I just KNOW SM2 is gonna be so gay that people are going to start publishing those, "Is it me... or were they super gay and in love with each other this whole game???" articles like they did after CA: Civil War. Just everyone making a big deal over their gay ass behavior as if it hasn't been there from the very beginning, and you best believe my ass is gonna be there right on the front lines like
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He lets his eyes flutter closed, allows himself to indulge in all of the affection you provide him with, and though there's still that voice in the base of his skull screaming that he doesn't deserve it, he thinks maybe your words can drown it out.
Look at you, turnin' me into a sap. But I don't mind...
One of his large hands comes up to play with the ends of your hair, and he's still fascinated by how strong you are, how valiant you are, despite him giving you every reason to turn your back , your lips are leaving little traces of love on his face and he might be able to stay longer than he ever thought possible. If you'd allow him. If you'd like for him to. And he thinks that, maybe, you just might.
Listen, sweetheart, I don't trust easily. I'm kind of an asshole that way. So if we're gonna do this—be this—I need to be sure that you're in it. That this isn't just some short term thing to get your rocks off to. Because...
His voice waivers slightly, and his eyes pull down to the space between your bodies. Hesitance is a foreign thing to him, nearly as foreign as vulnerability, and he's still not quite sure how to hold it in his mouth. He tries to be delicate about it, but it comes out too rough, too crude. He hopes that you can see through it was well as you see through everything else about him.
Because I don't think I can handle short term. Not with you. Never with you.
-Simon "Ghost" Riley
His words coax a demure grin from my lips, a soft, sweet smile meant only for him. It's hopelessly endearing watching him learn to open up, like Bambi attempting to walk for the first time, helplessly clumsy but determined, with purpose. I take a hold of his hand from where it tangles amongst my hair and pull it down, until his fingers are pressed against the pulse point in my neck, the feeling of my stuttering heartbeat pulsing against his touch.
I can promise you wholeheartedly that the only 'short term' you will ever have to worry about in relation to me is my height. And even then I think that works in your favour a good 99% of the time.
I pause, fingers still pressing his against my neck, feeling strangely exposed and vulnerable at the prospect of him sensing every spike of my heart rate. But it feels like the only way to truly make him understand my sincerity, to make him feel the truth the body cannot disguise.
I'm not going anywhere. Not without you. Not now, or ever. I know there's no way to prove that to you, not yet, but I want to.
It takes a strength within me I wasn't aware I possessed to look him in the eye, knowing I was laid bare before him in a way I wasn't entirely used to.
Will you let me?
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wow i just finished The Carrie Diaries and i understand the show for what it is, but i just can’t believe that she let Sebastian go. when they said goodbye i actually teared up.
i’m just left with this hollow pit in my stomach that the story is over. Sebastian just went off to California, alone and that’s it. i stand by that Carrie never really appreciated him enough and i wish they’d done more with his character earlier.
for the past week i’ve been playing with a fic idea that continues on with Sebastian’s story and it won’t leave me alone. i don’t know if it’s Sebastian or Austin himself and i don’t even know if there’d been a season 3 if he would even have been in it, but he just feels like a really interesting character that had a lot of wasted potential.
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