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Found Family Tournament Round 1 Part 22 Group 108
Propaganda and further pictures under the cut
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Fujiwara Family: Fujiwara Touko, Fujiwara Shigeru, Natsume Takashi, Nyanko-sensei
Justice League's Founders: Clark Kent/Superman, Bruce Wayne/Batman, Princess Diana/Wonder Woman, Barry Allen/Flash, Arthur Curry/Aquaman, Hal Jordan/Green Lantern & Martian Manhunter/J'onn J'onzz
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Fujiwara Family:
Sorry, I got no propaganda for them yet :(
Justice League's Founders:
Sorry, I got no propaganda for them yet :(
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enbynoodle · 1 year
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Hi @dragon-in-a-mug I’m ur @natsume-ss secret Santa! I hope you had a great Christmas and have a fantastic new year.
[Image Description: A 4 panel comic featuring characters from the anime Natsume Yuujinchou.
The first panel is text only with two pieces of text, the first reads: Ne… Touko-san? Have you ever thought that Nyankichi-kun is a bit of a strange cat? And the second piece of text read: Hmmm…
The second panel is of the cat standing on a some papers on a desk and staring at them as if he is reading them. A man, Fujiwara Shigeru, is walking past the doorway to the room and looking in at the cat.
The third panel is of the cat sitting at a table as if waiting to be served a meal while a woman, Fujiwara Touko, is holding a plate of onigiri and looking at the cat.
The final panel is of the cat and a boy, Natsume Takashi, walking into the front yard while Touko and Shigeru watch. The cat is walking on its hind legs instead of on all fours.]
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natsuchous · 1 year
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nimbusnight28174 · 4 months
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Safe amongst shards
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One of the little moments Natsume realises he might just finally be safe.
Abuse isn't something you just get over. Even now, with months behind him of peaceful living - or as peaceful as it could get, dealing with yokai bussiness - with the Fujiwara's, Natsume still found himself waiting for the other shoe to drop. Like now, as a glass shattered on the floor, and he felt his body lock up, mute and with anxiety tearing at his insides, even as he bent down to gather up the pieces. It was best to keep his head down, in these situations; and he had learned this well, as he was an accident prone child, even without interferrance. It would not stop the yelling, but if he looked sufficiently cowed, and didn't make eye contact, it would stop sooner. Otherwise he'd seem standoffish at best, and rebellious at worst.
So when a hand appeared in his periphery, reaching towards him, he didn't know what to think. The Fujiwaras, had never been anything but kind so far, giving him his own room, regular meals and let him keep Nyanko-sensei who he'd unexpectedly brought to their home, but maybe this was it. Maybe they'd put up with enough. Natsume's heart raced, and he clenched his teeth as he waited.
But Touko's hand covered his own gently, and her voice was calm, as she told him to be careful of the shards, and don't you worry about it Takashi-kun, these things happen, I'll get the brush and clean it right up. And she stroked his hair with a kind smile, before telling him to sit go sit down at the table, and perhaps Shigeru could fetch another glass? He could, and he patted Natsume on the shoulder as he placed it down, offering him a smile of his own in silent reassurance.
And as Touko rejoined them and they dug into the homy meal, the glass was already a distant past, and when sensei came stumbling in some time later, complaining loudly at their headstart, it was to lighter spirits and a boy thinking that he might finally be safe.
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alltheoutsinfreeeee · 2 years
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makes me go feral every time
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hyephyep · 1 year
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@alloflovex I was your gifter for @natsume-ss ! Happy New Year! I know you might not be checking your tumblr since it was just a backup, so I’ll post this to twitter too once the site is working again.
[Image Description: Digital drawing of Takashi, Touko, and Shigeru from Natsume's Book of Friends, sitting on the floor together. They are sitting on the doorway between the inside of their house and their porch. Takashi faces outside and leans against the backs of Touko and Shigeru, who face inside. Takashi's relaxed expression with closed eyes is visible. Touko and Shigeru are turned to look at Takashi, making their faces partially visible. They are smiling. Scattered around Takashi are objects relating to his youkai adventures, including the Book of Friends. Nyanko-Sensei is napping on Takashi's leg. Takashi, Touko, and Shigeru are all holding identical cups. Messy, simplistic flowers are painted on the porch and wall outside. End Image Description]
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taizi · 2 years
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come inside, can i get you to stay?
@natsumeweek 2022 day 6; unexpected meetings
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He’d never admit it on pain of death, but Takashi has always quietly envied any of his classmates with siblings. He was even a little jealous of Taki, Kitamoto and Nishimura—as stupid as that last one was, in hindsight. When he was a child, it’s one of the things Takashi daydreamed about the most.
He’s had foster brothers and sisters before, but it never felt real. They were always aware that the placement wasn’t permanent, that Takashi would be moving on again soon, and it wouldn’t make sense to waste their time getting close to him. Kids in the system are very pragmatic.
This time, it doesn’t feel real for an entirely different reason. Takashi thinks maybe it’s because he wants this to work so badly.
For his friend’s sake—because his friend deserves to live where people like him, where he’s safe—but for Takashi’s sake, too.
Nishimura is acting like it’s just an extended sleepover. On one hand, that means he accepts the Fujiwaras’ hospitality as readily as he always has, traipsing around their comfortable old house like he’s certain of his welcome there, lazing in Takashi’s bedroom and trying to distract him from homework in favor of Mario Kart.
On the other hand, it also means he hasn’t unpacked his own room yet. He hasn’t put any of his clothes in the closet, or put up his posters. When he wants Takashi to watch a movie with him, he has to dig around in his box of DVDs, even though there’s a shelf he could stack them on.
When Touko asks what foods he likes over dinner on their first night together, Nishimura grins and says, “I’ll eat anything!”
And Takashi is forcibly reminded of every single time he’s ever been asked that question. How many times he smiled politely and said, “I don’t really have any favorites.” How he forced himself to eat things he hated, because he didn’t want to lose the privilege of having anything to eat at all.
It took Touko ages to coax preferences out of Takashi. He has no idea how she did it, so patient and implacable, never minding the constant way Takashi danced around letting himself belong here—always one step forward, two steps back, and the occasional sideways shuffle.
Clearly, she’s prepared to go through the whole routine all over again, smiling kindly and letting the subject drop, but Takashi says, “He hates spicy food.”
Nishimura elbows him hard enough that Takashi misses his mouth with his cup and spills water down his shirt.
“I totally eat spicy food,” Nishimura asserts loudly.
“You eat spicy food when Shibata bets you money you won’t,” Takashi replies. “And afterwards you act like you’re having an asthma attack and someone has to go buy you a milk tea. Tanuma started bringing his inhaler with him when we go out.”
“What?” Nishimura looks like he doesn’t know if that’s hilarious or embarrassing. Normally he has no sense of shame, so it probably has something to do with the way their parents are spectating avidly from the other side of the table. “Did you tell him I don’t even have asthma?”
“Better safe than sorry,” Takashi replies mildly.
It takes like three seconds for hilarity to win, and then Nishimura throws his head back and cackles. There’s always going to be a thin white scar through his left side of his mouth, but for now it’s just a week-old wound that doesn’t split open anymore when he laughs.
Takashi catches Touko’s eye and has to look away quickly from all the warm pride on her face.
He doesn’t want it to be as uncertain and scary for Nishimura as it was for him. He wants to make it easier where he can. He wants it to work.
“Shigeru?” Takashi asks, leaning around the open office door. When his foster father looks up from his desk, Takashi swallows, squeezes the hand he has wrapped around Nishimura’s wrist so he can’t escape, and manages to ask, “Are you busy?”
