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#god im gonna unalive this fucking sucks i hate living like this
garlique
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tw for suicide and self harm in tags !! pls just scroll !!
#my mood swings have been so terrible lately and i feel so bad abt it lmao
#they usually aren't this like? extreme?
#like normally i just kinda swing from side to side of the same line of bland sadness
#n i get happy for a few minutes n i get deeply sad for a few minutes but it's always like so minimal that i can just play it off n hide it
#but its just so extreme now and i feel so awful because its literally impossible to hide
#like literally one minute ive been like 'wow this is the happiest ive ever felt' and then the next its like
#if anyone moves or makes any noise or talks to me im going to start sobbing
#and then like 30 min later its like i viscerally hate everyone ive interacted with today so much i want to scream
#like miss girl WHAT is going on in there !!!! i hate this !!!!
#literally nothing makes me happy like everything just makes me so angry
#like literally everything. literally everything. literally everything. i can't think of a single thing that i couldn't be angry about
#im SO FUCKING READY TO BE DONE WITH THIS SEMESTER HOLY SHIT
#AAAAAAAAAAAAA I JUST GOT SO MAD
#LITERALLY when i started typing this post i was like on the verge of tears and now im so blistering angry holy shit holy shit
#i hate this !!!! ooh i want to die so BAD lmao
#i always stop cutting when i get like. this unhappy/suicidal
#twould b very sexy if i could like .... engage in the coping mechanism i specifically developed to deal with emotional overwhelm
#god im gonna unalive this fucking sucks i hate living like this
#the other really stressful part of this is that i don't
#you know what never mind . cannot keep shoving my emotional shit into other people . this is all me babey !!!
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