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arthur-r · 10 days

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hello new self portrait just dropped which means this is officially what i look like now

#i have glasses now!!!! i’m not very good at drawing them but i sure have them on my face at all times shdhdf #and i recently started growing out my hair!!!! my distinctive bowl cut had a good run but i’m officially moving forward #i’ve also started exaggerating my big droopy sad eyelashes a LOT in pictures lately it’s part of my core identity now or something #(that’s not true shdhdf but i think my face knew about my puppydog destiny long ago and gave me puppydog eyes)#anyway i just haven’t drew anything in forever like i think i’ve drew four things that weren’t JUST notebook doodling. all this school year #(and one of those was vent art on paper and the other one was coloring with my little sister. so i’ve drew two things on ibispaint at all)#anyway i think my glasses suit me really good and i’m also really excited i can see the world really good now #i still have some vision problems from POTS that aren’t fixed but like. i can see detail in brick walls now and i’m obsessed #house fucker behavior i’m so sorry shdhdhdff (THIS IS A JOKE AND LIE. I DONT FUCK HOUSES)#(and i’m apparently a house m.d. kinnie so i wouldn’t fuck him EITHER cause we’re the same person i could never)#ANYWAYS i can see well finally and that’s good. and in conclusion i’m real tired and should go to bed #i took my meds at 9:30 then started drawing at 10 finished at 11:30 #and now it’s midnight and i’m long overdue to be asleep already. so goodnight world!!!!#i have a sleepover tomorrow night which is very exciting. and also work and homework as usual shdhdf #but in the meantime i get to sleep. for up to 12 hours!!!! here’s hoping #ok anyway!!!! goodnight!!!!#P.S. text or call if you need anything!!#me. my post. mine.#delete later (probably)

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savage-rhi · 9 months

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People aren't ugly. If you're not attracted to them, you're not attracted to them. That doesn't mean said person is hideous. I think I look like a wildebeast that got steamrolled by a cheetah mid bite, but I know there's at least five to ten people on the planet that think I'm so hot that I'm the creature causing global warming.

I know I sound like a Hallmark card at a Dollar Tree, but people are NOT ugly. I firmly believe this about humans. Their flaws make them beautiful af. Be kind to people. It's not that fucking hard.

Also, why the hell did I end up having this conversation with a grown ass man at a farmers market? I just wanted some fucking carrots.

#sorry needed to vent #this man #harry potter and the audacity of this bitch #would be his book title #he was so fucking mean to this poor girl #and her partner #that i was on this fuckers ass #im already having a fibro flare and I just want to go in get my shit and get out #this man was so balls deep in his lifted truck yee hawing bud light bullshit #that he pissed off the nonbinary cryptid that lives in the backwoods outside of town #that never says a god damn thing to anyone #i just wanted some veggies dude #you chose violence today

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beananium · 7 months

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my family don't be annoying about my weight challenge (impossible)

#vent #fatphobia #it's just. aughhhh #i'd rather be fat and enjoy the food i love instead of be thin and miserable #i just mentioned how my double chin feels funny (like is swollen) and never really noticed its feel #and my dad took that as an opportunity to be like “well its because you eat and don't exercise” like. ok #yeah i'm out of shape but thats because i've been too depressed to work out or even get out of the house #i've only recently improved because i got a job by sheer luck #i'm pretty sure i'm not going to shed 90 pounds by working out either #you want me to starve myself? huh? is that what you want mother fucker??#i wouldn't mind eating healthy either. i do love vegetables and fruits #its just that no one in this household knows how to prepare them properly INCLUDING ME #I CAN'T EVEN COOK WHAT I LIKE BECAUSE NO ONE IN THIS STUPID HOUSE WOULD EAT IT SINCE THEIR DIETS SUCK ASS BUTT AUGH #my dad has the audacity to drink nothing but soda and say this shit to me #my grandma's also been bitching about my health. thats how i found out she's been withholding all my health information from me for years #fuck my cringe ass fail family for real #sorry. back to your regular posting i just needed to get this out somewhere

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apple-os · 19 days

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ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni

