#get on my humor level

[hyakunana]

Getting properly prepared for the cutscene decisive battle

#destiny #destiny 2 #destiny the game #destiny art #bungie #sailor moon #season of the haunted #the young wolf #hunter guardian #fanart #comic #me: posts sad hcs of my hunter // now we return to our schedule // makes her stupid again #in this house we navigate from humor to sad to humor in a short span of time hope u get used to it asdfghj #this comic was supposed to come before the previous one but i didn't want to miss the bungie day timing #and i still have another one regarding the aotw for me to do and another one to be scheduled #AND the sylnatz one currently on production #I AM ON FIRE THIS WEEK OK #i wrote first 'in the name of the traveler' but then i realized i dont want to compromise w it in case traveler becomes a bad guy #thats my level of suspicion at least the light is just a thing xchoiniozz #@ that one person that called wormhusk one of the ugliest exotics in my replies - you just didn't use that enough to find it neat ok kjcxvxv #it gives the tokusatsu vibes i want for (me) her alright

[inchidentally]

#landoscar #sorry I just needed this on my blog again bc it’s so overlooked #Oscar’s had the craziest initiation into McLaren and getting to know Lando #and he’s clearly a guy more about actions than words #and I think it’s rly taken him aback how hard Lando is on himself #and how Oscar awkwardly laughed when Lando said lack of talent bc he assumed it was humor #F1 drivers aren’t usually this complex and Oscar is such a Normal BlokeTM #so seeing him throughout the season showing up for Lando even when his own performances didn’t go so well is just #it’s sweet and considerate on a level I really love #and after Oscar himself beat Max in a sprint he knows Lando isn’t fully satisfied coming second even though it’s SO impressive #so matching out there brushing past everyone to congratulate him like this after his own P10? #god sorry to ramble I just really like that #Instagram #mine #landoscar lore

[botanybulbasaur]

,,miitopia reverse 1999 au?

look, i know i sound ridiculous, but please hear me out for a minute. (reverse 1999 spoilers below cut!!)

cool fantasy setting. schneider lives. the ring and isabella live. great sage madam z. tootz. john garcia and his mom get to live happily in greenhorne. horropedia is the fuckin quiz guy because of course he is— i’ll figure it out as i keep playing.

so uh pollmadoob below my good fellows is this a cool idea or should i hold off

:3

#humoring my mii interest #reverse 1999 #r1999 #re1999 #vertin and schneider’s miis keep. keep advancing their relationship faster #i put them and sonetto on the same relationship level to start #and sonetto and bertín room together— but no #man #these damn lesbians #isabella and the ring get a prolonged cameo because i fucking love them #schneider #vertin #schneider reverse 1999 #i wanna include tk14 elements but #i don’t know how :( #sonetto #yelena greco #matilda gets to be here too because i love her dearly #ao3

[novelconcepts]

I’m only two episodes in, but Ambrose is giving the deranged performance of her LIFE in Servant, and now that I know a sliver of what that looks like, I am so excited to see adult Van go off the rails. Like. She’s a level of bonkers in this—informed by grief and trauma—that has me recoiling from my screen whenever she turns up. What the FUCK do future seasons with Van have in store.

#servant #lauren ambrose #tell me nothing about this show. I am going in completely unaware. but my LORD she is balls to the wall so far #I’m pretty used to her playing some level of chill. like. degrees of humor or intensity #but this is something else altogether. girl you are not okay and I am fascinated #girl get help but also I cannot look away

[dany36]

#tales of symphonia #tales of #dotnw #junk #tos #Colette of all people would be so mad at Emil if she knew at this point what Emil is planning on doing #like…my girl did NOT go through all of that herself just to watch a friend go through the exact same thing #Lloyd too #the parallels here were interesting #Colette’s and Raine’s speeches before the final level were the best #like yeah don’t try to fool raine Emil! #see like sometimes the writers get it so right #and then other times they have presea mention Corrine’s paw pads as Sheena is recalling what she went through #with the loss of her best friend etc #like omg…? #why would they try to bring in humor DURING THAT

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

being sick as an adult sucks. wdym my mom won’t just automatically make sure I eat food instead of exclusively drinking Gatorade all day. wdym I have to ask my roommates to make me dinner. I have to Venmo a friend money to buy me more Gatorade?? I can’t focus enough to do homework??? I hate this.

