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youtuberswithalex · 4 years
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Why are people getting mad about people portraying the Sides-- figments of someone’s imagination, that can SHAPESHIFT, that have been portrayed in canon as different races and genders, and are, again, IMAGINARY --as different races and genders? Why is it just NOW becoming a big deal? y’all, fandoms do this ALL THE TIME. not just in Sanders Sides. And they canonically shapeshit and can look however they want. ONE OF THEM LITERALLY TURNED INTO A GIANT FROG IN THE LAST EPISODE. And you have a problem with someone drawing them BLACK and TRANS???
I’m disappointed in you folks. This shouldn’t be a problem. This shouldn’t be something you’re wasting your anger on when we have real black people being murdered by cops, and protests around the world going on to get it to stop. Get angry over THAT. Not how people are portraying fictional characters.
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lavenderwhore444 · 3 years
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Ok so we all love pervert shigaraki ( Ik u do so please don’t lie to ur self love 😀) anyways what if shigaraki had a huge crush on the reader and steals there panties ( when there out in a mission working there ass off) but the reader notices and placed cameras in her room just to see who’s stealing them surprise surprise it’s ya boy shiggy and the reader finds it kind of cute that he’s that desperate but is also upsetting because there working and he’s here getting off on her stuff so.the reader catch’s him in the act and shows him the videos ( shigaraki at this point is crying from embarrassment and he’s begging for the reader to delete the videos) as a punishment the reader pegs the shit out of him and the ending is fluff since I do love shiggy
First of all English isn’t my first language so apologizes for any mistakes and for the ending please work ur magic sis 
💍🧎🏻‍♀️marry me this is so good
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🌸 I have an irl on here rn because we both simp for crusty men, and she’s probably lowkey scared of me. I was drunk on having social interaction for the first time forever and was like, “omg, I write for them. I have Tumblr 🤪” Listen, I told you I would do anything for him, and I fucking meant it, ok? And he’s a little pervert, so they're kinda gross (indirectly making me have gross kinks too ig ☹️) Plus, I warned you about his piss kink, that should've been a good indicator to the rest of these 🙄 , Anyways anon has sent me THE BEST SCENARIOS OMG. I have read a lot of Shigaraki fics, BUT THESE ARE SO ORIGINAL IM SO HAPPY. There's one, in particular, I'm excited to write because it's just so cute, omg. 🌸
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It was the fifth time this week. You were out on another mission, and Tomura was half-naked in your room on the verge of passing out from how many times he had cum into various articles of your clothing. It started off as just your panties. Perverted but not insane. As time went on, it only got worse. The panties weren’t good enough. He started putting one of your shirts over his face as he got off, and that worked...for a while. His next fix was to steal some of your perfume, but it wasn't good enough.
He felt disgusting the first time he got off in your room. He felt like he'd crossed a line (not that he hadn’t already), but it was the best orgasm of his life. What's done is done, so he might as well take advantage of the rest of your room. He was pretty comfortable now, face pressed into your pillow, inhaling your scent as his body spasmed for the last time. He was utterly spent.
And now, for the worst part, being in your room surrounded by your stuff, smelling your perfume, but still being all alone. It wasn't like Shigaraki had a crush on you or anything. Him having a crush on y/n? Unheard of. The rest of the girls in the league were like family to him. You two just weren't there yet, even though it had been five months, and he blushes whenever you talk to him. So what if he wants to punch Dabi whenever he looks at you? He wasn't in love with you. God damn it, he was just horny. That was it. That was the extent of his feelings, and they would go away.
They didn't go away, but more of your stuff sure did. It was becoming more common for clothing in your room to go missing only to end up clean and folded in the proper drawer. It was weird, but someone was doing most of your laundry for you. It wasn't Dabi taking your stuff. He could get his dick wet whenever he wanted. The other guys preached “don’t lewd y/n” and tried to fight Dabi when he put his hand on your thigh. Toga would steal your shirts but definitely not your underwear. If she did steal your clothing, she’d post a mirror pic and tag you in it.
So that left your boss. Tomura Shigaraki. You thought he hated you. He got all quiet and distant when you talked to him. Was he nervous? He glared at you and Dabi. Or was it just Dabi? Maybe the little creep did like you. He was kinda cute. His messy hair looked so soft, his eyes lit up when he won his games, Shigaraki had this little smile when he was watching the league sit together, and he had discarded father almost completely. But he was a creep, and you definitely didn't have a crush on him. Definitely not.
But part of you didn't want to tell him to stop. It took a while to cook up a plan, but it was foolproof when you came up with one. You found stole the money to invest in some hidden cameras. By now, you were starting to accept that you might like him just a little. But in a sad puppy kind of way. You didn't actually have a crush on him. Nope, not at all.
And it was kind of mean that he was making you do all this work while he got to jerk off in your bed. You'd come back with cuts, scrapes, bruises, and even a broken bone one time, just for him to totally ignore you. He had spent all day ruining your clothes and wouldn't even look at you.
Your behavior had changed towards Tomura, though, and he had definitely noticed. You were acting the same way he was. You were always blushing when you talked to him. You sat next to him while he played games, but it's "just because you're bored." Maybe you were starting to like him back. He had come to terms with his not-so-little crush on you. This didn't stop him from acting like a perv but still.
The cameras had been up for a while, and honestly, watching those videos back was way better than watching porn. Shigaraki looked so sweet and desperate. The way he laid in your bed afterward, holding your pillow, made your heartache for him. He just looked so lonely. You decided it was time to confront him.
"I'm going out for a couple days, guys!" you called, walking out with a backpack on your shoulder.
"I'll miss you, dollface," Dabi called back, blowing a kiss as you laughed at him.
The glare Shigaraki gave him could have dusted him right then and there. You stayed at a cheap motel for a while, watching the cameras. It was pretty nice to finally have some quiet. It didn't take long for Shigaraki to wander into your room with a raging hard-on. You took your time getting home, knowing he'd be there for at least a few hours. You glanced at your phone once in a while, catching two of Shigaraki’s orgasms. You’d hear a strangled cry and see his mouth wide open, eyes squeezed shut, and back arching. He’d coat his chest and your underwear in hot cum. You started to walk faster. Most of the league was asleep as you used your levitation quirk to float silently up the stairs. You opened the door.
“Who knew you were such a perv, Shiggy. All this time, I thought you hated me, but it looks like someone has a little crush on me, ” you said sweetly.
He looked like a deer in headlights, eyes wide as his body froze. A soft whimper left him as his face turned an angry shade of red that matched the head of his cock.
“N-no please, I'm sorry y/n I-i just didn't um ill leave. I'm so sorry, ” he muttered.
He got up, but you pushed him back on the bed.
“Not yet, Shiggy. I have something to show you, ” you said in a singsong voice.
You sat next to him, slinging your left arm around his shoulders. You pulled up the live feed.
“Aww, look at how cute we look right now, Shig, ” you teased.
His face told you that he was terrified.
“Y-you didn’t, ” he tried to fool himself.
“Oh, I did, ” you whispered in his ear.
You heard him sniffle. You slid the bar at the bottom of the screen back to show him what he was doing mere minutes ago.
“No, you can't, ” he choked as tears fell from his eyes, “please don’t show anyone y/n. Please I c-cant. I'm sorry, just don’t show anyone, ” he sobbed, “please don't. I’ll never talk to you again if you want I’ll do anything just don't show anyone, ” he cried.
“Anything?” you questioned.
“Anything, ” he nodded, still crying.
“Well, first of all, ” you said, “you can start by taking me out on a date, ”
He nearly choked as his eyes widened.
“What?” he whispered, wiping his eyes and nose.
“I said that you’re going to take me out on a date, and please use a tissue, ” you said.
He nodded and cleaned up his face the rest of the way.
“And second, you can take off your shirt and bend over the bed with your legs spread, ” you whispered in his ear, pressing a kiss just below it.
He looked confused for a second until his eyes widened, and he did as he was told.
“Now, don't play dumb with me. I know you’ll like this. I've seen you try and finger yourself before, but you did a shit job, and I promise this will be even better, ” you smiled, ruffling Tomura's hair.
He was getting more comfortable with you now, giving a nervous smile and humming when you touched his hair.
You walked back with everything you needed, only to sigh disappointedly, “oh Shiggy, that's not nearly wide enough. I know you can do better than that. Spread your legs more,”
He nodded, eager to please, and nearly did the splits. You giggled and smacked his butt. He jumped, causing you to laugh again.
“You’re so precious. It's a real shame I'm about to turn you into a slutty mess, ” you cooed.
He felt two slimy fingers press against his hole, and he shuddered. He tried to relax and let you press into him. It didn't take very long to get him moaning, bucking against your fingers. Two became three, and three became four before you decided he was ready. You were looking forward to eating him out, but this was supposed to be a punishment. You lined him up, rubbing the head against his hole that was still clenching around nothing. You pushed the entire thing inside of him as he screamed.
You scoffed, “do you know how many people you just woke up? Do you want the whole league to know you're getting pegged as punishment for being a disgusting, perverted slut? You want them to know that I'm fucking your ass? Huh? Do you? Cause I'll bend you over the fucking bar and show them who you submit to, ”
You started thrusting at a brutal pace. Tomura pushed his face into the pillow only for you to levitate him so he couldn't do anything to stop all the sounds coming out of his mouth. You were looking forward to all the looks you'd get as you smirked, and he struggled to sit next to you. You managed to go even harder.
“You’re not sitting or walking this week, Shiggy, ” you cooed.
“No, ” he choked out, “n-no call me Tomura p-please, ” he moaned.
“Tomura, ” you whispered in his ear, “pretty name for a pretty boy, ”
You reached around and twisted his nipple, causing him to cry out. Tomura only got louder as you reached around and grabbed his balls another hand-squeezed his tip between two fingers and pinched gently before jerking him instead. He was losing it now, tongue hanging out, and eyes rolled back. Little screams were ripped from him, and he jerked around.
“Y/n ‘m gonna, ‘m gonna cum, ” Tomura slurred.
“You gonna cum for me, Tomu? Go on, do it, ” you encouraged.
He cried out, his body going rigid as he shot cum out of his cock. He was gasping and panting as you let him flop down on the bed and pulled out.
“C-can you help me back to my room, ” he whispered, looking sad.
“No, ” you said as he frowned, eyes watering again, “because you're staying with me tonight. Get in bed, ”
He blushed and crawled into the corner. You yanked him closer, taking over as the big spoon.
“Goodnight, Tomura, ” you said. Kissing his back and shoulders, you rubbed his stomach and chest, “you're so pretty, baby. I forgive you. It’s obvious you’ve never had a crush on a girl before, and I think you learned your lesson, ” you said, rubbing his sore ass.
He nodded, “I'm sorry, I just didn't know what to do, ” he mumbled.
“I know, sweetie, ” you whispered, “I know. Was what we did ok? Did you like it?”
He nodded, “I liked it, ” he whispered.
“Do you need anything, ” you asked.
He shook his head, “just tired, ”
“Alright, baby, just get some sleep, love, ” you said.
He nodded as you both found an absurd amount of comfort in being so close to each other. You slept like a baby. You woke up to him gazing at you lovingly, pushing a piece of hair behind your ear.
He kissed your forehead, “I hope you know you're never getting rid of me, ” he smiled.
He kissed you, “y’know I'm kind of disappointed you didn't kiss me last night, ” he pouted.
“Mmm, I was too busy fucking you, sorry sweetie, ” you said, kissing him again.
“You enjoyed your ‘punishment’ a little too much, but having to go downstairs should be punishment enough, ” you grinned.
He groaned, “please don't make me. Let me stay in my room forever y/n, ”
“No, can do Tomu, you need breakfast, ” you said.
You walked downstairs, sitting at the bar and eating your breakfast. No one else was up yet, or so you thought until you heard footsteps coming down the stairs.
“You're not dead?” Dabi asked, completely dumbfounded.
“No dumbfuck, I'm not dead. Why the hell would I be dead?” he snapped.
“I dunno maybe cause you were screaming from y/n’s room all nigh- oh no. Oh god I think I'm gonna be sick, ” he fake gagged.
All you did was laugh at him.
“You two are disgusting, y’know that?” he said.
“We know, ” you smiled eating the rest of your breakfast.
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littlemeowyoons · 5 years
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A/N- It’s my first time posting my writing on Tumblr but I guess better late than never huh, so here you go. More is in work so please anticipate a lot.
