#goddamn i’m sad

[colbyheartland]

Okay so this is just crack but I couldn’t stop thinking about that post that points out Dream likes to make himself AT LEAST one to two inches taller than people he’s with except Lucien. (Also what a petty petty power move it’s so funny I can never unknow this. Why is he Like That)

What if he starts doing that with Hob after they get together. Just subtly and slowly shrinking himself until he’s like an inch shorter. But he does it slowly because he doesn’t want Hob to question him about it. Hob either assumes it’s Dreams eldritch nonsense or notices immediately because of all the changes Dream has ever made to his outfit, hair, ect his height has never changed. Hob decides not to say anything as Dreams forehead is now always within reach for kisses.

#dreamling #this is nonsense i’m so sorry #but I love this petty sad wet cat who respects his Librarian so goddamn much #and then turning true respect onto Hob in one of those subtle ways #because getting him to actually explain his feelings and actions is like pulling teeth #hob gadling #dream of the endless

[briseise]

omg canon rendubs happy and together nothing bad ever happened!

…….april fools ;-;

#i’m SO SAD #TALK TO EACH OTHER GODDAMN. ANOTHER DIVORCE FOR BDUBS. I GUESS #posting this for myself and ghost bc we down bad atrocious #dans ma vie #briseiseart #rendubs #hermitshipping

[averagemrfox]

I’ve been thinking about this all day since the news dropped and… Yea ok it’s shitty and things look bleak as hell for RWBY rn but this still doesn’t feel like the end to me. Not yet.

I really hope more than anything at this current moment that folks don’t get so discouraged that you quit making fanart and fanfic. I’ve never seen a show with a dedicated group of people that are so loud in their hate and tbh I’ve had enough of folks who are actual fans giving them the time of day.

Put energy into supporting the people within the fndm instead and keep posting about RWBY. Be louder than the people who spread negativity. Block people celebrating this. Delete scummy anon hate you get. It is quite literally not in the spirit of the show to spread negativity like that.

Rooster Teeth is not RWBY. If RWBY was as shit as htdm claimed it is it wouldn’t have lasted over a fucking decade

#rwby #greenlight volume 10 #ruby rose #weiss schnee #blake belladonna #yang xiao long #I’m pissed man! I’m sad as fuck! I’m not gonna let that discourage me though #and yall shouldn’t either #I don’t normally make posts like this but goddamn this one has me riled up #and if you see this and hate rwby get fucked lmfao

[propiniquitydemo]

the three genders, according to the New York Times: Heartthrob, Quiet, and Court Jester

#my response comes off as very jokey but. #I’m so fucking sad about them calling peter a goddamn COURT JESTER #the monkees #michael nesmith #peter tork #davy jones

[writinandcrying]

Needs - Rottmnt Raph x GN Reader

Tw: mentions of death, sickness, fear of losing someone, hospital talk, oldest siblings syndrome, extremely self indulgent, shit is really sad sorry loldnjdjd

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You haven’t returned Raphael’s texts.

Or Donnie’s, or April’s, didn’t visualize any of Leo’s memes, not even when the youngest threatened that doctor feelings would make a visit, they didn’t respond, it wasn’t really a surprise, but still unsettling, lately y/n has been isolating themselves since the beginning of the year, everyone understood some sudden disappearances, taking care of a sick parent was no easy job, and to handle it alone was even harder, they knew you needed comfort, a shoulder to cry on, and they all thought they had made progress with opening up, the past 2 months they would discuss their issues more openly, but something changed in the past days

Raph waited, he knew you could be a lot like Donnie in stressful moments, Sometimes Raph likes to imagine his crush as a cat, he knew they would be the cutest, most cuddle-able, fluffy cat ever, but he also knew that you need to give space to a kitty somtimes until they finally feel comfortable enough to come to you on their own

Othertimes you have to meet them halfway

After a week of not responding, Raphael decided to pay y/n a visit, as would Donnie say, if his calculations were right, he wouldn’t like the view he was about to encounter

