#girl u outed someone help

[rainswept]

ok who else dislikes wriothesley immensely

#✦ . ⁺ ⏳ i. house of the hearth. #he’s cool but i can’t forgive him for how he treated lyney/lynette/freminet sorry.. #maybe he can redeem himself later but! #i know where my loyalties lie. and they lie with those three idc idc #can u imagine causing someone extreme mental distress and then just turning around and sipping tea like nothing happened #“he’s slowly getting pickled out in the brine” #and the fact that the traveler and paimon are on good terms w/ him and sigewinne after?? #like girl no you literally fuckin tranquilized lyney that’s not cool 😭😭 idc WHY you did it #the fact that we were on good terms w/ sigewinne and wriothesley right after the archon quest #but had to do lyney’s story quest to be on good terms with him again #not. cool. i would’ve switched those honestly #maybe i’m just a fatui liker i can’t help it 👎 #they’re just.. they’re cool okay..

[wizardnuke]

i love dnd..i love playing heavy utility/support/backfield and i love having three to six attacks in a turn and an insane ac. at heart im a support player ill get my hands on whatever we're missing in a group

#looks at a druid a fighter and a bard fighter. okay cleric time. #i LOVE playing cleric turns out. #though abjuration wizard is still super super fun its a different flavor of support #it's not buffs it's 'i am going to transfer literally all that damage to myself and war caster style succeed my witchbolt concentration' #doing insane amounts of damage while taking damage (+ with temp hp and then just a lot of hp. im taking the tough feat as soon as possible) #aabria iyengar was right these abjuration wizards are craaaazy. but war domain clerics also fuck hard #my abj wiz is very much an experiment in 'what if someone who is not at all suited to this life tries to adapt as well as she can' #the point is that she isn't a cleric. do u understand. she's not a cleric and that's the point it's the. hbbbgbfhb. she's out here #functioning as a combat medic on some aasimar features + healing kits/potions + arcane ward. Look At Me #i also really enjoy playing nonreligious characters in these worlds where deities 100% exist not in a 'fuck the gods' way but in #a way somewhere between 'i'm all i need' and 'i called and no one answered' and 'may or may not go on an insane power hungry spiral and #try to get a touch of godhood' which is in part very due to my own agnostic and people-loving heart and 'haha what if i icarused this girl' #a resentful caution towards gods an immense respect towards religious companions and 'when your god isn't here to help. i will be' #anyway REACTION arcane ward you don't take damage im fine. next turn reaction shield ward's back up. the thing is. #she will drive her hp down. the ward isn't much like it goes past that temp hp. it's 14hp that shit goes down and carries to her hp #but it never drops. any leveled spell puts hp back into the ward. a 1st lvl shield puts it at 2hp and she can use it again #she is not suited for these conditions but my god it is fun to watch. i care her. #i explained that subclass feature to a player that's not in that campaign and said. like. yeah she can take damage. when her ward drops to #0 it carries to her. any leveled abj spell puts it back up. and she can use it and drive her hp down again. #do u understand what i am explaining to u! do you get it! she is and has always been a punching bag! #she was a very valuable asset to the army and the group she was drafted! into. because when she's there. people just don't fucking go down #aside from her. aside from her. AAAAH. she's so cool. she is very smart i am still riding the high of critting every turn w witchbolt and #reacting to ward a party member against a crit that would have dropped him by taking the hit herself. and she didn't break concentration #badass

[oatbugs]

i either need to restart therapy or i need to start shooting again . one of those is much cheaper than the other 🏹

#the recovery is honestly too slow for exam season like girl get it tgth rn !! trying to let go of someone except its like #i feel all the pain they ever felt and all the love i could feel all at once !! and every time i feel like i hate them i remember what they #went through in the past etc. anyways whenever i go thru a hard time doing structured exercise genuinely helps sm #not just like . working out on my own . it used to be martial arts and then archery #i miss archery sm #it doesnt count as exercise but acc for me it does bc my arms are so weak lmao #and also u do have to train upper body 4 it #anyways #yh #miss it #miss therapy also but significantly less than archery

