#gonna miss the baby months

[theloveinc]

OlderDad!Bakugou who gets a haircut and his baby doesn't recognize him and he doesn't want his dad to pick him up 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Bakugou has a cry in the bathroom and you have to spend the rest of the night consoling him.

Also Hiiiiiii, miss u, hope youre gooooood

head in my hands bc of this, just thought abt bakugo growing out his hair a little bit right after baby's birth...takes him months to go and get a real haircut cuz he doesn't wanna burden you more than he already has and by the time he's okay with the thought (but only for "AN HOUR MAX," is what he says), he has a mullet thing going on and all this scruff on his chin🥺🥺🥺

so he gets home with his regular ol' haircut, maybe a little shorter just to account for ... not wanting to go again so soon, and baby's HOLLERING bloody murder as soon as they see him and refusing to be taken out of your arms, doing that thing where they're flipping their face back and forth to dodge a kiss...

it's so tragic bc not even a little cheek nuzzling helps to calm them bc bakugo's CLEAN SHAVEN and smells like aftershave instead of like dad when he tries!!!!!!

and after, you watch him kinda sulk into the bathroom, thinking like aw yeah thats a bummer but also pretty funny, too (esp bc the haircut does look good🫣🤓), AND HE DOESN'T COME OUT FOR LIKE an hour???

....until you finally have to ask him if he's okay in there and you're opening the door to him sitting on the toilet seat, arms crossed and red cheeks a little streaky with tears...

LJFKASDJFADSJK it's the cutest, most sad sight you ever did see!! ofc Bakugo tries to deny it, but the way he tears up again (after you're done assuring him he did nothing wrong) when his baby finally realizes it's him and smiles (and then how he refuses to give them up again until bedtime) has his ass. EXPOSED.

(i love and miss u more than air, earth, water, dirt + HOPE YOU'RE GOOD TOO BESTIE ILY)

#bakugo #HI PYGMY THIS WAS INSANE OF U TO SAY THANK U PYGMY MY BFFL #but sorry u said this and i had to rip the idea right out of your hands and put it straight into my mouth #i feel like i'm high on a drug i really do #bakugo doing that thing where he he refuses to leave baby or u for long periods and fights being told to go do something nice for himself #he's showing up to his first guys night in like 6 months and doesn't know what do with himself #needs a baby picture once and hour #and he gets home to baby asleep in the crib and YES he's upset he missed bedtime but also like. wow. alone time with y/n. #and he just wants to hold u🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and watch a movie and be together #and he;s finally at a point in his life when he's able to admit vulnerability and talks abt feeling like an inadequate dad. #and finally u just have to shut him up by fuc-[redacted for profanity] #oh my god gonna think abt this all night #ALL NIGHT I LOVE U PYGMY #caitie things #kids tw #gen #pygmy lurks

[mattodore]

takes a bite out of them

#river dipping #ts4 #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #i'm ripping matthias's sim rn to make a quick little funny haha pose for a post so here i am while i wait... #these are the images i was using in the google docs for their questionnaires!! i figured i'd post them bc crabbey liked theo's #these aren't their latest versions tho so theo's eyes are the old ones and there are some small changes i made to matthias that're missing #but i think theo looks sooo gorgeous w/ the icarus bg and this cas lighting... #the luumia height slider doesn't work on mattodore for some reason (tho it used to?) so i haven't used height sliders in ages #but i downloaded a different one to mess w/ the other day which is why you can see matthias is taller here #still not accurate to their height difference bc i was just messing around but i'll fix it some other time #i rlly want to restart my casual oc gameplay bc they both look so different now compared to how they looked when i started it #dutchie has also changed a lot................... am i really gonna dump my months long save just bc of that? yeah probably jkngfknfn #ALSO... i have to update my game tonight bc lush made a sim for me but i FORGOR that i haven't updated since... hsy? so. #obviously i have to update now #which also means i will FINALLYYYYYYYY have infants................................. #when i tell you i will be making a baby just so i can put them in theo's hands i am being so serious #i will be in there like lightning #i need to see theo holding a baby so so sooo bad #it would cure every mental illness i have i think .