~Fay
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Genre: Fluff(lots of them), a drop of angst, Single Dad! AU, College! AU, Introvert! Yoongi, Tutor! Y/n
Word Count:1.7k
Synopsis: Yoongi found a basket left in front of his dorm room one day, and turns out it was his daughter, left alone crying. Puzzled and scared was an understatement. When his 4 semesters roommate Jimin left for his hometown, he was left with the last straw of help, turning to his physics tutor a.k.a friend-that-I-only-know-name-but-have-no-interest-in-knowing-more ; you.
Series: Masterlist ll Part 2 lI Part 3
                                           Part 1: Distress
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“Why own a fucking iPhone when you can’t even answer a fucking call?! Dammit!”, he breathed hard after his nth tempt to connect the line failed again, his own Samsung device was clutched tightly in hand, knuckles turning white from the pressure. Yoongi had reached that point where smashing the black covered device in hand to the wall was considered a bliss, but he was saint enough to convince himself otherwise. Not when his phone was his gateway out of this mess; the only way maybe. So he tried again; redialing the numbers, manually even.
 “I swear I’ll shred your trench coat to pieces, fucking im-“
The end of the line connected midway his constant ranting.
“Oh thank God above you finally answered! What took you so long?”
“Ever heard of Bio lecture Yoongi?”, the soft voice at the receiving end answers calmly, though Yoongi knew the person was beyond annoyed.
 Who wouldn’t? Multiple spam in all form of communication, texts, kakaotalk, Instagram dm; at this point, Yoongi wanted to settle down to those damn pigeons. Even Yoongi would be out of his head if it happen to him, not that it will happen in the near future or anything.
“Don’t outsmart me woman, I’m not in the mood.”
“What is it Yoongi? You know I have class at this time of the day”
“I need your help”, his breath came out breathless than ever.
“Fuck if you’re asking about the same kinetic and potential energy chapter, I’m gonna rip all my nonexistent and existent  hair out of my-“
“Please…”
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You swear it took you everything not to scream out of frustration watching your phone blow off during lecture period. Plus, the same ID that keeps popping up on the lock screen adds the bitter taste. Once your professor said the word ‘thank-‘, you were already making your way out of the hall, books not even properly shoved in bag and you were sure you left your favourite baby blue Sharpie highlighter behind.
Once in the hallway, you yanked your phone out of your sling bag and slide the screen harshly, already embracing yourself for the upcoming questions and constant groaning. What you did not expect is the person on the other side panting heavily, desperate. Yoongi sounds…distress.You were still processing his jumbled words but once the word ‘please’ escaped his mouth, you froze.
That word is so rare to even pass-through Yoongi’s head, what less say it. The last time you remembered the word ever exist in his sentence, was the day he consulted you at the cafeteria. Head down, full frown and shoulder slumped was some few giveaway you could collect which equals to one thing; failed test.
You were used to people asking you questions, since you were one of the few alphas in curriculum areas. But having Yoongi, the junior of Art and Music Department, Majoring in Music Production asking you to be a full-time physics tutor is…well, unexpected. You pity him, that poor boy seems like he couldn’t breathe for goodness sake, not until you lean back to your metal seats and smile softly, not forgetting to nod along while you utter the word that Yoongi seems dread to hear, ‘Sure, when?’
You swear his eyes shine like a good measure 60 watts light bulb. But that was long time ago, you lost track how long it was though you were sure it won’t be more than a year now, hearing that Yoongi is in serious problem was the main pushover to your muscle cells.
The thing is Yoongi never beg, ever. He never sounds that desperate even when he got 5 per cent on his last two physics quiz, he never sounds this discomfort.
“I’ll be there in five”.
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You almost lost a footing while climbing the stairs up the boys’ dormitory, but you didn’t stall behind. Once room 103 is in front of you, you proceed to reach out to knock, when you heard an infant’s cry. You froze, chest rising in rapid beat from all the runnings.
“Yoongi?”
The crying was still there, you glance to check the neighbouring room number on the door, confirming that the room in front of you indeed belongs to Yoongi. So you crossed your heart and decided to knock, after all, you go with the concept YOLO. The door opened to reveal a hopelessly in despair Yoongi and a small woven basket on his dinner table, the moving mauve blanket shows that he wasn’t alone in the room, physically anyway.
Though the facts were right in front of your eyes, your mouth was sealed from emitting any word, what less sounds. You just stand there, at his doorstep, mouth agape. The cried were getting louder and the small tiny hands rising from the woven basket was doing nothing other than deepening the frown on Yoongi’s forehead.
“Come on Y/n, say something…”
Once his words registered in yourself, you took a last glance to Yoongi, before backing away into the hallway and sprint off.
“I need to go.”
“Y/n wait!”
No no no, this is bad. He thought Y/n would be different, thought she’ll understand but turns out, she ran away.
“Just…just like Hyoju.”, Yoongi whispers.
The cries from behind him gets louder and he snapped to look at the one sole thing that currently gives him a headache.
“Can you fucking shut it?!”
Yoongi growled but then retracted away from the dining table, against the wall and sliding down on his back until he reaches the floor. A sudden seed of fear bloom in his chest,
“What am I doing, am I already out of my mind? He’s just a baby, what does he even know?”, Yoongi sigh while standing and dragged himself to the basket, brushing along his slender fingers through the baby’s thin hair; his baby. The living being right in front of him is his own making, an act done without even considering about the effect. In this case, Yoongi can admit that he’s one of the few to be blame, maybe THE ONE to be blamed, fuck he was so drunk that night he can barely remember her, the mother of his child, Han Hyoju
The baby’s crying subsided a little as soon as Yoongi’s fingers make contact with the head, as if the touch of a 10-minutes-ago-newly known-father is proof that it’s safe for the little one.
“I’m sorry, I don’t know what to do”, he whispered because it was a fact.
Yoongi was never a fan of kids, he was never a person-type, a typical signs of an introvert. His only source of never-ending help support is none other than his roommate, Dance Major Park Jimin. He helps Yoongi realize that age is just numbers, Yoongi; as a hyung, two years older, seeks more advice than he wants to admit. This whole two years living with Jimin, the topic of conversation never goes off if it didn’t start with Jimin encouraging Yoongi to get some sunlight on him to which Jimin always said, as Yoongi quoted “We don’t need a walking paperwhite corpse walking around campus, hyung. Go out and get some air would you?”.
 It’s just that Jimin’s happy go lucky trait as well as his naturally warm smile is enough to blooms a friendship unlike Yoongi, who people would just point fingers at and said ‘cold, harsh and rock dead’ just by a mere look. Jimin don’t, however. That’s how Yoongi opened up a little to him. But now, that said roommate can’t help him, being on the other side of Korea, back in Busan his hometown for four days(though Yoongi doubt he won’t prolong it) limits Yoongi to ask for any favour to his friend. The kid in front of him will die of thirst first if he waits for Jimin. That’s what left him to his other only friend; Y/L/N Y/N.
But Yoongi could understand what you did, how you act. It’s because both Yoongi and you didn’t share more than three sentences, or on some lucky days short bickering outside of your tutoring hour. He only knows the basic things for someone to be an acquaintance; name, major and room number(because it slipped your mouth once when texting your roommate), but other than that, zero-knowledge. Jimin insisted that he asked more, to what Yoongi always dismiss, he’s too shy or scared, or maybe both.
Though Yoongi knew so much, he still labels you as a friend, which means a name listed in his life whereabouts, significant enough for him, not a nobody. He wanted to smile thinking that you’re indeed a friend to him, but it falters upon remembering you retreated away.
“I’m doomed…”
A sudden burst of the door jolted Yoongi, retracting his hand that once was playing with the baby hairs on his child’s head. You walk in, head high and face determined. You dropped off your school bag by the sofa, the usual place when you hang around Yoongi’s room after tutor session. Yoongi was overwhelmed, all his senses went numb, why did you return?
“Yoongi, does the baby comes with a bag, a pouch, anything other than the basket?”, you already made your way into the kitchen, but Yoongi still got a perfect view of your side profile from where he’s standing.
“Umm-“, Yoongi snapped out of his short trance and reached out for the mustard yellow beg that was originally in the same basket as his child when he first opens his door this morning, “Is this it?”
You glance over to him and nod, motioning him to hand it over. Once the bag is in your hand, you unzip it and pull out a baby bottle. Yoongi just watched in awe as you mixed baby formula, Yoongi assumed the grey paper bag you brought with you contained the powder formulae. He knows he shouldn’t be gawking like that, but he’s completely amazed, the fact that you came back had him racked his brain for a reason why, and now you’re going through all of this just to feed his kid. He felt small. Once the formula milk was done, you walked towards the living room and straight to the dining table, where the baby is. The red face of the baby shows just how long it had been crying.
‘Poor thing.’,  you thought. You put down the baby bottle on the table, hands reached out to swoop out the crying baby and puts the nuzzle near the mouth. After some effort, the baby takes in the nuzzle into his mouth and right away the rooms fell into a deep silence.
“Aww you poor thing, starving huh? It’s okay it’s okay. I got you.”,  you cooed.
Yoongi stood there dumbly, watching you feeding his own child, still confused but for sure, extremely grateful. Now if only explaining is easy enough.
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vergilsangel · 5 years
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29. Come over here and make me. — with Noctis x Fem!Reader if possible 👌🏽💜
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As you sat around the campfire with your four travellingcompanions, you felt the rumblings of hunger in your stomach. Ignis wascurrently working hard on dinner and you had asked him several times if heneeded help, but he always declined politely. The last hunt had been anightmare to say the least. A heard of dualhorns had been causing trouble fornearby farmers. While the reward was quite generous, the bruises all five ofyou now sported made you wonder if it would be worth it.
“I ache all over.” Noct, your boyfriend of the past two months,groaned.
“I ache in places I didn’t know I had.” Prompto replied.While you wanted to empathize with their pain, your own bruises throbbingpainfully, you were far too exhausted to voice your own pain. But part of itwas you felt as though you had to keep up with them. Being the only girl of thegroup definitely made you feel out of place and you couldn’t help but worrythat if you complained, they all would think you couldn’t keep up.
Noctis was the only one who knew of this fear of course andhe easily dismissed it. He promised that you all looked out for each otherregardless of strengths or weaknesses or gender. He promised you didn’t need tofeel like you had to keep up, it was no bad thing if you couldn’t and you alldeserved breaks now and then.
“Tomorrow we will sleep in a motel or caravan.” Gladiopromised and Prompto sighed happily.
“Soft beds, baby!” He breathed, his head tilted back andeyes closed. A small smile played on the corner of his lips as he thought offlopping down into the sheets of a warm, soft bed.
“Dinner is ready.” Ignis’s soothing voice chimed in makingall four heads perk up, exhaustion forgotten. After the boys got their bowlsand you got yours, you all sat down to eat and you dug into the veggie medleystew. However, you noticed that Noct was picking apart his stew and you sighed,shaking your head. Ignis heard you and glanced your way, before noticing you werestaring at Noctis. He saw Noct separating the vegetables from the rest of thestew and let out his own sigh.
“Noct, you need to eat your vegetables.” Ignis admonishedand Noct frowned.
“You know I don’t like these.” Noct protested and Ignisgroaned.
“You ate them the last time I made it.” Ignis replied.
“Just to try them. I didn’t like them so I’m separating themout.”
“Noct, come on. Eat your vegetables.” You finally spoke upand Noct gave you a childish pout.
“Come over here and make me.” Noct replied, earning aflat look from you. You remained quiet as you took one last bite of your mealbefore standing and setting the bowl on your chair. Everyone watched as youwent over to Noct, grabbed him by the back of his head and kissed him fiercely.As you kissed him, you nipped his lower lip, making him momentarily forgetwhere he was. When you pulled away, Noct was dazed as the rest of the boys satin surprised silence.
“For every dish you eat with vegetables in it, I will dosomething favorable for you in the bedroom.” You purred in his ear so only hecould hear. Noct’s eyes widened as you let him go, going back to your meal. Theother boys looked back and forth and were quite surprised to see Noct eat hisvegetables.
“What did you say to him?” Prompto asked making you smirk.
“Oh just a few sweet words. Sometimes all you need isencouragement from your girlfriend.” You replied with a smirk.
The next night you all checked into a motel. Ignis, in hiswisdom, put you and Noct in a room at the end of the building with Gladio (whocould sleep through explosions) on the other side. After your shower, you cameout into the room to find candles lit all around the room. Two arms encircledyour waist and you leaned against your boyfriend as he nuzzled your neck.
“All this for me?” You asked with a smile. Noct gentlynipped at your skin below your ear making you moan softly.
“Well, you did say that if I ate my vegetables you would dosomething favorable for me. I’m pretty eager to see what you had in mind.” Noctpurred. Remembering your words from camp before, you giggled and turned to facehim. All he wore was black sweatpants and you knew it was to make things easieron both of you for tonight.