[hella1975]

“hello, it’s maintenance” NOOOOO

#GET OUT OF MY FUCKING FLAT ITS NOT EVEN 10AM #‘two flats have been randomly selected and it’s yours and-‘ FR?? IN THE WHOLE FUCKING BUILDING??? DIE THERES LIKE A HUNDRED FLATS HERE #I need to start trading them for something #yes u can come into my flat unprompted at early hours of the morning #but in exchange u need to tell me the exact shade of paint used on the walls so I don’t get fined for the marks I’ve left fucking EVERYWHERE #that’s fair imo. cough up #god I had awful cramps last night like almost as bad as what I used to get with my period #but i also feel like I hallucinated it like I was half asleep so who even knows #I woke up sweating bc my electric blanket was on full blast which I remember doing to help the cramps so ig it was real? #but also why tf was I having periodesque cramps to begin with #we’re past that girl someone tell my uterus she’s doing too much #hella goes to uni

[cinna-bunnie]

i had a fun day 2 day ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა everyone has been so nicey 2 me all day from the minute i left my house earlier ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠

i went to a Retreat for the first time for work earlier 0: and I did SO good for being up since 2am it didn't even feel like it 💀

it was so chill i drove like an hour away but Away from the city so there wasn't rly traffic and the mountains r so pretty 2 drive thru (❁´◡`❁) got some rain n v low clouds and since it's autumn there's all these pretty colors. i took an edible on the way n was just jammin out n enjoying the scenery among the many safe opportunities 2 look

and then at the thing we got 2 do different ice breakers n go on decently long breaks; i got 2 hang in different groups n actually Talk w a bunch of ppl which i never have time for omg. it's nice working at a legal nonprofit, i would NOT want to do this with corporate mfs !! 😹

went around n said hii to the enbies and i ran up a hill that looked a lot smaller than it was, i made it like 80% of the way before my legs were immediately like no girl we're done !! but my brain was like but it's Right There, and i struggled 2 finish the climb but I Did !! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა and i was so so tired i do not remember ever being that winded before 💀 getting down was so much slower n worse bc my legs were Done and when i finally made it to the bottom i laid flat on my back for like 15m, and when when i made it back to sit n chill i still need like 10 more minutes akskska. i do not b exercising !! i just wanted 2 play it looked fun and i got excited (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

in between things i was working on my sister's choker n kept winding up w a group of ppl around me 2 talk to about it and just talk 2 in general n the company was rly nice (❁´◡`❁) ♡ had a lot of different kinda talks 2day!! everyone is a sweetie!! some ppl r so funny n chill and i rly hope 2 get 2 talk more casually w people perhaps As Friends when i go in 👉👈

there's one girl in particular who is rly cute n sweet and i want 2 see her again ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა when I got home finally i had 2 hop on my work laptop real quick 2 look up her name again 2 make sure i didn't forget ☝️😌 we do not work at the same office but hii i am visiting next week 🐇

yippee!!!! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა !!!

