#gonna date w intention n honesty & sincerity basically im gonna be good this time. just lemme ride out this one-sided affections first

[al-lewinsky]

i really need to date with intention when i get back into the scene again

#🧸 #bc ... literally these great ppl. great credentials n personhood and i was just talking just for funsies like i was a menace actually #hm. experiencing unrequited love this intensely this winter was like a reprimanding slap to my hand. now ik better i guess lol #gonna date w intention n honesty & sincerity basically im gonna be good this time. just lemme ride out this one-sided affections first #i feel like i talk abt dating all the time on here lol but it's fun to me and i have a lot of stories post-HS to tell it's great material #like that 1 time i was seeing someone who pulled a barack obama on me and faked having radical politics to lure me in lol #funny update on that btw: like a week after our screaming match he msg me saying he had spent $100+ buying radical theory text 2 get me back #and that obviously .......... didn't work. he was a stem major w absolutely no interest in any of it he skimmed it all n concluded zip nada #the major offense here is not sm being politically ambivalent as it is that he lied abt his politics for so long that has me ctfu 2 this day #like what was the reason for lying lol i would've caught you eventually this is literally my major #anyways see what i mean i have rly good stories to tell the grandkids one day