#god I hope this all works out... esp since I will likely be going inpatient soon

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#bro I'm so stressed rn #I can't stop clenching my jaw my social anxiety was so bad today... and then the moving stress #I haven't even really done anything yet I have two months but I'm still losing my shit #def can't live on my own with cost of living being so high... I checked #the only things under $950 are single room rentals in another persons house #which I would like to avoid lol #the ideal situation would be someone I know from work who is pretty responsible and chill #only a couple people come to mind as options but idk if they're looking for a roommate #this is where my self isolation comes back to bite me... I absolutely hate that I'm afraid/unwilling to form many connections #I will gladly over share at work but I have no real relationships with anybody #I'm not even close to my family #idk I texted one asking if he knows anybody... I wouldn't mind sharing a place with him but I'm not gonna ask outright #if he's fine with it he'll bring it up #god I hope this all works out... esp since I will likely be going inpatient soon #no idea when though lol #or for how long #I have nearly 2 weeks worth of sick + vacation time put together but I would like to avoid using all of it? #and if I'm moved out already when I go I may have to bc of bills