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lilakennedy · 4 years
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LILA WHAT'S YOUR FAV MOTS7 SONG AND WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE ALBUM
fKSJDFHG:DSFGLKDFGJK THIS ASK WAS A SURPRISE - 
but i fuckin love the album!! totally worth the wait! and dude, i suck at picking favorites - i can never pick just one above the rest JKSL-SD:FGKJDFS 
The Eternal definitely has that special spot in my heart tho, ON hits most of my aesthetics, UGH! is the rapline song i’ve been dreaming of since the last cypher, Louder Than Bombs gives me chills, Respect is so fun and threw me back to the era i became an ARMY!!
Inner Child, My Time, Moon & Friends have such a sincere vibe and made me cry a lil - and Filter obviously ended my entire career as a Jimin stan,
00:00 is one of those songs like Magic Shop to me? it’s a very comforting one and the boys’ vocals just add to the magic -
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jungshookz · 4 years
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Idea- Jin patrols your campus parking lot and you keep parking in a no parking zone so he keeps giving you tickets but you just pay them and then continue to park in the zone. Jin gets sick of this and waits at your car so he can give you a piece of his mind but you come out and he thinks your really adorable and he just kinda stands there tongue tied
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➺ pairing; kim seokjin x reader 
➺ genre; crckhed hrz let’s be real 
➺ wordcount: 2k 
➺ what to expect; “to the asswipe who owns this mini cooper - do you know how to read signs? this is a no-parking zone. no. parking. zone. that means you are not allowed to park in this zone. DO NOT park here.”
➺ note; i’m pretty sure this was sent in a year ago because the messages this far back are all about mechanic!yoongi oOps! there is an obscene lack of jin drabbles on my masterlist and i am in a jin mood so if u have any drabble ideas lemme know and i might get back to you in one yEAR i hate myself   
                                       »»————- 🚗 ————-««
for the most part, jin can say that he loves his job as campus patrol officer
it’s pretty easy because all he has to do is check and make sure if anyone’s staying longer than they’re supposed to oR if someone’s parked where they definitely do not belong
like, a no-parking zone, for example!
he thinks it’s relatively easy to follow the law
it’s not hard to park in a no-parking zone
because it literally says no-parking
no-parking = no pARKING
but he is really, reaLLy being tested right now because this is probably the tenth or twelfth or HUNDREDTH time he’s written up a ticket for this stupid mini cooper
he just doesn’t understand how one doesn’t understand that a no parking zone means a no parking zone
it’s literally so self-explanatory!!!!!
and he can’t call the tow truck company to come and take it away because according to his boss jin has pulled the ‘the boy who cried tow truck’ act onE too many times and his privilege to make that call has been revoked
so all he can do is slap a ticket on the window and call it a day
at this point he’s convinced that the owner of this dumb mini cooper is is probably just repeating the same mistake juSt to get on his nerves
he doesn’t know what he’s done to deserve this!!
also
who drives mini coopers nowadays
why would someone want to drive such a dinky little car?????
just as he’s about to slip the ticket behind the windshield wiper he pauses
no
you know what
he has to switch things up
he can’t just keep giving you the same exact ticket each time because it’s obviously not scaring you
the law is supposed to be threatening and you appear to not give a heCK about his tickets (which is another reason why he’s so upset with you is because you’re not taking him seriously and he takes himself very seriously when he’s in patrol officer mode!!!)
he slips the ticket behind the windshield wiper and gives the hood of the car two firm pats
that should do it
jin lets out a breath of relief before moving on to his next victim
hopefully he’ll never see the mini cooper ever again
“oh my g- you know what, don’t even get me staRted on how much i pulled that essay out of my ass-“ you snort as you pull your car keys out of your backpack
“so do you think you did well on it?” hoseok hums over the phone
“i mean, i don’t think i did well but i also don’t think it was thAt bad-“ you have your phone sandwiched in between your ear and your shoulder as you dig through your bag
why is it that when you need to pull something out of your bag it suddenly becomes an endless mary poppins-esque style knapsack
aH
your eyes light up in excitement when you feel it and you pull your keys out with a jingle
and just when you’re about to unlock your car (affectionately named cooper) you notice the familiar looking slip of paper on your window
oh come on
not aGAIN
“son of a bitch!” cooper chirps happily as you unlock him and you open the front door a little toO aggressively
“what’s wrong?”
“i got another friggin’ parking ticket.” you grumble as you take it before getting in the driver’s seat
you toss your bag next to you before setting your phone on the dashboard and hitting the speaker button
“maybe you should take this tenth parking ticket as a sign to stop parking in the no parking-“
“oh my god, i can’t believe this! hold on, let me reaD you what this person wrote!” you clear your throat before raising the note to the light “to the asswipe who owns this mini cooper - do you know how to read signs? this is a no parking zone. no. parking. zone. that means you are not allowed to park in this zone. DO NOT park here.” you let out a scoff of disbelief
how ruDE!
“again, maybe you should take this as a sign to stop parking in the no parking-“
“one more word out of you and i’ll send you riGht back to the world of commuting, hoseok.”
that effectively shuts him right up
you read the note one more time
somewhere out there there’s an officer who is too passionate about this no parking zone business
you lean over to glance up at the sign that very clearly states you shouldn’t park here and you give a little shrug
it’s not that you’re being an asshole and just ignoring the literal law
it’s just that this is a reaLLy good spot to park in
you used to have to park all the way in the back of the lot which resulted in you having to sprint to your classes
and you don’t wanna be huffing and puffing as you step into the lecture hall okay
plus it’s not like you’re hurting anyone or getting in anyone’s way!!!!!!
it’s not a big deal
you have no problem with paying off a couple of parking tickets as long as it means you don’t have to spRINt to your classes  
you shrug before opening up your glove compartment and shoving the ticket inside
anywayS
jin whistles a happy tune to himself as he makes his way down the sidewalk at a leisurely pace
he had a pretty good today
had a good breakfast
got a free donut from the lunch ladies because not only is he a lady’s man, he’s also a lunch lady’s man
also
on a completely unrelated note
he doesn’t know why he has to wear this obnoxiously orange traffic vest
well obviously he knows it’s part of the job but like
out of all the colours in the world why did it have to be bright orange
why not like a muted purple or a navy blue??? those would be loveLy to wear
maybe not peach
he looks gross in anything peachy
anyways he-
“oH MY fuCKIGN-“ jin gasps as he rushes over to the MINI COOPER
IT’S BACK
HE’S CURSED
HOW-
“are you KIDDING me?!” jin groans loudly and ignores the odd glances he receives from the people walking past him
you know what
that’s it
this is the last straw
he’s just going to wait here til the owner of the car comes and then he’s going to give them a PIECE of his mind because they are making his job significantly harder
first his tickets are ignored and noW his threatening note has also been ignored?????
but seriouSLY
what kind of moron continues to park in a no parking zone???
jesus christ
he’s gonna need another donut after this
heck
he’s going to need like teN donuts after this
“good afternoon, officer! is there a problem?”
oh you BET there’s a problem
“as a matter of fact-“ jin whips around to finally face the culprit of this continuous heinous crime of parking in the no parking zone
he’s finally going to be face to face with his faceless mortal enemy and he’s going to give you a piece of his goddAMN MIND-
jin’s mind goes blank the moment he settles his eyes on you
oh
o
oh my god
woWie you’re cute
he usually says he doesn’t have a type but he suddenly has a type and that type is whatever you are  
you and your pretty eyes and pouty lips and veRy soft looking hair
a slight breeze blows in his general direction and he catches a whiff of your perfume
oh woW
he could swim in that scent all day
on top of that you’re wearing the cosiest looking sweater and for a brief second he wonders what you’d look like wearing one of his sweaters
“you- uh,..,.,.“ jin clears his throat and taps his pen against his notepad
what was he going to say again
something something car something donut something parking something something
you smile sweetly at him and tilt your head
“see, the thing is…”
you reach up to push your reading glasses up so they sit on the top of your head and you blink owlishly at jin “yes?”
the only thing in jin’s head is the sound of a fax machine beeping but make it as chaotic as possible
“oh my g- oh, i am so sorry!!!! i parked in the no-parking zone again, i am so sorry!” you let out a little groan as you rush over to unlock cooper
you never thought you’d be caught by an actual patrol officer so you don’t really have a plan of action
right now you’re just pulling the whole oblivious act and hopefully he’ll let you gO because you’re pretty good at convincing people that you only have two and a half braincells
one time you dumbed yourself out of doing your share of a group project and you still left that class with an A
:’)
…you’re a tinY bit of an asshole sometimes but that’s not the point
in the time that you’ve thrown your bag in the trunk and filled the silence with profuse apologies jin has managed to snap ouT of his trance
he’s not lady’s man jin right now
he has to be patrol officer kim
“you’ve actually-“ his voice cracks and jin clears his throat quickly “you’ve actually parked in this specific spot several times, despite me leaving you many parking tickets and-“
“were you the one who left that note on my car yesterday?” you interrupt him before narrowing your eyes suspiciously
wha-
why is hE suddenly the one being grilled
you’re the one who’s in trouble!!! 
…why is hE swEATING????
“well, i-“
“you called me an asswipe!” you gasp in offence and jin feels his face flush
o god
“you know what, uh, i was just frustrated because-“
��eh, it’s fine, i’ll forgive you. i guess i deserve it.” you let out a sigh and shake your head “tell you what, officer-“ you lean forward a little to look at his name tag “officer… asswipe.”
jin’s jaw drops slightly and now it’s his turn to let out a scoff of disbelief
you are opENLy disrespecting an officer of the law!!!!!
“it’s actually pronounced seokjin, i really don’t know how you messed up that badly-“  
“i promise i won’t park in this spot again-“
“oh, thank god-“
“if you give me your number.”
wait what
jin blinks
“so- i’m sorry, what?”
“this glorious parking spot in exchange for your number.” the corner of your lips raise in a smirk as you shake your phone at him 
wow
confident!
…he’s into that
usually he’s the one asking for numbers but obviously not in this case
also he has to admit that was pretty smooth
what’s the opposite of a lady’s man
…a man’s lady?
that don’t sound right
(jin gets a text from you later that night telling him you’ll pick him up tomorrow afternoon at 3 - and that you’ll wait for him in the no-parking zone.)
help me help you make your wishes come tru (aka send me a request)
requested drabbles masterlist
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nivks · 5 years
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i feel like #followforevers and online love letters etc etc havnt really been a thing in 2018 but u know what. thats dumb. 2019 is better and were all gonna be emotional and loving towards the people that make us feel emotions speciffically - Love! so heres a #followforever emo loveletter ashdfg gahwahh OKAY EDIT: kjhsdf i finished writing this mess and its SO LONG i am SO OSRRY i cant even SPELL im so sorry whatever im gonna post it still cos maybe hopefully simething i have to say mihgt make someone smile. just skip to ur namee. happy 2019 kids! nick WILL become a dad!.
@harryfeatjack @rightgirl @happilygryles @rocketmommy @19-million-memories @drugsnotwar @ithadmefromhello @spyro2018 @acuzena @carswinky @shiftylinguini @bourgeoix @hiatusniall @julesg @itsallaboutzarry @ihavea1dbloghelp okay we might have been close but you dont post much anymore, we might be new mutuals or like?? might just have that special follow and love from afar type thing happening but you all do make my dash a happier place and i hope 2019 is incredible for u all and u are all amazing people who do brighten my day. thanks for making 2018 better!! love u. 
