#fuuuuuuuuuuuck some bullshit at work that’s driving me crazy

[charmandhex]

Never read the secret tags when I’m tired and need to yell into the void

#i am certifiably Grumpy #and inclined to whine about it for secret reasons #the secret reasons being i need to vent buuuuuut i wanted to say secret reasons #anyway i have wicked cramps and acne and fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck that noise i’m too old for this bullshit #i would like a refund on my reproductive system this one is defective #also i’m just generally cranky which is not unrelated but like #fuuuuuuuuuuuck some bullshit at work that’s driving me crazy #fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck searching for a new job #i’m so frustrated with the culture and mindset here #fuck the stupid lack of empathy and sympathy and compassion or any of it really #also unreasonably annoyed with everyone like oh you’ll promote me promoting other stuff but not me promoting my own stuff cool #which i fully acknowledge is unfair and unwarranted and i am mad at myself for feeling that way #but it definitely feeds into that lovely self doubt that no one actually likes me or anything i make #again another me problem that i’m working on but we’re venting here #i want to just actually yell i feel like i am physically pressurized and need to vent like a teapot #also i hate winter it’s cold i’m cold and i need more lotion at all times