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sai4u · 21 hours

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couple of the year !

⤷ gq couple interviews with nct dream

− ⌗ ft .∿ dream ot7 x reader

− ⌗ genre + warnings .∿ angst + non idol!au, college au for mark + jisung

− ⌗ trin’s note .∿ I had this planed for another group but I’m lowkey too hyperfixated on nct soooo….(I blamed dream()scape). also if you never seen a gq couple quiz, here’s one of my favorite examples :)

⤹ ⊹ MARK LEE

✶ mark would have extreme confidence that he would get all the questions correct. at most, maybe one or two questions wrong but he wouldn’t sulk it off, he would more than likely say, “I knew that” or “that was my second guess, I swear”

✶ weirdly enough, he would get the much deeper, or “harder”, questions correct more than the basic questions like what’s your middle name or what’s your favorite color

✶ for the deeper questions he gets correct, he would constantly answer, “see, I told you I knew you baby” with his lil smirk or a sly smile

✶ I think mark would almost always have a story attached majority of the questions you asked him. some are embarrassing, some have you giving a belly laugh, and some are sentimental. the sentimental ones, he’s holding eye contact with you, matching your smiles, and mouthing, ‘i love you’

✶ as for questions about him, he would let out an exaggerated sigh when you get them wrong. he would act so heartbroken and go on this dramatic ramble of how he thought his partner knew him

⤹ ⊹ HUANG RENJUN

✶ renjun is a shy lil thing for these types of interviews. quite nervous that he’ll get some wrong but confident enough that he’ll get most of them right. though, he does believe he’ll get more questions right than you will and he wasn’t wrong

✶ he would stand firm on the questions he got wrong that he thinks he got correct. he blames you that you never told him this information or that you’re a liar, sometimes side-eyes you before you say if he’s wrong or right. if he got it wrong, he would have hard evidence that he is correct and even state word for word on when you said the correct answer in the past

✶ as for questions about him, he would maybe allow bonus points. it depends on how many bonus questions you gave him, which would total how much or how little bonus points you get

✶ ngl, renjun can become a petty lil mf when it comes to his questions. he think it’s only right after the struggle you put him through answering some of those questions and fighting for his case

⤹ ⊹ LEE JENO

✶ slightly like mark and has extreme confidence that he’ll get every question right except….anyways ! it’s not that he’s an attentive bf (cause he is, trust !) but he’s truly shocked at how many he gets wrong. but at the same time, the ones he thinks he is wrong, he gets right ??? idk man. he knows who was your first best friend but doesn’t know your favorite meal…

✶ a lot of laughs are shared between the two of you cause it truly is funny at his reactions at whether or not he’s right. usually his jaw is dropped; if he’s right he nods his head in a slightly cocky manner but if he’s wrong, he shakes his head and curses himself

✶ but at the same time, you throw him some bonus points to help cause poor baby is not doing so good. in the end for the questions about you, he doesn’t do as bad but he believe that definitely isn’t his best and plans to be a better bf to you

✶ for questions about him, he assumes just about half the time that you won’t get this question right, and it could be the most basic questions anyone could easily answer. like why is mans shocked that you know his favorite artist and his favorite pastime…?

⤹ ⊹ LEE HAECHAN

✶ it turned from a cute quiz to a full blown competition. out of all of dream, his confidence is at an all time, always, when it comes to being the best boyfriend God can put on this earth. but oh do you have something planned for him

✶ haechan is more than a thousand percent confirmed that he’ll get all answers right and sits in his seat with such confidence. you roll your eyes and look through the questions as he continues to boast

✶ the questions were going good, ofc he was getting every single correct cause again, he’s the best (he prefers the term “perfect) you could ever have. until it’s questions that you may not know the answer to that starts to trip him. he thinks you’re pranking him, even after you assured him that you aren’t

✶ haechan would trip you up so you can forget the correct answers to your questions. a firm believer that haechan would sit in a certain position to have you gushing, you try to hide your smile while asking the question but it’s no use when he’s around

✶ though when it’s his turn to ask the question, he is absolutely terrible. he’ll throw in bonus questions to trip you up and when you get them wrong, he is so dramatic my goodness. he’s even worse than mark and think it’s the death of him that you don’t remember his comfort meal