“I did promise, didn’t I?” You purred and kissed him, gentlyleading him over to the bed as you nipped his lower lip. His hands went to thesash on the robe you wore, but you stopped him.
“Ah-ah-ah. No touching. This is all you.” Your voice wassoft and sultry as Noct gave you a curious look. Gently, you pushed him into asitting position on the bed, your hands running over his chest as you kissedhim once more. Noct moaned softly against the kiss, spurring you on. Slowly,you trailed kisses and bites down his jaw as your hands moved over his pecs,then his abs, then gently teased him by touching just above the waistband ofthe sweatpants.
“(Y-Y/N).” He stammered as your mouth closed over a nipple.You knew what you were doing. You knew exactly how to get him aroused and howto get him to a begging mess. But that wouldn’t be tonight. Tonight was allabout rewarding him. Your fingers hooked into his sweatpants and pulled themdown and off, his cock springing free already hard.
“Already eager for me, hmm?” You purred and pecked his cheekbefore getting on your knees. Noct watched you, already panting softly.
“What can I say? You know what you’re doing.” Noct repliedmaking you giggle. A groan escaped him as your hands wrapped around his cock,pumping gently.
“Mmm you’re so big, Noct.” You purred as you licked him frombase to tip. Your only response was a choked moan as Noct’s head fell back, hiships weakly bucking up.
“Th-Thought this was a r-r-reward?” He asked, looking at youagain as you smirked.
“You’re right. It is. I just can’t help but tease you whenyou make such cute noises.” Noct blushed at your words, but his embarrassmentwas short lived as you took him fully into your mouth. He let out a loud groanas he felt your tongue swirling around him. It was then he got an idea.
“Hey…Hold on. Come up here a minute.” Noct said making youpull off of him. He moved up on the bed and lay down, making you come up withhim. Gently he maneuvered you so your hips were over his face and your face wasover his cock.
“This can be my reward.” Noct said with a smirk making youblush. His hands pulled your hips down, his tongue snaking out and giving you along, tantalizing lick to your folds. A moan escaped you as you pumped his cockbefore taking it back into your mouth. As you did, Noct’s mouth went to work,latching onto your clit and sucking making you moan. Your moans sent pleasantvibrations through his cock making him moan softly in response. This was newand you were liking it. Sucking on his cock, you began bobbing your head,taking all of him into your mouth that you could as his lips and tongue workedyour clit.
It didn’t take long before both of you reached orgasm, hisseed spilling into your mouth as your body tensed above him. You licked himclean as he did the same for you before pulling off him with a pop, moving soyou could lay beside him and look into his eyes.
“Enjoy your reward?” You asked with a smirk. Noct chuckledand pulled you close, his hands undoing the sash of your robe.
“I did. Guess I should eat my vegetables more often if I gettreated like that.” Noct chuckled, his hand stroking your thigh. You kissedhim, moaning against his lips as you tasted yourself on them.
“We do have the rest of the night and Gladio is a heavysleeper. Up for round 2?” Noct asked making you smirk.
“Always.”
Despite the comfort of the hotel bed, neither of you got adecent amount of sleep that night.
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asian-hero · 5 years
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hey its the prev anon (the tumblr eating asks one) yeah thats not mine, can i get a shiro x fem reader with prompt 67? Thank u !! Sorry if it seems like im pressuring u ^w^
this sounds more gender neutral i hope you don’t mind
#67: When One Stops The Kiss To Whisper “I’m Sorry, Are You Sure You-” And They Answer By Kissing Them More
send me a kiss prompt! (vld, tdp, ml, dbh (i’m begging you, send me connor kiss prompt pls))
Your friendship with Shiro was always sort of rocky. It wasn’t that you two hated each other, it was more of a double sided love-hate relationship. You were constantly angry and worried about all of the stunts that Shiro pulled and he was annoyed with how you were always watching him. Ever since you two were little, you’d always hurl insults at each other, trying to see who could say the most vile thing to the other. This occurred so often that your parents, teachers, and other classmates thought you actually hated each other. Of course, this wasn’t the case, and if either of you said something that crossed the line then you’d apologize, because deep down, really deep down, you cared for each other. 
That’s why you found yourself in the med bay of the Garrison, waiting right outside of the surgery room that currently held Shiro in it. He had been reckless. The Atlas was losing power and the paladins of Voltron were in a tight spot, not being able to fend off the Galra by themselves. So Shiro, ever the self-sacrificing hero, decided to take one of the MFE fighter pilots and rushed right into the fight. He managed to help take down two of the Galra’s ships, but he was shot down by the cruiser, crashing down right in front of the Garrison. 
You remember rushing alongside the medics to the emergency room. Seeing Shiro with blood pouring out of his head, bruises and burns littering his exposed skin, will forever haunt you. Seeing his face contort into one of pain while trying to talk, blood trickling out his mouth as well, is etched into your memory. The feeling of his blood seeping onto your skin and clothes, the warmth that it provided, had now been burned into your flesh, and you couldn’t wash the feeling away, no matter how hard you tried. You know that you’ll never forget when he looked at you, even though he’d been through hell and he was a certified mess, he smiled at you. A peaceful smile, full of warmth and love that, once he slipped into unconsciousness, still rested on his face. That one damn smile was the sole reason of the blood curdling scream that tore itself from your lips. 
Looking down at your arms, you took in a deep breath. Although you’d scrubbed away at the blood on your skin and burned the clothes tainted with his blood, you could still feel it linger. It felt like a constant reminder that you failed him somehow. No matter how much your brain tried to convince you that his injuries weren’t your fault, that you aren’t even a soldier, you couldn’t help but think that you could’ve prevented this. Maybe, if you had joined him in the fighter pilot division instead of the medic division when you were younger. If you had been trained to fight in this type of combat, then maybe this could’ve been you, and not him. 
The quiet “swish” of the door opening and closing caught your attention. Glancing up, you noticed one of the operating doctors standing next to you. Springing up to your feet, you looked at her curiously.
“How is he?” You croaked out, your voice damaged by your screams earlier in the day.
The doctor smiled at you, activating the door to open it. “He’s no longer in critical condition, but he’s still unconscious. You can see him, if you’d like.”
You nodded your head, not trusting your voice to speak any longer. Stepping inside of the room, you were quick to sit down in the seat next to Shiro. Seeing the rise and fall of his chest, a quiet snore coming from him, made you sigh in relief. Brushing his bangs away from his face, you smiled, gently caressing his face in the process. Looking over your shoulder, you smiled faintly at the doctor.
“Is it okay if I stay here?”
She smiled, nodding her head as she exited the room, leaving you to slowly fall into a light slumber. 
———
The sound of sheets rustling is what woke you up. Opening your eyes groggily, you noticed that Shiro’s eyes were finally open. Snapping up, you analyzed his face, making sure that he wasn’t in immense pain. He seemed to know what you were doing, as he turned his face away from you.
“Stop looking at me like that. I’m fine,”
You huffed out in annoyance. “You know, for once in your life can you just shut up and let me worry about you?”
When he didn’t respond, you sighed. Grabbing his face gently, you forced him to look at you. Leaning in, you examined his face once more, making sure that there were no cuts or bruises in more important places. After a few seconds had passed, you slumped back in your chair, tears threatening to spill from your eyes. 
“Do you know how stupid you are?”
Shiro blinked, clearly not expecting that from you. “Wow, I just woke up less than five minutes ago and that’s what you want to say to me?”
You crossed your arms, sending a harsh glare at him. “Look at yourself! Do you have any idea how worried we were?”
Shiro sat up slightly, wincing at the pain that shot up his side. “I did what was necessary for the team’s success,”
You could practically feel the steam rolling off of you because you were so angry. Your hands balled into fists, your blunt nails indenting the skin of your palms.
“What if you died? You do know that you’re not immortal, right? I don’t care if you thought that you were ‘helping’ the team, your life is just as important as their’s!”
“They’re our only chance to defeat the Galra! I’m not going to sit by and do nothing if I can help!” Shiro yelled, not looking at you.
You felt your tears streaming down your face freely now. “There are other ways you can help! You don’t have to continuously put yourself in harms way!”
You couldn’t help the sob that ripped through you. All you could think about was how lifeless Shiro looked, how terrified you were when you tried to help him up on the stretcher. Taking a deep breath, you tried to calm down your sobs as you spoke:
“Did you even think about the consequences that would happen if you did die? What would the Garrison do? What would the paladins do?” You took a second as hiccups began to arise, “What would I do?”
Shiro snapped his head towards you, his eyes softening at the sight. He scooted over on the hospital bed, patting a spot for you to sit. You obliged, slowly moving over towards him, rubbing at your eyes in the process.
He gently took your hands away from your eyes, resting his forehead on yours. You looked at him, your face heating when you realized how close he was. 
“I’m sorry for making you worry,” He whispered, not wanting to break the peace you two had.
You smiled, shaking you head slightly, causing your foreheads to bump. “I know you are. I also know that after this you’ll still put yourself in danger, so, just, please be careful. For me.”
He stroked your cheek, silently making a promise to you. Leaning in ever so slightly, Shiro slowly moved until his lips were on top of yours. 
His lips were rough and chapped, partially due to the cold hospital air. You gripped his shoulders, making sure to not damage him even more so. Carefully, he wrapped his arms around your waist, hoisting you up onto his lap, deepening the kiss. You sucked his bottom lip into your mouth and he groaned, before pulling away slightly, looking at you with concern.
“I’m sorry, are you sure you—“
Instead of answering him in words, you pressed your lips back on his, your nose bumping into his cheek slightly. His hands were immediately on you again, gripping your waist tighter. His tongue pressed against your lips, silently begging for entry. You allowed him to, tasting your shared breath. 
You absolutely could’ve done this for an eternity, if it weren’t for the “swish” of the door and a round of horrified gasps. Jumping off of Shiro, you turned around, groaning when you saw who were the intruders.
Standing in the doorway were the paladins, with Lance and Hunk staring at the two of you in shock, Allura covering her and Pidge’s eyes, and Keith, leaning against the door with a bored look on his face. Shiro cupped the back of your head, hiding you in his chest. He narrowed his eyes at them.
“Haven’t you heard of knocking?”
“Haven’t you heard of bed rest?” Keith countered, a smirk on his face.
You groaned, pushing yourself further into Shiro’s chest. He laughed at your antics, pressing his lips to your hairline. Looking up at him, you smiled.
You were thankful for him being alive.
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moonstruckbucky · 5 years
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⟡ 1k follower writing challenge ⟡
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So I’ve reached a milestone folks. When I rejoined Tumblr about 15 months ago, I didn’t think I’d ever make friends here, much less hit 1,000 followers. Yet here we are. So I’ve come up with a little challenge for you guys. 
Rules:
➳ You do not have to be following me to join, although it would be nice to see what my amazing followers come up with! Otherwise, a reblog/signal boost of this post would be nice!
➳ Must be a reader-insert since that’s a central theme of my blog.
➳ Can be for any character I write for. For a list, check out my masterlist.
➳ Drabbles, one-shots, and series are accepted. However, if you choose to do a series, please create a masterlist for it!
➳ Smut is fine. In fact, it’s welcome! Just please be sure to address any warnings.
➳ Angst, fluff, write whatever you want. This is for you guys to explore some different ideas.
➳ Choose one-two prompts from the list and send me an ask stating which ones you choose as well as the character you’re writing for.
➳ Cross-out means it’s taken. Please only one person to a prompt.
➳ To make it easier on my poor eyes, bold the part that contains your prompt(s).
➳ Tag your submission with #moonstruckhargrove1k
➳ Please tag me and message me your fic so I don’t miss it! Especially with Tumblr’s shady tagging system.
➳ Due date: January 20, 2019! That’s plenty of time to get a submission in!
Prompts below the cut.
Prompts:
1. “I can explain.”
2. “What do you want me to say?” @moirasimagines
3. “It’s really not that complicated.” @fabicchi
4. “I’m not going anywhere.” @coffee-obsessed-writer
5. “I might not get another chance to say this.” @kentuckybarnes
6. “The last person who should be behind the wheel is you.”
7. “Please put me down, it’s just a sprained ankle.” @rossocomeilcieloaltramonto
8. “You’re staring again.” @buckymcbuttfacebarnes
9. “Not to toot my own horn or anything, but the dog loves me more.”
10. “Tell me again.” @fandomblues
11. “I love you. You enormously stubborn pain in the ass.” @thephantomofthe-internet
12. “Don’t give me that look.” @original-wintersoldier
13. “I didn’t know you were so sensitive.”
14. “First one to make a noise loses.” @casaharrington
15. “If you interrupt me one more time, so help me god.”
