#get ready for the struggle posts

[thorninyourpaw]

can i see ur fav geoff pleaseeeee

HI I LOVE YOUNFOR ASKING ME THIS OMG YES GEOFF BLAST GO I HAVE SEVERAL

I nay have already posted some of these…. I hope Not

I just. I love his sweet smile more than anything!!

I’ll take any excuse to geoff post

#asks #< I HAVE AN ASK TAG NOW YAY #geoff my beloved #I’ve been struggling so bad trying to post this #??????? no idea why #help. #I’ll give you more geoff later too btw #geoff rickly #I’m going to a party n I’m trying to get ready but I’m coming back later

[lilbitofmac]

Man, I wish RDJ’s Sherlock Holmes had more fics in the fandom— the few that people have made are absolutely phenomenal, and I reread them all the time.

But god, you know what would solve this problem? IF THE THIRD MOVIE EVER CAME OUT 💀

#I completely get the struggle of writing movie scripts #I made plenty of scripts and one feature length on and it was hell to get through #but c’mon guys it’s been 11 years wHERE’S MY BOYS #rdj sherlock holmes #sherlock holmes 2009 #it’s so bizarre too because they made it sound like it was ready to release in 2020 #so are they still writing it?? or is it just stuck in post production hell? #also the fact that guy ritchie isn’t the director kinda makes me scared ngl

[bigbadaudi]

amber is the color of your energy X

#marble hornets #alex kralie #mh alex kralie #mh alex #hello kralie nation how are we today #time for me to kralie post in tags again get ready #today ive been thinking about alex and brians relationship #brian was one of alex's only friends as we learn in entry 84 #because literally no one else showed up to the auditions #except for brian #and brian wanted to include alex in him and tims hangouts because he saw he was struggling because no one else signed the audition sheet #brian picked up on that and wanted to include him #alex and brian spent what we can assume almost every day together shooting the movie #then operator happens #and alex KNOWS who hoodie is #and we never get to see how he initially reacted when finding out #one of the only people who gave him a chance was now tormenting him #fighting him #trying to KILL him #the star of his movie was the villain to alex #and he was ANGRY about it #i could keep going but im rambling already #anyways #marble hornets alex #owie art

[blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk]

cries softly I'M JUST READY TO OPEN THE ASKBOX DANGIT

not that I don't enjoy/not looking forward to what I have left... but I wish it was already done so I have new things to write!! or at least imagine writing lol

sometimes I have things sitting on my list for so long that the more I look at it, I'm imagining it more, and then it gets. idk. kinda like the equivalent of my brain chewing a piece of gum for a long time till it can't taste flavor anymore??

my brain is like "well I've already thought about it for a while, now you wanna actually write it down??? lol no" BRAIN WHY

like

does that make sense or am I just nuts XD

#mod post #*shakes my fist at the heavens* LET ME WRITE/RECORD AND BE EXCITED ABOUT SHIT AGAIN #I love everything I'm doing so let me just reiterate that I LOVE IT #but I will definitely say... it happens every single time #that the last 20-30 requests left make me STRUGGLE to get thru em #even if I'm really looking forward to doing them #my brain just wants to be done and have new stimulation XD #but hey I've got 7 things in the queue and 27 left so we're getting there!!! #I'm so excited to open the askbox again I CAN TASTE THOSE DELICIOUS NEW REQUESTS #if all goes well I'll be able to open things up in like 2 weeks maybe 2 and a half #it's a lil ambitious but I think I can do it #NaNo will prolly be started by the time I get the askbox open but that's ok! I was hoping to open it before NaNo started but it's all good #I'm still super excited #GET Y'ALL REQUESTS READY IT'LL BE HAPPENING /SOON/

[lesbianalanwake]

Monstress // Malevolent

#monstress #malevolent podcast #you can tell me 467367 details about something and i won't be able to jump the inertia hurdle #but mention eldritch possession and a power struggle and i'm pole vaulting there like LET'S GOOOOOOO #monstress comes back in TWO WEEKS! GET READY! #f: monstress #f: malevolent #*posts

[bmpmp3]

another old oc, she's a tooth fairy!!