⤹ ⊹ NA JAEMIN

✶ jaemin is actually mellow about his confidence for this couples quiz. he’s as confident as haechan but not nearly as bad as haechan can get. don’t get me wrong, he always assures that he’s the number one boyfriend material but thankfully know he’s not perfect

✶ I’d say out of all dream, jaemin would have I believe the third highest score. potentially a tie with renjun for second if he tries hard enough. he gets the easy and hard questions correct without breaking a sweat and sometimes throw in extra info for that question, just to show that he really is attentive

✶ throughout the quiz, he would blow air kisses and reach to grab your hand but you would think that he’s trying to cheat. which leads you to move it out of his reach and leaving him with a small pout

✶ another pouter on our hands guys ! he mostly pouts when he doesn’t get his bonus points or when you reject bonus points from him. no jaemin, you cannot get two bonus points just cause you named your partner’s dream career out of nowhere

✶ when it comes to jaemin’s questions, he is very nice about it and isn’t too harsh with the questions. though, he does throw some curveballs so prepared for that. he’ll go from what’s favorite movie to who’s the first person he talked to on the phone that day

⤹ ⊹ ZHONG CHENLE

✶ an actual comedy show when a couples quiz and chenle is combined. listen, he believes these questions doesn’t prove that he is a good boyfriend but he will do it just for the sake of you :p

✶ but at the same time, he will put on a game face and take this couples quiz veryyyy seriously. he refuses to even let a slim of doubt enter you just cause of a couple incorrect answers. I do believe as just as the amount of answers he gets correct, his ego gets stronger and you can tell from his stance

✶ though, (just like renjun) almost every answer he would get wrong, he would firmly believe that he is right. he’ll have you thinking that maybe YOU’RE the one with the wrong answer. he’ll do everything in his power to prove that he’s right and sometimes it gets a bit scary how hard he’s fighting for that point

✶ I would say that his score is pretty decent but he definitely could have done better. though after the interview, he’s still stuck on the questions he got wrong. cause wym your favorite ice cream isn’t cookies n cream ???? he literally saw you eat it last week

✶ now chenle giving you the questions….be prepared for a lot of sass, a lot of dramatic signs, and a lot of ‘I thought my partner knew me better mmcht’

⤹ ⊹ PARK JISUNG

✶ literally the best and most perfect companion for this quiz (yes I’m being biased, sue me). the man who would score the highest out of all seven boys but still keep a humble posture throughout the quiz. he blushes after you praise him for the amount he gets correct, which is all ofc :)

✶ sometimes he’ll be specific for certain questions, even after you told him he can keep it vague. he’ll go into detail of how your morning routine is set or little signs to show that you’re not in a talkative mood at the moment

✶ deeper questions are the ones that he is the most confident in, he mentally prepared himself for these type of questions. he’ll give reasons as to why you dislike this food or how you have a heavy distaste towards sports. starting to think it’s just jisung’s excuse to ramble about you

✶ as mentioned before, jisung isn’t as cocky as the members but internally, he knows he got this quiz in the bag. he stays humble and gushes on how much he got right

✶ for questions about himself, he’s one hundred percent sure that you’ll get majority correct. but he isn’t worked up if you were to get them wrong; instead, he lets a lighthearted ‘tsk’ and tells you the correct answer. he also reassures you that you still are a good partner to him, no matter how many you have gotten wrong :)

౨ৎ honestly shocked on how little time this took but I’m really happy with how it came out :)

౨ৎ lemme know if you guys want a 127 and/or wayv version of these hcs 😋

kisses to you all and God bless you 💗

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drivestraight · 3 days

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Maxiel or Lestappen and why? I like the “predestined” type stuff with Lestappen, but I honestly don’t think they have the chemistry or depth of connection that Maxiel have. And do we ever see Max glued to the floor and flirty and bubbly and chatty with Charles as we do with Daniel? I’m not wanting to be mean - I’m genuinely curious.

