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upismediacenter · 1 month

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LITERARY: Tagpi-tagping Sarili

"Ma, ayaw ko po nitong bestida!" Oo, namangha ako sa angking kagandahan ni Mama, At tuwing siya’y naglalagay ng kolorete sa kaniyang mukha, Tila siya’y nagiging isang makapangyarihang diyosa. “‘Nak! Lagyan kita ng liptint, halika.” Nabigyan ng kulay at buhay man itong mga labing namumutla, Pagtingin sa salamin, sarili’y halos hindi na makilala. Nakasuot man ng bulaklaking bestida, Pinagtakong man gaya ng mga reyna ng sagala, Parang hindi talaga ako ito, ‘ma. Tangan ang pait, ni hindi makaimik, Lagi na lang kailangang indahin ang nagbubuhol-buhol na hibla. “Magsuklay ka nga ‘nak, mukha kang bruha,” Naroon sa lamesa ang gunting ni Mama… At mamaya, kapag sa bahay ay lumisan siya— Biglang gumaan, biglang lumaya Hindi ko inakalang itong aking buhok pala ang humihila sa akin paibaba At sa bawat paghaplos ng hangin sa aking batok Nawawala na ang pangamba at takot Sapagkat bagay man sa aking mga kalaro ang mala-prinsesang tirintas Hindi ako sila. Hindi iyon “ako.” Kaso— “Hala! Anong ginawa mo? Sayang ang ganda mo!”

Palagi kong nahuhuli ang sarili na napapatitig Sa isang kaklaseng namumukod-tangi Nakakaakit ang kanyang mga ipit sa buhok at nakalawit na hikaw Kaya isang araw, siya aking ginaya Sinuot ang nag-iisang pares ng hikaw Sa ipit ng buhok, tiniyak na walang makakatakas na hibla Natuwa man si Mama, ngunit hindi ito ang aking inakala: Hindi ko maintindihan bakit sa kanya ito’y maganda, Pero kung sa akin, sarili’y hindi makilala. Ginagaya ang pasusuot ng daster ni Mama, Nahirapan magpintura ng kuko at magsuot ng palda, Inayos ang pagkilos nang mayumi, pero hindi ko talaga kaya. Malapit naman ako sa mga kaklase kong babae, Ngunit hindi ko nadarama na ako ay tulad nila. Alam ko na sa sarili ko na hindi talaga ito para sa akin, Pero bakit ang hirap para sa kanilang intindihin? Sa paaralan ay hindi pinayagang tumayo sa kabilang pila Kaya ako lamang ang nakapantalon sa karagatan ng mga palda. Natuto na lamang isantabi ang mga reklamo Kaysa harapin na naman ang mga sermon at mga tukso. Kailan nga ba ako naging tiyak sa aking damdamin? Ito ba’y noong nasilaw ako sa kanyang kagandahan at nakintal siya sa aking isipan? Noon bang napuyat sa kakaisip sa kanyang katawan at napagtantong siya’y napupusuan? Ngunit kahit puso ko'y palagay na, katawan ko'y nanatiling nakahawla. Pagbangon mula sa kama'y dumiretso sa pagligo; Nanghihinang pinaagos ang dugong kinamuhian. Itinaklob ko ang tuwalya sa katawan upang di na ito masilayan. Sampung minuto pa sa banyo, nakatitig lang sa salamin - Tumambad ang pagmumukhang alam kong hindi akin. Nagbihis at nilabhan ang kumot na natagusan; Nayayamot na kinuskos ang ipinilit na pananagutang Tinamo't pinasan buhat sa aking kapanganakan. Napadaan sa hiraya ang isang kakaibang pigura: Iba ang katawan, ngunit wangis ko'y tulad ng kanya. Ang hulma'y hindi kumurba o tumagas ng pula. Ninais kong maging siya. Siya ang daan ko sa paglaya. Paglaya na sa isang paraan ko lang makakamit; Dalang ginhawa nang makitang walang mantsa sa kumot na punit-punit. Hawla na aking tinakasan upang pagkilala sa sarili ay mabingwit; Hindi na maririnig ang “with wings?” dahil hindi na ito magagamit. Nagsimulang bumili ng gel para sa buhok na bagong gupit; Aking mga damit ay sa balikat na umiipit. Komportableng isuot ang preskong jersey ni Itay, tindig ay maskulado; Habang suot ang hiniram kay Kuya na sumbrero. Kahit ako ay pinagtitinginan, akin silang kikindatan; Kaya sila nalilito kung si Daniel Padilla ba ang kanilang nasisilayan. “‘Yan na ba yung anak ni Aling Celie?” Sabihin man ng Marites dyan-dyan, Isang malaking ngiti ang ibabalik sa kanila nang marahan. Hindi na nakakulong sa komento ng iba kahit sabihin man nilang sayang ang aking ganda. Kung hindi sila ang namimilipit tuwing darating ang regla, Wala sila sa posisyon upang manghusga. Walang namang dapat ikahiya sa pagiging babae; sadyang hindi lang ako rito kampante. Si Mama ay maganda pa rin sa aking mga mata, Ngunit nakakaguwapo itong bigote kong patubo na. Ang pagkawala sa ibang identidad na nasa loob ko, Natatanging paraan para mahalin ang sariling ako.

