#gonna have to recharge

[awesomefringey]

This is kind of funny and depressing that all the blogs that I follow were so active yesterday everyone was so excited and was full on clowning mode and today 😥 today feels like the calm after the storm. Everything is just so quite.😥

Me…

#ask #gonna have to recharge #happy saturday

[mamawasatesttube]

i know they've never interacted on page or anything but hear me out. i think another fantastic option for "women kara zor-el could kiss" is kiran singh (solstice). she's literally got sunlight powers she NEEDS to kiss a kryptonian. also her parents are archaeologists and i think science guild kara, who wanted to study earth culture to help facilitate kryptonian relations with earth before kandor got mcfucked, could appreciate that and enjoy hanging out with the whole family. women. ive heard of them

#rimi talks #and we know kiran likes women because have you SEEN every interaction she has with cassie #they cannot take their hands off each other... #like. do you think kiran could help recharge or heal a kryptonian after an encounter with kryptonite or whatever... #anywhoozies. gonna go review a little for my final tonight. and then maybe take another nap? #but i was struck by the thought of karakiran and had to share. thanks for coming to my ted talk #kara #kiran

[mikodaiyo]

I saw everyone else drawing a full moon & wanted to join!

#sesskag #sesshomaru #kagome #sesshomaru x kagome #inuyasha #my art #ok ANYWAY #I was very excited to do the pantssssss i love this denim palette+brush its so fun #and less daunting to draw clothes! well modern clothes #I liked playing with brushes on this! I loosened my wrist and let it do what it wanted to kagome's hair #and I actually like ittt I have to remind myself hair is not just a dead thing on your head 💀 on my hairspray shit😆 #I just needed to play and loosen up and focus on something elseeee anything else 😩 sesskag is nice its calming #I actually like looking at this omg I'm like next time i feel like going all out #I'm going to reference this photo because there are thingsssss #i wanted kagome's hair to pop more since its kinda the main feature AND I think I accomplished that #I could render it more but...nnnahhhh nah that's my too much gene trying to get out #Im gonna recharge and render the hair even better next time #and sess' hair fringe/bangs are getting harder and easier its weird #yoart

[obwjam]

GUYS I GOT THE JOB!!! I GOT THE JOB I WANTED AHHHHHHH

#i’m gonna have THREE WEEKS in between my old job and new one #plenty of free time to relax and recharge 👀 #my new job will also not include any writing which should hopefully help reinvigorate my inspo to write for fun #ty to everyone who wished me good luck :)

[iamvegorott]

My brain's been a drama queen all day and now all it wants is some good ol comfort ship stuff

Anyone have any prompts/ideas/blurbs about Madmare they wanna share?

#im good #mostly tired from having to human all day #gonna recharge with some nerd and lovestruck music man

[gemharvest]

#artings #gonna fandom tag bc of the items on my desk actually lol #mob psycho 100 #pokemon #reigen arataka #eevee #littlest pet shop #bee swarm simulator #pusheen #theyre finally done. or at least as done as i can manage #i will leave reblogs on since i have my art handle signed on them :'D #these were both super fun to do im so glad i had the opportunity to work on my digital painting for my indv study #you can probably tell the first is less done than the second and thats bc. i do not want to render out the plants fully #im sorryyyyyyy i wanna revisit it later but i need time to recharge

[chemdisaster]

kind of feel bad for not writing much recently... like my ao3's been neglected all the way since early november (i think?), and i know that breaks are important and all, but it's just a bit annoying to want to create, but not be able to put pen to paper (or fingers to keyboard, as it were).

part of it is that when i write, i put my entire soul into everything i create and i don't stop until the thing i've written is evoking in me the strong emotions that i want my readers to feel. and to do that i have to put myself in the place of the characters i'm writing, make myself feel what they are feeling. so naturally that's quite emotionally draining, invoking artificial passion and woe when lately things have been going relatively well for me in my own life. my anxiety's gotten better, as has my depression, my home life has been more peaceful, i've let go of a lot of anger and hurt and fear that i previously allowed to overcome me - in short, i'm tired, i've mellowed out a bit, and can't help but want to simply rest.

another part of it is that i'm just quite busy currently with real life things, got a lot of responsibilities, and that in addition to me still recovering from getting ill twice back in autumn means i'm tired not only emotionally, but physically as well. also, back in 2023 i had a bunch of fan friends, and so lot of the things i wrote were to make them stay, contribute, earn my place in the fold so to speak. now the friends are all gone and i find myself unburdened by the need to please - which is a good thing! but my creativity has unfortunately suffered at the expense of my emotional well-being. finally, at this point it's been so long that i'm almost afraid to pick up my quill again. i'm afraid that anything i create would be inauthentic and hollow. plus, the fandoms i'm hyperfixating on currently are ones i don't really consider myself to be a part of to the extent that i am my main, which brings forth a fear of mischaracterisation and a lack of ideas.

it's all a bit silly, really. at this point i need to allow myself the rest i need, then get a grip, open the notes app and get on with it, and to hell with the fear. i did not overcome my people pleasing just to become enslaved to the same awareness of other people's opinions once more.

