#good night every body

[rosemarytrash]

drawing is literally so dangerous for me like i havent rly sat and doodled in a While but now that i'm here i just wanna stay up til 2 watching shitty youtube videos and drawing my homos. which is not conducive to anything cuz i should swim in the morning and then work all day but guess what? i dont really want to do either of those things what i want to do is draw rose and kanaya making out but guess what kissing is still like the hardest fucking thing to draw so nvm i guess i'll go to bed

#some day theyll smooch but for now ill do lazy busts of them standing close to each other and frankly yeah that's danny's ship art and #does it ever get old? idk you tell me #txt #good night every body #everybody say goodnight to rhubarb

[bapydemonprincess]

@grelleswife

I mean, who would want to..

👀

#kuroshitsuji #sebastian michaelis #fembastian #okay NOW I'm going to bed #*blows kiss*\ #*yakko voice* GOOD NIGHT EVERY BODY~

[daandori]

i am doing not great today lads

#the talkies #job hunt is looking extra miserable and hopeless #not having a good body image time #spent last night torturing myself w old photos of what i used to look like #breakouts are not fucking going away even with my increased med dose so it makes me sad every morning when i wake up and look at them #mom is extremely stressed at work so the air in the house is getting poisoned and she’s starting to take it out on me #+extra sad abt the passage of time and all the things i still havent managed to progress on in the last few years #just not having a great time overall #anyways my emo rant of the day #hope everyone has something happy to brighten their day today

[ellies-enrichment]

personal - against the current

#tlou part 2 spoilers #webbed #I SCREAM AT YOUR GHOST WHEN I MISS YOU THE MOST #I'LL LACE UP MY ARMOR AND FIGHT FOR US BOTH #FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED AND CROWN YOUR STONE #maybeeeeee (maybeeee) i could let go let go let go #when you let those blue eyes turn grey (i took it personal) #when you took my hero away (i took it personal) #now you're not here when i sayyyyy i took it personal (i took it personal) #nOW EVERY NIGHT I !!! #feeling a weight on my whole entire body today due to very not good bad dreams based on irl scenarios and people :) so.. joel & ellie <3

[crimeronan]

seeing people get so upset about aspects of the end of succession has increased my need to finish the show tenfold. having never been able to project onto any of these characters, i just LOVE me a show where i can watch people suck and make the worst choices possible and be fucking miserable with zero hope forever n go "LMFAOOOOOO YEAHHHHH LIE IN THAT BED. I LOVE THAT YOURE SO FUCKING SAD AND NOTHING WILL EVER FEEL OKAY FOR YOU AGAIN. anyway back to my real life filled with incredible people whom i love so much because i'm not one of these Motherfuckers"

#succession #shows that are like heres what you could be if you were 80% more pathetic and desperate #damn youre right! good thing im neither pathetic nor desperate NOR a rich republican #shiv trapping herself in the resentful mommy role forever because thats all a republican woman will ever ever ever be :) #YUMMY YUMMY DELICIOUS WE LOVE TO SEE IT. I HOPE SHE CRIES HERSELF TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT AND HER KID FINDS HER DEAD BODY AROUND AGE 15 #succession spoilers #i suppose #women who are never ever ever ever ever getting out of the bed they fully made for themselves!!!!!!!!!!! #you are trapped forever! hell on earth! hell on earth! hell on earth! :D

[suashii]

night night, hope ur favs grace ur dreams ❤︎

#☁︎ manon's mind #the neighbor yeller is at it again #it’s going to take every ounce of patience in my body #to not cuss him out tn #my sleep has been so shitty #i won’t let him ruin it #okay! sorry #back to ur dreams #forehead kiss for best dream vibes #good night ilu !!!!!

[lesbiradshaw]

height differences in ships stop being fun when you have to start rewriting history and doing backflips to force it like omg.

