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dawneternal · 2 months

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I Have Loved You For the Last Time

Sad Eris ✅

Gay Eris ✅

Soft boy Eris ✅

Based on the theory that Mor and Eris had secretly agreed to a lavender marriage. Forgot Eris's hounds are supposed to be big don't roast me

TW: angst, homophobia, loss of a loved one, inner circle critical (from Eris' perspective)

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Eris pulled his scarf up to cover his nose and nuzzled into it. The autumn wind was bitingly cold today, as if it was also restless with grief. It pressed against him as he walked, as if to say

we know we know we know

The sun cast golden light along the path, illuminating each fallen leaf with tender care. Bare tree branches twisted into a sparse canopy, fracturing the sunshine as it fell. The bittersweet smell of decaying leaves mingled with the scent of distant swaying wheat fields. All carried on that fluttering wind.

Eris looked down at the hound that walked by his side, donning a little plaid cloak to protect against the cold. So content to follow him wherever he went, looking up at her master every once in a while with only admiration and eagerness in her eyes. The most loyal creature he had ever met.

The path curved toward the edge of the woods and Eris pushed through the wards at the treeline. He entered the protection of the little clearing and let out a deep sigh. From the outside, the clearing was empty. If his father, or anyone else, ever tried to enter it they'd be struck with a sudden headache so fierce they'd forget what they were doing in the first place.

But Beron would never bother with this corner of the autumn court. A place where the High Lady used to play in her childhood. Inside it, hidden from prying eyes, sat the ruins of a beloved hand-made play house. And beside it, two gravestones.

There were no bodies buried here, only the stones for visiting and remembering. Away from cruel brothers and guards who would only ever be loyal to the High Lord. Away from that complex world of secrets and games, weaving as wide as the halls of the sprawling Forest House and wider all the time. Here, it could be simple for a moment.

Eris ran his hand across one of the gravestones and murmured a blessing. His fingertips brushed over the name carved into it.

Jesminda

He wondered about her sometimes. What her family had been told about her death. If they knew anything at all, if they blamed Lucien for it. Nevertheless, the flowers he had sent to Jesminda's family on her birthdays were always anonymous. It was something he did more for himself than anyone else. But he did it anyways, though it did little to lessen the deep well of guilt inside him. Neither did enchanting the flowers that grew on her grave to never wilt or die. Forever blooming, like Jesminda was supposed to be.

Eris knelt on the ground before the other gravestone. His hound sat next to him and leaned into his side, as if she remembered what it meant when they came here and knew he would need the support. Eris mindlessly stroked the little beast's fur and lost himself in his memories.

This second stone was not marked. He could not have anyone carve it. Some knew of Jesminda's story -- Lucien's young love and her untimely death. But no one would ever know of Sebastian, the one who held Eris's heart. No one but Beron. And Lucien, the nosy busybody.

It was Beron's doing that no one knew of Sebastian. Jesminda, he could turn into an example. But Sebastian's existence infuriated and shamed Beron so thoroughly that he had any evidence of his life wiped from the Autumn Court. Like mud scrubbed from the palace's polished floors.

Sometimes Eris wondered if his father had gone as far as to have Sebastian's family's memories erased. If Beron had known that his youngest son was in on the secret, Lucien would surely have been made to forget. But Beron would not make Eris forget. Eris's punishment was to remember.

Of course, it was Eris's fault. He thought he could juggle it all, keep it all secret and safe. But Beron had found the one loose thread and pulled until he had discovered the whole truth and Sebastian was lost to him forever. Perhaps part of him had hoped Beron would not react so terribly. After all, Sebastian was from a noble family. He was proper and polite and trained perfectly. An ideal match for a High Lord. Except, of course, that he was male.

A tear slipped down Eris's cheek. This was the reason for the impenetrable wards. So he could let his tears fall and not immediately be torn apart. He let out a bitter laugh as he remembered his reputation -- cold, petty, and unfeeling. And yet here he was, crying over the empty grave of his lost love and a lesser fae girl he had barely known.

It was Morrigan who had started that reputation, keeping his character in a chokehold with the stories she spread about him. Twisted and incomplete, painting him in such a cruel light.

Such dark bitterness filled him with the memory of the Night Court. He thought about them often, more than they deserved. More than he wanted to. Like it was a habit.

That infernal inner circle, drunk on happiness that he would never have. Even brooding Azriel had more tenderness in his life than Eris could ever hope for. Azriel, who had wrapped his hands around Eris's throat and kept squeezing, even as Eris laid still and did not fight back. He had not wanted to spit those venomous words. Had not wanted to taste them in his mouth. But Beron was always watching, and he must keep up the appearance of a grudge against Morrigan, his "ruined" bride. So Eris let himself be Azriel's punching bag just for the show, knowing that he deserved it anyways.