#this is a silly haha humor post but in all seriousness. #COVID rly is just making me stare all the internalized ableism in the eye #yes worth isnt defined by productivity and disability and the idea of being a burden is part of being human and isn’t shameful at all #until I have to minorly inconvenience people to meet my basic needs #I really want to eat dinner but that would require asking my roommates to make me dinner which is just. 5 kinda of mortifying. #even though if someone I knew was sick I would not be upset about making them food! sick people need to eat! #my parents ordered me chipotle yesterday bc they were so concerned bc of how I sounded over the phone #and my friend went out and bought me juice and Gatorade and popsicles and took me to the doctor #the support system Exists I just feel bad about having to use it T-T #I just want to be hugged and read to and reminded to eat food but I am an adult now and not at home #lonely TT-TT #it’ll be okay I’m probably just emotional bc I’m sick and hungry #I also just am struggling so hard because I want to catch up on my classwork Right Now #but I can get through maybe one assignment before I’m too exhausted to keep sitting up #and I have to lay down and close my eyes and sleep or do a light activity like playing candy crush for the fifty bazillionth time #I’ve gotten through like. 100 levels this week. #I’m losing my dang marbles. I am gonna be so behind in ASL Susan is gonna be so disappointed in me #I feel like I have all this energy when I’m laying down bored but as soon as I sit up I feel like I’m floating and about to fall over #so. so tired. why can’t I be healthy already and do homework T-T. #I’m choosing to take this as a lesson to slow down and not overwork myself so hard. instead of being mad at myself for getting behind. #<- is trying and failing not to be mad at herself for getting behind

[shredsandpatches]

probably shouldn't be reading about Doctor Faustus and religious trauma at 1 am but here's some good quotes: the top one is from top from Mark James Richard Scott, "'That’s hard': Christopher Marlowe’s Doctor Faustus and the Trauma of Reprobation" (Early Theatre 23.2, 9-20) and the bottom one is from David Bevington's intro to the play in the Norton Anthology of Renaissance Drama.

#doctor faustus #hot faust summer #i studied the play with bevington as a spiritually struggling 22-year-old #his empathetic approach to it was really meaningful to me #the scott article basically argues #marlowe's play seems to be set in a calvinist universe but from the perspective that that sucks #and that maybe some people just being left out of salvation makes sense from the perspective of god #but makes no sense at all on the ground #so the other point is that the play offered people an opportunity to sort of confront their own doubts in a safe environment #marlowe's faustus doesn't really do much that's all that bad in terms of his interactions with the world #it's entirely about his lack of faith #he doesn't have it because he was never given the capacity for it #(contends this piece anyway) #like he's absolutely an arrogant shit with a juvenile sense of humor but #his desire for power is much more expansive than the things he actually does with it when he has it #he does not create the level of collateral damage that goethe's does #and the feeling of 'what if my emptiness and lack of faith is a sign that god has rejected me before i was even born' is sheer horror #and one i have experienced #anyway i get you johann buddy

[donnie-and-their-backup-turtles]

i kinda think part of why people treat donnie as less caring than he is is like. sometimes not knowing when he's joking? like that time he threatens to be "semi-lethal" when splinter's in the truck with meat sweats. like i'm sure most of you knew he was joking but like. do some of you realise he like, would not have done that? like remember how he was sad? when splinter actually got hurt? same with leo in the movie? and all of them at every other time?

like he's self proclaimed funniest. and also a mad scientist aesthetic doesn't make a character a villain by itself it's what you actually do with that (yes he has done bad things within that area (haunted stare towards mind meld) but you have to admit he like. did fix those. and feel bad and hopefully learn his lesson but hey that's another analysis)

i have mixed feelings on villain donnie stuff, as an example, because like. ANY character put in a situation where they lose their way is really fun and if in character is really interesting as to what could cause that.

but when it's treated as like. inevitable. who he is, or phrasing his brothers are the only thing stopping him being evil. it's like hm. ugh. kind of hurts a bit actually but that's probably because i relate to him ghfdjk

like the seen in snow day with the tech bo chainsaw like. all he really DOES is cut a snowman there but he's just like. leaning into being "evil" with the chainsaw but like he's just being silly with it. acting like that's proof of anything is wild to me, without any other data points.