#MC2024 #MC2025 #MosaiC #MC2in1 #Literary #Filipino #gekyume #lunar music #hi-chew #viatrix

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neverleaveulonely · 11 months

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“It's no surprise that XXXTentacion's favorite video game is Kingdom Hearts considering he's a guy who played in both the light and dark sides of life.”

— from XXLmag site

#xxxtentacion #kingdom hearts #jahseh onfroy #gekyume #aesthetic

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gekyume-xxx · 1 year

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When the alcohol be alcoholing

#jahseh onfroy #long live jahseh #gekyume #xxxtentacion #jocelyn flores #members only #rip jahseh #rest easy jahseh

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fuzail24093 · 2 years

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🔶 ARTMARK 78 🔶 🔸“We’re all fighting battles no one knows about.”🔸 ✴️" XXXTENTACION "✴️ Like ❤️+Comment 💬+Share ↗️© Mention In Your Story If You Can 😊 ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ #xxxtentacion #xxxtentacionedits #llj #xxxtentation #jahsehonfroy #rap #juicewrld #xxxtentacionfanpage #gekyume #lilpeep #badvibesforever #sad #jahseh #skimasktheslumpgod #explorepage #music #explore #ix #longlivejahseh #love #ripx #xxxtentacionmusic #xxxtentacionvideos #hiphop #ripxxxtentacion #xxxtentaction #makeouthill #liluzivert #gekyumeonfroy #trippieredd ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ (at ''Mumbra''' '''मुंब्रा'') https://www.instagram.com/p/Chj8JYsKNeC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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kyliex9 · 8 months

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#xxxtentacion #members only #long live jahseh #jahseh onfroy #gekyume

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xxcynicleftovers · 2 years

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X Sippin tea 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 4 #xxxtentacion #xxxtentacionedits #llj #xxxtentation #jahsehonfroy #rap #juicewrld #xxxtentacionfanpage #gekyume #lilpeep #badvibesforever #sad #jahseh #skimasktheslumpgod #explorepage #music #explore #ix #longlivejahseh #love #ripx #xxxtentacionmusic #xxxtentacionvideos #hiphop #ripxxxtentacion #xxxtentaction #makeouthill #liluzivert #gekyumeonfroy #trippieredd https://www.instagram.com/p/ChGRfb8pk_E/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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apreciousheart · 2 years