#prattledisaster #bit venty i guess? but who cares #this is meant to have like a positive connotation to it all btw #i'm glad i'm taking the time to recharge. truly. but i kind of miss writing at this point #ah well #gonna finish watching the show i'm currently watching and then it's over for everyone :)

[gazelessmenagerie]

( Love the fact this man is regarded as a walking (weaponized) medical nightmare and learning about what parts of him are abnormal like his body temp. actually running higher, the dual hearts, and then there's the canisters around his home. Like there's so much that could be happening or the effects of his augmentations could be detrimental if not cared for properly/ends up malfunctioning in some way. Considering his livelihood, he probably goes through a lot of maintenance work and being poked/prodded at for things to be checked on and it sure as hell doesn't come cheap. )

#|| Tag: OOC #|| Character Study: { Mauga } #( i love him. i hate him. he needs to stop his entire stupid FACE ) #( but every morsel of goddamn food i get about his character/backstory/anything is like a feast to me. ) #( like what sort of maintence work does he need to do? how is having a higher body temp gonna affect him ) #( and how often does he need to keep it down so he doesn't outright die of gd heatstroke/have bad health effects ) #( cause its not like he can just cool off in the middle of a scrap fight and using his dual hearts ) #( has to put strain on him whether he's aware of it or not. hence frequent check ups ) #( what if his hearts get desynced or he needs to recharge them. how long can he effectively stay in battle ) #( he's a tank of a man obv but he's not gd invincible and I can see him having a bit of fun but also keeping things clean and fast ) #( when he gotta isntead of being a giant ass gremlin. ) #( i just like his stupid ass alot and i hate him. uGH. pls give me more lore on this man Blizz. i beg you )

[inga-don-studio]

I’ll brb - narrowly made it to my weekend and I can barely keep my eyes open, so I’m going to pause the queue so I can sort it when I don’t have scrambled eggs for brains.

#Sorry the semi-hiatus became longer by 5 days - that was NOT intentional #Work kinda ran me ragged the past couple weeks #BUT! I’m finally off! On a proper weekend! And I’m sure I’ll still be overwhelmed & recharging the next few days- #- but I finally have time for that #I have a lot I need to do after what felt like 15 continuous work days (there were a couple days off in there but I sure didn’t feel them)- #- but some of those things are fun. Like getting back to the cosplays now that the weather is getting better for outdoor crafting! & hiking #But right now I’m gonna go collapse in bed & sleep like a rock. G’night all.

[lorelune]

redyed my hair and i feel SO much more like myself :''''^)

#lore loops #i haven't had the spoons to do it esp in the last month or so :'^) #but i did it!! #i even dyed a lil chunk of my incredibly grown out bangs blonde i am very happy w it!!! #ive been walking around with three inch roots and brown mids and not quite black ends like 'its fine' asd;flkj #i feel restored #also just feels good to like... Take care of myself a lil #cancer season truly has taken her toll LOL #need to lay on diluc's chest and recharge for any number of weeks thank YOU!! #but freshly dyed hair a good plan for the weekend is always a plus!! #gonna dress cute tmrw get a coffee clean my apartment and have a chill hang with some friends #feels nice :'^)

[girlwiththegreenhat]

you ever hate on something you've never played/watched/read for what are still moderately good reasons given the circumstances, and then decide to go and play/watch/read the thing just to be fair. just to give it a chance

and then you were not only Right but its Worse Somehow and you're actually just more pissed off now

#liz blogs #vocaloid #this post is about project se\\kai. what a garbage ass replacement of project diva oh my god #i dont care about any of these random ass teenagers why does my vocaloid game have all these other guys in it #why are there 238928934 currencies why does it take so long to unlock new songs its just all too much and so convoluted #i wanted a rhythm game not a rhythm game that takes a backseat to visual novel and gacha game and watch 3298 ads #GET THIS OTHER BULLSHIT OUTTA HERE #i thought rhythm game on a touchscreen was a bad enough idea but i wanted to be FAIR because project diva doesnt get updated anymore #even though that was THE vocaloid game for a fucking decade and they replaced it with hot flaming dogshit oh my god #its just every other fucking mobile game im gonna start biting people #im in my Hater Year but i'm actually fucking right about everything aaaAAAAAAAAA #and look. i didn't play it for too long because it was just too fucking annoying and overwhelming. but it seems like you can only #play x amount of songs in a day before you run out of energy. which you need to Buy #you get more when you level up! it recharges! but it seems that it takes longer and longer to do that #thts the only Complaint i have that i cant actually verify because i would need to play longer and i am Not doing that #but if im right. thats the biggest load of shit of all #just go back to making project diva games. let me pay for the game so i can play interrupted without all this other BS in my face #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #the like... two little visual novel bits i saw that Just had vocaloids in them were cute. i will be real with u. but who are these like #six teams of random ass teenagers i dont know and dont care about. why did u put non vocaloids in da vocaloid game. are you nuts #maybe i just need to figure out how to mod project diva cuz at this point lord knows theyre not doing anything else with it #if you wanted to have other characters sega do u know how many Other vocaloids there are. you didnt have to invent random boring teenagers #pullin a fuckin transformers and backseating your Title Characters to a bunch of random ass humans im not here for #except you charlie watson from bumblebee i love you mwah