also kind of separate but i think there's a dissonance between what is like. seen as evil? between me and like most people lol. like the scene in the movie as well with like "finally, man and machine, entwixt in perfect bionic synergy" someone i watched it with was like "haha evil moment" or whatever where i was just like. yeah real that would be rad as hell. honestly gender also.

not saying he's never done anything wrong but i am saying he immediately tries to fix all of those things

anyway he does have a really interesting relationship with morals in my eyes but like, at his core he really cares about people, you know?

this isn't hate to anyone btw i just care about donnie a lot as a character and as really layered autistic representation

#rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #donnie analysis #making that a tag now because i know what i'm like #rottmnt analysis #i can write so much about donnie. idk if it's good. or accurate. but i can write it #unrelated but it's so funny when people say donnie's cishet or homophobic even (the latter as a joke but. not my type of humor personally) #and then say he's villain coded. like lol. i laugh. i know it's probably different sets of people for the most part but yeah #especially if they compare him to megamind specifically. like okay #megamind famous bisexual neurodivergent and you know. no longer even a villain at the end #like i'm not saying you're wrong i'm saying that it's actually more than just surface level theater kid stuff there (that too though) #like donnie has people who care about him from the start. they're not “keeping him in check” (yikes?) they're caring about him. nuance #but yeah like. genuinely i think it's interesting how he's seen as villain-coded #like i know villains and queer-coding is a known thing but i'm just wondering. is that also a thing with autistic-coding #or do people just naturally not get autistic people in real life and find them scary and that just carries across in responses to fiction #idk #donnie villain fic where he sees how he's perceived anyway by fanon and just gives up on being good #joke but i guess you can steal that just write it well if you do. for me. idk if it'd even be a villain concept really there #he'd probably just be like. sad. and try even harder to be good. #also what about mikey villain fics huh. there's literally a cut episode that would be so fun to play with #anyway feedback appreciated #this was so train of thought i'm sure some of it's unclear

[imminent-danger-came]

I feel insane for thinking Nim//ona wasn't that good asdfasfd

#it had. some issues #it was pretty surface level ngl asfadsf #The queer allegory was good #Completely abandoned Bal becoming a knight #I can't believe they had Bal call Nimona a monster (going against his entire movie character arc) and then Nimona. Died. #''You changed the way you see me'' Hmmmmm apparently not asfdafds #The humor also wasn't my thang #Felt very disney. Like the dialogue #I can not believe people are comparing this movie to atsv and pibtlw #HOW DARE YOU STAND WHERE HE STOOD. #Ummmm shera writers definitely wrote that movie lol. #I have a lot more issues but. Maybe for another time. Or never #imp tag #imp's a little feisty #I might be losing my mind like. I totally get liking that movie. I do #It has charming moments #But as good as pibtlw??? Saying it was amazing??? Like. Naw man. #*1000 year old writes kingdumb on a poster* #oughghghghgh not for me.

[thepoisonroom]

Trans Book of the Day #1

Welcome to St. Hell: My Trans Teen Misadventure by Lewis Hancox

Lewis has a few things to say to his younger teen self. He knows she hates her body. He knows she's confused about who to snog. He knows she's really a he and will ultimately realize this... but she's going to go through a whole lot of mess (some of it funny, some of it not funny at all) to get to that point. Lewis is trying to tell her this... but she's refusing to listen.

In WELCOME TO ST. HELL, author-illustrator Lewis Hancox takes readers on the hilarious, heartbreaking, and healing path he took to make it past trauma, confusion, hurt, and dubious fashion choices in order to become the man he was meant to be. It's a remarkable, groundbreaking graphic memoir from an unmistakably bold new voice in comics.

Really dug this one, especially for its frank discussion of trying to find an identity that fits when you have limited language and resources to do so! I thought the strongest and most distinctive parts of the graphic novel were:

The asides where Hancox invites commentary from his friends and family about their actions and reactions during his childhood, teenage years, and early transition. He has huge empathy for the ways that misinformation create obstacles to social and medical transition, even within a well-intentioned support network. The segments where he and his mother talk about lack of information on youth transition and HRT making them both anxious about actively addressing his early childhood dysphoria are particularly strong.

