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(i took the images from @/millawanda (twitter) bc i cannot play the game oof)
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it took a lot of thinking to settle on knowing if i was a trans guy but what really solidified it to me was being unable to live with the thought of dying as anything but an old man. i can't imagine not having grey facial hair and old faded top surgery scars and maybe grandchildren who call me "grandpa". i just cant live with the thought of my gravestone having "daughter, wife, aunt, niece, grandmother," carved into it along with the name of a stranger. they can't ask me to die as a her. They won't kill me as a her. they wont bury me as a her. Its not fair. They can carve the wrong name into stone and dig up my bones and say "this skeleton makes a woman" but i assure you i'm going to die as a man with the name those close to my heart know me by. and i'm going to live long enough to meet him, the future version of me, because if theyre gonna try to bury me as a woman theyre gonna have to try and kill the man in me to do it. and ill cackle from my casket knowing they had to try to erase me in death because i wouldnt let them do it while i was alive. I wouldnt let them.
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Okay okay okay okay but. The fact that out of the five star Assassins, the two males are kinda foils to one another?
King Hassan is the Assassin. The Grand Servant. The First of the Hasashin from where the word “assassin” comes from. He chose his path, he killed as a way of life and killed when the bell tolled. Li Shuwen is a ridiculous level of “Some Guy” in terms of legend and history. He’s a martial artist, yes, but there are hundreds of others out there. He killed every person he fought— not because he went in with the intent to kill but because that’s just how he was, he didn’t hold back.
Everything Hassan does is because of his belief in a higher cause, is because of his Faith. Li Shuwen ultimately is a man whose goal benefits no one but himself and his own curiosity.
Hassan is old, very old. Li Shuwen is still rather modern Servant having died in 1934— making him the fourth ‘youngest’ if we dont count the Fate/School Life and the Nasuverse/Future Servants. Tesla, Armstrong, and Voyager being the only ones who beat him out though Voyager is tricky.
Hassan is on the more quiet side, serious and stoic, and seems hard to approach. Li Shuwen is rather talkative and friendly, and meshes well with children as he takes a teacher sort of role.
It’s just so interesting that when you look at the two of them.
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