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It is with great sadness that I announce Goldie left us on July 14th 2022 aka today at the ripe age of 23. A little backstory on Goldie: He was abandoned by the neighbors when he was 3 years old & my landlady adopted him & has remained my building’s cat for 2 decades. I remember hearing about Goldie for the first time & my face lit up as I was excited to meet the cutie of the building. Goldie, thank you for helping me get through all of my darkest nights in 2020 - early 2022. Thank you for all the cuddles that got me through painful times, every hug/cuddle meant the world to me especially when we were locked indoors. Your affection, the greetings every morning & for always being there for me whenever I needed you the most. I’ll never forget these precious moments 😭 You lived a long boujee cat life, requesting steak & fine foods that I’m thankful to have shared your final 2 years with you. Saying goodbye was the hardest as you were frail & I couldn’t bear to cuddle you one last time without the fear of hurting you, but your head rested on my hand & refused to let me go. Thank you for being my friend, a companion & to many others as well. You’ll be dearly missed & forever adored. Your name matched your heart as you were truly golden 🥹Rest In Peace 😿♥️xxx #jahseh #like #follow #legendsneverdie #lilpeep #peace #loveyou #life #theundertaker #juicewrld #cemetery #photography #graveyard #wwe #beautiful #funeral #gekyume #memories #xxxtentation #bollywood #americanbadass #badvibesforever #xxxtentacionvideos #heaven #actor #kane #thankyoutaker #respect #neverforgotten #rainbowbridge (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgCO3fHDkjf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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gekyum777 · 2 years

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"Being different became a trend."

#xxxtentacion #rip xxxtentacion #rip jahseh #jahseh onfroy #gekyum #XXXTENTACION #bad vibes forever #bad vibes

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letsheresy · 10 months

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pour mon love @gekyume-qs (raven savage sur whisper in the night ♡)

#jeon jungkook #jeon jungkook avatars #avatars 400*640 #avatars rpg #forum rpg

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alluresearles34 · 16 days

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Gekyume onfroy shows pictures of his dad xxxtentacion

#xxxtentacion

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potuzzz · 10 days

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Opinion about Stalin and Lenin?

I think they are both awesome and I'm only like 2.5/10 gay at my gayest but I would gladly suck their dicks even if just in a "bro big ups to you bro props man you the man man" sort of way.

I think Stalin in particular is the singularly most injustly maligned person in human history. In the West, he has a reputation for being at best Red Hitler and at worse 100,000,000x Combo Hitler Deluxe. The narrative is so powerful that you have to undergo 5-6 major gekyumes before you even find people who are shiftily lukewarm about him. Seeing Stalin as anything else than a plain and simple hero is one of the most ahistorical and self-destructive things a supposed "leftist" could do to themselves, the movement they ride a wave within and the interests they purport to advocate for.

I wish it could be simple: that we could compromise as a Western Left and just choose to not even talk about Stalin, positively or negatively. But, unfortunately, it is impossible at this point to have an accurate understanding of our present circumstances without knowing and acknowledging who Stalin was and what they did to him. He is just one tiny example of a good person who did potent, uncompromising, brave, fierce, determined, and earth-shaking things within the confines of their singular life to destroy fascism and capitalism and all its horrid alternative names and subsidiaries, and just like all those other people of all ages and races and genders and sexualities and nationalities and time periods throughout human history that have fought to free the slaves from the grip of the masters, the masters lie, they do everything in their power to twist the narrative to their pathetically irrational and gleefully unsubstantiated version of events because they are machiavellian monsters who will SA your grandma until her bones are dust and film it and laugh sadistically about it and then turn around and tell you that you're being a bigot for wanting to exact revenge BECAUSE THEY ARE SNAKES AND WILL SAY ANY COMBINATION OF WORDS TO CAST A CURSE ON THOSE WHO DO ANYTHING BUT PROSTRATE UNCRITICALLY TO THEIR FOUL WILL.

