@ursafootprints it's so damn hot when they start getting intimate on the couch, Peter wearing the MIT sweater... I think he didn't wear jeans but it looked so much better with jeans so I took the freedom 😇
So there's this guy, let's call him Jacket. I have a crush on Jacket. Jacket and I have been getting to know each other, keep in mind he approached me first. Anyways, things aren't looking good because I think he lost interest in me. I'm pretty bummed about it because he was just such a catch and we got along so well! Not until I started showing interest, that's when things started going south; which is so stupid because again, he approached me first. It doesn't make any sense. Bright side is, he kind of gave me an ego boost because now that I think about it, I'm such a catch too and he's missing out! He helped realize how cool I am. I might be a lonely girl but I think I am a pretty cool girl. I would have made such a great girlfriend, I wonder if he even knows that! We're not dating and I took him on a picnic date, which he said he really enjoyed but whatever. I could've baked him cookies, showered him with handmade gifts and bring him lunch to work. I could have sat in his room and happily read a book while he played fortnite; I would have even hopped on and played with him. We could've been snuggling and watching anime by now but no, this loser is too busy fumbling. I held him while he cried, he even looked up at me and said "you're so nice to me". After kissing he grabbed my face and told me " I can tell you anything, it's like you're my best friend", which I thought he meant it in a You Are In Love by Taylor Swift kind of way :
"One night he wakes
Strange look on his face
Pauses, then says
You're my best friend
And you knew what it was
He is in love"
At this point I feel like he used me for emotional support! Again, his loss because I would have given him good head. Loser
Didn't skate yesterday or for the entire week for that matter because of final assignments post on sundays now :) Buuut school is over meaning more skating for me!! Once again, this is my ""Skate"" ""Journal"" Entry 3 17/12/23
broke your promise i did not bring my sb on Thursday <3 i DID bring it on Wednesday but
1. i got no time on it and 2. my friend stole it for a bit and got a little told off by a roaming teacher LOL!
Anyway this sunday I found another road that was much smoother and level road that was as good as it could get around here.
Few revelations this ""session"" Ok so my riding stance is pretty wonky right now like I'm putting most of the pressure on the board thru my toes and none from the heel and I do this because my left leg, when i shift it into riding stance, is often further back and actually lemme just show you.
So my left foot pivots and undershoots the board (heel up in the air) and my right foot overshoots to compensate (toes up in the air) am I insane?
Also I've found that when I push and the board curves I end up putting my foot where I want to go instead of where I'm getting taken.
For how far I've progressed I really haven't as I'm still uncomfortable on the board but I'm getting the hang of pushing little by little and I'm noticing patterns about the way I fail so I'll work it out for sure. Hope I can look back one day even if I'm not going to skate seriously.
That's all for this entry so thanks for tuning in and reading all the way!!