#god I fucking hate this

[blqckbeard]

david jenkins saying izzy was a father figure to ed after promoting s2 as a love triangle and making izzy be in love with ed is CRAZY.

#and i know people will use this to say “look izzy is just like ed's father he's an abuser” and completely reduce his character to that #god i fucking hate this #izzy hands #ofmd s2 spoilers #our flag means death

[metalheads-trash-bin]

I’m gon let god fix it..

Cuz if I fix it…

Anyways epic gamer tip NEVAAAAA AND I MEANNNN NEVAAAAA MEET YOUR IDOLS‼️

(Words say humiliation)

#trolls world tour #trolls band together #trolls movie #trolls #trollsona #dw trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls 3 #trolls oc #illustration #god i fucking hate this #fuck this shit #im outta here #hehe 😁 #Spotify

[angelboybreakdowns]

#really hoping nobody will say yes but. nonzero chance someone will #god i fucking hate this #found out today i was mutuals in law w a terf #so i had to block that mutual in law and that mutual #and now i just feel. idk. like Unsafe #like. everywhere i turn there are gonna be transphobes #online. irl. #everywhere. #rambling

[lynxgirlpaws]

i think i probably need to force myself to go out tomorrow so that i have a reason to shower because it's been six days and i feel like shit but also just don't feel up to showering . i think

#avierant #really in that “what's the point” state you know what i mean ? #>staring at the hair on my hands as I type this #god i fucking hate this #sometimes i wish i never figured out that i was trans #because it was easier to be a guy who was just kinda ugly than it is to be an extremely disgusting woman #weh #i've been so normal lately

[guu]

(8/31) remaking because the horrors never end! 🙃 im so sorry i have to do this again...

i’m vincent, a trans dad with chronic pain working myself to exhaustion and still can’t keep up. we had extra expenses this month due to car insurance, and tags being more than we thought they’d cost.

basically while i’d raised enough for rent, i still ended up 300 short, since we also had to have our brakes repaired. we’re living each day with the oncoming threat of our electricity being shut off just about any day now. the total being over 600, but we only need 300 on that as well to keep it on.

anything at all helps, no matter how small! i can also do art commissions

[ commission post ]

[ p*ypal link ]

v*nmo: kashebu

0 / 600

#pls boost #god i fucking hate this

[moonlit-trolls]

You ever just. see something that makes you want to eat soap. and wash it down with some Ethanol

#Yeah #God i fucking hate this

[nyaskitten]

Sorry guys, don't expect any more art for. some time. My right elbow and wrist are acting REALLY weird. I

dk how to explain but when I out-stretch my arm, my elbow hurts, and I can't place pressure on my right hand for some reason... so any art I post probably isn't gonna be good :(

#first my back then my tailbone then my ankle then my wrist then my elbow what the fuck man #raine's updates #I mostly semi-described what it feels like in case there happens to be anyone who knows what it could be because heaven forbid the internet #has any consistent answers for me #god i fucking hate this

[mcmadcanvas]

I know that i just need to cry, so do it!

#cried a little last night but.... #i get so fucked up from visiting my parents that im just so broken for days #just tried to make myself a baked potato and broke down before i was able to gather my ingredients #my cat is meowing a lot #and it feels like alarm bells and screaming #god i fucking hate this #i never want to go back #mc og

[thatdeaffeel]

tdf when for the thousandth time someone says WHAT after you tell them you're deaf, at this point i just wanna throttle the fuckers who do this

#tdf #that deaf feel #hard of hearing #hoh #that hoh feel #deaf #actually deaf #deaf blog #apd #apd feel #that apd feel #hoh feel #deaf feel #god i fucking hate this #it's like all the allistics and hearing are given the exact same script so they can maximise how much of a dick they are to deaf people #i'm just so fucking sick of it #it's always the biggest bigot in the room too #every time it's the classic dick head builder type #sometimes karen style women do it too #i'm just so sick of it #don't ever do this to a deaf person #we fucking hate it #it's a good way to lose a friend for life #be a dick gain an enemy #this feel has been on this page so many times because every time it happens i wanna throw a bag of piss at the person who said it

[mischiefmanifold]

felt triggered so I took my pulse with my fingertip oximeter and apparently being triggered makes my heart rate shoot up into the 120s

#god I fucking hate this #mmanifold vents

[prettyboysmlm]

don’t you just love it when your musical elective of choice makes you want to kys :)))))))))))))

