#god i’m a mess

[saipng]

me watching cyberpunk edgerunnes: man i hope this show doesn’t have a happy ending, it would suck and would be an antithesis to everything cyberpunk stands for

the show: *doesn’t have a happy ending*

me:

#god i’m a MESS #crying like a little BITCH #like i knew from the beginning it was never gonna end happy #but man. i didn’t expect it to hit this bad #goddammit cyberpunk you did it again. you made me cry #cyberpunk edgerunners #cyberpunk 2077 #cp2077 #sai.jpg

[sonofabludger]

Thoughts on episode:

1. RAVEN KNOWS WHAT HAPPED OMG IS THAT WHY SHE WENT FULL BANDIT AND HATES OZ???? HOW MESSED UP WAS THIS MISSION???

2. Neo may be good guy now who wants friends? Ugh like I don’t want to feel bad for her about the Torchwick moment but can’t help myself.

3. Jaune’s voice change with his appearance had me ROLLING like he’s a prepubescent dude 😂

4. The 4 of them was what this God was striving for all along? Send me to go cry inconsolably.

5. Juniper and Somewhat going off to save the world is amazing and Jaune crying about it is perfect.

6. All the airships at Vacuo are alarming.

7. VACUO????

8. BLAKE AND YANG NOT BEING ABLE TO NOT HOLD HANDS AT LOOK AT EACH OTHER IS FANTASTIC THEY MAKE EVERY DECISION TOGETHER WITH CONSENT AND NOW I HAVE THEM LAYING TOGETHER EVEN IF JUST BC THRY WERE BLASTED INTO A CUDDLE JFKFKDJSJSBA

9. But… where is my extended version of Worthy?

10. Did… did we just… get a HAPPY ending of a season? HOW AND OMG I WAS ABSOLUTELY EXPECTING SOMETHING MESSED UP

#bumbleby #rwby #rwby spoilers #hot takes no one asked for #yang xiao long #blake belladonna #rwby vol9 #season finale #god I’m a mess #I’m supposed to be working but I’m just crying #jaune arc

[googleitlol]

So I’m rewatching some things for writing purposes and thought I’d share some silly goofy angst :D

Rewatching the whole “Oath” scene where we see bits of the Wukong v. Macaque fight and now with season 4 and Azure’s version of what went down I now realize something.

Wukong isn’t wearing the circlet, meaning this fight happened after the journey? So he didn’t kill Macaque when he decided to mess with the pilgrims but after?

What’s the LMK version of this? Does this mean they could’ve fought on multiple occasions and it was only after the journey that something in Wukong just snapped and he finally ended things once and for all?

Idk season 3 of My Beloved is hella angsty and now it’s corrupting my thought process

#lego monkie kid #lmk #monkie kid #lmk hc #lmk sun wukong #lmk macaque #lmk monkey king #lmk s4 #lmk s4 spoilers #sun wukong #shadowpeach angst #my beloved #what if they were close to making up #and then they screwed it up #resulting in their final fight #god i’m a mess #middle of the night and I’m ranting abt Lego monkies #what is my life

[frodo-baggins]

can’t believe i’ve developed a crush on this guy at my gardening club. i’m such a loser 🫥

#think he might be considerably older too but honestly he’s so fine to me #and he doesn’t wear a wedding ring so…. #god i’m a mess #rose.txt

[kruemel8]

I literally just woke up and I am a mess!!! I will work for an hour now to get the time over faster 😂 can't believe the day has come ���️❤️

Me either, I’m a frazzled mess. Literally me when someone would ask me something not YR related.

#young royals #god I’m a mess #30 minutes

[fridayisbestday]

My somewhat Lenny moment today

@bekindreblog my friend I did it, I grew a pair and did it…(I’m not even making this shit up, this literally happened today and as I’m writing this it looks more and more like Lenny’s pov in a fanfic)

So…there’s this girl who I ‘kinda dig’ you know.

A bit of context, I’m not a very touchy person (she is) but for some reason she doesn’t make me uncomfortable, it’s quite the opposite really, it calms me and I kinda crave for it.

Anyways.

Today was her birthday, I bought her an umbrella.

Again with context, I kinda made her watch Tmmm and she’s now an addict.

But more importantly, she loves the rain and the smell of rain (similar to Lorelai with snow) but after catching Covid she hasn’t been able to smell properly.

Like I said, it’s her birthday and I gifted her an umbrella.

Yes. I knew what I was doing.

I was confessing to her in my own awkward way.

I gave her a card where I wrote some sappy stuff that may have included, ‘I hope you rely on me as much as I rely on you. Always with an umbrella, (name)’

Now, with the umbrella. It’s a clear umbrella with some pink floral patterns on it.

I hid the umbrella behind my back, so when I revealed it to her. This is what what happened:

“Oh my god, Mrs Maisel!” She exclaimed with excitement. “It’s beautiful…”

“Yes.” I could tell she was happy but slightly confused.

“So the umbrella.” I took a breath, “Ok.” I breathed.

“Before you judge or say anything,” I took another breath, “I know you still don’t have a sense of smell since catching covid and you miss the smell of rain. But.”

“I hope that seeing the droplets of rain and hearing the sound of it hitting the umbrella will compensate for that.”