“Of course not,” Shigeru says easily. He puts his drafting pencil down and turns his chair toward the door. “What do you need?”
“Nothing,” Nishimura calls from behind Takashi, out of sight. His arm is fully extended so he can stand as far back from the office door as possible. “Natsume just likes watching me squirm. He’s kind of a sociopath, you should keep an eye on that.”
Takashi rolls his eyes. Shigeru grins, and gestures for him to go on.
“We’re kind of struggling with our math homework,” Takashi explains. “Nishimura missed a couple lessons and I’ve been—distracted at school.” Worried out of his mind, more like, but that probably goes without saying.
It costs him a little to ask for help. He’s always prided himself on being low-maintenance. But Nishimura adamantly won’t admit he’s struggling until he’s got a failing grade, and even then he’d probably go to someone else first.
But Shigeru is right here, and he’s an architect. He’s brilliant at math. There’s a design sketch spread across his desk even now, all clean lines and tiny details. He’d be happy to help.
Takashi has made this argument with himself a dozen times. It feels strange to finally act on it.
“Understandably,” Shigeru says without judgment. His smile widens when Nishimura dares to peek over Takashi’s shoulder into the room. “Well, it’s been awhile since I’ve had to wrestle with high school algebra, but three heads are better than two. Maybe if we’re studious enough, Touko-san will forget we were supposed to go have tea with Watanabe-san.”
Nishimura scoffs quietly, and Takashi wrinkles his nose a little before he can help it. Neither of them like the grumpy old man across the street, in part because he takes umbrage with everything anyone under the age of thirty has to say about literally anything, and also in part because of that time he chased Nyanko-sensei off his yard with a water hose in February.
Shigeru seems delighted at their reactions. And now that they’re in on a scheme together, Nishimura comes into the office much more willingly. He ultimately leaves with a greater understanding of algebra than he’s ever had before in his life (his own words) and calls Tsuji on the landline before dinner to crow “now that I know numbers it’s over for the rest of you!!”
When he’s lived there for about a week, he finally cracks.
“Where are you going?” Takashi asks, staring blankly at his friend, who is suspended half out of the bedroom window and looking increasingly like a kid caught with his hand in a cookie jar.
“Out,” Nishimura says conversationally.
“At nine o’clock at night?”
“I want chicken nuggets.”
Takashi knows that Touko will be an order of magnitude more upset over a broken bone than a broken curfew, and says as much. He hauls Nishimura back inside and manages to convince him to sneak out the front door instead.
“Hang on, you’re coming?” Nishimura says, realizing belatedly that Takashi stepped down into the genkan with him. “I don’t need a babysitter.”
“Should have thought of that before I found you dangling out a window.”
“Bakashi,” Nishimura heckles without heat, but then he catches Takashi’s arm. “Seriously, wait a sec. I don’t want to get you in trouble.”
“I don’t want you getting in trouble by yourself,” Takashi counters. It makes Nishimura grin crookedly, seemingly despite himself, and by the time they slip out the door, he’s humming the Mission Impossible theme song and generally being his usual energetic, unsubtle self.
The row of buzzing orange street lights overhead are a familiar guide through town. All the roads and sidewalks are mostly empty, a few stragglers on their way home for the night and not much traffic otherwise. Takashi doesn’t count a single car.
It’s just the two of them, walking close enough that their shoulders and elbows bump. Their voices carry in the stillness, but for once, Takashi doesn’t feel self-conscious just for existing. He feels like he belongs here.
The neon sign of the combini blazes through the twilight, but Nishimura doesn’t go inside. He plops down on the curb outside and pats the spot beside him.
“Did you forget your wallet again?” Takashi asks, not entirely surprised.
“That only happened twice, and no,” Nishimura replies haughtily. Then, less performatively, he adds, “I guess I just wanted to go for a walk.”
Takashi sits beside him, drawing his knees up and folding his arms on top. Resting his chin on one of his elbows, he gazes across the little parking lot, letting the silence unfold into something comfortable and weighted around them.
There’s something standing in the shadows just beyond the light of the convenience store, a little too tall and tapered to be human. He doesn’t think it means any harm. There are a few little ghost lights drifting by, too, off on some merry escapade.
He’s never truly alone. Still, it’s nice to have company.
“It’s been two weeks,” Nishimura says suddenly. “Isn’t that weird?”
Takashi tilts his head, watching the ghost lights. “Weird how?”
“I dunno. It feels like it happened years ago,” Nishimura says. He touches his ruined lip with the backs of his fingers, like he’s not fully aware he’s doing it. “But it also feels like it happened yesterday. It’s weird. I keep waiting for everyone to realize they made a mistake. Mom’s always been that way, and it never mattered until—until this one time, when she went a little too far? That doesn’t make sense. They can’t just change the rules. It’s not fair.”
It’s not fair. It’s not fair that it happened at all. It’s not fair that apparently, the entire time Takashi has known him, the entire time Nishimura has been flooding Takashi’s half-empty life with noise and color and light, he’s been going home to a place where he wasn’t wanted. He’s been lost the way Takashi used to be lost, the way people aren’t supposed to get lost in this town.
He learned to live that way. Anyone can learn to live with anything, if they’re left alone with it long enough. And now he’s struggling to un-learn it, because no one helped him until it was something they couldn’t ignore. It’s not fair.
A neighbor called the police that night, because they heard glass breaking and feared it might have been a burglary. Nishimura only called Kitamoto from the station because Detective Genta made it clear he couldn’t leave until he called someone.  
Nishimura would never have called the police on his mother. Takashi tries not to think about what might have happened if Nishimura’s neighbor hadn’t been awake.
“You’re half-right,” he finally says, when he’s pretty sure he can speak without crying.
Nishimura scoffs. “Which part am I wrong about?”
“Getting you out of there wasn’t a mistake,” Takashi tells him, as firmly as he’s able. “It isn’t fair that it took this long. And someone should have helped you sooner. But she—your mother didn’t deserve you.”
“Does anyone really deserve me? I don’t know if I should be allowed to inflict myself on others. I’m kind of a mess. And I know how annoying I can be, I’m not completely oblivious. My own family didn’t stick around.”
“Your real family did,” Takashi says, thinking of the way Kitamoto’s mom flew out the door the second she got that phone call, the way his dad and sister stayed up to bake a two-layer cake when it would have made more sense to be asleep, the dogged way Kitamoto refused to let Nishimura make ugly jokes about himself or spend his time alone. The way they fought for him around that little kitchen table, refusing to give ground until they found a solution that would work. “And—and we—Shigeru, Touko, and I—we could try to deserve you. If you’d let us.”
That finally provokes a reaction. Nishimura jerks around to look at him, wide-eyed.
Takashi lifts his chin bravely and looks right back.
“I’ve always wanted a brother,” he says, parting ways with just one of his carefully-kept secrets.
All of Nishimura’s walls come down. He searches Takashi’s expression for something, and he must find it, because he laughs. It’s a barely-there, disbelieving sound, more of an exhale than anything, but it counts.
He’s sitting there on the curb, washed in all the bright lights from the 7-Eleven behind them, the red-brown in his hair and his eyes very warm and very soft. He’s open and unguarded in a way that was beaten out of Takashi years ago.
“Well, if that’s all,” he says grandly, but he’s smiling again—crooked and fond and strangely shy. “I think that ship has sailed, Natsume. You snuck out of the house with me in the middle of the night to get snacks. That’s peak sibling behavior. You’ve had a brother for at least twenty minutes now and you never even noticed.”
