#goofy and shit. but like they're literally inches apart right and dean's HOLDING cas' hand with both of his almost. and theyre just. like.

[hauntedpearl]

can. im sorry but. can you imagine. can you imagine dean teaching cas about the eyelash wish thing?? im so sorry im emotional thinking about it but can you picture it. he. them.

#i think i will go cry now #like this is all pre-despair too. like maybe they're just having a movie night or something. and cas has been semi-human for a while nlw #and dean's watching cas instead of watching the movie because he's a fucking sap who's embarrassingly in love and then #he notices this little eyeslash on cas' cheek and before he can stop himself he's reaching out and picking it up with his thumb #and he's got his hand on cas' cheek - lightly ofc - and cas just starts and he looks at dean wide-eyed because what is happening here sir? #and then dean just turns beet red and clears his throat and tries to work his words bc come on Winchester you're not twelve! #and then he pulls his hand back but only slightly - the backs of his knuckles are still touching cas' cheek. he would pull back further but #he doesn't really know how yk? anyway. he holds up his thumb to cas and then says 'eyelash' and cas just tilts his head a lil confused #and dean is like literally dying bc god that look right? but also he's so embarrassingly in love did i mention that? anyway he pulls cas' #hand up with his free one and turns it over #slowly places the eyelash on the back of his palm and he's like 'make a wish' and cas is like 'dean.' and dean's like 'come on dude you #have to! it's the rule!' and cas says 'fine. okay. i have.' but dean's like 'no you gotta close your eyes see. and then like really wish #for it. hard.' and cas is like 'like a prayer?' and dean's like 'yeah something like that' and cas smiles at him indulgently and closes his #eyes and dean's still staring bc like i said embarassingly in love and he's wishing for something too but he knows he'll never get it. #and then cas opens his eyes and he looks at dean staring at him and he's a lil fidgety now but he's normal about it. 'now what?' he asks #and dean's like you know so gone on cas it's embarassing and pathetic and absolutely adorable so like he just lowers his head a lil and #blows on the eyelash and he's like 'there. now your wish has reached the universe' or sth sappy like that. and he's trying to be silly and #goofy and shit. but like they're literally inches apart right and dean's HOLDING cas' hand with both of his almost. and theyre just. like. #staring at each other. always staring at each other. never really moving. never really able to break the hold of gravity. two orbiting #planets right? and cas has this look on his face that's indiscernible (?)(undiscernible?) and dean's thinking. he could. he could just tip #his head up. he could you know. but then cas titls his head again. and he's like 'you say you have no faith. and yet you believe in this.' #and dean doesn't know what to say and he's so fucking FOND right so he just laughs. backs up a little. 'it's not like that. it's supposed #to be a silly thing. not exactly about faith. it's about. hope i think' he says. and cas just looks at him. and he's like. 'hope.' and #dean's like 'yeah.' and then he turns back to the tv bumps cas' shoulder and is like 'you gotta get used to this stuff if you're slumming #it down here.' and cas just gives him a smile and doesn't say anything. they go back to watching the film. and dean thinks he's so lucky. #to have just this. and cas thinks he's so lucky. to have just this. but their wish is out there somewhere. in the universe..bc hope. #ANYWAY. I AM EMOTIONAL CAN YOU TELL???? #destiel #spn headcanons #doe is talking again