#god I hate my life

[mcqueenrry]

can’t stop thinking about how oliver marks went to jail for james, to protect him only to have james farrow absolutely lose his mind over it and die.

#god i hate my life #this book haunts me still #tormented #iwwv #iwwv spoilers #iwwv quotes #if we were villains #james and oliver #james x oliver #james farrow #oliver marks

[salamaraaa]

someone give me lestappen fic recs please i just had my heart ripped out, stomped on and put back in my chest

#max verstappen #charles leclerc #lestappen #archive of our own #pls guys #WHY ME #god i hate my life #going thru it rn

[wanderingstupifsoup]

I had to stop and think for a moment because it took me ages to finish tne game because literally noone mention shit about him anymore..

Now im griefing for him for 3 days straight (my friends are tired of me talking about him non-stop)

#legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #revali #shit post #god i hate my life #i miss him soo much :( #i miss him saying the most world blowing thing ever to my ears dirrected to me #i just miss him in totk #and i just miss revalink too #i guess #myartijng #botw #loz totk #breath of the wild #botw revali #loz botw

[orion-thorngage]

me getting depressed about my three thousand word essay : man I really need to do this or I will get more stressed

Also Me: TIME TO WATCH BLUEY AND THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES WHILST PLAYING STARDEW VALLEY, ESSAY WHAT? ESSAY WHO?

#bluey #tma #the magnus archives #the magnus protocol #jon sims #jarchivist #tim stoker #martin blackwood #sasha #this stupid cartoon owns my little heart #essay? what essay? #god i hate my life #god i hate my brain #the adhd is winning

[makaelachanese]

Another fucking day of being sick and fucking tired of being alive and on earth. I fucking hate opening my eyes. This shit is torture.

#life #god i hate it here #god i hate my brain #god i hate my life #i hate everyone #i hate everybody #i hate everything #i hate this #im tired #die alone #alone #death #pain #horror #trauma #dissapear #dissappointed #self hate #fuck life #no one understands #ready to go #ready to kms #ready 2 die #bpd blog #bpd #get it over with #i hate it so much #i hate existing #i hate my existence #i hate my liiiiife

[you-guys-are-getting-breaks]

I never really got into tf2 cuz I just played overwatch but now i don't even play overwatch and I see tf2 and

I honestly wish I could play tf2 but I don't have a pc to play it

#tf2 #overwatch 2 #god i hate my life #it would be stupid to get into it now cuz like im just jumping onto a bandwagon

[ridleyytheriddler]

so um

i've been thinking (a lot) and i realized that the word friend doesn't mean shit. like honestly i feel like the label "friend" or "best friend" gets thrown around a lot and if you use that word with someone then they're supposed to be like better than the rest of your friends idk? this is kind of my opinion since my quote-unquote best friend uses it a lot because we spend more time together then anyone else.

and i think that's fair. honestly i never really thought about it much until now, because that kind of best friend does not equal the level of trust that i think a best friend would share with you.

this makes no sense right now and i don't have any fucking idea why im writing it because no one will take the ten minutes to read this and actually understand it

like i think the only best friendship I've ever been able to see is aled and frances. like they're honestly so comfortable and open with each other and would do anything for each other which is allonormatively considered a couple-y thing when its not- its just trust. and platonic love. which is important for everyone, but i think people on the aromantic/asexual spectrum find it especially important.

because tbh my "best friend" doesn't feel like someone i'd be able to trust. she makes me feel kind of uncomfortable. shes suffocating. it feels like she cares but it feels like she's fake. idk- my mom said sometimes in relationships there's always a part where it feels kind of weird or boring, but i feel like this is different... idk. enough about my dumb life.

and that is why i think im so fucking fed up with life, because love is so important (if aplatonic-aro people exist, you are excluded from this. keep rocking). and ever since my life went restart because of le covid ✨ i lost like 99%. of the people i could talk to. now the only people i have left are my parents, who have issues mainly with each other, my 6 closest friends, and that fake bestie lol.

so... yeah. love. its important. honestly i feel like you could be popular and have 50 billion friends but if you didn't love anyone you'd feel like shit and want to die. and its not your fault if you do, and its not really anyones' fault unless they just hate you, in which case it is their fault and i will come over and punch them for you :)

without any of that platonic or romantic love? you feel empty. i feel empty. i hate it so bad. i only feel good when I'm with people, people that haven't broken my trust or pushed the limit with me, just people that generally give off good vibes. the best kind of people are the people that you can have silences with and it not feeling awkward as hell.

thats why i want to crush on someone, bc romantic relationships already include this kind of thing. but the allo people I'm surrounded with do not fucking understand; they never will, unless they find my tumblr account, which will never happen, because they don't give a single fuck

#shitpost #aromantic #platonic love #relationships #friendship #god i hate my life #so much #so so much #bet im not getting any likes on this post #*rereading* oh i wouldn't want to read this either #oops #my posts

[weirdstrangeandawful]

So OTC painkillers never work on me (and I'm too scared to ask for anything stronger) but one thing I find interesting is how taking them still helps some pain just through the power of the placebo effect and now I'm thinking of a situation where there are no painkillers left so Caretaker just gives Whumpee benign pills saying they're painkillers.