@chantillystars Miss Starsadrift, lover of my hart. ur so fucking BRIGHT andsweet and u always make me laugh and ur always there when im crying and u light up whatever place youre in and i know that for a fact cos when we went on holidays together you honest to god were like. the brightest and beautifulestestest in the whole street. youre also an excellent cook and the kitchen we were in was just shit. love ur snaps and msgs and how much you love gardens and flowersand sunshine. glad youve been working on feeling better about Life and its been helping cos u deserve it alllll <3<3 love u like u love yoongi. 2018 wouldve been terrible without u. @clipsandstuff your tags at times make me crack up and your love for nick is so warm and iv followed ur blog for years and youre always so consistently lovely and i hope 2019 treats u well <3 @ladsfm you barely ever have time to be on anymore but youre like. out there. living your life and i see u on instagram and ur so incredible and SMART and beaiutful and then whenever i text you a #nickupdate or more specifically a #harrynickupdate your all caps replies always make me smile so big also you are quite possibly the most lovely person iv met i lvoe you! @lordendsavior i made my url dikolasgrimshaw. for you. for me a bit too but you were that final little push. the voice of reason that said yeah! do it! thats how much i love you. akjsg anyway JOANNA you are somehow so lovely and kind but like Real at the same time and u have a way of saying your opinions that makes me wish i knew how to fucking get my thoughts out as put together? as you. idk everytime i see you like giving advice and stuff im always like YUORE SO good you really are just! so good for this world and the people you talk to. i hope everyone knows how lucky they are that gets to talk to you and stuff ily. @cashewdani your tags. iv been following your blog since like? 2013? and i have no idea what your look like and im only guessing where youre from and what youre name even is but pretty much every post you make has incredible tags and has inspired me to watch movies/tv shows that i use to skip over and you are alawys so fucking delightful to see on my dash and i feel like everytime i see you posting it brings a smile to my face. also youre writing is incredible and i feel like iv seen you posting about new jobs and new living places so i hope 2019 is super amzing for you cos you deserve it! @yourghostcat <3<3<3<3<3 gamZE you are! you ar so bright and loving and warm and sweet and gentle and FUNNY and i feel liek every single time we talk im alawys just like ‘i love you gmze’ but honselty i DO and i hope u know youre super important and im so glad i know you. every single on of youre edits are beautiful and all the work u put into them is so appreciated and ur so talented! i hope 2019 is so good to you <3 @sehunchis u barely go here anymore but im including you anyway whocares KELLY i love you. your love for vivi?? feel that. love for vivi and sehun togeth? fukcing Feel that. youre so funny and rly smart and thoughtful and u make ppl so happy by just being there and i miss being in new york with you but seeing ur tweets still makes me smile just as biggggggg lvoe you. @lollipop-popsx youre so damn funny whenever youre done with anons purposely trying to start shit but you are so so lovely to everyone else and u pretty mch always come across as genuinely happy and caring and i rly hope that you have a super amazing 2019 love uou. @fullstopmgnt again u dont go hre anymore but just in case! i LOVE you and im so GLAD ur doing better and feeling better and working on getting even better im proud of you my lovely. miss u i WILL see you soon i have gifts for youuu @meliora i was gonna say i got to hug you TWICE this year but dunkirk came out in two thousand and seventeen im a fool whatever i got to hug you ONCE this year and while thats not really a lot its still!! im so happy i got to meet u cos ur SO FUKCING lovely and beaituful and warm as a person and so chill and have such good taste in music and hair colours and i know theres been some tough times this year for you but you deserve the fucking world so i hope 2019s nothin but great stuff ILY @baaatgurl bby gir lover darling MARIE light of my life. u are! incredible and i feel like whenever we meet up im laughing and smiling constantly and even when were not together i can like. listen to audio messages u send me and even when im sad i know i got something to smile about cos ur right there! u mean a lot to me and im so so so happy we met on this dumbass website in like 2013 youre so so so important. shits been tough but 2019s gonna be The Year and 2020? were leaving australia together. @cptkirked finish the walking dead. ALJHFGLDS okay FOR REAL first of all thankyou for making me watch love actually WAIT did i tell you! when u and me watched it and my brother was like ‘that movies terrible’ HE TXT ME LIKE 2WEEKS AGO and was like ‘just rewatched love actually. i get you both now. was good movie.’ ghhhhhahh i think ur relaly great and u always make me laugh and from your tweets i feel like youve had an up and down year so i rly hope 2019s good for you in every single way cos u really deserve it. love u. @nightandstarlight milesssss we havnt talked too mcyh this year but knowin youre out there living youre life! just happy. thankyou for alays been sweet and kind and positive and making me smile. hope 2019 is beautulf for you. @plaintoast TAELOr i know 2018 has definyely had highs and lows for you but 2019 IWLL be great and u deserve honeslty SO MYCH happiness and i hope u get all of it. u are so soft and lovely i lvoe u truly. @gettingdizzy giggled when i saw your url just then dont know why. SAVANAH do u have any idea how incredble u are? ur so important and ur texts like 90% of the time make me laugh and the other 10% i wanna like fight someone on your behalf. ur smile is 100/10 and i can not wait till the day we get to MEEt. ur gonna fuckign graduate this year and finish school and 2019s really gonna be your year and i love u so mcuh. @twelvegrimmyplace LIZ! LIGHT OF MY life. u are one of hte most beautiful and funniest and ur so fucking Good and lovely and always make me smile. u also make me laugh a lot and i lvoe ur tags and ur love for nick and nick and m/esh and nick and Glasses is the reason why 2019 has to be a good year. thankyou for ebing you. love you. @erinsbreakfast cheesed real hard with my smile then as i typed your url. thankyou for always making me smile big time and making me LAUGH and thanks for loving nick the way u do. ur super sweet and super beautful and i hope 2019 is everything u dream it to be. ur incredible and i voel you. @silveredsound YOU are BEAUTUFUL and always alawys making me smile with your tags and posts and ur heavenly pictures of Harry Styles and Harry Styles’ Hair in HQ and ur thoughts about nick gshaw. thankyou for being you and i hope u know how amazing u are. i love you. happy 2019 darling. also thnakyou for the gift that was TOWEL FIC. ur a hero. and ur wrtiing is!!!!!! stuff of dreams ur so talented hoenslty @magog83 ur literally the hero that goes above and beyond for the whole nick fandom and we will never be able to thankyou enough. you are increbible and amazing and lovely and you deserve so mych happiness and good things. thaknyou for so mych youre BEAUTIFUL. @junkshop-disco every single cow i pass by in my day to day life i automtically name mabel. ur posts make me smile and ur so lovely and kind. you are so fucking talented. i hope 2019s super super lovely fro you. @kilimiria !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mariE!!!!!!!! do u KNOw how big i smile whenever i see i have msgs from you? okay i know it takes me forever to reply a lot of the time but like literally msgs from you can turn my whole day from shit to the happiest of days. thanks for existing and being you na dmaking me smile u are sososo lovely and funny and beaitufl and i hope 2019 gives you the entire world. i lveo you. @apopstarontheradio thakns for making me smile a lot this year and being funny! and kind and lovely and having a big heart. hope 2019 beings u nothin but happiness loverlyyyy @thegreenaubergine i love YOu you make me laugh and make me smile and ur so so sweet and so lvoely i really relaly hope 2019 is great for you!!!!!! @hinickgrimshaw everytime i see u posting amd ur tags i feel like. ur just really great and amzing. sounds lame typing it out auhfhahhhhh BASICALLY everytime i see you saying things and read ur tags on nick posts im just like ‘youre SO good i trust everythignu say.’ youre so so lovely and u make me smile and im pretty sure i have a screenshot of a post u made once cos it made me smile on a bad day. anwyay i hope 2019 is GREAT for u and i think ur fucking incredible and ur love for nick is so soft. @writsgrimmyblog i smiled at your url like you could see it or someting kjhasdk WRIT u are. so organised and smart and FUNNY and beautiful and LVOELY and i am soossoso lucky to know you. youre nick thoughts and posts are a joy to read and ur writing is incredible and u made grimmy appreciation fest happen whcoh was!!!!!!! i Love you. 2019 better be the best for you <3 @fapfapfashion ayhhhh!!!!!!! ZHENya. i thnk i first saw you when u started leaving anon msgs for joanna you ARE so so so soft and kind i love you so much. you ALWAS make me laugh and you have some of the best tags and i hope everyone that knows you in real life knows how lucky they are to know youuu LOVE you a lot. hope 2019s super freakin amzing. @blueskybuzz77 youre so sweet and lovely and i hope so much good happens fro you in 2018 also u make me laigh and u deserve the WOrld LOVE you @fantofirehazard ur lovely and super sweet nad ur tags make me laugh and  i hope 2019 is increible for you because you deserve it a lot <3 
@grimshaw @brckhmptn i would die for you.
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alovelyalien · 5 years
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me listening to ly tear
Singularity: ugh go off tae mmmm the bass
Fake love: fAkEU caAke oOf oof FAKE LOVE bOPS
The truth untold: afksjahhqhd it’s not called ly Tear for nothing
134340: fuckign masterpiece wow song of the year
Paradise: goD I love it song of the ye-
Love maze- hh what a mood song of th-
Magic Shop: bts pls take my entire heart and soul and rebirth me into a better human oml
Airplane pt 2: practicing fanchants Kim namjoon Kim seokjin min yoongi jung hoseok Park jimin Kim taehyung jeon jungkooK BTS
Anpanman: when will bighit get more cute outfits for this pls bt21 full costume like in run bts omfg
So what: at the club boppin hard af to this yeah
Outro Tear: give suga a Grammy also where’s my rapline concert
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jincherie · 5 years
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That, i saw the update....how dare you??? Write sub gguk??? Are you out to attack me???💖💞❤💞💖💓💓💖❤❤💕💞💖💖💘💖💘💖💖💘❤❤💕❤💞💓💓
99020448 said: Omfg, i want to read opia, bumbleberry bercuse and tenticaldipity!!!! How dare you make me choose you Goddess💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
99020448 said: Omg....if daycare yoongi has the same feel as butterfingers......Im actually going to cry just thinking about it.
99020448 said: Ya know, since your name is jincherie, you could start tagging your asks with "Cherrie chats". Idk, i thought it would be cute.💜
FHBDJHBF WRITING SUBKOOK IS A TREASURE he’s such a baby boy icon irl i cant ??? not ??? do it ??? anyway babe I’m super glad you liked that aspect!!! I feel like sub kook might not be many people’s cup of tea but so long as the people who do enjoy it, enjoyed it, then I’m happy!!! thanks for reading robokook!!! ily!!!
and fjhbkjbhdgjh u sweetheart omg im gonna sob--- i feel you tho, part of the reason I made the poll/survey was because idk which i even want to update more myself??? i love them All 
and !!! fr!!! a cherub’s kiss (daycare yoongi) has the same energy as butterfingers did when i think about it and envision it.... we dyin on this fluff boat tonite JNFNGFH
also god your MIND???? TF??? THATS SO CUTE IM FLDNGKFJBGFDKJ  i legally have to do that now thats soc fuckufbjkg so fuckign cute oh my goddd THANK U FOR BRINGING THIS TO MY ATTENTION ILY !!!!💞❤💞💖💓
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jaevoon · 6 years
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bts
i stared at my screen for a few seconds w my mouth open. im feeling hurt, betrayed, and overall, Not Surprised 
1. SEOKJIN! the love of my life guys!! the one who really yanked me full throttle into this kpop mess
2. HOSEOK! everything he does is just filled to the brim with emotion and he just radiates charisma. fell face first for the fucker. this concludes our lesson on alliteration
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
3. Jimin! cute baby! soft child! tiny hands! instant death! obtuse! rubber goose! green moose! guava juice! his smile is one of the brightest things ive ever seen and is always contagious
4. Namjoon! iq of 148 n he cant even tell the difference between a duck and goose
5. Taehyung! hes brilliant and absolutely breathtaking, big hands and an even bigger heart
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
6. Jungkook! the brat is so fuckign funny and talented and also the gayest like if im feeling upset ill just watch funny moments of his and instantly feel better
7. Yoongi! this genuinely pained me it was so hard to type his name next to the seven my god. an amazing lyricist, great rapper, just. perfect.
send me a kpop group and ill tell you my bias order!