i think max has been in love with daniel since he was 18 and it’s frankly embarrassing to watch but we just simply have to watch at this point. with charles i love the narrative and i love the two of them but dear God does max get embarrassing about daniel with all the hair tucks and the 👀👀 staring at him and giggling whenever he is in vicinity. daniel really did change his life and even i, the lestappie, cannot ignore that. like its all made up obviously (though i do feel like some ppl do think that lestappen are dating irl). im not as into maxiel as i used to be but frankly i go back and forth these days given all the crazy tinhat lestappen propaganda i see these days that twists interviews & moments to some sort of insane lestappen narrative. like did we watch the same cool down room? did we watch the same race? idk

but the answer is lestappen

#asks #ship asks

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carissime · 6 months

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Literally no thoughts just Gojo after your wedding carrying you over the threshold of your hotel room. You’re not leaving for your honeymoon until the morning but he nearly trips on the doorframe in his haste.

“You really don’t need to carry me—”

“But it’s tradition, we need to consummate the marriage!” he insists. Within seconds his lips are against yours and he’s fumbling with the light switch, and you finally swat his hand away and just beg him to take you to the bed.

He works the zipper of your dress down, part of him sad that he’s not going to see you in this gorgeous gown again, but then it reveals your white lace lingerie and the groan he lets out is broken and guttural and desperate.

This is far from the first time he’s seen you like this, but there’s something about this moment here and now that makes it so much more intense, so much more intimate and he just never wants to let you go.

“Satoru,” you whisper, and his breath hitches.

He leans down to capture your lips in a kiss. “Shh, I know. Just lemme take care of you, like I promised.”

And when he sees the gold band on his fourth finger pressing into the skin of your hips as he sheaths himself inside of you, he nearly loses himself, sending up a prayer to whatever gods are listening that he can keep his promise to keep you safe and happy forever.

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gaydexvocaloid · 3 months

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so there’s this game…… .. …

#dead plate #wip #dead plate vincent #dead plate rody #i binged the whole game last night and i am in love ..#here’s a ?secret? i’m a sucker for indie horror games #they’re my bread and butter #this one has got toxic yaoi and i am all for it #i don’t usually draw stuff like this so uh #idk i’m still embarrassed when i draw creepy or quote on quote edgy art for some reason #first non vocaloid related piece in so long my god #dw alotta vocaloid is on the way #tw uncomfortable #tw cannibalism #SORRY IF THESE ARENT CORRECT TAGS PLS TELL ME IF I SHOULD ADD OTHERS

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snzluv3r · 21 days

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i love having a snzfucker girlfriend so much she makes me feel so attractive and special in moments that i’ve normally been made to feel gross and embarrassed and small, like i should be ashamed of things i can’t control.

not only does she treat me with kindness and patience when i’m having a horrible allergy attack and can do nothing but sniffle and sneeze, she makes me feel pretty and worth loving and even sexy and it’s so special and i’m never going to get used to it

#idk i’m just soft #our first night together i was falling asleep while still having a fit #and i had been stifling but i started drifting off and before i realized what was happening i had sneezed fully and really harshly #directly into the palm of her hand (which she had cupped and ready in front of my mouth and nose the second i started hitching)#god it was so embarrassing and i immediately sprang up and apologized over and over #but she just cooed and shushed me and told me that i had nothing to be sorry or embarrassed about #and got me back to sleep #and then the next day when i apologized about it again #because it really was like #a very spray-y sneeze directly into her hand #she told me how much it turned her on and how adorable she thought it was #sorry i’m so soft and a little tipsy and decently sick so #i sm feeling very emotional and i just have so much to say about my gf #god

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slayersins · 1 year

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Dabi x Reader fluff, his latent big brother tendencies are showing in this one