Until leftists understand that if THEY do ANYTHING worth a damn, that THEY TOO will be cancelled, commodified, co-opted, tortured, murdered, and ruthlessly lied about to the Nth degree, they are AT BEST flying blind into a meatgrinder and AT WORST complete idiots useless except as a NPC of the Compatible Left that the CIA will use to psychologically destroy the natural and feverish growth of and lust for communism in the minds of their enslaved population.

To start to temper my rant, let me just add that I do not like either those supposed Marxist-Leninist communists who try to appeal to the idea of "nuance" by saying they "critically support" Stalin, those who may reluctantly admit he is not the Beast projected in the Black Book of Communism and yet will still spend 75% of their every breath criticizing him.

There is *nothing* to criticize Stalin for that is worth a damn.

Why?

If some Herculean person managed to save you from the attack of a Nazi grizzly bear, saved your damn life and the lives of everyone you know, tell me, what does it serve to write some thesis or video essay or rambling social media comment about how in the opening of Round Two of the fight they took a jab when they should have thrown a hook, they arrived 30 seconds late and you suffered the flesh wound of a claw, they foolishly slipped on the mud and very nearly got eaten by the bear. IT DOESNT MATTER. They did it. They did their best and they saved your ungrateful hipster whining ass from speaking German or being turned into an empty pair of shoes. Why the fuck are you even entertaining the idea of doing anything but sucking this man's dick? What kind of person not only looks a gift horse in the mouth, but sits there and whinges and whines and criticizes every percieved imperfection they can find with a microscope?

There is nothing to criticize Stalin. If he had done a single thing differently, if he had, in his own words, "tried to win a revolution with silk gloves," the Bolsheviks would have failed and tsardom would have stayed. If he had not violently purged the shitheaded and traitorous Bolsheviks in the interparty conflicts, the USSR would have collapsed much sooner. If the USSR had not taken itself seriously and stoically pursued immediate militarization and industrialization, the imminent Nazi invasion would have turned hundreds of millions of more people into empty shoes, and if the Nazis hadn't, the immediate Western invasions and century-long siege would have succeeded in quickly toppling the People's Government that the CIA admits Stalin was merely "captain of the team, not a dictator" of, and turning those same hundreds of millions into slaves under a Western colony.

The worst thing Stalin ever did, was die.

Stalin is one of my 3 primary patron saints, flanked only by Joan of Arc and Jahseh Onfroy.

And yeah Lenin is also awesome and made invaluable contributions to the liberation movement of the entire world during the 20th century with his theories. There's a reason "Marxism-Leninism" is something that strikes fear into the hearts of the monopoly pig-men, and that "Marxism" is a feckless bluehaired newspeak that means voting for Joe Biden behind an RGB keyboard (absolutely no hate on Marx, only, the loser smellbad Trots and Maoists and other useless leftcom/postleft/"demsoc"/etc dorks have managed to co-opt Marx into the Compatible Left, Lenin is a more difficult task).

Going off that last parenthetical statement, I will just say that loving Stalin is of course not an instant "okay you're a good communist" sticker, there is the rare genuine "tankie" that just loves the Red Alert 2 anime aesthetics of internet Sovietism, there are plenty of rightwing Russian nationalists who love Stalin simply for being a (Georgian) hero in Russian history, there are even Compatible Leftists who are seemingly communists and yet only love AES when it's 100 years old and insist on still denying herohood to the likes of modern day China from Deng onward.

I also do not blame people for being scared of Stalin. His name in the West is like Voldemort and makes people uncomfortable. So omnipresent are the lies about him, I do not blame ANYBODY for falling victim to the narrative. I just hope, desperately, lovingly--sincerely--that when exposed to alternative narratives that go against the declaration of the 4th Reich, the Nazi Mafia Coalition, the Great Satan, the United States of America, that they will humor them. Stalin was not a senseless genocidal beast, he was not a tyrant, he literally didn't like the cult of personality forming around him but decided along with his peers insistence that it was good for morale and unifying the country during tough times. Joseph Stalin was a tough but fair revolutionary, a down-to-earth bluehearted stoic who was not afraid of being maligned as a villain by the forces of evil so long as he succeeded in helping the people he loved.

