#gojo my heart is yours

[cheralith]

all i wanted — gojo satoru, ft. geto suguru

content warnings: gn!neutral, no pronouns or body parts mentioned, angst

he can't believe what he's seeing.

in the park's gazebo that sits near your apartment building, there you are. settled underneath its vines and ivy and the sunset looking overhead in the sky. a bundle of colorful flowers gathered in your arms with a large heart-shaped box of chocolates nestled underneath. there's a plethora of matching shaped balloons settled around the floor of it, all red and pink and white and shiny, resembling mirrors that shine your much too happy face that doesn't face him...

but another.

there you are, hiding your shy smile behind a hand and giggling at whatever suguru is murmuring as he pushes a lock of hair away from your flustered face. satoru fists his own bouquet of flowers he gathered last minute hidden behind him, evidently frustrated as he bites his lip so hard that it draws blood. his seem so weak and desolate compared to the larger than life bouquet suguru has given you; a bouquet that shows careful arranging and organizing of each flowers, not the flimsy, clustered flowers that satoru grabbed on his rushing way to see you to declare what he had been hesitating to say for the longest time.

his knuckles turn white and pulse with a fiery ache from how hard he was grasping his now-bent flowers, doing his best to shove down the thick lump in his throat as he sees suguru wrap his arms around you and pull you closer to him as you accept his valentines proposal of "be mine?" written on a small, but intricate lunchbox cake decorated with colors that replicate the balloons. satoru doesn't miss the small bunch of boxes seated on the benches of the gazebo already unwrapped, the leaves of their wrappers nestled nicely on the ground—there's more presents than flowers in his bouquet, and satoru cannot feel anymore pathetic. his flowers can't compare to the intricate set-up suguru has created. he thinks its almost a mockery of sorts.

it's not fair, he thinks. you've been friends with satoru in the same length that you've been friends with suguru, and he's sure that both of them have harbored feelings in a time frame equivalent to each other, so why does suguru get first pick? he's the one that broke off from you, him, and shoko... he's the one that left you mysteriously in the dust those years ago... he's that ignored you on the first couple semesters of college up until a few months ago...

but satoru was there. why can't you acknowledge him in the way you acknowledge suguru? satoru was there every step of the way—his shoulder was the one you cried on. his arms were the one you ran to when you celebrated a good grade on a test. his presence was the one that comforted you in the bane of suguru's absence.

but here's the problem.

you did acknowledge him. you had actually acknowledged satoru's place in your life so much and valued it to a degree that you took the risk of perhaps making it more than just a mere long-term friendship. maybe it wasn't explicit, but it was implied enough to the point where it struck fear in satoru's heart.

and he ran away from it like the coward he was—terrified to his wits end that another suguru situation would happen again to him, in which his feelings already engrained so deep within him that if there's the slim chance that you'll leave him like suguru did, there'd be nothing but a deep and hollow pit in his heart. a relationship would just increase that chance—and he wasn't going to take any chances of that happening.

satoru thought he'd never fathom two large chunks of his heart being empty, yet here he is—facing what remains of his heart that belongs to you in the palm of the other person who owned the other half of it and tore it away all those years ago.

the ground feelings more dense, locking him in place and forcing him to watch the scene that unfolds before him.

if he was just a few mere hours faster, he knew that he could be in suguru's place is he was just stronger, if he was just willing to pay the small price for a potential forever with you. it was a severe last-minute decision, but he knew that's what he wanted, what he yearned for. what he even needed, perhaps.

yet, his hesitation has paid its dues.

your back is to him, thankfully. but suguru's eyes flicker up from your smiling face that he holds tenderly in his palms to share satoru's grief-stricken one. for a second, his face in unreadable to satoru, until a cruel smirk snakes on suguru's lips.

and, while never breaking eye contact with satoru, those same lips reach down and share a soft kiss with yours, your forever now being in suguru's hands that just barely pass his own.

the bouquet of frail flowers fall to the ground, yet no feeling returns to satoru's hand. only a cold wind of nothing grasps it back.

