January 2020 vs November lol
Felt cute today 💁🏻♀️
This is an older picture but I’m just using it for attention to the actual post.
I’ve started new antidepressants and I can’t tell if they’re really helping. I’m dissasociating more. I can’t get out of bed. I have no energy to look nice. I don’t even want to go to see my family for the first thanksgiving I won’t have to work. I can’t even get myself to cook a small meal.
Long story short: I’m not okay. I don’t know what to do fix this. I’m struggling to find a good job. I’m pretty sure I have undiagnosed ADHD & I don’t know how to get about checking that.
I’m just at a loss.
all we do is drive, all we do is think about the feelings that we hide.
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I miss my hair
I want to be touched.
Please, touch me..
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I’m in love with this little mirror selfie session and look at how freaking cute my socks are! 😃
Dying out west, trying my best, laying in bed I was coming down then
No more pain, locked away, I’m so insane, I’m so insane.
it’s been a hot minute since i posted a selfie. heyyyyy 💚
1. I did not notice my Apple Pencil chillin there until I went to post this so now I have to leave it and laugh baha
2. I’m too scared to smoke on my balcony cause we aren’t supposed to and it’s like hella daylight out so gah
And 3. I have been staring at my laptop screen for three hours trying to type out this assignment and have 0 to show for it still. I just can’t …. think. My brain is going down, suuuuunny boy!
There’s something inherently sexy about being wrapped in nothing but a blanket.
Once I’m all settled away I’m going to get another tattoo 💕🥺 I want my leg sleeves done by next year 💕
I’m a loser baby, so why dont you kill me.
Ive been tagged a few times for a selfie from some damn fine mutuals, most recently by @pizz4-andsqu4ts 🥰 I haven’t brushed my hair in 3 days, and these are definitely last nights wings, but here’s a selfie 😅
I tag any and all mutuals who wanna bless my dash with their lovely faces 💕
Slightly changed version of what I tried to post last night. Let’s see if it gets flagged.
My god, I just don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I’m always feeling ill. Never am actually sick or anything but I just feel weak, tired, and nauseous.
I don’t know if it’s work, school, or just my own mental health. It’s draining and worrisome. I have next to no appetite and no desire to eat even when I know I have to.
How does someone regain that all?