16. “Are you trying to turn me on or are you really just that oblivious?” @dracris33
17. “The only way you’re getting off is on my thigh.” @soft-stan-kisses
18. “We’re not just friends and you fucking know it.” @fandommaniacx
19. “Tell me this when you’re sober.” @wearewiththebands
20. “I turned out liking you a lot more than i originally planned.” @hotstuffhargrove
21. “Hurts.” “I know. It’s going to hurt some more, okay? Deep breaths. Im sorry- I’m so sorry-” @buckychrist
22. “I want to strangle you 99% of the time.”
23. “Could you not suck for five minutes?” @evanstarff
24. “Laugh at my jokes! They’re funny and you know it!”
25. “Wait a minute. Are you jealous?” @hargrovesgoldilocks
26. “And you wonder why you’re single.” @jewelswrites-ish
27. “I think thats the first time i’ve heard you moan…it was like a fucking melody.” @dirtytomatoed
28. “I’m not going to touch you unless you beg.” @dacremontgomerylover
29. “No, i’m not letting you go. It’s too early to get out of bed.” @solisbucky 
30. “Is that my shirt?” @soft-stan-kisses​
Tropes:
31. Roommates @rossocomeilcieloaltramonto
32. Fake dating @writing-hargrove
33. Enemies to lovers @hotstuffhargrove
34. Mutual pining @moirasimagines
35. “There’s only one bed!” @soldatjbb
Tagging some mutuals who might be interested/will reblog the fuck outta this: @casaharrington @dacremontgomerylover @hotstuffhargrove @hopperhargrove @thephantomofthe-internet @hargrovesgoldilocks @delicatelyherdreams @jamesbvck @buckychrist
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whatismarvel · 6 years
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happily • (t’challa udaku)
Summary; Y/N is arranged to marry Eric (he’s somewhat changed) but T’Challa and her are in love. 
Warnings; angst. cursing. a lil heated scene. this is really bad btw.
a/n; also, the tumblr app is literally being such an ass to me rn and it’s messing up the entire thing, so my advice is to login with your browser or sumn. im so annoyed, but enjoy loves.
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|flashback|
“I hope one day, I’ll rule side by side with you, my love.” T’Challa wholeheartedly uttered, taking your hand and resting a crown-shaped promise ring on the palm of it.
You closed your hand, smiling profusely, “I wouldn’t want it any other way.”
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You scoffed at the sight before you. There was your fiancé, shamelessly locking lips with another woman.
“Y/N, wh-“ Shuri stopped, mid-sentence as she saw where your gaze was directed to. “Bast. That little piece of shit.”
You laughed as you broke sight of Eric.
“Don’t act surprised.” You reminded her. This was not the first time this happened. “At least their clothes are still on, and they’re in a corner.” She rolled her eyes. You shrugged. “I don’t even care anymore, Shuri.”
“He needs to get his hormones in check.”
“Tell me about it,” you giggled.
_____
“Your fiancé looks as if he’s enjoying himself. Don’t you think?” T’Challa whispered into your ear, behind you. His breath sending goosebumps throughout your body.
You took another sip of your wine, not bothering to turn around whilst muttering, “If you mean by him fucking around with other women, then yes, he is enjoying himself.”
T’Challa chuckled bitterly. “Karma’s a bitch, my love.”
You smirked.
“I wonder if he knows that I touched your skin?” He mutters as his fingers discreetly run up and down your uncovered back. Your dress giving him a view of what he knew all too well.
“I wonder if he knows that every time he’s out fucking each and every girl he sees, I’m making sweet love to his fiancé.” He rasped darkly.
“What would your parents say my love?” He continued. “If they found out The King was fucking their engaged daughter?”
His words send shivers down your spine. You gently squeezed your thighs together, already knowing if he continued speaking so vulgar, down there would be pretty damped soon.
You let out a shaky breath. “Hmm?” He hummed.
“They’d be ashamed for starters,” you finally spoke.
“But what would your country think, when they find out their King’s been fucking his cousin’s fiancé?” You simpered.
Spinning around, you caught hold of his stunned face. “Hmm? Panther got your tongue babe?”
He laughed his melodic laugh. ”My cousin, truly doesn’t know how blessed he is to have you in his life.” He says, pulling you closer to him.
A bittersweet look dawns your face. T’Challa notices. ”What’s wrong, Y/N?”
You place your now tightly clenched fist on his chest.
”I-I can’t marry him, T’Challa. I can’t m-marry a person I don’t love. The only person I want to marry, is y-you.” You sobbed into his chest unceasingly, hands clutching at his jacket.
He pulled away from you, cupping your face so you looked up at him. As your eyes met his you could see how teary they were getting.
“My love, you know that there is nothing we can do. We just have to accept that it is what it is, Y/N.” He uttered, as his dark lashes brimmed heavy with tears.
“Bast! I can’t keep running around the palace in secrecy as if I’m a damsel in distress T’Challa!” Your own voice shocking you as it rose a little higher.
“I just want to be with the one I love. Don’t you love me, T’Challa?” His heart broke as you croaked the last few words.
“More than anyone ever could,” he blurted, “But you know this is not my decision to make.” He stated matter-of-factly. “As much as I would love to marry you right now and make you my Queen. It is not possible.” He whispered below his breath, tears now evident as it streams down his stunning face.
Shaking your head, you quickly got a hold of yourself and wiped your tears. “Wipe your tears, My King. Your mother is approaching.” You murmured, not making eye contact with him.
Your words did not faze him. His eyes were fixated on your hand. He gently grasped it.
“It is quite shocking, Y/N, that you still have the ring I gifted you in the past.” He observed, lightly smiling to himself.
“It means something to me. You- mean something to me.” You spat, as you released your hand from his grasp.
“There you are! My son, there are a few important guests that would like to meet you.” Queen Ramonda stated, eyeing him. “Yes Mother, I’ll be on my way.”
She now turned towards you.
“Ah, Y/N! Shuri and Eric have been looking for you! Shuri has been bored out of her mind and Eric isn’t exactly exciting for her.” She laughed.
“I know.” You giggled. “Well, I’ll take my leave. Enjoy the rest of the night.” You told, glimpsing at T’Challa and smiling at the Queen.
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“My wife, where you been? I was looking for you.” Eric says as you take a seat between Shuri and him.
Shuri rolled her eyes. “You have?” You questioned, the sarcasm rolling off your tongue.
“Yeah, I missed you babe.”
You laughed at him. “You missed me yet you couldn’t keep your hands to yourself. Missed me with that bullshit.” You snarled, crossing your legs.
“Damn. What T’Challa do you? He ain’t been fucking you right apparently.” He shot back.
Your heart beat quicken, you could feel your ears getting hot, but nevertheless you tried to keep your cool.
“W-What do you mean?” You stammered.
“Nah princess don’t act like that. Don’t think I don’t know y’all been fucking.”
“Bast! Ew, that’s disgusting! Is that true, Y/N?” Shuri queried.
“I have no idea what he’s talking about.” You denied, popping a cherry into your mouth from the platter on the table. Fear enveloped you. If it’s one thing, you did not want to have this conversation in public.
He chuckled. “She’s been loving that man since forever. Why you think I’ve been fucking around? If she can do it so can I.”
“Fuck you Eric.” You mumbled as you popped yet another cherry into your mouth.
“I’m just sayin, I can fuck you way better than T’Challa-“
“Okay stop! I really don’t need to hear that. I’m confronting T’Challa about this!” Shuri got up, storming through the crowd.
“Shuri wait-no!” You begged, but she was long gone.
“Eric!”
“Sorry babe, she had to know.” He said placing a cherry in his mouth.
You took a deep breath. Multiple deep breaths, actually. Your heart beat was all you could hear and feel as you waited.
Standing there for what felt like eternity but was only five minutes, you wanted to curl up in a ball and not speak to anyone. You knew this had to happen, but today of all days? Karma really was a bitch. _____
Shuri was confused as she wandered through the ballroom looking for her brother.
“Sorry.” She muttered as she nudged someone. “Shuri, what is the matter? Why are you in such a hurry?” Her brother asked.
“T’Challa!” She screamed, placing her hands on his arms and pulling him into a corner.
“What a-“
“Zip it. Is it true Y/N is having an affair with you?” She pondered.
He looked at his little sister. He never knew he could fear a question so much, until now.
“What? Are you crazy? That information is false.”
“Listen. I know you have a history with her so please, be honest with me.” She pleaded as she grabbed a glass of water from the passing waiter.
He sighed.
“It is true. But you can’t reveal this to no one. Especially Eric.”
She laughed. “Brother. He’s the one who told me.”
“What?”
_____
“How’d you know?” You mumbled.
“How’d I know what princess?”
“About T’Challa and I?”
“Huh. Caught you sneaking out the King’s chambers one morning, and with the way y’all talk to eachother it wasn’t hard to put two and two together.” He smirked.
You nodded. “So did you have feelings for me?”
“Nah princess. I knew you were my cousin’s, since I came here.”
“So why’d you agree to marry me?”
He stopped. “Who else is going to marry me Y/N? Nobody wants me here. Nobody truly loves me. So I saw an opportunity and I took it.” “Eric,” you sympathized. “Why didn’t you tell me? I’ve always looked out for you and thought of you like a brother. But when you accepted the proposal, things changed. I was baffled, I didn’t understand why you wanted to marry me, but I do now.” You paused, looking for the right words.
“B-but my heart is always going to belong to T’Challa and even though we can’t be together, I just can’t give up on him.” Tears stroll down your cheeks as you fiddled with the promise ring you were given years ago by the love of your life.
“I-I just don’t know if you could live with your wife longing for another man.” You muttered underneath your breath.
Seeing the tears in your eyes, Eric didn’t know what to do. He thought for a second and decided.
“You don’t have to marry me, Y/N.” He declared, scooting closer to you and resting his hands on yours.
“I know how much you love him, and honestly, you the first person I actually wanna see happy.” He confessed, continuing. “I’m gonna make sure you marry my cousin. This engagement is off.” He proclaimed, making you look him in the eye.
“Are you serious?” You gasped.
“As fuck. I ain’t wanna make you unhappy everyday of your life.”
You grinned. That was literally the sweetest thing Eric has ever said to you.
“Are you sure? What about you?” You pestered.
“Shit, I’ll be fine darling. As long as we’re still friends.” He laughed.
“Eric. Y/N.” You both heard T���Challa called, followed by Shuri.
“Ah, the King of the hour.”
“Can I speak-“
“No need for that, I’ve already fixed your life. You two are getting married.”
“I’m sorry, what? Are you serious?!” Shuri screeched, earning a few looks from guests.
“Yeah, we called off the engagement.” He casually responded.
Tears in your eyes as you looked up to T’Challa.
The little jellybean was in shock. He gaped at you as if someone said he’d have to go through hell and back for you to marry him, and you best believe he’d agree to do such thing, for you.
“Is this true?”
“Yes, T’Challa!” You grinned, wiping away a few tears. Your makeup slightly smudged due to all the crying you did today.
He gently fell to his knees, tearing up as well. Tenderly, he grabbed your hand and glided the promise ring of your finger.
“Remember the day we were giving up?” He started, his voice gentle. “Just thinking how I went about us wrong, makes me regret. I’ve had countless nightmares about you losing hope in us.” He truthfully says.
“I’ve been idolizing the light in your eyes since the day we met, and when the news came you were getting married and I couldn’t do anything about the matter, my heart broke. I felt as if I lost myself, my happiness, my everything. But now that I have the chance to have you by my side ‘till death do us part, I’m not going to waste it.” He shook his head.
“Would you, Y/N L/N, make me the happiest man in the world and be my wife, my queen, my everything?”
“Yes! Of course!” You cried.
You’ve lived for this day and you couldn’t imagine saying anything different.
He slid the ring down your finger. His hand reaches for yours and they interlock as you kissed passionately.
Shuri wiped away a few tears as Eric and her started clapping, gaining attention yet again, from the guests.
“I love you, Y/N.” He beamed, holding your hand as you stood up.
“I love you too.”
Standing there, you knew one thing for a fact. You were at utmost happiness when you were with T’Challa, and honestly, you wouldn’t want it any other way.