[theemporium]

i have such beef with Y/N from tiktok’s 😭like either she dnfs in the most violent way possible or she breaks 204729 records and p1s the whole season

no because she’s so inconsistent😭girlie what are you doing for the women of motorsport smh😔

#cece answers #nah but why is she also always pregnant #miss girl #pack it up and call in maternity leave #we aren’t racing when we are seven months pregnant #think of the extra weight #the poor baby is gonna be a slushie by the end of a race

[ashthedestroyer]

Women’s shoulders. Reblog if you agree.

#lesbian #wlw #sapphic #sapphic yearning #lesbian pride #the girl I’m currently in a fwb situation with picked me up and carried me one of the last times we saw each other and fuuuuuuuck #she showed off her shoulder muscles to me and fuck fuck I’m actually so gay holy shit women’s shoulders are such a godsend #I know I told myself not to get a crush on her but that gorgeous smile? her shoulder muscles? the way she calls me baby? I can’t help it ffs #I wanna take her on a lil picnic with a cute lil charcuterie board and treat her the way she deserves to be treated when I can drive #it has been well over a month but I still think about it daily #ALSO HER HANDS ARE SO FUCKING SOFT HOLY FUCK I LOVE WOMEN I AM SUCH A LESBIAN FOR THIS WOMAN #I’m gonna cry I miss her sm even though it’s only been a week since I last saw her

[askatriangleandastar]

What're your thoughts on the new Spooky Month episode?

(Doodle to match your icon, also because this one has me by the NECK) Thoughts in particular for as much as I can below

OOOOOOOOUGGHH DETER AND HIS MOM. FUCK, THE H U G S BIT HURTS MY HEART EVERY TIME IT IS VISCERALLY EFFECTIVE PELO YOU MONSTER ❤️

Moloch is so threatening I GASPED as we finally got to see him achieve Leg Rights and dud he ever put them to WORK running like that all over town!!

Gregor was incredible and competent and despite being opposing to the norm of how the kids go about things, a net positive for the town. His entrapment/death/conversion to what the cult put him through in the ending is an endangerment to the safety of everyone. That he really did care and want to protect the kids was sweet, and while harsh his reality check to Lila was something she's had coming.

I WAS RIGHT ABOUT SO MANY THINGS GOING INTO THIS I WAS SO EXCITED!!!!! Not beating the witch allegations in the slightest and still with so many questions and wonder.

I love how much we learn and yet how much there is to learn. Connections that are only half-given and have to be speculated and discovered with the ARG and background inferences. I still need to go over the frames and take in all the background characters. I don't know how far into November this is set but it's not long enough for Lila.

Getting the feeling that the Theives Duo were hired to go through the house yet settle on the attic, to nab THE DAD'S STUFF given its all strewn about the house after they get whooped, and then the New Grounds Ending confirms it had me shaking. Had me wondering if that's what BOB was sent to do initially in the very first epsiode, but when Lila ran into him he was gonna get a snack. That the cult members backed off at mentioning the spider and the Candy Dealer notes them as having been lucky + the picture revealled of it having been the Dad's (plus Pelo mentioning it has eaten people before) is making thoughts mimic a windows 98 trying to run the Sims.

The Gregor and Moloch ship those working on the show go for and snuck reference to in the show. The "and they've never been married but they are SO divorced" vibes of their interaction here, how Moloch called him by name and would have only ever lied in the past due to Gregor not having Moloch's in kind [the devil a deciever to any word said] hooooo I don't go there but it's next door and it looks fun!

The foreshadowing with the drawings done with Dexter and it's accuracy + Pelo drawing Moloch possessing a lot of characters + also doing so with Eyes + the Other Drawing = F E A R AND EXCITEMENT!!!!!!!