Takashi grins back at him, wide enough that he probably looks stupid. This moment was worth breaking their curfew for. This moment was worth almost everything it took for him to get here. If he could go back and tell himself, at six, or nine, or twelve years old, everything he had to look forward to, maybe his childhood would have been easier to survive.
Movement across the parking lot catches his eye, and he ignores it at first—he thinks it’s probably that tall creature lurking around in the shadows, and he doesn’t want Nishimura to see him jumping at things that aren’t there—but then Nishimura says, in a tone of total disbelief,  “Nii-san?”
And, sure enough—it’s Nishimura Kiyoshi, tearing across the lot towards them like there’s a hungry monster at his heels. Dumbly, Takashi glances behind him to make sure there’s not one.
“Satoru!” Kiyoshi shouts on approach, causing Nishimura to scramble to his feet, dragging Takashi up with him. “What the hell are you doing out here? Are you fucking kidding me?”
It’s kind of a strange tone for him to take, given everything he’s missed. He can’t just show up out of nowhere, two weeks after the fact, and start yelling. Takashi hates how tense and nervous Nishimura is now, even though he’s already scowling, already opening his mouth to give back as good as he gets.
He doesn’t get a chance. The second he’s within arms’ reach, Kiyoshi is yanking him off the curb. Nishimura stumbles, wide-eyed, straight into an embrace. Kiyoshi’s arms wrap him up securely, one hand fisted in the back of his jacket, the other pressed firmly to the back of his head, and he hugs him like—like he’s scared of losing him.
“I think I lost my mind like four separate times on the train ride here,” Kiyoshi snaps. His voice is wavering, coming apart, and the fury begins to sound more like fear. “My phone died last month, you idiot. I haven’t had the extra money to replace it until—and when I did, and I found those voicemails—”
He takes a deep breath and stands back to hold Nishimura out at arm’s length. Nishimura is staring up at him wide-eyed, like this version of Kiyoshi is some alarming new species he’s never encountered before.
“Why didn’t you call me?” Kiyoshi demands. “All those messages were from other people. The detective, and the social worker—Aunt Mikako left me about a hundred. Why didn’t you—”
“They took my phone as evidence,” Nishimura blurts. “And I didn’t want it back. I think they gave it to Uncle Hakaru. I dunno. I didn’t want to call anyone, or talk about it at all. And—and I didn’t know why you didn’t answer anyone else, so I figured—I thought you must not—”
“No,” Kiyoshi says harshly. “You thought wrong.”
“You’ve been busy!” Nishimura shoots back, eyes glassy. “You haven’t come to visit in ages. You don’t have time for me anymore. How was I supposed to know you’d want me to call you? And I already ruined mom’s life just by existing, and I nearly ruined Auntie’s and Uncle’s, so sorry if I decided not to make a targeted attempt at ruining yours, too!”
Kiyoshi makes a furious, bitten-off sound, and gives Nishimura’s shoulders a solid shake where he’s still holding them.
“You ruin my life every time you open your stupid mouth, that doesn’t mean I don’t want you in it! Why do you think I’ve been killing myself at university, huh? I had to get out of there, so I could get you out of there, you moron.”
Nishimura looks rattled. “I didn’t know that.”
“Clearly,” Kiyoshi seethes. He jerks his hands off of Satoru’s shoulders and paces a few steps away, digging the heels of his palms into his eyes. “You—you scared the shit out of me, kid. And then when Auntie finally told me where you were staying, and I get there, and Fujiwara-san said she didn’t know where you were—”
“Oh, great,” Nishimura says, and turns to Takashi, “great, he’s been back in town for two minutes and he already sold us out. God works fast but big brothers work faster.”
“You zip it!” Kiyoshi snaps. “I can’t stand you! What are you doing sneaking around anyway?”
“Snacks,” Takashi volunteers.
The elder Nishimura pinches the bridge of his nose, clearly searching deep inside himself for some extra, untapped well of patience. But instead of blowing up at them, or bullying them back home the way Takashi half-expects him to, he folds himself into their quest instead; spending two thousand yen on chicken nuggets and Chocorooms and these little steamed cheesecake sandwiches that caught Takashi’s eye by the register.
And as they walk back together, in between the bickering and sideswiping, Kiyoshi asks careful, casual questions about what the Fujiwaras are like, and how Nishimura has liked staying with them so far, almost as though he’s feeling something out. He studies the easy way Takashi and Nishimura walk together, like they’re walking right where they’re supposed to be. He mentions that he took a leave of absence from his classes, so he’ll be around for the next couple of weeks.
“Are you staying at the house?” Nishimura asks.
“Satoru, I would sooner sleep on the street corner than go back into that woman’s house,” Kiyoshi says pleasantly.
“A little dramatic, but okay. Touko will probably gently bully you into staying with us, then. It’s best not to fight it too hard. And, uh—I was thinking.” Nishimura swings the plastic bag in his hand back and forth a couple of times, and pointedly doesn’t look at either one of his brothers. “I know it’s late, but. Maybe when we get home, you guys could help me unpack my room.”
Takashi feels the breath fly out of his lungs. He nearly trips over his own feet in his haste to turn around and throw his arms around Nishimura’s shoulders. It startles Nishimura into laughing and returning the favor, and their plastic shopping bags are banging around stupidly and probably close to spilling, but Takashi doesn’t care.
Home.
Kiyoshi can’t really know how much that means; there’s no way he could. He’s missed these last two weeks, and it sounds like he missed a lot more on top of that.
But the joy on their faces must tell him all he needs to know. Or maybe he decides this one thing isn’t worth arguing about. All he does is roll his eyes and nudge them into walking again, towards the warmly-lit house waiting for them at the end of the road—a gentle beacon leading them through the dark.
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dragon-in-a-mug · 1 year
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To Be Worthy Of The Title
Heya, @drunk-nyanko! I'm your secret santa for @natsume-ss. I wish you a happy new year and I hope you enjoy your gift!
Summary: Natsume's first year with the Fujiwaras and how others perceive their family - or 4+1 times people call the Fujiwaras Natsume's parents
Additional: mention of Natsume's childhood, slight emotional hurt/comfort, misunderstandings
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Natsume had become a staple in their friend group surprisingly fast. When they first discovered that the mysterious, aloft boy was actually just a painfully awkward teenager, with next to no experiences in the friendship department, they didn't really have another choice, but to socially adopt him and show him what it was like to have real friends. It was basically the law!
They hadn't had Natsume for long, but it was already hard to imagine how it would be again without him there, if he would leave again. Not that any of them expect him to leave. It was very unlikely after all.
Something Satoru had picked up fast on was that Natsume had a hard time with the concept of acceptance. But because Natsume couldn't be simple for the life of him, even his problems had to be extra complicated.
Because on the one hand, Natsume was one of the sweetest and most kindhearted people Satoru had ever met. He was always nice to everyone, even if they were being anything but pleasant in return and he was oh-so forgiving to people who, in Satoru's humble opinion, really didn't deserve it.
But on other hand, as soon as someone showed Natsume even the slightest bits of care or kindness he would look at them with his wide, weirdly cat-like eyes, that invoked the immediate need in Satoru to punish every single person who had ever wronged his friend in any way. Of course, Natsume probably wouldn't approve of it, that loveable bastard.
To be honest, sometimes Satoru got the feeling that Natsume thought he didn't deserve any warm-hearted behavior towards himself. It was weird. Especially because Natsume was living with the Fujiwaras, two more of the warmest and sincerest people Satoru ever had the fortune of meeting. Even with those two Natsume had the issue of receiving their kindness without having any strings attached.