The night view was pretty from the bar rooftop and the cool air felt good on your skin at first. It was a nice idea to join Dabi for a smoke after all. You two were silently people watching, elbows up on the railing, he slowly exhaled some smoke out. It suited him. He looked maybe a little too good doing it. It wasn’t fair. Bastard. You lit your second cigarette cursing him light heartedly in your mind and couldn’t help but notice how cold it really was up there. No matter how hard you tried you couldn’t stop yourself from shivering and Dabi noticed it. “Stand a little closer.” he rasped, breaking the comfortable silence you two shared. With a questioning look on your face and your hands still up on the rail you slid next to him, your shoulders almost brushing together. You appreciate it but how could this help you..? Then you noticed it, he rose his body temperature. The heat radiating from him was pleasant but far from enough to stop your shivers. With an annoyed click of his tongue he stood up straight. Took a drag on his cigarette and then crushed the butt beneath his boots. He shoved his hands into his pockets and stood behind you. Not understanding what is happening you straightened your back awkwardly and peered back over your shoulders. Before you could ask him anything, he calmly murmured “Come here” and with his hands in his pockets he quickly opened his coat and closed it around you, pressing your back against his chest. It felt like being tucked under a warm cozy blanket. That was not the problem? There was a problem even? You wouldn’t call it that but god- What is happening? Your brain short circuited because he was essentially hugging you. You froze up and with every fiber of your muscles stiff your trembling stopped immediately. He then rest his head on top of yours, dealing the final blow to your heart. You didn’t even dare to breathe. Dabi could sense how tense you were and with a little tilt of his head he saw your ear. Bright pink. Idiot. Stop acting as if this is a big deal, you are the one making him flustered now dammit. You have some nerve acting all cute and innocent. Even if you could see his face you couldn’t tell he was thinking these things, if anything he looked bored or annoyed, especially with his lips slightly pouting. All you could feel is his body getting heavier? He slowly applied more and more of his body weight on you! With his hands still lazily resting in his pockets and his head placed on top of yours, acting as if nothing is happening. “Dabi what..Da? DABI?“ Of course he didn’t stopped just kept adding to the weight and watch you struggle with your knees buckling. “What are you doing? Stop?? Hey?!” You laughed in confusion, your back slowly but surely bent under his weight. Your knees started to give out too. He didn’t stop until you became a laughing panicking mess. “Aaaa please?! Dabi please? Heavy! Heavy!” you babbled and he accepted your final pleas, quietly snickering he released you from under his weight and his coat too…and yet you were not shivering. Forgotten about the chilly night air, still smiling you wiped a small tear from your eye. “I dropped my cig, dumbass.” “I will give you another one you crybaby.” You rolled your eyes smiling and took one from the box he offered with a self-satisfied grin. See? You aren’t cold anymore.

#dabi x reader #dabi fluff #touya todoroki x reader #tbh i don’t think he can actually do this with his quirk but for the sake of the fluff it is possible now #or idk dabi simps you tell me #don’t mind me i’m just trying to find an excuse to get a hug from dabi #god this is embarrassing #tomura don’t look at me #dabi

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poopiefart420 · 8 months

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YAYYY MORE OF THIS SAD AU (ignore how bad the hair came out ew)

I’m gonna dump all the ideas for this au I’m not a writer so it’s disorganized if y’all have any ideas to add or to just give a whole diff version or a au where Kratos dies pls tell I love hearing them

So like Kratos dies in ragnarok by Thor like how the prophecy said (I think) and Odin pops up being like “omg finally he’s dead Thor grab Loki lol” and instead of a tryna fight Odin or Thor he tries to go to Kratos who is literally abt to take his last breath but Thor grabs him in time

And the like second odin gets his hand on the mask he takes him, Thor, and Loki to the rift thingy and forces the mask onto Atreus. The mask is like hurting Atreus and when he’s made to look into the rift he gets so much answers and information into his brain that he deadass just passed out.

Idk what happens between that again my ass cannot write but it’s been like 10 years since then (in all the art I’ve drawn) and he’s been working for Odin and accepted as the god of mischief/chaos and he’s just sad and tryna get revenge on Odin slowly but surely.

Ya that’s it I feel shy posting this CUZ IM NOT A WRITER but whatever we ball ‼️

#atreus #god of war ragnarok #god of war ragnarok au #atreus fanart #y’all please tell me any ideas I’m starved #also idk if he looks older but I tried 😭😭#he just living a sad life of grief and revenge #like father like son #THE LACK OF PUNCTUATION IS SO EMBARRASSING HELP

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itspileofgoodthings · 9 months

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also I had this moment when my high anxiety kicked in and I was like. about to undo everything and every conclusion I reached and I just heard “your God is a faithful God” in my mind and then I cried