THE EYES IN THE BUCKET STILL LOOK LIKE DEXTER'S AND ARE ACTIVELY MOVING (especially in the Ending Spider Scene) HE IS STILL THERE AND TRAPPED AND AAAAAAAAAA!AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

The Ooga Booga Jumpscare was fascinating and done super duper well!!!! Wanna make a whole breakdown about why and how it worked better than any other so far. There are some layers and misdirection and it's built up really well! Plus what looks like a version of her on Jaune's TV foreshadowing what's gonna happen like it did before with Bob.

It makes me wonder if there's more parallels to Moloch based in the line "I can be ANYWHERE now!" After scaring the Audience. I have a theory that a part of his possession tactic is Fear. To enter someone's body who isn't willing they need to fear him and he can only get one such victim at a time (hence why only Roy and not the whole Hatzgang at once vs Skid and Pump at the same time with no difficulty as they let him in). It's why he Stalks and Stares (Patty, Ignacio) and consistently when we get to be around for when he goes for it, he *roars*. Not bite and claw but roars. He's put off and doesn't enter those that have no fear of him (Gregor, Rick, Ignacio) and I think it's because he CAN'T. It's why even when at his weakest he roared at Gregor. To break the chant, the concentration, to make the wounded and bleeding enemy falter and fear and let him in with that response of weakness. It fails, of course, but hoooo with anyone less devoted I don't think it would have.

BRICK TO THE HEAD. THE COWARDS. THEY GOTTA AMBUSH THIS OLD GUY EVEN WHEN HE'S ALREADY LIMPING TO STAND A CHANCE THATS HILARIOUS.

The way Pump was distracted from opening up and being vulnerable with his sister and kept happy by the toy and the lie, while Skid has no such escape as his own heart to heart is burdened further by the sobs of his mom in a home that is no longer in any illusion safe with a shattered door and evidence of earlier break-in everywhere. These 2 have been diverging in small ways in their outlook on things for awhile now, but this episode's ending and scenes about parents, about knowing more and less than each other (The way Skid didn't know about Moloch not running but Pump did and how Skid started to ask what he meant, how Skid still associates all Happy Fellas as Stabby while Pump could see it was Dexter-specific because he could **see** through to what Dexter WAS according to the notes... if Gregor hadn't interrupted there may have been Words. Going forward, it feels like they're going to again.)

IGNACIO AND THE ILLEGAL GUN OF COMEDIC CONTRAST

I cannot stress enough how much Kevin feels like he's being pushed further and further towards a total breakdown and that he NEEDS a coworker to help like Radford [AAAAAAAAAAA THEATRE MAN RETURNS I WAS SO EXCITED TO SEE HIM HE PLAYS OFF KEVIN SO SO WELL AAAAA] It's not an if so much as a When with the way his vision is Scribblifying so much (a treat for the eyes tho) and while he CAN cool off if nothing goes immediately wrong its just gonna keep going wrong.

Roy is having problems and given his parents and vibe of his family plus his contact to Skid and Pump, guessing it's likely tied to how it's status quo isn't sitting well and the need for escape with friends. Parents who are present yet Not in how it matters and how they're needed by the child. So glad he's willing to open up at all (the contrast from the second episode is staggering) but like Kevin it feels like he's building up to a bigger breakdown.

It is for Susie's safety and well being that she never met Moloch and yet she might well have been a huge fan given her enjoyment of demons! Have to wonder how she'd react to seeing the ashen form of Moloch in the attic if she ever went digging for what's been going on herself.

Ignacio may be any number of things and the picture with the dad is making me run in circles around the room I am seething with th3 need to shake him even though he'd shoot me point blank. Speaking of, the fact that he was carrying it on his person with taking out the trash and how he used it genuinely made me think that if Skid and Pump bothered him one more time he was going to pop 'em where they stood the same way he was so unbothered and at the ready I was wheezing XD

Why does the portrait have a diamond why does it have only ONE diamond why is it like that despite looking like it's the one for the old mansion we glimpsed in the second epsiode what the hell is with the mannequin and SHY DOES IT HAVE A FACE IN THE HELL CREDITS CARD

The oath Gregor uses portraying a Lord yet not a Father yet maintaining The Son, as well as a Sacred Sky, has me going no-clip on my chair. I am Not Normal about this and I cannot pretend to be I need the implications of this world's religions being impacted with Eyes having been ever-present STAT and the horror of the cult not being to a different God but the same as Gregor's, simply met by a bridge of heresy to meet mortals with the divine while still of flesh and bone and claim of Death....