#i think i have become an introverted extrovert at some point 0: #which is rly nice bc my social anxiety was SO bad at the beginning of the year like i didn't even know where to start skskdksk #but i kinda figured it out? but it's also just being me? idk.. much 2 think. but i made good progress #i am getting a good grade in being funny and nice and talking to people !! #i want 2 kiss someone on the forehead #omg but if there's ANYONE who deserves a kiss it's this old lady who lives a few buildings down on the way to my car #where EVERY time i see her she always has something so so sweet to tell me about how i look #today she said I'm always looking fancy (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ and more but that's the main thing i remember besides the small talk #and the first time we met she asked me if i was a model fr and she's told me I'm cute and I'm just like PLEASE SKDKDKS #i can't fully tell if you're just really sweet or kinda 👀 at me but girl u r so sweet like hello do u Want a hug or a kiss ?? i love u !! #old ladies have a warmth they fill u with that just take the weight of Everything off ur shoulders n leave u feeling full n happy!! #bless old ladies fr!! literally my favorite people to interact with always i love u abuelas everywhere u r everything to me and i would do #anything for u !!!! i miss getting to help friends grandmas w stuff as a kid 🥺 it was just always great 2 talk 2 them and be close n on #good terms n stuff :3 i was the same way with their moms hehe. hi hello i want 2 help !! (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) #my friend is being lame and acting embarrassed but i love you please talk to me i am so so interested and think you're really #cool and funny and sweet and wise actually ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠ i wanna be around u if u wanna hang out #even if it's as simple as getting 2 help in the kitchen n always helping w dishes n stuff ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა aaa ♡⁠ #omg i was late 2 the thing too and missed the breakfast and there's this sweet energetic old lady who's always like #omg u didn't get to eat? do u want this? can i get you some coffee or tea? and I'm always just like no no it's okay I'm gonna get it but #appreciate the offer and just ૮ – ﻌ–ა she is always looking out 4 me !! but she's just a sweetie like that !! #i think sharing food is a universally good way 2 make friends and it always warms my heart 2 meet ppl who r the same (❁´◡`❁) #they r always so so sweet 😭🥰 for my astrology girlies i correctly guessed that she's a taurus hehe 😼 #there's another old lady who's an office manager for one of the offices n she is so soft spoken n sweet and i wish i got 2 hug her n talk #to her more 🥺 she's so far though omg i don't get to see her in person much #n e ways i work w some really warm bubbly ppl ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა i am a happy girlie 2day!! then im going Serious Mode again tmrw 🫡 #oo i get to setup like an Actual server for a rack w linux and it's being delivered 2 my place tomorrow 0: I'm excited abt it as a project #AND my new jewelry came in today along w some cute underwear we r starting this wk off strong !!! #there was so so much more frm 2day i am just rly stoned n thinking abt it all (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) #if u actually read all of my ramble ily ty for letting me Talk ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა ♡⁠

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP

#take One Guess who im talking about. YES ITS KOI BOI #hes so prettyyyyy and cute and lovely and i love looking at him i wanna hear him speak and laugh and sing just AAAAAAAAAAAA #(turns to my own brain) BITCH WE ARE MEANT TO BE AROACE WHY ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH TWO FICTIONAL CRIMINALS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING????? #my brain: (that fuckin anime girl gif from evangelion (i think??)) #like fuuuuuck man is it self shipping if u use a proxy? like. hes an oc but he's a stand in for me. he is me and i am him but we also arent #he is his own person and i am my own our lives are very very different but i use him to express love for Mad Dog and Koi Boy #cause they could actually love him if i were in their world i wouldnt stand a chance but my boy has one so he loves them for me #its far easier to imagine him kissing them than it is for me to imagine myself kissing them but that might be because im wired weird #idk it *feels* like it counts yknow. my dumbass out here gettin jealous when i see a Certain Ship cause like i disagree with it on #a Fundamental Level. and on TOP of that half the time the art is so CUTE and im like 'motherfucker that should be ME' or i guess my lad but #STILL am i making sense?? doesnt help that i worry im like. misreading what content i have but also fuck you i can do what i want and also #i get him more than yall kgyugkhjhk (jk jk. Unless) basically when i call them my boyfriends i fuckin mean it #look its Real Missing Nishiki Hours i love him i wanna kiss his perfect face someone shoulda shown him love i could save him and he could #make me worse <3 I Want Him #and do not get me wrong i may be focused on him but Majima is still my wifey too!!! hes mine you cant have her <3 #i just have koi boy brainrot i very much desire them Both (YES THAT MIGHT BE WHY I SHIP THEM TOO LOOK I ALSO THINK THEYD WORK WELL TOGETHER #OR AT LEAST HAVE A FUN DYNAMIC TO EXPLORE I SHOULD DATE THEM AND THEY SHOULD DATE EACH OTHER WE ALL HAVE 2 HANDS) #might delete this in the mornin who knows but im feelin silly i wanna talk about them i wanna talk about my boy but idk if ppl would really #GET IT yknow i can think of maybe Two People and that INCLUDES bestie but just aaaa point is i love my koi boy so much hes so lovely <3 <3

