#gives keywords

[anarchopuppy]

I hate to do this again, but I'm out of options. I have to pay my $350 power bill by 5pm CST tomorrow (December 7th, 2023) or I'll be disconnected, and my account is currently over $500 in the red from December's rent. I still haven't been able to find a new job and things are getting really desperate

If I can get $350 within the next 24 hours, I can pay the bill directly through paypal and at least keep my lights on while keeping my bank account overdrawn for now. If you're able to help out, my ko-fi is here, and you can DM me for my paypal or venmo if necessary. Reblogs are also appreciated. Thanks y'all <3

$0/350

#i'm really embarrassed to be asking again already #to preemptively answer some questions: the last post was about November's (overdue) rent. that was paid. the overdraft is for December #and no i don't know why this one overdrafted my account but the last one bounced #and yes $350 is an unusually large power bill. there was an issue with my water heater that my landlord took his sweet time to come fix #ugh i really do hate doing this again so soon i'm sorry #it's almost making me regret giving so much to mutual aid when i had a well-paying job instead of saving #keyword almost - i'm still glad i did - but damn this situation sucks

[silvergreenseraphim]

I am still reading through Ultimania translations like a certain someone in the data room…

Here are some curious notes on our Jenova Project scientists, Vincent, and Sephiroth that I know you will all appreciate.

That note about Hojo envying Gast and his genius—please keep this in mind. It will come into play for these next translations.

The research on Omega and the Kalm experiments were also in the Shinra manor. It makes you wonder if Sephiroth read any of that and further saw how cruel Shinra was.

The Jenova cell flashes in Sephiroth’s mind that we saw in the Rebirth demo can be seen in this image from the Crisis Core guide.

This is where everything becomes more interesting. Something not fully explained in DOC is Lucrecia’s own deterioration. It would appear that Vincent confronted Hojo over this after Sephiroth was born and taken away (or did he?). Lucrecia was falling to pieces it seems. (We will come back to this).

(Small note, but it looks like Vincent actually did propose to Lucrecia).

The next pile of notes are from the older Ultimania Omega from 2005, and some debate the validity of the text and whether it still holds true to current canon. However, if we are willing to consider Crisis Core from 2007 as canon, then I see no issue with this Ultimania unless something is directly changed.

For our Jenova project scientists, there is just more detail not spoken in the game. Some of it is fascinating and helpful.

I take this information as extra insight that the original game did not give us and mostly canon as well. Reading it felt like a stab to the chest even if I knew most of it.

We know from DOC that Lucrecia did love Vincent in the end, but during their time together she pushed him away because of the guilt with his father and gave into her love for Hojo instead.

It is….strange but that line from the CC guide about Hojo’s envy of Gast was apparently a concept here too. It supposedly was so strong that it brought out a maternal love in Lucrecia. Very likely this was before Hojo was completely mad and murderous.

I also wonder if Lucrecia’s affection was only that overall. A feeling that didn’t last when she realized Hojo’s complex was destructive and not “cute.”

These are the details some debate and I believe it has been for shipping reasons in the past…but as a non-shipper, I can see this happening with such a complex group of people.

The next bit about Lucrecia’s deterioration is also odd because it almost sounds as though Lucrecia disappeared only because of her body’s collapse. DOC once again changed the order of these events to where Lucrecia left after failing to save Vincent and losing her son.

It also looks like Vincent confronted Hojo much earlier. We are now left to interpretation maybe since DOC’s own timeline is hard to follow. There are plenty of people who have these events better thought through than me.

But if we combine all of these details together and ignore the timeline, we have more reasons for Lucrecia’s breakdown in general. Vincent’s bodily corruption, the loss of Sephiroth, and Lucrecia’s own degradation. We may not know the very order of every event until Rebirth or the third game, which is okay. These are still good details.

This hurts so much and I do not even need to explain why, ahaha. Hojo is so, so cruel to his own family.

