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#gonna sign up to be on one of them atp šŸ™‚
vvh0adie Ā· 8 months
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highkey if this was real, they honestly wouldn't have to do this cuz our current one is apparently satisfactory enough
remember that army bomb vid situation that happened on twt ā€˜for yoongiā€™ a couple years back?
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welpā€¦ we can only get more deranged from here
may i suggest a lingerie set next?
some cutesy chastity contraptions?
day of the week panties with a bow?
nipple and clit/tip piercings?
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ngl these butt plugs lighsticks have their own mood indicators so thats nice
koya: šŸ˜Œ (i believe god is a woman. i have been enlightened. pussy is love. pussy is life. this is definitely a portal to eternity? oh it feels like eternity and its love wont ever let me go? sign me up. im fine with not being forgiven because what im about to do to YOU?... uh yeah)
rj: šŸ™‚ (sorry what did you say? i dissociated for a bit. im just gonna look at your face now. is that okay? actually excuse me im just finna turn away and scream internally now.)
shooky: šŸ˜œ (you already knew what was finna happen tonight babygurl. finna rearrange them guts. hollon i got a playlist for this. )
mang: šŸ˜³ (yoooooā€¦where yo clothes at? huh? get naked? nah im good. mmh no, i dont think i wanna look below your face. aineen gon front, but i cant move. if this is a joke, its really something. like eh~ you got me. my nose bleedin'? its polly the altitude. heh heh... ca- can you call 911? i feel dizzy.)
chimmy: šŸ«¤ (ooh baby nooooo. you should cover back up. yeah when i said lets go back to my place for ramen, i meant that literally)
tata: šŸ˜ (bruh... Bruh... BRUH! i know you fuckinā€™ lyinā€™. mane grab yo shit and get outā€¦ actually you aight cuz imma head out instead. nah stayā€¦ just stay put. nah fam i dont need you to walk me out)
kookie: šŸ˜› (aht- we getting naked? ngl i havent gotten laid in 7 years. i will literally fuck anything with a hole atp. just say the words. excuse me if i drool or cum too fast. please say yes. šŸŽ¶OPEN THE FLOODGATES OF HEAVEN!!!šŸŽ¶)
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12.9
I know i talk a lot but i really feel like im off it. Too many pieces fit together that make Tre look so badā€¦..like just what has happened with us has been enough for me to be like OOF I REALLY MADE MYSELF LOOK SILLY
Cause now Iā€™m looking at all those things i said and whole heartedly meant. Like if he was actually who i thought he was, i would risk it all lmao okay maybe not it all but you get it
But now i feel super weird is what im saying. But you know what? I donā€™t have to feel weird. He doesnā€™t get it. He was the wrong dog to bark back down at. Iā€™m a monkey, wondering if he knows he doesnā€™t have thumbs. Wondering if heā€™s registering that my barks arenā€™t the same dialect as his.
But then heā€™s like bark bark barkā€¦ Iā€™m gonna stop barking now actually because i will never have thumbs?
And Iā€™m sitting up here like noooo please bark!!! We can try to understand each other! Please have thumbs!!!! Meanwhile Iā€™m UP HERE? Like??????????
Yoosh!
I can only imagine I wonā€™t receive communication even if he does get himself into a better spot. And if I do? Idk. Itā€™s big idk because this has given me just enough to be likeā€¦ā€¦ā€¦huh. Whoā€™s to say Iā€™m the only one? And Iā€™m sorry, I want to be the only one.
Maybe I am too nice. Maybe I need to be more like someone who would say directly: it sure sounds like you have a lot going on and it doesnā€™t sound like a lot of what we want aligns. Like pretty important things. For example look at how youā€™ve proven yourself to be generally embarrassing!
I donā€™t wanna knock him for having dreams, I can express that enough. But that he lets them take over is justā€¦ā€¦ick.
It doesnā€™t match with me! I will be happy settling down and having a comfortable life, if Iā€™m to find a man to do that with. If not, Iā€™ll already be busy building that with my friends soā€¦..????
Tre only plans breed Tre only future. So be it! How very selfishā€¦which he is free to be. I just wonā€™t be back pocketed especially after sleeping with me lol heā€™s concerned about nutting in me but not the fact that we shared a physical bondā€¦? Itā€™s icky!
I wonder what communication will look likeā€¦if anything. I honestly do not expect much. Probably the best spot to be in atp.
You know what, there were so many signs. The mansplaining, the weird opinions, the stressing of the trans experience. Like baby. Be a woman! If youā€™re gonna talk about it and lament it so hard, do it? Why you such a puss? Youā€™re halfway there mama
I should be strung uppppp lmao but for anyone who tries, you must first know that I speak this from my transness that I simply donā€™t talk about to virtual strangers šŸ™‚
He is such a twat for that. And by that I mean the renewable embarrassment fountain heā€™s subsidizing. It makes sense in my head.
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kitipawsu Ā· 5 months
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so Iā€™ve been manifesting this one guy Iā€™ve liked since 8th grade (weā€™re both sophomores in hs now) and well you could say that I have been stalking his socialsā€¦I was trying to go to sleep around 1am and like I couldnā€™t stop thinking about him cause I really wanna wish him a happy birthday cause his birthday is on December 1st and idk if I should or shouldnā€™t send a text cuz we stopped talking like 2 1/2 months agoā€¦Oh yeah so like I was tryna sleep and I got this weird feeling and decided to stalk his reposts and heā€™s online!! He reposted this one video where itā€™s like the slideshows and it says ā€œwhen sheā€™s friendlyā€ ā€œwhen sheā€™s popularā€ ā€œwhen sheā€™s the girl I been wanting since 8th gradeā€ I SWEAR I FELT LIKE BARFING CAUSE I WAS HOPING IT WAS DIRECTED TO ME šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ but I remembered that back in 8th grade he only talked to 2 girls.. (me and his ex) and before anyone comes at me, no I wasnā€™t hitting him up when they were dating, me and him started talking first and we were going to date but I rejected him cause I was scared so like 2 months later he got with this one girl (his ex now) and they dated for a good 5 months, idk if heā€™s over her but she recently got a boyfriend and idk if he knows cause he doesnā€™t follow her on insta soooā€¦yeah :3 I donā€™t want to be delusional cause thereā€™s a 99.9% chance that it was directed to her and not me but it doesnā€™t hurt to dream :) Me and him are on very good terms idk if his ex and him are on good terms but if they are im glad for them.. Iā€™m just going to keep manifesting him cause thatā€™s all I can do atp šŸ™‚ I really love him so much and he confused me at times cause he randomly would tell me how he wanted to go on aquarium dates and all that with someone and he wouldnā€™t stop telling me, I wanted to be bold and tell him that I would go with him but I was afraid he was gonna get weirded out so I didnā€™t. I have dropped so many indirect signs that I like him but he never noticed I guess. Also we donā€™t go to the same school so after 8th grade we would only text and still do up until now..well actually September 9th of this year was the last time we texted. I hope heā€™s okay with me wishing him a happy birthday :) I want to go on but I feel like I should rest but heā€™s constantly on my mind UGH
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