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kingofhearts709 · 7 years
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ARE YALL READY FOR A DNA RANT OK
first of all the OPENING
honestly idk how they do that with the cameras but thEY DO
ITS SO COOL
not to mention the serendipity space thing was A THING OM L
THE CHOREO
OH MY GOD THE CHORE O I S SO CO O L
taekook had so many moments i m e a n
they danced together with the line “dont worry love” HAVE YOU EVER
also lets not forget namjoons “take it take it” had my heart stop ok
the lil “dna” motion they do on their arms is so CUTE
yoongi is so adorable in this vid i cant even explain how
hes incredibly fluffy and cute and smol o m l
SEOKJINS SINGING IS SO E T H E R E A L
hes so fucking pretty and handsome in this i d o n t k n o w how to  l i v e anymore
did yall see him i mean whatta man right there
also jIMINS HAIR ITS SO GOOD
hobi is again another dancing k ING
also can we just talk about the little ARM WAVE THING
WHERE THEY ALL HOLD HANDS AND TO THE WAVE W EACH OTHER
THATS FUCKIGN OT7 AND YOU CANT TELL ME OTHERWISE
did i mention the choreo because the cHOREO
also the lil dna physics and biology things all on the screen is aWESOME
the lyrics are so ADORABLE AND GOOD
lIKE
I JUST M E A N
THE WHISTLING IS SO COOL
ALSO THE EDM????????? G O O D SHIT
they said they were gonna branch out and they dID AND THEY DID W E L L
i cannot wait for the dance practice vid for this its gonna be so fucking awesome
i want behind the scenes i want choreo i want instrumental i want it aLL
everybody in this mv is very smol and cute and soft and yet
they are fun and poppy and cool
and also very h o t
and they just
h e l p m e
i abandoned sleep for this and it was so wORTH IT
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jwminssi · 7 years
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take a sip, wait ‘til it hits
Jimin and Jungkook might be in front of cameras all the time - and enjoy every second of it. That doesn't mean they want every aspect of their lives to be all over the internet.
or
The social media au where being drunk and having thousands of followers is not exactly a good combination.
jikook // 4.3K // warning: light angst, alcohol (ao3)
Jimin stumbled into the kitchen, eyes barely open and not even half-awake as he felt the consequences of having too much alcohol the night before. He found Taehyung and Yoongi already there talking, the two probably not having slept at all, and pulled an empty chair on the table.
“I’m never drinking again.” Jimin groaned as he sat down, scrunching up his face because of the light.
Taehyung scoffed. “Yeah, you said that last time.”
“Except this time he probably means it.” Yoongi muttered against his coffee cup and Taehyung went quiet.
“Why?” Jimin asked even though he was afraid to. He looked between his two best friends, deep down getting the feeling he had fucked up big time in his drunken state but not being able to recover any memories from the previous night.
“You might want to check your Snapchat.” Yoongi said slowly.
“Or don’t.” Taehyung shrugged. “I think you’re going to want to avoid social media for a while.”
“What the fuck did I do?” Jimin unlocked his phone but paused with his thumb hovering over the app, too scared to press it.
“Oh, and…” Taehyung started, making Jimin whip his head back up to face him. He turned to Yoongi, unsure, before continuing. “You might want to talk to Jungkook, too.”
Jimin froze. He put his phone aside and let his head fall against the cold table, hoping to get some peace of mind before he could go on; it didn’t work, of course, because his brain kept supplying him with a list of things he could have said and done and posted online that would completely end his friendship with Jungkook. As if his failed attempts at hiding his feelings for him weren’t enough.
“Leave that for after you see everything.” Yoongi said and Jimin sighed, raising his head and grabbing his phone again. “Watch his Story first; I think that’s where you guys started.”
Jimin took a deep breath, trying to prepare himself for the worst but knowing that he couldn’t, and tapped the screen once. Snapchat opened quickly and soon he was staring at himself through his front camera; he was a mess with his bed hair and tired eyes but mostly he looked panicked. He swiped it to the right and looked for Jungkook’s username jjkook on his list, letting his finger slowly touch it before he could regret it.
The first thing he saw was a selca. Okay, he could handle that – even though Jungkook was looking so good it was unfair and a blessing at the same time. It was a simple picture, merely showing his face and outfit, a telltale sign that he was ready to have a wild night out.
He tapped it once to go to the next one and held his breath when he saw himself. They were posing for the camera in Jimin's hand, not too close but definitely ignoring a few rules regarding personal space. Still, it wasn’t so bad. He remembered that one, it was right before they went in the club, when Jimin had stolen Jungkook’s phone and insisted they took a picture together.
“For the fans, Jungkookie.” He had said, even though they both knew it was a lie.
Jungkook gave in to him, though, he always did. They took five or six pictures until Jimin was satisfied and the younger watched as his hyung smiled when he posted it, clearly happy with himself that he could post from Jungkook’s account like that when the other wouldn’t let anyone near his phone.
It was just how they worked, each having a soft spot for the other, but never mentioning it and always changing the conversation topic when someone else did. It was their thing and everyone had picked up on it, even their fans.
The next two snaps were shots of the party, flashing lights and loud music as shadows of bodies moved along to it. He couldn’t hear anything but the strong bass that matched his heart with every passing second because he could feel the worst was about to come.
There was one short video of their group toasting to something and then the camera was forgotten as Jungkook emptied his cup in one go just like the others were doing. Right after came a picture of the stage, the DJ with her hands up as a wave of purple light bathed her.
And then, it started. Jimin’s heart nearly stopped when he skipped to the next snap. It was a picture of him: running his fingers through his hair, skin glistening with sweat and lips parted as he tried to catch his breath from spending so much time at the dance floor. The caption simply said so fuckign pretty; Jimin was sure he gasped out loud at that. Jungkook clearly wasn’t sober anymore at that point – the way he misspelt what he meant to write being a clear sign of that – and Jimin had no idea what to make of what he was seeing. He was used to being on the end of Jungkook’s camera, always catching him taking pictures or filming him when he wasn’t looking, but this was different.
Jimin didn’t even have time to regain his breathing when the next snap started and this time it was a video of him dancing. Jungkook had the perfect view of where he was and he felt a surge of self-consciousness hit him as he watched himself move according to the beat, doing what he loved the most without a care in the world.
In that one, Jungkook wrote GOd he kill s me.
The next one was a complete change. Jungkook was walking in a more secluded part of the club, an outside area, and the music was still faint in the background as he went away from it. But he wasn’t alone: Jimin recognized his own fingers intertwined with the younger’s as he led him somewhere.
Jimin’s eyes were glued to the screen and he was gripping the edge of his seat so hard his knuckles were white. Another video started playing and the two were sitting down now, all the noise coming from inside was muffled to the point where it didn’t even feel like it was in the same place anymore.
“Jiminie-hyung?” Jungkook whispered from behind the camera.
“Hm?” Jimin hummed lazily as he turned his attention from his phone to the younger, a dazed look in his eyes.
“Nothing.” Jungkook said in the same tone as before and Jimin watched himself smile before the video ended.
“That’s it?” Jimin muttered when he noticed Taehyung’s Story had started playing. He swiped his thumb over it to minimize it and looked at his two friends.
“From his account, yeah…” Taehyung offered and Jimin closed his eyes, already feeling his headache intensifying from the amount of stress this whole thing was bringing him.
“I…” He ran a hand through his hair and groaned. “I don’t want to see mine.” His voice was small and scared.
“You have to.” Yoongi said, an apologetic look in his eyes. “If you want to set things right, you need to know what happened.”
“How much worse is it?” Jimin asked, even though he wasn’t sure he was ready for the answer.
Taehyung and Yoongi only looked at each other and that was everything he needed to know.
Jimin opened his own Story and skipped his selcas before leaving his apartment, his videos at Taehyung’s place and meeting their mutual friends before going to the club. There was a group picture before they went in, but he was still sober then, could still recount his steps if asked to. He started paying attention when he found himself watching things that were hazy in his mind: Namjoon’s ridiculous attempt at moving in the right rhythm, a picture of six different bottles on their table, another one of an overly excited Taehyung with a non-impressed Yoongi that said soulmates with a heart emoji.
And more importantly, a video of him trying to convince Jungkook to join him on the dance floor. He wasn’t the one who filmed it and the camera was angled in a way that showed just how close they were standing in order to hear each other.
“Please, Jungkookie.” He whined but the younger only smiled as he shook his head. “Dance with me.” Jimin pouted and Jungkook visibly paused.
Still, he kept his decision firm with a claim that he wasn’t drunk enough, and Jimin rolled his eyes then smiled slyly.
“Your loss.” He said just before the video cut off.
The next snap came two hours later, a blurry picture of two pairs of legs splayed out on the grass; Jimin’s on top of Jungkook’s. They were outside, in the same spot where Jungkook’s last snaps had taken place. No caption, no nothing, just that one picture, out there for whoever could interpret it right.
A video started playing and Jimin’s heart hurt as he watched Jungkook play with his fingers with a carefree smile on his face. He said something the microphone didn’t capture well but that the Jimin inside the video certainly heard if his giggles were anything to go by. It was too comfortable, too domestic, too painful because it wasn’t real, only caused by too much alcohol in their bloodstreams.
The giggles turned into loud laughter in the next snap and this time Jimin was lying down on the grass and being filmed from above in an angle that could only be obtained if Jungkook was straddling him – fact that he chose to ignore at least for the moment.
“Who’s your favorite?” Jungkook asked and he was definitely smiling, too, even though Jimin couldn’t see it in the video.
“Taehyung…” Jimin barely finished saying it when he was attacked with tickles and started laughing all over again. “Wait, wait!” He tried to catch his breath. “It’s you, Jungkookie.”
Jungkook stopped tickling him and instead let his hand find Jimin’s to intertwine their fingers.
Jimin could feel the lump forming in his throat when the next snap started. He was sitting up this time and holding the camera as him and Jungkook looked into each other’s eyes, faces so close their noses were almost touching.
“Tell them what you just said.” Jimin asked, voice low and sweet.
“What?” Jungkook played innocent and smiled as he pecked Jimin’s lips once, twice, three times. “That you’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen?”
“Yeah.” Jimin grinned and pulled the younger for a kiss.
Jimin locked his phone before his Story could continue and sat there as panic started settling in. This time there were definitely tears welling in his eyes, he could barely breathe as he thought about the amount of people that had seen this, and how it was probably all over social media by now: no taking back and no fixing the situation.
“How many more?” He asked with his head in his hands, eyes closed and hoping he could wake up and find this was all a dream.
“Just one.” Taehyung answered but something in his tone told Jimin he shouldn’t be relieved.
“Okay…” Jimin took a deep breath and wiped his eyes, willing his heart to stop beating so fast.
He picked up his phone again and let his finger hover above the My Story button, pressing it quickly after a second of courage. The last snap was also a video and they were still sitting in the same position as the last one, lips visibly swollen even in the dim light.
“And what else?” He heard himself say.
Jungkook smiled when he used one of his hands to cup Jimin’s cheek. His eyes were searching all over the older’s face, his eyes glazed with the effects of alcohol and something else.
“You drive me crazy, Jimin.” He bit his hyung’s bottom lip and the camera went unstable for a second. “Fuck, I can’t stop thinking about you.”
They kissed again and Jimin held the phone up just enough to film how intense it was before forgetting about it and dropping it to the ground.
“Please tell me we only made out.” Jimin whispered but it was still audible in the silence of the kitchen.
“As far as we know, yeah.” Yoongi shrugged. “I went to look for you around five and found you two passed out on the grass.”
“Jin-hyung took Jungkook home and we brought you back here.” Taehyung said and sat down next to Jimin, rubbing his back in a soothing way – which was helpful because the latter was sure he was about to throw up.
“You were both sleeping in the car so we didn’t really know what had happened until we got home and Taehyungie saw his phone was blowing up.” Yoongi continued. “Your fans were freaking out and tweeting like crazy about it so we watched it to measure how bad it was.”
“It’s a fucking mess.” Jimin cleared his throat and proceeded to delete everything he could about the previous night. “I know deleting it won’t make any difference but…” He sighed, defeated, when he noticed the look Taehyung was giving him. “I just want to pretend it never happened.”
“You can’t do that, Jiminie…” Yoongi reprehended in a soft voice. “I’m not saying you have to make a video about it or post it on all your social networks but ignoring it will possibly only make it worse.” He sat down so that they were at eye level. “You have to at least talk to Jungkook.”
“Not… Not right now.” Jimin got up and ran a hand through his hair as he paced around. “I can’t do that right now.”
“Listen.” Yoongi stopped Jimin and held him by the shoulders. “Go home. Take a shower. Eat. Then talk to him.”
The younger took a deep breath and nodded slowly, knowing his hyung was the right person to listen to and deciding to follow his advice. He quickly gathered his things from their guest bedroom and said goodbye to a reassuring Yoongi and a concerned Taehyung before he was out the door.
“They’ll be fine, don’t worry about it.” Yoongi pulled Taehyung up from the couch and interlaced their fingers. “Now come on, I really need a nap.”
                                                          ***
A few hours after Jimin got home, having done – almost – everything Yoongi told him to plus going to bed for a while, his phone beeped to alert him of a new message.
Apparently, the universe didn’t agree with Jimin’s plan to avoid contacting Jungkook for as long as possible because the text, holding so much meaning in such a small word, was exactly from said boy.
hyung?