I was terrified man, just god, I couldn’t look at her properly.

She took a breath in and was about to say something but I held my hand up, “And, I just want you to know that I’ll always be there with an umbrella if you need me, and that even if I’m not there, there’s an umbrella to remind you that I’ll always support you.”

At this point her face just contorted in a way I’ve never seen before, like she relaxed then looked at me funny.

“That’s so…thoughtful…” She voiced.

Then, like when Midge finished her set at the Gaslight after Lenny opened for her, I got jumped. I caught her thankfully, and she just squeezed and crushed me.

I just stopped breathing and didn’t know what to do, so I wrapped my arms gently around her shoulders (well not exactly, I kinda hugged her shoulder blades, kinda like how Lenny reciprocated Midge’s hug at the Gaslight) as she buried her head into my shoulder.

Then, I think the world kinda stopped for a second when she whispered, “I love you.”

After a few moments I just whispered, “love you too.”

That’s so cruel, I almost cried, because I knew she didn’t mean it how I wanted it to mean. At least that’s what I think anyways.

Man I’ve fallen too deep. Please lord help me.

#tmmm #midgelenny #lenny bruce #Lenny moments in irl #musings #my daily life #how can everything go so right yet so wrong #god i’m a mess #and man I’m not ok #is it cute or sad #cause idk anymore

[theangelyouknew]

My friend was moved to ICU. I’m in the waiting room to see him cuz they’re setting him up.

#tw hospital #god i’m a mess #also they didn’t argue or ask for proof when I said I’m his sister

[homemade-ghosts]

i haven’t watched Doctor Who in almost 10 years, so tell me why i’m sitting here with genuine tears in my eyes over the fact that Donna’s daughter’s name is Rose

#& the way 14 looks around for RT like !!!!! ???? !!! every time someone says ‘rose’ #GOD i’m a mess #doctor who

[vultureboi]

This is me on my AO3 stories XD

#ao3 writer #writing #fanfic #ao3 author #compliment #god i’m a mess #is this what love feels like #writers on tumblr #writing memes

[bodhrancomedy]

Guess who just woke up sobbing because he dreamt the ending (which I haven’t got to yet) of A Story Beside video game which was overlaid with Starry’s “Wheat Fields/Finale Ultimo”?

But, like, sobbing in a good way.

Play A Story Beside. Listen to Starry.

I think they’re both pretty good soul cleansers.

#Deaf #starry the musical #Starry #A Story Beside #god I’m a mess #but like in a good way #don’t think I’ve had a beautiful dream in a while #I’ve sunk 7 hours into that game #6 of them pretty consecutively #well definitely 4 solid #and I’ve got ADHD so… #A Story Beside has an Irish narrator and… #that makes me so happy because I don’t hear Irish accents often #not in a soft way it’s always ooh loud drunk fighter #not here’s my life in hard and troubling times #and it’s still beautiful #I think the narrator might be the same actress on the Irish musical cast recording of #the clockmaker's daughter #which ALSO makes me bawl

[gggoldfinch]

I think me being severely anxious and Not in the Right State of Mind recently has rocketed me into pinballing between several different comfort medias with varying levels of current attachment

#guys this is all in a span of two weeks btw: #all this talk of dune has got me hooked again in literal minutes flat #I was on a lotr kick for a hot minute #good omens is there every day albeit faintly #tua still going strong from July but hey it’s always rent free #dr who is now giving me brainrot #spiderman 2 (2004) popped up for some reason?? #with the release of prey and sandman on the 5th that’s gonna be a mess for me too #I’ll have to rewatch the entire alien & predator franchise #twilight season is also fast approaching which means vampire time soon #god I’m a mess

[daincrediblegg]

I really hope Ewan comes back for another mike flanagan joint. I really do. Because god like… I’ve seen Ewan do amazing things with a lot of other directors. I’ve seen this guy play literally so many dudes so tenderly. But somehow still??? What he and Mike did with Danny Torrance still hits so different and somehow it’s even more tender and kind than any man he’s ever played (YES YOU KNOW WHAT EVEN ABOVE OBI WAN I’LL SAY IT BUT THAT SAYS SOMETHING) and I don’t know why or how it happened but my god I hope they do it again.

#what is it with Mike that he like… directs with zero toxic masculinity and every one of his male leads are just… genuinely some of the most #sweet and tender and loving and just plain old GOOD dudes??? #like no for real there’s a pattern here and god please please please ewan do another one. do another one with him please god #god I’m a mess #I should write an essay about Mike’s Boys because god… honestly there aren’t better dudes in all of fiction. best boys belong to mike

[vurlient]

ugffh school again... guess I’ll have to hide my silliness 😑

#naw but i genuinely still don’t vibe with my classmates #i drown myself in dreaming of a post-apocalyptic world #i wanna be hank wimbleton and just kill #grunt thingys #i hate going through the very same building #and act like a robot everytime #god i’m a mess

[thewitchiestdoctor]

It’s embarrassing how often I mishear Boysenberry as Poison berry 😭

#t #god i’m a mess #there’s a reason I’m the disappointment child

[wallsarefun]

huh.

#Vent #god i’m a mess #arosexual #aroace #asexual