Raphael always tried to land “softly” or “quietly” on y/n’s firescape, concerned he would frighten any human with such loud noise over his body size, and god forbid he ever wanted to scare them away, tonight he let his patience slide a bit to the side, as anxiety bubbled inside of his heart, his landing was precise, he could feel at least 2 sections of the firescape under him shake with his arrival, quickly entering y/n bedroom window, he didn’t want to be seen as the sun was still setting in the skyline

a slightly damp nose meet his face, following along with many licks on his cheek “Hi, hi there, I missed you” y/n’s dog loved Raphael, Raph whisper the response as she showed her belly to him, tail wagging hassle waited for pets, between the boys, Mikey and Raph would always take the longest time into giving her attention her, so undoubtedly, they had become best buddies, and she specifically gave him the puppy eyesTM when movie night was at y/n place. The dog knew Raph couldn’t say no to those. “clever puppy“it didn’t really matter if she wasnt a puppy anymore, Raph could not hold that thought every time he saw her, the embodiment of excitement and cuteness

“She missed you too” a muffled voice came from the undone bed, at first, Raph thought you only left your window opened, as there was no signs of lights or well- Life, on your apartment complex, just a barely standing light on the door way was on, but he knew you always left that one on for your dog to find her way to her water bowl. Red slowly stood up, scanning the room for evidence, half a dozen empty water bottles on the floor, discarded granola bars around the furniture, along with a thin lair of dust covering 80% of your nightstand, your books, the notebook you loved to doodle in so much, forgotten like it was just a memory, waiting to be picked up again, clothes lazily unfolded one the infamously “dirty clothes”chair, yeah, Raphael’s calculations were right, unfortunately

“What about you?” Raph chuckled right after, to be truthful, forced it out, he didn’t want misinterpretation right now, he knows he needs to start with a light conversation and depending on your tone, shift it, take it more seriously if that’s what you needed

“Always” A hand slowly appear from out of the covers, searching to hold Raph’s, even when you were sad, you managed to comfort someone, to be there for someone when they barely could there for your self, he loved and also hated that about you, how selfless you could be even in your lowest

You could feel Raph lying next to you, by the weight distribution he was in his back, facing the celling, hands briefly connected, as your fingers slowly caressed eachother’s“Do you remember when my mom got sick? “ you spoke after a few minutes of being in silence, you werent ready to lift the covers from your face, you knew that when the turtle saw your state, he would bless you with the most tender embrace anyone could ask for, and you also know you wouldn’t be able to complete a single sentence if they got that right now “really sick, when she had to get hospitalized” you cleared their throat, after so many months, after seeing the worst of the worst, you would get get used to talking about it. No one ever prepares you to see the one who has always taken care of you become so… weak. So tired, lifeless, hopeless, that you will have to be the one to bathe them, to clean them, to dry their tears, to set boundaries because no, they can’t do what they have always done it before, their body can’t handle it. To stop your life because there’s no one else to take care of them, or at least, no one that cares enough to do so, so you take the burden. And god forbid you cry in front of them, otherwise they won’t even tell what they are truly feeling ever again, Guess it never becomes easy.

“Is she alright?” Raph held his breath, y/n wasn’t even the oldest, yet here you are, another victim of oldest sibling syndrome, something Raphael unfortunately knew it very well, he knew what taking all in made it to someone’s mental and physical state. Y/n couldn’t go to the hospital when their mom was first being hospitalized, due covid was still around, you had to stay home and wait for any news, Raphael promised to himself to never let you get to that stage again, how desperate, how broken you looked, how your sobs echoed in his mind every time he thought about you getting slightly sad or worried, Red has seen people cry out fear from their own life being taken away, but to see someone crying over someone they love, out of fear you might not ever see again? that’s another story, it hurts on a different level

“It’s not her” Raphael slowly reached for the duvet’s, as he let out a sigh he didn’t even knew he was holding in. Only dragging enough to see y/n eyes and puffy nose, Raphael could see trails of tears descending from their eyes to their nose bridge, eyes were puffy and red from crying for probably what has been hours by now, “she hasnt even finish all her chemo sections, and now she will have to take someone else along side wit her”

Raphael held his breath one more time, he stopped on his tracks to listen closely “my dad” “for the love of- please start with that next time” a large hand cupped your check, accidentally slipping a smile align side a soft snort, “sorry, I’m just” “I know. It’s ok” Raph closed his own eyes, he didn’t know it was possible to feel relief and sorrow at the same time

“I can’t go through it again Raph” you met his eyes for the first time, fear, regret, sadness, tiredness, there was so many emotions traveling through them, as heavy tears once again slid on their skin “my mom hasn’t even recovered from all of it, and now we’ll have to go through it, again? Where does it end?” There was no response to that, no one can predict it, seeing so upclose did bring some enlightenment to Raphael tho, his family had it rough, yes. but living a life without health issues was a gift he would never take it from granted again.