#me personally i enjoy a good height diff ship when it just. occurs naturally #& i think the ones where its like an inch difference vs TWO FUCKING FEET like you see in certain fanart is cuter cuz its barely there which #makes it even more aggravating to be teased about. #also when did we get to a point where shorter automatically = skinner ? like. has fanon never heard of being short & stocky #i think most of my ships that have a height diff the taller one is lankier and little bit more leanly built #while the shorter one is a bit wider/more muscular. and that is so personal to me. #i knew we were doomed as a society when bucky barnes and jake seresin started being portrayed as 5’6 120 pounds…those men are GIGANTIC #they have MEAT on their bones. they eat steak and potatoes every night. they never miss a meal without complaining. #i think its also funny that people will force height differences between characters so hard when there are other ships in the same media #that ACTUALLY could give them what they want height wise 😭😭😭 like if u like tgm & you want a height diff ship payback n fanboy r right there #anyways. #that post ab making your middle aged favs look at popular fanart of themselves to give them body dysmorphia #carolcore

[fisheito]

your art has such fun and expressive shapes i love love LOVE!!!! TO SEE IT!!!! you can see the joy nucarni brings you and it's so funny thank you so much for sharing. i say this with the most love and kindness and sincerity possible but your they were both service tops yakublade looks like an adult swim break screen (i think it's the font) and it's genuinely one of my favorite things to look at ever. i think you could send it in and they'd air it. anyway thank you fish you make my very sad days much better

Abb. Bau.. abhhbbubbuhauuububbbbhuaaaaaaaaaaa

#asks #how dARE...... #who taught u to give compliments like that #with the extreme specificity and every line that hits me like i got solar plexi all over my body #cRITICAL HIT XOMBO #this surprised me and filled me with Big Joy in the ded of night #legit paced around for a day wondering how I'd respond to this with appropriate Emotional Magnitude #thank u!!!@@ #i AM having fun!!!!! #often i forget what fun feels like #perhaps unleashing my brand(?) of feral ghorny (gay horny) was a good psychological move after All!! #solemnly removes jester cap #i... made u have a little giggle... #that's all i could ever ask for....... #stay giggling. Anon... what else are we to do on this planet

[manasurge]

Tis' the season where I mentally and physically suffer. Complaining below (feel free to ignore, I'm just venting. I usually do this every year to get most of it out of my system lol):

mmm the fall/winter SAD is indeed in full swing. No warmth + no sun = a bad bad time. I always get so annoyed when ppl assume that I love winter bc I'm a "winter baby", as if that has any sort of divine intervention on instantaneously adapting you to perfectly fit the climate you were born in. NOPE. Silly human superstition. I start to freeze once it hits below 20C. I wish I lived in a warmer climate o|-< The depresso is probably going to make me very whiny and moody until next spring, so an early forewarning bc I'm EXTREMELY annoying about it this time of year bc it's the only way I know how to deal with it. But moreso in addition to the physical stuff is how badly it messes with my mind, making me so depressed to the point of just... sitting in non-moving silence where I become stiff as a board (very painful btw) and I isolate, making the bad depresso brain time even worse where I overthink everything bc of the silence and isolation. It's also always the time of year where everyone goes quiet too, which is understandable, but also makes things 10x worse (I am very alone in my life and where I am, and kind of rely on online friends bc they're all I have. I don't even have a pet. I'm literally just, loner mode. I don't really have much family to speak of, and only one family member I do speak to. I have little to no connections at all. But regardless, this is still the best living situation I've been in my whole life, so that's saying something).