There was an instance, not too long after Tanuma had joined their friend group. Himself, Atsushi, Sasada, Tanuma and of course Natsume where walking home from school, chatting. The conversation had moved to the weekend.
"We should do something together!", Satoru exclaimed excitedly, whirling around to face the others.
Atsushi nodded along. "Yeah, that'd be fun. But we are not going fishing again!" At that Satoru started pouting.
"You know, fishing is not the only thing I do. I'm able to suggest other things."
"Oh really?", countered Atsushi with a teasing smile. He answered with an indignant squawk and hurled himself at his friend, clinging to his shoulder. Atsushi was only able to stay upright because of his life long experiences with Satoru's antics.
"A-chan, why are you always so mean to meeee?", whined Satoru. The prompt reply "Because you deserve it." was only followed by more whining. Atsushi just snorted and pushed his friend's face away, which only led to him tightening his grip on Atsushi's arm.
Sasada, who was walking behind the two boys, let out a long suffering sigh. "What did I do to deserve this?", she mumbeld, head turned up as if to ask the heavens. Then, before one of the others could make a remark, she perked back up again.
"Oh, I heard their is a nice art exhibit in the next town over! We could go there for the weekend." She eagerly clapped her hand together, smiling brightly.
Satoru let go of Atsushi's arm to turn around. "Sasada, noooo! That sounds educational. I don't wanna learn stuff on the weekend," he moaned in agony as if Sasada was actively torturing him. Next to him, Atsushi just shook his head, mirth dancing in his eyes, but Sasada wrinkled her forehead and glared at him. She huffed annoyed before she turned around, to look at Natsume and Tanuma, who were walking behind her, watching the exchange with amused smiles.
"I'm sure Natsume and Tanuma would love to go to that exhibition, am I right?"
"Ah, sorry, I actually don't have time this weekend. I already told my father I would help him clean the temple," Tanuma said apologetically. Natsume nodded along. "Me neither. I promised Touko-san I would go shopping with her. I'm sorry." They both looked sheepish into the round.
Satoru waved them off with a grin. "If you really wanted to go and you'd ask, I'm sure your dad and your mom," he pointed at the two boys in front of him respectively, "would let you. Just sad that art exhibits suck and no one wants to go there." He wanted to triumphantly stick his tongue out at Sasada, but he was interrupted in his actions by loud coughing. Because when he had called Touko Fujiwara Natsume's mom the other had choked on his own spit.
The whole group came to a stop, the others were looking at Natsume worriedly and Tanuma was rubbing his back, while the boy himself was trying to reign in his coughing fit. Satoru wasn't sure what, but he was positive that he had done something wrong. When Natsume was able to breathe normally again, he turned towards Satoru. As soon as those light brown eyes met his own, he felt immense guilt crawling up his body and settling in his chest. Natsume's face was beet red (Satoru had never seen so much colour on the boy's pale cheeks, not even when he caught one of his worser fevers) and his eyes were slightly wet from the exertion of the coughing. And oh, the expression in those eyes. Satoru almost flinched back when he was faced with the sheer panic and distress in Natsume's expression.
"My mom?!", Natsume repeated, his voice more a wheeze, than anything else. Satoru cocked his head to the side. That was the big problem? "I mean yeah? Fujiwara-san is basically your mom, isn't she?", he asked confused. Natsume shied away at his words, faintly curling into himself.
Now Satoru was officially lost. He looked to his other friends for help, but all he got in return was Tanuma, who gave him a weirdly pitying face and an angry glare from Sasada, who sharply shook her head at him, to signal him to stop talking. Then, she softened her expression and turned back to Natsume and spoke to him in a gentle voice. "It's alright if you two are already busy this weekend. We can postpone the visit to the exhibit. Let's go home for now, okay? We can talk about it more tomorrow," she steered the conversation away from any upsetting topics. Natsume just nodded, still looking slightly dazed.
Next to Satoru, Atsushi put his hand on his friend's shoulder and gently turned him around. With that their procession started moving again, but this time it was uncomfortably quiet. Satoru wanted to break the silence so badly. He felt responsible for it, even though he was still not really sure what he did. His hands fidgeted with the strap of his school bag when he was pulled out of his musings by Atsushi lightly squeezing his shoulder. He looked up to his best friend, who gave him a reassuring smile, before leaning in a bit. "It's gonna be okay. No one is mad at you. I just think you overwhelmed Natsume. I think he's not ready for the m- or the d-word. Don't beat yourself up about it. Give him some time before you talk to him and then everything will go back to normal, you'll see," Atsushi whispered comfortingly and gave his shoulder a final squeeze before letting go.
Satoru risked a quick look back at where Natsume was walking between Sasada and Tanuma. He wasn't paying attention to his surroundings, his eyes distant. It made Satoru's gut twist.
It was hard to forget that Natsume grew up constantly on the move, being passed from one relative to the next like some used toy, having nowhere to settle down, no one able or willing to provide him with a permanent home in which he'd be supplied with unconditional love and acceptance. It was hard to forget, but it happened, like in this instance and Satoru felt all the more guilty for it. He wanted to immediately turn around, hug the boy and apologize and then, just for good measure, assure him that the Fujiwaras loved him very much, even he could see it clear as day, so Natsume shouldn't even think about doubting it. But of course Atsushi was right. Satoru had to give Natsume some time to think. He could right his wrongs tomorrow.
An inaudible sigh left his lips when their ways home separated. He timidly bid his friends farewell and, though the mood was still subdued, the others waved their goodbyes as well, except Natsume who seemed to be knee-deep in his own thoughts. Ah well, Satoru would get his chance tomorrow.
The next day Satoru would apologize for having said something that had made Natsume feel uncomfortable and Natsume would in return apologize for his reaction. After that, they wouldn't speak of the incident again, unless it was Natsume who brought it up.
It was still way too early for Natsume to use them, Satoru supposed, but hopefully his dear friend would soon grow to find comfort in those words as much as in the people, who would, Satoru had no doubt about it, love to earn the honor of being called parents.
2.
Things during his current exorcist job had gone a bit south and of course Natsume had gotten himself involved in it yet again. In the end, everything had worked out just fine, but Shuuichi could definitely do without the constant near heart attacks he experienced, whenever his young friend got tangled up in his work.
Shuuichi sighed as he looked at the boy, who sat in the train seat opposite to his own, double checking that he was alright and hadn't gotten injured. Of course, he had already looked Natsume over as soon as they had finished sealing away a particularly nasty yokai, but sometimes Shuuichi thought the boy was able to get in trouble the second he looked away.
Natsume was looking out the window, but turned his head to face him when he felt Shuuichi's eyes on him. They stared at each other for a bit before Shuuichi had to blink. He had no idea how Natsume did that. His unblinking gaze was almost as bad as his useless bodyguard's. Though Shuuichi wasn't even sure that the pig cat needed to blink. It was a bit unnerving at times. He was snapped back to attention by the sound of Natsume's voice.
"Is something wrong, Natori-san?" Shuuichi couldn't help but smile at that. Natsume always showed more concern for others than for himself. It was an admirable trait, especially for people like them, but Shuuichi worried. He was always worried about his friend even if he wasn't able to show it in the way he wanted.
Natsume had lived through so many hardships already and he was still so young. They shared quite a lot of childhood experiences. Both had grown up shunned by their family because of their sight, but despite all that, where Shuuichi had become bitter and disillusioned, Natsume had gotten to be understanding and compassionate.
The simple truth was that Natsume was a genuinely good person, who deserved nothing less but the world. Natsume was certainly better than Shuuichi and significantly better than all the other exorcists combined. Shuuichi was amazed by his strength time and time again. Not only his physical strength, but also his mental strength.