Jimin spent so much time before he found the courage to answer to that message that his phone automatically locked twice. Even then, he had to retype about three or four times until he finally wrote something he thought was acceptable.
                                                                   Jungkookie, I'm so sorry about                                                                                                     last night
                                                                   I deleted everything but it's already                                                         out there, you know there isn't much I can do
                                                                   I'm really fucking sorry
He groaned when he reread what he had sent, wishing he had said something completely different and regretting every single decision he had ever taken in his life to get to this point.
What was worst was that he saw exactly when Jungkook received and read his messages and the painfully long time gap until he started typing his answer. Jimin tapped his feet impatiently as Jungkook continued to erase what he had written, the three dots under his most recent texts disappearing and coming back as if purposefully trying to send him into a nervous breakdown.
When Jungkook finally sent something, though, Jimin felt his heart skip a beat at his words.
it's okay, hyung
we were drunk it doesn't have to mean anything
He recognized that tone. They had been friends for long enough for Jimin to be able to understand Jungkook even through texts. And he knew that, unlike the words displayed on his screen, nothing was okay between them.
Still, he tried.
                                                                     right..
                                                                     do you want to hang out tonight?
This time it took a lot longer for Jungkook to even start typing. Jimin locked his phone and threw it on the bed, deciding to take a walk around his apartment to maybe distract himself a little. He ended up in the kitchen and was in the process of opening a carton of ice cream when his phone dinged from his room, a warning that he had a new message.
The ice cream was easily forgotten as Jimin all but ran to his bedroom, hoping that he would get the answer he was expecting to ease all his worries.
He didn’t.
sorry i'm busy
maybe some other time yeah?
Some other time turned into never for a few reasons. The main one being that Jimin was avoiding going out unless he deemed it necessary – which meant going to only two places: the grocery store and the dance studio. The second revolved around their sudden inability to talk to each other properly, every attempt at a conversation ending in unanswered messages and the creeping feeling that they had reached a point of no return. And the third being that Jimin completely refused to be in the same room as Jungkook whenever their group of friends inevitably dragged him out of his house – and the younger seemed to be totally on board with it.
“Have you even talked to him in person after that night?” Taehyung asked once when he was splayed out on Jimin’s bed.
“No.” Jimin answered coldly as he edited his newest video.
“Why not?”
Jimin sighed and rubbed his tired eyes. “Because it’s easier to pretend we’re okay. I don’t want to hear him say it was a mistake.” Even though I know it was, he completed in his head. Of course, Jimin didn’t regret the kiss itself, only the circumstances that surrounded it.
“He won’t.” Taehyung rolled his eyes even though Jimin couldn’t see it. “Didn’t he say he couldn’t stop thinking about you?”
“He was drunk.” Jimin deadpanned. He just wanted the subject to be done with.
“And you know better than anyone that he gets awfully honest when he’s drunk. Come on, Jiminie, call him.”
Taehyung was right – of course he was – but Jimin was still trying to hide behind his feelings. The truth was that he had been in love with Jungkook for almost half the time they had been friends and he secretly loved the way their fans seemed to enjoy them as a couple so much. But he had convinced himself it wasn’t – and would never be – reciprocated; to have that certainty hanging on by a thread after so long scared him to death.
“They keep asking me if you two are still friends.” Taehyung sighed and Jimin paused.
“To be honest, I have no fucking clue.” He groaned and picked up his phone, unlocking it and going on Twitter. “But I’ll try to make it better for you.”
A few minutes of silence later, Taehyung snorted. “You know that’s not convincing at all, right?”
                                           ChimChim @ParkJimin
                    "Of course Jungkook and I are still friends. What kind                                      of question is that???????"
“I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore, TaeTae.” Jimin let his head fall against the table and closed his eyes.
“Talk to him, Jiminie.” His best friend said once again. “You’ll see.”
It turned out Jimin didn’t have to take the first step into it because three hours later he received a text from the last person he expected. But that wasn’t all: attached to it was his tweet from that afternoon.
are you sure about that
The words hit Jimin like a thousand bricks. He could hear them coming out of Jungkook’s mouth, so sharply laced with sarcasm that they cut right through his heart. He was tempted to not answer – since that had become standard behavior for them lately – but in the end, Jimin decided he should just get it all over with.
                                                                  are you saying we're not?
Unlike every other time him and Jungkook had texted ever since that one night, his answer came right away.
i'm saying it doesn't fucking look like it
Jimin could feel Jungkook’s anger seeping through every letter and it only made him feel more riled up. He had been looking at the whole situation with sad and anguished eyes but now that he saw how Jungkook was dealing with it, all he wanted to do was reply in the same tone.
                                                           well it's not like you're making any efforts either
Jungkook took some time to answer to that. Jimin could see him taking a deep breath to calm himself down, hot blooded as he was, and it almost made him feel good that he wasn’t the only one suffering. When he did write something back, though, it wasn’t what Jimin expected him to.
you know what
i'm done with this bullshit
i'm coming over
Jimin sat there as he read the words over and over, their meaning only hitting him about five minutes later. He willed himself to not freak out, to not start crying before Jungkook had even reached his apartment – even though he was about to, since they didn’t live too far away from each other. He resisted the urge to call Taehyung or Yoongi, faintly remembering his best friend mentioning they were going out that night and not wanting to interrupt them.
The time it took for him to regain some sense was enough for Jungkook to get to his front door and the doorbell echoed through the silent apartment like a death march. Jimin slowly made his way to the source of the noise and gripped the handle with far more force than necessary before pulling it.
Jungkook stood on the other side, hair slightly wet and messy from the wind; Jimin would reprimand him for riding his motorcycle without a helmet again but he couldn’t even greet him properly, only stepping aside so he could come in. He kept his eyes low when he closed the door and they both stood there, surrounded by doubt and unspoken frustration, until the younger sighed.
“You can’t even look at me?” Jungkook asked, his eyes doing nothing to hide the pain behind them. “Do you seriously regret kissing me so much?”
Jimin continued to avoid his gaze and walked to the kitchen, needing something to lean against, to hold on to, otherwise he would pass out at the amount of stress he was being put under. He chose to stand by the table, no sitting down, and when he turned around it was to find Jungkook still staring at him.
“Why did you come here?” Jimin tried to sound firm but his voice wasn’t more than a whisper.
“I wanted to set things straight between us.” The younger explain then clenched his jaw. “But I can’t do that if you keep ignoring me like you’ve been doing for the past month.”
“You didn’t try reaching out to me either.” Jimin retorted, crossing his arms, and Jungkook visibly deflated at that. “I texted you for about a week before I gave up when all you gave me were empty answers.”
When he talked again his voice was a lot softer. “I was scared.” Jungkook paused and looked like he wanted to take a step closer. He didn’t. “You don’t remember anything?”
Jimin shook his head no. “Do you?”
Jungkook took some time to answer and Jimin was fighting to control his breathing, heart hammering in his chest, faster with every second.
“Parts of it…” He finally said. “More than what we recorded.”
Another pause, longer now. Jungkook opened hand closed his mouth a few timed, not sure if he wanted to voice the reason behind his sleepless nights to the person that caused them. He wasn’t scared of many things but in that moment he didn’t feel any courage at all.
“You said…” He started then stopped. Jimin let him be, not sure he wanted to know what had really happened. “You said you’re in love with me.”
Jimin felt all the air leave his lungs at once, the whole world falling on his shoulders. His eyes immediately filled with tears that he turned around to hide, stepping away from Jungkook in the process. He felt completely at a loss of what to do, now one hundred percent sure that this situation couldn’t be remedied.
“You really don’t remember, do you?” Jungkook asked and pulled Jimin closer by the wrist, successfully making their eyes meet again.
Jimin’s heart skipped a beat; they were close, too close, and he put his hands on Jungkook’s chest to stop him from shortening the distance between them even more.
“What?” Jimin whispered and Jungkook smiled softly, his eyes tracing the contour of his lips.
“I said I’m in love with you, too.”
Something clicked inside of Jimin and he suddenly threw himself in Jungkook’s arms, holding him so tight the younger might start suffocating at any moment.
“I should have done this sooner.” Jungkook breathed out a relieved laugh against Jimin’s hair. “God, I’m such an idiot.”
“We both are,” Jimin muttered, barely understandably, against Jungkook’s neck. He pulled away to look him in the eyes. “I’m sorry, Jungkookie.”
“Don’t.” Jungkook sighed, letting his hands travel down Jimin’s arms to interlace their fingers. “There’s only one thing I regret about that night.”
“What?” Jimin tensed up and the younger squeezed his hands in reassurance.
“Being so fucking drunk that I can’t remember our first kiss.”
“We can… do it again.” Jimin said in a moment of bravery, even though his cheeks had turned red just a second ago. “And pretend it’s our first.”
“Really?” Jungkook said as he stepped closer, trapping Jimin against the table.
“Except now…” Jimin whispered, his eyes glued to Jungkook’s mouth. “Let’s not tell anyone.” He pulled the younger by the shirt until their lips were touching slightly.
“Deal.” Jimin felt Jungkook smile before he kissed him, this time with no cameras around.
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je0n · 7 years
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question tag
Tagged by @xbaepsae tysm sweetheart!!! <333
how tall are you? 5′9/175ish cm
what color and style is your hair? i wear my hair down most of the time, it’s naturally a rly dull chocolatey brown and it’s usually pretty wavy but i straighten it a lot.. also i’ve been wanting to dye it forever possibly into a dark blond but i tried it once and i turned out fucking orange so for now im not eager to go through that trauma again.....,,..i had to dye my hair 3 times in the span of 24 hours to get the orange roots out it was horrendous
what color are your eyes? a greyish shade of green?? it’s not a very defined shade idk
do you wear glasses or contacts? yeah, glasses
what’s your fashion style? tbh most of the time you’ll see me strutting around in a pair of ripped jeans, converse, bomber or denim jackets and plaid or band shirts but i will wear anything i like and that i feel suits me well i guess? my most favorite items of clothing have to be shorts and dresses though, especially long sleeved, knee length dresses.. i also wear skirts quite a lot especially when it’s warm outside
when were you born? june 13 1996
how old are you? 20
do you have siblings? nope
what school do you go to? college
what kind of student are you? up until college i was pretty much a straight A’s student, especially during the earliest years in elementary school when i was supposed to be put into 3rd grade immediately instead of 1st 😰😰 i was quite advanced for my age i suppose... now i’m mostly about just passing LMAO but i do act like i don’t care about my grades when in reality it really bothers me when i get anything lower than, say, a B or something 😰😰😰😰
what are your favorite subjects? languages....just.......give me all that linguistic goodness
what are your favorite shows? GOODNESS i watch shows/dramas like i’m paid for it lmao... some of my favorite shows are the fresh prince of bel air, that 70s show, the flash, shadowhunters, supergirl, friends, gossip girl, the 100, mr robot, scream queens, stranger things.... and as for dramas goblin is one of my top faves but i also love cheese in the trap, dong yi, hwarang, she was pretty, love in the moonlight, scarlet heart.....
what are your favorite movies? anything with colin firth especially kingsman: the secret service, blue is the warmest color, imagine me & you, carol, 500 days of summer, now you see me, hp, thg, divergent, the maze runner, percy jackson (im a hoe for ya dystopian/mythological fiction novels), inception, anything marvel, dc as well, the devil wears prada, miss congeniality, mean girls, star trek, star wars, perks of being a wallflower, pretty much anything disney, hugo, the imitation game, love rosie, me before you, the martian.............
what are your favorite books? again ya dystopian novels are my thing... hush hush series, hp, divergent, thg, percy jackson, the maze runner....... i also love the shadowhunters series, anything by haruki murakami, science fantasy stuff such as a wrinkle in time, the great gatsby, etc. etc. unfortunately i havent been reading much or at all lately and im so incredibly saddened by the fact that i cant find the time to do it but i really need to get my hands on some good literature soon :(
what are your favorite pastimes? i love to eat 👀 and i also love learning languages and making edits
do you have any regrets? GOD YES
what is your dream job? anything that has to do with space...or travelling... or something regarding performing arts.... heck if i know
would you like to get married? i honestly don’t know, i feel like the concept of marriage is so vastly overrated and i just 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️  but who knows, maybe someday
do you want kids? how many? yeah i suppose, i’ve always wanted twins for some reason?? and i’m really fond of the idea of adopting a kid...or two
do you like shopping? uh yeah i suppose....sometimes i get rly bothered by having to try clothes on but other times i love it......the only constant is i hate trying on pants bc its such a fuckign drag
how many countries have you visited? just croatia im 😰😰😰😰 listen.../.,.,..,../, i just wanna travel...everYwHeRe
what was your scariest dream? i get these on a regular basis since my anxiety is truly terrible so idk i couldnt just pick one but yeah they can get pretty scary
do you have enemies? idk lmao??? mayhaps??????