[minglana]

never again telling a cishet person that i had a "boyfriend" in middle school that lasted two months. what the fuck do you mean you dont understand that society pushes women to seek relationships with men, leading lesbians to also try out relationships with them to see "if it feels right"

#i also had to explain to her that gender=/=genitals today #which was actually a really interesting conversation bc she ended up deconstructing gender roles a little bit more #theres a trans guy at the dorms and she didnt understand why someone would want to be w a guy with 'girl parts' or viceversa #but she genuinely asked from a place of curiosity and not out of malice bc once i got her to understand that gender is literally made up #by society to sell heterosexuality. it was smooth sailing and she understood completely <3 #but alas she didnt get that just bc i had a 'bf' for 2 months where we maybe held hands twice. it doesnt mean im less of a lesbian #that added with the fact that i also made out w my best friend a few yrs ago. so she just ended up saying #'huh maybe you wont end up being a lesbian after all' no thank u i tried it (being attracted to men) and i much prefer lesbianism #bc i dont have to pretend to be attracted to women. hope this helps <3 #xarraire

[moophinz]

#h u h #what does it mean RGG #that is certainly a thing that is going to happen I guess #yakuza #ryu ga gotoku #like a dragon #lad8 #y8 #I will now use the rest of the tags to rant #I REALLY hope this isn’t about to be a romance focused game I detest the majority of romantic media in any capacity #I’m well aware of the fact that the game is apparently going to have a huge plot but personally I’m not a fan of someone trying to #sell me something under the idea it’s heavily linked to romance in someway #yeah I know that this is only a fraction of things to come but this Ichiban/Saeko stuff feels really out of left field #nothing in 7 set that up and I’m sitting here like oh god help I’m so confused #it doesn’t help matters that I also don’t care for lead boy lead girl romances unless someone can ACTUALLY put effort into them and do #a good job crafting the relationship #I have no idea where this is going at all or where it even came from #feels like I’ve been thrown into the middle of point A and point B but I can’t see either of the points like a line that blurs either way #into the distance #and what does Kiryu mean with what he said??? #if they throw another lady at him I’m going to roll off a cliff #being honest I don’t feel hyped right now I just feel deeply confused over well literally everything #I’m just soooooooo completely lost 💀💀 I really hope they start connecting the dots eventually #so yeah on a personal level I feel very 😐🤨 about what they’ve shown so far #the America thing is curious but nothing major but the everything else is h u h? #RGG is taking me on a hell of a bumpy road and I keep hitting the roof of the car

[jrueships]

...another day.. another jabari yelling at alpey for a defensive play 😭

#not the commentators making fun of their lovers quarrel 😐 #lol look at jabari pleading lol #love how jabari immediately whips his head around and starts chewing alpey out before the ball can even hit the ground #alpey constantly trying to push the full government name agenda on jabari and jabari just never caring #ALPEY!!!! #alpeys nervous flouncy hand gestures when hes getting scolded 😭 #'oh.. i am just a girl... leave me be...' #'NO ALPEY!! U ARE N OT JU S T ARE GIRL!! YOU ARE AN ALMOST 7FT GIRL WHO NEEDS TO hELP-- m E !!!!!!!‼️‼️' #HE LP mE!!!! #ud*ka doesnt even need to coach alpey hard like someones already doing that clearly LMAO #i wonder if alpeys changed his stance on his statement #'this american is... giving me a stomach ulcer from stress 😕' #jabaris so violent with his hisses 😭😭 like each word is a cobras strike #every day the rockets remind me theyre the rockets . #jaba #alpey