#the salt just caught up with me and now im pissed #hi welcome to what i like to call a friendly reminder that hanging out with someone just because its convenient is kind of shitty #and a less friendly reminder that talking about yourself to connect with people is an autistic trait #and an even less friendly reminder that not telling someone if theyve done you wrong and then proceeding to blow up on them is ALSO SHITTY #ESPECIALLY. WHEN. THEY THINK. YOU'RE ON GOOD TERMS. BECAUSE YOU ACTED LIKE IT AND THEY CAN'T READ YOU.#IM REALLY FUCKING MAD #I THINK I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE.#the people who actually somewhat knew me and hung out with me and were on good terms with me think the same #so like BLEH MYEH :PPPPPPPPP #like okay youre entitled to your opinions but sometimes you need to keep those to yourself #did u see me insulting u to ur face #nope i have not done even once #and thats on getting better communication skills instead of lashing out at someone for trying to fit in with your own vibes #like yeah oversharing is my deal. anybody who sees me here knows that #i bond by being open with people about who i am and what i like in the hopes that theyll do the same #if u think im just around for gaming and making silly jokes u would be wrong.#but of course nobody told me people weren't there to bond like that which in my opinion shouldnt be on me #and once again i am outcasted over something honestly kind of fucking stupid #some of the jokes i made were stupid yes but thats solely because i severely misjudged the vibes #and checks notes oh yeah nobody pulled me up for it even once.#okay so let me get this straight you barely know me and have been making assumptions about me since day one #pretty much let me believe you liked me for two whole weeks instead of asking me about things or cutting me off #and im the one who gets treated like im in the wrong? okay #this miscommunication was not my fault in the slightest and i KNOW that #if you hadve just talked to me things would be fine but theyre NOT.#if you hadve just looked at my gosh darn profile and seen im the queerest fucker around making gay and homophobic type jokes maybe you woul #have had half the mind to ask me if i could stop making those jokes!!!!!!!!!#i am not transphobic!!!!!!! I AM TRANS!! I WAS MAKING A MOCKERY OF SOME TRANSPHOBIC CULTURE I HATE!!!!#i mightve vented on main ONE TIME under the guise of a silly joke but oh my god guess what?? that was an attempt to see if anybody related.#you never liked me in the first place dont lie to yourself

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roachemoji · 4 months

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#bo posting #vent #excuse me whil ei jut vomit complaints here #i have to buy anew phone #i have to pick up 3 different meds bc i put it off and im out of most of them #i havent ahd my t shot in over 2 weeks bc of this #like just my fault bc i never picked up my T lmao #i also have to get cat litter that the little picky fucker will USE #and i woke up with a sore throat #inflammed lymph node #and an ear ache #so i cant wear my headphones properly and i can hear EVERYTHING #and its driving me INSANE #like my own typing is driving me insane #i can hear the kitchen and movement and the birds bells and #its not things that can be controlled its just people xisting #and i want to explode bc i cant wear my headphones properly #if i wasnt about to spend more money than i want to tomorrow id order myself #some ear defenders #aughHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #EXPLODES EXPLODES EXPLODES EXPLODES

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purpleguysimp · 4 months

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If you cut in the fucking school lunch line you deserve suspension and humiliation via egging bcus why you acting like a fucking kindergartener in highschool

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toastingpencils37 · 7 months

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Bruh, the ninja's aim with the cannon is fucking ass.

Every damn time.

Lowkey also going to vent in the tags for a minute

#ninjago #tw vent #so of course I'm on day 1 of my period (which started yesterday afternoon) (right now I'm on day 2)#but anyways. At 7:40 am I get cramps in my thighs. And they're bad (though maybe not that bad. But I'm a bitch about cramps)#these fuckers stay until 9:26!!! And it was obvious I wasn't feeling great during Periods 1 & 2.#Because I was constantly fidgeting and in Period 2 I was messing around with my hoodie & constantly putting my head down #So anyways Period 2 and my cramps end. Time for break. My FUCKING BRACELETS are missing #Still don't know where they are at time of posting this except that they're at school #And I like these bracelets. to the point where if I find someone wearing them I WILL argue for them #And yeah my mom got them as a free gift from a company she buys from #But I like those bracelets. I'm so fucking willing to full on call someone out for wearing my bracelets #And bring to attention every feature that shows that it's mine. Like the fade marks or whatnot #So anyways. 3rd Period comes and goes. I get up to go and part of my jeans feel wet while I'm walking #like blood just leaked off the side of my pad wet. So I'm fucking walking like I pissed myself trying to get to the bathroom #and lo and behold.... Blood is on my fucking jeans. And it's not the hugest spot but I can fucking FEEL it #So I dry it the best I can (and swap my pad because it was FULL) then head to 4th #Trying to figure out whether I should ask my mom to bring me a pair or jeans. But indecisive because she's also working #So I text my brother. Bro just tells me to fucking decide for myself #So. Not wanting to impose on my mom (especially since I asked her to take pictures of my Stats textbook yesterday since I forgot to)#I just decide to deal with it #Anyways that's all just wanted to get that out there.#Everything's fine now. Except the bracelets. Hopefully I lost them in my 1st Period because apparently they aren't in my 2nd

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somelazyassartist · 1 year

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What do I have to do to never see graphic novel Taako ever again (/nbh)