#love how my choir director says that we’re such a strong community and then immediately does shit to divide said community #love how i’ve literally lost a fucking friend bc of this #love how he expects more from the women’s choir than the men’s choir #love how i gave my friend a ride to rehearsal today even tho it was out of my way #and yet she didn’t fucking talk to me the whole time and ignored me at rehearsal #love how everyone pretends it’s fine but it’s not fucking fine and i’m this close to offing myself bc of this bullshit #i’m fucking sick of it #the only fucking reason i’m still in choir is because i’ve been in choir since 4th grade and it’s too late to quit now #everything else is pushing me away from it #my mom hates me doing it my friends have stopped giving a shit about me the director is a biased fuck who plays favorites #i honestly don’t think it’s worth it anymore #god i fucking hate this #i feel so fucking worthless and everything i do ends up failing miserably #k.txt #vent tw

[king-of-knives]

Insane

I don't know what the hell is wrong,

But god damn its 3 am again,

And sleep seems dead.

Skin crawling,

Head hollow,

Eyes red.

Why am scared?

When there's nothing frightening,

Why the hell am I crying like I've seen the dead?

Am I fucking insane?

Or is something driving me insane?

God I can't tell the difference anymore.

The voices are gone,

And I'm not alone,

Then why the hell does everything still feels wrong?

Why the fuck am I falling apart?

There's nothing tearing me down,

Nights like these reminds me how I'm insane.

Am I insomniac?

Or schizophrenic?

Or just a general socio manic?

God help me,

I wish I could set fire to my brain,

Squeeze out my lungs,

Carve out my veins,

Claw out my skin,

Draw out my soul,

And trap me in void.

Take this emotions apart,

Sort them into fucking pills,

And lock them away,

But fuck God he made numb more than worse.

So I sit here in the dark,

Looking up on empty ceiling,

For nth time in my life,

Repeat again and again,

I'm not fucking insane.

I know I'm odd,

Kinda bit of a social freak,

Who lives on a impulsive streak,

Doesn't think about normal important things,

But I sit here alone convincing,

I don't know who the fuck,

No I'm not crazed.

Repeating words in my head,

Which I left unsaid,

Dad I'm trying,

Don't look at me like I can't be helped,

Like I'm something beyond repair,

Mom please I beg,

Don't look at me like you can't understand,

A single thing I say,

And to everyone else,

Dont look at me like I'm unknown,

I swear I'm the same.

The more I write,

More I seem insane,

They say don't say something about yourself,

The world will take it as a fact,

But how else do I describe myself,

When the only thing I've felt since forever,

Is just kinda insane?

And with that I repeat to myself,

No I'm not insane.

-s.b.

#ruru ki bakwaas kavita #god i fucking hate this #fucking sobs #fucking pathetic #poem #poetry #poesia #new poets society #poets corner #poets on tumblr #spilled poetry #original poem

[travelling-on-the-octopath]

Her calling the Central Church "the false Church of Seiros" literally makes me ill ;-;

#she still calls Leicester and Faerghus byproducts of the church's meddling #god i fucking hate this #s rambles

[hellothepixel]

"ok so they say tumblr is having a resurgence, and I've been trying to create some cis-presenting art accounts (so i dont have to out myself every time a job asks for my social media), so maybe I can make like, a cis presenting tumblr!"

*creates cis presenting tumblr*

*depression ensues*

#its horrible #its starting over with none of the connections you've built #and with not even your true identity to comfort you #having to compromise and double check everything you are #and even if i was free to be myself on there #what does this say about this here? #at least instagram is new territory. another side of myself #while tumblr needs more interactibility #another tumblr... it feels like replacing myself #losing myself to become more marketable #even if i still had this... i would still need to interact on there #it feels like a replacement #two dashboards #one taking time off the other #god I fucking hate this #htp_vent #venting

[profoundnightmarechild]

When it's your third day into your new job at McDonald's and you wake up feeling like you're going to throw up but you can't call out because it is literally your third fucking day-

#god i fucking hate this #can't even eat rn without wanting to hurl #i have to work around FOOD for the next 8 hours #and its McDonald's they aren't sending me home #not even if i throw up #why did i accept this job

[gotta-bail-my-quails]

one of these days im gonna throw my phone into the ocean like those ceo dudes who realize family is more important than money in movies or whatever

#GOD I FUCKING HATE THIS