When he was out with Natsume, the boy made him want to do better, to be a person that he could trust in when he struggled with something. He hoped that no one would ever be able to break Natsume's bright spirit and he sure as hell didn't want to become the person who dragged him down and poisoned his pure soul. So he tried his best. For his friend.
Of course, Natsume had something that Shuuichi had never had the luck of getting. Natsume had the Fujiwaras. They didn't know of many of the struggles their foster son was facing on a daily basis, sure, but they were patient and determined to not give up on him so easily.
At first, Shuuichi wasn't sure if their relationship would be durable. Natsume didn't tell them about the yokai and for people, who didn't know about them, some of the things that happened to those with the gift (or curse, depending on how you want to view it) of being able to see the supernatural were just too weird, too unexplainable, just too much.
People often don't like what they don't understand. Not the Fujiwaras. They were always there for Natsume. Obviously they wanted to ask him questions when he came back home to them, again with dirty clothes and all scratched up, but they never pressed him for answers because his comfort and his trust in them was far more important to the Fujiwaras.
Shuuichi was thankful for them. Just like he had told him, Shuuichi would have taken Natsume as his ward in a heartbeat, but he was glad that the Fujiwaras had proven themselves to be such caring people.
They could provide Natsume with the stability and the understanding he deserved. It was clear that they loved him like their own flesh and blood, as if he was their biological child.
Shuuichi shook his head to bring himself out of his thoughts.
"No, everything's fine, Natsume-kun," he finally answered the question. "I just hope your parents don't mind if you come home so late," Shuuichi added, more to himself than to Natsume. At the mention of the word "parent", Natsume had turned an interesting shade of red. The exorcist watched fascinated as the blush crept up the ears and down the neck, as his friend's mouth started opening and closing like that of a carp out of water.
"They're not… I mean… I… they… my parents…" Natsume turned into a sputtering mess, not able to bring out a single coherent sentence. Shuuichi still understood what the boy wanted to tell him. His face became indescribably soft as he watched his young friend struggle with his emotions and thoughts. It was an expression that was pretty much reserved for Natsume, even though he'd probably never admit that, especially if that damned cat was around to hear it.
Shuuichi was quite familiar with the tactic Natsume was using right now, hidden between his stuttered words and burning red face. Denial. Squashing down any feelings of hope to prevent the possibility of disappointment. He had done that plenty himself when he was younger, before he had grown to be more confident in himself and his abilities. After all, there was nothing more dissuading than repeatedly getting your hopes crushed and blown into your face. So, Shuuichi understood what Natsume was doing. He understood so well. His smile turned a little sad.
Then, when he got his facial features back under control, Shuuichi finally took mercy on the boy. He lazily waved his hand like he wanted to shoo away Natsume's thoughts. "Ah, sorry, I didn't mean to upset you. Anyways, you think Fujiwara-san will try to force feed me again, to gain some weight, when I stay for dinner?" he asked, changing the topic in the process. It wasn't very smooth, but Natsume looked thankful for his efforts nonetheless and immediately jumped onto the new topic. Shuuichi could feel two green cat eyes boring into him, but he didn't pay them any mind.
"Definitely. I think she doesn't believe that you can sufficiently feed yourself. In her defense, you really should eat more," Natsume huffed out exasperatedly. Shuuichi scoffed. "You're on to talk, bean pole." His witty reply was answered with a light kick to his shin. Their small squabble continued for the rest of the train ride and Shuuichi was happy to see that Natsume was able to relax again.
Shuuichi understood that Natsume didn't want to get his hopes up, but he also knew that the Fujiwaras would never let Natsume fall. They were different. They'd do anything to lift him up so he could spread his wings and take flight. Shuuichi only hoped that Natsume would be able to see that the Fujiwaras were there to stay and would be there for him for as long as he would let them. All in due time, the exorcist presumed, as he watched his kind friend, talk about his kind parents.
3.
Natsume sneezed. Hinoe laughed. Natsume glared. Hinoe laughed some more.
"Stop laughing, Hinoe. That could've happened to anyone," Natsume grumbled, wringing out the ends of his shirt. It wasn't dripping wet anymore, but still way too wet to be comfortable. Lucky for him, the weather was still warm and would help him dry quickly.
Madara snorted. "I'd say it was something very Natsume-typical. No one else would be capable of falling into a river in such a stupid manner. Congratulations, Natsume, you're uniquely dense!", jibed the beast, grinning like the cat who got the cream. Quite literally. Natsume glowered at him, muttering about a useless bodyguard.
Hinoe raised her hand to her mouth to at least try and hide some of her amusement, but she just couldn't contain her mirthful giggles. Oh well, nothing to be done about it. Natsume sneezed again. Then again. He looked so much like a drowned rat, Hinoe was actually feeling bad for him. She lowered her hands, her laughter now contained, but a smile still present on her face, though it was more fond than mean-spirited.
"Don't look so grumpy. It doesn't suit that handsome face of yours," she complained, as she draped herself over Natsume's frame. It was a bit uncomfortable to do so while walking, but Hinoe was consequent in her decision to use him as a body rest. Now that she was closer, she could smell the river water in his limp hair and feel the wet clothes hanging from his thin form. There was also something else.
Natsume briefly swatted at her hand as she brushed a few damp strands from his forehead, but ultimately let her pass. She put her hand on his forehead to get a reading on his temperature. It was unusually caring of her. The temperature didn't seem to be off, at most a bit warmer than normal. She breathed out an inaudible sigh before she ruffled Natsume's hair back in his face and retracted her hand. Then she straightened back up so that they were walking next to each other again.
Normally, keeping someone warm with your own body temperature would be beneficial to ward off sickness, but unfortunately Hinoe couldn't do that for him because yokai were naturally cold to the touch. All she could do was make sure that Natsume got home as quickly as possible.
"I hope you're not planning to get sick again?", she asked chidingly. Natsume smiled softly at her while shaking his head. "Don't worry, Hinoe. I don't intend to get sick," he assured her. "Good." She nodded approvingly as if Natsume's sheer will power would actually be enough to prevent any sickness.
"I heard human parents don't like it when their children get sick and start fussing over them, isn't that right, Madara?" Hinoe turned towards the other yokai,but instead of looking at her, his sharp eyes were trained on the boy, looking for or maybe waiting for something to happen. Although she had no idea what that could be. "You're correct. Our dear Natsume over there isn't too keen on having people fret over him, though," he answered, not looking away from Natsume.
Natsume looked thoughtful, eyes glued to the dirt path they were walking on. "Hm, yeah, I wouldn't want Shigeru-san and Touko-san to worry about me. They already do that too often," he muttered, a tender expression forming on his face. You could practically feel the positive emotions radiating off of Natsume, as he thought about the people who took him in.
To be honest, Hinoe had often thought about spiriting Natsume away, to become a part of Yatsuhara forest, where he wouldn't be troubled by human burdens. She had already lost Reiko, a peculiarity between humans, who was treated like less than dirt by her own kind, but ended up meaning the world to her. She didn't want to fail this child, who looked so much like her, but was so different in character, that carried a flame in him that was bright and soothing and oh-so pure. It was nothing like Reiko's lively fire that roared in her chest, yet it was just as beautiful and worthy of protection.
Hinoe didn't trust in humans. Yokai usually don't. However, when she looked at the Fujiwaras and saw them interact with Natsume, all she could see was sheer, unadulterated love. Natsume had found a good home, full of warmth, that Hinoe could never give him in the same way they could. It didn't make her sad. It only made her happy, that that special little human boy, who's heart was too big for his own good, had found a family
4.