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misomilk · 6 years
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MISO SENPAI. MISO SENPAI. MIIIIISOOOOO SENPAI!!!!! ( ˘ ³˘)❤ THIS IS NOT WHO YOU THINK IT IS. OKAY, THAT'S A FUCKING LIE. IT'S WHO YOU THINK IT IS. I SAW THAT CHRISTMAS OTP PROMPT THINGY, AND LIKE - I'D LOVE TO SEE WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE SPEND CHRISTMAS WITH OISUGA. 👀 PLEASE, AND SANK YOU.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Gosh, senpai, who are you calling senpai?! Clearly, I am the kouhai between the two of us. 😘 I am SHO SHO SHO SHO SHOOOO HAPPY that you have come to my ask again. ;AAAAA; It has been so long. I know I’ve been gone from tumblr for more than a few months, been back for like two, but only now do I truly feel like I’m back in tumblr. Now that you have returned to my inbox. 😍 You know how it is. I am only truly home with you. (/o\)
ANYWAY (/o\) IM SUPER HAPPY YOU SENT THESE TWO. ;AAAAA; I’ve missed them dearly!!!! Let’s see what I can come up with, hmm?
Christmas OTP Questions: oisuga
Who wakes the other up excitedly on Christmas morning? Which one begs for five more minutes of sleep? I imagine they’re both the types to sleep in, cuddling each other because of how cold it is. (That year, Oikawa’s heater is broken again? But the following year, Suga should have successfully convinced Oikawa to move in with him. (/o\)) They both sleep in, but when Oikawa opens his eyes and realizes it’s Christmas, he’d immediately perk up and start pestering Suga. “Kou-chan, Kou-chan, it’s Christmas. KOU-CHAN WAKE UP IT’S CHRISTMAS.” Suga would smack him in the face and demand more sleep. LOLOne Christmas, Oikawa wakes up to the smell of something sweet in the air. Turns out Suga-chan surprised him and baked their Christmas cake that year!!! Super cute and sweet. 😍
Which one hangs the mistletoe? Oikawa. Rather than hanging it around his place, because he knows Suga would avoid stepping through them on purpose, he keeps one in his pocket and lifts it up over him and his boyfriend so he can kiss him. XD One time, Suga hangs a mistle toe over Oikawa’s bedroom, which he takes weeks to notice??? Oikawa is a silly fool. Suga makes fun of him, then makes out with him under the mistletoe, and then guides his boyfriend to bed. (/o\)
Which one cooks? Do they cook together? Do they go out to eat? The first Christmas they spent together, to add to the chicken + cake combo that they get from the store, Suga made some nabe, and doesn’t realize immediately that it’s one of the first meals Oikawa doesn’t yap on about having nabe with “Iwa-chan” years before. HAPPY VIBES. \0/When they start working, it’s Oikawa that treats Suga to some fancy chocolate Christmas cake that he had to be in line for a little over an hour to get. (He took time off work just for that!!!) It’s the year Suga realizes how big a space he occupies in Oikawa’s heart, and just falls deeper. (/o\)
Which one can’t sleep the night before? It’s not that they can’t sleep, but they stay out as late as they can on the 24th, walking through various illuminations set up across the city. Tokyo is really grand about illuminations, 20x 30x more so than Sendai. It’s amazing how the city just– shines. They once stayed for an hour staring at the moving illuminations at Roppongi, sipping on their limited edition Christmas-themed coffee.
Which one dresses like they’re straight out of a Christmas movie? I’d say none of them. They’re not too hyped up about the holiday for that. XD
Which one sings Christmas carols loudly and off-key at random times? SUGA. Which surprises Oikawa because he normally has such a lovely singing voice, but for Christmas carols he’s just– He can’t sing them. He just cannot. Oikawa makes fun of him and, of course, gets punched on the arm by Suga for it. No dinner for him that night? But ofc he doesn’t learn his lesson and keeps teasing Suga anyway. XD
Which one tears open their packages? Which one slowly, methodically unwraps every single one? Suga methodically unwraps his presents, up to a certain point. Like, when he gets through 75% he just goes ‘OH WHATEVER’ and tears it apart. Oikawa tears his presents from the start.
Who opens their biggest gift first? Who opens their smallest gift first? Suga opens his presents according to how important to him the giver is. He starts from general gifts he gets from classmates and such. Then his ex-clubmates’. Daichi’s. Saves Oikawa’s for last.Oikawa starts from the biggest gift, and kind of gets too distracted about the amazingness of such big gifts that Suga has to remind him there are other presents to open.“Hey, Tooru, remember there’re more here.”“Yes, but LOOK at this sweater, Kou-chan. You think it fits me?”“-roll eye- You look great. Now, here. I think this one’s from your mom?”“KOU-CHAN, I wore it. Tell me I’m handsome.”“(blankly) Wow, you’re handsome now open this one.”“Let me get my camera.”“TOORU.”Which is why Suga doesn’t bring out his gift until everything else has been opened, else Oikawa may just forget about it. XD
Which one makes the sappy Christmas speech? Rather than a speech, it’s just a moment they look at each other, no words needed. One emotional “Merry Christmas.”
Which one’s family do they spend Christmas Day with? Does the whole family get together, or is it just your OTP, and any kids they have? They rarely ever go back to Sendai on Christmas, since spending it just the two of them is enough. When they do, they spend the Eve at Suga’s and Christmas day at Oikawa’s. Suga gets so flustered when Oikawa’s mom keeps commenting that he’s so pretty. But when Oikawa’s all “Ikr, mom? I’ve got such a good eye.” Oikawa gets kicked in the shin when no one’s looking.Also, they each totally make sure they do it in each other’s beds. Burning away the bed’s memories of past lovers, maybe? :P (YAY ANGST but not so angst)
Which one buys a gift for their pet? They have a pet fish once, which Oikawa gets so attached to, and regularly feeds. When it dies, he was inconsolable.
Who dreams of a white Christmas? Suga. He’s used to it snowing in Sendai, and gets disappointed it didn’t snow the first year he was in Tokyo. He hopes and hopes and hopes to spend Christmas in the snow with Oikawa, but it just hasn’t happened yet.
Which one munches on candy until lunch time? I’d say both of them. Oikawa starts, and Suga has to tell him to stop eating because he’ll lose his appetite. In the end, he joins in and they have a fun time eating sweets.
Which one goes to bed first that day? Which one stays up, being nostalgic? Suga sleeps first, tried from all the activities of the day, and Oikawa watches him sleep, thinking about how lucky he’d been to find someone who sticks with him no matter how annoying he gets.
Which one is ready to start de-decorating on the 26th? Which one wants to keep stuff up until after January? Well, it’s typical in Japan to take down Christmas decors by the 26th to start preparing for the new year, which is the grander holiday for them. They don’t have much decor up in the first place, but it’s Oikawa that complains and says, “Let’s just take them down next year” bec he’s too lazy. XD Poor Suga will have to trick him into helping him take down and keep their decors.
Thank you thank you thank you for sending these two !!!!!!!!! It was soooo sos o much fun thinking of these. ;AAAAA; Thank you. I LOVE U SO MUUUCH
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wincestious · 7 years
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Okay I swear your artwork is amazing like literally, you are now one of my top five favorite artists on Tumblr. Also, I saw that you sometimes answer requests? If you do, could you please (like I'm begging on my knees please) draw Demon!Sam and Angel!Dean just going out for a really cheesy date? (The more bad puns the better). Thanks for reading this! Have a nice day!
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Dean frowned.
Why?
Because, Sam - although being taken on a perfectly cheesy, romantic, share-a-fucking-milkshake date - was frowning, glaring down at his hand and staring solemnly at the ketchup as if it was the one to fling him from heaven.  Dean found the whole brooding thing quite offensive, and propped one naked foot onto the booth seats and leaned further into his brother.
“Hey, uh, Mister Tall, Dark, and Handsome, what’s with the long face?”  He asked, laying his head on Sam’s shoulder and Sam gave him a passive side glance.  The demon proceeded to then have the audacity to look around the mostly empty diner, as if Dean could have possibly been speaking to someone else.
“Yeah, you - the only ‘Tall, Dark, and Handsome’ around,” when assured he had Sam’s attention, he continued, although the demon looked to still only be half listening, “I have you here on this awesomely romantic, classic milk shake date, and you’re still all this.”  And with that word he gestured to his face, to the faux grim frown, and Sam’s eyebrow quirked.
“What ever do you mean?”  Sam drawled, resting his cheek on one fist and Dean found that better than Broody-Mc-Pouty-face.
“Oh, I’m sorry, were you not here for the last thirty minutes of me babbling about how weird human toes were?  Because I was legit doing that.  Hell - you agreed to paint my nails, and to let me braid your hair you were so distracted.”  Dean said, threw one hand out in exasperation, and Sam chuckled.  Improvement, at least.
“I was just thinking on how to rid myself of one certain destroyer of my ‘bad assery’.”  Sam quoted Dean’s previous words, and Dean gave him an amused glance.
“Oh, yeah?”  Dean asked, looking up into Sam’s black eyes - he noted how Sam stopped hiding them now, and that was something that made Dean’s heart flip more times than necessary - and Sam shot him a small smirk.
“Yeah, I figured if I’m to go all out, I need to really perfect my image.”
“Dye your hair black, that’ll help.”
Sam seemed to ponder that a moment, looking up to the ceiling and Dean near giggled at the serious look of contemplation.  “There’s a thought.”  Sam finally said, stroking his chin and Dean turned onto his knees, leaning over into Dean’s lap and hands resting on Sam’s knees.
“Oh, maybe file your teeth too, get them pointy - also, why not we get you some tear drop tattoos?”
“Black lipstick?”  Sam shot back, and Dean nodded with a hissed laugh.
“Oh, yeah, absolutely.  You’ll be on everyone’s fuck list.”
“Hm…”  Sam stroked his chin again, “well if I’m going all out then shouldn’t you do so as well?”  Sam eyed him, and Dean quirked a brow.
“Aren’t I already?  I mean, look at this face - totally innocuous and trustworthy.”
“Yes, but..”  Sam leaned forward, tracing Dean’s lips and cheeks.  “Why not a little bit of pink lipstick, maybe some rosy red blush for your nose and cheeks - become a pretty princess to stand for the ‘truly good’.”  Sam quoted that, scoffing, and Dean personally felt that one.  
Seemed these days the ‘good guys’ were all sorts of assholes.
“Okay, but - then you hafta’ buy yourself a nice leather outfit, complete with chains and choker.”  Dean said, eyeing Sam and trying - and failing miserably - to picture Sam in a gaudy trench coat littered with chains and upside down crosses.
“Then you’ll have to put on a nice, frilly pink dress.”
“Fuck you, I’d look fabulous.  You’d look like a giant poser dork.”
Sam pulled a face, thought a moment, then nodded, agreeing.  “You have a point, there.”
“Course’ I do, I’m always sorta right, in case you haven’t noticed.”  Dean said, tossing an old, soggy fry at Sam’s face and laughing when the demon threw a projectile of his own - a fry that had sat out even longer than Dean’s, resting so elegantly in the liquid that steadily perspired from their milkshake.
“Oh - yes, you’ve never been wrong before - that’s why your garrison almost caught you with me when you decided going to a fucking church to have your weird fantasies play out was a good idea.”  Sam hissed through his teeth, playfully glaring down at Dean and Dean couldn’t rebuttal that one as well as he would’ve liked to.  His face flared red, ears burning and he looked to the side, glaring a moment at the lovely family seated some tables away from them.
They all looked to be having such a nice time, perfect wife, perfect husband, perfect two kids and whatever amount on the way, and Dean childishly stuck his tongue out at the youngest child when it stopped smashing it’s pancakes with grubby fingers to look at them with wide eyes.
“Hey, Dean, you know I’m messing with you, right?”  Sam said, face worried and Dean turned to look back at him with a reddened face and mix of playful hurt.
“B-but, Sammy, you know I don’t kink shame you, a-and the thought that you -” he broke off there, pitching his tone high and stuttering for effect only to have the demon give him an unimpressed curve of brow.
“You’ll have to do better than that.”  Sam deadpanned and Dean’s face instantly turned sour, puckering his lips in a pout.
“What if I cry?”
“I’ll salt your wounds.”  Sam gestured dangerously to the salt sitting all innocent like on the table and Dean gulped, flopping onto Sam’s lap fully now and finding comfort in the dark trap between table and Sam’s jean clad thighs.
“Spoil sport.”
“Kinky fucker.”
“You’re kinkier.”  Dean shot back, all childlike-eloquence, and Sam could only shrug a shoulder at that.
“You got me there.”
“Yeah, and you got me here right now, so let’s go back to discussing how exactly I’m going to braid your pretty hair.”
“I didn’t agree to that-”
“Oh, but you did, now, do you want the dutch braid, or the french braid?”
“Neither.”
Dean just grinned devilishly, because Sam had to rest his eyes sometimes - humans had some things down correctly, and sleep was pretty bad ass when you needed a break from heaven-hell politics.
And the second Sam deemed it time to take a break?  Dean would so be ready with the perfect tutorials to have Sam waking the prettiest demon of the bunch.
