#god wont let me die

[the-cooler-sidestep]

got born today

#text #god wont let me die #today is going to be unpleasant #at least i was promised cheesecake

[hotwngz]

my life turning into a series called me vs my immune system I'm just out here parkouring from one illness to another

#god wont let me die #og

[rottedgrave]

I wish you could see just how much I’m rotting. Why can’t you see too.

#cotards delusion #schizoaffective #Schizospec #delusional #zombie #god wont let me die

[bruja1837]

(You received a Snapchat from “Kioko”)

#Bruja1837 #kioko #meme #god wont let me die #sketchbook #oc #worm off the string #what sins shall she commit #worm on a string #worm on a string coat #sketch #hand drawn #scars are pretty you can @ me on this #old oc #immortal #Unfinished #will probably stay unfinished tbh

[ragefilledrambles]

hey buddy. i see ur pain and i hope u got time to have a nap <3 this is the image of napping or something,idk just roll with it ok

Bold of you to assume I need sleep. I appreciate the thought, though!

#god wont let me die #answered ask #ronnie rambles

[maggotboo]

Idk if anyone besides myself has been formally diagnosed with fibro, but i keep remembering the doctor telling me that due to it being associated heavily with the nervous system, things as simple as anger, anxiety, crying etc may cause a flare up for the rest of the day so you gotta like.. practice lowering your stress reactions and literally do your hardest to be content just to avoid physical pain??? And thats fuckinh insanely annoying. Deadass your nervous system telling your body "dont react!! Reacting to things= sick. Crying is punishable by migraine"

#ngl on my worst pain days dissociation is my best friend #i know dissociation in general is unhealthy and not a good coping mechanism #but theres only so much pain my brain can take before shutting down #god wont let me die #vent

[vannyslayla]

i have sooooooo much homework to do but id rather be doomscrolling on the vanessa art tag going "ooooh" "oh my god" then proceed to scream in a pillow

#lailism #layla vs not being stupid on the internet (impossible) #im so tired #school isnt over yet but im sure over it!!! #never do astronomy btw #its the worst class ive ever taken that's coming from someone who used to be fixated on space and what not #i also have to read something for english #god wont let me die

[omeno]

health update: body is shutting down ithink

#it gave up #mf same #god wont let me die #o.txt #fr tho using my hands is a hassle. i hate it here

[aroaceleovaldez]

Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.

Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.

Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.

Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.

#pjo #percy jackson #nico di angelo #Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?'' #and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus #but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3'' #and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to'' #only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it #and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book #Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out'' #Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.'' #''this has been so bad for my health'' #Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested. #Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him'' #Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him. #and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE #though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it. #he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure'' #nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards. #which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for

[vorestarr]

cursed to make this so i can finally stop thinking about it. yes i only made this to put the dark urge next to the "god won't let me die" shorts, what of it

(template post here)

#durge #lae'zel #karlach #gale #astarion #wyll #shadowheart #this is terrible and im sorry but durge “god wont let me die” needed to be in this world #the dark urge

[the-cooler-sidestep]

every year without fail i end up completely artistically burnt out for the entire month of July. Every. Goddamn year.

I kinda wonder if its the fact that its my birthday month and i'm reaaaaaaaally not looking forward to turning 25

#text #god wont let me die #and i've been trying so hard

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[enigmajaython]

They truly are the most siblings ever

#toh #the owl house #hunter noceda #toh fanart #my art #the owl house spoilers #toh spoilers #luz noceda #toh hunter #scopophobia #just to be safe #their shirts say 'god wont let me die' and 'the titan wont let me die' respectively #i was too lazy to change the pose to show the text

[weatherbane]

when work comes under new management and in the restructuring you’re placed in charge of the new hires

(AKA my clone trooper oc who suddenly finds himself managing a squad of new storm troopers)

#star wars #tcw #clone ocs #star wars oc #my ocs #the kids: you are our dad! oogie woogie boogie!! #8565: god wont let me die #8565 squad #weatherdraws

[cemeterything]

every time i see a god won't let me die joke i'm reminded it came from a post in 2018 i made while having a manic episode. doesn't bother me at all and it's definitely not the first time those words were ever said but it's funny how it's just a well known phrase now and probably because of that.

#who knew 'booty shorts with god wont let me die on the ass' would have such an impact. lol.

[quixot1sm]

#alcides #king harmonia #blood #isshushipping #my dear friend loki has had me thinking about taijirum all day (and consequently its besties) #and i have to reiterate that quixotisms shorthand should technically be the taijirumverse because its entirely about it #though because hilbert is one of taijirums 2 most special guys and god wont let him die he gets the privilege of being the narrator for- #the final act of taijirums story #while harmonia and alcides are its 'origin' story ie why it even gives a fuck about humanity and earth #when its a living comet future-seeing space dragon #lots of commentary for a shitpost but like alcides was half right twice over so its fine #sketches