#gaygoth

[astrazero]

My revamp of, Drie Gratiën, by Peter Paul Rubens, 1630

#astrazero #gaygoth #gaywitch #gayartist #darkart #gayart #queerartist #vampire #astra zero #darkartists #gay historical inspired art #gay hi

[urban0primitive]

If I see one more person bitching about the “it” pronouns or “bi lesbian” label you are banished. That’s it. It has 9 girlfriends and hacked the fucking no fly list!! You wish you could comprehend it’s swag

#crimes #maia arson crimew #gay #lgbt #queer #gaypunk #gay pagan #gay witch #gaygoth #pride #discourse #why is the lgbt community so fucking stupid?? #literally be gay do crime??? #your pronouns are valid #shouldn’t you be more worried about the crazy racism?

[spiraledecadente]

Your accidental protegé 💀

#me #personal #gay #queer #homo #goth #trad goth #gaygoth #gay punk #queerpunk #queergoth #homogoth #homopunk #queer artist #gay artist #homo artist #gay man #italian gay

[poisonerspath]

Had such an unholy time with my witchy fam!!! We were working on something devilishly good and can’t wait to share it with all of you!!! @justifysjujus we’re going to open the Hellmouth in St Pete! 😈 thank you @thesaintstpete and @cocktailstpete for putting up with our devilish antics! We’re just getting warmed up! Thank you @sylviathestylist and @nykteliosknight for your photography help and @the_auric_diviner for finally opening that doorway to hell!!! And thank you Glen for being the best Catholic husband around!!!! We love you!!! We’ve been waiting for such a long time!!! This is going to be as much of a surprise to us as the rest of you!!! Happy Fucking Halloween! The most important thing is connecting with other witches. There is no greater purpose for me 🖤 - - - #toxicwitch #spookygay #demongay #gaydemons #sfxmakeup #unholy #gaystpete #devilsinflorida #gaygoth #spookygay #halloweengay #queerwitches (at The Saint) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjqI547L1AT/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#toxicwitch #spookygay #demongay #gaydemons #sfxmakeup #unholy #gaystpete #devilsinflorida #gaygoth #halloweengay #queerwitches

[cryptofderangedkinks]

My sexy, sweaty, tasty hand for you to worship... And for any masochists, I'll give you some hard karate chops with said hand until you're sore~

#me #myself #sexy #hand selfie #long fingers #hand pics #hand photography #goth #gothgoth #gothcore #ok 2 rb #gaygoth #hot twink #sexy goth #nice hands #sexy hands #suck my fingers #lick my hand #ok to reblog

[somewhatparnoidandroid]

Halloween boyfriends for today

#mlm pride #gaygoth #punk #gay mlm #bi mlm #mlm punk #gay halloween #halloween #halloween costumes #sesame street #bert and ernie

[nilesabbott]

It's now some time ago, since I posted here. I mean, nobody seems to read my stuff anyways, so it seems to don't matter 😅

Anyway I want to give a update on myself and things around me.

My weight loss journey continued. Meanwhile I lost over 55 kilos since last year and even build muscle. I even developed a slight hint of abs 😂

I cut my beard completely down to a goatee. I felt, that I was hiding behind the full beard. You know, it became kinda a mask for me. A shield to hide behind. Now I lowered at least that shield and discovered, that a young and kinda handsome face was hiding behind it.

And I start to let my hair grow out on the sides too. My goal is a haircut like Health Ledger, Brandon Lee or Ville Valo had. It definitely will look great on me.

Unfortunately my face and new body wasn't helping to find a new partner. That is the most frustrating part, you know? Most other gays are just looking for fun, a non-monogamous relationship and such. Especially that guys in my near. Plus mostly guys over 50 try to hit me up, while I just look for guys between 21 and 35 and have that written in my profile also.

To be honest: Being alone makes me kinda sad and feeling like I don't deserve to be happy.

It's a "problem" that I am not into bears and older guys. But bears always remind me of my dad and I don't feel attracted to my dad romantically or worse 😅 And similar with older dudes, especially since I don't feel like my age.

Honestly: I feel like in my mid 20th, especially since I wasted my 20th on my ex wife. I just NOW have my glow up and try to put my life together. At the same time, it feels like time is running out to find a partner. You know, I do not want to become that old guy creeping up to younger folks like these guys who write to me now.

To be honest: At the end, I kinda gave up already. If every Jack has his Jill, then I am Zachary 😂

Besides of that: I quit my therapy. Not because I think I am above that and don't need it. No no, I definitely need therapy. I quit it, because my therapist was an arsehole. She not wanted to help me getting along with my trauma. Instead, she wanted to help the insurance company saving money on me. I tried to tell her about shit that destroyed me, her reaction was "But that shouldn't stop you to go to work. How many job applications did you wrote? Where did you applied to?" and such. Totally ignoring stuff which is bothering me and acting like she isn't my therapist but a worker from the job department of government. That really made me feel like "Ok, if even my therapist don't care about me, why should anyone else?". The final moment, which made me quit was, when I told her about my strong fear looking at the political situation in Germany, with growing percentage of Nazis and shit. I told her I fear more violence and such. Her reaction "No, Nazis won't harm any queer people. It's only the foreigners who harm queer folks, I read a statistics about it.". Like ... WHAT?! I have friends who got attacked by Nazis, pride events received hate and you only have to look online to see the hate from the Nazis towards the queer community. Idk where she read the statistics, maybe on the AfD homepage. Or she is one of them too, Idk.