Discussion of eating disorders as a response to dysphoria during puberty. This is something that I've rarely seen addressed in literature even though it's such a common experience for a lot of trans people.

Depiction of coming into new identities and how that both does and does not change your relationships. I can see this being a great read for teens who are anxious about theirs or their friends' evolving identities altering the dynamic between them.

This is a super charming, very frank and funny memoir that I think will resonate with both teenagers and adults. Hancox doesn't shy away from critiquing barriers to transition in the UK, but the main focus of the book is his warm, empathetic depiction of his younger self and his loved ones.

#i think it's super cool to see a trans author write so warmly about his child self #i understand that not everyone feels that way or feels comfortable depicting that #but i think especially in the context he's writing in as a trans guy from the UK who grew up pretty online #it feels like a very deliberate choice to be like 'my struggles growing up weren't because i hated myself they were because #i didn't have the information or resources to grow up in a way that didn't involve some level of struggle and self-loathing' #like when looking at how he frames the memoir he's pretty mindful about responding to that kind of transphobic narrative #without agreeing to approach it as a debate where he has to humor that line of thought #also there's a scene where he gets very femmed up for a school dance and talks about the feeling of being in gender costume #and being received as a spectacle by his peers for attempting to perform girlhood but not quite getting the details right #and i read that and was like oh no........ #it just brought back SUCH vivid memories of the times i tried hard to perform Girl growing up #and my classmates would always act like i was a dog that had started walking everywhere on just its hind legs #like okay kin i guess....... :( #personal nonsense #char reads trans lit #i will try to do one of these a day for pride month bc i keep getting questions about trans books!

[tsutsumi-kurose]

i fucking love Boundary Aoi and hanako's Fake Bitch Off in the sacrifice to the grim reaper arc bc it's such a simultaneously fun and heartbreaking insight into both of their characters. and it’s especially both fun and heartbreaking if you view it through aoinene glasses and aoi’s just fully in her jennifer check era like “oh? 🥰 my girl best friend is paying way more attention to the boy she likes than me? 🥰 well I have demon powers now and I’m going to kill both of them to cope 🥰🥰🥰” like,

hanako really tries to be like ☺️💕 without help? ☺️💕 that's strange ☺️💕

and aoi's just like ☺️💕 cute ☺️💕 but I invented being fake pleasant and also I’ve loved nene way longer than you ☺️💕you will not beat me at this game ☺️💕die ☺️💕

and good for her <3

(tbh I don’t fully get what was up with that vial and how much of this is aoi vs the effects of whatever happened to her, but very fun and interesting nonetheless lol. and I repeat: good for her <3 )

#only appropriate reaction when your homoerotic girl best friend gets a boyfriend tbh #what I’m saying is that if I was the one writing tbhk aoi hanako and nene would be in a jennifer's body/yellowjackets level death throuple #nene has two hands and a soft spot for people who can never say what they're feeling lmao #i love nene and her bf and gf who tried to kill each other <3 #this is arc was fun and funny and not at all devastating haha <3 im not coping with humor what are you talking about <3 #fr I love aoi and hanako interactions so so much there aren’t enough #the ones we get are absolutely incredible tho #one day maybe i'll write actual aoinene angst but for now my brain is just making broken microwave sounds about them lmao #seriously tho if i could draw the aionene jennifers body au drawings would never stop

[tenderjock]

