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becckks · 2 years

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coldbasementruins · 1 year

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There's just something so profoundly beautiful about Kazuki and Rei's relationship.

From the beginning, we have seen how their relationship isn't really the type we usually see in anime. On the surface, it's just a normal friendship. They live together and they act accordingly to that. But we have also seen glimpses of the understanding, caring, gratitude and love which was subtle but clearly present between them.

When they met, they both were dealing with their own shit. Kazuki was suffering from grief and guilt and Rei was emotionally numb, too hardened by his harsh life and career. Kazuki saw that Rei needed help, that Rei needed someone to give him a push to the right side. And he was willing to be that someone. And by being Rei's someone, Kazuki found his someone too. Someone he can truly care about, someone who he could feel happy being with.

Kazuki saw Rei struggling, asked out loud, "Is anyone else going to be the light of his life?" and didn't wait for an answer.

#they are in love your honour #yes i cried while writing this fuck you #they are so special to me #wdym they are not married #why am i so abnormal about them #these gays don't care about me #if they dont get a happy ending i will commit unspeakable crimes #Kazuki Kurusu #Rei Suwa #kazurei #Buddy Daddies

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redrocketpanda · 1 year

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You're going to follow through on that false relationship, bearing the weight of your sin?

It won't be a false relationship. This time, we're gonna be a real family

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Kazuki and Rei are fucking deeply in love with each other and Buddy Daddies is, in part, about them both not only realizing this but coming to terms with it. There's absolutely nothing you can do to convince me otherwise

#the homoeroticism of it all #there are so many scenes I wanted to include in this post including both of the balcony scenes and Rei's birthday drive home #but I think these three simple screenshots convey what we all know is there #they're just pals being bros and don't know how to speak into being that they somehow bro'd their way into a relationship #headcanon Kazuki being a bisexual polyam boy #and Rei not being remotely interested in anyone until his big gay Oh moment with Kazuki #also fuck I wanna write the shit out of some of the gaps in episode 11 bc damn there's some meaty Kazuki/Rei moments in that #anyway Kazuki/Rei own part of my soul now #buddy daddies #kazuki kurusu #kurusu kazuki #suwa rei #rei suwa #kazuki x rei #rei papa #kazuki papa #kazurei

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violetviolence19 · 15 days

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And because I do not fear death I am cursed,

A god who I do not believe in damns me to hell,

There is something within me he dislikes,

A spark of rebellion that snarls and bite’s,

And you ask me “do you not wish to be loved unconditionally?”,

And this makes me frown,

Such a love does not exist,

Even your god has a long list,

For you must be pure to climb heavens steps,

And in your book I’m about as stained as it gets,

Sinful for my ambition, my selfishness, my desire,

Loving people I shouldn’t with a passionate fire,

Chasing the ecstasy mortal sin provides,

Smoke in my lungs or my head between her thighs,

Because I will not kneel, nor beg his mercy,

Because I will not bow my existence is heresy,

So because I fear neither myself nor death you say I am damned,

I’m sorry you couldn’t ‘save me’ like you planned,

If my soul is black then with the devil I’ll dance,

In my cynical world your holy father never stood a chance.

- Artemis Morgan

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qnfarc · 1 year

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whenever I see someone arguing about how buddy daddies isn't queer and people who think it is are ruining the anime for others I just go 🤨 for well... obvious reasons of how tf enjoying the show through queer lens would ruin it but also because how do these people think the show will end?? like... genuinely, how do you think this slice of life with two men each with hard past and trauma raising a daughter together which forces them to confront said traumas and grow as individuals and partners (let's also ignore the ambiguous connotations of using this word and history of using if we must) is going to end? cause obviously it's going to end with this imperfect makeshift family creating their home together and staying together. loving and supporting each other in their own ways for years to come. these two men raising Miri together, completely comfortable in this home they've created and existing together, completely fine with no other romantic relationships in their lives spending their years together as parents. just saying that's...that's pretty gay of them you know? and honestly even if you argue about it and pull two friends can raise a child together card... this anime still provides so much wholesome and good content for queer community in such basic ways "our bank account", "you think work's more important than our kid?!", Miri saying she loves having two dads, "these are our genes at work" and much more... just a lot of positivity all around so it's no wonder queer community is enjoying watching it, read their relationship as queer and take comfort from the show? and there is really nothing wrong with that especially when as I said we all know it will end with heart-warming closure of this found family being happy and together

