his PRESENCE would make my whole day sometimes even week depending on if he even looked my way. Now I’ll never see him again.
Anyone elses heart break a little when you think about what it means that Bakugo “hated” Deku for his selfless nature, like Bakugo really grew up living in a world where he couldn’t fathom someone just genuinely wanting to care about people without having an alternative motive. Such a lonely boy 🥺🧡🖤💚
Like ya there’s the “gotta be the best” attitude and the insecurity that went with it, but Bakugo lived with these feelings for almost a decade. For that kind of grudge to keep festering he had to keep feeding the idea that Deku was challenging him, and he had to keep dismissing the idea that Deku was just a genuinely caring person or he told himself that there was something wrong/weird about being like that.
Which means dismissing similar things in everyone else, all his “friends”? Just extras riding his tailcoat, no one could actually want to be just friends, everyone wants something from him. That’s why he molds so easy with the Bakugsquad, it’s a power dynamic he’s familiar with even if the friendship is actually genuine, it’s still way easier for him to swallow than a friendship with Todoroki is. Bakugo is the most kindness/touch starved, lonely kid in all 1A. And he’s going to have to be dragged out of that mentality kicking and screaming :/
okay SO I can’t post them (because, without sounding like an absolute bragging asshole, I got 50+ and no one wants the spam (PLUS I INTEND TO WRITE SOME OF THEM !!!!!)) but some of the rlly intense ones included themes of the following:
nsfw discussions under the cut lmao
- The Monster Baru Cormorant by Seth Dickinson
A reread to prepare me for book 3 because lord knows I can’t remember these plots and characters and intrigues and backstories two years after I read it. I can barely keep track of the plot while it’s happening.
Two reasons why this series is kicking off my spooky season reads: I am a bi woman who is terrified of Incrastic hygiene, and the Canciroth is the thing of nightmares.
me about now. and for a long time. don’t r*blog
“Heeeee!!!” Miu startled at the sudden scared voice of the anon. Squeaking, her hand slips on the screen in an attempt to catch herself from stumbling. Luckily and by some miracle, she did not hit a personality, rather a “next,” button displayed at the bottom screen. “Don’t s-startle me like that, dickweed! I-I almost clicked one on accident! Now, I-I’m- uh-?”
“On a…. new page? W-Well at least these talents look interesting … I-I guess…”
tried changing my avatar to a character getting kissed on the cheek, and instantly my blog got flagged. stayed flagged until i changed my avatar to something else. this site’s more broken than i thought omg D:
O he’s got a scar, very rugged.
I missed Wilde, definitely not my fave even though he’s not like, a main character, player character, I just think he’s neat
*overthinks about if the girl at the wendy’s drive-thru window thought i was flirting with her because my hands ended up over hers as she was passing me the drinks on the drink holder*
anyways. animal by tlt got me feelin a certain way
glad no one looks at or interacts with my tumblr anymore so i can have a depressive breakdown in peace
I have moth Jon and monster Jon as separate categories in my head, but THE EXPRESSIVE ANTENNAE IS A MUST. That’s lethal levels of cuteness….
And oh the tape recorder sounds is such a cute idea….
the way i’ve spent the night drawing on procreate
I consumed a decent amount of the Rosh Hashana leftover wine in a short period of time prior to eating dinner and am now watching Game Changer
please ask me questions including but not at all limited to Game Changer (but still not Pirates of Leviathan; I have saved that for inevitable Saturday morning hangover watching)
also RQG made me realize that we 100% need to learn the Mighty Nein’s favorite drinks because knowing Hamid’s favorite drink is secretly a Pina Colada truly made my week.
I’m having a mild self-hate day. I’m going to blame it on my bad sleep habits this past month. Still, I find myself being extra sensitive today. I just wanted to enjoy pretty shit and support people feeling good about themselves, and now I’m back to hating my belly and my inability to lose weight for the past 15 years.