does anyone have a pic of oscar isaac in a sweater vest its for science

#i'm just thinking about adjunct professor steven grant and i'm kind of into it #also into the idea that steven is entirely self taught? like when would he have time to go to college. #how would he have the resources to go to college? and i just like the idea of steven muttering french verb conjugations to himself #in his little london flat. by himself. with his little fish. in that huge tank of his. #hhhhhhhh okay as long as i'm talking about my steven feelings #the fact that uh. steven was created to protect marc from trauma as a child and marc spent his adulthood protecting steven from trauma #adslkj i dont feel coherent enough to say this clearly. i disagree with SO MUCH fandom characterization of both steven and marc tho #child abuse ment // #moon knight /// #actually no i have to talk about this. steven was created as a layer of protection for marc right? as a place that he could escape to #so maybe he's awkward with women and cant get to his shitty customer service job on time but he came into being because he #made life easier for marc. #and steven is SMART and CAPABLE and HAS A SENSE OF HUMOR #there is so much fic and meta and whatnot where he's this bumbling idiot and i guess i can get where that comes from? a little? #but how could he have survived this long on the back burner of marc's brain if he was anything like fandom's portrayal of him? #i posit that steven is much better suited to handle like. paying bills and checking out in the grocery store than marc is. #not that marc CANT do those things but they probably freak him out more than steven's mundane low level anxiety #anyway. thats my too sense. #steven grant #mmkay #mcu

[cuntwrap--supreme]

Well, he was talking to me again. Now he's gone. Approaching three days now with no word. Legitimately don't understand. How can you be telling someone how much you want them and then not say shit for several days? This is what happened last time he stopped talking to me, too. It's as if he has to go do a hard reset for a week any time he shows vulnerability. I get that so many men are taught that emotions = weakness, but this is wack. Pack that toxic masculinity bullshit up and fucking kiss me already I swear to god.

#leon bitches #like this man knows I'm trans and shit. he doesn't care. but maybe he does on some level and that's why? #i just don't know #all i know is he's fairly conservative so it's weird that he has any interest in me whatsoever #like. i have blue hair - and pronouns! I'm covered in piercings and tattoos. I'm queer as queer can get. yet somehow we like each other? #despite being total opposites? #i think it's a thing of shared trauma and using humor to cope because despite the differences we're basically the same guy #it's bizarre #i don't even care if he doesn't want a romantic relationship with me. i just want him in my life somehow. #i have no problem being friendzoned or whatever. just don't tell me how much you want me and then ghost for a week. the fuck? #the happiest I've been in my adult life is when i was just chilling with him at work #guy knows how to cheer me up in just a few minutes. helps too that he's incredibly attractive and hilarious #and leaving that job felt like a mistake simply for the fact that I'd no longer see him daily #that was what kept me there for years. but the gm was a bitch and i eventually couldn't take it anymore #and i left. and it was 6 months of hell. i drive by that old job somewhat frequently and I'd cry every time #and then my friends insisted we go there one night. and we did. and i got his number. and i thought things were looking up. #and then he said he'd liked me for the better part of two years and i said I'd liked him for about 2.5 years. #i told him he's the only person I've met who I'd willingly sleep with. which isn't a lie. i don't get it but he's different. #and i thought things were looking hopeful. and then he didn't talk to me for a week. #comes back saying i deserve better than him. i say i disagree. shit starts up again. #and now he's gone once more and i feel... nothing. somehow. just empty. #i can't even cry. I'm not sad. i am completely void of everything but the depression and anxiety i can never shake. #he's been everything to me for years now. he's never acted like this. so i just do not get it. #but I'm not giving up on this. i can't. he means too much to me. he's been my inspiration for art and shit too #i think this is the closest I've ever been to being in love with someone truly. I'm not leaving just because he's wanting to be an ass #even though dipping out seems optimal. seems like the logical thing to do. #i had some random woman at a gas station trying to get me to go home with her the other day and i gotta say it was tempting #just so i could feel like i have some control over events happening in my life #but i didn't because what if she was really cool and i didn't want to hurt her by randomly leaving when guy starts talking again? #anyway. been sitting on my kitchen floor writing this for too long now. ass is cramped. im just big sad and don't know what to do

[just-barely-awake-thoughts]

cult survivors when you mention logical fallacies

#jbat #just barely awake thoughts #jbat queue #for context i am a cult survivor #ex cult #tw cult mention #i promise this gallows humor is coming from someone on the gallows and not a bystander #anyways if you mention logical fallacies around me be prepared to Explain #i still have a hard time wrapping my head around why they're fallacies #which is why i want so desperately to understand them #i understand them well enough to identify them usually #but not well enough to explain them #i can go 'that. seems like a fallacy of some sort' #but i can't. like. 'ah yeah that's not right because you're leveling and also x and y' or some shit #i think i understand leveling well enough tho so that's good #i'm getting there #slowly but surely #essay in the tags