[anadorablekiwi]

Its late

Its ‘dont trust brain’ oclock

I’m trying to sleep dammit-

So Why. Pray tell. Cant i get my damn anxiety and depression and mind to shut the hell up

I feel so overwhelmed and right now my only responsibility is sleeping and i cant even do that right

#vent #kiwi vents #i want to cry #its just #a hell of a lot of bad #on work days work is my entire day #because i dont get home til 8:30pm #and sundays off i have church which costs social battery #and i had today off which cost a lot of social battery #and i have plans my nect day off (Saturday) which is gonna cost social battery #and then probably sumday off ehich is the church thing shain #and to recharge social battery i meed anday off without any plans at all #whixh mughy not happen for anouter two weeks #and its so overwhelming #and yes i enjoy my job #but #mentally i am not okay right now #and i cant even sleep dammit #i just want to sleep 😭😭

[gamebunny-advance]

Exes Meme: Tatiana & Kliff

Yay, I finished this, so now I can talk about it ^o^! This mostly reflects their post-revolution state (I forgot that meant that Tatiana should have her rock hair, but this look is more iconic, alright), but I’ll make note if there’s something more to it.

I’ll go through it section by section and explain it as I go, but the order that everything is in doesn’t necessarily lend itself to good narrative progression, so not everything will make sense by itself and even by the end of this, I don’t think I’ve really described the full picture. Maybe someday I’ll write the full backstory in a way that makes sense, but for now, this is what I’ve got.

Anyways, here we go:

Sadness Level: I think they’re both kinda sad that it didn’t work out. In general, Kliff feels his emotions a little more strongly than Tatiana, but they'll feel the same way about most given topics. I just think Tatiana is able to manage herself a little better, since she accepted their relationship as a lost cause much earlier than he did.

Anger Level: They both still blame each other for everything falling apart. Tatiana is mad because Kliff wasn’t respecting her space and choices, and Kliff is mad because he felt like she was giving up while he was trying to make it work. Their anger levels basically doubled after the revolution, so Kliff is 100% a ball of anger and resentment now, while Tatiana is pissed about how he got B2J and her artists involved in their mess. They’d probably mellow out as more time passes though.

Awkwardness Level: I interpreted this prompt to mean how easy it is for them to talk to one another. Post-revolution, I don’t think there’s really any “awkwardness” and they just immediately start fighting if they exchange words at all, but in general I actually think it’s Tatiana who’s slightly more hesitant about it. Whenever they’re in the same room, it’s usually Kliff that instigates the fighting and he just has a way of dragging her down to his level.

Horny Level: During their relationship, Tatiana didn’t realize she was a lesbian and didn’t understand why she wasn’t attracted to the one person who consistently stayed with her, so she would overcompensate and initiate sex more often, but didn’t actually like it much. The only reason her horny level isn’t “0″ is that I consider “wanting to cuddle” as a part of being horny, and sometimes she does miss the sensation of just curling up on a couch and cuddling him. Kliff's sex drive was never that high to begin with. If anything, he got hornier after they split because he didn’t realize how much he liked it until they weren’t intimate at all.

Fond Memories vs. Wants to Forget: They both realize in hindsight that their relationship wasn’t actually healthy for either of them, but neither really “wants to forget,” they just wish the good times hadn’t ended the way they did.

Fling vs. Committed For Life: Back in the day, Tatiana was a real player, so she hooked up with several fans. Kliff was not supposed to be more than another hook-up. She told him as much even back then, but he still didn’t give up and just accepted it as a part of this lifestyle. He thought he would be happy as long as he thought he was the closest one to her, but her having multiple partners did start weighing on him a lot, so he actually isn’t as committed as he wants to appear to be.

On and Off Again Vs. Never Getting Back Together: Tatiana would absolutely never reopen the possibility of a relationship. Pre-revolution Kliff was slightly open to the idea, but post-revolution he feels way too betrayed to even want to pursue that possibility.

Moves on Quickly Vs. Closed Break-Up: They both invested a lot of time into the relationship, so it’s difficult for either of them to move-on “quickly.” Tatiana is only slightly quicker because she thinks it’s for the best if she does. Kliff is still getting over it.