#art #traditional art #watercolour #oc art #ocs #oc group: unsorted #oc: unnamed #i know ive definitely posted her a bunch before but that was a hot minute ago #gonna say something that sounds absolutely insane but hear me out: so ive been on a women drawing kick recently #hjlkfdjkfds LISTEN this is SO dumb but my oc situation has been kind of a sausage party in general recently because like #i wanted to make more women and this is gonna sound more insane but i think. i subconciously scared myself off from it because #i guess i felt like since im pretty alienated from a lot of common experiences of 'womanhood' that it would be like. disrespectful? #of me if i tried to write what i didnt know. which is an absolutely absurd thing to worry about because FIRST OF ALL #these are funy little ocs its not that serious AND SECOND OF ALL if i can write about robots and fairies and shit then i can definitely #make a cartoon character who struggles with the expectations and barriers placed upon women in our society and THIRD OF ALL #people who are further away from these experiences than even me will write whatever why cant i. plus at least i care to learn secondhand #anyway i noticed that weird ass subconcious restriction i put on myself for now reason and tossed it away LOL #get ready for all my strange women ocs...... get ready

[beth-bunkus]

Tomorrow, I'm going to be doing something very, very difficult. Any and all prayers are appreciated. Thank you. ;;;;;

#text post #don't feel like getting into this [at least not in detail] on the main post. but. #my cat has been very very sick #and I decided that it's finally time to say goodbye ;;;; #I'm struggling to come to terms with it. I don't feel ready #I told my mom that I feel like I'm about to put a fist through a stained glass window #but it's not about what I want. it's about doing right by her. #and I love her too much to let her keep suffering the way she has been #please. please please. pray for her to pass peacefully #and for me as I carry this grief #Beth squeaks

[thethingything]

I hate that we keep getting to about midnight and being like "okay I'm too exhausted to stay upright and my back hurts too much" and then accidentally falling asleep but then when we wake up a few hours later we're either just as exhausted or potentially feel even worse but our options are to either try and sit up anyway, or end up falling asleep again and getting a total of like 7 hours of sleep where absolutely none of it was actually restful

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #this happened again and we woke up maybe an hour ago and ended up kind of drifting in and out of sleep while trying to sit up #and did eventually manage to sit up but we're so weak and shaky and exhausted #and our body isn't really functioning very well. our dexterity is fucked and anything I pick up feels noticeably heavier than it should #I feel like I need to lay down again but I know what happens if I do that because this is what happened a couple of nights ago #and we ended up falling asleep again and waking up even more exhausted and then having to try and sleep again during the day #but only managed like a 2 hour nap and that seemed to be the only sleep that did anything but obviously that's not enough #it also means that the time between waking up and napping is basically just us trying to get ready for bed properly #while too brain foggy and dissociated to actually do anything #so the only time we get for actually doing other stuff is between like 4pm and maybe 11pm and then we get too worn out #except because we've been so stressed and fatigued we've ended up dissociating and struggling to do stuff during that time too #so we keep feeling like we've just wasted the day and not actually managed to do anything (including actually relaxing)

[asimplearchivist]

#I need to know which one I need to concentrate on getting finished/ready to post #I feel bad for losing my muse on PK and I think I know how to circumnavigate my writers block now #but I have the first chapter done for TIDH #and I’ve had YF done for months now but I’m conflicted on whether to make posts for the previous installments bc I want a masterlist for it #but to do that I’d want to revise them all and I’d have to take notes on all the continuity details I’ve established bc I forget them #uuuughh #y’all decide I’m struggling #writing #fanfiction #polls #mine #fisara's scrawlings