But then Azriel had the gall to act like a wounded animal, comforted and calmed by the High Lady. He had sat by her, been served by her. And none of their circle seemed to see how ridiculous it looked, watching them all play house together at a High Lord's meeting. It was a joke, all of it.

And he wanted it. All of it.

An inner circle that would die for him. A mate that would tear apart courts for him. A city of peace filled with lovely trivial things, plagued by only the smallest of worries.

"You're all I've got, Marigold," He whispered to his hound as she laid her head in his lap. "You're my inner circle."

Eris shook all thoughts of the Night Court from his head as he noticed a glint of Emerald green among the goldenrods planted over Sebastian's grave. He pulled a little velvet box from among the flowers and golden ring blinked back at him when he opened it.

He held it close to his eye to examine, and found that a word had been carved into the inside of the ring. Written in an old and mostly dead language. Memories came to him of he and Lucien learning that language to use as a code, one their father couldn't read.

Sebastian.

A smile tugged at his lips. When he slipped the ring on his finger, it vanished completely. It looked as if he wore nothing at all. He had no idea how long it had been there waiting for him, but the metal of the enchanted ring reminded him of a certain redhead's golden eye. The only other one who knew of this place and what Eris had lost. If it wasn't him, then the ring was not a gift at all but a threat from someone who had discovered his deepest secret.

He held the ring in his palm for Marigold to inspect. She gave it sniff and turned away disinterested. Golden light filled Eris's chest. It had been left by Lucien.

In the blink of an eye, the world became much less bleak. The air even felt a bit warmer. He leaned forward to press a kiss to the gravestone and then stood, Marigold immediately at attention by his side. He said goodbye with his usual prayer and slipped the ring on his finger, practically skipping back to the forest path. And he clung tightly to that sunrise in his heart. The closest thing to hope he could allow.

Mother hold you. May you pass through the gates and smell that immortal land of milk and honey. Fear no evil, feel no pain. Go and enter eternity.

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dat-soldier · 6 months

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kissing in cars

#emo #emo boy #gay #eris #dreamo boy #my art

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aldermoth · 27 days

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Eri Flox!

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#digital artist #digital art #artwork #character design #character art #oc #lore #original character #eri #erebus #erikal #gay #flox #cute #fluffy #dragon #seal #brimstone

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west-side · 8 months

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🩷

#eri rom #gay #méxico gay

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antlerlad · 8 months

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"Will you come back from this?"

"Does it matter if I do?"

[screenshot redraw from the absolutely fabulous transformation cutscene]

#destiny the game #season of the witch #eris morn #ikora rey #ikoris #<- this drawing is intended to be read as gay yearning. thank you #destiny 2 #fanart #screenshot redraw #i wanted to add a little bit more emotion to the scene bc 3d models can't capture the details of the human face so well #i hope i did it justice because this little 2 lines of dialogue wrecked my shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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thedeals · 4 months

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they straightified team star :(

#pokemon #team star #the indigo disk #well ortega still looks like a little gay boy but look what they did to my girls mela and eri!! egregious!!!

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naariel · 2 years

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hey

hey tumblr

psst

I got a treat for ya

Azriel x Eris

because we love an angry fuck and a smug asshole. commissioned by Acourtofari and the Council of Azris bless 🙏

#acotar #azriel #eris vanserra #azris #be merry and gay my friends #may I ask thee to direct thy attention to the following;#eris's smirk #az's open lips #hand onHAND #SHADOW RING ON HAND #SHADOW CARESSING ERIS' CHIN #casual dick touching (you cant see it #but its happening)

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fandoms-incorrect-quotes · 1 year

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quick little comic(?) i made a while ago

#aizawa shouta #shouta aizawa #aizawa #dadzawa #mic #present mic #yamada hizashi #hizashi yamada #hizashi #erasermic #gay lmao #eri #bnha eri

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simmanin · 18 days

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Ithan & Tharion

Azriel & Eris

Bryce & Nesta (“Would you like to find out?😏” YES NESTA I WOULD!!!)

Manon & Elide

Dorian & the most beautiful male he’s ever seen (Fenrys)

Lysandra & Aelin

Rhys & Tamlin (i swear they’re ex scorned lovers)

The list really can go on and on. SJM is quite good at accidentally writing homoerotic friendships 😭

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aldermoth · 19 days

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You can pet him if you like! ~

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west-side · 7 months

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🩷

#eri rom #gay #méxico gay

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mattzerella-sticks · 1 year

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After playing through all paths I can confirm that all characters in Pokémon Scarlet & Violet - all gym leaders, members of Team Star, the school staff and the MC's friends - are queer 🎉

#Pokémon #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon sv #nemona is ace obvi #penny is trans #arven is a gay man #all of team star? GAY #mela and eri are both lesbians #atticus is gay #ortega is also trans #giacomo's queer #and the school staff?? all of them are different flavors of gay #as well as the gym leaders #basically every character you interact with is gay in this game which is why the story is 😘

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synnthamonsugar · 7 months

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