#fuuuuck my mother is just too much to deal with rn

[descendantofthesparrow]

when u have a panic/anxiety attack about going over to hang out with your mom because you dont want to be fucking near her right now because she refuses to listen to you on anything and never seems to actually care about you and only wants you to come over because shes bored and oyu know she doesn't actually miss you and is using that as a manipulation tactic.....fuck i feel like just lying to her that the lyft and uber apps wont work for me and i wont be able to get over to the train

#someone give me an excuse #i mean i would want to see my brother but #fuuuuck my mother is just too much to deal with rn #im not mentally ready for her #she sucks the joy outta everythiing #like the last time i had legit fun with her was knotts berry farm last year #....yep #somone get me the fuck away from my mother #one day im just gonna snap at her #which i already have #and guess what she did! #blame my dad for my views on her #fucking typical #fuck her #personal #rant #panic attack #anxitey