#also my friend has confiscated my painkillers #for my own safety #but that just means I'm having to drink more to keep the pain at bay #god I hate my life #whump #whump prompt #painkillers #placebo effect

[mcondance]

william period sex

#god i hate my life #cw period sex #tw period sex #come here old man put that dick in me

[juukai]

cool, coolcoolcool. I had a big post explaining a lot of things but tumblr ate it for some goddamn reason and I’m. I’m so fucking stressed and tired and defeated, whatever. 

I need help. desperately. my water will soon be shut off, I have about $40 to my name and I have so many bills past due and my mortgage due in a few days. I’m unemployed, I am driving for delivery apps as I can but that barely puts food in my mouth and keeps my pets fed, and I am applying for any job I’m remotely qualified for and plenty that I’m not. my roommate is unemployed and doing the same as me. I’ve tried offering commissions where I post my art, but only a single scammer has contacted me. I recently spent a night in the er and got a fun shiny new diagnoses that’ll keep costing me money and has been known to kill poor people who can’t keep up with the raising costs of medications and supplies. 

so here I come, hat in hand, not sure what else to do. I’ve already been filing for unemployment, they haven’t made a decision. ebt finally decided I qualified for emergency funds, then didn’t send out a card for me for over a week and a half and recently decided any benefits are on hold anyway because they don’t want to overpay me. I haven’t even gotten the card yet, not sure why they’re already worried about that and also I promise the small amount you approved me for isn’t a gross over-allowance of benefits. 

anyway anything is appreciated. I’m not asking for help for free, I will draw you things if you even want it. I thought about a patreon but like. I can’t even get commissions so what would be the point. here’s my insta and my paypal.

paypal

instagram/pinned commission post

#emergency commissions #? I guess #not expecting this to really get any traction but I have to try something I guess #if I tell bill collectors I died do you think they'll check up on that #god I hate my life

[iactlikeapornbot]

the funny thing about my crush and i is like…the way she acts in texts is how i act irl and the way i act in texts is how she acts irl

#literally we’d be so cute together…if she wasn’t fucking straight #god i hate my life

[keplar-22b]

asking for help again! if you know any post or fic that plays around with the 'tony is mentality connected to his iron man suit', just let me know 👍 (like the thing in Iron Man 3)

#looking for a fanfic #kinda #tony stark #oh yea i like marvel now #surprise #god i hate my life

[deepestturtlepielover]

I lost my inhaler so I’m staying up all night In absolute terror that I’ll stop breathing or have an asthma attack love that for me

#my brain is fried #my adhd is a curse #not even joking #I’m miserable #having disorders is fucking awful I wish it on no one #asthma sucks #I should really get an emergency inhaler #just in case #I stupidly lose it again #god i hate my life

[trashmakerarticle]

Everyone thinks that dick was the golden child when in reality it was Jason.

Clark: Bruce who was your favourite robin?

Dick: obviously it’s me?

Tim: it’s dick

Damian: I am superior robin, it will be me.

Bruce: it’s Jason

Everyone: WHAT?!?!???

Bruce: why are you so surprised? He didn’t jump on too my chandeliers which I had to replace each week

*everyone looks at dick*

Bruce: he didn’t drop out of school

*everyone looks at tim*

Bruce: I didn’t have to stop him from killing everyone who annoyed him

*everyone looks at Damian*

Bruce: in fact, he enjoyed school and handed all his homework in on time, we would spend hours in the library reading his favourite classics. He even helped Alfred with most of the cooking, He was my little boy

Jason: stop spreading lies, I hate you go away

Bruce: my precious little boy

#jason todd #Bruce Wayne #dick Grayson #Damian Wayne #tim Drake #clark kent #Batman #alfred pennyworth #Bruce: he my little baby #jason: I’m 6’2 and have the ability to kill you if I wanted #Bruce: my baby my little son #jason: GOD YOURE SO EMBARRASSING DAD #jason was probably the most behaved child before he went boom boom and I stand by that #he enjoyed school #most likey hated it when he missed it #and he loves classic literature??? #bros a huge nerd #yea dick is all smiles but probably gave Bruce’s near death heart attacks everytime he swung from chandeliers and rooftops #jason just wanted to live his life in the library reading his fav books and homework

[banditomojado]

My dad just caught me smoking in my room and said I'm going to scare our roommate. Scare? Lol I'm like 130 soaking wet atm and I'm like a foot shorter than that man. But somehow smoking weed makes me a threat to him? I don't understand. I honestly almost busted out laughing.

#personal #as in my own personal hell #we got a widower and two others going through a divorce #i hate it here #i just wanna live alone for a while #and smoke in my fucking room in peace while I rewatch DBZ #but instead I'm stuck in a house with two Mexican boomer men #god I hate my life

[spiderziege]

withering heights

#secret life #grian #ethoslab #smajor1995 #smallishbeans #geminitay #bigbst4tz2 #zombiecleo #impulsesv #skizzleman #goodtimeswithscar #tangotek #(kinda i guess) #inthelittlewood #bdubs and pearl are also there but they are very small #god ive stared at this for so long that i kind of hate it now but thats alright #life series #my art