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? um..,... i wish
put your phone on shuffle. post the first 15 songs:
supersoaker - kings of leon
before the worst - the script
fourfiveseconds - rihanna/kanye/paul mccartney
dream money - yoongi
모르나봐 - brother su/soyou
better than i know myself - adam lambert
먼 길 - park seojun
colors - halsey
american idiot -5sos
good for you (int. ver.) - eric nam
i was me - imagine dragons
pompeii - bastille
if you (cover) - jk
fantastic baby - bigbang
someone like you (cover) - tae
Tagging: @metamorphxgus, @velvetjjks, @sugarsmin, @vitaminjin, @jungkoog, @myg-pjms, @bstmvs, @bahpsae, @hoseokskitten, @bwiboo, @2seoke, @2awake, @taejikoookx, @parkjiminer & anyone else who wants to do this!!!
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chaiitae · 7 years
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bts home party...WAUW
as i’m sitting on the subway on my way back to my dorm (bc i’m too hyped to wait until i get back oops), i’m reflecting on the night i just had with people who were strangers sitting next to me who are now friends i can’t wait to keep in touch with as we bonded over our love for the 7 boys that make up bts ;; literally one of the best nights of my life but i aLWAYS SAY THAT ANY TIME I SEE THESE BOYS LIVE because they honestly work so hard and make us sO happy and i just can’t believe i got to experience a festa anniversary event irl like RIP ;;;;; click keep reading to read how i reacted to these 7 dorks all night along with the girls who were sitting next to me who are now my new friends lmao omg ♪(・∀・*)乂(*・∀・)ノ
- i had a solo photoshoot with the bts photos that were put up to take photos with and then these girls were like “let’s take pics together” bc i think they saw i was alone so i almost CRIED they were so sweet and they gave me cute free pins they made i love my fellow armys
- the line for merch felt like it would take forever but it didn’t and i got tae’s, jeon’s, jin’s, and hope’s straps bc i was too broke to afford them all but I’M STILL SUPER HAPPY and the transparent photocards and i had a mini dance party with myself after i bought them lol
- i sat in line with the girls i made friends with and we basically were just fangirling and crying over kinda hearing what the boys were rehearsing and then i told them how i would probs pee myself during the concert and they were like “FIND US AFTER THE CONCERT IF YOU NEED EXTRA UNDERWEAR” and i was like in DISBELIEF bc of how cute and nice they were omfg
- then we were let in and when i got to my seat (section b) i COULD NOT BELIEVE how intimate this venue was omfg anD THEN THE LIGHTS DIMMED AND I ALMOST STARTED HYPERVENTILATING I WAS SO SHOOK
- the opening parody of bst i LEGIT held onto the girl next to me bc i was laughing so hard esp when yoongi refused jin’s kiss oMFG
- THE AMOUNT OF RYANS NAMJOON HAS LEGIT MADE ME YELP AND THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE WEARING RYAN PAJAMAS IT WAS SO CUTE
- everyone was HARDCORE FEELING 여기봐 AND I TRIED TO SING TAEKOOK’S “외롭다고 징징댈 땐 이미 늦었어” IN FALSETTO TOO AND LET’S JUST SAY THE GIRL NEXT TO ME WAS LAUGHING SO HARD
- the ROOMMATE BATTLES were so funny even though i don’t understand korean 100% i could just feel what they were saying and also the girl next to me semi translated for me and i almost CRIED she was so SWEET I LOVE PEOPLE
- i spit out my water when yoongi drew taehyung i could not BELIEVE how min yoongi, an intellect, drew him so PERFECTLY
- ok but also who gave taehyung, jungkook, and jin to be so ADORABLE in the back while the others were drawing them bc i sURE AS HECK DIDN’T I ALMOST TOLD MY FRIEND TO CALL 119 ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚
- also jungkook winked while he was in the back and my heart basically jumped out of my body and refused to reenter aka i died the end
- i THINK i made fFRINCJAEIRKNV EYE CONTACT with TAEHYUNG in the BEGINNING during the games and when they were TALKING and he SMILED in our general direction and me and the girl next to me looked at each other and just HUGGED I WAS CRYING AND WAS OVER THE MOON JFC
- WHY WERE ALL OF JUNGKOOK’S DRAWINGS OF HIM WITH OVERSIZED MUSCLES BUT ALSO TRU ୧ʕ•̀ᴥ•́ʔ୨
- fUCKIGN 4 O’CLOCK SUNG BY THE LEGENDS THEMSELVES AKA R&V I WAS UGLY SOBBING THE WHOLE TIME esPECIALLY WHEN THEY WERE HARMONIZING WHILE FACING EACH OTHER I WAS G O N E ヽ(´Д`ヽ
- 3J’S DANCE STAGE SLAYED MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I could not BELIEVE THAT HAPPENED AND IT WAS REAL AND THEY WERE SO PRECISE WOW IDK WHY J ISN’T A HOLY LETTER TBH ₍₍⁽⁽(ી(´;ω;` )ʃ)₎₎⁾⁾
- when i heard nevermind start playing i was like “oh man yoongi’s about to eff it up” bUT THEN JIN CAME IN LOOKIN LIKE A PIMP (⌐■_■) AND I WAS LIKE OOOOOOO SNAP AND HIS PERFECT PRONUNCIATION AND TONE i was out of breath oh man
- yoongi was GETTIN IT on awake omfg bb sang his heart out and the girl next to me was a yoongi stan and she was CRYING because of how legendary min yoongi is thank u (◍°̧̧̧o°̧̧̧◍)
- JIN’S CHOREO FOR SPINEBREAKER LIVE ME AND THE GIRL NEXT TO ME WERE DOING IT TOO AND IT WAS A GREAT MOMENT AND THEY ALL GOT IT PERFECT THIS TIME BLESS
- ok i like it pt2 is one of my FAVE japanese bts songs so i was like oh FRICK this is gonna RUIN me and guess what it DID and now even though i know all the japanese lyrics i have to learn all the korean lyrics and i am SAD but fell in LOVE with the song all over again ugh ヽ(*´з`*)ノ
- spring day perfect as ever this time i could actually focus on the choreo and watching since at the wings tour in seoul i was just CRYING oops but also jin tickling tae’s chin during their little duet part i almost yelled “하지마 MY HEART” so loud good thing i didn’t!!!!!!!!!!!
- I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY DID THE LITTLE KID VERSION OF FIRE OH MY GOD WHEN THEY CAME OUT IN THOSE OUTFITS I LOST MY SHIT
- ROSY CHEEKS BANGTAN IS MY NEW AESTHETIC ٩(*ゝڡ◕๑)۶♥
- BERET TAEHYUNG AND BANDANA JIN MORE LIKE GOODBYE WORLD ( °٢° )
- CUTESY BOY IN LUV AND HOW THEY ALL SANG THE “되고파 너의 오빠” PART WITH AEGYO I JUST ABOUT ALMOST THREW UP THEY WERE TOO CUTE
- i kid you not i peed myself a good amount during the jazz ver of dope because it was just all TOO MUCH
- PSA JIN IS TRULY WORLDWIDE HANDSOME AND YOONGI IS WORLDWIDE CUTIE
- when jimin said “나도” one girl next to me was like “나도 오빠!!!!” and then she turned to me and the girl next to me and was like “내 오빠가 아니야 ㅋㅋㅋ" AND I LOST IT SHE WAS SO FRICKIN FUNNY
- jungkook putting the red paper heart in taehyung’s beret uM JUST STAB ME IN THE HEART (⁎⁍̴̀﹃ ⁍̴́⁎)♡
- 95 LINE CUTELY ARGUING AT THE END DURING TAE’S GOODBYE AND TAE SAYING HE’D MAKE IT ON HIS OWN I WAS SNORTING UP A STORM IN MY SEAT i apologize to all who heard me
- whenever they kept saying lets go on for 5, 10, 20+ more years, i kept getting EMO because i pray and hope everyday that we can all truly be with the 7 boys forever because they are one of a kind and truly the best people in the entire world heheheh i love them
- the encore performances K I L L E D me and i barely remember them bc i was crying intensely and didn’t want it to end so rip me 
- attack on bangtan is one of my fave songs so that just had me gone already bc it reminded me of TRB and i got really EMO
- MA CITY IS MY FAVE SONG ON HYYH PT2 SO I WAS JUST SHOOK TO THE MAX
- 21CG is one of my favorite bts performances bc of how fun and hype it is and seeing it irl with the fanchants and all made me just UGLY EMO at this point i just love them so much
BANGTAN FOREVER ILY A MILLY!! ♡ now it’s TIME TO GO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و
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sopekid · 7 years
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My experience on the BTS WINGS TOUR IN SYDNEY
For the lighter note, when I went back inside, I stayed towards the back and I was so fucking surprised that I could see MORE than when I was at the front. Even the air was fresh and to my surprise I could actually breathe. I was disappointed though that I didn’t get to see Reflection or Stigma because my pals (we were all separated) all told me that reflection was one of the best performances. I got to see my biases up close and JIMIN LOOKED ME IN THE EYE!!!! even if it was the single moment, I was left in awe.
The boys were so much more beautiful in real life it felt so unreal. My favourite performance had definitely got to be MAMA., AWAKE and FIRST LOVE. I really enjoyed the mini performances of Bangtan’s past songs because that was when the boys decided to walk around (aka the moment I had eye contact with Jimin).
I got to say that Jin’s performance was so fucking pure and wonderful. People need to appreciate him more because honestly after watching his solo, I was left awestruck. It moved my heart so much that all I could do was stand there and god I could go on but y’all honestly need to see this in real because it was a dream come true. Kim Seokjin is a living art. HDJSD ALSO WHILE THEY WERE TALKING MAN LETS TALK ABOUT KING OF EXTRA!!! HE PULLS OUT TO HEART WRIST BANDS AND TELLS EVERYONE THAT HE’S MR WORLDWIDE HANDSOME I HATE THIS MAN MUCH
Kim Namjoon really did shine and I think he out of all the members tried the most to connect with the audience. He really is such an awkward bun in real life it makes me laugh. Whenever he made a joke and people didn’t life he’d just quietly chuckle and boi if I had to pick one out all of them to be my best friend, HAND DOWN I would pick Namjoon in a heartbeat. He shone so much and his smile was so?????? Holy shit. In real life his smile was so… I wouldn’t say gummy but it was so sweet? I don’t know the word for it but I’m honestly so in love.
Okay now Yoongi and JUNG FUCKING HOSEOK!!!!!! Oh my god you guys don’t even understand. I’m a fucking hardcore Jimin stan but after last night I’m going to have to rethink my lanes because yoonseok are my second biases and I seriously think they’re all in the same position now…
Yoongi’s performance throughout the whole concert left in a daze. He’s so fucking passionate and I know he’s done this like a million times but this performance had got to be what moved me the most. It was so powerful and unique. He had such a calm personality throughout the concert. Yoongi is so talented and I think he’s become one of my ult’s now. I’ve biased Jimin for the past three years and this concert experience left me dazzled and confused.
MAMA was too much for me to handle and I’m so confused as to why anti’s always call out Hoseok’s looks because he is honestly the most fucking beautiful man I’ve ever seen. He’s the definition of millionaire playboy but without the playboy. His smirk and ‘lazy but cool’ act at the start of the performance where he gave the audience the half opened look… like you know those gazes in movies where the man just wakes up and he’s looking at his partner with half opened eyes? I don’t know if that makes sense but it was like that and it was so fucking hot I nearly wet myself. Honestly at this point I don’t even know a Hoseok, it’s just Jay.
