's getting the attention he deserves because that kid is incredible, but I just want to cry because HE IS OUR BABY ELLIOT AND HE SHOULD GET TO KEEP BEING OUR BABY ELLIOT 🥺😭😭

#1899 #1899 netflix #baby Elliot #i just want to cry #shadow and bone #kaz brekker #fuck you netflix #burn in the seven hells for all eternity

[kaijusmart]

Tired and on a train right now but im thinking about raiden sooo much. I love mgs2 its a horror trans allegory to me

Raiden is so transfem imo. Shes been forced into this masculine roll her whole life and it comes to a head in mgs2 when shes placed in the huge role of solid snake. Now snake himself doesn’t even embody this huge macho persona hes made out to be. “The perfect soldier” solidified by shadow moses and only “corrupted afterwards. Raiden is forced to take on this overwhelming masculine role, a test subject meant to be the next generation of unstoppable strong men.

Raiden’s story is one of a struggle with self identity and being able to live a life for himself, and this can be read trans or cis, but its so so interesting for me to read it as trans. Going along with the headcanon that solid snake is transmasc, taking control of his genes as “the failed twin” and forging his own life; his speech to raiden at the end of mgs2 feels like an older trans person giving advice to someone who hasn’t realized themself yet. Live your own life, find out who you are, we dont determine what the next generation is all we can do is bring them into a better more understanding world. Dont try to be me and dont let them force you to be me. Its ok to not be masculine. (Sidenote this speech and the one at the end of mgs1 is what makes mgs4 so out of place and terrible but thats another conversation)

Anyway long story short i really love raiden as transfem. I think it fits well with her storyline, making her own identity, and breaking away from this deadly masculine roll shes been forced into her whole life.

Wrapping back around to mgs2 being a horror game to me, it feels like the culmination of a psychological horror story. Cant site specifics rn cause i havent been through the whole game in a while, but raidens story feels like a constant disconnect of identity (for trans and trauma reasons). Mgs2 is a scheme created specifically to shatter Raiden into the mold they want for her. Psychological horror meant to make her question her personality, her reality, and her choices. That can be used as a very good allegory to going through the most internally violent depressive depersonalization period before coming to terms with your identity.

Setting aside the rest of her story for a minute, i think after mgs2 she takes a little while to figure herself out. She was already a little femmy before and doesnt change much. Imo shes transfem nonbinary specifically. I think she prefers to be a bit androgynous it makes her feel good. But she gets more comfortable with openly wearing more fem stuff, and allowing herself to be more vunerable with herself and others. She gets happier :) she figures it out

#sorry just spitting out words rn #train thoughts yknow #my post #i just. augh. grips the hell out of her #mgs2 #raiden mgs #love to put main tags on stuff like this everybody look at my posts now #and to that anon that asked why i think raiden is transfem #you couldve been genuine but you also sounded offended by that #well heres your explanation of my thoughts but fuck you she can be #slaps metal gear this puppy is so full of trans people #dont get me started on transfem kaz as well #and as mentioned in this solid snake is so fucking trans bro #diary

[articulatecrow]

Sage, watching Kaz give Inej instruction: Saints, I would die for Kaz Brekker.

Jesper:

Wylan:

Nina: Honestly, he’d probably let you. 

#six of crows #six of crows incorrect quotes #six of crows on crack #six of crows duology #Kaz Brekker #kaz dirtyhands brekker #kaz fucking brekker #kaz #kazzle dazzle #but on saints this man is fine as hell #inej ghafa #knife wife #wylan van sunshine #wylan van eck #wylan fahey #jesper fahey #jesper fahey is my spirit animal #nina zenik #leigh bardugo #leigh bardugo youre a fucking genius #articulatecrow #sazzle with kazzle #sab #sab season 2

[scalproie]

WE KNOW THAT. WHO IS HE TO YOU

#OBV NOTHING BUT I WANT YOU TO SAY IT #goddd jin and kaz do NOT have a personal connection but fucking hell i sure wish they did #bc shit like this STILL make me feel smth #tagging later

[suuho]

they’re in the middle of a lawsuit and he’s walking around looking like this?????? 😭

#excuse me what the hell does he look THIS good for??:?):)/):):)::??? #what the FUCK #did y’all see junmyeon too…… #kaz talks #also that phone was NOT on a call lmao you can’t fool me

[lesbiansanemi]

And when I thought things were finally fine and had calmed down my roommate starts sending me shelters because he wants me to get rid of my cat 🙃🙃🙃