[unusualshrimp]

hmm gender thoughts

#the people who made pronouns page have another website right #and one of the options there is you can pin your gender on a gradient that goes hypermasculine -> androgynous -> hyperfeminine #and it's like a linear gradient and i hate that SO MUCH. this is hostile architecture for Me Specifically #[disclaimer that if you find that type of thing helpful that's completely fine] #but anyway my gender is like. im a guy but not in a trans guy way #and im a girl but NOT in a cis girl way and i call myself girl in my head a lot but i am a bit Sensitive about how other people use it? #and im always thinking too hard about ''are they acknowledging my 5D chess gender or subconsciously saying it because of my appearance'' #if someone called me androgynous or whatever im stabbing them though. idk that just feels so... gender neutral? and im not gender neutral #do ya feel me. #i feel a bit silly typing all this but ah this is the transgender website i think u all would understand me #im a guy like. you know the weird guy who shows up overdressed to casual events but he looks nice so its fine really #and also like. guy who always wears black and looks cool [the cool might just be in my head but thats fine] #and. i might have to think harder abt how i feel regarding Girl ™. i dont want to discard it because i do love doing my own thing with it #but also like being perceived as a cis girl (intentionally or unintentionally) makes me want to jump out of my body. lol. anyway #this is all so sucks honestly my favourite gender is just creature. #you see a thing so weird you just go '' oh god what is that'' and not gender. although i do like the flavour of it/its that is so niceys... #like yeas i want to be a scary looking thing (unattainable) but also.... what if i was jus a lil creature. #and i sat at your door and made 🥺 faces until u let me in and then i sat cosy near your fireplace for a bit... thatd be nice #i dont want to worry about gender anymore i want headpats....................... #oh jesus uhh #long post #<- for the tags

[beecampbell]

my absolute worst red flag is that feeling of disgust that shakes through me whenever i find out someone is a christian and i think ill keep waving it

#like just... ew #and i knooooooow people are allowed to believe what they believe #but when Micarah Tewers said people within her faith told her god would be disappointed in her for being depressed #my heart fucking sank #i just dont understand how someone could be in that atmosphere of constant fear and guilt #over every damn thing they might do or want to do #and be like yes this is fine this is how im gonna live #girl get out!!!! #born to fish forced to post #idk how to explain it #it kind of feels like a betrayal #when i thought someone was cool and they pull something like 'thankfully god helped me through that challenging time in my life' #a gut punch fr #like awww fuck i thought u were actually cool but you're just a fake cool christian

[ralofofriverwoods]

My dream job is to get commissioned by dropout for a d20 season’s artwork. This is currently impossible however, because of a barrier called. No way to get paid currently. And also, more importantly, I would explode immediately into a thousand little bits like u do in Lego Starwars.

#also my parents would surely kill me with an m32 rotary grenade launcher. or by classic stoning #assuming they ever found out lol #idk I have a long long way to go before it’s even a possibility. but a girl can daydream! #when u admire ppl so much you can’t help but think about working for them… #buck wild that I’m dreaming about working for someone. but here we are #dropout;s people do seem like an absolute pleasure to work with though #between Brennan and Rick and Aabria and the many other amazing ppl that work on those shows? #twould be insane #in the best way possible #random #dimension 20 #idk if I should put this in the actual tag bc #tired sick midnight rambles #but like it’s one small text post. it’s fine lmao

[minarcana]

still thinking abt viv sending me her caps from uri at the vday cutscene. punching dirt about him and moen being Best Fuckign Friends. i love them so much. moen was so determined to wrangle this loser. god bless. i love moen and i would kill and die for her. so would uri except he cant. i cry every day