#THAT FUCKER MAKES ME SO GODDAMN UNCOMFORTABLE I CAN'T STAND HIS FACE #I HAVE SO MANY TAGS BLOCKED TO TRY TO AVOID HIM BUT I STILL SEE HIM CONSTANTLY #NOT THE FAULT OF ANYONE HERE AND I GUESS IT'S UNAVOIDABLE WITHOUT LEAVING THE FANBASE ALTOGETHER #BUT HE MAKES MY FUCKING SKIN CRAWL I CAN'T STAND LOOKING AT HIM #ESPECIALLY AFTER GETTING 'THE ADVENTURE ZINE' AND HOW CAREY USED TO DRAW TAAKO #LIKE. THEIR OLD DESIGN FOR TAAKO WAS BORING BUT THE GN VERSION IS SO MUCH WORSE NOW #BECAUSE SHE LIKE. ACTIVELY CHOSE TO GIVE HIM VISUAL TRAITS THAT ARE VERY SIMILAR TO CERTAIN ANTISEMITIC CARICATURES #(WHETHER SHE KNEW THEY WERE TRAITS OF THOSE CARICATURES OR NOT DOESN'T REALLY CHANGE THE FINAL PRODUCT)#ESPECIALLY SEEING THAT SHE USED TO DRAW TAAKO IN A COMPLETELY NORMAL WAY #AND THE LOOKS PAIRED WITH HOW THEY CHANGED HIM TO BE SO MUCH CRUELLER AND GREEDIER IN THE GRAPHIC NOVEL....#LIKE. CAN YOU UNDERSTAND WHY HE GIVES ME THE FUCKING CREEPS #I CAN'T STAND LOOKING AT HIM I ONLY EVER ACTIVELY LOOK AT HIM WHEN DIRECTLY TALKING ABOUT HIM #I DON'T EVEN DISPLAY MY COPIES OF THE BOOKS. I ACTIVELY COVER THEM UP BECAUSE I CAN'T STAND LOOKING AT HIM #OUGHGHGGGHHHHH AGAIN THIS ISN'T DIRECTED AT ANYONE IN PARTICULAR #HE JUST MAKES ME FEEL SICK TO LOOK AT AND I SEE HIM CONSTANTLY DESPITE HAVING EVERY TAG I CAN THINK OF BLOCKED #(EXCLUDING TAGS THAT INVOLVE THE ORIGINAL SERIES. IT'S SPECIFICALLY THE GN THAT BOTHERS ME)#(I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT OUT OF THE PODCAST'S FANDOM BECAUSE I LOVE THE ORIGINAL)#(BUT THE GRAPHIC NOVELS OFTEN DON'T GET TAGGED WITH SEPARATE TAGS SO IT'S HARD TO FILTER OUT JUST THE COMICS)#(AGAIN LIKE. THIS MIGHT BE JUST ME AND I'M NOT TRYING TO VAGUE ANYONE BUT JUST. UGHGHHGHHGHHHHH HE MAKES ME SO UNCOMFORTABLE)#vent

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canisvesperus · 9 months

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#as an disabled Indigenous person working in conservation biology and collaborative intertribal stewardship #if you’re going to bitch and moan to me about how us being vegan doesn’t fit your political narrative about eevull vegunz fuck off my blog #motherfucker I’ll eat you #gringo go home your opinions are worthless as long as ur occupying our ancestral land fucker #nobody is pissier on the behalf of us than virtue signaling Becky from Idaho who thinks she’s a Celtic pagan when her ancestors were #colonizing Protestant pig farmers #How about you give us our fucking land back and stop invalidating us and treating us as props just to feel something in your bored pathetic #privileged life and then I’ll stop being annoying and I’ll shut up and you won’t have to feel guilty about the one thing that gets under #your skin more than everything else for SOME reason #I’m literally chill every single day of my life until I open this app and see the most chronically online losers larping as social activists #why aren’t you more bothered by us calling y’all out for the 2749374 other horrible things settlers are complicit in huh no it’s only #because the risk of feeling like an animal abuser is far worse than contributing to genocide appropriating culture and looking the other way #when your institutions abuse us. think about that why don’t you #ven talks #vent #memes #just for the horse meme I like to keep track. okay bye I’m still on hiatus

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mechawolfie · 1 year

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i get a therapist (HELL YEAH AWESOME, THIS IS GOOD !)

she tells me to apologize to my mom (HORRIBLE, I AM CONSIDERING MURDER)

