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#gonna be a lonely summer
doodlerh · 1 year
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#h doodles#enstars#hiyori tomoe#jun sazanami#hiyojun#eve enstars#OK SORRY NO TAGS ILL. ADD MORE LATER MY STOMACH IS KILLING ME AND I SAID ID GO TO BADMINTON TOO RIPP#hiyori says mumumumu when he kisses. jun really likes it#ALL THAT AND MORE WHEN I COME BACK FROM BADMINTON#i lied im gonna do this first THEN badminton but my stomach no longer hurts. thumbs up#ok i lied again it just started hurting again. BUT I DIGRESS#i think hiyori LOOOOOVES pda and jun is super embarrassed about pda. which hiyori thinks makes pda 10x more fun#apparently in summer live (idk what story that is) hiyori says he and jun always perform closely 1. so hiyori can cover jun's mistakes and#2. for fanservice?? i think they started out just being Like That on stage for fanservice and eventually theyre like. oh! okay! real!#which rejoice es-verse fangirls for now their fanservice is more 'genuine' bc they really like each other#i also think hiyori def has like. a savior complex he likes being relied on. i.e. by nagisa when they were little and now by jun#HOWEVER he's not like controlling about it he just feels a little left out whenever jun does smth by himself or gets help from others#and i think jun is secretly tired of being somewhat lone-wolfish so when he does meet hiyori who 'takes him under his wing'#jun is like i am cool with this. he may a nepo baby but he is also hot and makes me feel not alone anymore so it cancels out#i imagine jun comes from a not very rich family?? for hiyori's bday he gets him flowers n a teddy bear. for jun's bday hiyori gets him#like. a car or something. and jun is like i cant even drive but ty#OKAY. OKAY BYE#tomorrow i have a badminton tournament. so i SHOULD go again tonight. however its mainly free play#and iiiiiii am quite late at this point. will there even be empty spots for me...will my WD partner be there...or is she still Sick???#find out next time on hanha hitting the tag limit and having to squash everything lost into one miserable line#edit: MEN IN BLACK MEMORY PEN GIF
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synonymroll648 · 6 months
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"And she [Sophie] couldn't help noticing how good he [Keefe] smelled—like wind and salt air and something a little citrusy."
hey guys remember when on page 646 of stellarlune shannon confirmed that keefe is a bit fruity (/hj)
#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc shitpost#keefe sencen#soph ty for giving us this detail while you were off being a sophie-koala <3#(sophie-koala is now a term used in canon once so far and i am taking it and RUNNING)#sokeefe#because this is from the sokeefe chapter we've all heard about by now (42)#but also. the fact that he smells like wind and salt air and something a lil citrusy?#using that for at LEAST one keefitz fic#actually that's just gonna be a staple detail about keefe for me now. keefitz sokeefitz sokeefe something else i WILL use a similar#description to this no matter what. keefe absolutely WOULD smell like oranges. to me.#just because i love the idea of him going from eating oranges to use the peel for a smiley face the way kids love to do in elementary#to do it for that and because he just likes the fruit#salt air is pretty self explanatory because he likes the ocean but like. wind?#i'm pretty sure the context in this one is that he was off flying w/ silveny but. i love the idea that he ALWAYS smells like wind#like wind in your hair on a roadtrip like wind whipping against your clothes in a summer thunderstorm like wind blowing through lonely#hilltops like wind trying to catch you when you're falling off a cliff knowing damn well it won't save you but trying anyway#wind is never here to stay. keefe's never here to stay. he's wired to always be on the move#keefe being equated w/ wind is just. yes#damn i kinda derailed from keefe being a fruit but. he can be both guys i promise
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eldrtchmn · 3 months
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...3, 2, 1 personal rant incoming
(it's depressing I'm sorry)
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honorthysalad · 5 months
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The unuki being less like Hell itself and more like Prometheus, a being that wanted nothing more than to help humans and was imprisoned for encroaching on the “gods’” territory in order to do so.
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stonefemmehippie · 7 months
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i always seem to forget how shitty dating apps make me feel until i give them a try again 🙃
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astral-catastrophe · 9 months
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Being the way I am, I ignore the shit I haven’t processed, but now I’m crying because I don’t want to go to camp
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mittentroll · 1 year
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HEY YA’LL, I’m still fucking alive and its something I’m celebrating today!! 🌈✨💕🌻
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tleeaves · 4 months
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So many people I talk to want a bookish gamer girl who's quick and relentless with comebacks, is kinda depressed, is either alt/goth, and has ADHD or a hint of the 'tism in theory. 'Cause in practice they overlook a lot of those women. Wonder why that is.