Something was going to happen. Madara could feel it in the tips of his whiskers. There was a certain nervousness in the air, surrounding the people in the house like the static of an old tube tv. But there was also something else. Beneath the heavy blanket of anxiety was also a thin sheen of excitement, wanting to break through the uncertainty in a way like flowers in early spring attempting to break through the snow. All these waves of emotions were coming from the same source. That source being the Fujiwaras.
The whirl of emotion was starting to get to Madara, which meant it was absolutely eating Natsume alive. The boy was constantly on edge, his eyes wandering, his gaze calculating. For the past few days he hadn't seemed to be able to relax, as if he was waiting for the other shoe to drop. It irritated Madara.
He was used to Natsume's odd quirks, especially his own brand of nervousness, which came from being bothered by yokai his whole life, but currently his weirdness was reaching new heights, that would almost make Madara worry if he weren't so emotionally constipated. The whole "I'm only with you because of the Book Of Friends" drama.
He'd rather swear of sake than admit that he worried about that stupid human who somehow managed to always get himself in the worst predicaments possible, where he ended up needing to be saved from the great and generous Madara. Natsume was truly ridiculous in everything he did.
He was getting carried away. The only important thing right now was that the other occupants of the house were being stressed out by something and although he shouldn't care, Madara could already see himself biting the bullet and trying to get to the bottom of this. Even though he kept telling himself it was only because their stress was making him antsy, but deep down he knew it was because he truly cared about them, but again he'd rather die than tell them that.
That's how Madara found himself on his way to Natsume's room. When he got there, he waddled through the door before he closed it behind him. Natsume was sitting at his desk. He was looking out the window while worrying at his lower lip, not even noticing Madara's entrance.
"Oi, Natsume, stop daydreaming," he complained. Natsume's head snapped around so fast it was almost giving Madara whiplash just from watching.
"Oh, I didn't hear you coming in, Sensei," he remarked, still a bit absent. An annoyed huff left Madara. "Really? I couldn't tell," was his snarky reply. But Natsume didn't pay any heed to his tone. Instead he turned his head back towards the window, lip between his teeth again.
Madara trudged over to the boy and slapped at his knee, claws carefully retracted so they wouldn't get stuck in the fabric of the pants.
"Hey, what are you doing?", Natsume protested, pulling the assaulted knee out of the fat cat's reach. The slap hadn't been hard, just enough to sting a little. Madara rolled his eyes at Natsume's dramatic reaction, then he glared up at the boy.
"Stop chewing on your lip," he ordered. "If you keep it up, you'll break skin and bleed all over your shirt and I know for a fact that you don't want to bother Touko because of a bloody shirt. Which is for the best, because she'll start on dinner soon and I don't want her getting distracted."
Natsume finally released his lip. When Touko was mentioned, he grimaced slightly, a look in his eyes that Madara couldn't fully decipher. At the last sentence, it was Natsume's turn to roll his eyes. He waved the beast off.
" Yeah, yeah," he mumbled. "You're right, I wouldn't want to bother Touko-san."
Madara studied Natsume intently. The boy's posture was drawn in, his eyes somewhat vacant. In lieu of biting his lips, he was absentmindedly pulling on his fingers. His face wasn't expressionless, it was just that Madara had a hard time reading the emotions behind him.
That didn't happen often. Normally, Madara was quite good at seeing through the other. But despite all that, he could still tell that there was something weighing down the boy, which led him back to the reason why he entered the room in the first place. Now, how to go about this? Indirect? Delicate? Nah, he'd just be direct, determined the beast. It wouldn't make any sense to dance around the topic.
"What's up with you guys anyway?", Madara finally asked. Natsume blinked at him. "Huh?", he replied confused, cocking his head to the side like a puppy. "What do you mean?" At that Madara groaned, displeased that he had to further explain himself. "I mean," he answered, "why are you all so tense, you and your parents?" At his question, Natsume flinched back violently, as if he'd been hit square in the face, which was coupled with a pained expression, as though he had actually been struck. Madara looked at him surprised. What the hell got into him? Was he missing something here?
"D-Don't call them that!" Natsume's voice sounded near hysterical as his words came out louder than expected. He was looking at everything but Madara as he nervously picked at his hand.
Madara curiously raised one eyebrow. He hadn't expected such a negative reaction, considering he had the feeling that Natsume was warming up to the term "parents". Not that Madara cared or paid close attention to it, of course! But it was still noticeable that Natsume's response right now was much stronger than the last time Madara witnessed someone calling the Fujiwaras his parents. How odd. Madara shook his head, refocusing.
"Whatever. You and the Fujiwaras then. What's the matter with you? Why is everyone in this house (except me, of course) a bundle of nerves?", he questioned as he tried to catch Natsume's gaze. Natsume met his eyes for a few seconds before he wasn't able to withstand Madara's scrutinizing and had to avert his eyes again. The boy shrugged.
"I don't know. It's probably just work and school stress. I haven't really noticed a change in atmosphere though," he told Madara. A clear lie, but Madara wasn't sure what Natsume was trying to accomplish with it. There wasn't any reason why he should feel the need to keep anything like that secret. It was nothing life threatening after all, more an inconvenience for Madara than anything else. Knowing Natsume, it was probably for a stupid reason. Most things Natsume did were done for one stupid reason or another. 'I have to help them because nobody else can', 'It was the right thing to do' or something along those lines. It almost always ended with Madara having to pull off some kind of rescue.
Before he could call the boy out for his lie, Shigeru's voice sounded up from downstairs, asking Natsume to help him carry something. Natsume immediately shot up from his desk, more or less bolting out of the room, probably incredibly glad to be able to escape their conversation so easily.
Madara huffed. What a brat. He'd get to the bottom of this, if Natsume wanted or not. It was likely that the boy's nervousness was caused by the jittery Fujiwaras. The problem at hand may have something to do with the whole parent thing, though Madara wasn't sure what the actual issue with that was. Though, that also didn't explain why Touko and Shigeru were so high-strung all of a sudden. Despite his efforts to come up with an answer, there were just some puzzle pieces missing and without them Madara wouldn't be able to see the whole picture.
He let out a long sigh. All his pondering would lead to nothing right now, decided Madara. Instead he would conserve his strengths and chance a look into the kitchen to see if Touko had already started on dinner. Maybe he could get some scraps if he waited patiently enough. Touko was amazing like that. While he walked back downstairs his mind briefly wandered back to Natsume. He could distantly hear Shigeru and the boy somewhere further inside the house.
Madara just hoped that the Fujiwaras would be able to regain their nerves and at the same time quell some of Natsume's fears. They seemed to be quite good at that. Like parents.
They wanted to pass him on, Takashi just knew it. He wouldn't even be able to be mad at them. It was what everyone did, after all. They had also lasted astonishingly long. He had gained so much, thanks to them. In the one year they had spent together, he had been able to make incredible friends, learn more about his family, had found himself a purpose and most of all, he had found a place with them that felt so much like he imagined home to feel like. It reminded him of his dad and their porch.
+1
But of course, it was all too good to be true. Natsume knew that everything good was temporary, never long-lasting. Not for him at least. It always came to an end, most of the time sooner rather than later. And now the time had come. The Fujiwaras were going to pass him on to someone else. Maybe he'd end up in an orphanage next? Takashi was pretty sure he had run out of distant relatives. He'd have to wait for his answer even if not for long. Touko-san and Shigeru-san had told him that they wanted to talk about something important during dinner.