#smudgy.txt #.vent #at first i was like yknow what that sounds like a reasonable adult thing to do ! ill do it! :]#then once the call was over i suddenly remembered 1) the details of what happened 2) my mom isnt a reasonable adult #& will most likely not take it in a way that wont trigger me more #i fucking hate when ppls first thought is to believe that the parents are in the right when their kid talks abt some shit that happened #when they dont know the full fucking story #& now im worry if i Try to explain more she either wont believe me #or say i'm too much for her to handle & drop me #& now im spiraling again #& i want to spend the weekend trying to get out of it but that won't be possible bc The World Does Not Stop #so i'm just going to have to deal w this shit all over again #how do i explain to these fuckers that i am a danger to myself BECAUSE of my family & i dont need to Be A Better Child #i need to get the fuck out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the only person who seems to understand this is my pcp but she cant do anything abt it bc the system is bullshit + its just not her job #& my sister is offering to help me but im terrified it'll cause even more drama in this family #bc my parents are incapable of handling anything like adults #i feel like im being torn apart in a million directions. i want to rest

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emeraldcreeper · 9 months

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Tired of being nice. Will yell at next inconvenience or moment I have to pretend like I don’t have 100 opinions on current situations

I mean I do have topics for what I wanna do in therapy now besides the way I’m trying to girlboss a autism diagnosis out of my new therapist, so working out getting out of the uninhabitable conditions of this hellhole and untangling my opinions from the toxic refuse of my extended family and one cool aunt and uncle who also make wack decisions will be the other parts, since honestly the mental illness is not coming from inside the house I’m being tortured daily by pain and the general issues of going I can’t comment on your life choices god damn it im so annoyed with you all you’re collectively homophobic transphobic assholes except my mom and I will never come back here again when I move, when I can be on my own I’m going to the southwest or somewhere with 4 seasons and no hatred of gay people so I can live out my spinster dreams alone as a goddamn hermit therapist

#I go to therapy Intake session Tuesday #god willing I get to yell about it and the fuckers causing my yell state will not bug me #it’s telehealth cause life is a prison #my grandma let my 7 year old cousin come back over #while bitching my mom and me out about not having food a place for him to sleep or entertainment #as if she couldn’t say no because she likes my moms siblings over us #if I had my way I’d probably never see them except Christmas #frankly I do not like them #I love my mom because she broke down the whole can’t say what’s in her head thing #fucking neurotypicals #vent

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loud-whistling-yes · 1 year

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I've always hated that book

Ok but seriously, and I'm not joking, at this point I'm willing to just give this away for free to anyone who wants it. My god I hate this thing so much someone who plans to marry and have kids and own cars and doesn't hold an extremely long standing grudge on an ex friend please just take it this thing its so stupid and terrible but such a waste of paper if I threw it away

#vent art #i fucking guess???#but seriously this book is the bane of my existence NO ONE I KNOW WANTS IT 😭😭😭#SERIOUSLY GUYS ITS A GOOD BOOK PLEASE TAKE IT I DONT WANT IT PLEASE #IT PROBABLY COSTED LIKE 100 RINGGIT AND ITS HARDCOVER AND SHIT ID DIE INSIDE IF I THREW IT IN THE TRASH #someone who wants it i swear to god please #do me and you a favour and just grab it #for free #anyways if someone gives me another fucking diary for my birthday tomorrow im gonna smack them with this fucker #but tomorrows gonna be a good day #im gonna have so much fun #would be more poetic if i could. yknow. get this stupid book out of my life though. just saying.

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system-error404-notfound · 2 years

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I’m feeling emotions

I don’t like them

#vent tw #can I just get rid of them please #I don’t like being a BPD holder LMAO-#bro I don’t even like BEING here #I was pulled out against my will and immediately got front stuck and the gatekeepers can’t get me out #so guess I’m stuck here fuckers 🖕#haven’t fronted in months…should’ve stayed that way

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flippedorbit · 2 years

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#why should I have to clear with my mom on whether I can or can’t get my hair recolored. I’m in ny senior year of high school and #this close to either dropping out or removing myself from existence. Why can’t I have at least some control over my fucking #body. I’m not allowed to get my fucking hair cut unless I clear it with her. I can’t wear the clothes I want to wear without her approval.#I can’t be my own damn self in the house I have to live in. I’m not even allowed to voice my own damn opinions without getting #yelled at. And yet everyone else can voice their opinion at any fucking point without being told to shut up or think differently.#I can’t be happy for more than a fee hours without someone in this fucking house raining on my parade. I can’t even watch #the shows I want to watch out in the living room because they’re all animated and these fuckers think pretty much any animated #show is anime. And for some stupid fucking reason these assholes hate anime. Literally only one of the shows I watch #is an anime. Its also the only show I watch because all anyone else in this house likes is fucking soap operas. They’re all #the same damn shit but a different show. They also have far worse scenes in them than half the things I watch.#vent