#going through it

[yrsonpurpose]

‒ Rune Lazuli ♡

#rwrb #rwrbedit #red white and royal blue #alex x henry #firstprince #userninz #userveronika #chrissiewatts #usersteen #usernuria #usermegsb #userclara #mine* #we take a break from our regular taylor swift programming :) #ever just think about how alex loves henry so much on purpose...... with ALL that BECAUSE of all that #yeah.gif #and how alex is the most incredible thing henry has ever seen 😔 #going through it

[gracerings]

yes they are the main romantic pairing no they haven’t shared a single scene or spoken a word to each other in two entire books yes they are absolutely in love with each other no there’s no guarantee they’ll ever share a scene again yes they are symbolically married no they haven’t kissed yes they want to no they probably won’t

#going through it #griddlehark #the locked tomb #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #nona the ninth #tlt #gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus

[artbyace]

RETURN TO TRENCH

lil tyler doodle as i (patiently) await new music drop

#plot twist yes i’m a tøp fan #i missed out on sai because i was #going through it #but WE BACK BABEY #i feel like im 12 again #the Good Days #i like doing doodles #it helps me fight the perfectionism that paralyzes me in art block #tøp #i am clancy #twenty one pilots #tyler joseph #clikkie #tøp art #tøp fanart #tøp clique

[laskulohi]

"I kept chasing after you"

"Can I still keep up with you, Izuku?"

#going through it #bakudeku #bkdk #bnha spoilers #bnha 362 #bnha #shut up nick #STATE? DENIAL. #LIKE?? THEY DON'T REALIZE HOW THE OTHER FEELS ABOUT THEM IT'S DRIVING ME MAD #AND YOU'RE TELLING ME IT MIGHT BE TOO LATE FOR THEM?? PAIN. AGONY EVEN.

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

#im not crying you are #sobbing #i lost it at this scene #tears streaming down my face #all i could think of was the scene in 1x9 #tedbecca #ted x rebecca #rebecca x ted #tedlassoedit #ted lasso #jason sudeikis #hannah waddingham #going through it #gif #gifs #gifset #1x9 #3x12 #hug #hugs #hugging

[classycookiexo]

The worst

#honestly #going through it #mental health #emotional #pain

[ghostbeam]

600w, reader cuts their finger, one mention of blood dripping against the cutting board, inspired by how every time I chop anything I think about how Bakugou would murder me for how I hold things

“Hold you fingers right or I swear I’ll fly home right fucking now.”

Your boyfriend’s voice sounds over the phone as you continue to chop vegetables on the cutting board. With his eyebrows pinched together as he watches you through the phone screen, Katsuki sucks in a sharp breath at the sight of the blade of your knife coming entirely too close to your fingertips.

Sent on a mission out of town, the two of you had been FaceTiming every night for the past couple of days. With time zones, your boyfriend settles into bed around the time you start making dinner for yourself. It had been the perfect arrangement until he had to watch you wield a knife.

“You promise?” You tease, staring up at his worried face through the glow of your cellphone screen as you continue to chop up cabbage.

“You’re gonna cut yourself. I’m hanging up.” Katsuki says, voice stiff as he watches you.

“No you’re not.” You don’t stop chopping. Of course he’s not. He has to make sure you don’t hurt yourself.

“Move your fucking hand.”

“Oh my god, it’s fine, baby. I’m being careful.” You finally pause to look up at him. He’s moved to sit up in the hotel bed that he was previously lying against. His shoulders are tense and his lips are pursed. It makes you giggle.

“You’re very clearly not.” He clicks his tongue.

“I’m getting it done, aren’t I?” You speak, going back to the task at hand. He sighs over the phone.

“I’m serious.” You’re going to kill him. All he can do is sit and watch and wait for the inevitable. You mock him, stubbornly holding your hand in the way he’s told you time and time again not to.

“Ooh he’s serious—ow!” The blade of the knife comes down on the tip of your middle finger, a small gash opens and a drop of blood falls against your cutting board. You may have ruined dinner. You hear Katsuki curse.

“I fucking told you. Let me see.” He commands, sticking his face much closer to his phone than before.