#also its STILL so weird to me that for a while xiv was trying to make it read as if uri was Weird about moen?? #like girl you try to have that and (even before they rewrote that) saying moen is SUPER DETERMINED to be his friend?? #have u ever BEEN a girl?? if someone is Weird about u..... u know. and u dont go EXTREMELY OUT OF YOUR WAY to get them to hang with u #i know this i spent a summer as a girl once for a social experiment /j #punching dirt he and moen loved each other sooooooo much. best fucking friends. his favourite food is the snacks she made. im cry #going to be ETERNALLY ANGRY about them fridging moen. for WHAT. she was TOO STRONG #revive her. i want her to be able to swing uri around by his midriff like a cat. #i love her so much she is everything to me. i would do anything for a huge purple woman. #me kicking uri out of the way move it gayboy im bout to find out if shes single #do u think shed make me snacks too. i think shed make me snacks. im only slightly less pathetic than uri #we love uri getting adopted by jocks as a fun little bestie #i am never not emotional about moenbryda my best friend #i ALSO have a good best friend of mine ive known my whole entire life and who helped me become able to socialize. i know the feeling!!!!! #i know it!!!!!! #IM LITERALLY SO NORMAL ABOUT MOEN I JUST LIKE HER SO MUCH SHE IS LARGE AND PURPLE AND MY FRIEND

[genderfreakxx]

Having my cringe era NOW because Arin Gamegrumps is SO girl to me and I’m not afraid to say it

#to clarify this is cringe because you should never tell someone to come out. or speculate on their identity really #but I’m like. just come out already you deserve it #I’m not pushin any label in particular or nothin I just have my own trans radar and I swear to god it’s off the charts for arin gamegrumps #and by trans I don’t mean inherently binary or nonbinary I just mean That Persons Gender is Queer in Some Way I can Feel it #and by ‘it’ I mean I get this sort of second-hand longing from them that seems to be tied to gender in a notably queer way #anyway. I’m probably totally wrong. but. I HAD to say it #blithering on  #arin hanson #game grumps #okay so to go even further in my cringe unnecessary and invasive speculation: #I just can’t help but get the feeling that arin feels a special sort of connection to femininity and girlhood #but- based on my years and years and years of watching his content- I get the impression that he feels ‘too far gone’ if u know what I mean? #very much ‘I want to be a girl so bad but I could never pass’ type shit #and I just hope he knows- even if he really is a cis dude and I’m just trans and overstepping- that he’s girl as hell to me #in the most complimentary and respectful way possible #like even if he’s a dude he’s girl as hell to me and I think it’s cool as hell. and if he’s not a cis dude then well!!!! also very cool!!! #like. he’s. sigh #I just hope he knows he’s pretty and lovely and cool and gender is fake and he can do w/e he wants and people will be there to support him #anyway sorry I’ve rambled on enough #my trip to visit Gay City (Portland) is DOING things to me

[hella1975]

my god my fucking god im so powerful i actually amaze myself sometimes okay okay so. picture me at the races with my friends circa this time yesterday. it was absolutely full of students bc the whole reason we went was bc it was student day and there was a whole deal on for it organised by the uni, so it's just students as far as the eye can see all dressed up. as a bisexual, i was in heaven. EVERYONE looked hot. we had the lads in suits and the girls in their nice dresses. i didn't know where to look. i cannot stress enough how many hot people there were.

but one lad really stuck out to me. i genuinely have never seen anyone prettier than this fucking boy. i literally did a double take when i first saw him and i could NOT get him out of my head. literally drop dead gorgeous i was flabbergasted to the point i didnt even do the usual 'i've spotted a fit lad' with my friends bc his level of fit just seemed to exceed casualness. so i played it cool and did my usual little Eye Contact game (basically just glancing at them a shit ton and hope to catch their eye, and it looks like an accident and you dont look desperate, but once you get that moment of 'oh we've made eye contact by pure chance' then don't look away. if they're interested, they'll hold ur gaze and u can hold it long enough to be suggestive before looking away, and then usually they'll come to you and it's really funny bc they play right into it and they think it's their own idea but you're like ha ive been plotting this for 15 mins now. if they're not interested, they'll look away. im so clever and hot right)

one problem, this boy WOULD NOT LOOK AT ME. like it's purely a chance thing but every time i looked his way he was just doing his own thing. i gave up in the end bc it just wasn't happening and i literally forgot all about it, but later on i'd had a few drinks and i always get VERY sociable when ive got a bit of alcohol in me, and me and my mate saw this guy who had a star wars themed suit on. and id seen this boy earlier BECAUSE HE WAS STOOD WITH HOT GUY so i knew they were friends, but he was on his own this time and hot guy was nowhere to be seen. still, i was a little tipsy and i genuinely thought his suit was cool, so i went and told him his suit was cool. there was literally no ulterior motive here bc how could i possibly even scheme that much????? yet star wars guy was really friendly, asked for my instagram, and that was that. me and my friend walked off. no biggie.