“I just wish, I just” hiccups interrupted your speech, it was hard processing thoughts, feelings, reality on that moment “whoever is writing my life, to fucking drop the parental death scare plot, shit is getting tiring” Raphael finally pulled you to his embrace, a heart warming hug, he felt his own eyes stinging with unshed tears

“It is”

“I’m so tired”

“I know”

“it’s so unfair”

“I know, I’m sorry”

There isn’t really a manual on what to do in this situations, or what to say, no one really knows, specially those who are living through it, the only thing Raphael thought it might help right now, was giving them physical security, a long, grounding hug, someone to rock y/n thoughout their sobs and shaking body, to caress their hair and just for a moment- be their rock, as they have been someone else’s through so long

And that’s exactly what y/n needed.

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Authors note: I didn’t proof read this, I’m sorry if there’s any grammar mistakes

but yeah

I’m ok everything is ok hope you guys like whatever this was

#tmnt #rottmnt #tmnt x reader #rottmnt x reader #rottmnt raph #rottmnt Raph x reader #sorry it’s sad I know #look at me trauma dumping #giulia writes #personal #just type it my heart out. #i didn’t proof read this I’m sorry #why do I always and o oh get inspiration to write when I’m sad goddamn #almost all of my tmnt stuff are sad shit :c #oldest sibling syndrome

[operationslipperypuppet]

i’m on my way to the unseelie court to kick the shit out of the queen of air and darkness, does anyone want anything?

#dimension 20 #acofaf #a court of fey and flowers #andhera deserves the world and i’m so sad for him #but also goddamn what good character creation

[soullessjack]

something something babyjack something something infantilization that people are strangely okay with whatever my head hurts

#cal.txt #spn #supernatural #rip to my saw followers (sawllowers if you will) who have no idea what this is about #its best if you don’t know acrually #jack kline #autistic jack kline #baby jack #baby jack au #spn fandom #spn family #cw ableism #sort of not really it’s under the sauce #like sorry it’s just insane to me that the only ppl who can realize that constantly turning an autistic adult into a baby is wrong #is the goddamn proshippers. how have we stooped that low. #why is that who I have in my corner #sick sad world truly #whatever I’m tired

[janiedean]

two episodes of nervous crying your brains out for longer than one hour in the span of three days were not in my bingo card for 2024 when I graduated ten years ago and I would like to frankly get the fuck over myself

#personal for ts #one day i’ll be able to put into words #the absolutely hateful feeling of thinking you got over your shit #and then finding out that NOT ONLY you aren’t #but KNOWING you’re falling back into shitty coping mechanisms you STILL let it happen #honestly my self loathing is off the roof because fifteen years ago i didn’t know i was shitty coping #now i KNOW i am and guess what here i am doing the whole isolating myself and forgetting to reply to ppl song and dance #christ i thought i was okay with handling that kinda shit guess not #and yeah ofc i need to fix it for myself but this time is so much worse i’m just #my kingdom for waking up one morning and feeling some level of mental clarity #and for some goddamned financial stability #and for the force of will to keep the house tidy enough that i dont feel sad just looking at the state of the living room #guys also honestly sorry if i forgot to reply to your ask or pm or anything i’ll get to it at some point #i swear i’m not ignoring people on purpose i’m just completely overwhelmed sigh

[omaano]

I take serious issues with Cobb Vanth, and most of them are centered around his way too pretty face and limbs that spill absolutely everywhere >.<

I bet you didn’t think I’d follow through on my promise to add him to my The Mandalorian-Hades mashup project, huh :P

Finished BobaDin Hades AU

Finished DinCobb Hades AU

Boba WIP - Cobb WIP - Din WIP

#Cobb Vanth #Wip #dincobb #I can add this to the tag because you all know what this is all about by now #and there is a tiny din figure in the background now #you can’t say I’ve grown comfortable with this project :P #I very much suffer still because goddamn Cobb’s face just doesn’t agree with me #I’ll have to dedicate a month specifically for drawing one Cobb a day or something because this cannot stand #my art #work in progress #the mandalorian fanart #now if only I could be trusted to write up a dialogue for them #I wanted to use an idiom but after 10 minutes of intense googling I sadly realized that it doesn’t exist in English and now I’m sad #Hades AU

[kavehater]

AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s

#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL ) #and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl #BUT I DUNNO STILL #sobbing #they’re pretty sweet so #hes* #OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT #dora daily #lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age #and freely saw it happen so readily #and everyone else on that blog #genuinely and utterly disappointed #it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn #this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that #🤷‍♀️ #too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out #the brain deadery of that behaviour #girl pls #you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye #e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never #told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever #not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and #telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this #lmaolmaolmao #all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️ #the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app #atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth #yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting #wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them #the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy

[oddtripps]

“ He’s got the whole world in his hands “

“ It was nice to know ya “

“ We’ve all been damned ! “

. . .