AHSKAHSKJSA PARK JIMIN SHDOFOSN HOE MY GOD OKAY GUYS THIS GONNA BE A LONG ASS ONE FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE okay just kdiding but seriously I’m so shooktd because he’s my bias and he fucking looked at me. He fuckign looked at me, even for the split second and I was fucking dead. I just stood there for 5 minutes, jaw dropped, and so shocked. I was SO shocked and had a ‘what the fuck just happened’ moment. His voice is so soft. It’s not that angelic kind of soft it’s like… a mother putting her child to sleep kind of soft. His voice is made of gold and it’s seriously one of a kind. When they had their talking moment, Jimin was like “make some noise~” and he didn’t yell it but he was like ok ykw i’ll just attach the video
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but my dudes, my heart honestly exploded in so many directions. I had so many butterflies and ahsjahskj I felt so giggly like someone meeting their crush face to face for the first time. The split second felt like an eternity of puppy love but that was mainly one sided LMFOAOD I’m so giggly even thinking about it right now sdojoendsikm
Let’s move on to Kim Taehyung. A god. Hell, he’s become my RELIGION! Taehyung’s face is small and his skin looks so dewy I think?? I wanted to feel his skin so bad because it just looked so smooth and mellow. He really is what people say, a real life God. Honestly compared to all the pic that fansites usually post - he’s not very pale but he’s not as tan as others make him out to be either. Of course, it could be because he hasn’t been in the sun lately but his melanin reminded me of the beige colour. His hair also looked to be so fucking fluffy I WANT TO RUN MY HANDS THROUGH IT. Every performance they did, you would literally see his hair fly like wheat moving side to side in a flow from the wind. I seriously wish I could’ve seen his performance but man:(( what could I do? Anyways, he’s a golden boy alright.
Jeon Jungkook lmao. To be honest, I didn’t see much of Jungkook or him during his performance because his solo was one of the first few performances and that was when I was stuck in the crowd. Which honestly disappoints me so much. Throughout the whole concert, I was amazed at how professional he actually is. It made me gummy and warm inside actually and he kind of gave me the boyfriend vibes. He was calm and sort of cheeky I guess? It wasn’t cheeky but he gave me that warm in awe feeling that also kinda made me feel like I had a puppy crush once again. I could listen him talk forever.
Anyways, that was how I felt throughout the concert with them individually. One of my favourite parts of the concert was when I was screaming the fanchants and singing along to cypher!! I could say more but there would be too much so I summarized it in the best way I could. What touched me most was the ending when they all bowed and ahhh it seriously feels like I just woke up from a dream because it honestly did not feel real. I honestly couldn’t believe I just saw my ult group live and I wouldn’t mind doing it again.
Thank you Bangtan Sonyeondan for giving me a chance to live this moment. 
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jungshookz · 5 years
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ceo!yoongi - daddy’s little girl
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→ pairing: min yoongi x reader
→ summary: it seems like hwayoung might have a favourite parent, and, spoiler alert: it’s not you.
→ genre: ceo!yoongi universe, fluFF aka jimin and hwayoung in matching teddy jackets, angst because parenthood is hard, lil touch of smut because yoongi n y/n have missed each other and hwayoung keeps cockblocking them womp womp
→ wordcount: 5.5k
→ notes: if you missed the ceo!yoongiverse as much as i did i hope you’ll like this drabble!! i’m sorry it took so long ya girl’s been buSY as heck! anyways i have moVed on from google translate and i have a vEry special translator who i will not expose in case they want to remain anonymous but for those of you who were horrified by the google translate korean from a couple drabbles ago i hope this time around it’s better!! also i couldn’t come up with a better title so get ur minds out of the guTTER
if you have no idea whO ceo!yoongi is, go ahead and read the fic that started it allllllllll anyways i hope you guys like this one! feel free to flood the friCK out of my inbox i love dat shit
or if you’re interested in reading other ceo!yoongi drabbles: the proposal | x | the wedding | x | the first date | x | jealousy | x | baby makes three | x | the fishnet stockings | x | baby min’s timeline | x | the birth of baby min | x |
if u wanna ask yoongs or y/n (or hwayoung?? u won’t get a lot outta her unfortunately) anything u know what to do ;-)
(gif isn’t mine!)
(((and the read more function iS there but most of the time it doesn’t work on mobile :// i am sorry don’t attack me by sending passive-aggressive anon messages)))
you’re pretty sure hwayoung hates you
which is NOT fair because you gRew her for nine months and um also YOU BIRTHED HER
“we’re never going to get this diaper on if you keep kiCking me” you scowl as her tiny foot digs into your (still sensitive) stomach and you wince in pain
how the frick do diapers work
it’s just deconstructed underwear and you can’t even figure it out
which way is the back????
“okay, let me just…” you lift her up a little and slide the diaper underneath and plop her bum back down
hm
no that doesn’t look right
maybe that’s the front???
“sorry, wait-“ you lift her up again and she gurgles when you whIp the diaper away from under her “okay, now i got it”
you’re about to reach out to lift her up again but then
o frick
you sigh frustratedly when her face crumples up and she starts to wail “oH my god girl why are you crying?? what is there to cry about?????? do you want to hang out in a poopy diaper all day???? i’m trying to help you!!”
she starts to cry harder and now yOU want to cry
jesus
your ears are literally about to start bleeding
this girl has a pair of lungs for sure
“hey, what’s wrong? y/n, what did you do?” you turn as yoongi walks into the nursery looking as concerned as ever
“wha- what makes you think i did something??” you scoff and yoongi plucks the diaper from your hand
“오~케이 아빠왔다! 아빠가 기저귀 빨리 갈아줄게! [oh...okay... daddy’s here! daddy’s gonna change your diaper!]” yoongi tuts and slides the diaper underneath her and her wails begin to reduce to small hiccups and whimpers “y/n, jagi, i know you’re tired but maybe you shouldn’t yell at our two-month-old child, hm?”
“i wasn’t yelling-“
“you kind of were” yoongi mutters and you clench your fists in frustration
you can’t help it
you haven’t slept in like a week so you’re exhausted and you feel like you’re about to pass out all the time
your boobs are always just,.., leaKIng
your nipples!!! are so chaffed!!! and so raw!!!!!!!!
all of your clothes are now stained with multiple types of bodily fluids
you watch as yoongi tightens the straps and then sticks the little tabs down
and the whole time
hwayoung doesn’t move and barely makes a peep
she gurgles as he tucks her legs back into the onesie and buttons her little outfit back up
“alright, you chunky monkey” he pinches her thighs and grins down at her “we’re all done! 아~ 내 째깐한기— 누구 딸이길레 이렇게 귀여운거야? [oh, you’re so cute - whose baby is this cute?]” he coos and tickles her plump lil belly
he rubs his nose against hers and her tiny palm slaps against his cheek
yoongi picks her up and cradles her in his arms and she sucks her fist into her mouth
“how about you go and take a shower? i can take care of her for a bit” yoongi murmurs and yanks her fist out of her mouth
she whines and shoves her fist back in
he doesn’t give you a choiCe because then he’s walking out of the nursery
okay
guess you’re taking a shower
you let out a long sigh as the hot water rains down on you
you don’t know how you’re going to survive motherhood
it’s already so hard
you can’t even put a diaper on
you know what
motherhood is difficult buT you know for a fact it’s going to become easier
yeah
just give it some time
everything will be fine
3AM
the sudden sound of wailing jolts you awake and you sit up immediately
the baby monitor next to you is blinking like crazy
u don’t even need the baby monitor to tell u that hwayoung is crying because her cries are so loUD
you reach over and turn on the lamp and let out a sigh
there’s some shuffling next to you and yoongi reaches over and places a hand on your bare thigh
“i got it, don’t worry.” yoongi murmurs and rubs the sleep out of his eyes with his other hand
“you had a long day at work today… i can take care of it” you bring his hand up to your mouth and press a kiss over his knuckles
“no… no….i…i got it…” yoongi rolls over onto his stomach and flops an arm over your lap
he’s basically fallen back asleep and you can’t help but snort quietly at your husband
you run your fingers through his hair gently before pushing him back so that he’s on his back
you let out another yawn and crawl out of bed
“coming, i’m coming…” you make your way down the hall to hwayoung’s room
goD
you are so tired you could pass out right now
“hi, sweet girl… can’t sleep, hm?” you scoop her up into your arms and she tucks her face into the crook of your neck and continues to sob
you can feel your shoulder getting wet from the copious amount of tears and snoT being produced by your child as you pace back and forth
you spend the next twenty or so minutes trying to calm her down but nothing seems to be working
she keeps spitting out her pacifier
you tried bouncing her and it didn’t work
you cradled her in your arms and sat in the rocking chair and it didn’t work
you even tried singing that stupid tomato song that jungkook and jimin sing to her that she seems to like (u don’t really know the lyrics so it was basically just you saying ‘tomato’ over and over again but in the tune of the song lmao)
“she’s still crying?” you look over your shoulder to see yoongi standing by the door
you’re about to respond but hwayoung lets out another ear-piercing sob
he scratches at his bare chest and lets out a yawn before holding his arms out “c’mere, give her to me”
you’re about to protest because u want to prove to yourself AND yoongi that you are capable of making your guys’ child stop crying but like
your arms are starting to get tired
and hwayoung doesn’t seem like she’s going to stop crying any time soon
the moment yoongi takes her into his arms her cries start to quiet down significantly and you’re like ????????
are u having a fever dream
is this even happening right now
“yeah, there we go… 아이고야, 아기야 울지말거라.....[no need to cry…]” yoongi coos and pats her back gently
a fat tear rolls down her cheek as she shuts her eyes and-
what
did she just fall asleep
she totally just fell asleep
“hey, look at that! easy-peasy.” yoongi teases but the smile drops from his face when he sees that you are very noT amused
“that is so not fair.” you grumble and watch him put her back in her crib
as days start bleeding into weeks you can’t help but realise just how exhausting being a mother is
you can’t even grasp the basic concept of time because you’ve been hanging out at home all day and all night
you only know it’s nighttime whenever yoongi comes back from work
yoongi’s been a vEry supportive and doting husband and father even though you know he’s super busy at work
he offers to make dinner and he gives you back massages when you need it
he’s always the first one outta bed whenever hwayoung starts crying in the middle of the night
jimin and kook stop by from time to time
most of the time they bring food for you which you’re very grateful for
the point is
usually you have someone there with you whenever things get rough
but tonight
tonight is really testing you
yoongi isn’t going to be home for a little while longer
jimin is busy at work with yoongi
jungkook’s hanging out with his other pals tonight
so it’s just you and your baby
speaking of your baby
hwayoung is being especially difficult tonight
more difficult than usual
you can’t help but wonder if she inherited the stubborn gene from you (the answer is yes in case it wasn’t already painfully clear)
she hasn’t cried in two hours which is concerning because she usually bursts into tears like every twenty minutes
that means when she eventually cries it’s going to be the most intense waiLS you think you’ll ever get from her
“you sure you don’t want any milk?” you let out a sigh of frustration as you try feeding her your nipple and she moves her head away before bursting into tears “c’mon, just-“ you try manoeuvring her head towards your boob again and she whips her head away “hwayoung, please, mommy’s boob is literally probABly going to explode if you don’t-“ she starts to cry harder and you’re pretty sure she’s going to pop a lung if she doesn’t stop “okay okAY okay no milk no milk” you shush and stand up and start bouncing her gently
you wince and reach up to cup your boob
o god
your boobs hurt so fuckign much
you need to pump some milk out before you pass out
you haven’t used the breast pump yet because hwayoung’s been diligent with the milk drinking but for some reason she’s refused to drink aLL day today which has resulted in what you think is an ovERProduction of milk in your boobs
“shh, it’s okay, there’s nothing to cry about…” you mutter as you go through the cupboards and- “ah! found it!!”