#i hate the cold; I hate ice; cold air hurts my skin and burns my lungs #i hate snow (I'm sorry I just don't think it's pretty. It's gross; erases all colour/everything; blinding; kills everything; claustrophobic #I hate long nights; i hate all the darkness #I take Vitamin D drops every day during winter and they don't really help #I also use those special lights meant to help during the long darkness for the same reason; and they also do not help #nothing works!!!!!! eating and drinking hot things doesn't help me stay warm bc heat dissipates away quickly and doesn't help my extremitie #the cold makes me SO dry and dehydrated; makes my bones hurt; makes outside DANGEROUS AF. ICE IS BAD. BE CAREFUL. #I can't retain heat; my hypothyroidism makes me colder by default and I just don't metabolize good/fast enough to keep myself warm #(my body temp is lower than average; fun fact! same with my blood pressure! both of them are very low) #I think my average from all the times I've had it scanned during covid was 32-36C. No idea how that works; I just remember checking it a lo #my fingers and hands are going to freeze; making it harder to draw/type/etc. #I'm not going to wear gloves inside my home bc that's dumb and they don't help anyways. It will just screw up my ability to use my hands #I get to be in pain for months with increased potential of being sick :/ #also I HATE bundling/layering myself with clothing or blankets; it's suffocating; restricting; sensory hell for me; sweaters are uncomfy :( #also whenever I try to do that all it does is insulate the cold for me; keeping me colder for even longer!!!!! it's so unfair!!!! #I've worn out 2 space heaters already and they don't work properly anymore (I used them both so much I wore out my preferred settings lol) #sobs; i'm a sad plant lizard

[account-name]

i know i just posted a new drawing but might as well post this one too while i'm here. i've been hesitant to post it since i'm still not completely satisfied with it but here take it

#not gonna bother putting this one on insta it's just gonna be a tumblr exclusive #i think i was just too ambitious with this one #every single aspect of this drawing was a challenge and my skill level just isn't quite there yet #the final product looks good but not good enough to be worth the weeks of effort #might look fine from an outsider's perspective tho #idk maybe i can redraw it in a few years when i know what i'm doing #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddy's fanart #fnaf sister location #michael afton #ennard #cw body horror #aacart

[chronal-anomaly]

One day,,, one day I'll talk about the farm and Lena's extended family and those days after the fall where she was recovering,,,, one day

#after the arrest of course #cut loose with no family no friends and nowhere to go with a disgraced name #heading back to a family she was separated from so many years ago #showing up at the old farm with a duffle bag and tears in her eyes #dropping to her knees as her aunts ans cousins rushed her #the monotonous weeks of hard work later grounding her #body so tired every night that the sleep was dreamless #coming in for good supper #loving the animals and tending to the fields #god i hope this makes sense my brain is stuffy today #big city girl in a pair of mucks with a shovel in her hand and loving every second of it #anyway full meta coming later but come ramble abt this with me in discord

[sonofsin]

the way I'm complaining nearly every night about somatic flashbacks, you'd think we'd be used to them by now. and the worst thing is that we are. they're routine, expected at this point. it's a surprise when I have a night without them. but they're still fucking horrible. they're still incredibly triggering and they often hurt, whether or not they're accompanied by visual and/or auditory flashbacks. I don't cry very often anymore, but these make me cry at least once a week.

I want a new body. and a new me. I don't want to be this person anymore.

#they're inescapable. it's been 4 years of this almost every night and many days #I don't know if they'll ever stop. #posting this makes me want to bite myself so we'll see how long it'll take to feel gross about being Vulnerable and delete this #only posting it at all because maybe one or two of you are awake at this time of night #I never can fully run away from being a trauma holder #I've done a damn good job of it otherwise but my body will always remind me of what I am #and what was done to it

[bulkhummus]

i want people to look like people again

#every time i draw an original character i keep this in mind #i dont want my characters #to be weirdly attractive #and i hope that its the attributes and personality i give them that makes them appealing #i just want them to look like people that you could fall in love with on the bus on ur ride home #i just want them to feel Real #like a lived in Body with a story #idc if it takes longer to draw that way its important To Me #and its important to my art #and i love all bodies and its so much Hotter when theres imperfections because it just creates beautiful details and a story #im looking at my ocs and hoping they feel like real people you could run into #with some flare ofc they are in a sci fi story #but i want them to be real #i think i need to make some adjustments here and there once i do more official character sheets #this isnt even abt them im just In A Mood #ugh idk #good night #im mad #like i still forget this little bubble i have here is still a bubble #and there are people that look at my designs and call them ugly or chubby or ask why they look like they do #and it Hurts bc im just drawing People #media isnt ABOUT being the hottest fucking person #like my characters ARE hot because they look like PEOPLE #UGH throws my hands up in the air #im grumpy