I have recently pulled a translation from this section which some of you may recognize. All of the small details make me emotional 🥲

And this is the last one I wanted to share. I cannot stop thinking about Hojo’s inferiority complex with Gast because we know Sephiroth looked up to and admired Gast from a young age. How bitter Hojo must have been that his own son adored a man he hated. The implications of how complicated this could have made their relationship are endless. No wonder Hojo murdered Gast without hesitation. A walking mass of complexes indeed.

I think this is so emotional for me because of The First Soldier and Rebirth now. These details matter for enrichment.

Edit: I should once again clarify what I think about the 2005 Ultimania because there are fans that dismiss it thanks to its questionable text in spots. I believe that if a note from this book does not directly contradict currently established canon, then it may be safe to take in as context enrichment.

For example, all of the information about Sephiroth here is still accurate to the most recent depictions of his character, but there are small details added about why he believed he was different.

I do not see any reason to fully dismiss this because it does no harm to canon and does not go against what we have seen even in recent media like Ever Crisis.

On the other hand, the information about Lucrecia and when she left and why is much more fragile because Dirge of Cerberus added a new take on her motives. For this reason, I will only cherry-pick. I would say the detail about deterioration is accurate because that was hinted at in DOC but it’s no longer the only reason she left.

But everyone should make up their own minds on how to approach this Ultimania.

#aaaaaa #next i have some information on genesis #and then finally i will complete this post on a crisis core translation detail because i finally found the keyword i was looking for! #i am so happy they are referencing these old details in the first soldier with sephiroth #hojo being the one to give sephiroth the photo and say lucrecia’s name was jenova… #ouch #it all still cuts deeply #i feel awful for lucrecia and sephiroth and vincent #ff7 #final fantasy 7 #ffvii #crisis core #sephiroth #fvii rebirth #fvii first soldier #lucrecia crescent #vincent valentine #hojo #gast faremis

[andsylphy]

hi there. does your tav fall for Astarion or does he also play the con game?

He's aware of what's going on from the get-go. He does try his best not to fall for him.

but things happen.

#keyword being: try #astarion #astarion x tav #baldur's gate 3 #tav bg3 #bg3 spoilers #iven tag #thanks for like... giving a shit about my boy I'm touched ahahaha

[fandomdancie]

So, uh

We do know there’s no “good”* Bloodweave ending without Tav/player influence, right?

#listen: these men will only amplify each other’s lust for power/control #‘good’ here refers to a non-Ascended Astarion/Gale gives up the Crown ending #you know - one where the characters are truly happy as they are #but YMMV on whether you personally believe that spawn!Astarion and human!Gale are their good endings #and yes ofc you can change that trajectory!! that’s what I mean #but just consider their dynamic and motivations w/o an external force pushing them to be ‘good’ #they will certifiably make each other worse!! #thanks for coming to my ted talk #gonna toss this in the tags and see what happens lol #bloodweave #gale dekarios #astarion ancunin #the keyword in ‘toxic old man yaoi’ isn’t ‘old’ it’s TOXIC!!

[perereiii]

never let these two meet (unless you’re playing with their png’s like barbie’s)

#I’m trying to make rosie and alastor (slightly) (KEYWORD SLIGHTLY) more edwardian looking #drew bill first #then alastor #brought back bills layer and lo and behold he was chilling next to alastor in a very comedic manner #both of them are dealmakers so I wonder how an alliance would work out #but I’d like to think they become partners in crime so to speak #and create absolute chaos in hell #hmmmmm #< plotting #I’ve been really busy this week but I have been drawing some #I should post them as well hold on #(and then I’ll go back to work stuffs ugh) #raven scribbles #hazbin hotel #gravity falls #these tags are so far down they don’t really matter but I’ll still add them #I had to rant first <3 #circling back. at a later point I’d like to give them better edwardian outfits #neither colour scheme is anywhere near what was worn. alastor’s coat makes no fucking sense neither does rosie’s bodice #a lot of this is bullshitted to fit the designs LOL but I’d like to do something that strays a bit from that to make it look better #historically speaking #okay NOW I’ll stop talking and post the other things #and work #yeah