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multifandomhoodies · 10 months
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im so fucking sick of being lonely but I keep TRYING and it keeps not working and I'm ready to go fucking sillyzone
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Coffy Appreciation Week Day 1: AU
AO3
Title: if you're lonely, come be lonely with me
Rating: T
Summary: On her first day at Sunnydale High, Buffy befriends a student she witnesses being bullied by the most popular girl in school. Cordelia Chase used to be popular as well, until Harmony Kendall threw her out of the group. Cordelia isn’t sharing why she was evicted, but that’s understandable. Buffy has stuff she isn’t sharing either, like her secret identity as a slayer, or the fact that she can’t seem to stop staring at Cordelia’s lips.
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Although this is a season 1 AU with Coffy endgame, it isn’t a full episode by episode rewrite. I rewrote canon where I needed to and summarized it where I could get away with doing so, but I mostly wanted to focus on moments that happen between the canon scenes.
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uglypastels · 8 months
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No bc my hotelroom looks out at most of the pools of this place and i happened to stand inside my room at the balcony door so i saw the roof pool and there were these two guys and they like smiled and waved in my general direction but i could have sworn that the windows reflect so i wasnt visible and maybe they were looking at whoever was on the floor below me but it looked as if they looked straight into my soul and now i feel very self conscious
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paeonie-s · 2 years
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genuinely so emo abt the fact that i have friends who want to do stuff w me now omg
#i was v scared for college bc i have had. such awful luck w finding ppl who want to do things w me#the closest friendship ive ever had was online lol and even that ended w me being ignored and pushed away so its a v foreign experience for#other ppl to v openly. enjoy my company and continously invite me to things just bc they want me to be there#like ik a good part of that is everyone trying to not be lonely as shit these first couple weeks but all of the friends im referring to#were part of a summer program where they got to show up like 6 weeks early and so they already have friends and ppl to hang out w#so its still rly cool that i showed up made friends w like 2 of them and now 3 weeks later im having to actively plan time to do hw and#watch my shows and stuff bc im being invited to eat and walk around and watch movies and do things all the time#shit is surreal !! im so grateful esp when my suggestions for things to do are well recieved like today alone i invited some of them#to go to the barnes and noble opening in a town near us next month + to a open house at our states observatory. and other ppl were actually#excited to learn abt those. its insane im so used to being ignored and treated like the things i care abt dont matter i love life rn omg#ppl are so cool and interesting sometimes i still feel like i am the most boring person in the room bc i never had the time money location#or motivation to explore a ton of my interests but when i tell ppl abt that feeling theyre like bitch me too !!! lets go snowboard and hike#and have observing nights and paint and dress up for halloween together and its makes me so happy. that is all#actually one more thing i was initially thinking abt dressing up as asa csm (which is. already an improvement from younger me feeling so#isolated she avoided dressing up for halloween for a decade bc she never felt close enough to go w anyone) BUT NOW im a part of a 2 month#old plan for like a dozen ppl to dress up as monster high girls AND im gonna be draculaura. literally such a slay i cant#🌸.txt
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skruttet · 2 years
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thank god for josie 🙏
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fakeoutbf · 6 months
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#okay so i’m gonna throw myself a little pity party so skip these post if you don’t wanna know#first off: i should’ve moved for college#like i really fucking should’ve#like i know why i didn’t and i’m sure if i had make a decision again it would make sense to pick the same#but idk if i’d known that i could’ve gotten into a foreign university and somehow impressed them enough to get a scholarship then i would’ve#gone no question asked no second guessing literally nothing#and i’m not saying i didn’t like my college experience or whatever but fuck i’m so tired of living so far away from everything in a place#where i know i’ll never make a lot of money doing what i studied to do#and i know that i can change careers and i’m not forced to follow one path or whatever but fuck it’s so scary to think of the possibilities#i get so anxious just considering picking something else now bc i already wasted 6 ish years of my life in this and i’d have to start again#idk whatever point is i wish i lived somewhere else so i’d hopefully have better living conditions and so that i could go to more concerts#y’all music is such a big part of my life and it doesn’t look like it but it is and i’ll explain more in post 2 but#i missed so many concerts this summer bc i live in bum fuck nowhere and no one comes here (and the artists i like don’t even come to the big#city near me rip) and i’m just forced to see them announce tour dates to places close ish by but that i could never afford and i just#i wish i could go and i wish i had friends to go with and i wish i’d moved and i wish my life wasn’t so lonely and pathetic and sucked
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helenawa-art · 2 years
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Will I be getting too excited if I say my summer goal is to dance at least an hour a day? 😔✌️ Only time will say
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Maybe one of these days I'll stop feeling hurt when my coworkers all go out to eat together without me after work
Today is not that day
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