#gia rambles

[prctty-birdie]

Today is not a good day; I just want to disappear without leaving clues and find some rest, but that's not how the world works.

I fucked up real bad this time and just because I was selfish.

Guess I really deserve this, huh?

No friends to hug, no family to come back to, no house, I'm just empty and I hate myself for it.

If I disappear from here, it's okay; I just don't feel fine and my chest hurts, that's it.

Don't worry, I'll come back

#gia rambles

[second-hand-literateur]

was gonna have an early night last night after watching the first ep of Cabinet of Curiosities and snuggling w my roomie but instead other roomie came back from LA and we invited three other ppl and took tequila shots until 1:30 AM. Now I’m hungover and it’s my first day at my new job <333

#i love it here #Gia rambles

[ramshacklerumble]

i'm fighting the urge to switch gia's vc to asuna tomari, specifically for her role as chilchuck tims

#idk i hear chilchuck speak and its like the same tone and everything #currently gia's vc is aoi yūki (mispelled in gia's character preview bc im an idiot) #anyway i chose aoi yūki for her role as mao mao from the apothecary diaries #mao mao happened to be a very large inspo for gia #but chilchuck's voice resonates a lot stronger with me LEL #anyway im just rambling #gar speaks

[cannivalisms]

grutuals (greek mutuals) (or any mutuals) come here. i have made glyko tou koutaliou stafyli and i will feed it to you cupped from my hand like a horse

#honestly this is the silliest win in the world bc like… essentially what happened is i told my pal i missed some greek sweets and he was #like oh what ones.. so i started listing stuff #kormos… loukoumades… glyko tou koutaliou… etc #and he’s like yeah yeah hm how sad yeah #and then later?? rolls up to dnd having just. made me the latter #this is not the first time he has made me treats to thank me for dming (and also bc he loves baking) #but it’s the first time i asked for the recipe #and he sent me a video of a greek woman rambling in greek with the bare minimum subtitle for 8 minutes #he sat. and watched this video. understanding not a word. and he made it for me. and it banged #the world is so beautiful sometimes alhtheia siginithika gia kapoio logo #greek.txt #notnow #anyway i got jealous and also made some is my point the minute i come back home for easter it’s over for all of you

[fleshdyke]

songs that make it feel like your fucking brain is being boiled

#untitled god song hayley heynderickx. #romans 10:9. this year. deuteronomy 2:10. all tmg. #silvia the antlers. honestly all of the hospice album. #all of preacher’s daughter ethel cain. #for flora gia margaret. #body to flame lucy dacus. #spiracle flower face. #icarus luvbug. #youth daughter. #elephant jason isbell. #AUAAUGHHH. MUSIC #rambles

[chokkito]

WYDM THAT ANALOG HORROR LOOKING ASS GOT BITCHES

Blasts you with the power of yaoi

#🤡 rambles #🤡 ocs #🤡 identity v #gia :]

[filledwithair]

Midnight Cries- Chronically Unfinished

The Wedding Song- I know there's Heaven, but we must be higher

Bonds- Tied to a memory buried in my room

The Aftermath of You- Accompanied by the ghost of who used to be

In some Indy music magazine...

..."Midnight Cries", the EP after Seven's departure, is probably the most intimate work of Chronically Unfinished to date, especially, of their new and only lead singer. Maze allows us to take a peek to her emotional labyrinth after the breakup. Guided by her music and her lyrics, we feel the sadness that runs deep in the songwritter and, despite that, numbness and apathy seem to be the final emotions that artist leaves us with.

Please someone listen to The Wedding Song and Reneé Rapp's whole album it's a masterpiece

and of course this MC belongs to the world of @infamous-if that lives rent free in my mind, thank you very much Amy

When i first created Gia i thought of not letting her to mourn properly the break up with Seven, i didn't allowed her to sing about it but it doesn't feel true to her character anymore.

Gia wrote Midnight Cries as a way of channeling all that hurt, gathering those feelings so hard to process and putting them in same place. She chose music especifically an acoustic album, and tried to reduce the songs to the minimum, no unnecesary sounds or lyrics, or instruments just a melody and the feelings she wanted to put out.