[risingsunresistance]

last final tomorrow, wish me luck o7

#got my financial aid sorted out and i'm ready to party #it's technically not my last final hut i'm opting to not do one of them lmao #i'll leave with a 72% C... it's fine #THIS CLASS IS BS MAN THE BOOK DOESNT EXPLAIN ANYTHING AND SOMETIMES STRAIGHT UP HAS NO INFO #LIKE THE QUIZ WILL ASK ABOUT A SPECIFIC TERM. I KEYWORD SEARCH THE TERM. NO RESULTS #i hate it i'm not taking ur stupid final 0/10 class i only took it for extra hours anyways #ANYWAYS my final tomorrow is scary and i'm not expecting much. i just wanna pass the class #it's the only class i'm at risk of failing ;-; i'm just struggling to do work *fast enough* #my homework is fantastic and i think my project went well. but i keep doing terrible on tests bc i cant work that fast #we're given an hour to do three problems (same length as homework) and im gonna be honest that would take me closer to 3-5 hours... #but the final is two hours so maybe there's some hope for me #chat #gn btw o/ havent been reblogging the goodnight post but whatever i'll get back to that one day #maybe

[tvrningout]

guess who just finished delwyn's bio B)))

#BABY BOOOOY #there might be some editing later but i'm happy for now!! #also so sorry that bio's are basically lil story snippets now asdfg i cannot stomach writing a summary of my muses' lives anymore #unless i do a bullet point style like i have for ciaran and yoshi and that's bc the inspiration wasn't hitting me at the time #it just isn't fun for me to write and i don't think it ever was?? which is why i struggled so much with it #bc whenever i write these kinds of bios with ' chapters ' i really enjoy them and don't have nearly the trouble #anyway -- tangent aside!!! i'm so excited to have delwyn on this blog!!! #he's staying as a test muse just while i get the feel for his character again #writing his stats and rambling about him on the dash will definitely help with that :' ) #but for now i'm taking a wee break uvu and making a note to myself to talk about lif's line of magic #bc while there isn't exactly element-specific magic in dorverold -- or it isn't common #lif's line of magic can involve the seasons and thus the elements #that's the basic gist but i do need to put it in a post #ANYWAY i'm gonna maybe watch something spooky bc that's been the vibe #if anyone has recommendations send them my way bc i love hearing about stuff y'all like! #get ready to ramble | ooc

[pepprs]

currently.

#purrs #what if i was experiencing ordeals so mortifying and horrors so horrible i could not talk about them to anyone in full honesty and truth and #transparency not even the dearest people in my life who love me and actively want to support me and listen to me or my tumblr mutuals who #are literally my bestest friends who live in my phone and in some cases outside of it so instead i locked myself in my rapunzel tower and pr #proceeded to cut off my hair and then cut off my dress and then cut off my brain so it could stop perceiving stimuli and reacting to it #despite wanting to get better and thinking it’s getting better and i couldn’t even tell my therapist because he doesn’t get me but it takes #too long to find a new one and i don’t have time and also my tower was getting renovated and also i was a little bug who was getting. #crushed by giant rain drops falling on my shell and bending my antennae so im dizzy and also it’s as almost midnight and i had to be up at a #work awake in 6 hours and ready to fscilitwtbeblike 3 things but i was screaming and howling and pounding on the floor over the dumbest most #normal sjit in the entire world that i couldn’t tell anybody i was struggling over because it would make everybody in the world blow up and #die and explode. what if i had to communicate the horrors through memes and vague posts every single day and that was all that was truly at #my disposal and everyone thougut i was being weird and standoffish and mean but really i was pulsing hurt like a strobe light every second o #of every day. becaus ei think if all of that was true i would simply go to sleep without doing the dishes and redacted redacted redacted red #redacted. and i wish i could. but i can’t. I’m just a little beetle and the rain drops are so huge. lol #delete later #puslng INCOMMUNICABLE hurt *. like morse code. like fire flies. Because literally… 💡💡💡💡💡 #<- girl who has had separation anxiety since the day she was born. but also girl who never texts anyone back. girl who is a hypocrite 🥰