So all in all it wasn't a help at all and only fed my trust issues even further. Now I can't even trust therapists, which makes it kinda impossible for me to seek help.

But something positive: I quit drinking about a year ago. Not 100%. But it's now only one bottle of beer in a few weeks, which is really nothing. And my January was, in fact, completely alcohol free. That stuff helps me to get my body in a better shape and will help my mental health too.

And I kinda "rediscovered" some music. I listen again a lot to HIM and VV (Ville Valo). I was a giant fan in the 1990th/2000th and kinda stopped following a few years ago. Even though I had a hughe crush on Ville and still have. He is the only older guy I would like to be with 😅 But it isn't just about him (pun not intended 😂), it's the whole music and lyrics. Love can hurt, but at the same time, it can be something absolutely beautiful too. And at all: Self growth is important.

So ... what else? Idk 😅 I try to be somehow positive, find a job again and to make my own luck.

By the way: In the pics you see how I look now 😂

#gaypride #gaymen #gayhot #gaygoth #gothgay #gothic #goth aesthetic #gaysingle #gay single #queer #queer community #homosexuell #pride #lgbtqia

[carloskinney]

idk if i'm fighting demons or if i am the demon ✨ #kinney #darkthoughts . . . . . . . . . . #tattoo #tattooart #dark #goth #gothboy #gay #gayboy #gaymen #witchcraft #darkness #handtattoos #witchmen #darkthoughts #darkaesthetic #hoscos #gaymx #gothmx #gaygoth (en COVEN) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmEzQAouKi-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#kinney #darkthoughts #tattoo #tattooart #dark #goth #gothboy #gay #gayboy #gaymen #witchcraft #darkness #handtattoos #witchmen #darkaesthetic #hoscos #gaymx #gothmx #gaygoth

[destined-to-decay]

I had my hair done earlier 💇‍♂️ • • • • • #goth #gothic #instagoth #gothstagram #gothsofinstagram #gothguy #gothicguy #gothboy #gothicboy #gaygoth #gothstyle #alternative #altguys #gay #lgbt #undercut (at Newhaven, Edinburgh) https://www.instagram.com/p/CktyEsLIDwZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#goth #gothic #instagoth #gothstagram #gothsofinstagram #gothguy #gothicguy #gothboy #gothicboy #gaygoth #gothstyle #alternative #altguys #gay #lgbt #undercut

[astrazero]

The First kiss of Adam & Steve .

My revamp of, The First kiss of Adam and Eve, by Salvador Viniegra, 1891

#astrazero #gaygoth #gaywitch #gayartist #darkart #gayart #queerartist #vampire #astra zero #darkartists #gay historical inspired art #adam and steve

[urban0primitive]

Long time no see

#gay #queer #lgbt #gaypunk #gay witch #gay pagan #gaygoth #me #selfie

[hectorsquintana]

So this is about to happen!!! #beetlejuicemusical @goldengatetheatre @beetlejuicebway @beetlejuice_themusical • • @whiskyallen #beetlejuice #husbands #instagay #musicalgays #broadwaysanfrancisco #touringcompany #victorainstyle #gothicstyle #goth #gaygothic #daddyboycouplela #beetlegeuse #macabremusical #victoriandress (at Golden Gate Theatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmIiW8GrGZO/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#beetlejuicemusical #beetlejuice #husbands #instagay #musicalgays #broadwaysanfrancisco #touringcompany #victorainstyle #gothicstyle #goth #gaygothic #daddyboycouplela #beetlegeuse #macabremusical #victoriandress

[spiraledecadente]

#me #personal #gay #queerpunk #queer punk #gay punk #homo #homogoth #homo goth #homo punk #queer goth #queergoth #gaygoth #gay goth #mirror selfie #selfie #homoartist #queer artist #gay artist #spirale decadente #spiraledecadente

[poisonerspath]

As if the day couldn’t have gotten any better with @justifysjujus we ran into @itsbabychaos who was down from Salem @odditiesandcuriositiesexpo Love running into this evil queen 👑 🫀 🔪 🩸 check her out on Spotify and listen to her single FLESH it is a fave 💋🌹🩸 Tampa Oddities & Curiosities Expo 2022 - - - #evilqueens #gaywitchcraft #odditiesexpo #cobymichael #poisonersapothecary #gaygoth #softgoth (at Tampa Convention Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkoMNWGrb_A/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#evilqueens #gaywitchcraft #odditiesexpo #cobymichael #poisonersapothecary #gaygoth #softgoth

[somewhatparnoidandroid]

I never post pictures of myself out of cosplay. I like doing it here because it feels like a public digital diary . It feels easier to control its nice. I feel real.

#gaygoth #gay punk #bi mlm #gay mlm #mlm ftm

[azreil-13]

Working on the stream background! Can’t wait for the sign! Let me know if you have good sticker recommendations!!!

#twitch streaming #twitch streamer #twitch #twitch stream #sticker #stickers #gay #lgbt #queer #gaypunk #gaygoth #led #neonvibes #gamer #gaymer