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THERES NO PUNS BC IM TERRIBLE BUT HERE ENJOY MY FROND
also hehehehe glad u like my stuff, makes my cold ded artist heart all fuzzy on the inside :’)
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As You’re Told - FOUR
Relationships: Castiel x Reader Rating: Smut Warnings: Dom/sub, bdsm A/N: Orgasms occur this time!
~8000 words
Summary: You start dating Castiel, a famous physicist, when you get hired at the same university as him. A few months into the relationship, you explore dom/sub dynamics within your sex lives.
Read it on ao3
Chapters on tumblr: ONE  TWO  THREE  FOUR  FIVE  SIX
Chapter FOUR
You lock the door after him and let out a massive breath. You lean on the wall for a little while, waiting for the shit storm to hit. Waiting for the panic. For the embarrassment. For the What the fuck just happened? It doesn’t come. You wonder if it’s normal that you liked what you and Cas did so much. If it’s normal to enjoy- not just enjoy but relish- following orders as much as you did. But that’s the extent of the ramifications.
You’ve had wilder sex than this. Hell, you’ve had wilder sex than this with Cas. Hell, you didn’t really even get to the sex part. It was freaking frottage at the most. But. But. It was so intense. Every little thing felt massive, felt like the only thing, until the next thing. Then, that became the only thing.
You were nervous (really fucking nervous) in the beginning, but it definitely got easier. You hadn’t been able to get up from your chair when he first asked you to, but by the end you were under his damn thumb. (Your hand drifts to your left breast, then, though you don’t feel it through the thickness of the robe.) When you managed to do what Cas asked of you, it made the next task less daunting. At some point you stopped even thinking about it but you think that had more to do with how much you wanted to come. Probably.
You sigh again. No trainwreck for now. To keep it that way you know that you need to avoid thinking of just how pathetic you were at times. Begging and pleading, choking on your own words.
“Nope nope nope. Not going there.”
You trudge to the kitchen, realising just how thirsty you are and down a glass of water. You fill it up again, waiting patiently for the water distributor in the refrigerator door.  You take another few sips and leave it on the counter.
You go find your discarded clothes next. You pull on your jeans, forgoing underwear, and smell the shirt you had borrowed from Cas. It didn’t smell like sex or sweat or debauchery like you thought it might but you decide to get a fresh one anyway. You head back to the bathroom, the one that’s in Cas’ room and, once you pick up your panties and Cas’ underwear from the floor, drop them and the t-shirt in the laundry basket. You hang up the bathrobe and return to the bedroom.
You put on the bra you’d had yesterday and go to his dresser. The undershirts (and the socks) are in the second drawer. You open the first. The sight of the toys is too much too fast and has you slamming the drawer shut. You’re not a fucking prude, okay? You own toys. You didn’t feel embarrassed when you went and bought them in the store (ordering online is for wimps). You dirty talk as much as the next guy. Better. You really have a mouth on you when you get going in general. You’re a rambler. An excessive talker. That transfers into sex.
Usually.
You had your tongue caught in your throat with Cas earlier today, because it’s not the same. It’s just not. Cas wanted you to say things and it was so out there. Not the words being said, but the saying of the words. Usually, when you’re saying the nasty while doing the nasty, you don’t see the other person staring at you like they’re holding back from ravaging you. Usually your head is pressed into a pillow where the words are muffled and your eyes are closed. Or the other person’s head is between your legs and you’re not maintaining constant eye contact. Usually, you’re so far gone by the time your lips get loose that you can’t be bothered feeling embarrassed. Can’t be bothered filtering any of it. It was different this morning, though.
Just like these toys are different. These toys aren’t in an old shoebox under your bed. They aren’t the alternative to your hand. These toys are full of Cas. Hand picked by Cas. Thoughtful and careful choices made by Cas. Rebuilt my collection , he’d said. He placed them here, in this drawer that has dividers. He organised them, probably re organised them when all the dildos didn’t fit in one section, decided to put the butt plugs there instead or some other arbitrary shit that happens when people are figuring out storage. Point is these are Cas’ . Meaning, he wanted to use them on someone in very specific ways and now he wants to use them on you. And you’re going to let him. You’re going to let him.
So, yeah, these toys are different and it’s a little hard to look at them. The world can bite your sweet ass.
You open the drawer again, just an inch and peek inside. There’s so many things in here, it’s full to the damn brim. You open the drawer more fully and force yourself to stare inside until you can stop your muscles from clenching. You don’t really take in most of what’s in there. You’re just- Exposure therapy. That’s what you’re doing, you realise. With a huff (once you’ve unclenched all your muscles), you close the drawer once more. You don’t need to be practicing psychology on yourself.
Except maybe you do. Shrugging on a new t-shirt from the second drawer you say, “I want you to touch me.”
Walking back to the kitchen you say, “Fuck me, Cas.”
After a sip of water you say, “Fuck me, Cas, please.” And then, “Please fuck me, Cas?” You wonder if there’s a grammatical preference for the order of the words. You shrug and head to the coat stand with your water. You’d left your satchel bag at the base of it, last night.
“Yes, I want you to take my underwear off. Yes, I want to stop being such a fucking loser. Would I like to not suck? Sure!”
You plop down onto the couch and pull your computer from your bag. You get about an hour of work done, taking care of the grades first, then diving into the powerpoint. You are the newest member of the faculty, at least as far as the physics department is concerned, so you get a lot of the tasks the people with seniority don’t want. Like hosting a seminar for confused freshmen who haven’t declared their major. You don’t mind it so much. You figure everyone’s gotta pay their dues.
After that first hour, you have to consciously stop yourself from researching dominant and submissive relationships. Information is power, but information can also get inside your head. Well, obviously that’s where information goes, but, whatever, you get what you mean.
You think what you glimpsed while filling out the checklist is enough to tide you over. You know that you can ask Cas questions, in any case, and he probably has trustworthy resources if ever you want to delve in deeper. Jumping blindly nerves first in the wild sea of the internet is not something you’re interested in doing when it comes to this. Still, you end up having to stop yourself from doing exactly that at least four times.
It’s when you’re trying not to cave for the fifth time that Cas decides to text you, like the saviour that he is.
How are you feeling?
About what we did?
We’ll talk about that in person. How r u feeling rn?
I’m good? You type out.
Cas got weird after Charlie called and at the time your mind was sluggish so you hadn’t caught on, but you know now that Cas was doing aftercare. Which is sweet, really, but unnecessary. You weren’t going to have that thing that subs have where they feel wonky after a scene, because you aren’t a real sub. Besides, you guys barely did anything, it probably doesn’t happen even to real subs unless there’s actual sex involved.
You continue typing: Nbd. Getting hungry, you gonna be here for lunch?
Cas’ answer is immediate. Nbd??
No big deal, old man
So you’re alright?
Yes sir :p ;) You follow up with, food?
I’m gonna be another two hours at least. Eat w/o me
Is the part.acc. data retrieved?
Working on it :( And then, Should be fine tho. What are you doing?
Procrastinating, because im a model prof
You feel up to doing something for me? It can wait til im home
You swallow. Are you up for it? Before, Cas was there to reassure you every time you thought you were in over your head. Cas isn’t here now. Then again, that also means you could freak out privately. And Cas’ eyes on you was thirty percent of the struggle.
Baby? It’s nbd :P we can wait
Shoot
Ur sure?
You type: yeah, bruh, hit me with your best shot. You erase it and type: Wouldn’t say that I am if- You erase it and type: Im sure cas
Ur perfect
I want you to go the dresser and open the first drawer
Take every single toy in your hands and decide if you’d like it used on you
Make a no pile on the bed
Pick the one from the yeses you’d like to try first and put it on top of the dresser.
You stare at the onslaught of texts for a minute. Or two. Or maybe a whole fucking year goes by. Absentmindedly, you turn the sound of your phone off, in case Cas decides to go on another texting spree.
Do you understand?
Yea cas
Would you like to wait for me?
You picture it for a moment, Cas sitting on the bed, grinning at you while you go through each and every item, probably as red as a tomato.
No
Should I feel insulted?
Extremely so. I prefer when youre not around, i just rly like ur place
You’re cruel
Gottago deans got smt
Be good.
“Fuck,” You mutter, rubbing a palm against your left boob. “You be good, asshole.”
You shove your computer away like it’s what’s offended you and rise to your feet. In a Great Act Of Defiance, you decide to eat before doing what Cas asked. You’re a real rebel, alright.
You eat peanut butter on toast. You like that if the bread is hot enough the peanut butter melts a little. Then you eat one of the cannoli. And an apple. And a banana. And the leftover blueberries from breakfast. In fact, only once you’ve divested the kitchen of fruit (Castiel doesn’t keep junk at his place), do you go to the bedroom.
It mocks you. The drawer. It’s telling you that you’re a chicken shit and it’s right. You don’t need to be doing this. There’s literally no reason for you to do this. Expect that Cas told you to.
You sigh. You signed up for this. You don’t regret it, either. You enjoyed it this morning. You know that you did. So just shut your whore mouth and get rid of the toys that freak you out. Christ, it’s not nuclear physics.
Honestly, it’d be easier if it were.
After your pep talk, things go relatively smooth. You start with the buttplugs because that’s simple enough, you’d discussed them first during the checklist. You toss the largest one he’s got on the bed because you’re not interested in dying. It’s the same for the dildos but you also remove one of the smaller ones, just because you don’t like the shape.
Once you do that, the rest feels like more of the same. You pick up each vibrator and then put them back down, trying not to feel silly for picking up the ones you’re sure you’ll keeping just by looking at them. You continue through the rest of the gizmos and gadgets calmly, only squirming when you get flooded with ideas of just how Cas might want to use them. It’s almost therapeutic.
As far as bondage items go, you get rid of everything that has patent leather because you don’t like how shiny it is and how very sex club dominatrix queen (or something) it looks. There’s enough of the matt leather that you don’t think it’ll be a problem. You get rid of the rubber restraints that are so stiff you think they’d cut into your skin. You get rid of the cuffs that have fuzzy fur on them, even if its softness surprises you. If you’re going to be tied up you want it to be with classy stuff. Not something tacky even if you can tell that the cuffs are really good quality.
You get rid of the actual whip he has. Kinky, fucker. You get rid of a small pizza cutter style knife that has blunt points. You get rid of a wooden ruler because if Cas wants to do a professor role play so help you God. (You put the ruler back in the drawer.) You get rid of a gag that’s shaped like a penis and after a bit of hesitation you keep the ring gag.
Despite the healthy pile of things you did take out, what’s left outnumbers it by far. You’re about to close the drawer, but something gnaws at you. You leave the room only to return with post-its and a pen, all stolen from Cas’ desk. You write maybe on one and stick it on the ring gag. You write never before on another and stick it on magnetic spheres that mostly confuse you. You write out one more post it for the compartment of nipple clamps: Can’t really tell how intense these are, so we can work our way up? You black out the question mark because it’s not really a question, you decide.
You return the supplies to their places and settle on the couch again. Still, something gnaws at you. You go back to the drawer and remove the maybe post-it from the ring gag. You’d said on the checklist that you weren’t sure about it and you trust Cas to keep that in mind. This time, when you return to the couch, it’s with a deeply satisfied feeling.
The indicator on your phone flashes and you find you have texts and two missed calls from Cas.
20 minutes ago: How’s it going?
19 minutes ago: Are we having fun yet? ;)
10 minutes ago: Baby, I need you to tell me you’re alright
7 minutes ago: Answer me, now.
5 minutes ago: I’m going to call, pick up.
4 minutes ago: I need you to pick up, alright?
2 minutes ago: Im on my way
“Shit.” You click on the icon of a telephone at the top of the text conversation and listen to it ring once before Cas answers.
“ Thank, fuck. Are you okay? What are you feeling? ”
“Cas, I’m fine, seriously. I was, euh, I was, doing the thing, and I left my phone in the living room. No need to rush back.”
There’s an audible sigh of relief on his end of the line and it sounds like he slows down.
“I’m sorry, I freaked you out, Cas.” You say, guilt creeping up your spine. You had started to feel like you wouldn’t fuck up and yet…
“ I’m on my way .”
“Cas, I swear I’m fine.”
“ We’re almost done here. The rest is pretty technical, anyway, so I’m going to leave Dean and Charlie to it. I’m fifteen minutes out. ”
“A-Are you upset with me?” You just- you need to know. Need to prepare yourself.
“ What? No? Baby, no . I’m just- I’ll be there soon, okay? ”
“Okay, Cas.”