“mommy’s just gonna put you down here, okay?” hwayoung’s calmed down a bit but you know she’s still irritated because she keeps fussing and whining
you lie her down on the couch and take a seat next to her
you don’t think you’ve ever felt suCh relief in your life when you finally attach the pump to your boob and it starts suCkINg the milk out of your body
“thank god..” you sigh and rest your head back against the couch
all that can be heard in the room is the continuous pumping of the machine with hwayoung’s occasional babble thrown in
see
everything’s fine
you glance over and-
“hwayoung-!” you gasp and imMediately reach out to grab her before she can roll off the damn couch
and then all hell breaks loose
your hand knocks against the bottle attached to your boob when your arms whIP out to grab onto her
the bottle tumbles onto the ground and you literally want to die when the milk spills out and starts soaking into the rug
that was
that was like all of your milk
that was hwayoung’s meal and it’s all gone
“fuckin-“ hwayoung’s shrieking at this point and you have no idea what to do
here you are in the middle of the living room with a boob hanging out of your nurSing bra with your child crying into the crook of your neck
“okay, it’s fine, don’t cry!” you seem like you’re telling yourself that rather than hwayoung
you groan in pain when you shoVe your sore boob back into your bra and you don’t even bother buttoning yoongi’s shirt up because there’s no timE
“okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, mommy’s here,” you try to shush hwayoung as you furiously dab at the carpet with her ducky blanket
she’s squirming in your grip and you wince when she smacks her tiny fist against your face
“-daddy heard your crying all the way from- woAh what the hell” the last thing yoongi expects to see when he walks into the penthouse is the sight of you on your knees scrubbing at the carpet while cradling hwayoung in your arms (who is squirming so much she’s literally about to faLL out of your arms)  
“take her, i need to clean up the milk” yoongi rushes over and takes hwayoung from you and you immediately zip to the kitchen to grab the cleaning supplies
“눈물 뚝... [don’t cry, don’t cry...]” yoongi whispers and bounces her in his arms
she continues blubbering and big fat tears roll down the sides of her face “화영아 울지마... 아빠야.. [hwayoungie, don’t cry... it’s daddy...] no, no! don’t cry, it’s okay!] y/n, what happened??”
“i- it’s fine, everything’s fine, it was an accident,” you breathe out as you come back with a damp cloth “-i was pumping milk and i put her down and i wasn’t paying attention and she was wiggling around a lot and i guess she squirmed all the way to the edge of the couch buT BUT i caught her! i caught her and ended up ripPing the pump off my boob-“ you drop to your knees and start dabbing at the milk
it’s too late
most of it has soaked into the rug and you don’t want the living room to reek of your crusty breast milk when it fully dries
shiT
you should grab the bleach
but this rug was eXPENSIVE
“i’ll go put her to bed, okay? i’ll be right back”
you don’t know if it’s the hormones or the lack of sleep or whatever but suddenly you feel your eyes starting to well up with tears the moment you’re left alone
it’s just
you’re so overwhelmed and so tired
hwayoung hates you
you can’t do anything right
you can’t even put a damn diaper on your baby
you can’t get her to drink from your stupid boob
and not to mention it took you like 20 minutes to figure out how to attach a pump to your boOb
your movements start to slow down significantly when it hits you
you’re an unfit mother
it’s true
you are an unfit mother
“she’s a bit fussy tonight, no?” yoongi jokes as he comes down the stairs
he purses his lips when you don’t reply and continue to scrub fuRIously at the rug “…lemme help-“
“no, it’s okay.” you shake your head quickly and swallow the lump growing in your throat
yoongi kinda stands there awkwardly because he doesn’t know,..,,. what to do.,.,
“okay. uh… do you… want pizza for dinner? cauliflower crust good with you.” he jokes aGain as he loosens his tie
and once again
he’s met with nothing but silence
he feels like this is the calm before the storm
something’s coming
u know what
he’s just going to call the pizza place
he’ll make sure to get extra garlic dip for u
hopefully that’ll cheer you up a bit
you lean back against the couch and look down at the dark patch on the rug
okay well
you got most of the milk out
so everything is fine now
yes
everything is fine
you press your lips together to try and suppress the incoming soB because you know yoongi’s tired and he probably doesn’t want to deal with-  
“i’m a terrible mother!” you burst into tears and immediately reach up to cover your face with your hands and yoongi jumps in surprise
thEre it is
“baby, no! you’re not a terrible mother!!” yoongi’s brows knit together and he drops to the ground right next to you
you immediately launch yourself into yoongi’s arms and bury your face into the crook of his neck
“i just don’t understand why i can’t do anything right like i can’t [hiccup] even change her diaper i don’t know [sob] what the f-front of the diaper looks like and what the back of the diaper [hiccup] looks like and she won’T EVEN drINk from my b-boob so now my boobs huRT [sob] and i know it’s not her fault because it’s always my fault i’m the one who keeps messing up howamisupposedtotakecareofababywhenicanbarelytakecareofmyself-“  
yoongi can barely understand what you’re saying because your words are muffled and you’re blurring them together pluS you’re uncontrollably sobbing but he manages to make out a couple of your sentences
he lets you cry and cry and crY out all your anger and sadness and frustrations for the next ten minutes until you quite literally have no tears left to cry
you sniffle and pull away from yoongi
your eyes are watery and puffy and your nose is red and your lips are swollen “…so how was work?”
“you aren’t a terrible mother.” yoongi deadpans before reaching up to cup your cheeks “how’d you manage to get that silly idea into your head?”
you scoff and reach up to wipe at your eyes “yoongi, i can’t do anything right. you’re nailing this whole being a parent thing and i’m just fucking it up for everyone.”
“no, you’re not! and you’re not alone, you know that! we’re both in this together - last time i checked, hwayoung is half of you and half of me. i have my fuck up moments too! i didn’t tell you this because i didn’t want you to get mad but i accidentally clipped hwayoung’s finger when i was cutting her fingernails and there was a little bit of blood but-“
“you whAT-“
“-not to mention, you have jimin and unfortunately you have jungkook too but the point is you are not alone in this!!! i know things are hard right now because babies are difficult but you are not a terrible mother. you take care of hwayoung-ie so well and you love her so much and i can’t even think of any woman more perfect than you to raise my child. it’ll get better, i promise. but for now, the most important thing you need to know is that you are not a terrible mother.” yoongi holds your face up “look at me and say it.”
your eyes flicker up to him before they look back down at the rug “…u r not a terrible mother”
“y/n, seriously-“
“i am not a terrible mother.” you murmur and reach up to wipe at your puffy eyes
“i would ask you to say it louder but i’m not risking waking the baby up.” yoongi laughs lightly and wipes a stray tear away for you before giving you a sweet lil kiss “you okay?”
“ya i guess so... you still gonna order pizza for us?”
“mhm”
“with extra cheese?”
“yup”
“and stuffed crust?”
“…well now you’re just pushing it buT yes, you deserve stuffed crust.”
:-)
yoongi was right
things got better
“what’s the matter with this film?? it’s about mermaids! i’m sure you’ll grow to like mermaids.” you look over at hwayoung who’s just chilling in her little rocker
since you and yoongi are ~millennial~ parents obviously you guys had to get your baby more modern things
it’s a rocker that rocks itself!!
..or maybe u guys are just lazy lol
hwayoung gurgles and her little arms flail around a bit
“unless you wanna watch basketball or something.” you mutter and switch the channel
you’re sitting on the ground next to her and the both of you are just enjoying each others’ company
once again hwayoung’s pudgy bread roll arms flail around
“what’s the matter, miss fussy?” you coo and pull her out of the rocker gently and proceed to place her on your chest
you lower the volume on the tv because you figure she’d appreciate more silence since she’s tryna go to sleep
“alright alright just gimme a second to get comfortable.” you can’t help but laugh when she lets out the tiniest most adorable yawn
you sit on the couch and lean back a bit and hwayoung burrows her face into the crook of your neck before turning and squishing her cheek against your shoulder
and-
you pause
“…hwayoung?” you whisper and awkwardly crane your neck so you can kINda look at her face
oh my god
she fell asleep
no way
you press your lips together to keep yourself from scREECHING in excitement because she nEVER falls asleep in your arms!!!!!!! EVER
holy shit
ok
oh god
now you can’t move because u don’t want to wake her up
u know what it’s totally fine because the point is hwayoung is sleeping on yOU
“i can do this.” you breathe out as you look up at the ceiling
yeah
you can do this
you’re not a terrible mother
yoongi shuts the door behind him as quietly as he can
the penthouse is eerily quiet tonight and yoongi’s only slightly concerned
he’s tempted to call out for you but he doesn’t want to just in case-
oh
aw
yoongi has to press his lips together to suppress the big fat grin on his face because there you are
there you are
asleep on the couch with an arm hanging off the edge while the other is wrapped around hwayoung
meanwhile hwayoung is sprawled on top of you with her lil cheek smushed against your chest
her little duckie blanket is tossed over her
the two of you are drooling which yoongi finds absolutely endearing
“c’mere...” yoongi scoops hwayoung up from your chest and cradles her in his arms
she stirs in her sleep and her little nose twitches (yoongi wants to melt right then and there because she definitely picked that up from you!!)
he tucks her into bed as slowly as possible so that she doesn’t wake up
of course his head knocks into the mobile hanging above her bed and it jingles a little bit
luckily she’s a deep sleeper
he picks up her little chocolate chip cookie plushie (you named it shooky for some reason which don’t even make any damn sense) and places it right next to her head
and then he just takes a moment to admire her
wow
that’s his little baby
that’s his daughter
he never thought he’d be a dad this young
heck
he didn’t even think he’d be married this young but
u know what
life works in funny ways
and he’s pretty sure he’s the luckiest guy in the world
the floorboards creak under his feet as he makes his way back to you
he bends down and reaches over to move a strand of hair away from your face
“y/n…” yoongi whispers and smiles fondly when you stir in your sleep
there’s that nose twitch
you peel an eye open before reaching over to cup yoongi’s jaw “hey… you’re finally ho-“ suddenly you sit straIGHt up and look down
“i put her in bed a minute ago” you visibly relax and you let out a sigh before lying back down
“she fell asleep on me tonight” you hum happily “i think she likes me”
yoongi snorts and rolls his eyes before getting back up onto his feet “c’mon, you. let’s get you into bed too” you let out a whine and swat lazily at his hand
“i’m too tired to move”
classic
yoongi bends down to pick you up
you wrap your arms around his neck and he wraps your legs around his waist
“c’mon, you big baby.”
he bounces you a little to make sure he has a good grip on you and you hum
this position feels very familiar hEhe
“i thought you were tired” yoongi teases when he feels you begin to plant kisses down his neck as he makes his way up the stairs
“changed my mind” you murmur
one hand wraps around the nape of his neck
meanwhile your other hand wraps around his bicep and you give him a lil squeeze
hoLy moly
“have you been working out?” you pull away from him and yoongi raises his eyebrows
“if by rocking our child to sleep every night for like two hours straight, then yes, i have been working out”
yoongi plops you down on the mattress before settling in between your legs
you wrap your legs around his waist and yoongi can’t help but laugh because he’s trYIng to undo his tie but you keep pawing at him
“what’s gotten into you??” you’ve sat up to unbuckle his belt
you are a woman on a mission
and he’s not complaining
you’re just being vERY speedy
“our baby might start crying at any moment-“
“she sleeps like a log-“
“buT she always starts crying at the most inconvenient time!! it’s like she knows everythING that goes on- christ, you’re really taking your sweet time with- you know what-“ suddenly everything whiRLS and yoongi’s staring up at the ceiling
he blinks twice
what the heck
“now shut up and enjoy the ride.”
god
he really is the luckiest guy in the world
“look, we match!” jimin beams
he has hwayoung cradled in his arms and she’s sucking on her fist while wearing the most adorable teddy jacket
and jimin
jiMIN is wearing an equally as adorable teddy jacket and you’re pretty sure your heart stops beating when he nuzzles his nose into her cheek
they’re both so squishy
she places her hand over his mouth and pinches his plump bottom lip in response and he yelps in pain which then triggers hwayoung to become a giggling mess
“y/n, take a picture!!” jimin hands you his phone and points to you in an attempt to get hwayoung to look at the camera
she keeps staring at him as if she were completely entranced by his beauty which.,.,. is fair
jungkook appears behind you and starts whistling and popping his tongue “정국삼촌보세요!!! [look at uncle jungkook!]”
jimin grins for the camera and squishes his cheek against hwayoung’s as he squeezes her tight
hwayoung squeals in delight when jungkook sticks his tongue out and crosses his eyes and you snap the picture quickly
“got it??” jimin bounces hwayoung up and down while continuing to squish his cheek against hers
you nod and hand his phone back to him expEcting him to give you hwayoung
“i’m taking her for the rest of the day!! i have to show the reSt of the office my baby”
“your baby?? i’m the one who pushed her out of my vagina!” you scoff and jimin puShes past you while baby-talking to hwayoung
“look at you in your little teddy jacket, you cutie! uncle jimin loves spoiling you, yes he does! i’m gonna take you on a shopping spree and you can buy whatever your little heart wants!”  
