#god I'm so relieved

[hardtchill]

I JUST GOT A NEW CONTRACT AT MY WORK, A FIXED ONE. BASICALLY I CAN'T BE FIRED EVER

#god i'm so relieved #it means no uncertainty about income anymore #and i actually really like this job as well

[dylanconrique]

after 2 and a half months, i think i finally scored a job!!

#*and this is icarly! #THANK GOD too cause i have a taylor concert to go to in just a couple weeks #and i'm gonna spend an arm and a leg there ohohohoho boy!!!!! #actually the background check is gonna take a week and then it'll be official so i probs won't get a paycheck before the concert 😅 #but hey! at least i'll be able to recover from my big spending when i come back!! #god i'm so relieved #not having a job has been stressing me out for awhile

[pearlcaddy]

locklyle week 2023 🍞 denial & outsiders' pov

failing at denial + people will say we're in love

#lockwood & co #lockwood and co #lockwoodandcoedit #anthony lockwood #anthonylockwoodedit #lucy carlyle #lucycarlyleedit #locklyle #locklyleedit #locklyle week 2023 #smallscreensource #tvedit #tuserkit #flashing gif #pearlcaddyedit #pearlcaddy l&co #once again i'm returning to my middle school roots--this time the theatre kid days #as nottheleastbrave always says: they get a 'i dont even think you tried at all' star #lockwood: 'this is my associate lucy. our association is that we are married.' #god the 1.06 handhold where she looks so relieved and happy holding his hand continues to wreck me #and their glowing eyes in the 1.04 bandaging scene #god i hate blending but i needed those expressions side-by-side

[amoneki-ramblings]

In the Amon stays in CCG AU Shironeki will get jealous with Haise because Haise gets to talk/work/eat with Amon and he doesn't??? 😭😭 Guy be sitting in a chair chanting "it should have been me"

WAIT THIS IS SO FUNNY?? I also spent way too much time on this um?? Enjoy

#tokyo ghoul #tg #tg:re #haise sasaki #kaneki ken #amon koutarou #amoneki #amonsasa #amoneki doodles #i'm allergic to coloring can you tell #god poor haise lmao #haise not only has to deal with jealous ccg coworkers (points at ishida's amon valentines day arts) #but he has to deal with this salty little Creature in his head #he stares at him from across the room whenever theyre doing stuff together its the Worst #kaneki's relieved out of his mind that amon is alive but does it really have to be like This #let it be known that if you send an ask there is a Decent Chance i will spend way too long doing a response doodle (instead of my homework) #i both love these two and hate math and i was enabled by an ask so this is the result #amonsasa CCG AU

[t00thpasteface]

MY ROOMMATE DOESN'T THINK I'M WEIRD!!!!!

#outed myself for a joke and made a whole room laugh and talked to her in our dorm later like. hey is the gay thing weird? #and she was like no of course not and i was like THANK GOD #and also the other eccentricities are totally kosher with her but i was actually mostly worried about the gay thing. oh i'm so relieved #shebbz shoutz

[brazilianism]

holy fucking shit today is the last fucking day of living through that fuckers fucking government we’ve fucking MADE IT motherfuckers FUCK YEAH

#SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! #brazil #god fucking dammit i'm so relieved #br

[bununuu]

bonus screenshot that makes me laugh/cry because of everyone just letting them have their moment:

#haobin top 2 throughout the show #i had an idea and if i could make gifs i would but i can't so you get this lol #god them being called top 2 at the finale was really emotional ;;; #we'll never know what was going through their minds but it's so clear they're both so relieved #idk if they thought one of them had dropped to p09 but i'm so happy they got to walk those stairs together #and get to debut together ;;;;;; #they feel like fate #boys planet #zb1 #zerobaseone #still haven't committed to how i'm tagging them sdkjfg #haobin #zhang hao #sung hanbin

[barlowstreet]

I GOT AN 84 IN MY MATH CLASS!!!!!

#that is good! #i will take it #i didn't want to go under an 80 and that is over an 80! #today was the last class and people expected to be able to hand things in today #and tbh what??? #the deadline was like #the 8th #oh my god i'm so relieved

[coldshrugs]

GOT THE JOB OFFER!!!!!!!!

#azia stuff #god i am. so relieved #I haven't looked at the offer letter yet but i am almost positive i'm accepting this #and then making plans to treat my references for doing the lord's work

[pandoa]

i logged back into an abandoned account on a different site out of curiosity and seeing messages that were sent to you when you were still a child new to the internet is so surreal...

to anyone reading this, please be careful and mindful of who you speak to online. be careful of what information you tell them. if someone makes a comment that makes you uncomfortable, don't just ignore it or brush it off like it's nothing. block them, report it, do anything that ensures your safety—especially if you are a minor. stay safe both online and irl. protect yourself.

#like what did i just see?? #i was such a stupid dumb naive innocent summer child omfg #why would i talk to these ppl???? like some of these messages that people sent me back then are so CONCERNING #i'm relieved i stopped talking to them #because i'm seeing so many red flags i didn't see before because i way too trusting #i'm only seeing how bad it was now because i actually understand what was going on #younger me just wanted to have friends online but i have a feeling these ppl i used to talk to wanted something... more #if yk what i mean #it's repulsive that they spoke to me like that knowing i was a child #oh my god