"I know that after my death a pile of rubbish will be heaped on my grave, but the wind of History will sooner or later sweep it away without mercy."

-Joseph Stalin

Lenin was also a selfless, witty, courageous, and resolute hero of giant nads, a giant heart, and a willingness to bear whatever cross to emancipate the world.

Shoutout to the millions of women who were never awarded fame or a position to achieve fame by our patriarchal society, the women who hold the whole sky. Shoutout to Che, Sankara, Mandela, MLK, Deng, Xi, Castro, Un, Huey, Hampton, Assata, Tito, shoutout to the millions of men across Asia and Africa and the Americas and Europe who fought with every fiber of their lifeblood and died horribly by that blood just to try to make the world a better place. I hope we can honor your sacrifice and match even a fraction of it. I hope you know your sacrifice was not in vain no matter how things ultimately turn out. It is an honor to be comrades with such people, the people of diamonds and starlight who cannot be bothered by the threats of the Romans or the English or the French or the Spanish or the Japanese or the Nazis or the United Statesians. Also fuck the Dutch I feel like they don't get enough hate. And the Nords. And the--anyways. Thanks for making my chest swell in emotion for the pride of being a person. God bless you. We have nothing to lose but our chains, mashallah.

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soletear · 11 months

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sch gif pack

under the cut, you will find 46 textless gifs (271x152) of Julien Schwarzer (SCH) in GQ France video. All of these gifs were made by me (so credit soletear pleeeease) for roleplay use.

(mercé au gâté @gekyume-qs pour la folie de voir le s joué sur un forum rpg)

#gifs #sch #gif #forum rpg #un grand monsieur #le s #french rpg #underused fc #rap fr #julien schwarzer

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elrik-j · 6 months

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Earth is like this now, you get that?

We live here. 3d spherial God incarnation sets outs for preventalization to we all live in a brainalizer bro, all over Gekyume.

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imeverywoman420 · 1 year

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remember xxxtentacion named his kid Gekyume

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apreciousheart · 2 years

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It is with great sadness that I announce Goldie left us on July 14th 2022 aka today at the ripe age of 23. A little backstory on Goldie: He was abandoned by the neighbors when he was 3 years old & my landlady adopted him & has remained my building’s cat for 2 decades. I remember hearing about Goldie for the first time & my face lit up as I was excited to meet the cutie of the building. Goldie, thank you for helping me get through all of my darkest nights in 2020 - early 2022. Thank you for all the cuddles that got me through painful times, every hug/cuddle meant the world to me especially when we were locked indoors. Your affection, the greetings every morning & for always being there for me whenever I needed you the most. I’ll never forget these precious moments 😭 You lived a long boujee cat life, requesting steak & fine foods that I’m thankful to have shared your final 2 years with you. Saying goodbye was the hardest as you were frail & I couldn’t bear to cuddle you one last time without the fear of hurting you, but your head rested on my hand & refused to let me go. Thank you for being my friend, a companion & to many others as well. You’ll be dearly missed & forever adored. Your name matched your heart as you were truly golden 🥹Rest In Peace 😿♥️xxx #jahseh #like #follow #legendsneverdie #lilpeep #peace #loveyou #life #theundertaker #juicewrld #cemetery #photography #graveyard #wwe #beautiful #funeral #gekyume #memories #xxxtentation #bollywood #americanbadass #badvibesforever #xxxtentacionvideos #heaven #actor #kane #thankyoutaker #respect #neverforgotten #rainbowbridge (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgCO3fHDkjf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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gekyum777 · 2 years

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🌙🌙🌙

"I WILL CHANGE THE WAY WE ALL SEE EACH OTHER, OR DIE IN THE PROCESS."

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#rip xxxtentacion #xxxtentacion #rip jahseh #jahseh onfroy #bad vibes #bad vibes forever #gekyum

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