It’s barely ten minutes later that you hear the jingle of his keys outside. He doesn’t waste time at the door, dropping his bag, kicking his shoes off and slinging his coat in the general vicinity of the stand somehow all at once. Then he’s beside you on the couch, taking the water out of your hands, placing it on the table, and gathering you in his arms.
After a moment he pulls back so he can watch your face, which he holds in two large hands, while he asks, “How are you, baby?”
You grin at him. “Cas, I’m good. I see what you’re doing and, honestly, it’s overkill.” You all but stick your tongue out at him.
Cas searches your face for anything that might ring false. When he’s satisfied that you’re alright, he lets go of you and his eyes narrow playfully. “Overkill, huh?”
“Mhmm, if you’re not careful you’re going to drive me away with all this affection.”
“Is that so?”
“Yea-”
He pulls you onto his lap so that you’re straddling him (again). The position turns your entire body on like some kind of pavlovian effect. Jesus, even the dog needed more than one run through.
You kiss, gently, then hard, then gently again and your arms wrap around his neck like they belong there.
“I was thinking about you all day.” He says.
“Liar. You were probably running around like a chicken with its head cut off worrying about the experiment.”
“That’s true but my mind kept being tugged back to this pesky thing I left at home.”
“Pesky? And here I thought I was just unbearable.”
He kisses you. “You’re both.”
“You’re very good to put up with me, then.” You kiss him.
“That’s also true. What I want to know is if you were good for me.”
Everything changes, then. His eyes are on yours, just like usually, and his voice is the same as ever, but it’s different. You take a deep breath. You can do this. You practiced like a loser. They’re just words.
“I was.” You say.
“You were what?”
You don’t even glare this time. You don’t huff in annoyance. You don’t even call him a prick in your own head. You just take another breath and say, “I was good.” And then, “For you.”
Cas’ heart fucking pounds out of his chest and breaks a rib on the way. “Show me.”
You lead the way to the bedroom, your hand in his as he trails behind you. You steal a few furtive glances over your shoulder and sometimes you’re met with soft eyes, other times with a look of mischief.
He settles you on the bed and spreads out your no pile. Your heart is racing and you think Cas hears it because he grips the back of your neck, tilts your head up, and kisses you. He goes back to examining what’s laid out but he doesn’t question any of it. When he’s done he scoops it all up in a canvas bag he gets from and returns to his closet.
Next he opens the drawer and you know the huff of laughter is from the post-its. Of course, he thinks, you’re nothing if not thorough.
He looks around the room, after that. The sun beams through the two windows on either side of the bed. They’re narrow but start at the floor and go all the way to the ceiling so the light floods in easily. For a moment you wonder if he’s trying to choose what he wants to fuck you on. The space is minimally furnished so you don’t think it’ll take him too long to decide.
“Take out your phone.” He says from his place by the dresser, his tone serious, reprimanding.
“I- What?” Your brain short circuits. Did you screw up? No, you did good. You know you did, you picked up every single thing in that drawer and-
“Take out your phone.” He repeats, still stern but patient.
“Okay, yeah, okay.” You lean back, somewhat, to pull it out of your pocket and hold it out to him. What’s he going to do? Take a picture of the drawer and send it to everyone you know? Look at all the things she wants used on her. Of course he doesn’t want to do that. This is Cas. Not a creature straight out of purgatory.
Cas shakes his head at you. “Open it and go to our texts.”
Your hands move of their own accord.
“Read the instructions I sent you.”
“Okay?” You say, scrolling up. “You’re-” perfect. “I want you to go to the dresser and open the first drawer. Take every single toy in your hands and decide if yo- you’d like it,” You clear your throat, consider shooting Cas a pleading look, but ultimately continue, “If you’d like it u-used on you. Make a no pile on the bed. Pick the one from the yes -”
You stop, eyes wide and on Cas. “Cas, I-”
“Finish reading.” His eyes have darkened and he looks like a brewing storm in the sunny room.
“I- Okay,” You sigh. “P-pick the one from the yes es you’d like to try first and put it on top of the dresser.”
“Did you do that?”
“No,” You say, looking down at the floor.
“Did you do what you were told?”
You meet his eyes and whimper, “No, Cas.”
“Do you have an explanation?”
You’d forgotten but you say, “I, um, I just wanted you today?”
Cas’ demeanor steels even more. “Did you just lie to me?”
“What? No! I mean yes- I mean I didn’t mean to- I- I’m sorry, Cas, I didn’t, I…” You trail off but by then you’ve crossed the room and plastered yourself to him. “I’m sorry.” You say again.
There’s a moment where Cas doesn’t say anything. It’s because he’s reeling a bit. You’ve taken to this so much more than he could have imagined, even if you’re still struggling with that fact internally. You can’t tell, though. In fact when Cas doesn’t say anything, you think you’ve really gone and ruined things.
Before you can spiral too much, Cas pets your hair and says, “It’s okay.”
He moves you away, even as you’re reluctant to give into his hands, so he can look at you.
“It’s okay, even good girls make mistakes, okay?” He’s gentle but very much in control.
You bristle. You don’t want to hear good gir- those words right now. “I’m sorry.” You repeat.
“I know you are.” With a grin that soothes you more than anything else has, he says, “We’re going to find a way for you to apologise alright?”
You nod. “Okay, Cas.”
“Okay,” He echoes then turns you both so he’s behind you, hands on your shoulders, and you’re facing the drawer. “Open it.”
You rush to comply.
“Good.” He squeezes your shoulders. “Now, pick the first toy you’d like to try.”
You nod but you don’t move. You don’t know what the right choice is. You don’t want to take something too safe, in case he thinks it’s a sign that you’re not all in. Because you are all in , you realise. You also don’t want to take something too-
“I’m going to repeat something I told you earlier, alright? Wrong answers are the ones that are lies and the ones you give because you think they’re what I want to hear. Am I making myself clear?”
“Yes, Cas.”
He kisses the top of your head. “Pick the toy you’d like to try first.”
You take out a pair of leather cuffs. You don’t necessarily prefer them over everything else, but it’s a place you feel comfortable starting. You place them on the dresser, just like the original instructions had said and you hear Cas grunt softly behind you. He presses his body against yours and you feel him, half hard.
“You’re perfect,” He whispers in your ear making you tremble in his hands.
“M’not.”
Cas turns you so that you face him and firmly says, “I decide.”
You don’t know what to do, but you’re not about to argue with him. “Okay, Cas.”
“Good. Kiss me.”
You asked him just that earlier today but right now Cas is telling you. So you do the only thing you can do and kiss him.
When he pulls away, he steps back from you entirely. “Lift your shirt up.”
You grunt. “Cas, not again.”
He grins at you, glad that you’ve shaken your slump. “I’m not going to ask you again.”
“Fine.” You lift up your shirt so that you’re holding it under your chin.
“What’s this? No, no, that won’t do.” Cas looks almost offended to see the undergarment. “Take it off and take your bra off. Now.”
“Fuck yeah,” You half cheer, tossing your shirt to the ground followed by your simple white bra. You move your hands to the button of your pants but wait, expectantly looking at Cas.
He laughs. “Are we eager, babe?”
“We’re horny, babe. ”
“Take ‘em off.” He says.
“Yes, Sir .” You say sarcastically, dropping and kicking your pants off faster than you knew you could.
Cas would be impressed, if he wasn’t so distracted by the fact that you aren’t wearing underwear. And if his eyes weren’t narrowing at you for giving him lip.
He stalks over, very much how a predator would, and places his hands on either side of you, flat against the still-open drawer. He slides it shut backing you up against the dresser.
He leans down so his lips are near your ear, just a breath away from brushing against it. “You already have two things to apologise for,” He says, his voice deep, rough. “Do you want to make it three?”
You’re completely naked between the tweed clad arms of this handsome man who isn’t touching you but who is so so close it’s making you a little dizzy.
You say, “No, Cas.”
“Get on the bed, on your back.”
You expect Cas to watch you obey, he’s always watching you, but he shrugs off his jacket and walks into his closet instead.
You wait patiently once you’re settled. Well, you don’t really ever settle, placing your hands by your sides and then on your stomach and then by your sides, again, but you wait. You’re rewarded for it because when Cas steps out of the closet, he’s sans sweater, the top buttons of his dress shirt undone, and he’s rolling up his second sleeve, exposing his forearms and looking so damn good it might be a sin. It’s got your hips shifting involuntarily and you decide you’re going to ask the Human and Legal Resources at the school if it’s at least against the law to look so damn good.
If you missed Cas’ eyes before, which you realise that you did, you don’t anymore because they’re on you now, intent as ever. He moves to stand by the foot of the bed and places the tip of a finger in the crook just behind the knob of your ankle.
He watches your face while he drags just the tip of his finger up over the curve of your calf. He watches you bite- chew- your lip as his finger dips in where the back of your knee does. He watches your lashes flutter from trying to keep your eyes open- he loves that he doesn’t even have to tell you to- while he traces the shape of your thigh.
He glances down, just for a second, to see the way his finger presses into your flesh. Then, he’s right back to watching your face as your breath hitches because his finger is making its way up your body but also towards the center of it. Not enough, though. Not there. He smirks at you like the cat who got the creme tapping your hip bone twice almost chastising you for your dirty thoughts.
He follows the curve of your hip, of your waist, of the mound of your left breast. He circles your nipple once, twice, and it either hardens or it had already puckered. You don’t know. You’re not sure you care. You just want to be touched.
Cas knows, so he touches you. He pinches your nipple but there’s no bite. It’s more like he’s holding it between his thumb and forefinger and it’s weird but mostly it’s not enough.
“Cas,” You breathe out.
“Tell me, which toy you chose to have used on you first.”
Does he have to use all the fucking words? Is he trying to make you self combust? He could have said what did you pick or which item did you choose, but nooo Cas has to go and be an asshole. Asshole .
“You saw what I- Leather c-cuffs, leather cuffs!” You’re quick to rectify when cas squeezes your nipple.
Your hips buck off the bed and your heels dig into the mattress and you expect Cas to let go but he just continues to hold your nipple with the same pressure.
“Ask me.”
“W-wha-” He squeezes just a little harder and jesus fucking christ you feel it between your legs. “Alright! Okay, jeez. Cuff me- fuck. ” The pressure increases more as he twists his fingers this time. It’s a little painful but it’s mostly not and that’s freaking you out. “Please u-use the leather cuffs to r-restrain me.” You say, writhing all the while and Cas only has the tips of two fingers on you. Not even in you.
“To what?”
“What? Cas I don’t know, I don’t know okay, that’s,” You inhale because you haven’t been getting all the oxygen you need. “That’s my real answer, okay? I don’t- Whatever you want. Cuff me to whatever you want. I don’t care. ”
“Hmm.” Cas ponders for a moment, eyes on yours. “No.”
He steps back, taking his touch along with him and you want it back as torturous as it was. He goes to the dresser and puts the cuffs away.
“You disobeyed me earlier so you don’t get the help. You’re going to have to restrain yourself.”
He’s back by your side when he says, “Arms up, hold the headboard.”
Your hands fly over your head, your fingers gripping the wood of the bed frame.
Cas brushes the back of his fingers over your cheek. “You’re going to be good for me, aren’t you?”
You choke a little but you sigh out, “Yeah, Cas.”
Cas moves away from you again but this time it’s to climb between your legs. He bends them at the knees and spreads them, making one hang off the bed. Then, very true to character, Cas looks.
He stares and when you squirm and try to close your thighs to try to hide yourself from his gaze, he holds them open.
“You won’t move.” He says without even glancing up. “You’ll let me look at you for as long as I’d like.”
“Why?” You complain and you hate how whiny you sound.
He grins then, sparing you a once over. “Because I want to and because I said so.”
His hand drifts up your thigh in a feathery touch, but when he presses his thumb between your lips to pull one to the side it’s with a contrasting firmness. You fidget at the feeling and Cas’ other hand smacks your thigh, packing a bit of sting.
“What? I kept my legs open.” The words come out of your mouth and you feel like a whore in a brothel saying them.
“I told you not to move.”
“Like at all?” Your eyes widen. “How am I supposed to do that with you touching me and- and looking at me like that.”
He shrugs.
“Cas, c’mon, you’re killing me here.”
He hums and says, “ La petite mort.”
“What?”
Cas moves his thumb so it’s right against your entrance and tugs gently at the rim.
You sigh, enjoying the sensation and trying to keep your hips from participating.
Cas pushes the tip of his thumb, not even to the first knuckle, just inside of you.
You breathe deliberately. It feels good, he’s giving you so little but it feels good.
“Cas,” You moan, a quiet little moan.
Cas wishes he’d already taken his pants off altogether but settles for undoing them with deft fingers, giving his straining erection some room.
