#god I rlly just ignored my mom so hard she paid for a hair cut she fucking hates bc of how bad she fucked up

[lilgynt]

Making the fucking heart breaking choice of using my second favorite coat for patches bc the fave fave is a deep winter only coat 😭😭😭

#personal #baby boy I love you so fucking much but I live in the DESERT #at least with my second coat I can wear it year round and it won’t be as much hell #but I’m dead ass so sad 😭😭😭 #I guess at least I can wear the fave own around my mom/ family #I cannot wait to get a lot of patches and pins n just be fucked up and evil in public #like I feel like I’m rlly coming into my own fashion and I’m very happy :) #also it’s gonna be fun going to my brothers house with it like 😌 and he’s gonna he like what the fuck. mad support but what the ruck ❤️ #I think I’m gonna TRY to buy some masc pants this week bc my ONE pair make me feel so good #n I know I can’t afford them rn but I found like a whole #THING of masc shirts I like and I’m sitting here thinking about risking it all #my gender is gonna be weird and fucked up or hot that’s the only options now #and this is gonna so bad bc it is bad but if I lose enough weight my mom might fuck around and let me chop more of my hair off #bad bargains I know I know #but I can’t pull the *goes insane and dyed my hair every other week* and crush my moms balls into cutting my hair again #like it was a mix of being insane with dying my hair my mom fucking up MAJORLY and me actually staying angry that won that battle #but god imagine me with shorter choppier hair. god. in Masc clothing. GOD #once I find my weird niche of feminine clothing beyond being fucking hot it’s over for everyone #my shift starts in five hours but I’m feeling ALIVE for the first time in the past two days Get Fucked #god I rlly just ignored my mom so hard she paid for a hair cut she fucking hates bc of how bad she fucked up #TOO funny