That's how it went most of the time. Takashi would hear his relatives talking on the phone, complaining about him and asking, sometimes even begging, the person on the other side to take him, to free them of the curse that was Natsume Takashi. There weren't any phone calls this time, at least none that Takashi had overheard, but there were other signs that his time with the only people, who had actually wanted him, was running out.
An unease permeated the house like a foul smell, whispered conversations that stopped when he entered the room and all the looks that were being sent his way as if they were already trying to gauge his reaction to the upcoming news. All that was proof enough for him, that his days in this cosy little house were numbered.
Takashi only wondered what the final straw was, that broke the camel's back. Maybe it was one ripped trouser too much? One lost pencil case too many? Maybe it was his fragility and the constant bouts of sickness? Or maybe it was his overall weirdness that drove them away? Him staring at nothing with an intense gaze, yelling at empty air, reacting to invisible forces, he could see how all that could become too much quickly.
In the end, it didn't matter. Takashi had long accepted that he was bound to a life of never-ending movement, with nowhere to settle down and grow roots. Why should it be different now? Sure, his stay with the Fujiwaras was the longest he ever had until then, but that only meant that the departure would be that much more painful this time.
Because for the first time in his life, since his parents died, he wanted nothing more than to stay, to bask in the warmth of the people and the places he had learned to call his home for just a little longer and then some. But he wouldn't dare to be this selfish. He didn't want to force himself on those kind people. That simply wouldn't be fair to them. Takashi would take whatever fate the Fujiwaras decided on for him with open arms as a final farewell gift from them to him.
When dinner rolled around Takashi was completely on edge. He swallowed thickly. The time had come. The impending conversation hung over him like a heavy storm cloud, waiting to hail down on him.
They started eating, but Takashi could barely force anything down. He constantly threw looks up at the adults, but neither of them said anything, not noticing his rising trepidation. After a few moments, he couldn't stay quiet any longer.
"Y-You wanted to talk to me about something?", he blurted out, barely able to suppress the shaking of his voice. They both looked up at him with their typical soft expressions, but Takashi could also see apprehension and unease in their eyes. At that view, his insides started to painfully twist together. Shigeru smiled reassuringly at him. "How about we talk after dinner?", he suggested. Takashi could only nod in agreement, paired with a small "Okay". Getting out anything more felt like a herculean task, so he gave up on it.
After that, dinner was pure torture for Takashi, but he tried really hard to not let it show on his face. He could only hope he was being successful at it. Shigeru-san and Touko-san were chatting like usual, asking him questions from time to time, but despite his best efforts, his replies were monotonous and brief. If they noticed, they didn't mention it and to be honest, Takashi was glad about that. He forced his food down, everything tasting like cardboard in his mouth (although he was sure it actually tasted amazing, just like always), ignored Nyanko-sensei's eyes attempting to burn holes into his skin from under the table and desperately tried to not fall apart right where he sat. He'd say he'd managed alright.
When they eventually finished their dinner, Takashi could have wept, if it was because of sheer relieve, that he would finally be able to get this conversation over with or if it was due to overwhelming heartache because he didn't want them to tell him, what he already knew, that he was too much for them and they wanted him out of their house, he couldn't tell.
After they had cleared the table, they returned to their seats. Takashi watched the two adults through his lashes, not capable to meet their gazes head on. He watched Touko-san fidget with her sleeve and listened to Shigeru-san lightly tapping at the desk. None of them seemed to be willing to break the silence.
Then Touko-san finally worked up the courage and shattered the tense silence with the clearing of her throat. Her hands let go of her sleeves and one of them slipped under the table, presumably so that she could hold Shigeru-san's hand. Takashi wished he could have that kind of comfort right now. At that moment Nyanko-sensei jumped up on his lap, kneading his legs before settling down. The pressure of Sensei's round body was grounding and Takashi didn't hesitate to encircle the cat-like creature with his arms. He gave Nyanko-sensei a thankful smile, however shaky it may have looked. His bodyguard blinked slowly at him. That was more than enough for Takashi. It gave him the strength to look up at his still-foster-parents.
Takashi would never be truly ready to hear whatever earth shattering words these kind people had for him. He just hoped they wouldn't try to justify their decisions. Most of his other relatives did that, when they told him someone else was going to take him in. He hated it when they did that. It always made his bones itch and his skin crawl. The justifications were never for his sake. Their sole purpose was to make his former guardians feel better about themselves. Not that he took offense at that. Takashi was well aware that it was hard work to take care of him, that's why he never protested when it was his time to move on.
He wouldn't make this hard for the Fujiwaras. They had already put up with so much for him. Takashi had also promised himself not to cry, even though he really wanted to right now. Tears would only make them feel guilty and he definitely didn't want to make them feel awkward or the need to console him over a decision that was more than valid.
Touko-san had seemingly found the right words to start their little conversation because she began talking. "Takashi-kun, you've been living with us for around a year now. A few weeks more and it's exactly one year," she started, shooting a quick look to her husband for reassurance. Shigeru-san smiled warmly at her before the pair looked back at Takashi, then Touko-san continued. "It was an amazing year with you. You filled this house, which always felt too big for just the two of us, with life and laughter and I want to thank you for that from the bottom of my heart." Next to her Shigeru-san nodded approvingly.
Takashi hugged Nyanko-sensei closer to him. He could feel the tell-tale pressure of tears slowly rising in his eyes, but he fought them down. It was so nice of them to say all that, but it made what was about to come feel even more cruel. He could already taste the 'but' that would now follow on his tongue and it tasted like blood in his mouth. He closed his eyes, waiting for the other shoe to drop.
And then everything came different. "You gave us so much," Shigeru-san picked up where his wife had left off. "You brought us so much happiness and let us explore a completely new kind of love, that we had never been fortunate enough to experience on our one. We don't know if we will ever be able to repay you for this kindness, but we thought it might be a good starting point to officially make you a part of this family. Not that you aren't already a part of this family, of course, but you know, in legal terms."
Takashi's eyes flew back open and he sat up ramrod straight, almost dislodging Nyanko-sensei from his place on his lap. His shock-wide eyes were racing back and forth between the two adults sitting in front of them. "What-?", was all he could choke out, his voice slightly raspy.
Touko-san smiled at him, her kind expression feeling just as warm to the skin as a hug, and reached out her arm, laying her hand, palm up, on the table top between them. Natsume losend one of his arms from the death grip he had on Sensei and shakily raised it. He stopped his hand inches before Touko-san's, as if he were afraid she'd rethink her decision and pull it back. When that didn't happen he slowly put his hand in her, which she grasped gingerly in return. Then she brought up her other hand that was still holding Shigeru-san's and placed them both on top of his hand.
Takashi stared at his enveloped hand, feeling the warmth of their hands seeping into him. It made him feel so safe. He moved his gaze back up to their faces when Touko-san started talking again. "If you'd allow us, we would like to adopt you, Takashi-kun," she said softly, giving his hand a gentle squeeze which was followed by another squeeze from Shigeru-san. Takashi stared at them, thunderstruck.
He understood what they had said, he knew what they meant, what they wanted to do, but something in his brain was just not clicking into place. They actually wanted him? They wanted to have him around? No, that couldn't be right. They wanted to pass him on to someone else. That's why they had been so nervous and stressed the last few weeks. Right?
Apparently he'd been quiet for too long because Shigeru-san chimed in again. "Of course we understand if you're not ready for that yet or don't want this at all. Neither would be an issue. We're still more than happy to foster you. Like I said earlier, you're already our child in every way that truly matters." At that he tapped the place of his chest where his heart was, before he moved on. "We just want you to think about it. You don't have to make a decision immediately. You have all the time in the world." Touko-san nodded vigorously and squeezed Takashi's hand again.