EXCEPT I JUST GET A NOTIF ON IG AND DO YOU KNOW WHO FOLLOWED ME???? THE FUCKING HOT GUY FOLLOWED ME the hot guy who DIDNT HAVE MY INSTAGRAM which means his friend would have had to not only bring me up again upon us literally having a three second conversation but also speak highly enough of me that hot guy asked for my instagram AND THEN LIKED ME ENOUGH TO FOLLOW ME???? HELLO????? and he has his spotify linked in his bio HIS MUSIC TASTE IS GOOD and he has a playlist for spike spiegel. im in love

#i was seeing who'd followed me and i was like 'he looks really familiar' #the way i literally FROZE when i realised it was him #like do you know how insane this is #I DID NOT EVEN LOOK AT THIS BOY I KNOW BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO #AND I STILL SOMEHOW GOT HIM TO FOLLOW ME ON IG?? HELP??? #i love life #this is god giving me a break after watching me make an utter tit out of myself last night when i got absolutely bladdered #goddddddd i cannot express how pretty this boy was like he's the exact type tumblr would go crazy for #like not typically handsome but just. pretty #IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN #he had nice hair #im a sucker for nice hair #and he was wearing a leather jacket over his suit #and he had a really kind smile #JDKSGHSKJGHKSJDHGKSD GOD #this almost makes up for the girl who flirted with me for an entire hour before going 'you'd be exactly my type if i wasn't straight :)' #like ma'am what the fuck did you just say to me #why do they think that's a compliment. literally leave me alone why would u flirt with someone for THAT LONG when u know ur not interested #bitches smh. and hoes even #hella goes to uni

[violentdevotion]

I had multiple dreams last night.

I had a bf </3

someone in my family got bit by a zombie </3

some guy made me explain narrative structure to him </3

#ameera speaks #1 expanded) it was someone ik in real life 😔 which sucks soooo bad anyway he was at mine and we were watching a movie in my bed on my #laptop < (loser behaviour) and okay so im lying by referring to him as my bf bc we were just friends in the dream but then he started like #acting well intimate and i wasnt not into it so i was like hey whats going on here and we had a talk and then i had to sneak him out of my #house. dream 2) zombie apocalypse im in my room my nephews and nieces come in and i usher them out. the world is the samw just + zombies. #like think covid when it was dire but schools were still open? (my dream was a commentary on the countries failures to manage covid) so i #usher my neohews and nieces out and i make a comment to my sister in law like ooh im scared one of them got bit and my nephew was like some #girl bit me at school today and i told his mum and i stayed in my room and like an hour later i rang her like whats the update #and she was like oh yeah and came into my room to find my journal on zombie stuff and sge was like should i just cut off his arm and i was #idk try but if that doesnt work youre gonna have to... and she was SO CASUALLL !!!! and as she was leaving she started like picking things #up off the floor and i made a comment like your sons dying and youre sweeping and she was like way harsh tai and i woke up #that one was a commentsry on covid and also how i might be too mean to my sister in laws sometimes #3) i was in a library with friends researching smth and some asian guy sits on our table turns his back to us and talks to his friends. #then he starts playing music loudly from his phone and i move back to my table and as im walking he stops me and starts talking to some #girl on the table next to mine who he knows and is like hey i have an assignment due where i have to write a compelling narrative from my #own life ur clever can u help and she was a stem girly and went highschool with me and she pointed at me like ask her she does english #and he was like no u just tell me and she started helping him but i felt the advice she was giving was.. bad. so i interrupted like dont #you think that you should do __ instead and we had a discussion about it till i woke up. < that dream was a commentary on how useless my #degree is and how i wish it wasnt useless