“ WERE ALL GONNA DIE ! ! ! “

“For Ŗ̴͎̬̠̳̹̳̘͆̉̓̈́̊̑̐͑̈́̀̄̄̑̌̌̈̾̀͒͗́͌̋͐̄͊͆̀͂̚̕̕͝͝͝O̷̡̧̢̧̨̞͓̼̳͉͍̬͚͔͈͓̬̻͇͈͖̣̥͕̻̹͑̀͗̈̈́̈́̈́͂̓̏͑̈́̀̆͊̏͌̇̈͒̓̊̈́̔͌͐͘̚͝͠͝Ÿ̵̨̧̨̢̯͇̬̖̖͇̥̳̘̰̳͙̭͖̤͖͓̖̦͎̼̖̳̝̮͓̙̺͕̺͎̙̲̌̅ͅͅ so loved the world, he gave his only son”

#punishland!roy #🌀🗒️ #he’s grumpy cause some1 ate his chikmn :(((((( #dhmis #don’t hug me i’m scared #roy gribbleston #he’s so huge that every time I try to draw him I cut out his lower body to make him fit on the Goddamn page man #his lower body is a Ultra!Cent #****ultra!centaur #imagine a human on all fours running at you #that’s what Punishland!Roy’s lower body looks like #god I can’t wait to talk about PunishLand foaming at mouth emoji #PunishLand isn’t a place it’s a frame of mind #this forme change is Redd’s vision of Roy in punishland looks like it’s not Yellows #Yellows view of Roy in punishland is really sad I can’t wait 2 vomit lore about my dumbass monster aus!!! #ps ask to tag idk #also that thing in his mouth isn’t his tongue it’s his intestine #Roy’s stomach is in his chest #you know what they say a way to a man’s heart is through his stomach #🏠🌀 #<<punishland au tag #maybe #idk I’ll update it later idk

[araindropshallfall]

“At least we didn’t end the series with Ed crying”

no but now we’re ending the series with me crying so

#ofmd #our flag means death #god I wanna be a “happy it happened” person so badly and will eventually #but right now I’m just so goddamn sad #like all I can think is “this is really sad”

[cowboyinternist]

💥 drawing them like it’s my full time job or something (it is)

🌀 you will click them for better quality 🌀

#working 9-5 in the sam drawing factory #i need to unionize or something goddamn #wtnv #welcome to night vale #sheriff sam #jackie fierro #it’s very cold outside and i’m sad about it so this is how i’m coping.

[roguestarsailor]

Chelsea Cutler is amazing!! Here’s some lyrics that I am absolutely ✨feeling✨

#amandathoughts #music #Spotify #Chelsea cutler #new music #lyrics #sad girl pop #boom clap pop #can u tell I’m sad as shit??? #Instagram is my source of new music now #it’s just this growing up sad girl pop songs that gets recommended to me #I’m so goddamn sad all the time

[outlawbutterfly]

@whatsupjustamarvelnerd PROPHET

#loki season 2 #I’m screaming #not as gay as I’d like but fuck those old men sure are sad and missing each other #marv you’re gonna kill me one of these days with your prophecies #lokius #this is probably just the delusion speaking #but I feel like Dean Crowley and Mobius need to go on a little adventure through superhell superheaven and supertime #bc they need to save their goddamn husbands

[daddy-long-legssss]

no thoughts. only feelings.

#the energy is PALPABLE #and I’m so goddamn nervous and excited and sad #what are we gonna do when it’s over #you mean I have to get back in touch with reality and think about something else for my entire waking hours? #every day I’ve been waking up and getting caught up on the concert footage like I’m reading the goddamn newspaper #and now WHAT #really it’s been a thrill #arctic monkeys #the car tour #the car era #am Dublin