"Exactly! Take your time. Just do us the favor and consider it. We don't want you to feel as if we are trying to replace your parents. That is not our intention at all. We'd love to have official papers saying that you're our son, but we don't want you to feel pressured into doing anything you don't want to. Whatever you'll decide on, we'll always be here for you. Because we love you."
That was the end of the line for Takashi. He couldn't keep his tears at bay anymore and in the next moment they were already streaming down his face. It was weirdly similar to his first official meeting with the Fujiwaras when he was in the hospital after he fell off that cliff.
At the sight of his tears Touko-san and Shigeru-san had jumped up from their seats in alarm. They had already rushed towards him, now standing to either side of him, hovering worriedly over Takashi. He brought his now empty hand, on which he could still feel the warmth of their hands, and the other hand, that had previously held on tightly to Nyanko-sensei, up to his face to wipe at his eyes. His efforts to stem the tear flow were pretty fruitless, but that wasn't really a concern of his, at the moment.
"Are you alright, Takashi-kun? I'm sorry if we upset you," said Touko-san, concern and a hint of guilt lacing her voice. The Fujiwaras looked ready to fret over him, but they obviously didn't want to intrude in on his personal space.
A wet giggle left Takashi's lips, which quickly turned into soft laughter. He raised his head out of his hands and beamed up at Fujiwara Shigeru and Fujiwara Touko, the people who wanted him to be their son, who offered to become his parents.
"Yes," he chuckled, "I'm feeling more than alright." He heard a relieved sigh from the two adults.
Slowly his laughter died down, but the smile on his face was permanent. He watched his guardians. Their postures were now relaxed, their faces open and full of love. Takashi's heart swelled in his chest.
He took a deep breath, preparing himself for what he was about to say. Then he was ready. He looked down at Nyanko-sensei, who started purring, then at Shigeru-san and finally at Touko-san. His decision hadn't been a hard one to make.
Sometimes you just have to listen to the voice of your heart, no matter how frail it may sound or how loud your brain is yelling over it to abandon all hope, lest you get hurt. Right now Takashi's heart was singing and it was the most heavenly sound he'd ever heard, a sound telling him to trust, to settle down, to accept that he was loved.
New tears of happiness welled up in his eyes as he finally translated the song in his heart for everyone to hear. "If you want me, I'd love to get adopted by you, Touko-san, Shigeru-san. I want to become your… son." That word was foreign in his mouth, but it tasted oh-so sweet on his tongue. Takashi could definitely get used to it.
Then Touko-san suddenly barreled into his side, wrapping her arms around him and pulling him as close as possible, now tears of her own streaming down her face.
"You already are," she wept into his shoulder, sounding happier than he had ever heard her. Next Shigeru-san joined the hug, holding them in his strong arms while he as well had tears running down his cheeks. "We're so glad. Of course we want you. Our child," he whispered into Takashi's hair, his smile almost splitting his face in half.
They sat there for a long while, just hugging and crying and laughing (or in Nyanko-sensei's case, loudly purring). Neither of them wanted to let go, so they just basked in each other's presence. Of course, the adoption process would be a significantly longer one, but the first step was made. And oh, what a glorious step it was.
While being held by the two people, who were so kind and compassionate, who loved him unconditionally, Takashi thought maybe, the word "parents" didn't sound too bad. It would fit well in this house. His home. Together with his family. It definitely would fit snugly together with "son" and that was all that really mattered right now.
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sweettsubaki · 2 years
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Was looking through the first few chapters to see when it started being hinted that Tanuma was left handed (first hint seems to be in the volume 1 explanations, the pic with Misuzu) and ended up using the opportunity to make a list of the kind of appearances the recurring human characters have (mentioned, background, present or important) for each chapter. I was also tempted for the Yokai but it was becoming a bit too much. Mb another time. Same for Reiko who deserves different categories due to her status as creator of the McGuffin+Ancestor of the protag.
Anayway, Rereading all the Natori and Matoba clan related chapters is fascinating. I might make a meta on them. I also always found Nanase's relationship with Natori interesting but rereading them after a complete read through make them even more so. Is her interest in him because of his quality as an exorcist? Because she finds him interesting in general ? Because Matoba is interested in him ? Or, as is most likely, all of those at the same time. Either way she seems to like messing with him (like her boss).
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airisu7425 · 2 years
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akabloom · 9 months
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day six of @natsumeweek home / travel
might be a little ooc but i think they need to hug :)
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[ID] a digital drawing of touko, shigeru and natsume hugging. Natsume face is out of view and his arms are wrapped around touko and under shigeru’s arm. Touko is looking fondly at natsume with her arm around his back. Shigeru is also looking fondly at natsume with his arm around natsumes back , touching touko’s arm. The background is a soft pink with a white cloud forming behind them. There is writing on the top left hand corner with the words “Day six: home”. [End ID]
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Natsume Week Day 7 - Time travel
¡¡¡Déjenme viajar en el tiempo para darle la oportunidad de que conozca a los Fujiwaras mucho antes!!! (Se me olvido pagar el internet, y ayer me lo cortaron, pero ya quedó :v)
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Let me time travel and give him the opportunity to meet the Fujiwaras sooner!!! (I forgot to pay the internet, and yesterday they cut it off, but its already paid :v)
@natsumeweek​ (◍•ᴗ•◍)
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versaphile · 3 months
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When the Fujiwaras planned to ask Takashi to live with them, they didn’t expect to do it from a hospital bed. When Takashi’s previous guardians abandon him, Touko and Shigeru do their best to pick up the pieces, and learn how to care for a damaged boy who isn’t even sure if they’re real.
The first month of Takashi’s life with the Fujiwaras, from Touko’s perspective.
“My husband is bringing his things,” Nori continues. “You can take him back with you when the hospital lets him out.”
“Mom,” Hiroshi chides, but half-hearted, like he’s given up on an old argument.
“I don’t care why you want him,” Nori says. “But this is what he does. Causes trouble. We’re not paying for his hospital bills. So he’s yours now.” And she hands over a few papers, stapled at the corner, and a pen. A transfer of guardianship. It’s already filled out, backdated to yesterday, and needs only Touko and Shigeru’s signatures.
Touko is too shocked to respond, but Shigeru takes the paper and pen and signs, without hesitation.
“Good luck, you’ll need it,” Nori says, and walks away, not even waiting for her own son.
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omg you like natsume's book of friends?? can i ask for your thoughts on it if you have any? i never find any other natsume fans in the wild 😭
Natsume Yuujinchou is in my top 3 favorite anime lol, I ALWAYS want to talk about it!! I love it so much. It's so soft, it's such a comfort place.
Natsume is so sweet and he deserves so much good. He's so kind and I love how the other characters are protective of that.
He wasn't given so much softness and kindness until the Fujiwaras. And now he finally has this. And I have episodes that just. Touch my heart.
Touko just accepting it when he sees the white crow and she doesn't. No weirdness, just, "oh, maybe my crow friend isn't alone, that's good."
Or when his protecting the house resulted in a ruined room and he was so terrified of Shigeru's reaction and all he got was "this is your home." There's no question of kicking you out, your place here is secure.
After a while life where people responded badly to him being different. He has people who just accept it, both with and without knowing his secret.
Also, he's so kind right off the bat? When he met Nyanko he could have given him the book. He didn't like youkai, he didn't want to interact with them more, but he didn't want them to be used either. He didn't want them controlled by someone if he can help it. So he took this mission, completely his choice. Because he's kind even when he dislikes them and when he's scared of them.
I love him so much. He's so special.
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