I thought Evermore was bribing the hobos to blow up the church but now... now it feels more likely to be either Bob's place (seeing his corpse wheeled in the soundtrack video + that Patty was about to cut into him again when the kids interrupted+ Evermore asking for a specific body to be moved) OR the Mansion (not being invited into any cult and wanting John to shut up about it so he gets an unofficial, literal backalley deal going for some nobodies with no credibility to do the work for him). Evermore is the kind of vain who'd spill that he was in an exclusive group to brag and is also wonderfully insufferable with his blatant ego; the idea that he ISN'T part of the cult and his not knowing and terrible mayor strats only benifit the cult so they don't bother with the risk of somone in power knowing about them and his denial that somone as important as him would EVER be excluded if there WAS one which must mean there ISN'T just has such a good punchline and I hope it's true I really do.

THEY SHARE A VA, IS THE MASCOT GUY THE SAME CHARACTER AS THE BOB COSPLAYER CAUSE HIS BAD LUCK AND MISFORTUNE FEEL SIMILAR! Also the happy fella furthest left moves its eyes after the kids so uh. So uh they might've been on the money to destroy them cause looks like one is already possessed by Something and it also gives greater legitimacy to the internment of the one in The Candy Tube of Shame at Kevin's workplace gosh they're STILL BEING SOLD if they become A Problem beyond Dexter and that's when we get to meet Robert's little sister who has one....

The way Pelo has explained how Moloch got stuck and how the possession works means we KNOW Patty was tethered to her body and unable to do anything except watch as Moloch used her to kill (any by the mess and lack of remains) eat Michelle (mom's name in description cast list) to regain some power and begin to sate the prolonged hunger Moloch has been trapped in. It's how he was able to perfectly mimic her and Dexter. It's why her lower half is coated with so much blood it may as well be dyed the color. It's no wonder she's adamant to have a gun! Glad to see evidence of her still actively working with John and Jack on the mystery in the ARG images too.

That doctor, Mort, I don't know who he was talking with but while he's sus as hell I'm not so sure he was taking the call we see Ignacio make. There isn't a reason to be informing him about the priest, even if bother WERE in the cult- going straight to the mourge and opening with asking if the body had been moved feels like it was a micromanage from Evermore to be sure that what he asked for is happening in a timely way. Have to wonder if he's going to take Patty's place now with having a distinct full name and reoccurance in the episode as he does for 3 scenes.

Gosh I love the soundtrack I've been looping the playlist for it while writing all this, again, not well, so so many thoughts. This isn't even all of them but it's past 1 am I have been typing for over an hour gonna pause it at the realization that something DID curse the Candy Corner for the holy water to have worked as well as the fact that the red head kid, Lucky was super cursed for what we now know as LEGIT HOLY WATER to have had such an effect on him. It wasn't boiled it was in that pot to get as many of the kids crowding as possible, as we see the bottles only effectively splash a single person. A friend mentioned Gregor may not even directly see Lucky given the behavior towards the child is abnormal and as we see here he IS normal towards children, even with costumes he sees as mockery of the lord, so ignoring him crumpled on the ground and the siezing on the doorstep are strange outliers. ALSO LEARING ABoUT GREGOR'S FULL NAME AND THE MEANING AND THE RELEVANCE OF THE ANGEL WINGS IN THE CREDITS AAAAAAAAAAAA!! So much thought and care went into this, I love this series so much, thank you for asking my thoughts on it! ^^))