[ekingston]

How about fingers for the WIP ask game ;)

hahaha, nice one! I think that brought up like, seven hundred hits, but i don’t think i’ve shared any snippets yet of the spooky fic i’ve been wanting to get out for halloween for three years running, so here’s this:

#it was easier to write when i still had a (tiny city apartment balcony equivalent of a) vegetable garden #all that life. all that death and decay. giving way to life again #it really got me in a particular headspace that has been difficult to reach otherwise! #WIP keyword ask meme #rustingcat #rootbound

[dullahandyke]

gods strongest soldier I'm so sorry you got a popular post, my condolences

its not that bad bcos i muted it way back when it only had like 150 notes n i only found out bcos i logged in to a shitton of followers and someone atted me on it but like. genuinly baffled. its the middest unfunniest post in the world, not even making an attempt at observational humour its just observation, and ive SEEN the 'lol tumblr is sooooo random' edition thats been floating around and thats not funny either!!! i have so many awesome posts and this is the one thats on the verge of breaking 40k notes??? why is it always the shitty posts that go viral i wish this had happened to 'serving fish', my elevator pitch for a comedy movie abt a cishet man who has to dress in drag to join an oyster eating contest and dominate the competition (because oyster eating was recently mandated to be done only by nonbinary people). like it was a bad movie pitch but i still think about it on occasion which is more than i can say for that post

#if one of you guys finds serving fish for me ill give u either cash reward (€3 maximum) or a short ode composed in your name #its one of many posts that tumblr search has nuked i cant find it on my blog... #it was originally a post like 'hey you guys wanna see something cursed' which i reblogged w a reply from lostlovepunk saying yes #alongside the movie pitch #KEYWORDS THAT COULD BE SEARCHED: lostlovepunk trixic sal oyster shelley 'serving fish'

[izunias-meme-hole]

The type of Lex Luthor people would like to see:

How I would try writing Lex if I had the chance:

#lex luthor #rufus shinra #superman #dc #dc comics #final fantasy #ff7 #final fantasy vii #shitpost #(one behind the mask) Mun izunia #//I would honestly kill for a Lex that's a lot like Rufus #//Like he can still have his one-sided rivalry with the Man of Steel and a fair amount of the traditional shit that makes Lex who he is #//Just give us a man who's motivated by the desire to carve out his own legacy while spiting in the face of everything his pops built #//Give us a man who is shaped by the 1% every man for himself environment that he grew up in and cannot fathom Clark's goodness #//Give us a man who is ultimately out for himself but HAS elements of Humanity's great strengths #//And in the end... maybe have him develop into a slightly better man as time goes by #//keyword slightly

[hollowslantern]

if I got a dollar every time saw a post that made me go "what an odd point to make! now let's see your ao3 account" and found exactly what I expected to I'd have enough money to order biker gang hits on these people

#sometimes theres no ao3 account but searching keywords on their blog gives much the same results

[scarefox]

The world and the internet would become a better place if we banned algorithms. Like literally every new shit development is encouraged and born because of algorithms and humans urge to play algorithms for profit like all these things:

clickbait

content farming

content theft

rage culture and fear mongering (anger & fear gives more clicks -> more traffic -> more net worth)

echo chambers because algorithms only give you the content you want to see OR HATE which includes politics and conspiracy shit

conspiracy videos for fame and money

bought likes / traffic / ratings to push and hype specific content up

the mindset that you have to spend 24/7 on xitter hashtags to show support or even help with some RL issues (it rarely does anything but just wasting your time)

It's such an artificial distortion... how are we even okay with that?