she babbles back to him and shoves her fist back into her mouth
“화영이 내꺼~야, 삼촌이 더 좋지? [hwayoung is mine~ i’m better, right?]” jimin coos and you watch as he disappears down the hallway
well
you’re probably never going to get your child back now
jungkook didn’t think he’d like hwayoung as much as he does because like
babies are disgusting
and annoying
and loud
and they drool and poop everywhere and they’re just constantly leaking fluids
but bitch
he is W HI P P ED for this baby with a capital wH
“i love tummy time, don’t you?” jungkook sighs and rests his cheek against his fist before looking over at hwayoung
he reaches over to squeeze her bread roll arm
squidge
uWU
“i’m gonna eat ur little bread roll arms yes i am yes i am” he shifts closer and leans down to nip at her elbow and she squawks
you can’t help but snort before returning your attention back to your laptop
you set up hwayoung’s mobile in yoongi’s office and jungkook popped over with your coffee and is supposed to go back to work immediately but here he is lying on the floor with your baby
hwayoung gurgles before letting out a huff and squishing her cheek against the floor
keeping your head up is hard work okAy give her a break
jungkook flips over onto his back and reaches up to whack at the little moon plush that’s hanging from the top of the mobile
hwayoung lets out a muffled whine because her face is currently smooshed against the floor seeing that she cannoT LIFT HER HEAD SOMEONE HELP HER
“알았~어 인제 한번 뒤집어보자? [okay~ how about we flip you over?]” jungkook tilts his head backwards so that he can look at hwayoung but all he sees is the top of her head
he sits up before turning and picking hwayoung up gently and flips her over like a lil pancake
“jungkook, careful” you scowl and jungkook waves you off before reaching down to flick the moon plush
hwayoung reaches up to try and grab it
her chubby fingers brush against the bottom of it and jungkook coos
“you can’t reach the moon because of your sausage fingers, ya loser” he teases and reaches down to boop her nose and she swats at his finger
jungkook is still hooked on this bread roll arm thing (he’ll never get over it for as long as he lives) and pretty soon all that can be heard in the room is him fAWning over hwayoung
“얘는 팔에 식빵 있네! 식빵 사세요!!! [this baby has bread-roll arms! come buy this bread!]” he laughs as he wiggles her plump arm around
yep
caPITAL wH
“and if those papers aren’t on my desk by monday morning 8am you can consider yourself fiREd” yoongi barks before slamming the phone back down onto the receiver “ridiculous! absolutely ridiculous” he scoffs and whips around
hwayoung squawks in the baby carrier and wraps her tiny fingers around yoongi’s pointer finger
“하.. 나진짜! [i mean, seriously!]” yoongi bounces up and down as he continues to ramble on and on “이 사람들은 내 시간 낭비하는게 일인가.. 서류 작성하는게 뭔 어려운 일이라고...??[these people are wasting my time! how hard is it to fill out documents??]”
when the korean comes out that’s when you know yoongi’s suPer pissed
you poke your head through the crack of the door and you’re only a little surprised to see yoongi pacing back and forth ranting angrily while hwayoung lets out the occasional babble
she looks at you like she wants you to save her from this hELL because yoongi’s bouncing her a little bit too aggressively now
she’s got her fingers wrapped around his pointer finger as he goes oN and oN
yoongi looks down at the baby attached to his chest “don’t you think this is ridiculous? i’m probably going to have to start firing people at this rate.”
hwayoung looks up at him and gurgles
“누구 해고하는거 내 마음인데, [i can fire whoever i want] thank you very much.”
“agha”
“얘네 무능하다 [they’re incompetent], that’s why!”
“bajdsl”
hm
this seems like a daddy-daughter moment
you’ll leave them alone for now
“you look like such a dad.” you snort and yoongi glances over at you before returning his attention to the TV
“i am a dad.”
he’s wearing a plaid button-up pyjama top with a t-shirt underneath (because it’s still a lil cold out) and hwayoung is lying on his chest just snoozing away
she’s wearing a matching plaid onesie which is adorable and u know yoongi did it on puRpose
you sit down next to yoongi and peek at hwayoung
her cheek is squished against his chest and you can’t help but poke her little nose
you rest your head on yoongi’s shoulder n he gives the top of your head a kiss
in this moment you can’t help but feel overwhelmingly happy
because you love your husband
and you love your daughter
“…i think hwayoung just pooped.”
…and you love your lil family of three.
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brightjin · 7 years
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YOONGI'S BBMA LOOK HAS GOT ME ON THE MOTHERFUCKING FLOOR I LOVE THAT BOY
FUCKIGN SAME LIKE???? YOONGI HAVE MERCY FOR GOD’S SAKE IM GONNA DIE
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thecarelessmint · 6 years
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Dear me
Hi me, it’s been a while.
I genuinely can’t believe I started this with the intention of it NOT becoming a shitpost but that was literally reference to JK’s ‘it’s been a while’, but regardless, it has.
It has been 390 days, so roughly a year and a month… a lot has changed.
I’m going to start with our usual ‘how am I?’ then go to where we left off last year and go on from there.
How am I? Well you see with everything that’s happened this year, I’m not so ok, and I’m sorry. We were close I know, we were happy, and the dissociation stopped but everything came tunneling back. So that’s how I am right now, I’ll explain more once I explain just what exactly happened this year.
Going to where we left off:
Funny thing, I went to Seattle again this year! I went alone this time, I’ll explain it in detail a bit later, but boy oh boy it was the same feeling, we were anxious most of the time kid sorry about that.
You’re still not good with people, in fact, I think you got worse hhh, except it’s for somewhat different reasons this time. A mix of being disattached and realizing that people are genuinely shit has made me realize that I need to stop allowing myself to be a welcome mat but if I’m being honest, it’s easier being a welcome mat than it is maintaining friendships at this point.
Let’s start on the year:
My last entry was August 15th 2017, it is currently September 9th 2018, lets dick sus.
You, started uni. You started university majoring in theatre production. It was hard.
The first month was footings, oh my god footings, I haven’t thought about that for a while. It was so jam packed, we were literally taught everything in one month and it just really showed you what the next two years would be like. God it was so much fun. Remember the first time we hung a source4, and now you’ve probably hung well over 100 lights.
September was hard, I couldn’t turn to the people I could turn to today so I was very much alone and used my spam instagram account (the super secret one) as an outlet. I remember continuously begging myself not to drop out on that account, and guess what, you didn’t.
Also hey, you don’t hate carpentry, actually you’re taking carpentry 2. Insane I know. Who would have guessed, 5ft me doing carpentry.
Serendipity dropped!! Oh boy, I remember crying for DAYS, Park Jimin I love you.
First Semester Classes:
English: A bitty dropped that class, 2 weeks in, yeah. Yup.
Footings: A solid 10/10, we went through hell but it was fun and we went to the bar for the first time afterwards. Genuinely a good time.
Drafting: Listen,, shit hit the fan, I’m pretty sure Clayton hates you, but we’re taking his year two class anyways so he’s stuck with me :)
Intro: Shit hit the fan part 2, this was all on you, you actual dumbass (ly)
Rigging: SHE WAS FUN, would definitely do again. The field trip to the opera was really fun too.
Audio: I somehow got an A in this class, and like, I’m not bad at audio but what the fuck?
Practicum: :((( Sister Act :((( My first show :( God there’s so much I can say about this. Thank you so much Sister Act. I owe you everything.
How on Earth do I sum all this up…
Footings ended, classes started regularly. You fell in love with all of the second years and fun fact, you’re still in love with them, god bless Mark. Melissa left :/, YOU WON THE RIGGING GAMES, YOU WON AND BROKE A RECORD, AND IT WAS AMAZING. You were a spotlight for sister act, headset was insane, bless Hunter. You became an addict to the bacanator at Wendys. You cut out 19 head pieces on a wardrobe call for sister act. Existential dates with Bruno at Denny’s because you were both far too stressed. You spent too much money because fuck freshman year right? You accidentally read a major character death. We went to Deadmenton with Tanika, Bella and Patty, it was really fun and Tanika kept screaming “Miss Keisha, Bitch, Bitch”. So much happened and this isn’t even a grain of salt in comparison.
So let’s talk about the big things. Mom told us to leave in September, and by November you were living with dad in a 2 bedroom apartment, 6 minutes from your school. It was hard, this was the first time I’d lived without my siblings, it, was hard.
Around that same time, you started going on twitter more, actually, you were put in a group chat. A lot came from that group chat, and I guess this is the perfect time to talk about the relationships in your life.
Siblings: You haven’t been as close to Pisona as you are now. Moving forced me to communicate with my siblings and that did bring us closer. I love my siblings and I would do anything for them, it’s unfortunate the situation that we’ve found ourselves in with our parents.
Friends:
Bruno: I love Bruno, I love Bruno so fucking much. I would do anything for Bruno. I don’t know how to fully express just how much I love Bruno. I love you moonshine.
Danait: In all honesty, that’s my Taehyung. I see us as partners for life, I don’t know what I would do without her and sure there are times when I want to let everything go, but she’s here, and she’s home.
Patty & Tanika: My kids! The gc moved to Line bc twitter was stressing us out, and its all jokes and screaming about life from there.
Q: I love Q, but it’s really hard, but it’ll be ok.
Dead Friendships:
Erika, Blakeish, Yadiel, Literally just everyone else and everyone from high school lmao.
New Relationships:
Jocelyn: Oh jeez, how the fuck do I do this. You know that group chat we joined, well you also happened to meet the love of your life in said group chat. Yup. Her name is Jocelyn, and she’s perfect, and she’s too good for you but you’re not one to decide that, and maybe you think about her a little too much, and maybe you fuck up, a lot, but you really like her.
Eyerusalem: So you didn’t just join one group chat, you joined multiple, you even made some yourself, and in one that you made, you met Yoongi. I can’t really explain what that means but you know what I mean because well, you’re me, and hope that you’re still friends with her when you read this a year from now, but I also know that It’s literally not possible for you to stop speaking to her because as far as we’re fucking considered, namgi shall rise and we are soulmates.
Fun fact, you only made two new friends. Everyone else is a classmate that although you like, you can’t really talk to or further your relationship with. There’s Caitlan but fuck Caitlan :)
This is long and it just keeps fucking going but there’s just so fucking much that happened this last year god, I haven’t even gotten half way through it all fuck.
Ok so: You didn’t finish any of the shows you said you would. You finished your first year without any electives so now you’re cramming. Also your parents are now living under the same roof because dad fucked up his arm so yes you moved back in with mom. YOU DATED A BOY, for like a week, it was awful, but you don’t hate him anymore. YOUR PERIOD CAME BACK, you were in Seattle when it happened, it was,, a lot, lots of blood, lots of mess, but it was gone for a year so it makes sense.
You fully delved into your sexuality, you aren’t exactly ace haha hahaha haahahahahaha ahhahahahahaha I FUCKIGN KNOW  I FUCKING KNOW OK, THATS WHO WE WERE, LISTEN IM SHOCKED TOO, but miss jocelyn over there single handedly changed everything, also you’re kinky as fuck, who would have fucking guessed, blame jocey.
Seattle wasn’t the worst, we went to the ocean a lot, and we only touched her once because we aren’t greedy and frankly I got too overwhelmed.
You have like 7 biases, deal with it. Your Japanese got better lmao, you tell me how.
I’m saying it here and now, but we’re joining the circus.
This is the best I can do for now because quite frankly, this year was too much to put into words and I knew it would be hard but I didn’t realize just how fucking hard. But anyways, you love bangtan a lot, and as hard as u try they really are the only group you can keep up with, im sorry stray kids im still trying, exo flew out the picture, i literally only care about pcy, bbh and ksoo/yixing lmaoooooooo NYWAYS
GN (it’s 1PM)
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geminidyke-archive · 6 years
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♛ 😚😚💖
fave thing abt ur blog: UR AES HHHHHH also youre one freaky astrology mutual i love to pretend i understand what ur talking aboutwhat fandom i associate u with: bts !!! yoongi and taehyung especifically what i think abt ur url: its so iconic and sexi wow why i follow u: YOURE SO FUCKIGN FUNNY oh my god!!! also u always seem to be right abt everything always..... ur mind......
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aoutd · 6 years
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i literally started choking on snapchat when i saw yoongi performing onstage today,.,.,.god what a king,,
fuckign same tho !!!!!! yoongi rlly is such an ethereal being???!??!?!??! 🖤🖤🖤🖤 everything he doing out there shakes my mfing soul in its entirety 😤‼️😤‼️😤‼️ gosh i love him sm u rite he’s an actual king
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