Calm and Collected vs. Dramatic as Hell: If you don’t think assisting in a revolution against your Ex isn’t dramatic as hell, then I don’t know what to tell you. Similarly, I think blasting away your Ex with a sick guitar riff is also dramatic as hell, just a little less so.

Closer than Ever Vs. Worst Enemies: If they were any saltier towards each other, you’d be able to bottle it and sell it as seasoning.

Started the Relationship: Again, Tatiana really gave into the hedonistic part of rock culture, so she was the one to approach Kliff. If you wanna be technical about it, she basically just asked him if he wanted to bang, and he was the one that tried to turn it into a relationship and Tatiana never said it wasn’t. It was more like, “Oh, I guess we’re dating now. That’s cool.”

Ended the Relationship: I think punching your Ex in the face hard enough to launch them on their back is a pretty conclusive end to any kind of good will between each other. Again, if you wanna be technical, Kliff basically ended it when he chose to drop the satellite, but I think this was more of a power play/manipulation tactic and not really a conclusive end.

Saw it Coming: Tatiana realized early on that she just wasn’t capable of loving Kliff as much as he loved her, and saw them breaking up as inevitable and at some point stopped trying to make it work. Meanwhile, Kliff was so sure that if he tried hard enough, he could force it to work out, so he never saw the end till it was punching him in the face.

Would Get Back Together: Kliff would only get back together if Tatiana initiated it. He’s lost all hope of that happening in the post-revolution, but in the off chance that it did, he would get back together.

Was in Love: It was more like they were both in love with the ideas of each other: Tatiana wanted to love someone that was so devoted to her, so she ignored a lot of Kliff’s red flags. Kliff was in love with her persona as a strong, hot rocker babe, but didn’t consider how vulnerable and flawed she was underneath. Despite their mutual delusion on the matter, beneath it all, I still think that there was a genuine love between them at some point.

Still in Love: I think that before he dropped the satellite, Tatiana may have still had some residual feelings for Kliff, but they all evaporated after the fact. Kliff just can’t fall out of love with someone that he dedicated more than half his life to, so despite it all, he’s still attracted to her, and he hasn’t pursued another romantic interest since.

Friends Again?: Despite everything that’s happened, they still have good chemistry, which is evident in how easy it is for them to push each other’s buttons. If the stars were to align in just the right way, then they might be able to patch things up, but the odds are terribly low. However, since they both still hang around B2J on occasion, their chances to meet again have gone up, so who knows?

Responsibility Graph: I think to say it was Tatiana’s “fault” is a little strong, but the relationship failed partially due to their incompatible sexualities and how she chose to handle things. If she had been more honest about her feelings from the beginning, then a lot of this wouldn’t have happened, but I don’t think the environment she was in would have easily allowed her to be honest. She blamed herself a lot for what happened, especially when they first split, but after some reflection, she came to realize that Kliff was part of the blame too, with all his insisting. Kliff meanwhile thought that he was the only one trying to keep everything together without realizing that this is part of why they were getting driven apart. If he hadn’t raised her up so high in his mind, he might have been able to let go easier.

Feelings Graph: Tatiana is right on the line between being “torn up about it” and “Margaritaville”, because by this point she’s already accepted this as something that happened and has already moved on from it. She only edges closer to being torn up about it, because if she were to take the time to reflect on it, she does wish that she had tried harder to at least maintain a friendship with Kliff. I'd just be repeating myself if I explained Kliff’s feelings on the matter.

#gbunny draws #exes meme #nsr #no straight roads #tatiana #kliff #well this was fun #don't expect too much art out of me for a while though #work is really picking up and i'm just not gonna have the time or energy for it #i literally only have 1 day off next week U_U #and i'm probably gonna spend it 'recharging' #would have been 2 but they forced someone's shift onto me

[giggly-squiggily]

Hey y'all; little update! Headcanons To Dabbles will be taking a short break and will resume Monday, May 15! Due to some IRL things going on, I'm a tad behind and just don't have the energy to write tonight.

Thank you for your patience!

#squiggily rambles #headcanons to dabbles #mini break #For all intents and purposes #I was gonna write dabbles tonight #but life happened and now I'm sleepy and just can't will myself to do it #Plus the last thing I want to do is put out dabbles that are less than stellar for you guys #especially given how creative the headcanons sent in are #so we're gonna break to recharge and hit the ground running Monday! #Happy Mother's day tomorrow! #And if you don't celebrate that #Have a happy Sunday full of relaxation #lazy vibes #and good thoughts :)

[thesnowflake18]

Kris beloved :]💕

#my art #deltarune #kris #kris dreemurr #kris deltarune #deltarune kris #utdr #gonna post these individually while I recharge #finals have been tough ngl