Imagine if youtube would go back to not paying creators and removed video ads (that actually is how it started and how yt got fame when people just did what they wanted for fun and not for money). Not saying creators should not be paid but maybe not based on fakeable numbers but the oldschool way by their own fans and community. idk

Or if xitter and instagram would hide follower numbers and the whole sponsorship deals would stop.

Because in the end it's really just coming down to having enough followers and clicks on youtube to get paid and on instagram / xitter to get sponsorship deals from companies.

If these two things would stop. All the clickbait shit and trash content farming (which does make people stupid btw like 5 minutes craft was just the beginning of that) etc would stop too.

#i am so tired of the garbage and even triggering videos you get recommended on yt even if you are giving specific keywords #as someone with trypophobia all those visual trigger thumbnails from content farming vids on yt annoy me so much #how is that allowed to put literal trigger shit on thumbnails #(and that's just one thing they also put literal corpses in thumbnails now slowly going over to AI generated stuff at least but still shit)

[shadowbends]

Hi fam, what'd I miss

#I was about to say I was gone for like two weeks #but I think it might have been a month ffff #what is time #anyways #gonna try to exist again #keyword try #but I had to give up on the dash's backlog #no way I was catching up there #so yeah #this one goes out to all the good shit I missed #and/or memes #pi says things

[serenofroses]

playing agent story (again, i know) for dxp and still thinking about the foreshadowing (?) Watcher X said about castellan restraints and getting migraine from it. one that didn't prepare Cipher for it that comes later.

#torcommunity may be back and i still cant find the dialogues on Watcher X give Cipher information if you help them escape? #swtor #seren plays swtor #at least i got the side effect right for ania having migraines when a keyword was used

[orbdotexe]

Searching for some specific bits of lore (Crow and Hive stuff), and-

LMAO??

#3 star rating left by some hive entity... #sjur i love you. answer your phone #anyway yeah im trying to put together a lorepost for Exile stuff to give some context to things #so im digging through ishtar and struggling with keywords again #and i keep digging up older mara lore lmao #destiny 2 lore

[hauntedaether]

Tired of looking up pose references and only getting results of people who are skinny

#GIVE ME PHOTOS OF FAT PEOPLE TO USE AS A REFERENCE #I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO ADD EXTRA KEYWORDS IF I NEED A REFERENCE OF A FAT PERSON!!!!!!

[polyamoryprincess]

things I don’t give a shit about: a bunch of chucklefucks at the top who want money and power who think they’re the representative of an entire country

things I give a shit about: as many people as possible being able to live as safely, comfortably, and happily as is possible.

#👏government fuckheads 👏 eat glass👏 #You can be pissed at an individual for a heinous crime but my god will the government that let it happen and subsequently tries to cover it #Will be the main focus of my wrath #Give me a politician who runs on empathy and not just saying keywords to get the most amount of money and power #I’m drunk on soju but I’m also right #I keep seeing clips about the Horrors ™️ in China and I think of all the people who demonize Chinese people #Like my guy they’re under an insanely oppressive regime I just want those people to be able to live safely #And for the people who make that impossible To fuck off #I get people look at countries as its most oppressive aspects but man it’d probably be a lot harder to blame the down fall of society #On random minorities if they could simply go about their lives without living in fear and pain because random assholes decided that would #Make them the most money

[teddydeer]

your birthday bear looks to be the same style as late 90s/early 2000s Commonwealth teddy bears. they came in many many different colors and patterns so it may be hard to find one of the same exact pattern but it could be a good keyword to start hunting

thank you so much for the feedback!! i have also been looking at mary meyer teds too, but searching through the commonwealth bears seems promising! ive found a few stuffies that look so so similar to my birthday bear, but none with spots yet! commonwealth bear 1 (this is the most similar one!) commonwealth bear 2 commonwealth puppy with a similar face

#ask #thank you so so so much for giving me more search keywords ;_; #i need my baby boy im so determined #the ones i shared are the only pictures i could find of him ;; #the commonwealth tag feels right too but i have a couple other commonwealth friends so thats why it might seem familiar