sniffs. what's the point of living if i will never be a spoiled sheltered little prince who was just knocked to the ground by his more experienced instructor and is now struggling with the fact that the idea of being pinned down by another man sends his heart racing. what's the point if i don't spend sleepless nights yearning for the touch of a man i can never be with due to my status. what's the POINT if his name doesn't fall from my lips as i try to sate myself by my own hand only to realize it's not enough. sniffs . the world is unfair
There's like seven million different things that keep popping into my head about tonight like first of all us joking in the queue about a Joker Out summer festival in Finland apperance and/or Käärijä as the warmup act AND NOW ITS TRUE???, then ngvot encore with our little dance from like 6 months ago that suddenly the guys and the audience knew, NACE IN GLASSES HELLO NACE IN GLASSES???? the weird little mating dance jance did during umazane misli, the SUOMI SUOMI SUOMI chants Bojan started, the way Bojan actually speaks a lot of finnish like hes been studying for sure, Nace not wearing shoes?, Nace being asked to take a photo with someones phone and when he returned it the girl went "The video wasnt on🥲" and he went Oh!☝🏻😮😆 and redid it, Kris getting a tiara and Bojan going "Come on princess" shut up, THE NEW SONG MY GGOOOODDDDD BOJAN YOU DONE DID IT AGAINNNN, Nace putting sunglasses onto Jan and they pretended to have a fight?? like they got in each others faces and like waved their hands as if they were talking mad shit idk what hiphop husband ritual this was, and finally with maybe 19 things left unsaid that I don't remember rn: The way everyone came out of the venue and cried into each others arms bcs of how fucking good it was and we were healed
// GOD ITS DONE, ITS ONE OF THE BIGGER PROJECTS I WAS RUSHING-- its on premiere. Happy birthdat @kalybaly
-- involves me, @arseg0etia @sleepytime-muses @papa-birb-kai @starkitters @despicable-ruler @bishopinblue and @oddling3000 NGL WE DID ALL THE ART IN LIKE 24 HOURS AND WE'RE TIRRED BUT WE LOVE YOU KALY