#talking to the void but i saw some yt vid and was in small rant ramble mood #kazuki and rei are literally that meme of two dudes playing truth or dare and ending up together with a daughter and #their own bed and breakfast in what we call the longest game of gay chicken #i just find it funny how dudebros are like they aren't gay stop ruining the show when it'll end with kazuki and rei staying with Miri #raising her together for years and years never a women in sight for either and just the three of them chilling perfectly content and happy #my dude that is in fact pretty gay that is in fact pretty bi that is in fact pretty queer of them #ppl are just pointing it out #btw why are you laughing when buddy daddies was called gay sxf but when ppl do make relationship romantic between two men #just like ppl are doing between a man and a woman in sxf you are offended and pulling two male friends can raise a child together card??#just wondering no reason #buddy daddies #i can't believe the thing that makes me write first longer post is slice of life 12 episodes anime called buddy daddies

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mibastalaluna · 1 year

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you loose your way, just take my hand

you're lost at sea, then I'll command your boat to me again

don't look too far, right where you are that's where I am

Mariners Apartment Complex - Lana del Rey

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donutcats · 1 year

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make you feel at home

The thing about being stabbed is that it sucks.

No matter how many times you’ve been stabbed, no matter if you’ve become familiar with the sensation; it still fucking sucks.

He’s still holding his pistol in his off hand when the last body crumples to the floor and then Kazuki is at his side, pulling him close and calling him an idiot.

#buddy daddies #kazurei #my writing #i took my favorite trope of 'character a is hurt and character b has to take care of them'#and i made it buddy daddies #basically just rei pov of being taken care of #my man is having vague gay thoughts and ignoring them at every turn

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cherrypiehoneymoon · 28 days

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𝔈𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔰𝔬𝔣𝔱 𝔦𝔠𝔢 𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪

ℭ𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔶 ℑ𝔰𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔎𝔦𝔫𝔤

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sugar-and-spite · 1 month

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i am so, so incredibly tired of people being hostile to gay men and nblm enjoying m/m content. "but the main pairing in this series is f/f and they aren't getting enough -" look at me. look me in the eyes. GAY MEN ARE ALLOWED TO ENJOY GAY MALE CONTENT.

#rey rambles #like it's not like us doing our thing is fucking hurting you or ''taking away'' your representation or whatever #we are literally just enjoying content made by and for us #maybe. if you would like to see more yuri. your time would be better spent writing it instead of yelling at gay men for being gay men?#this is abt d*nm*shi but also about literally every series that has ever included a possible f/f ship #i have never seen a fandom where this did not happen and i'm fucking tired of it #men are allowed to like men.#ALSO WITH D*NM*SHI THE SHIP PEOPLE ARE HATING ON LITERALLY INCLUDES THE MAIN FUCKING CHARACTER???#god forbid people like the main character of the series???#please i would love for people to sit down and think for one second about how homophobic this sounds.#''gay men can't make/enjoy gay male content bc they need to be paying attention to women''#........no.

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monstrsball · 1 year

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ok wait what if i actually created a character relationships map for the iwaoisuga universe... would that be cringe or cool

#im leaning towards cool... i have so many thoughts about the relationships that exist in the iwaoisuga universe #i have like. fics i want to write set in it but i haven't gotten around to it. i just have little snippets in my notes app.#it's mainly about iwaoisuga being happy and domestic and gay #and then there's like a vague kanoyachi fic idea set around the tanakiyo wedding #like when i say there's an iwaoisuga universe in my head im not even kidding #my iwaoisuga cinematic universe #<- that's what rey called it

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lesbianhidemi · 1 year

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last christmas

pairing(s): rei furuya x hiromitsu morofushi, kir x vermouth (mentioned once)

summary: rei spends his first christmas without hiro

w/c: 1.2k

warnings: nothing, except angst

a/n: accidentally posted this days ago dhdnsjh sorry for deleting it! i intended to schedule this for christmas eve but this bitch forgot to choose to schedule post 💀 anw enjoy and happy holidays!

Nighttime in Tokyo has never been brighter than during the holidays; shopping malls and restaurants are filled with people smiling and humming Christmas melodies, and even the streets are illuminated by festive lights.

The smell of food wafts through the air in each household where friends and families celebrate, sharing meals and exchanging gifts. Couples crowd restaurants to celebrate Christmas together, sharing smiles and soft, hidden touches as they talk about their day and how much they love each other.

Rei has nothing against people who celebrate the holidays (maybe envy that they have someone to spend it with).

After weeks of being away for a mission, he’s finally home. The first thing he notices is how bare and dull his apartment is in contrast to the color and the overall joviality the holiday season brings.

