To go where the fuck I want , when I want, to do what I want. It’s merely a tool for access to environments I like to occupy. The other trivial benefits come as a by product of having it. Even though I’ve grown up with a pinch of privilege , upward socioeconomic mobility is still the goal for me and mine. Fuckin around with the “fuck arounds” isn’t going to get us anywhere . Paying attention to the sequence of events and the company you keep proves that every time!
Here are some of my goals for the remainder of March:
Wake up at 7:15AM every weekday
Study coding for tech apprenticeship for at least 1 hour a day
Take a walk in the park at least 1 day a week
Go to a bookstore at least 1 weekend
Make Youtube videos
I also wrote down some financial goals but I want to keep that part private. These are the most realistic goals for me. I'll update ya'll In April and see how my progress went.
Okay so I didn't get a good shot but this is me - holding a handstand for a few seconds!
One of my new years resolutions was to do a free hand stand and even though it's short it counts!! I put in a lot of time working on my inverted balance and practicing kicking up and I have like a full minute of me failing to kick up or stay up just today but when I say I am SO EXCITED to have done this!!
I just want a strong, masculine man to take care of me and buy me whatever I want and give me the option to stay home (even though I probably won’t, knowing me) and who believes in God but isn’t a misogynist and wants to homeschool or at the very least send our children to private school and worships the ground I walk on but will also put me in my place when I need it. I don’t think that’s too much to ask of a millionaire
“ heard about your date with lari . i gotta know — should i start planning a ‘ save lari from mona ’ intervention already ? i mean , i get it — the whole pilot thing , the snazzy outfit and the killer smile … but just so you know , you won’t be scoring any free joyrides out of this , girly . ” // @rainforum
Also like another thing that makes me salty. Recently I reached out to someone for help on my vn, for pay, btw, and they never responded after our initial context (or if they did, the email never came, though I saw nothing in spam) but I caught them in a Discord server and gave them a hi and. Nothing back. They even spoke RIGHT AFTER I did/replied to someone's points. So?????
And sure they don't owe me a reply, and maybe they have their reasons-we aren't close, maybe my behavior comes off as desperate/weird when I think I'm being friendly(?), maybe they thought they sent a follow up email and it never sent, or maybe they're too busy to take up my offer-but you see why making connections in art spaces is like pulling teeth? Literally if you aren't friends with some indie giant delete your fucking social media, cancel your projects and touch grass.