He pulls his thumb out and you barely manage a grunt of disapproval before he’s pushing it back in, maybe a millimeter deeper than before. He rubs it along your opening and the slow pace of it all is absolutely maddening. Which you tell him.
“This isn’t just punishment, Cas. It’s damn torture.”
Cas looks away from where he’s working you over to give you a deceivingly confused look that’s all too knowing. “This isn’t punishment at all.”
“W-what? What do you mean?”
“This is your apology. I won’t be punishing you this time.” The hand on your thigh squeezes warningly. “Don’t think I’ll be as generous with my leniency beyond this point. I won’t tolerate you lying to me.” As an afterthought, because it is the lesser infraction in his eyes, he adds, “And I expect you to do as you’re told and not forget a task when you’re given clear directions.”
You nod a little too willfully. “But… Cas what you’re doing…”
He swivels his thumb and you just manage to keep from using your leverage on the headboard to take him in deeper.
“Are you not enjoying yourself?”
“No, I- I am, but-”
“Then it isn’t punishment.”
You nod, gasping as Cas draws his thumb out then pushes back in again and again, fucking you with it. Your chest heaves making it so that if Cas couldn’t hear your breathing, he can now see it. This time, when Cas pulls his thumb out, he glides it upwards to land and press on your clit.
“ Fuck. ” Your hips rolls, chasing the pleasure as sharp as it was.
There’s nothing for your hips to meet, though, because Cas’ hand is gone.
“No,” He says. “Don’t move.”
“I won’t, I won’t.” You make promises you don’t know you can keep.
His thumb returns to your clit but he also sinks his pointer finger into you. He goes so goddamn slow the feel of him is more agonising than not. You want more, you want so much more.
“Good,” He says when your only movement is the tremors of your body.
His thumb rolls your clit at a calm and steady pace but with varying pressure. The finger inside you doesn’t move at all. At first, it’s okay. At first, what he gives you is enough, you struggle to remain still, but it’s enough. You murmur to Cas that it feels so good and that he always touches so well . He’s got you panting and he’s got you forgetting to be embarrassed about it.
Then, minutes pass, however many, and you find yourself needing more. Needing anything more. You find yourself begging Cas quietly.
“Please, please, please, Cas, please, I- please. ”
Cas needs to physically restrain himself because seeing you like this does things to him. “Tell me what you want.”
“I want you to move, I want- please, Cas.” You thrash your head to the side, to keep from thrashing your hips, and press your face into the cool pillow.
So Cas moves but it’s as unhurried as everything else he’s done. He drags his index out, pressing along your upper wall all the while, then nudges it back in. Over and over and over and you can’t.
“ No, ” Cas snaps, taking his hand away and slapping your mound with it. It shocks you more than anything else but has you writhing on the sheets letting out a low groan nonetheless. Cas smacks your thigh this time, getting some of your wetness on it. His voice is deeper than usual, which you hadn’t thought was entirely possible. “I told you not to move.”
“I know, I’m sorry.” You gasp when you manage to calm yourself. “I am, I’m sorry, Cas.”
“You asked me to fuck you with my finger, correct?”
Your breath hitches. “Yeah, Cas.”
“And what did I do?”
“It?” Even as you say the word you know it isn’t enough so when Cas raises an unamused brow at you, you shift and mumble, “You fucked me with your finger.”
“And what did I ask you?”
“To not move.”
“Did you do that?”
You shake your head but seeing Cas’ hand lift you quickly say, “No, I didn’t.”
His hand falls gently back to you, even rubs your thigh soothingly, spreading more of your slick onto your skin. You shiver beneath him.
“So you understand then, that you can’t be getting what you want, right?”
You suspect the question is rhetorical, but you don’t really end up pondering because Cas returns his hand to your pussy, thumb toying with your clit and finger buried inside of you. It seems contradictory to his words but when he doesn’t move inside of you, you get it.
“Cas, please.” You whisper. You strain your muscles to keep from shifting.
“Hmm? You want something?” He leans over you to place a teasing kiss on your lips.
“You know I do, come on, Cas.”
His tongue finds your right- right! - nipple.
“Cas please,” You take a deep breath. Cas likes it when you use words? You’ll give him words. “Finger me, Cas.”
He gives your breast a peck before leaning back. “That’s not going to be enough, sweetheart.”
“I won’t move, Cas. I promise. I’ll be- I’ll be-”
Cas smirks at you, his thumb unrelenting in its lazy circling of your clit. His other hand leaves your thigh to push his pants and boxer down enough so he can grasp his cock and stroke it leisurely. The sight has you moaning and purposefully not moving. Cas does feel you contract around his finger though and he lets out a small laugh.
“You’re so needy, baby. You’re desperate for it aren’t you?”
“ Yes, Castiel. ”
His full name on your lips is a rarity and it has Cas grunting out a fuck as he picks up the pace of the hand on his dick. The hand on you keeps torturing you just as slowly.
“What will you do to get it, hm? What are you going to do for me?”
You’re shaking now, but it’s a tremor that Cas can’t fault you for. “Anything, Cas.”
“Will you stay still for me?”
“ Yes. ”
“Good.”
This time, Cas fucks you. His finger thrusts in and out of you at a rhythm that can get you there. A rhythm that builds you up and up with the help of his thumb still sparking pleasure out of you.
To help you not fuck up into his hand you chant his name, you probably cuss him out a little too, you might pray to God once or twice. Your fingers dig into the wood above your head and you think this is how beds are broken. You keep your eyes on Cas the whole time. Either locked with his or following the movement of his hand on his leaking cock.
Cas stops fingering you exactly once. It’s a horrible moment where you think you might have moved despite your best efforts and now Cas won’t give you more, won’t make you come. It’s a brief moment, though, and Cas just ends up pushing two fingers from the hand that had been working himself into you, curling them and going right back to his dick, using your wetness to slicken the way.
It’s so hot, it’s so fucking hot that your entire body flares up. Your clit fucking twitches. Then the hand that had been on you all along comes back. He uses two fingers to pump into your pussy and you only feel the stretch a little because of how soaked you are, but it’s enough, hurts just right.
“You’re going to come,” Cas says, as if you were possibly unaware. “I don’t want you to worry about-” He pauses to moan. “About moving when you do.”
You don’t even manage a full nod before your orgasm overtakes you. It’s a good one too, the kind that you think might be fading but then peaks again. Cas is saying something all the while but it’s only when you come down that you tune into the words.
“-so good. Look so good. Feel so good. So good for me. Fucking, perfect. You’re- fuck! ”
Cas comes too, mostly on your stomach, some of it on your breast.
He leans back on his heels in his kneeling position to catch his breath but once he does his eyes are on you. You smile lazily up at him, still basking in the afterglow. Cas moves up your body, gives your left nipple a lick picking up a drop of come, then kisses you.
After a few moments, he slumps beside you and tugs you into his arms, bringing yours down, unbothered by the come he’s smearing between you. “You did such a good job, baby.” He tells you. “How are you feeling?” He brushes his fingers along your back soothingly.
You’re still sporting a silly grin when you tell him, “Really good.”
“That’s right, you did really good.”
You knock his shoulder with barely any force. “No, Ass, I feel good. That’s what happens after you get off.”
“That is the general course of action.”
You can’t be bothered with thinking up a retort and simply nuzzle into his arms. “You did really good, too, Cas”
The hand at your back stutters for a fraction of a second. “Thank you,” He says.
You push yourself up to your forearms and you’re honest-to-god impressed that they don’t give out under you because your entire body feels like jello. “I mean it. Since this morning, you were really patient and I appreciate that.”
He kisses you, long and soft and then he says, “You want another shower?”
“Yes, please, but I don’t want to get my hair wet again.”
You two lay there for a long while before moving to get cleaned up.
Later, Cas lays on the bed in boxers, his arm slung above his head. The sight of him is distracting, all long lines and taut muscles stretched out along the mattress, so you focus on getting yourself dressed.
“Have you seen my socks,” You ask as soon as you’ve buttoned your jeans, bending down to pick up your bra and t-shirt.
“I put them in your boots last night, right before we went to sleep.” True, they’d been scattered in your haste to get in each other’s pants.
“Cool, thanks.”
Castiel watches you slip your clothing on and almost audibly grunts in objection. There’s a little bruising on your left nipple and it looks so good on you. He wonders if it’s too early for rules like no bras in the house .
“We need to talk.” He tells you, sitting up.
You’re tucking Cas’ undershirt in your pants when he says this. You look up at him curiously and tap the first drawer of the dresser behind you. “About this?”
“Yes, about how it was for you.”
“Didn’t we already have this conversation?” You glide over to him, sit on the bed, one foot tucked under you and the other on the floor, mirroring him. You’re close enough that he can place his hands on your hips so he does. “You said it was good, I said it was good.”
“I think we’re a little more clear headed now, I want to make sure that’s still how you feel about it. I want to know if you’re interested in doing it again, in pursuing this further.”
You grin at him. “I’m very,” You push him onto his back, again. “Very.” You straddle his hips. “Very.” You kiss his lips. “Interested.”
He grins back at you. “In that case…” Cas flips the two of you, so that he’s the one doing the straddling.
“No, no,” You laugh, smiling the kind of smile you can’t suppress. “I gotta get going, Cas.”
He lifts his head from where he’s kissing your neck and frowns. “You’re leaving?”
“Gotta. Singer wants a diagnostic report on the latest variable shift by wednesday and I’ve barely started looking at the results from the last test run. Files are back home too.”
Cas leans down so his body presses into yours more firmly. “Let me ask again, give you a chance to change your mind. You’re leaving?”
You chuckle and crane your neck to peck him. “Yeah, Cas.”
He grunts and rolls off of you so you can get up.
“I have to go water my elephant ear, too, it’s been a few days.”
Cas sits up quickly. “You’re supposed to keep the soil of that plant damp at all times.”
“Huh,” You say with a teasing look. “Guess you aren’t the botanical expert you fancy yourself after all. In the winter, they say to let it dry out for rest periods. Something about fertilization, or whatever. I researched it.”
Your studio is nothing like Cas’ place. The entire thing could fit in his bedroom. It’s ill lit with the one window and the hanging overlight that seems to perpetually be swinging at least a little. Whatever light does get in gets swallowed by the exposed brick of the walls.
The window is directly across your front door. Below it, there’s a low and wide filing cabinet that you also use as a side table. To the left there’s your bed and at its foot a trunk. There’s a door on each wall that form that corner of the room, one leads to the bathroom, the other, the one next to the entrance, to a closet.
To the right of the front door there’s a dining table for four pushed up against the wall, with two chairs tucked in. There are a couple things on it at the moment, including a reading light, because it’s where you eat but it’s also where you get work done. The wall that runs perpendicular to the table-desk-hybrid is the kitchen. It’s lined with one long countertop that’s only interrupted by a sink, a refrigerator and a stove. In front of the very last cupboard, below the window, beside the filing cabinet, there’s the colocasia plant Cas got you, two months into the relationship. It’s more commonly called elephant ear plant or angel wings plant, because of the shape of the leaves.
You can afford a bigger place but you want to pay off your student loans as quickly as possible and rent seems like the best place to cut back expenses.
You kick off your boots and drape your coat over one of the chairs, then pick up a half full bottle from the table. You cross the room in roughly six steps and pour the water into the pot, cooing at it. You’d read a study that compared the growth and health of plants that received compliments daily and plants that were yelled at. You were skeptical of the results the article shared but figured you have nothing to lose.
You change into sweats but keep Cas’ shirt on and get to work. You get half of what Singer’s expecting of you done before switching tasks and finishing the powerpoint, even running through the presentation you’ve prepared once. It’s when you’re back on the report, with tabs that have nothing to do with it open on your computer, that Cas texts you.
What are you doing?
Working on the part.obs. for singer (procrastinating)
You do that a lot.
Aha are you going to call me a bad girl?
Fuck, why would you say that? Here you are having a very normal conversation. Not everything is about sex no matter how much Freud disagrees. It takes Cas longer to reply.
Would you like me to?
You think for a moment before replying. No
This time his response is immediate. Good, because you’re perfect.
w/e ur lame
That’s just not true. And then: What are you wearing?
Ahahahahaha shut up Cas
:P did you eat?
Not yet. I kind of ate ur kitchen earlier
Come over, I’m making carbonara
Im starting to see a pattern
Really? Which one is that?
The data points to an undeniable correlation between you trying to feed me and you trying to have sex with me.
Data doesn’t lie.
:P I think im gonna crash early
Worn out huh? How did that happen? You can imagine Cas smirking as he wrote this text.
This asshole where I work fifty shades of greyed me
Lucky guy. I bet he’s hung.
His ego is definitely inflated. Gnight cas
Goodnight
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