People who knew him as Bourbon wouldn’t be surprised that the perceptive agent doesn’t partake in the festive cheer (perhaps the people who knew him as Rei would, but there aren’t a lot left, especially with his existence practically erased).

And yet, for the first time in years, no garlands were hanging on the wall, no tall tree standing in the corner with tinsel wrapped around and different ornaments hanging in it, nor overflowing food to fill his stomach with.

How could one feel so lonely on a holiday so festive?

Rei wants to laugh at the absurdity of it all.

He never liked Christmas (December in general) in the first place; it is the coldest time of the year. Yet he didn't mind the coldness when it was best by the warmth of the person he spent it with.

Throughout his life, Hiro was always right there by his side. He never missed a birthday, holiday, or milestone, and through thick and thin, he was there.

The mute boy whom he didn't know would change his life.

Hiro often thanked Rei for helping him find his voice again. And yet Hiro doesn’t know how thankful Rei was that he came into his life, that he made him feel what it was like to be loved.

What it was like to be not alone.

And even in a job where being alone is a necessity to keep oneself safe, he never felt lonely once.

Rei often scolded Hiro about how dangerous it was for the organization to see him in his apartment, yet Hiro never listened to him.

“What would the organization think if they saw you here?”

“That we’re seeing each other?” Hiro answers nonchalantly. “Besides, people from the organization do it all the time. Everyone knows that Kir and Vermouth are sleeping together, so if they assumed the same about us, it’d be no different.”

Rei struggles to keep his face from heating up and the thought of them sleeping together away from his mind.

Truthfully, Rei was glad Hiro never listened to him once. Deep down, he didn’t want to be left alone, and maybe Hiro knew it too.

Hiro made a point to be present every Christmas, taking it upon himself to decorate while Rei cooked. He remembers the first Christmas dish he made while they were still in the academy and how awful it tasted, and how Hiro still managed to compliment him despite the disaster of the stew he made.

It became a tradition. In the quiet of his apartment, they spent the night together and pretended to be ordinary people with no obligations to fulfill.

It came to a point where he was looking forward to celebrating Christmas. The man who hated December now longs for it (after all, who wouldn’t, when you have the one you love the most to celebrate it with?)

And he did last year.

Rei thought he’d surprise Hiro by decorating his apartment on his own for once then he made something fancy for dinner.

He set the food on the table and waited for Hiro to arrive, but he didn’t.

He continued to wait until a message appeared on his phone.

Sorry, I can’t come tonight. They figured out that I’m a cop.

And another.

Take care of yourself and live a long life for me.

And another.

See you later, Rei.

Just when he starts to believe that the holidays bring warmth despite the cold season, he suddenly has no reason to.

Because instead of warmth, he cradled the cold, dead body of his best friend (beloved) in his arms.

The memories of the happy holidays they spent together are forever sullied by the image of Hiro slumped against the wall, lifeless, with a bullet lodged in his chest.

He began to hate December again.

And now, a year later, he stands in his doorway and everything reminds him of how truly lonely he is. Rei thinks about how he should’ve thanked Hiro for sticking around despite everything because now, he would never get the chance to say it to him.

He supposes it’s another thing added to his pile of regrets.

Rei feels the exhaustion seep into his bones. He can’t remember the last time he had a decent night's sleep or a meal in the past week. The mission took more out of him than he expected (or perhaps it was just an excuse, wanting to exhaust himself so he doesn’t have to think about this day, yet he still finds himself doing so).

He sighs and then moves to his kitchen to cook himself a meal. And afterward, a good night’s sleep.

Rei only has enough energy to make something simple, something nutritious to ease his hunger. Cream stew sounds good right now - it takes almost no effort, and it's easy enough to make. He knows the recipe by heart. After all, it was Hiro who taught him how to make it.

Rei made the cream stew like how he used to make it before (perhaps not exactly now that his cooking techniques are more refined). But somehow, everything feels different. He thinks it’s because he takes his time, lingering a bit since he's not cooking for anyone anymore. Or maybe it was the silence (except for the sound of the stew simmering in the pot); he finds the lively chatter and Hiro’s gentle voice guiding him missing.

He turns off the stove as he finishes cooking.

Rei pours the stew on top of his rice and then leaves an empty plate, a set of utensils, and a glass of scotch on the spot opposite his. He puts his hands together and says his gratitude.

He picks his spoon up and begins eating. He smiles at the taste as it brings fond memories of the stubbled man who taught him how to cook, guiding him patiently as he struggled to make his first cream stew. Now, the cream stew on his plate is much better than the first one he made, with no lumps of flour and enough seasonings, and yet he finds himself missing it (and perhaps it's not the awful food he misses but the company he used to have, because what use is good food with no one to share it with?)