#and like. I still had another wave of anxiety the next day???#like the storms still came and have not quite subsided even now #but also I just had this flash of revelation that God is not trying to trick me or embarrass me #or trap me. and He didn’t make me not to be myself #or not to use my gifts or stay frozen in place #and the gifts are smaller than I thought. I am smaller. my own importance (in my mind) shaken up #and yet I am loved and seen so clearly and so deeply and I am not meant to be different #or twist myself into knots that feel impossible or that make me feel like I’m being suffocated #idk I’m rambling. It’s been a lot. A LOT. SO MUCH. there has never been more #and I know I say that a lot. anyway thanks for listening #it’s nice to be in England seeing beautiful things and drinking tea

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sadieshavingsex · 8 months

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hi everyone. I think I have figured out the “real problem” in my life. I am really starting to understand myself, I think, in a new way. I understand how my entire concept of life fits well into the ideas of borderline personality disorder, codependency, fearful or anxious attachment, boundary issues, and more.

I’ve been thinking about it a lot this morning. Here is what I think is the root problem: i am literally, no hyperbole at all, clinically debilitated by my all-encompassing obsession with love.

What I mean by this is that I am so obsessed with finding a partner, attaching to a partner, stressing about a partner, discarding a partner, and starting the cycle over again that I feel I need some kind of clinical treatment, whether it’s inpatient our outpatient, whether it’s therapy or meds, or I need to join some kind of group like SLAA, whatever I can do to stop this uncontrollable issue that I have accidentally allowed to control my life for years.

I cannot stress enough that I am literally unable to experience life without these obsessions, and I see very little point in living without or outside of this cycle of romantic attachment. The advice to find a new hobby, see my friends more often, or take some time to relax by myself will never be enough—despite hanging out with people or working on a project, I will mentally be in a different place, wondering about my partner/crush or worrying about our relationship. The times are very few and far between when I am genuinely able to forget or not focus on this near-constant train of thought, and it usually happens when I am very busy or have a lot going on in some way. Even when I achieve this state, the moment that I am back to “normal” life with less demands or less concerted focus, the thoughts rush in again. And, much of the time when I am having these continuing obsessive thoughts, I genuinely believe that these thoughts are the most important thing I can focus on in my life, so I will sometimes have difficulty focusing on other stuff, participating in activities with others, or getting things done without these thoughts constantly playing in my mind.

I mean this in the most serious way possible. I am LITERALLY OBSESSED with romance and objects of affection. It sounds like I’m overexaggerating and I think that when I have become vaguely aware of this issue in the past and tried to tell people about it, it has generally been met with the assertion that I MUST be overexaggerating this in some way. And, if I’m not, then it is honestly something that seems super embarrassing to admit or talk about. But the truth is that I feel like I can’t overstate or overexaggerate the impact that this has on my life. I feel like it takes up every moment of my free time and then some, and it has ever since I was a child.

I know this issue essentially fits into all of these diagnoses and issues I’ve been experiencing and reading about, but I somehow feel that it transcends them as well. Like, THIS is the thing that makes normal aspects of life debilitating. THIS is the reason I let my boundaries fall by the wayside so easily. THIS is the reason I repeatedly find myself in situations that make no sense with what I’m actually trying to achieve. THIS is the problem. This singleminded uncontrollable OBSESSION with loving and being loved is INSANE. It is driving me actually nuts and running my life into the ground. It needs to be dealt with and it honestly cannot go on!!!!!!!!

Anyway. I feel encouraged by realizing that but I have no clue how to actually fix it. Thank you very much for reading lol.

#mine #sex therapy #bpd #anxious attachment #boundaries #codependent #slaa #idk just an idea maybe I should go there honest to god #attachment issues #long post #limerence #I sound like I’m genuinely going out of my mind but like this rings so true to me #and it’s like so embarrassing and there’s probably no reason to share it and I feel like people reading my blog will b like wtf is wrong wu #or like think I’m making a big deal out of nothing #or maybe just be like ‘dude that’s just bpd it’s not a big deal’ or whatever #but like being able to explain this through words is a big deal to me idk. I feel kinda stupid for making a big deal ab it #but yeah. it’s a big deal to me and makes me feel better to be able to say it in a way that makes sense to me

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