#Octa Talk #spooky month #spooky month 6 #spooky month hollow sorrows #So so so SO much happened this was such a great episode so glad they took their time #Gregor was such a surprise favorite for the main cast #I was Not Emotionally Ready for The Moment the gas mask came off I squawked I will not lie #The horrors (affectionate) are getting more threatening and I am here for it #RICK #Lila needs a new house she's still holding onto to do much and it's going to bury her alive if it doesn't suffocate her first #Streber IS alive oh wowie zowie my au is ESPECIALLY dark now ha ha!! #Those babies were gonna get MUNCHED if Michelle hadn't come across Patty gosh the tension of Moloch looking down at them all asleep #SHE WAS A CAT LADY AND HE LOVED HER A A A A A A A A AA AA A #SHE WAS RHE ONE TO GIVE THE NEWS THAT PHOTO FOR THE MISSING PERSONS REPORT AAAAAAA #I will never be free this story is too compelling XD

[fizzytoo]

👰🏽💘🤵🏾(3/3) — end of gen 1.

#i’m gonna miss gen 1 🤕🤕 i’ve been playing with them for months they’re my babies #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 gameplay #ts4 #black simblr #postcard legacy challenge #*nico #*kimberly #*eric #postcard: gen1

[itissadbutitsmy-artblog]

*pushes "Ask Me About Snails AU" button*

How's the boy coping with the fact his sister is gone into a dimension he most likely doesn't even know about. Sunset went into the mirror when he was - what, 10? 5? (<- bad at pony ages), - so that's bound to hurt, unless she tampered with his memories beforehand; or she went before he could even remember her

Don't even get me started on how well Sunset is dealing with the fact her Human Bro isn't her Actual Bro. Well, he kinda is, but not, and it's such dissonance source. Nice fake memories to nod along to here, Sunset

VIBRATIN.G . you are speaking my language.

so this is unfortunately a au(?) ive been gently nursing since i was a babychild fixating on mlp.

long story short he is certain shes fine even though everyone is telling him she is probably dead (he knew she was scary powerful. she was celestia's personal student, for, uh, celestia's sake!). celestia is annoyingly cryptic about the whole thing (she knows sunset went into another dimension of course but all she will tell her poor family is ohhh shes uhhhh not with us anymore. to avoid any normies going THERES ANOTHER DIMENSION? so everyone just thinks she died or something ): except snails who KNOWS BETTER. (and snips who maybe half believes him, and kind of thinks he's just in denial, but what does he know? they were both Infants when she disappeared).)

snails tracks down and recruits a very bitter trixie to go figure out wtf happened (i made this au before trixie became a main character) and they tear spacetime asunder and blast celestia's influence into the ground together

#NICE FAKE MEMORIES TO NOD ALONG TO THERE SUNSET. #what IIIIII wanna know and never got an answer to (did the eqg series ever touch on this????) is where is eqg's original sunset #did it have one?? #i dont think i fleshed out poor eqg snails much back then. he is so sweet. doesnt know what hit him. #his sister turned him into a god. and for what. wheres his real sister. #she tells him after the whole thing. and he accepts it but damn he lays in bed and kinda stares at the ceiling. a lot. #she misses her tiny little brother he was jsut a tiny little colt didnt even have his cutie mark when she left #she did NOT say goodbye either just sent him a letter like hey dude if i disappeared one day youd know i was doing cool magic shit right #like two months prior. the second she heard about the mirror. and he was like yeah right on. then she left. #i was gonna draw smth to go along with this but i just #explodes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #couldnt mush my emotions into a single image #sleeper agent baby fixation reawoken cringe plot lines and everyhting intact #not art #eqg #asks #specialshinytrinkets

[binnie]