#bisexual gojo agenda uhuh uhuh #some angst for the season haha #my inner parawhore was choosing between misguided ghosts and aiw but i think aiw was a better fitting title/song choice for this lawl #also no context given besides the aforementioned #so daydream to your hearts desire! #gn!reader #gender neutral!reader #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk x reader #gojo satoru #gojou satoru #gojo #gojo x reader #gojo satoru x reader #geto suguru #getou suguru #geto #geto suguru x reader #geto x reader #gojo x you #jjk angst #gojo angst #geto angst

[peachsayshi]

➳ (minors, ageless, blank blogs dni) 

okay, okay, but imagine having a crush on your big brother/sister’s best friend, suguru.

geto knows all about it, by the way, because you make it impossible to prove to him otherwise with the way you act so shy and coy around him, and it really just makes him grow to have the softest little heart for you, and only you.

you were always close enough to admire him but he lures you away before you even get a chance to crack the surface of his beautiful shell. for five years you watch with envious eyes as he navigates his romances, basking other girls with attention that you only ever dreamed of. 

at twenty-two, you didn’t waste away your precious focus with any other guys (not yet anyway) - you were too busy with your university studies to even consider the possibility of a relationship...but an opportunity presented itself suddenly, a chance of something new when a friend lightly brushed their lips over your own in the middle of a study session. 

your face is hot by the time you arrive at suguru’s apartment. you’ve remained connected since your first meeting, but you only started getting closer to him in the last year. 

you know that you’re always welcome, but he’s still surprised to see you when he opens his front door. 

he invites you in, let’s you lounge on his comfortable sofa while he makes you tea. meanwhile, you soak in his bachelor pad, taking in the details of the balance between his modern and traditional taste. by the time he sits next to you, you feel so very small, forgetting that he’s now grown into the man that he is. 

broad shoulders, strong physique, the shine of wisdom and age brightening his eyes, and yet, he’s still somehow remained so fucking breathtaking...

...still makes your heart trip over itself with just a simple smile. 

it takes you a while to tell him what happened, but the words pour out of you like you’re an open faucet. you don’t even realize that he’s inched himself closer to you, concern and curiosity tugging at his expression as he hears you ramble on about how you turned your face away so your friend could just aim for your cheek, about your pathetic apology as you quickly excused yourself out the door, and about your frustrations on not knowing how to kiss. 

“it’ll happen for you when the time is right, sweetheart,” suguru consoles with a serious kindness. 

“but what if I'm ready now?” 

he laughs under his breath, your innocent question only brightening his wolfish grin. “then you’ve just got to wait for the right person...” 

you can’t help but lean into him, lifting your gaze so your faces were a few inches apart.

it takes all the courage in the world for you to ask, the fear of rejection a reflection in your anxious eyes. 

“can...can you show me, sugu?” 

geto’s expression falls, indicating that he’s clearly caught off guard, but what sends a tremor down your spine is how his eyes immediately shift to your lips. 

there’s a visible tension tugging his shoulders, and his jaw twitches when you confess that you’ve seen him kiss other girls before. he can’t believe that you’ve caught him during such intimate moments with his previous partners, but the blush that highlights the tips of his cheekbones happens when you admit that you’re just really curious to know what it would feel like. 

“I’m safe with you,” you point out, “If I’m being honest, just can’t imagine sharing this with anyone else...nobody else knows me like you do” 

the more you talk, the more his eyes deepen with a desire that’s never made itself known, a desire that forces your ribs to squeeze tightly around your lungs. 

everything around you melts like a surreal painting when he complies with your request; you can’t even think when you feel him cradle your cheek in his palm while glides his nose down the bridge of yours. you swallow hard feeling his thumb softly stroke your neck, the fan of his warm breath on your skin making your lashes flutter close as he traces over your pretty, pouted lips. 