Although all those feelings were "loud" what Gia's voice transmitted was mostly numbness, it didn't matter that lyrics and the music evoked melancholy, Gia wasn't ready or didn't want to be ready to deal with the aftermath of the fight and the consequential break upbecaluse that would mean admitting it ended, so she hid behind not feeling. It was a contradiction and she knew it but again chose not to acknowledge so when de EP was out she buried it deep and take refuge in her stage persona, Maze.

The pictures used as covers encapsule more or less the meaning of the songs. The EP cover is the sculpture of Cesare Mancini's tomb by Franceaco Fabi-Altini. The Wedding Song is Il Sacrificio, by Leonardo Bistolfi; Bonds is Daniele Accossato, Pallet n°1 and finally, The Aftermath of You is a piece by Daniel Arsham from his exposition Paris 3020. I chose thos sculptures mostly because Gia is a history major and also draws so it seemed fitting.

#oc: gia di fiore #infamous if #infamous #mostly me rambling #and trying to delve deeper into my mc mind #i have way too much free time #and mostly infamous brain rot

[yuan4i]

kafffkaaaa bannnnerrrrr todayyyyyy 😍AND NIGHT MARKET AT 8 PM LESGOO 🤑🤑

#⁺◟✿ rambles #i have 198 pulls for kafka #almost 200 #and guranteed too 🫦 #PLS GIMMIE A NEW PHANTOM SKIN FOR NIHHY MATKEY #OR AT LEAST GIAS VANDAL

[dayabot]

they are cute i fear

#now for something completely different oops dropped reunion gia gifs on the flo #i kinda love them and im raw over the elimination right now i would like to not speak on it #gia was just happy to be there and be nominated :') #gia metric #.gif #wholesomely cringe queens who ramble a lot my beloved actually #can u believe i made a gif that isn't daya ooh she's versatile #cdr

[sadgirlautumn]

Wait is it true that you can’t change shows? Because then I’m awake for nothing!! 🙃

#like come on what’s the point of presale if you can’t even Gia #guarantee* the show you want #i hate Ticketmaster (unless I get my tickets then I love you) #autumn rambles

[prctty-birdie]

When tears for fears sang:

"It's my own remorse;

Help me to decide,

Help me make the most of freedom and of pleasure

Nothing ever lasts forever..."

I felt that and was just like having my heart being ripped apart, out of my chest by cold gruesome hands.

#i think it`s time to stop listening tears for fears #for good #but at least i got hit by a goddamn brick #and it`s the fault of this hellsite #especially fanfic writers #because of their headcanon of st #most specifically steve harrington #and the fact his vecna song #would literally be watch me bleed #by this exact duo #yeah #I`m done here #tears for fears #gia rambles

[billboooo]

hi gay people I miss you

hello ! i'm so sorry we haven't been active as much :[

#ran rambles #raccoon gia 🦝

[yjhgvf]

Honesly just came from hesheloves person, and I question why they be simpinh for a kid like Briar? Why not someone big and fat like Gia? Like, have you seen fat titties and booties? 😋😋😋

Listen bud, I'm into hot chubby women too, but let's not sexualize minors of any kind, alright?

No sexualizing Briar and no sexualizing Gia.

#also gia isn't fat my guy #answering cool questions #yj’s cool ramblings #important

[reidsaurora]

today on "why did @dungeons-are-too-cold and i have to be planted on opposite sides of the country" we discuss the stranger things characters as dogs at 10:00 pm

georgia u don't understand that i'm 🤏🏻 this close to just moving out to the west coast

#this isn't fair #i wanna do this in person #gia i miss you #emmy rambles #georgia 🌈 #my auroras 🪩✨️

[othercrossee]

Giacomo looks so fun to draw but I will probably fuck it up

#z rambles #one like and i will draw my boy gia #dont fucking like this post

[chokkito]

good evening my dear comrade shall we bingo

OF COURSE but only if you send me more rodya pics 🙄💅/j

#🤡 rambles #gia :]