“It’s fine! I’m fine!” You tell him, bringing your finger to your mouth and sucking on the open wound. Your boyfriends eyes widen at the action, running a hand through his hair.

“Fuck! I’m coming home!” He moves to get out of the bed, watching you through the screen. He breathes a sigh of relief when he sees you move to the sink on the other side of the counter. You’re at least washing the gash instead of getting the germs from your mouth all over it.

“Katsuki, it’s just a tiny cut!” You tell him over the sound of the water. He groans.

“No more cooking. I’m sending u money to order out. I’ve shown u so many times how to hold your hand when you’re chopping—“ He switches from to an app on his phone to send you money, transferring enough so that you can have dinner (and dessert for that matter) the whole rest of the week. “god, lemme see it.”

“Stop! Im okay! Im putting a bandaid on.” He watches you walk out of frame, likely looking for the band aid’s in the first aid kit in the bathroom. When you return, you’ve wrapped a patterned bandaid covered in stars around the tip of your finger, showing it off to him in the form of flipping him off. He rolls his eyes.

“My fucking stomach hurts. You stress me out.” He tells you, falling back into the bed and holding the phone above him.

“Katsuki.” He hears your voice over the phone. He moves his eyes to look at your face on the screen. You’re a little sweaty from the heat of the kitchen, and he can tell you’re tired from the day you’ve had. His face softens.

“What.” He speaks softly.

“I love you.” You smile.

“Love you too.” He says, “even though you can’t use a knife correctly.”

#this is NOT good #ummmmmm idk I have like a thousand drabbles in my notes rn #get it OUT of there!!!!! #going through it #bakugou katsuki x reader #bakugou x reader #bnha x reader #tw blood #ghost.drabble #ghost.writes

[r4mu]

#going through it #richard siken #mitski #moodboard #web weaving

[napping-sapphic]

Crazy how i’m not being kissed hard enough to forget everyone who has ever hurt me rn

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #ughhhhhhh #so many things i wish i could get out of my head lately #even for just like a second #sometimes life is just a constant mantra of ‘things will get better eventually’ ad infinum #for over ten years #it is not eventually yet and i hate it so so much #STOP letting me think about my feelings on no sleep it sucks #a relationship would NOT fix me #but god sometimes i want to try it anyway #ignore meeeee #im a mess rn #going THROUGH it #with NO kissing too!! #honestly a rude addition on top of everything else smh #im gay and i like sleeping

[pinkelotjeart]

I think at this point I go through a cycle of not caring to missing the dream smp to such a massive extent it hurts. I genuinely can't put it to words. I wish it was just a normal story, normal fiction that I could seperate from real life- Those characters are MY little guys, and I don't think I'll ever experience something like that again.

I've seen beter fiction, I will see beter fiction. But it won't be the same, I won't feel the same excitement. That fandom was important, and I'm tired of pretending it's not.

#going through it #might make a video essay #dream smp #dsmp #mcyt #mcytblr #wish some people didn't ruin it

[angelcent]

𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋・❥・S. GETO

summary. you wait for a phone call that will never seem to come. still, you yearn and long for someone who doesn't deserve it.

contains. y2k au, rockstar!geto, model!reader, angst, reader smokes cigarettes, cheating (sort of), hints of a toxic relationship, past relationship, undefined relationship. wc: 800+

four cigarettes. four cigarettes that have been absently flicked onto the glass ashtray beside you and no sign of suguru. it’s only you and the buzzing sounds of the paparazzi on the ground floor scouring the area like ants, itching to catch a shot of you on the hotel balcony.

suguru hasn’t called, not even to leave a message to remorsefully say he’s busy the way that he used to. you grit your teeth, fighting back the tears gathering in your eyes. there’s a longing in your chest, like vines intertwining around your heart for something that was no longer there. the ache is almost hollow.

for a version of suguru that simply didn’t exist anymore.

in your mind was the pressing question—were you still happy with suguru or were you merely holding out in hopes that who he used to be would come back? the thought has circled back over and over like koi fish in a pond. as if you didn’t know the answer by now.

still, you rested your elbows over the cold balcony. as if the blatant lack of effort on his part the past few weeks wasn't like a slap to the face.

you shuddered as the night breeze picked up, goosebumps forming over your bare arms. flipping your phone open for what seemed like the thousandth time—your glassy eyes managing to catch the time in a blur.