“kissing you will be different,” he murmurs, his captivating words entrancing you in a spell. “because I’ve never kissed anybody like the way I’m about to right now...” 

just as you part your lips to question the meaning behind his declaration, he presses his mouth onto yours and tenderly ignites your soul. 

#geto x reader #geto x you #geto x y/n #geto fluff #suguru geto x reader #suguru geto x you #suguru geto x ofc #jujutsu kaisen fluff #GUYS THIS THOUGHT HAS BEEN PLAGUING MY MIND #does he break your heart? #absolutely #this and little brother's best friend gojo #like my brain is running and it won't stop

[liiittlehand]

My babies together ❤️❤️❤️

#wallpaper i made for myself #you can use it as your wallpaper toooo #they r just adorable together...my heart...I... #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #gojo satoru #geto suguru #nanami kento #haibara yu #灰七 #amanai riko #Kuroi Misato #I'm full of feelings after the new manga episode.

[circusofshrimps]

showered with love

#satoru gojo #gojo satoru #megumi fushiguro #fushigoro megumi #fushiguro tsumiki #tsumiki fushiguro #sibling love #found family #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk megumi #jjk gojo #jjk tsumiki #tulishrimp art #your honor i love and cherish them #i hold them close to my heart #shrunk gojo down for artistic ease

[i-keepmyideals]

Gojo spittin straight bangers immediately after unboxing is so attractive

#THE MOST ANTICIPATED UNBOXING OF ALL TIME #and one of the first things he says is a yo mama joke #I wouldn’t have him any other way tbh #i love him your honor #my heart is glowing it’d be glowing cause he #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jujutsu kaisen 221 #gojo satoru #satoru gojo

[souredfigs]

Songs: Pale White Horse, Where is your rider by the Oh Hellos from the album: Dear Wormwood (2015)/Jujutsu Kaisen 0 (2021), Director: Sunghoo Park/Jujutsu Kasien Season 2 Episode 9 : Shibuya Incident Opening , Director: Shōta Goshozono /Jujutsu Kaisen Manga Ch#90 by creator Gege Akutami

#????? help #this is my first time web weaving and ik its bad lol #also this is my third fucking time making this becuase my wifi isnt working #but anyways #and i wanted to make a iliad and achillies come down one yet but i decided to make this first #i realised how similar these songs are to satosugu #the whole album in general #what can i say i have a soft spot in my heart for fictional and historical gays (: #and becuase geto is literally gojos achillies heel and his pale white horse #becuase imagine being the strongest limitless wielding sorcerer who alone is the honoured one #and one look at the face of your best friend #who you know is dead #becuase YOU killed him #and you stumble and stutter for the first time #damn #anyways #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru #gege when i catch you gege

[saetoru]

one thing about me is that my jjk au ideas are never ending

#every day its a new one #why ?? bc canon is bullshit and these perfectly beautiful characters could be utilized in a story that has so much more to offer but instea #theyre miserable #so the newest au is policeman gojo #and ur his lil girlfriend that he pulls over with his sirens any time he recognizes your car #u pull over like 'here we go' with a roll of ur eyes #and as soon as u roll down the window #hes like maam im gonna have to charge you with theft #and ur like *sigh* 'what did i steal officer ??' #just to indulge him #and he literally says between giggles #'you stole my heart'

[willowser]

one of those crazy girls by paramore except it's gojo

#now when you say you wanna slow down #does that mean you wanna slow dance? #maybe you just want a little extra time to focus on our romance #what do you mean i've got it backwards? you know we're gonna be forever #why are you telling me goodbye? arent you gonna stay the night? #are we really over now? maybe i can change your mind #as soon as you walk out my door i'm gonna call 100 times #i pour my heart out to your voicemal let you know i caught a bus to your side of town #now i'm standing at your doorstep #if you dont answer i'll just use the key i copied 'cause i really need to see you #if you're not here when i break in i'm gonna go through your closet just so i can smell your skin #i know i'll never love again i swear i'll never love again #IT'S SO HIM PLS #✿ thoughts: gojo