you guys.... i'm going down a spiral and I need advice

#my best friend (my favourite person in the world) has been acting kinda distant lately #she's been struggling with depression so I figured she just needed some space #we still talk on instagram every day and send each other reels all the time #but lately I just feel like she's gonna abandon me... #she's growing up and has a job and a boyfriend and is doing well for herself #meanwhile i'm a failure lmao i flunked twice and am still in uni and barely surviving this school year with absoltely no (...) #(...) prospects and hope for the future. on top of that i'm a depedent clingy selfish useless jealous baby #she deserves better than me and she's bound to realize that so i'm not surprised this is happening. but it still hurts. #last night she sent me a message on ig saying she missed me but deleted it immediatly so i didn't have time to respond #which most likely means she meant to send it someone else and sent it to me by mistake #which means she doesn't miss me at all (she could have just kept the message and it'd be no trouble #but the fact she deleted it so quickly without a second thought just means she doesn't care about me #we haven't seen each other in a month so that hurts #i panicked and “replied” saying i missed her too but she left me on read #now she's sending me reels but I can't bring myself to even open our chat because it just hurts #I wish we could just cut the chord and end the friendship at once instead of having me slowly watch it crumble #i hate this #i'm so sad #i'm gonna be all alone #i'm completely isolated from everyone and it's my fault for depending on her so much #it hurts so much I don't even want to see her #i don't know what to do

[jaeyooniverse]

230530 Dawon Message

Let's grow old together

I love you^_^

#dawon #dwn.log #etc #was clearing out screensots and forgot i meant to share this..... #i would gladly grow old with you lee sanghyuk #i already feel some type of way thinking about how i started stanning while we were both in our #'early 20s' and now we're 27/28 like.... #looking back at old vids and like he looks the same but also so baby skgskshk 🥺 #thinking abt how he motivated me to improve in so many ways ... i'm slacking now but i promise I'll get better 😭 #anyway i did NOT mean to get in my feelings abt dawon but i mean. i cant help it. you know me #i know june just started but my mind really is already like omg dawon month coming up 🥰 #he is truly my ult..remember when i would deny he was even a bias...hilarious #okay im done rambling im sorry i just 😭😭 like him a lot 😭😭 #im gonna start writing fc letters to him again tho i really feel like he doesnt check fc as often as he used to #which is fair bc he already posts on sns & messages in fromm but stilllllll #i miss fancafe dawon #okay im done now for real #i meant to go to sleep 2 hrs ago????

[pcrjacksn]

guess who just watched ATSV *illegally* on the internet just because she was too lazy to ask someone to go with her to the cinema !!!

(spoiler: it's me)

#when i tell you this is gonna be my new hyperfixation for the month #miles morales is my boyfriend #like literally he's my baby and he calls me bonita #imagine the incredible duo we'd be #he's afro-latino and i'm latina #hottest duo ever #miles morales #also GWEN???? MWAH I MISSED YOU MY PRETTY GIRL #gwen stacy #spider woman #spider punk #spider man: across the spider verse

[roosterbox]

Hey uh

Sorry, I’ll get back to the 30 Day Challenge Posts and my random word drabbles in a bit.

This month has been a real emotional roller coaster for me so far, and it’s not even half over yet, lol.

Thanks for bearing with me, and for sticking around ❤️

#state of the blog #July is hell month #lol #including but not limited to #financial insecurity #food insecurity #a slight resurgence of ED #(and getting shamed for all three of these) #(SH too but that one is very minor and more esoteric all things considered) #abusive ex is sniffing around again #trying to wear me down #house and insurance nonsense is still ongoing #will they pay or not? the anticipation weighs heavily #I’m missing at least one box of stuff #idk what happened to it #my cousin recently had a baby (a positive thing!) #but she’s refusing to let her parents or my mom see the kid #(I support her reasoning) #which makes my mom try to get on my case more about having kids #she’s not gonna wear me down #it’s just irritating #my dad is causing trouble too #threatening others in order to get in contact with me #needless to say #I am STRESSED #and EXHAUSTED #and want to be DONE with EVERYTHING

[fridayyy-13th]

siiiiiigh.