He clinks his glass of scotch against the one on the empty spot across him. With a wistful smile, he whispers,

"Merry Christmas."

He doesn’t know to whom he says that (a blatant lie - Rei just refuses to acknowledge that he’s speaking to Hiro’s ghost, whether he believes in paranormal phenomena or not. Perhaps it's the part of him that refuses to let go. And maybe, just maybe, if he continues to deceive himself that he’s still with him, he won’t be lonely, even if it’s just for tonight).

As he finishes eating, he realizes he has made enough food for two people again.

Maybe he’d just give all the excess he made to Kazami tomorrow.

#detective conan #rei furuya #hiromitsu morofushi #hirorei #rei x hiromitsu #my writing #fellas is your gay ship really tragic if one of them didn't die in christmas eve? sjdhsbdbsbns

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becckks · 2 years

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#soft grunge #2014 grunge #american apparel #2014core #2014 nostalgia #aesthetic #music #sad poem #writing #frases sad #lana del rey #2014 revival #tumblrcore #grunge tumblr #old tumblr #lana del gay #2014 indie

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viaftonskitten · 11 months

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First pooost! - afton’s kitten

Hey guys! for my introduction as my first post i would like to present myself

my name is Anna but you can call me angel! or vi

i do take requests so don’t be shy, share your ideas.

as you guys can see, i am a William Afton enjoyer so, yeah, don’t follow me if you dislike him, or do it, you the boss!

also, english is NOT my first language so, if i made any mistakes PLEASE TELL ME and i apologize (i’m brazilian KKKK)

things i may write:

Incorrect Quotes

Short scenarios

Long Ass one shots

(maybe nsfw MAYBEEEEE JUST MAYBE)

also, i will not only write Willy things around here so feel free to request aaaany character!

I am a veeery romantic person so don’t judge me if i get to tricky sometimes…

i’m used to putting some music references in my writings

don’t worry about out-of-character things here, i always like to know and portray the character very well in my writing

lana del rey, harry potter, spider man, the wizard liz, fnaf, patrick bateman, William Afton, steven universe, and etc…

i don’t write anything disgusting or disrespectful if you know what i mean…

that’s it! thank you for reading my first post and i’ll see you in my next one if fate finds us.

buh-baaai!

#fnaf fanfic #william afton fanfic #william afton #william afton x reader #writing #maybe idk #see you guys later #lana del rey #first post #lana del gay #fnaf fandom #patrick bateman #michael afton #henry emily

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anasilens-blog · 7 months

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That's how I had breakfast today, it's not very tasty, but it will work, it's probably very high in calories. Because of pregnancy, I began to look fuller than usual

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reineyday · 5 months

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just watched bnha world heroes mission and wow they really packed a whole bunch of my favourite tropes into rody soul huh

#rei rambles #bnha #world heroes mission #bnha world heroes mission #rody soul #also can we just talk about how gay that movie was LOL #i would say 'the fic writes itself' except the movie practically WAS the fic and the only thing missing was the airport kiss!!!!!#deku really acquired a european single dad boyfriend on his intern trip to not-europe huh #they really went on a road trip together including a montage with romantic music on top #and had real talks in a cave in front of the fire that involved long lingering looks huuh #thr bird that turned out to be the manifestation of rody's soul went to go wake up deku when rody tried to run away #with the implication there being that in his heart of hearts rody wanted deku to come after him huuuh #the big boss fight really ended with rody crying in deku's lap huuuuh #truly unbelievable. i feel like i watched a romance movie and the action stuff was just on the sidelines holy shit.#also my lil tdbk heart was pretty happy with the small interactions they got in the start haha #I DIGRESS

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honeybeekao · 2 years

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madarei took over my life, i'm not upset about it!

Words: 15700

Rating: Gen

Some Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Airports, Love Confessions, a lot of philosophical thinking

Warnings: Dissociation, take care!! ♡♡

Summary: Madara didn't let his voice get caught in his throat. "That's a bet waiting to happen Rei-san."

"When have I ever not taken a chance, Mikejima?" There it was. It seemed the breaths his happy little heart took became nothing short of hyperventilating, most people might call it a heart palpitation. Madara called it trying his luck.

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Madara and Rei fatefully meet again, airports a common setting. To them, familiarity meant everything.

#madarei #madara mikejima #rei sakuma #enstars #im insane hope this proves it #dino writes☆#hurt/comfort #gay people are REAL

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