[pulpitude]

hey all uh quick question why the FUCK did no one tell me you HAD TO PAY DIAMONDS AGAIN FOR THE HONEYMOON FLOWER IN ES IF YOU PICK A DIFFERENT HAIR FOR YOUR MC????? i first played it w the curly haired mc and now i'm replaying it and i gave her the blonde hair (don't mind me trying to turn all my mcs into gals, i'm a gal myself and i want gal characters - in general alt characters that aren't goth or punk because they aren't the only two alternative styles that exist please pb get it together the only time i remember a different alt style mentioned is hayden's premium harajuku date scene in pm2 and even then it's still a dark spiky style) and then i got to the wedding episode AND WHEN I TELL YOU THE FEAR WHEN I SAW THE APPARENTLY UNPAID 30 DIAMONDS POP UP??????????? WHAT

also a heads up there is unprompted ranting about michelle in the tags. i love the woman and you'll definitely more than possibly be seeing me simp for her a LOT more.

yes i switch topics every 2 seconds

#playchoices #play choices #choices stories you play #choices game #pixelberry #endless summer #es #choices es #to be completely fair i don't actually like the li i'm romancing lmao #i mean i do like him. but not actually LIKE him like as a li #none of the other three lis are exactly my type either and he's the closest so i just went w him #literally all i want is to marry michelle #please dear god pb let michelle have been a li #you know what would've been rad af? #if they had diego be a li exclusively for male mcs and michelle be a li exclusively for female mcs #diego because obviously #but michelle? please bear with me #i personally think the storyline of her dating sean because of comphet #and secretly being relieved as all fuck when he broke up with her but having to keep up the facade that she's still into him #and then meeting the mc and thinking she's into sean or that they're mutually into one another #but being proven wrong and then michelle realizing she likes HER #and that the two nearly had a petty fight over a man literally neither of them liked #would be an absolutely peak romance route #plus michelle just gives off very internalized comphet lesbian to me #maybe it's just that i really love her #michelle thuy nguyen when will you let me marry you and be the woman of your heart #(i'm literally not even a woman) #calico rants

[sun-undone]

thank fuck

#they better actually be telling the truth this time i swear to god #but this seriously makes me so goddamn relieved #i hate that i'm already very excited and hopeful for s4 #ah shit here we go again #obx #obx4 #obx3

[tittyinfinity]

I have never cared less about my stomach and liver than I have today

#been taking an unsafe level of over-the-counter pain relievers because #my pain meds are out of stock AGAIN and it's storming outside so i feel twice as worse as i did all week #and i was already in a lot of pain from being thrown around over the weekend #i can't handle this pain i've been fucking crying i can't even get up to pee #and this is after taking over the max dose of both tylenol and ibuprofen #i know this isn't good for me but I CAN'T FUCKING HANDLE THIS I'M AT A GOD DAMN 8 ON THE PAIN SCALE #10 being the pain i felt while in labor #.bdo

[bookwyrminspiration]

i wish I'd written this down sooner so I could remember more of the details, but I'll never forget one of my first queer moments of connection, even though I didn't realize that's what it was until much later

when I was about 14, I changed my name publicly, and I didn't think much of it once I'd told my family. they were my main focus--I was going to a new school the next year, so no one would know or have questions, I wasn't very online, and I didn't know hardly anything about the queer community or anyone immersed in it. my side of things was done, but my parents (with permission) had been using my new name and informing others, like their friends and adults in my life, of the change

not long after I came out, I was helping rehearse for a puppet show at my Baha'i center, and in my area the vast majority of our community was older people, and it'd been a while since I'd seen some of them myself. but the community is small and close, and they'd known me since I was little, and my parents were talking, so word had spread. and at this rehearsal one of the older ladies, I think in her sixties or seventies, came up to me and asked to talk for a moment

I had no idea what she wanted, but in the corner away from everyone else she asked me why I had changed my name. and I got nervous and prepared to defend myself, but she was curious and polite, so I told her. I didn't feel like I fit as a girl, but I didn't feel like a boy either. I was something else. but my birthname felt like it put me in a category I didn't want to be in, so I changed my name to reflect that

I didn't expect her to understand, I thought she'd have questions, but this look of relief crossed her face and she put her hand to her chest, and I can't remember the exact words but I remember their meaning as she leaned in close and her voice got quiet: "you feel like that too? it's not just me?"

her question caught me off guard, and I had no idea what to think as I told her no, she wasn't alone in the feeling. and she confessed to me she'd always felt different but didn't know what her husband would think, didn't know there was anyone else like her who didn't feel like they fit. but that she was so glad to finally know it wasn't just her; she hugged me so tightly, and i think there were tears in her eyes

it was such a brief conversation, and I didn't think much of it at the time, but I nearly cry every time I remember it. I haven't seen her since because she moved, but I can't help imagining what it was like for her, the relief after decades of feeling wrong learning there's someone else out there like you. I don't know if she ever did anything else, if she changed her name or her pronouns (I’m referring to her same as everyone always has because she never said to do differently) or went looking for others once she knew she wasn't alone. but I'll always be so glad I got to share that with her, that I got to tell her it wasn't just her

the connection and comfort we can find in one other knows no boundaries, and there is no time limit to finding each other

#queer community #queer experience #lgbtq positivity #queer positivity #lgbtq #sometimes this experiences goes to the back of my mind. but every time I'm reminded of it I want to cry. in a good way #she was so relieved and I had no idea what I was doing #i hadn't considered queer elders yet #i was learning from my peers and classmates. and I didn't know any queer history #i just knew I was queer. and that I wanted to change my name #I did it for me. but it helped her too #GOD I hope she's well #I hope she's happy. I hope I helped #there was also a second queer solidarity moment for me in the community as well #i wont put it here and take away from this story but I think about that one too all the time... #finding queer people irl is life changing #and I didn't even realize it because I was 14 and knew nothing #but thought I knew everything #i don't know why I'm sharing this now I just starting thinking about it #and I'd thought of sharing it before but hadn't #i suppose I didn't want to forget any more of it #i don't even remember her name anymore #it was always so similar to this other lady's name and I got them mixed up all the time #i'm gonna cry #long post