#friday chats #tw vent #(in the following tags that is.) #(so. scroll if you don't wanna read this i suppose.) #anyway. gotta love the overachieving honors student experience. #haven't slept well in over two fucking weeks. i'm so exhausted! it's 11:40 pm but i STILL have multiple assignments left to do!! #part of it is definitely my own fault; i'm the one who put so many difficult classes into my schedule this year #and i'm planning to go discuss dropping a class or two tomorrow actually #bc i've been struggling to do work because of the sheer stress of it all and i'd very much like to sleep for three fucking months #maybe more. perhaps six. maybe even a year. i'm so fucking tired #God. sorry. i don't like getting vent-y on my blog but i am currently At My Limit #i miss having free time dude!! i haven't been able to dedicate time to writing since summer ended!!! #hoping that dropping the class i wanna drop will help #it's not the worst one of the bunch but it looms over my shoulder and the subject matter is miserable #(it's economics. fucking hate it. i get why it's useful but the way we're learning it is so deeply draining. that's capitalism baby!!) #but anyway. gotta hop back to work now. :/ gonna log off for the night

[sollucets]

hi :) a secret

“Are you feeling up to visitors?” asks David through a yawn.

“Are you?” they counter, because frankly that should be the more important consideration. David’s the one grieving, traumatized, the one fully recovered from his injuries only last week and constantly swamped in administrative work for people who need him.

“I asked first,” he mumbles almost petulantly, then sighs, tone going more serious.” I can’t guarantee them good company, or… anything at all, really, but. I’d like to see them. Both of them. I can make time.”

Despite everything, Aster can feel the corner of their mouth curving into a little smile at hearing David just admit that out loud. “Okay then,” they say, beginning the arduous task of composing a text reply with one hand. “The usual time?”

“Aster,” he says, flat, and they stop still. David so rarely uses their actual name that it feels weird to hear him say it. Like he’s upset. Is he upset? “Answer the question.”

#this is for you sweet anon commenters over the last few months #i promised #im gonna get something out before the year ends i swear i will #relistened to some grumpy boi for this and it was nice ive missed him #this is the 'excuse me my name is baby' meme template thing here #:') i havent written that in SO LONG AG H #ocean eyes vi is Coming its gonna happen #next time on

[lewishamiltonstuff]

.

#I don't think a person should get their period every month esp when they're not even sexually active bc wtf dude. I've already lost my voice #because of the flu. I can't stop coughing. i sound like an old witch who lives in the middle of nowhere. on top of that my nose is bruised #plus another thing: why tf is my uterus preparing for a baby every single month. like how desperate are you to become a mother miss uterus?? #I don't even want kids. I can't stand them. sorry not sorry. and then the pain. no amount of painkillers is gonna help me rn 😭😭😭😭 #womanhood is fun they said -_- #the joys of being a woman #right? #get fucked #i am so mad #womanhood #off topic #rant in tags #hera core #.txtpost #.txt

[coloursofaparadox]

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#i miss my dog #long story short my first baby that was my own was a puppy that i adopted with my ex #her name is Sarah and she was a rottie/german sheperd mix and was absolutely beautiful #and since ex was recovering from surgery when we got her i raised her from a baby #and did all her training and took her out to parks and new places and just totally threw myself into taking care of her #she was so well trained and so sweet and so nervous all the time. i worked on confidence building with her and she trusted me so much #she listened to me over anyone else and ran to hide behind me when she was anxious and would let me do things she wouldnt let anyone elsedo #and then. of course. when we split up my ex took her with her. #i got the second puppy we'd been raising for a few months at that point. #her logic was that she picked Sarah out so she was hers and I picked Lucas out so he was mine #and it's not that I don't love him but I miss that dog so so much. she's reactive and hard to deal with and my ex just. never dealt with it #when we were together i was the one working on it and taking her out in public even though it was hard and walking her #so i know shes not getting the kind of care she needs. which makes it even fucking harder. #just. im trying to love the dog that I have and i do love him. i do! but she was my baby and i miss her so so much and i know shes not okay #ive been trying to give myself grace and know that i wont have as much of a bond with Lucas as i did with her right away and thats okay #but i know that i resent it a little bit every time im reminded that he's not her. and its going away #but slowly. and im trying to lean into doing the kind of things i did with her like training and confidence building and bonding #but ive been avoiding it because it makes me sad every time. but the lil fucker deserves better. and he needs some manners. #so im gonna work through it and just. do it with him. treat him with as much love as i did her when she was growing up. #itll either get better with time or it wont and ill deal with it when i get to it #but fuck do i miss her so much