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

cant decide if this is more getocoded or gojocoded but i am in fact insane abt it

#my heart says geto and overall i think it is more geto… ”i’ll take you grocery shopping (…) kill the people who made you cry.” ……… #but the ”name it. it’s yours.” is so gojo….. #this is so prince!gojo to me btw !! he consumes my every waking thought

[de-bauchry]

I’m ngl I kinda love how lax gojo is even when he’s fighting it’s like the more I rewatch ep 9 the more i notice how despite being upset he’s still able to fight with so much glee and joy he looked damn near the same way he did when he was 17 while he was fighting hanami and jogo it looked like he was having fun and something ab that is like so fucking cool how aloof, relaxed, and childish he is even when fighting. especially the part when he complained ab feeling ugly and dirty in his fit while getou literally has this man locked up like this man takes nothing serious and then him just chilling in the prison realm like that man is straight trolling 💀

yes I know I just described his crazed ass as fighting gleefully but he cute when he fighting frfr like that’s babygirl fr I love his crazy ass

#gojo #jjk gojo #jjk season 2 #jjk #jujutsu kaisen gojo #i love gojo #jujutsu gojo #gojo satoru #I just wanna be your sweetheart fucking come here give me your heart just you and me till infinity #anime #gojo my love #gojo fluff

[thebellearchives]

man every time i come across a dad Gojo tiktok i suffer (in a good way)

#; belle speaks #gojo and megumi being father and son is my fav jjk dynamic by far #my poor little heart shrinks #every. single. time. #dad gojo i love you that’s your kid that’s YOUR KID #he’s the only dad Megumi has and i am NOT accepting any other answers

[bellehalla]

this post is a sincerely not/sincerely yours by saintobio support group.

here we mourn and grieve over the lost treasure for it slipped through our fingers. thank you for all the angst, the joy, the pain, the anger. you served us well.

sincerely,

every sn!/sy! YN out there

#Sincerely not #sincerely yours #saintobio #saint #satoru gojo #gojo x reader #gojo x you #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #gojo fanfic #we'll miss you #it really breaks my heart im not kidding #this hurts more than my own breakup #this story took angst to another level and left us #actual pain #saintgojo #bellehalla ficrev

[seravphs]

I’m scared to post knight Gojo thank you for being so nice to me about it bffs 💛

#I’m nervous! I’m so nervous!! #thinking about the John Green quote about potential and fear of failure #knight Gojo is really scary to me because the last project I think people really liked from me was Teen Dad Gojo #which I've made my peace with even though I used to be really embarrassed of it but if I peaked at sixteen #I could not continue to live with myself that's so embarrassing #knight gojo is my attempt at showing how much I've improved but what if I finish it and I realize I actually haven't improved at all #you don't understand how much this idea horrifies me #I don't want to be frozen in time like any living thing I want to grow! #I'm not normally this insecure about my writing because I am at heart just a blockhead who just bulldozes through life driven by impulse bu #I think Mao talked about this once but there's a chart for growth and at some point your ability to criticize your own work exceeds your #ability to create because you're good enough to recognize quality but not good enough to manufacture it #anyway! knight gojo is going out tomorrow and I'm going to stop being a baby about it and if it sucks it sucks and I keep learning #thanks for being here with me guys <3 let's have a sleepover after I drop the fic <3

[insurged]

WHY IS EVERYONE HATING ON GOJO.

#ALL MY MUTUALS ARE GOJO HATERS SO MUCH WTH #SOFT BLOCK ME ALL OF YOU LMFAO #i will convert everyone to love gojo before i die hehe #* ⟢ 𝐎𝐎𝐂 ━ ( clench your asshole super tight & scream it from your heart )