11:56pm. suguru wouldn’t call.

normally by now you would’ve been over an hour into your conversation with him, laughing and talking about anything and everything that was going on in your lives. you’d be playing with the carton of cigarettes, not chain smoking the way you’ve surprisingly been. and you certainly wouldn’t be cold right now, because for some reason these things cease to affect you when suguru’s voice and laugh was in your ears.

the cold was almost painful.

it bordered on pathetic to wait like this, but all logic and dignity seemed to go out the window when it came to suguru.

you wanted to be irrational the way you used to be—blowing up his phone and accusing him of all sorts of things. call him names and threaten to never speak to him again. tell him how much you hate him and how you wish you never met him.

poke and prod until suguru snapped—until he pushed back and spit out venom like a threatened snake ready to strike. and he used to do the same to you, serving as an unhealthy reminder that he cared so much for you.

but now you’re afraid to do so. not because you’re afraid to hurt suguru; you’ve done that too many times as he’s done to you. but you’re afraid that you’ll do all this and he just won’t care. that he’ll let you go and never look back.

when the tears well up once again, you don’t stop them. you almost don’t note them falling down your cheeks until the breeze picks up again and they cool against your skin.

you exhaled shakily, feeling a heaviness over your shoulders. the aftermath of crying over suguru is becoming more constant in your life than the man himself. so you’re familiar now with the exhaustion afterwards, as if the ache in your heart has spread throughout your body, weighing you down until you’re sure you’ll be left with nothing of your own.

feeling like a fool, you flip your phone open once again and click on your messages, suguru’s name closer to the bottom. because his last message was more than a day ago, so you aren’t really sure what to expect when you open up the thread.

past messages no longer bring you the comfort that they did—if anything, they're now reminders of suguru's current apathy. it almost feels as if you're yearning for an entirely different man.

because the man you're yearning for is definitely not—

SUGURU GETO MOVES ON IN THE MALDIVES!! Things have been quiet with Suguru Geto since his recent split with on-again, off-again girlfriend supermodel [name]...but it seems that things are done for good this time. Geto was spotted with fellow musician Yuina this afternoon...hands locked and looking love-struck. The rockstar and singer blended amongst other honeymooners while ex-girlfriend [name] is busy back home in New York for fashion week. The two have been recently linked and can't seem to get enough of each other, a source tells TMZ.

your heart drops.

it's only an hour later that your hotel phone rings off the hook and cellphone has to be shut off as the article is posted for the world to see.

#mostly written on the spot and kinda just idk #going through it #geto x reader #geto x you #geto x y/n #geto suguru x reader #geto suguru x you #geto suguru x y/n #jjk x reader #jjk x you #jjk x y/n #starring: suguru geto

[oeldeservesthenorris]

Brendan Batchelor saying “Hughes looked visibily upset” after dust up with Dakota Johsua at pratice as if “visibly upset” isn’t this mans entire asthetic, bless.

#quinn hughes #short king #vancouver canucks #going through it #nhl #nhl hockey #nhl players #nhlpractice #nhl2022-2023

[coldasyou]

So I got you beat, right?

#bones #bonestv #bonesedit #bones tv #bones fox #zack addy #jack hodgins #* #going through it

[neon-ghost04]

Real footage of me reading the cass apocalypse series end and finding out idw is ending their tmnt run with issue #150 within minutes of each other:

#tmnt #rottmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt idw #tmnt idw comics #idw tmnt #cass apocalyptic series #it’s hard out here #for tmnt fans #going through it

[cellgatinbo]

this server man. quackity pay for our therapy fr

#qsmp #cellbit #qsmp clips #going through it

[the-friday-knight]

This is the greatest series of frames I have ever seen

#rwby #rwby volume 9 #rwby volume 9 spoilers #Weiss Schnee #Going Through It