#‘she’s peeing on my stuff 😡’ #listen I get that that sucks #but also…. we had a system in place that got her stop #I get putting cat spikes on the couches was mildly annoying but guess what #she wasn’t pissing on them anymore #and tell your bf to stop leaving your bedroom door open if you don’t want her to piss on your bed #like ????? #I know he’s stopped doing these things because the bf finds them mildly inconveniencing #sorry I’m not getting rid of my cat that I’ve had for almost four years and who got rehomed TWICE before I got her #because you have to put in a tiiiiiny bit of effort #‘she pissed on my shoes 😡’ #she has literally never peed on shoes before I guarantee you it’s because I left for a weekend and she’s anxious #fucking calm down #you could also just not leave your shoes by the door #he already rehomed our rats because he found them annoying which I feel bad about #I didn’t fight him much on that one because they were more his than mine so if he wanted to make that decision whatever #but hell no I’m not taking my cat to a fucking SHELTER fuck you #‘she drives me insane tho’ #okay well your fucking boyfriend drives me insane and you’re not seeing me demand you take him to a fucking shelter so lol #GOD this is not what I wanna deal with when I get home #and it’s just pissing me off cuz I get it’s annoying #but we’d gotten her to stop mostly and now it’s started again because of things 🙃🙃 the fucking bf is doing 🙃🙃 #so like this is your own fault and you’re expecting me to get rid of my baby because your bf can’t be assed to slightly alter #how he likes to live which is apparently being allergic to just keeping the bedroom door closed #jfc #kaz rambles

[sug-kuk]

frick u

#mgr #mgr raiden #mgs raiden #metal gear rising #kuk post #I FUCKINGS FOUND A RIGGED MODEL HELL FUCKING YEAH #HELL YEAH HELL YEAH #might do refrance sheet for this model too bc theres so much detail on him #it's a mmd model tho so idk how official he is but looks pretty legit #i just had the urge to make mgr raiden flip the bird #btw his lost eye is still under there #might try and find kaz or big baws too so i can do similar stupid shit #this is so fun hsjfhskjfhgjk

[malinaa]

sorry but i can’t stop thinking abt how sab s2 fucked literally every character arc 😭 like NO ONE was safe

#shows #shadow and bone #s&b s2 #sab spoilers #grishaverse #text #tais toi lys #mal alina genya david kaz inej wylan jesper #hell. even the darkling’s nuance got scrubbed away #what the fuck #* #lys lb: grishaverse #grishaversepost

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

well kaz brekker could never be cassel sharpe. not to me. for one simple reason and it’s that i didn’t know kaz in ninth grade 🙄 and perhaps even more importantly. leigh bardugo is not as good a writer as holly black. but that is neither here nor there. xoxo beth

#like ok cassel was there with me through the time i stepped on a nail and my uncle died and i had to go to band camp and then start high #school all in the span of a month. so. he literally saw ninth grade band camp. aka hell on earth. #that’s the kind of bond you can only form with a book character at 14 #kaz your lame ass could never be him!!!! #sorry for being a hater. not my fault i formed a lifelong attachment to holly black at 13 #girls my audiobook expires at 3am if i don’t finish i’ll fucking cry fr…. #⚖️

[kazz-matazz]

i have this huge metal thing in my mouth now i am GOING TO STAR BITING. i cant move my tongue to the left without feeling Huge Scratchy Metal Thing. im dying methinks

#kaz complains about his braces 2 electric boogaloo #riri: aw hell naw what the fuck is she complaining about now #kaz rambles #i sigh #WHY DOES ANTI BAKUGOU KATSUGI COME UP AFTER KAZ RAMBLES>???

[scorndotexe]

killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing killing

#this project is gonna be hideous #and not in a fun way #gonna do a ton of work this week #then im going to. hide away. become a hermit. #come back in thirty years. #get a boring job. and then die in peace #away from fucking art school #''but kaz why the hell are you at art school if you don't like it'' #THE ALTERNATIVE WAS WORSE. I TRIED THE ALTERNATIVE. IT TRIED TO KILL ME. #anyway. someone please kill me before monday #persimmon's rambles

[singin-salmon]

ep. 4 shadow and bone spoilers...

WHY THE FUCK IS HALF OF CROOKED KINGDOM HAPPENING RN?????? ik that they're trying to pack as much in as they can just in case the show isn't renewed but all the plots are just so messed up.

#shadow and bone netflix #shadow and bone spoilers #crooked kingdom #what the fuck #kaz brekker #jesper is there for the kaelish prince convo #meaning 'who the hell is jordie' will never happen #and so many other moments #and all the relationships are on fast forward #it should not be moving this fast #i get why they did this but i'm mad

[taitropa]

The scene at the end of Crooked Kingdom where Inej scares Pekka Rollins so badly that he ran for the hills with no plans to come back to Ketterdam again is so gaslight gatekeep girlboss or whatever the kids say these days.

#( fuck with my man and find out. ) #( ‘that’s just the first cut rollins. don’t make me come back for a second.’ or whatever the hell she said. ) #( and then left a stuffed little crow for his kid to play with as a threat. scary. ) #( she’s so hot. ) #( kaz is like i’ll be ready when rollins comes back. but the guy is sucking his thumb somewhere. ) #( having nightmares about dirtyhands and his wraith queen. power couple but make it a threat. ) #( wife her up already brekker or i will. damn. )

[hearties-circus]

Her favourite coworker her bestie I promise

#al art #metal gear solid #mgs #kazuhira miller #the boss mgs #zags your tags i love them #to ease the hell that is being stuck at msf/dd she just chats with everyone there like they're besties and can hear her #she especially likes to just chat at kaz though bc hes funny and bc occy fuckinf hates him #she knows her contrasting emotions abt kaz completely fucks up adams mood its a big part of the reason #although all this being said if kaz could see/hear her he would also very much like her #so in spirit they're besties <3 #haunted by joy au